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leftoverghosts · 1 month ago

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this was the original but the quality made me CRY.

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bookalicent · 4 months ago

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yeah so this was insane

#i feel like too many people reduce this interaction to jason being like ‘lol same’#but idk :/#this chapter is from jason’s pov #and leading up to it he’s like ‘people keep walking on eggshells around me bc of the the michael varus stab wound’#and he hates it so when he goes on deck to help out with the storm #everyone’s like wtf except for percy #and jason states how much he appreciated percy not treating him like a sick kid #and i feel like it’s echoed in this sentiment where jason could say so many things like #‘you should never feel that way’ ‘im here if you need anything’#but he doesn’t make percy feel alone in his desire to just…. end it all #which ik for some people that doesn’t work but you’re not a character in hoo and percy is dealing with so much guilt #and he can’t tell annabeth bc she’s a main aspect of that guilt #and he doesn’t wanna guilt her more and he feels ashamed and when he describes this he feels weird for feeling it #so having jason this tough guy be like ‘yo i understand it bc i felt the same way #that’s gotta mean a lot to percy #also insane how jason who also struggles to display vulnerability #allows it in one of few times in this moment just so percy this guy he’s supposed to be jealous about #feels comforted and not alone in his guilt and shame #and also it’s just insane how jason’s wanting to kay em ess does not get talked about AT ALL #and just seeing his mom and the pressure of new rome getting to him #like this scene is insane and i’ll never shut up about it #also ignore me i’m just finishing my reread of hoo that took all summer #jason grace #percy jackson #pjo #ashla.txt

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lucabyte · 9 months ago

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Taking pride in One's own appearance.

#you people are becoming my guinea pigs for my finally learning how to communicate information via comics. a thing ive needed to practice at #also BLEGH. YUCK. andrew hussie was right candy makes you sick. this is a little too saccharine for me. yeesh. let me get back to the meat.#isat #isat spoilers #in stars and time #in stars and time spoilers #isat fanart #in stars and time fanart #isat siffrin #isat loop #sifloop #doodlebyte #'let me get back to the meat' i say eyeing something similarly sickly in my sketches. at least it's mildly tormented as a counterbalance...#you people have no idea how much im having to stay my own hand. oh i can draw miserable nudity but the most basic of fluff? visceral #anyway i dont know the logistics of picking up a glass eye or where loop got money (besides pilfering from siffrin) & ive previously drawn #sif with a vague blank middle-grey eye as either being scarred over or a blank occular prosthesis put in quickly at the nearest town #i dont know that they'd have a glass eye during the game but considering prosthesis are reccomended to keep the skull etc from deforming #id imagine it would probably come up postgame as something to do now theyre not on a time limit trying to save the country #plus i assume that having it gouged at by a sadness wasnt exactly a clean wound by any measure #all this to say. idk i just wanted to get some information across in comic form to Test my Abilities #and we're far enough down now to say my absolute most wretchingly sweet fluff headcanon that actually inspired this #which is that i think siffrin gets into the habit of not wearing the eyepatch around loop so they kinda match.#and as a signifier to the other that they're letting their guard down around them. vulnerability etc.#just kinda wearing it around their neck so they don't lose it

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wasyago · 1 year ago

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so, would you?

nothing important under the cut, you don't need to look haha

#inspired by the random youtube short i saw about how these types of questions are not really about logic but about emotion and reassurance #doesn't matter if the question doesn't make sense. you say 'yes' because you love them no matter what. not because its a worm or a bug or #or anything. its a way of saying 'i will love you when you've changed and when you're different. because it's still *you*.'#idk something about it just felt so gentle and genuine. like a pure display of affection through a silly question...#and of course fnc was the first thing i thought about because i got brainworms #jrwi fish and chips #jrwi riptide #jrwi chip #gillion tidestrider #my art #sketch #also im back from a vacation! and i feel so awful i got sick the first day home and im sitting here at 6am drawing fishes and chips #the dialog feels a little ooc but i cant figure out if it really is or if its because my head hurts and i cant think #tbh it doesn't really matter.......... but it matters to me augh #ALSO yes the under the cut bit is about episode 109. i dont know if its clear or not

