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the thoughts r getting bad. i might use my vent again jst to like. write shit i dunno how to say out loud.
#im. suicidal#at this point ? idk how much longer i hav#thts where my head is at lately.#i evn considered th possibility of hospitalization but. tht didn’t wrk b4#its like i feel nth#im so apathetic towards th idea of LIFE#like. mine hz no point#idk wut i wnt. i hav no talent. im slow. im strange.#who evn cares#maybe use th tracks at the overpass like tht high school girl#but i’ll receive no flowers. no wrds. nth to remember.#i hvnt left a mark on a single soul or accomplished anything at all#jst gna disappear.#i wnt to run away into the dark of th night and jst. exit xistence#idk it’s all jumbled#but it all feels off#im watching myself live a mediocre life frm th rafters#i jst wna put the lights out and end th show fr good
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It irritates me alot when people say that making medic more compassionate is ''missing the point of his character'' when he is literally shown to be in the comics.... did you miss the part where he showed concern for both sniper and miss pauling's well being in comic 5 and 6.
His actions are a combination of genuine attachment + clinical interest and these things do not cancel out one another. He is always pushing boundaries and going against the grain and i think this is what led to him losing his license in the first place. He felt stifled by the rules imposed on him.
He is shown to be extremely passionate so it makes sense that he would use his endless fascination with medicine as a way to show his affection. He loves his friends so he will find a way to make them borderline indestructible. Malpractice is his love language.
#it makes me really angry how adamant some people are against exploring his sweeter side beyond just ''heehoo evil doctor''#idk how to tell you that giving a character a wider range of complexities and oftentimes contradicting traits#does not equal 'woobification'. him being friendly social and cheerful and fascinated with the world around him (which he canonically is)#is not the same thing as writing him as a helpless softboy. those two things do not correlate#he was visibly worried when sniper wanted to get back in the fight!#it's so abundantly clear that medic just misses social cues and doesn't always react accordingly#plus his quote unquote evilness is a joke it's not. something that is meant to be taken seriously#he's more comparable to a saturday morning cartoon villain except he is a protagonist#the way he approaches medicine to me is very similiar to#a child playing potions if that makes sense. he is throwing shit together to see what sticks#and having fun with it#i might rewrite this later to be more coherent because i have alot of thoughts on him that are jumbled together#and there is so much to say abt him#also i find it so funny how inconsistent he is. he tells them they all hallucinated before brain death#yet he personally went to hell multiple times. why did he do that#tf2#medic#tf2 medic#medic tf2#team fortress 2
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We don’t appreciate enough how GRRM made House Targaryen the poster children for his de/reconstruction of the fantasy chosen family trope, and we don’t appreciate how Jon and Dany are the main lens through which he does that. House Targaryen is fantasy on steroids—magic swords, magic look, magic lineage, perhaps the most magic pet one could have in the genre, and a magic destiny that’s specific to them and only them. There’s a foretold magical conflict and its main hero (as many would think), “the prince that was promised”, specifically has to be a Targaryen. This House’s history is so rich, but from a genre perspective, it is Aerys II’s reign and Robert’s Rebellion that’s the most interesting to analyze. Aerys isn’t special himself, but he is to sire the future savior of the world. Then Rhaegar is born and tragic as they are, all the signs point to him being the promised messiah. And Rhaegar becomes THE fantasy hero on steroids. He’s the perfect heir to House Targaryen’s legacy because not only is he to be the best of them, and many think he would have been had he lived, but he is the most perfect manifestation of House Targaryen as the personification of fantasy. There’s absolutely a point to him living and dying as the heir, the inheritor, the eternal symbol of what could have been of the Targaryen’s old glory.
Part of Rhaegar’s legacy extends to his son Aegon. Aegon had everything Rhaegar didn’t. A comet was seen at his conception—and this is an most important herald for the chosen one. So he is given a song, “the song of ice and fire”, and a king’s name to match his status as the new messiah. He didn’t live long but he inherited Rhaegar’s look in his youth too; the fantasy protagonist look. But Aegon died before he could be the hero.
You see Jon and Dany as chosen ones only works so well because of their House’s history, especially as (anti)parallels to Rhaegar and Aegon. They are the unexpected inheritors and challengers to their house’s legacy but in different ways.
