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luwha · 7 months ago

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I keep seeing this around and... Bro, Paint Tool Sai IS NOT a free application. It's around 52usd pay once and never again.

Buying license for Paint tool sai 1 gives you access for paint tool sai 2, without need to buy a new license.

It's a very ok price for an app that's great and offer so much, and is evolving (even though slowly), beginner friendly and all.

It SEEMS free cuz it's been pirated to hell and back, but it's not.

#go pirate adobe and stuff that's actually evil #idk man i don't think sai deserves it #it's not activelly selling your art to databases to train AI #and it's a hella nice app #i am NOT JUDGING you if you ahve a pirate version #i also DO NOT CARE if people passes the links to crack it an and all #like #piracy isn't the issue here #people saying it's free then complaining why sai 2 is never finished #idk it's probably not as big as it seems #it just bugs me

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what-am-i-doing-in-this-fandom · 6 months ago

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Yeah, I don't know about you, Fidds, but I'd fold at this 🙏

Previous!!

Next!!

First!!

#no Stan don't use the puppy dog eyes Fidds won't be able to say no!!!#yeah I don't know where this is going but i made more lol #should i keep going i actually don't know #are you guys liking this PLEASE ANSWER ME 😭🙏#stan has hit the luck goldmine in his lifetime of the exact opposite #the last time he was this lucky he was born and even he's not too sure how lucky that actually was 🙏#Fiddleford does NOT want to rebuild that portal guys 🙏#i have a feeling that he might anyway though 🤞🙂‍↕️#cole's art #art #gravity falls #grunkle stan #stanley pines #gravity falls comic #yeah cause i am drawing comics now #that small drawing i did as a joke has really run away from me..#fiddleford hadron mcgucket #fiddleford mcgucket #fiddlestan #vampire fiddleford #werewolf stan pines #werewolf stan #gravity falls halloween au #i love you guys that followed me for this 🙏#why is stan spilling his guts about pushing his brother into an interdemensional portal to the first shmuck that walks by??#well..... idk he sees Fidds and hears that he knows Ford and he sees him as Ford's friend and he thinks oh man he deserves to know #mullet stan

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egophiliac · 1 month ago

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I loved your drawing(and I love your style in general) with Leia in your recent post! If/when you have time can we see more of her in your style? I get so happy whenever I actually see people mention/talk about her and she’s not just forgotten because we didn’t get to see much of her. 😭

thank you! 💙💙💙 Leia/Leah/Lea/whatever is fascinating to me. she is the ultimate unknown. what was she like? how involved (or even aware of any details of the invasion) was she? Silver's basically a physical carbon copy of his biodad, so what did he get from her? like, I understand why the two of them kind of have to stay as these super vague and mysterious figures -- the whole point of them is that their story ended 400+ years ago and they're not really relevant anymore (and. well. the more that gets explained about them, the less that can just kinda be handwaved as "oh the politics were Very Messy") (we can sit here and theorize all day but let us acknowledge that, ultimately, canon gave us almost nothing about them post-Meleanor and we'd just be making things up). I do still wonder about her though! RIP Lea, we never knew you and we probably never will.

actually you know what, as long as we're here, I think I WILL go ahead and just make some stuff up about what Silver might've inherited from her instead.

#art #twisted wonderland #twisted wonderland spoilers #twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers #twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers #twisted wonderland episode 7 part 13 spoilers #twisted wonderland book 7 part 13 spoilers #there may be answers somewhere that i just forgot about so uhhh if so #whoops ( ᐛ )#having one of those art days where chances are good i'm just gonna wake up and throw this post out the window so be warned #but yeah idk. i've talked before about the parallels between silver and dawnatello and how i see him as basically bad end silver #he chose the easy option that let him stay loyal and fulfill the obligation he felt to his adoptive family #he knew it wasn't right and that he was being manipulated but he went along with it anyway until it was too late #i think he ultimately had a good heart but my man folded under the slightest bit of social pressure like a wet mcmuffin #so while i'm continuing to make things up out of whole cloth i wanna say that by contrast #lea never had a chance to do shit but if she had i like to think she would've had a spine like galvanized steel #like just personally i don't think she knew much about what the silver owls were actually doing #seriously does henrik seem like the kind of person who would tell her shit about anything #i think he basically took advantage of their dad's failing health to go off and be a warmonger #and if he thought about lea at all it was to be like :) you stay here and do boring domestic princess stuff #while i tell your husband to Do It For Her #i mean this is 100% me writing baseless fanfic here #i just think it'd be fun if the part of silver that was IMMEDIATELY like 'actually no. we aren't doing this.' might've come from her #she just never got a chance to show it #(it didn't seem to come from the knight is all i'm saying)#lilia might've given silver a billion complexes but at least he raised him to do the right thing #man someone left a reply or reblog on an older post and i cannot find it so i apologize for the lack of credit BUT they pointed out #that one of the big differences between silver and the knight is that the knight's family did not really seem to like him very much and lik #yeah i think so. lea might've been the exception there for him.#rip ma'am we'll never know if you deserved better or not