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justaz · 8 months ago

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merlin (immortal) giving arthur (pendragon) the only blade that could kill him

#they make me SICK #i hate them so much #if arthur had found out about his magic earlier and took it poorly…he’d be the only person able to kill him #merlin handing over the sword as a symbol of his utter trust in arthur #god imagine arthur finding out (au everyone lives) and being torn between wanting to cast the sword away but also wanting to keep it on him #he hates the weight of merlins life that now seems attached to the blade #he doesnt want it #but he cant cast it away bc what if someone gets their hands on it?? then merlins life is in their hands #he is BAFFLED that merlin would give HIM - uther pendragons son - the only thing that could kill him #he asks after days of fitful sleep and consideration and merlin is just like #‘its /you/ arthur.’ he says like its painfully obvious #NCJGSKSNSDIBSKSB TEYH MKAE ME VIOELTNT #bbc merlin #merlin emrys #arthur pendragon #excalibur #immortal merlin #merthur #im just thinking of percabeth when percy tells annabeth where his mortal point is and she is the ONLY person who knows #and she has to carry that tidbit of information around like its not the heaviest burden shes ever carried - more so than the sky #that one quote 'love is giving someone the power to destroy you but trusting them not to'#idk you get it #arthur and annabeth being the only people who can destroy the one they love #merlin and percy having unwavering trust and faith in their other half that they place their life in their hands #literally #sorry im done

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liauditore · 7 months ago

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[asmr boyfriend voice] woof woof bark bark

#hermitaday #rendog #rendog fanart #hermitblr #hermitcraft fanart #ren #my art #did i ever tell you guys me getting mcyt at all was because i watched lizzies last life pov late at night while i was sick #and ren just. stole my heart #i knew nothing about him or hermitcraft at a time i was just like this guy is so fucking weird. i need to know more #and when i searched him up the first thing i got was the inappropriate compilation #really good first impression. never recovered from it #so yeah my mental state currently is rendogs fault #anyway ive always kinda had trouble drawing him. had to pull up alot of references for this one but i think this is the happiest ive been #-with his design.#idk what it is. i think it's partially because rens got a very model like face irl and im intimidated. guy could be selling watches.#the beard + glasses combo also messes with me i think #he always looks so accursed before i slap the facial hair on him #uhhh i don't think i have any other thoughts to say. good boy good boy goodboy good boy good boy #i might make a postmortem on hadm later on rn im tired. would be fun i think. id get to finish my scrapbook

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bunnyboy-juice · 3 days ago

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i feel so pretty today c:

#ok to rb #ive been wearing dresses and big tshirts nonstop the last few days and im so !!!!!#this is also one of my favorite dresses #it was a swim coverup thing i thrifted but i sewed it together so it'd fit like a pretty dress instead #its like. very much giving toga dress when i stand and is really short and cute #also prepare to be sick of my face cause im probably gonna post lots of selfies since im not gonna be working for 6 weeks #and i need to be percieved and complimented or engaged with daily or i literally feel. well not that bad. but i get daily social usually so #being home is just making me a little fuzzy - but posting these helps!!!! also im so cute how could u even get sick of me #also first photo is so. “boyfemme wallet photo” hehehehehe #bun.life #also this big pimple i had before the surgery still hasn't gone away completely and its been legit over a month now and i kinda hope it like #scars cause im actually really enjoying how cute it makes my smile look?#idk if thats weird but i like it so NYEH!#femme lesbian #femme4all #butch bait

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peachfruitcake · 2 months ago

