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thruheavenandhighwater · 2 years ago

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I just wanna take a second and say that I'm really proud of myself. In April I will have lived in this house for 4 years. I haven't seen both my kitchen counters at the same time for at like 3 of them. Obviously, I still have lots to do to make my house fully clean and livable and functional, but I'm proud of my progress. It took a long time for my house to get as bad as it did and I'm allowing myself to take time getting it where I want it to be. Depression is a bitch but I'm done letting it control and ruin my life.

#i need a handy tag so i can track my progress #um #house update #?#idk ill think of it later ig

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mechanicalinfection · 1 year ago

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Lovestruck

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just-null · 3 months ago

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i miss u jay :( r u alive...

Hello! Your cult leader is alive. My attention has just drifted to other things, and I'm unsure how to continue..

The voices in my head are yelling at me about demons slayer recently. (Unsurprisingly) about background character(s?) once more.. Hantengu and those fuckass clones.....

I've stated I'm multi Fandom before, but hm, I don't want things to get too clunky.. but I also dont want to make new blogs each time........

what do you think, cult members??

#not art #cult leader cameo #idk?? ig i want your opinion #maybe im over thinking this but hmmmm.......#if 2 wins then ill make sure to tag everything so nothin gets lost #ill probably come back to jjk later on knowing me 🤟😔#suiana #ive seen you in my inbox frequently and i see you!!#null sermon #null brainwash

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m3llowm1sh · 6 months ago

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ace attorney x rhythm doctor doodles cuz the brainrot worms r taking over!!!!!!!!!!!

i just think theyre silly

#rhythm doctor #ace attorney #mishs art tag #if u cant tell the swaps:#miner is pheonix / lucky is edgeworth / hailey is trucy / cole is apollo / nicole is klavier #i have no idea how to seperate those w out commas so slashes will have to do ig #i also thought of ada being mia but uhhhhhhhhh idk who maya would be 😭 or franziska for that matter #WHATEVER idc ill think about that later ???????#also im trying to post more doodles on here to get away from being too much of a perfectionist and also post more often so uh yeah #im trying !! 👍#anyways yeah these two games took over/are taking over my brain so this was absolutely necessary for me obviously

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theemeraldpupwave · 2 months ago

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Listen if I'm gonna be cringe I'm gonna be free while I do it

Anyways heres my admin oc/self insert that I made just so I can ship with Romeo because I'm soooo normal about him featuring a couple of drawings I did a few months ago, one of which is a TV Girl album cover re-draw

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skitskatdacat63 · 10 months ago

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Orb...

+ process kinda

#istg lineart is just a horrible terrible thing LOL #i sketch and it goes very well and i am very happy and i feel very creative!!!#i have to do lineart and it makes me want to give up the piece .....#i get to paint and im like omg i could do this for hours !!! this is so fun !!!!!!#thus: orb #im very happy w it so thats why im posting #idk how long the actual piece is gonna take so might as well post a little sneak peak ig #lmfao i gave up on the crown bcs it was too complicated and then drew this. maybe the crown will come back. prob not #im surprised w the process of this. i usually struggle a lot w accurately referencing real life things #and i usually end up tracing them just to understand how the form works #and god ive drawn so many complicated things for this piece and havent had to trace at all???? okay?????#i mean ofc its not entirely accurate bcs the craftsmanship on the original orb is actually insane #but i think ive got it down p well :)#ill have to try to make the gold look a bit better at some point later on but for now its !!!#i like how half my art i post here is either chibis #or just the most brainrot intense historically detailed shit ever #yes no one i talk to probably knows what a globus cruciger is but GOD DAMN IT IM GONNA DRAW IT ACCURATELY #had this thought ^ when i looked at my top posts and my last post was those nando chibis #and then after a week of not drawing after that im like yeah let me draw several imperial relics #catie.art.

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bf-rally · 16 days ago

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so today i messed around with react and managed to get this navbar working:

i looked at a tutorial the other day and tried to actually apply it to today....idk how to properly style the navbar so gonna try to figure it out next time if possible!