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volivolition · 6 months ago

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wiggles my fingers at you ouuuu… you want to tell me about solace so bad…

HKJGG wiggles my fingers back lovingly!!! i really do, i fuckin LOVE solace :3 hey did you know i really like making fake skill descriptions?

SOLACE

Follow the north star. Find light in even the darkest places. Cool for: Optimists, Recovering lost souls, Sweet summer children

Solace is the skill you tucked away long ago, at the bottom of Pandora's box. The little one that tells you: despite it all, there is still hope. It needs a lot of nurturing -- and it's far from being the most helpful for police work -- but taking care of it is basically self-care. It enables you to find the glow in yourself that you often ascribe to gold lungs or brilliant halos in others. It encourages you to wake up and watch the sunrise, to play board games with someone you love, to forgive yourself and let yourself be a gentler kind of animal. Constantly looking forward to a brighter future, it also helps shield your morale from damage.

At high levels, Solace gives you a heightened sense of childlike optimism - which isn't always the sense to lead with in this precariously harsh world. Always looking for the bright side will blindside you with naivety. At low levels, however, you may just extinguish whatever keeps your soul alight. You've already lost her once. You may not survive the desolation if you let her disappear again.

#i wanted to draw a skill portrait for her for this but [gestures vaguely at life] i hope this is cool enough hkjgkj <33 #solace is truly voli's ''keep going. there's still hope for us'' and echem's ''we can be happy again! let's go find joy wherever we can''#this is why i keep saying she's their kid hkjgh she covers the happy medium of both of their ideologies. hope for a happier future.#harry goes to the store and finds a pair of pink heart shades that gives her ''+1 Rose Colored Glasses'' :3 #i feel like theres some mechanic that keeps her from gaining too many points. a locked skill cap or maybe she can lose skill points??#hm. considers this.#echem voice ''i can't believe i'm saying this but we really can't drink alcohol anymore. it's bad for the baby :(''#ALSO. THIS IS ONE OF MY MORE SELF INDULGENT WORKS SO IF IT SEEMS OOC IN ANY WAY THAT'S BC THIS IS MY COMFORT FIC HGKJKJ #i know sometimes i write skill relationships too sweet and the world too kind and the game too unrealistically...#i know shivers said the end of the world is in 22 years. i know being a revachol cop would kill solace. i know alcoholism is hard to kick #and dora still haunts us. i know life is so hard and there is so much that kills hope and that the pale is going to swallow elysium. i know #but isn't disco elysium about how the world is awful and corrupt and futile but there is still beauty and worth to living in it?#the sky. the world. you're still alive. after death; life again. one day i will return to your side. sunrise parabellum.#the phasmid exists. the pale can be fought back with art. the city's alive and she told us she loves us. and solace believes there is hope.#augh idk man hjlkjg just don't want to lean into the ''young witch trying to find a cat in the alps'' bullshit lmao FUCK that </3 #i just think harry deserves a hope skill.#volta transmissions #inland drabbles #task: when two skills love each other very much

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bumblingbabooshka · 1 year ago

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On s'est déjà tout dit Et j'ai déjà tout vu Je l'ai déjà apprise, la leçon la plus dure J'suis tombé droit dans l'mur, une fois, deux fois

[We've already said everything and I've already seen it all. I've already learned it, the hardest lesson. I fell straight into the wall, once, twice.]