Dany is the most immediate and obvious heir. There’s a beauty to her being the last of them and thus, the one bearing the entire house’s legacy. Dany is THE Targaryen. And in being that, she becomes THE hero. She’s got the hero’s look, the hero’s magic and destiny, and better yet, she got the hero’s sword and pet all in one. And, she’s legitimate! She is House Targaryen. But there’s a problem….shes a girl. And we all know House Targaryen’s history with girls.
Maester Aemon’s “no one ever looked for a girl” is quickly becoming my favorite Dany-related quote because it pretty much encapsulates her entire arc, especially as an inheritor to her house’s legacy. The hero they died knowing and expecting was the boy: first Rhaegar, then Aegon. But father and son are dead. Yet Daenerys lives. She inherits everything else they did and more! The Targaryens tried and failed to bring dragons back, but it was Dany who ultimately did it.
Now, Jon is Dany but flipped. From a meta point of view, he’s more fantasy protagonist than she is. He’s a boy, he’s got a big magic sword that he can swing about, and he’s perhaps fantasy’s most prolific trope in action—the magical hidden prince. But within this story, GRRM flips these two characters. Jon’s fantasy protag-ness doesn’t go away, it just morphs into something else. Unlike Dany, he may be a boy and he may have a sword, but he lacks literally everything else. He doesn’t have the look, his magic powers are from his other family, so is his magic pet, and his magic destiny has thus far developed outside his immediate association with House Targaryen. Dany is “what if Rhaegar was a girl?”, but we can’t even begin to ask these types of questions with Jon because there’s so much that precludes him from the fantasy hero role in story. He’s Rhaegar’s heir…but he doesn’t look like him…and he’s not even legitimate. So what do we do now?
GRRM destroyed his fantasy protag house and decided to build up again from the ground up, but did so by challenging the two most critical points—primogeniture and exceptionalism. With Dany, he makes a girl the Targaryen’s outward successor. This works really well because the Targaryens have a history of denying their female heirs. But now what’s left of them is a girl, and she is literally everything they could have hoped for. And she is a a reflection of her house, but her arc has at many times seen her be the antithesis of her ancestors. And I can’t help but think of the oncoming meta-textual showdown between her and Young Griff. On the surface Young Griff, a boy, is the preferred heir. But Dany is, in truth, the one.
Jon is interesting because, in my view, he challenges the Targaryen idea of exceptionalism. He’s easily the fantasy protagonist from the outside looking in. But he doesn’t have the Targaryen name, nor does he have the look. He has the blood, but what makes him special is that it is mixed with the other major fantasy protagonist house’s blood—he’s special in that he’s a hybrid. And this is interesting because if Aegon conquered the seven kingdoms because of a prophecy regarding him or one of his princely descendants, it’s quite the twist to have this messiah not even be a Targaryen prince (not in name anyway). That’s why all the hand wringing around “is Jon legitimate?” or “no one cares because he doesn’t look like Rhaegar” really isn’t the point. The point is for Jon to be the manifestation of the hero—the king—outside of that narrow framework. And if he succeeds, then GRRM would absolutely still be subverting prophecy and genre conventions.
There’s something to Jon and Dany being born as or after House Targaryen falls. House Targaryen has no crown, no throne, and their prophetic mandate has been usurped. But GRRM is so attached to them, and he certainly wants to rebuild them and hold fantasy to account. But to do so, everything we know about the Targaryens, everything the Targaryens knew about themselves, has to be challenged and put to the test by the personifications of all that a Targaryen hero couldn’t be: a girl, and a bastard.