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well gosh

#the walten files #twf #the walten files fanart #susan woodings #felix kranken #the walten files susan #twf susan #twf felix #the walten files felix #art #digital art #procreate #twf fanart #comic #doodle #peep the way my art style changes like 3-5 times here #I’ve been forcing my attention span into letting myself work on things longer lately #idk my adhd destroys me already and it doesn’t help that I do nothing to exercise my brain or focus to begin with #hence the difference in quality all the time so I’ve been doing that more #taking time off work from sickness has helped tremendously along with pressuring myself less #this is a wip from like. two years ago that started out as a weird aimless doodle #soooo proud that I got to turn it into something (˘◡˘)#im trying to force myself to use less refs for anatomy cuz idk it’s like I don’t train my brain enough and that really effects my ability t #retain things or make my knowledge of certain things more natural intuitive and flexible yk #whew we love self improvement..!!!#anyways I neeeeed to draw Felix more #oh and the dialogue is in the alt text since my writing is goofy #anyways…!!! so!! that’s the last of my reposts!!! im up to date now yippeeeee #now to work on commissions and organizing more of my things heheh

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mintypsii · 5 months ago

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excuses

#thing ill. never finish #mostly cuz looking at yasopp makes me so angry lol i literally could not stand rendering him i had to leave the whole thing unfinished #maybe thats a little not normal but UGHHH #usopps my fave of all time so idk yasopp just evokes this visceral hatred thats just never gonna leave my heart #hes irredeemable to me sorry #whats worse is that usopp idolizes him so much but i GET it yk. i understand why AND IT HURTS ME EVEN MORE!!!!! so fucking tragic #that this excuse of a father is what he'll have to face in the future. im so sick. USOPP IT'S NOT WORTH IT #op #one piece #art #my art #mintart #usopp #god usopp #yasopp #ig this is technically a wip but it's not rly in progress anymore it's just unfinished #twt liked it tho so im posting it here too bhfkdsj

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astrozure · 2 years ago

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viva el anarcosindicalismo

#hobie brown #i finally sketched the beloved #marvel #spiderpunk #a kiss for this motherfucker i swear #but also not a single kiss for this mf for being the reason i started reading marvel comics again #AGAIN!!!#something very freeing about drawing him??? Like I just...dont care... about making things perfect or neat or..idk #just wanna draw #and i havent been able to draw much bc im sick as fuck so #this was nice i still have to learn how to draw him and get him right but this is a start!#anyways goodnight

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sunn-mechanic · 12 days ago

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[ID in alt]

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY to the AU I literally almost never talk about ;-;

anyway,, they make me unwell and they'll make you unwell too if I can ever get the fic written <3

#i didnt mean to post this so late... but the day was busy oof #can't believe its been a full year since I conceptualized this thing #AUGH #i have a little bit of the fic written but not enough to post #i might brush it up in the next few days and post the first chapter just to get it out there but who knows #im mostly getting motivation for mocf these days idk if i'll feel like writing this one :p #sighhhh #but anyway. these guys make me SICk oughghghghg #sunn art #dont repost #lego ninjago #cold spot au #zane julien #dr. julien #falcon ninjago #fanart #artists on tumblr

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leftoverghosts · 1 month ago

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"I delete Instagram from my phone probably twice a week."

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pyrosomatic-metamorphosis · 1 year ago

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still so gucking delighted by how happy dapper was when they heard about all of bad’s killing. mad scientist baby loves loves loves to see his dad covered in other people’s blood. I can’t wait to see the other eggs’ reacts to what their parents did in purgatory. Will Richas be excited to hear all the tales of murder? Will Pomme be horrified? Is Chayanne gonna be delighted to hear about his dad and his mighty feat of saving tubbo? What about Leo? Ramon? Tallulah? their parents all went thru so much, and did so much. What will they think about it? (And will their parents even tell them?)

#qsmp #we have SO many good little character moments coming up #i wish i knew all of the eggs better to try to make actual predictions for them #but alas the lack of time in a day #one thing im p sure of is pomme’s o.o about all the slaughter #she’s got her momma’s morals #tho idk the chainsaw strat was so sick and awesome that maybe morals can be put down for a minute

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skunkes · 5 months ago

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can i ask why ur getting the surgery? /gen curious /no hate

i am getting a bi(lateral)salp(ingectomy) bc i never want to be pregnant or be a parent!

Even if i do change my mind later about the parent thing (not super likely but things can change, sure) theres noooo shortage of single parents lmao

And even if I never End Up In The Circumstance(s) Where I COULD Become Pregnant in my life, I'd want the peace of mind anyway...