#bea art tag #T'Pring #T'Pring/Spock #Spock #SNW #star trek snw #snw #T'Pring fanart #s he deserves more.....she deserves MORE!!!!!#The nerve of this man to say 'you know me well' WHILE cheating #This show's Spock's trust issues and reluctance to fully commit himself to T'Pring don't read at all as him being torn between two differen #worlds or reluctant to show T'Pring the 'real' him because we never really see T'Pring being .... idk. Disdainful of his humanity?#The most I can remember is her saying 'It hardly seems like a Vulcan lives here.' when she's poking at his interior decorating #T'Pring is out here reading books doing research and telling him she appreciates his Humanity and wants to have dinner with him and spend #time together and Spock's over here like 'I can't bring myself to trust T'Pring. Christine! Angel!' like DUDE....you're ENGAGED #Of your own volition you're engaged!!#The second your fiancee says 'let's take a break from seeing each other to think about our relationship' you start having sex with another #woman?? Immediately??? I don't like this writing ... it just makes Spock seem like a sleaze who's making excuses to be unfaithful #BUT you know what?? That'd be fine if they didn't frame Christine/Spock as like...ok? I don't get that. M'Benga is like wink wink #ohhh you like each other huh~?? HUH indeed. HUH?? Dude - he has a fiancee???#Even putting morality aside wouldn't it just be more fun to have them be in a secret forbidden relationship or whatever?#Spock: -Singing about how he and Christine broke up or whatever- / Uhura: ....[doesn't he have a girlfriend?????]#<- I wish there was more continuity with this. Like - why is everyone on the ship fine with Spock & Christine being together #when they KNOW he has a fiancee? Is no one going to mention it?#Like there's definitely a compelling story here but the writers are never gonna find it...everyone's too busy being in a marvel movie #Spock being like oh I love Christine we really have something WHILE reassuring T'Pring at every turn that he loves her and wants to make #it work between them ooohhhh!!!! -steam comes out my ears- flames flames on...on the side of my face...#Him being upset and feeling betrayed by Christine leaving for a work opportunity....sit DOWN sir. Sit DOWN!!!#If they make T'Pring cheat on him with Stonn or whatever so they can have a contrived #'well we're both at fault who's really to blame for this goodbye forever now have a great life' ending I'm gonna riot

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lpsgirl109 · 6 months ago

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I would absolutely love for at least one of my friend groups to completely go all out for me for my birthday. The way girls at school get huge sashes and gift baskets from their friends. I've never really had that. I've never really had a group of friends band together to do something super special for my birthday aside from getting on call with my two best besties to play roblox. Which i guess is a bit disheartening because I've organized stuff like this for several people. I've put together calls so we could all sing happy birthday to someone and celebrate with them. Hell, not even a birthday celebration, but i once organized a going away party with my entire friend group for one of our friends who was moving to another state, because i loved them i wanted to them to know they'd be loved and missed by us. It would be nice to be on the receiving end of that but also it feels really silly to just Ask my friends to plan something special for me cause 1. Those are supposed to be surprises 2. I know it is My birthday and I have every right want to be treated like the center of the universe but I still feel very selfish asking people Hey can you make this day all about me and put effort into it please. Also it feels less genuine when people have to be Asked to celebrate me yknow. Idk maybe the realization that I'm turning 18 years old is finally fully kicking and that's what's got me down lately but man. For my birthday I really just want to know that I'm loved and wanted and not a nuisance that pisses people off every time I open my mouth

#Also and this is where I get really annoying but most of the time I don't get gifts from people who aren't my family #My last birthday i got gifts from two people out of my several friends and friend groups who really didn't do much #Other than wish me happy birthday or my two friends who always get on roblox with me #Which is also disheartening because i try to make gifts for everyone for their birthdays and christmas #If it's not something huge like the animatic and the animation meme and the attempted pmv I made then it's a thoughtful art piece #And if it's not that then it's at least singing them happy birthday and giving them a hug and letting them know I love them #Which I'm not gonna stop doing and I will never stop doing #I have too much love in my heart to ignore someone's birthday out of spite and I do not make things expecting something in return #Even if someone never ever gives me a birthday gift I will still give something to them every year because I don't want to be bitter #But I guess it just gets tiring after a while #Trying to do everything for everyone while barely anyone puts in the same effort for me #Again I'm not gonna ask anyone for a gift cause 1. Selfish 2. Disingenuous if it needed to be asked for #I guess I just wish more people valued me enough that they'd already do all this stuff for me #Make me gifts and treat me like I matter the most #Because I know i try to do that for everyone else #Idk I still feel selfish saying all this but also it's My 18th Birthday I think I deserve to be a little selfish #Man I need to go to bed midnight is always when I get ungodly sad over things I have no control over #harry osborn or whatever the fuck the new generation says /j

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poems-of-a-lover · 2 years ago

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i will never understand the "stop casting straight actors as gay characters" argument. people just wanna out gay actors so they can have a better grasp on who to hate.