#I’m not gonna be on tumblr as much because y’know…life and stuff#also I decided to take a crack at the wheel of time….😃 so I’m reading a lot#but coming on here to post my jonerys feels then I can dip….again lol#asoiaf#jon snow#daenerys targaryen#valyrianscrolls#idk this all came to me in a dream#rhaegar targaryen#aegon vi targaryen#this came out kind of jumbled but eh I’m not looking to write anything fancy rn aggssggjhfsrgh#house targaryen
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I find myself agreeing with this woman’s thoughts on Alicent’s character this season. Which is a shame in many ways…
(Tagging those who might be interested in what this video has to say, I apologize if any of y’all have been trying to get this off your mind only for me to tag you here lol)
@alicentsgf , @lemonhemlock , @thewitchqueenofharrenhal , @spacerockfloater , @gwenllian-in-the-abbey , @forgotten-fossilised , @florisbaratheons , @applepie2523 , @tessarionbestgirl , @queenvhagar , @the-daily-dreamer , @chocobroing , @lunamond , @gojuo, @fearthhereaper , @abla-soso
#the way I can’t even elaborate on my full thoughts yet#that’s how jumbled my brain is rn#Alicent what have these terrible ass writers done to you#Jesus they fucked up badly#I’m gon take a nap after this#alicent hightower#pro alicent hightower#aegon ii targaryen#helaena targaryen#aemond targaryen#criston cole#alicole#alicent x criston#gwayne hightower#daeron targaryen#otto hightower#is that all the character names mentioned in the vid to be tagged? idk#hotd critical#hotd#house of the dragon
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i can't stop thinking about that moment when cait pulls the hood down over everything but vi's mouth and then. pauses..
it's a breath. a magnet between them. a recall to a moment months ago when those lips were on hers. and a reminder that every moment with maddie has just been an acting stand in. she couldn't erase the feeling. the pull vi has on her. but she tried to replace it and now. with that mouth in front of her. without the polarized ends of the magnet pushing them away.. there's a crack in her facade.
and behind it. among other things. there lies an apology. not for this moment. but for the times when caitlyn didn't listen. when violet spoke up and she shut her down. it's a chance. a chance to speak. to voice an opinion. to back out if she wants to. not that cait believes she would. but she needed to give vi that allowance. to return it to her.. vi's voice in their tentative partnership.
cait's actions leading up to this point have shown vi she'll still support her. but she waits until vi's eyes are hidden to exhale completely. to reveal for just a second that the truth goes deeper than that. that it's about trust. respect. admiration. things that had been lost. and their ability to be recovered.
#idk if this makes any sense im just#it took so long to find any words at all to express the jumble of thoughts and emotions this moment sent through me#so im going with it#arcane#caitvi#arcane spoilers#caitlyn kiramman#violet arcane#violyn#piltover's finest#arcane s2
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So I got spoiled about the Ekko talking Jinx down scene in episode 9 and I remember my first thought being how tf did she get away from Vi. She knew how devastated Jinx would be over Isha and after their fight in ep3 she would not want to leave her alone after that. I knew whatever happened people would blame Vi for it so I hoped she would try to slip away without Vi’s notice or in a way she couldn’t follow, which is what happened… kind of.
I’m not the first or the last to say that the placement of Fantastic was terrible because somehow I thought of how Vi would react to Jinx running off in such a state in about 2 minutes with limited information but the writers didn’t consider that in god knows how long.
So since I’m considering rewriting a few parts of season 2 here’s my rundown of changes for this scene.
Jinx breaks away from the hug and locks Vi up as is
When Cait finds her she is actually concerned. I could still see a kiss but more comforting like in ep3. She sits down on the ground to be with Vi for a moment. (give me back tender, loving Cait what did u do to her)
Vi gets a second of comfort before going after Jinx
Cait offers to help, wanting to be there for Vi but she declines knowing it’ll just make Jinx more upset
Vi arrives at the Last Drop and sees it ablaze, fearing the worst she runs around the outside desperate and finds Sevika.
Vi demand to know if she knows anything about Jinx and Sevika says she’s with a Firelight, she found them in Jinx’s hideout when she went looking for Jinx (in this version Sevika joins the firelight team like in the concept art)
#idk what this is#all the potential fix its are so jumbled up in my brain and idk how they’ll fit together#I just needed to imagine this scene as different#there’s much more to sort out for Cait and Vi earlier in the story but this wouldn’t leave my head#arcane#arcane critical#arcane rewrite#???#jinx arcane#vi arcane#caitlyn arcane#ekko arcane#sevika arcane#CaitVi#let Sevika be important
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Genesis's childhood award, the basis of pasteurization, and the supposed fragility of Banora Whites.
A take on it from a farm kid that actually specializes in growing apples.