I've always felt disgusted that this is something my body is capable of. I want it to be MY body and not a site and vessel for potential tragedy in any direction. And I want it to be something permanent and not dependent on access to services/medicines or even laws!!! Dis is a gender affirming surgery for me honestly...

#anonymous #skunk mail #in the past ive always thot about how id obvs immediately get an abortion if anything happened #but along with living in texas idk #like. id obvs get it but just the thought of ever being pregnant in my life for even a little bit makes me feel sick.#idk what id do. what a betrayal by the shell im in that would be.#my mind wld be frayed forever. ive had nightmares abt it. i dont think i cld ever Enjoy Anything if i was always worried about BC failure.#pregnancy is so unnerving to me i dont even like seeing or being around pregnant animals especially when ppl start calling them Mommy or #Mama it just makes me extremely uncomfortable.#my life was destined to be tragedy as soon as I was born in this body‚ i might as well do one of the only things I can do to ease the horro #of it #ive literally had my day ruined by just remembering its something my body can do. it makes me so miserable #it feels so disgusting etc #without the surgery my life would continue to feel like its counting down to inevitable tragedy #whether it be by Scare or Assault #and why wld i continue to live my life like that if its always going to be unwanted!!!!! need permanent solution and not just a bandaid #its not like the opportunities come up often but honestly ive even been avoiding sex bc of this. id rather just not ever do it at all #than risk anything

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kairithemang0 · 3 months ago

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Man, Curt's got internalized homophobia so bad that for the first 3 months of their relationship he was convinced Owen was straight before Owen had to scream it in his face that he was gay and then Curt spent another 3 months still calling himself straight to Owen's face and Owen's so sick of it like Curt you 2 are actively fucking EVERY TIME YOU SEE EACH OTHER. AND YOU ARE VERY CLEARLY INTO IT. YOU ARE NOT STRAIGHT SIR STOP LYING TO YOURSELF

internalized homophobia agent curt mega ily

#spies are forever #tin can bros #tin can brothers #owen carvour #agent curt mega #curtwen #curt would be like “im not gay” and owen would be like “curt you're actively sucking my dick”#because they're just like that #idk something about curt just being so sure he's not gay for the longest time is interesting to me #even then i don't think he would've ever called himself gay #i don't think curt's very proud of his sexuality he just sorta accepts it even tho he doesn't want to #owen needs to help him get to a place of coping with it #because it's actively harming their relationship and owen's sick of it #because idk this guy who owen likes and who he's got some amount of a relationship with is convinced that not only he's straight but owen i #too #and curt needs to be convinced that both he and owen aren't straight and that that's ok #and i think that never fully goes away until owen is lost #and it's one of the reasons curt leaves owen #he's been with men other than owen for sure #but i do sometimes wonder if owen did feel disposable to curt #he knew curt got over his attempted heterosexuality #but it never felt as tho he embraced the queer side of him #and that if owen was gone he could just live a normal heterosexual life #but that's not the case and then owen dies and for the first time curt truly accepts his sexuality #because owen being gone only makes things worse #because he adores owen as a person and friend #and was genuinely in love with him #and then never fell in love again

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thelien-art · 1 month ago

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Feel free to ignore, I just have the need to yell my frustration :

I dropped out. Anyway, thankfully, I can start a 19-hour schedule in start/mid January, so I´m very happy about that, but I'm still extremely disappointed in myself and my "health."

#no art just talk #some teachers even came up and asked why as im apparently doing good in their hours #like idk maybe because my absence is over fifty and i keep getting sick??#im just so tired of having to explain myself #and theres always those that are like but you did all this and then its like four things in a week...#like sometimes can do those few things that make me feel better that i cant even do half of the time i can suddenly do everything??#trust me im disappointed in myself too #and i have gotten permission to stay and all with as much absence i want and everyone keeps rubbing it in my face #not everyone but theres still some and its so frustrating its as if they think it will solve everything #and by gods do i wish it would but i wont

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