#like this is notttt the argument u think it is #'gay roles should be reserved for gay actors' TURN ON UR BRAIN #i understand wanting to have more queer actors and to have them get more recognition. that's completely fine and im all for that.#what im NOT for is trying to enforce that every gay character has to be played by a gay actor #like did u guys learn nothing from kit connor #or all of the other actors that were forcibly outed due to this argument. like seriously.#im sorry im ranting but dear lord man #i just saw a clip of a decently popular influencer saying shit like this and it makes me so upset. esp coming from a queer creator.#celebrities owe us nothing. absolutely fucking nothing.#they dont owe us that knowledge abt themselves and we should not feel like we're entitled to it just bc two men kissed on screen!! goodness #celebrities are people and they deserve their own privacy and to have their journeys on their own time just like everyone else #they dont even need to have a journey!!!! they don't have to do anything!!! they can just live their lives!!!!!#idk man this really gets under my skin #stop trying to force people to come out just so u can make sure the very little amount of queer media we get is 'genuine' or whatever #like u sound ignorant and bigoted dude cmon now #am i gonna get hate for this i swear #anyway rant done its 1:30 am im gonna go back to! writing!#long tags #rant

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longagoitwastuesday · 8 months ago

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I know Mai is sort of like the typical "kind of a bitch" female character that often has a lot of sexist tropes playing around, but for some reason... I actually like her?

#I don't know #She's rude and can be ruthless #but she actually seems kind of. not truly bad? Like a teen after all idk #A bit like how Todo seemed like the burly rude giant bully kind of guy but is sort of... sweet?#And though it surprised me at first it makes sense to me now that Todo and Mai seem to be... close?#They're The Mean Ones but actually they don't seem too bad idk #Kamo and Mechamaru gave me quite a more ruthless in a bad way feeling in that one Kyoto reunion they had with the disgusting old man #But it's also true they're Jujutsu teen sorcerers in that Jujutsu shitty society and their principal is asking this of them as is law #Megumi had that kind of reaction to Itadori as well at first because that's what the law says until he chose for himself otherwise #And the way it was presented with Gojo appearing later and asking about his 'personal feelings' and all that #as well as what we saw about the Tokyo school later on it seems like Gojo is enhancing #this 'think for yourself beyond the established rules' mindset to his students as opposed to the Kyoto school and that principal #I guessed right two months ago when I said I imagined the second school would be in Kyoto and that they'd be more traditional #Anyway... I can't truly blame the Kyoto kids either. I hope they get more critical about the situation #And I hope they beat the old man up in group with large sticks #All together united by how disgusting that guy is and how much he deserves to go down ✨💕#Utahime dear... I want to love you. What's your opinion on the old man? Do you like him? Do you share these views?#The fact that Gojo trusted her about the mole but didn't say anything to the old man gives me some hope #She also told the students to try and help each other a bit even if they're competing against each other #And Miwa and Todo seem kind of dear kids. I hope. I don't know. I hope she's not okay with sending kids to kill other kids #I'm not asking Nanami levels of decent but idk Gojo‚ Ijichi and Shoko levels perhaps?#Or at least I hope she'll be an interesting awful if she's going to be awful #WAIT #TODO IS A KID #What was he doing fighting super powerful curses one year ago in that one Geto terrorist attack?#He was a second year?!#Why did they send him?#He goes to school!#Kamo said something about how age doesn't matter in Jujutsu BUT IT DOES. ASK NANAMI #Nanami please can you become the Kyoto teacher? Those kids need someone decent. WHY DID THEY SEND TODO

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timeturner-jay · 1 year ago

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For the ask game, how about your favorite Persona 3 character? (This is cheating but I'm curious lol)

Hehe, definitely Minato on my end then, too! ;D

And lmao, I'm glad we're in agreement about the things we highlighted for him, too! He deserves all the best things. (Which makes his fate all the more tragic, hahaha ouch. But at the same time... It does feel like the perfect ending to his story, doesn't it? :') )