#so yea now i gotta learn more stuff hahahaha #on the brightside react looks really easy to work with once u start to get the hang of it #at least in comparison to what i was doing before!#and also i dont need my site to be super fancy right off the back #so im gonna just try to fix the navbar for a short while and then move to the next thing #which ig is the login page #the reason i started using react in the first place #my only issue is that the tutorial i used was really good but only the first part of it was free #and i dont have 150 dollars for a tutorial so.....#idk ig i have to look for another tutorial and hope its the same level of quality and also in typescript #cause the tutorial i was doing it in had it in typescript #also apparently its easier to write in than js....#anyways thats my progress today #see my character development from being reluctant about react to now being like...this is really useful #web development #codeblr #if yall have a good react tutorial that uses typescript...pls send it my way #im thinking ill have to start using next.js after this cause i need the backend stuff later #and it would save time ig??

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dragonji · 5 days ago

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checked the mail today to see that I received the card invite to my old highschool bestie's wedding next year and suddenly its much harder to be fine</3

#j.txt #like Im happy for her obv and im glad she thought to invite me bc we had talked it over before. but I still genuinely have so many #conflicting feelings about the whole thing and honestly a bit at her too at this point. bc of course im likely being oversensitive but #I just feel so resentful over how she handled some things with me and how she doesnt reach out like at all #unless I do first. which I get that shes busy and lives a very dif lifestyle than I do but it still hurts you know?#anyways ill get over all this eventually but getting the official invite just kind of brought it all forefront again #also I literally still dont have any idea what my role is supposed to be at their wedding? bc she asked me to be in one of bridal/groom-#parties but never specified which (bc of the transness of course) so idk if theyre doing mixed parties or what #but her maid of honor (also a mutual highschool bestie) has mentioned me doing events w the bridal party before so like #im assuming thats whats happening still?? her fiance is honestly kind of transphobic in that straightman way so.#i would Prefer not to be involved with his side of things yeah. hold on just reread the invite its also cocktail attire #tian ah i dont Have anything like that I dont think . I am not a cocktail kind of person. auhhhgh #throws it onto the pile of Things to Worry About Later ig...

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sundial-bee-scribbles · 10 days ago

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In case it's hard to read/understand: "If I had a nickel for every time I had a story with a blonde girl named after a plant, who has a German father and a French mother but absolutely hates said mom, I'd have two nickels. Which isn't a lot, but it's weird that it happened twice."

weird, extremely-specific tropes in my stories: pt 1

#oc liveblogging #ughhhhhhh i really CANNOT afford to be procrastinating rn but i know this happens when im extremelyyyyyy fucking stressed.#creative/art related classes always get me for this reason bc ill use 'wait but i need to find inspiration!' as an excuse to procrastinate.#fuckkkkkkkkkk. UGH IM NOT EVEN WRITING SOMETHING FROM SCRATCH ITS JUST A FINAL REVISION BUT IM CONVINCED IT SUCKS #the worst part is hkjhkjGHKJ I HAVE TO PRESENT SOME OF THIS SHIT AT AN. INTERNATIONAL FUCKING CONFERENCE GUYS. GUYSYSSSS #anyways this post is sadly not related to that. nothing im presenting is related to my ocs [un]fortunately lmao #ive just been thinking rotating various oc stories around in my head again ourgghhhh.#and i realized this LMAO. i mean maybe technically not 2 separate stories anymore because im recycling a lot from one for the other?#one of these was already established lowkey and the other was something i made for an assignment for a class like 2 years ago #i actually don't know if petunie will be blonde in her final incarnation?? ive always imagined her as silvery blonde ig but idk #if ill keep that. she doesnt have proper colors like colin but at least colin has his design set more straight somewhat.#and all the recent petunie development is lowkey really fucking funny to think abt. i girlbossed with her character development so #hard that she really replaced lucian as a protagonist HAHAJSDHKGJ. ok well not 100% kamille's story is a shoot-off #of lucian's technically? i guess? it started becoming that and now its solidified as that lowkey bc same town same place time period people #but man if im not careful i might accidentally make kamille/petunie's arc THE default one and lucian's main one the offshoot instead #a lot remains to be seen. but also yeah the other one who's story is mostly getting recycled (myrtille) actually ALSO HAD HER MOM #COME FROM THIS SAME FUCKING PLACE BASICALLY. a few decades later but still bruh given developments for lucian's story too its just like #at this point im noticing a pattern man wtf is wrong w/ women who come from this town specifically lol. 😔🥴#this town in general is just fucking cursed though i think ahkjshkg. i mean that jokingly and literally lolololl i gotta. work on it. but y #I HATE IT HERE WHY ARE WEIRD LITTLE FUCKING TOWNS WHERE BAD SHIT HAPPENS ALWAYS A CONSISTENT TROPE IN MY STORIES /silly #I DONT EVEN COME FROM A WEIRD LITTLE TOWN MY HOMETOWN IS LIKE. AVERAGE NORMALISH NOT SUPER LARGE??? IDFK?????#haaaaaaa fuck i need to finish this by the end of TODAY I S2G!!! SO I CAN MOVE ON TO ALL THE OTHER SHIT I OWE FUCKKKK