Was talking with a good friend of mine last night about various takes in the fandom last night and was reminded of one I had seen semi-recently about Genesis's childhood genius in supposedly inventing pasteurization.
I want to believe this is a take that comes from being uninformed as to what pasteurization actually is, considering him being the first to invent it around the time of 1990 would show a stunning lack of technological advancements in the world of FF7. Let me explain.
Shinra has had a lot of technological advancements, and we can see those constantly portrayed clear as day throughout the world of FF7. However even in the time before Shinra, during the time of the Republic of Junon, it can also be assumed that they would have pasteurization, a process that in the real world was invented in the 1800s. Exploration of the world in Rebirth also reveals multiple areas that have shipment docks from the time of the Republic. This would include the assumption that this is how people both traveled as well as transported and exchanged goods.
Pasteurization is an incredibly important technological advancement as it's allowed for the easier shipment and trade of food on a global level. The definition can be found below.
In food processing, pasteurization is a process of food preservation in which packaged and unpacked foods (e.g., milk and fruit juices) are treated with mild heat, usually to less than 100 °C (212 °F), to eliminate pathogens and extend shelf life. Pasteurization either destroys or deactivates microorganisms and enzymes that contribute to food spoilage or the risk of disease, … (continued on Wikipedia)
There are different methods such as Low-temperature long time (LTLT), High temperature/short time (HTST) and Ultrahigh temperature (UHT) (also called Ultraheat treated) however that isn't super important to this, just know that HTST is the standard for apple juice.
The point in this being that if Genesis were to have invented pasteurization ~1990, the rest of the world would have been taking incredibly risky measures in transporting food and risking spoiling for decades, as well as various things being unsafe for consumption such as milk. With the advancements the world already had by this time such as phones, war artillery, windmills, and mako reactors, I find it highly unlikely that he would've been the one to invent pasteurization.
I feel as though it is important to mention that Genesis's award was first place in the National Agriculture Awards, but more specifically, an award in the processed food category. The processed category in these awards directly gives it away in the fact that food was already processed enough to have its own category for awards. Presentation on this is in relation to the presentation of a processed product, and not a form of processing itself. In the assumption that these reflect actual reward categories, there are different categories for scientific invention as well as processing systems.
Reference page for the names/categories presented. This is not the description document.
Agricultural Proficiency Award Area Descriptions.
Although there is the argument that they likely didn't use this same style categorizing, its important to note that they did use categories within the national agricultural awards, and they specifically made the choice of processed food, instead of any of the other choices. If he really made such an important invention, why wouldn't it be stated anywhere as clearly being pasteurization, something that would revolutionize the world, or for that matter why wouldn't it be awarded in the name of development of food science?
I believe its also worth mentioning that the Crisis Core Complete Guide says "Because the fruit can only be harvested in this region, it sells for a high price on the market, but the village children don't seem to know this, …" This would be due to the fact that the Banora Whites are common-place in Banora. In a similar way to how wagyu in Japan is significantly cheaper than it is in the United States, due to export; Genesis would have an easier and cheaper time attempting experimentation methods, if there even needs to be any variation for them, resulting in juice with correct pasteurization due to his being local to Banora. (Market price on them in Banora would be naturally lower due to supply likely being higher than demand, as well as not having to worry about import and export fees. Not to mention being the place where it is naturally grown).
*In the above example I used wagyu as a comparison, however this could just as easily be any other exported food that becomes considered rare when exported, another example which is actually more rare would be the black diamond apple.
While mentioning this, I also want to say that his invention is specifically upon Banora White Juice, not apple juice in its entirety of existence. In similarity to pasteurization, this feels like an over-exaggeration of what Genesis actually accomplished.
While branching through this topic, I also want to bring attention to a take I was sent a while back on the supposed fragility of Banora Whites. While going through the Ultimanias with assistance of a friend, nothing could be found on sources hinting towards Banora Whites being fragile. My next assumption is that this conclusion was likely reached on the basis of Banora Whites being mentioned to be region exclusive, and a high-price market item.
Banora Whites are called just that because of their area of growth being only that of Banora in the Mideel region. The growth of Banora Whites is actually tied to the amount of lifestream that flows through the Banora Underground, this gives Banora a very unique type of soil that allows for the growth of Banora Whites. Since Banora is the only place where the crop grows, giving it a very limited area of growth, and since it cannot be grown globally, gives it a very high market value.