#When it comes to my Persona favs in general I'd say Ren is a close second #But no one holds a candle to Minato. He just has such a special place in my heart.#Just... Man. My heart is so full of so many emotions when it comes to him #He deserved the world #...or shall I say 'The Universe'? haha #I don't even know if I'd want him to be saved from the Great Seal #There's so many fics about that but idk. it feels like it kind of invalidates his sacrifice to just plop him back among the living #I keep thinking. He does hold The Universe within himself. Infinite potential.#So maybe he's not as trapped as we think. Y'know?#I like to think he's a lot like Philemon now. Just... out there. and watching over everyone. forever.#That is the most comforting and satisfying way I can think to resolve his fate.#Anyway thank you so much for sending an ask back! <3 That was such a sweet surprise!#I love our matching answers fr fr #Ask game #Persona 3 #Arisato Minato

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isekyaaa · 1 year ago

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Someone said my work is "quality" u//////u

#rambles #i shouldn't be typing this in the tags but like.....#it's hard for me to consider the fact that people follow my writing blog because they like my writing #my assumption is that majority of the notes on my posts are purely from people using the search function #not my followers #like people don't follow me for my writing but because they want genshin content #which honestly i have no beef with that mindset at all #but when people comment on things like the quality of my writing it's like.....#'oh you're following me for me'#it's extremely flattering #it's this sudden realization that i exist #i'm being seen #does that make sense?#i have this strong innate urge to always see myself as a wallflower #someone that doesn't stand out or is noticed #but people always prove me wrong because they will see me and know me #they will treat me with warmth i do not deserve and say kind things about me that i do not see in myself #and honestly i don't know what to think about that or how to even handle it #deep down i know i do stand out #i know that #but it's so hard for me to believe #tmi lol #like idk man maybe people are just really observant and their notice of me isn't a weird thing

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ilikeyoshi · 1 year ago

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fascinated by the number of replies on that poll that are just "no bc it's none of my business" like. ok???? extremely weird point to make. would it also be none of your business if that friend like. mugged somebody. hit their partner. tf does "it's not my business" have to do with anything they have displayed blatant disregard for the trust and love of others. it's GONNA be your business when they do some heinous shit behind your back.

#idk man i think ppl give run of the mill cheaters too much credit like #“yeah but are they sorry?” “yeah but did they only do it once?” do you think cheaters are like. possessed. like they black out and do shit #what is so complicated about "person has agreed to terms in a relationship in which both parties have placed a lot of trust in each other #only to turn around and DECIDE (BECAUSE YOU DON'T? ACCIDENTALLY CHEAT?) that actually my feelings are more important than other ppl's trust #i knew the replies would make me mad but VMIFKFJGFJJH seriously. it's none of your business. that's ALL you've got #yoshi talks #like i'm not saying they don't deserve to ever have friends again. i'm just saying if someone treats people who trust them #that badly on purpose that like. if they do lose friends they have no one to blame but themself.#and also like i'm lowkey concerned for all these ppl just waving off any responsibility like! cool! good to know i can't #count on you not to literally find out someone has been mistreated and then pretend you didn't see it either!#like u know that a) you ALSO sound like an untrustworthy loser who will just decide throw ppl to the wolves #and b) you're like? putting yourself at risk of being lied to or turned on or betrayed too? if ur friend can do that to one person #they can do it to ANYONE. that means u too!!! get out of there!!!! u deserve friends who won't throw u away like trash the second ur #friendship inconveniences them!!!!

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idkwhatimdoingbutslay · 1 year ago

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I RESPECT people's opinions, of course! But misinterpreting the Firelights will IMMEDIATELY get me HEATED!!!!

#post in the arcane tag that frustrated me….#lesser and necessary evil' is something I always hate hearing #and even the tag on their post that says they're projecting their own government on piltover (#which is completely understandable)#IDK MAN I HAVE THOUGHTS #silco no doubt did things for the Undercity as a city but I don't think he did much for them as a people?#the firelights deserve to rebuild their community from within before fighting the big bad #and even if the firelights wanted to… take down (?) Piltover’s government… how would they even do that?#thoughts aren’t thoughting rn but that’s all I’m gonna say… for now #the firelights #to slay or not to slay #I won’t talk about the vi because we’ve all spoken about this a million times

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heartbeetz · 2 years ago

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It is so very cute when people draw Anton with a little demon tail. I haven't incorporated that into my canon bc to me he's Just Some Guy, but I like it when others do.