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nomairuins · 16 days ago

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loveee when a character is crushed under the weight of someone elses expectations for them love when a character dedicates their entire life to something they never even wanted for themself love when the only reason a character keeps going is because theyre Supposed to and bc theyre supposed to make another person happy/proud. YES !!! CLAPPING !!! YES !!!!!!!!

#this isnt rly related to any character in particular i just thought abt this and it made me scream.#flirting at a bar Damn girl you look like youre trapped in a life you built to please someone else. and then i kneel down and pull out a 💍#sry i ran out of space for the full word ring. also why when i type 💍 Ohh theyre hiding it. bc now the emoji is 💍 Oh they changed it again #pox on their home..originally it was 🔐 sughested emoji #but then the second time it was 😭.... very anti marriage. well ig maybe the sob could be like OMG... YES!!!!! I WILL MARRY YOU!!!!!!#ngl getting proposed to is such a big fear of mine like. i dont think id ever be able to propose to someone so id have to be proposed to i #suppose but it makes me quite nervous not bc im like ohh nooo dont propose i just rly worry ill react the wrong way and theyll change their #mind. like its a very high emotion moment so ik i would be supposed to be emotional And i would be but idk if id do it in the right way . y #idk. what if my autism looms and i end up just being like 😐 on accident. fuckkk. what if i say somethinf dumb. like i try to be like YES !#but instead im like YEP! god. can you imagine. id have to just bury myself at that point. so embarassing. or like what if i get excited and #flap my hands but it was supposed to be more of a like. joyful crying type of thing... or what if im supposed to just be shocked and like .#Oh my god ....#and am I supposed to run at them and sweep them into a hug or do they do thst to me. UGH. ITS SO STRESSFUL. i suppose ill just remain alone #forever so I never have to confront any difficult situations ever again . Joke .#idk it just makes me nervous. but i suppose hopefully the person proposing to me will love me . that would be nice so hopefully they wont #mind if i dont respond the right way . and they wont be upset with me bc they love me eversomuch. a girl can dream i suppose... my head lik #is pounding sry. i need to sleep probably.. stayed up too late again -_- 8am -_- and im sposed to do laundry today But i dont want to . and #since im gonna fall asleep i fear it shant happen. UGHHH #wtvr. idk what my ideal proposal would be likeee. i don't want to be blindsided ig #i like surprises but Obviously im too worried abt like. my immediate reaction #+ i think its important to talk abt marriage Before proposing just so everybodys like #on the same page and such. Obvs... but ya. i dont think id want a super public proposal like. id like it to be somewhere nice with maybs #significance to our relationship and such. and its fine if theres like Some passersby but id hate for it 2 be like. somewhere crowded. or i #a restaurant or something #Altho if it was in a restaurant maybe we could get free food..#but maybe that can be just fake proposals later on. and our real proposal can be somewhere else. YIPPEEE. me and my imaginary future spouse #who is To be honest rather bare minimum #normal girl will be like Wistful sigh maybe my future spouse will even love me and wont scream at me and will like to listen to me speak 😍#but anywyas. my beddybye time. SURPRISE GN POST #woahhthis got off topic i forgot what the original post was this always happens. i do love characters like that