Now into the technicality of things, it could also be assumed that the sale of the Banora White was likely tied to its aesthetics, similar to the way that the pink pineapple is in the real world. The difference here being that when juiced, the pink pineapple loses most of what it has going for it in terms of its aesthetic appearance and thus reducing its marketability and price. Meanwhile, Banora whites, while although losing what would make them have a unique aesthetic appearance, could possibly have a specific flavor to them that translates into the juice.
You see, I believe Genesis's intelligence on the matter comes from not creating some life changing way of preserving things, but rather from preventing waste. Although I do not find any info on Banora Whites being fragile, it can be argued that all apples are fragile in a sense, or at least majority of them. They're truly one of those fruits where sometimes you can chuck them at a tree and only see a bruise or dent, and other times you look at them wrong and they'll split wide open.
When thinking of an apple in general, chances are fragile is not the first word that comes to mind, as many other fruits would be considered fragile long before them, and that'd be correct. However, the harvest and transportation of apples, as well as their general growth, can be littered with complications. When moving apples in a commercial wooden apple bin, when you have hundreds of them stacked together, driving faster than even 2MPH by tractor can cause shaking and damage to the fruit by rubbing damage which can create bruising.
Banora is a remote island location, and import and export of items is likely expensive, which would contribute to the income that Banora Whites would bring in (see earlier mention of wagyu and Japan vs US price) Due to being an island, the methods of exporting would have to be either by air, which would be incredibly expensive and fuel taxing, or by ocean. I mentioned earlier that FF7 Rebirth shows multiple docks and ports that would hint towards ocean being the likely way of transportation of food and people. This would require a boat to leave from down by Banora and travel all the way up the coast through the Meridian Ocean. Constant swaying of the ocean and anything unsecured likely leads to aesthetic damages which allow for even less of the Banora Whites to reach market in aesthetically acceptable shelf conditions.
Banora and in general the Mideel Region is a very coastal region that by flora alone also appears to be a very warm and tropical one. By this assumption not only would Banora Whites possibly be prone to sunburn, a reason they likely developed their darker appearance to survive, but also being internally cooked by the heat of the sun. Also being coastal could lead to strong storms brought in by the ocean leaving damage from heavy winds, pelting rain, hail, and similar damaging weather factors. Excessive rain also typically leads to apples suffering growth cracks, which also takes them off the table for being sold to market as-is.
In the assumption that the Banora Whites would survive possibly brutal conditions that are located down in that area, due to any damage caused by going across the sea, they would likely need to be packaged first while in Banora (hence the warehouse) which would also bring up the pricing on them. However, where does this leave the fruit that's been damaged? Just because it has a crack it it or an aesthetic-only scar across the skin does not mean that the fruit is ruined or inedible. This is fruit that can be used for many different things, including juicing. Juicing is a method that ignores damages that are purely aesthetic, and allows for profit where there would otherwise be none given. Genesis's invention is that of one that prevents waste, and allows for another source of income to the area.
Juicing of apples that wouldn't make it to market would keep the price of the pure solid apples that do make it to market still profitable, while also giving use to those that wouldn't be allowed onto the shelves. While its nothing groundbreaking for the world, like pasteurization would have been, it does allow for Banora to be able to sustain itself via income more, and just overall prevent the waste of more food.
Although to some its not as glamorous if he didn't do something that fundamentally changed the world as a kid, that doesn't mean that what Genesis did isn't still something that he was worth awarding for, especially as a youth. Not only did his creation prevent the waste of food, which earned him his award, but Banora White Juice also did become a famous global hit.
#ff7#ffvii#genesis rhapsodos#crisis core#ffvii crisis core#this might feel a little jumbled in some places but I just saw the pasteurization take again#so I'm just kinda saying screw it and posting it.#like idk man I don't think Genesis's accomplishments need to be overstated.#I think what he did all by just creating a way that food won't be wasted is its own admirable feat#anyways pasteurization in real world has been around since the 1800s. its kinda a key part of modern life#i think it'd be really weird if they had all this advanced technology. and then pasteurization was only 15ish years old at the time of ff7#also a very sincere thank you to my friend that helped me sort out all my thoughts on this mess#also posting this now because I can't in the morning because I will. get this. be busy picking apples.