#I do give him fangs though. bc it's hot and I'm deranged and also I think he deserves it #and bc of that old dev tweet. ''he's like a little imp he's arguably not even human.'' so tail is 👍 but not something I personally draw rn #also yeah. ''just some guy who got his prized liquor stolen by The Real Devil and has to go fight him in hell?'' idk man don't ask me #game's not even out yet what do you want me to say #♡: 🔨🎰🥃#roz posts

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amphibifish · 2 years ago

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sometimes i wish i was one of 'em sis hets

#misspellings on purpose btw #anyways idk. i just wish that i could exist without having to deal with the fact people want us dead and everyday people indirectly tell me—#how much they hate me or that they think i don't deserve rights and shit #it's tiring #and then queer infighting just makes it worse #idk. i wish i was ''normal''#why couldn't i just be a girl who likes guys.#i just have to feel like i'm queer and to make it worse i can't even define myself.#i don't want to call myself trans it feels like that words been tainted for me and i hate it #i wish i could still call myself that and be proud of who i am #but now i call myself that and i just feel. scared.#hell i'm even scared to say i'm gay or that i'm queer.#i don't know anymore man #vent #to clarify by feel like i don't mean i feel forced i mean i was just #made like that #yk.

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thecherrygod · 10 months ago

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:/

#my posts #... idk man #im tired. i feel bad. im tired of feeling bad #i want to grab a friend and be like hey i feel like shit but #at this point idk how #i wouldn't know how to even start #nor how much i should actually say #i feel like it is Too Much to dump on a friend also #i almost did but i am a dumbass. i cant #... i truly don't think i know how and how to not be incredibly bothering #... i dont know what to do about it lmao #everything is incredibly hard and it feels like its worthless and i just keep going through and feeling like shit #... i keep habing the thoughts i know i shouldnt have bc they are illogical and they just make me feel worse #but i really do feel like i deserve this #which probably is a lie. it's not logical. but man i do.#... i should try to sleep ig #feeling like shit today feeling like shit tomorrow its. aleays the same its whatever i will keep living my payhetic life #i cant really do much about that one

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the-cooler-king · 1 year ago

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Oh yeah..... midnight gospel be hitting.... sitting in my bed fuckin. Crying. Get a grip girl

#Its the trudy ep which is actually the episode that made me keep watching #I love love love this episode.....#Something about how.......... idk.... its a very profound ep that I can't explain and it's a nice cry #This ep kind of shaped my outlook on life especially after finding out about my friend dying #All the regrets and things left unsaid.... I make my peace daily by being really straight up #If I love and care about ppl I tell them... I say they are appreciated and cared for man #I am always thankful for people and I *love* people as a whole #And as long as the people around me intrinsically know that they are loved and cared for and cherished.... like that's it #That's the end game truly #I will never ever be sorry for that. This was THEEEE episode.#There's a lot of nuance behind my feelings best described by revolutionary girl utena #But still. I'm deep enough in my tags bc I'm crying over my s/o but not in a bad way #Fml I am so grateful to him as just an entity. As a person in my life even if our lives only intersect for this brief period of time #He hasn't been texting me much and we didn't talk much at work and I didn't even get a goodbye (rude lol)#But I know he was having a rough day. I know he needs a bit of tlc.#He could be on a downswing because I am certainly on an upswing #So I'm kind of like trying to focus on doing my own thing rn without worrying about it #Because I can't do anything about it so I might as well continue My Thang #But as I sometimes come to terms with us never talking again (gotta be prepared at all times to be ghosted)#I also come back to terms with needing him to really understand #how many people in his life depend on love cherish and admire him #And im not just talking about me... he has a lot of siblings and a not great mom. Two kids he loves.#He has always taken care of everyone else in his life #He deserves to really know and idk. It makes me think of this moment.#Realizing how much I dont ever want to question if he knows #I don't want to question if I could've done more or tried harder etc. I did my very best and didn't lie cheat steal or whatever #I am so grateful to him for letting me have that. Even if nothing can come from it in the end #Even if we should be torn apart!!!! Take my revolution!!!#Anyways. Here's wonderwall #Banger of an episode. Worth the rewatch

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