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mistyechoes · 1 month ago

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guys what if i.....stopped trying

#its so weird i have like a 61% in geometry aka a failing grade. and i just fucked up a test we did. and i genuinely dont care #or do i care and im just trying not to #i mean its my fault i failed i didnt stify #i have literally never had to before so idfk its hard to adjust maybe??#same with that chem quiz i totally fucked it up #i just. idk. whatever #all i wanna do is stay in my room and eat as much as i can and idkkkk #i probably do care cuz we have a test next week for chem and i might study for it #mm. but maybe not #hh ig i will cuz ik i should i just dont care idk. kinda tired all the time nowadays lol #im pretty sure i dont have depression btw i think this kinda sounds like it?? like the only thing im losing is my ability to care abt #things that would make me nervous or upset. i still get very overly excited over like a.ce a.ttorney or smth #idk but. yeah ive been pretty tired. maybe im just burnt out i think im being dramatic lol all my problems are very self inflicted #yeah. sorry its sad girl hrs ill delete this later #vent #misty muses

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mitathemita · 2 months ago

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chat i think we are cooked

#i took the first two exams of uni ever & im pretty sure i did bad on both 💀💀#im. trying to not tell myself that its ok & its not as bad as i think it is but i feel stupid as hell right now #like. idk. huge imposter syndrome i guess? like that im possibly the dumbest in this entire campus…. whatever #vent #delete later #augggg #& i studied for both… idk once i get over it ill come back with a vengeance #i just need to not feel too awful until i get my grades back ig

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hearts401 · 6 months ago

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ehhhm question time /nf

for the "ppl trapped in a train that never stops" thing where were they supposed to be going? Do you know how many people or main characters you want there specifically? if so what are they like/do they have backstories? how are uehhm .what do they do abour it

OH IM SO GLAD U ASKED ABT THAT ONE SPECIFICALLY

im thinking each of them were going somewhere different. but the one thing that connects them all is strong emotions of some sort. specifically like passion. someone who just got a bad call and is now super angry, someone whos sad, someone whos happy, someone whos scared, ect. and at some point they find the other people in their train are gone, and theyre in a new, much older looking train iwth different ppl.

i havent worked out each individual character but we do have hte conductor, who appears to be the youngest character there. she looks about 14 or so, and greets everyone casually. shes a strange little thing, and the only consistency is that shes brutally honest about the train. about herself? not so much. they dont even know her name. so they call her Conductor.

the main characters i have for now are all unnamed, so im giving htem temporary names. but theres a few college students, a girl (Jessie) who lost someone close to her and was ont he train to go to a funeral, and a boy (Rene) whos twin brother went missing a while back and was never found, hed been on a train back home for his college vacation. and then theres a girl (Rhea) and her guy friend, (Ivan) both of which had an argument on the train. theyre the only pair who know each other. therye also not. doing that great LMAO

i was thinking of having a doctor (Abel) as well, whod gotten on a train home after losing a patient, a mother (Mia) whod just divorced her husband, ect. nothings set in stone tho.

there are other ppl on the train too, not all of them innocent, and not all of them good people. but each of them want to escape the train. and the best way to do that is to get to the conductor's car and stop it themselves but thats easier said than done. the conductors not jsut gonna let them leave, yknow?

and ofc strangers dont always get along very well, especially when they were already riled up abt smth before getting there

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waywardsalt · 5 months ago

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anyways. holding linebeck gently