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I love the minamoto siblings very much
#i am not saying this off handedly i am saying this while very emotional#they make me so deheudufuchvhhvh#idk man#teru truly is a guy he woukd do anything for his younger siblings.#like.#he hates supernaturals he hates ALL of them but he leaves the mokke be because tiara likes them#aaaaaaa#and tiara is so so adorable#i love her japanese voice#she was so cute in that ashk episode#also said that teru fights suoernaturals during the night so he often sleeps during the day#imagine how sleep deprived this guy is#and KOU#I love kou sm i love his silly lame earring i love his desire to help people i love his enthusiasm#i love that scene where he picks up tiara#i love them all sooooo much this is me jumbling together pieces of thoughts i had#just#dies#tbhk#jshk#tbhk minamoto#minamoto siblings#tbhk teru#tbhk tiara#tbhk kou#kou minamoto#tiara minamoto#teru minamoto#jibaku shonen hanako kun
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What is going on with Cosmic Owl? 🦉 SOOOOO much is happening at once!
Also does anyone got any ideas about the 2 stars & the demon & angel wing phone design as far as characters go that we've seen before? 👀
#I honestly can't think of anyone#though for some reason the deadworlds popped into my head immediately upon seeing the phone again when I rewatched that part#if anyone has any ideas please let me know! I'd love to talk about it#apologies in advance if I forget to respond to people#I have the audhd real bad lmao#I wonder if the cosmic owl knows something is wrong & is trying to lure Scarab away from Prismo idk#my thoughts are so jumbled right now after watching all of that!!#hopefully this shows up in the tags this time since it didn't last time for some reason#I just wanna know if anyone's got any ideas about whats going on; tmblr plzzzz#mine#op#adventure time spoilers#adventure time fionna and cake#adventure time#fionna and cake
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I refuse to believe a damn thing I’m seeing thanks <3
#noragami#noragami spoilers#like this just spits in the face of all the themes and messages of the entire story#idk how hiyori being yatos shinki could possibly benefit the narrative#like do they just go home after this and begin the entire cycle of protecting a shinki from ggs again?#or does she conveniently get to remember everything too cuz of some asspull and then they live happily ever after?.?#the whole point was that hiyori should live a full long life#whats the point of yato rising up to father if he just gets ‘taught a lesson’ yet again#and nora too for that matter im just waiting for some payoff after that entire bond she formed with hiyori#like this is just the dumbest way to go out especially for how rushed it is#its so absurd which is why i dont entirely believe this is actually hiyori kicking the can#surely adachitoka gonna pull something here dhsifnksjf#im betting amaterasu will pull some magic cuz a) yato keeping his promise to kill father#and b) something something about a loophole with hiyoris unique half dead status#and the fact that theyre in father weird abstract water dimension#jumbled thoughts ghhhgghh#like im yatori garbage to my core but this aint it
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Sherlock definitely judges how Watson organises his products in the bathroom, cause wdym you don't divide, group and store it by purpose and use!?
#me when during camp my friend put hair - body - face - makeup and fragrance products all jumbled in one drawer 😭#(due to 4 of us sharing the room and ONE bathroom - she and everyone allowed me to organise the bathroom cupboard and drawers)#also i dont like toothbrushes in cups or on the sink - anything rlly! it has to be in the cupboard or drawers idk why#sherlock & co#sherlock and co#sherlock holmes#john watson#sherlock#goalhanger podcasts
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Lesbian + Autistic Lesbian Ms.Briar icons!
requested by @eternatuslesbian! like or reblog if using/saving- thnx!
#ms briar pokemon#pokemon#pokemon sv#pride icons#pokemon pride icons#lesbian#autistic#idk why i thought you also asked for an autistic lesbian one. anyway you get extras bc my brain's been all jumbled lmao
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why do I keep having these ideas that are vastly too big for my skillset?
you are not a background artist, Gilly, what are you doing????
#I had these references of luxury hotels and shit and just decided to jumble em all together but god#Good god heaven almighty#I think I may have bitten off more than I can chew here#the secret saturdays#a sneak peek??? IDK#we goin to the therapist that turns you into a cat
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if i can actually learn how to draw buff men correctly ill draw bald bull in a dress for u 🙏🙏
i think God came down 4 this one ANON U SWEET SOUL ... Bull in a dress will cure my ailments heal my partners who r suffering and grace the entire world with wellbeing .. bless u 🩷✝️
#punch out!! wii#punch out wii#punch out#bald bull#ask answered#idk who sent this but i love u 4 this I BELIEVE THAT THE ABILITY TO DRAW BEEFED UP MEN will come 2 u naturally and ull do what is necessary.#also for all the ppl who sent doodle reqs and havent gotten an answer I AM SO SORRY ! i did not plan on doing them so slowly but ive had a--#--lot going on irl and im also unfortunately very sick rn so everything is jumbled up and hard to get thru ! but i promise im not ignoring--#--anybody .. just takin my needed time ! thank u 4 ur understanding 🩷🩷
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so the poll I made landed on me explaining those random character siblings i made up in my dreams so here it is!! starting with penny (short for pendulum. he/click/clack pronouns because pendulum. get it)
one night i just had a dream about a new character that was n's brother and i was like hm i like him let's keep him. some of his lore written below is based off what i dreamt and some of it was made up developing the character
penny is around 15 by the time bw2 takes place and is a human cloning experiment done by colress. colress used a mix of musharna dream mist and dna from n in order to create what's essentially n's dream self! (if you read my fanfic yeah i used the exact same concept on wuffels 💀) basically penny is how n wants to be, so he's more expressive, outgoing, and happier overall. sometimes to a fault
clack doesn't look 1:1 with n due to some discrepancies with colress's machine (and also just because this is how he looked in the dream i had). these discrepancies are part of why penny can't actually hear the thoughts of pokemon like n, it's a special ability that even n's own dream mist couldn't recreate. still, click loves pokemon as much as clicks sibling, and can understand them in other ways. he can read pokemon footprint language :)
penny wasn't raised alongside n, but was rather kept secret by ghetsis and colress in case n failed and they needed a "backup" king. n doesn't even know about click until bw2. though penny is technically a clone, click is called n's brother so as not to dehumanize click and also for simplicity's sake.
he needs dream mist to survive and retain a corporeal form, otherwise he can literally vanish, his consciousness locked away in the dream world. usually he keeps a munna around for this reason, alongside his (also a colress experiment) deerling friend, maple.
tldr penny is a silly little guy who was initially cloned from n's dreams as a plasma failsafe but grew into his own person
sc of me originally talking about what I dreamt.. also yeah the whole penny being made from dream mist thing is solely because I literally made him up in a dream. which isn't a plot that will continue for the other siblings btw.. they'll be in future posts with their own art!!
#coldslaws art#penny harmonia gropius#pokemon b2w2#pokemon black 2 white 2#pokemon bw#pokemon black and white#long post#sorry if that was so jumbled i had so much i wanted to say#and theres still more about click! but i felt like thay was enough infodumping idk how many people are even gonna read all thay#not sure how i managed to screw up typing “that” twice#take a shot everytime i say dream or dreamt
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So many rambling thoughts about Laudna and Imogen after that episode. The insistence for Imogen to move on if Laudna dies and telling Imogen she's a DEAD END is STAGGERING like ????????? and then the thing that gets imogen 100% devoted to the stop predathos cause is the chance that the gods will in turn help with delilah riddance
like my favorite thing about their relationship is they're not technically on the same page of what their futures look like. Laudna has made it clear from the beginning that all she wants for Imogen is for her to live and have a life. Then you have Imogen, from the beginning, making it clear that a happy life is one shared with Laudna. all of that was indicated before romance was ever involved.
and then the delilah of it all!!!
Reasons why I love Delilah is part of this threesome because you cannot make up these fucking parallels of love and devotion.
“I’ll help create a god so I will stay together with my love forever.”
“I'm gonna do everything in my power so I can have a chance to stay together with my love forever.”
#critical role spoilers#imodna#ship of all time#my thoughts are jumbled idk#I love tragic lovey dovey angst so goddamn much#this episode was so great for me for many reasons
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