#some assorted untagged linebeck thoughts tonight cuz hey why not its been a Day of ups and downs and he’s been there in my mind #sometime this month i do want to make some images of him w/ the pride flags of my hcs so general gay and then mlm and then intersex #general post ph crew rundown theres linebeck and then damien is bi and trans and bellum doesnt fucking care and link is figuring it out #so its half we got it and half man i have other things to worry about #i feel like you put linebeck and midna in a room and they are gay/lesbian buddies mlm/wlw solidarity thats what they are to me #anyways. revisited my post abt possession aftermath effects. you can probably tell i enjoy hurt/comfort/whump #smth darkly funny to me abt extremely sick and delirious linebeck and worried link kinda hanging out in his room #with link being like i bet youll be fine!!! you’re recover youre fine. and linebeck just saying kid i have rabies symptoms #anyways he lives hes fine he survives the magic squid rabies. to calm the characters nerves and my own ive decided that once hes well enoug #linebeck and link decide to visit the fairy queen to get some kinda divine checkup and to get the closure of. linebeck is fine he’s fine #nothing malicious is lingering youre good just. get some more bed rest #i do like the idea that when hes got some minor injury to the degree of some little papercur linebeck is incredibly bitchy and whatnot #and then when he’s in genuine danger of dying he’s eerily chill abt it. while recovering from possession one day when he can walk he just #chills on the deck when theres no breeze just smoking. ofc hes terrified inside but fuck if hes going to be obvious abt it (when lucid)#could tie that to his trauma n whatever ig but rn i dont have the energy to really think on it idk hes had enough bad injuries #and has found that when hes actively distressed crying out and whatnot didnt really get people to help #like its smth he learned early on his brother was there and there was just enough but like yknow. wasnt ingrained ig #thats a different thing to be lumped into the idea of him learning that its fine to be more vulnerable abt what you feel n need n want #prob smth he practices with link i mean damien is good but he needs to learn to listen instead of assume for that first bit #uhhh. earlier today i almost made a vent post but didnt but i think the gist was god i need to stop comparing other loz things to my iwn #bc it never never ends well. anyways. uhhh. came up with a possible post ph story arc for bellum n link #and decided to revive an older one with link and linebeck. post ph is really really just its own thing tbh #ofc meant to be a sorta fan sequel thing but between the disregarding of canon sequel stuff and not really adhering to the feeling n whatno #its just its own thing and i like it. ill prob delete this later

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lesbianyosano · 1 year ago

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legitimately what the fuck was that

#ig im dissapointed lmao #sorry most of it i just kind of expected (bram regaining his body and stopping the vampires. fyodor dying bc there isnt really anything els #you can do with him. dazai and chuuya both alive)#mostly i wish aya awakened an ability give her oneee also i want to see how they manifest #idk we'll see soon where this goes ig but 1. i really wish fukuzawa had just died alongside fukuchi and 2. that there would be some calmer #chapters more focused on political repercussions rather than more fighting but the 2 hours later thing isnt really pointing to that huh #ill have to reread this arc at some point bc fukuchis and fyodors plan got so convoluted i was barely following it #and also 1. what abt sigma do they just. leave her there #i mean surely not bc she has info on fyodor but dazai really just did not care #and 2. yeah i wish fukuzawa died but now that he didnt. does he???? just keep the one order #and wheres that fucking page #and whats exactly on it #bc i dont think they can just rewrite anything 1. they dont know how much space is on it and theyll need a lot to fix this mess #2. god knows if they even can do anything or if theres some condition written in already thatd stop them #also asagiri for the love of god get into anticapitalism bc you cant just go into criticing states and military without talking about it #and i still need the hunting dogs dead even if i know its likely not going to happen #but how are you going to go all “absolute power corrupts” and “omg fukuci dont create a military state” and then just leave the super cops #running around and getting redeemed bc “they mean well” yeah they do but it doesnt matter #they are complicit in the state violence THEY ARE state violence #asagiri pls i can show you theory you havent even dreamed of #txt.

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bf-rally · 1 month ago

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outline of the logo! i decided to use one of my ocs on the side

#the ocs name is A!#hes a yandere angel but ill get into that later lmao #it wont really matter until the website is made anyways #artists on tumblr #art #in coding news ive figured out how to connect a database to my website (thank you youtube)#next is getting all the script stuff done ig #for adding boyfriends #moving them #trading them #after that i think ill figure out login and sign up #or forums #idk which #web development #oc

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