#idk ignore me if you want

[bookalicent]

yeah so this was insane

[daughterofhecata]

Vor allem - korrigiere mich jemand, wenn ich falsch liege, ich habe bisher nur das Hörspiel gehört und auch das nur mit halbem Ohr - den vorgetäuschten Tod nehm ich Clarissa sofort ab. Meinetwegen, werfen wir auch noch eine geheime Zwillingsschwester in den Ring, auch wenn das der billigste Ausweg der Welt ist. Aber wenn sie einfach *nicht* Bob diese Tonbänder hinterlassen hätte, wäre sie einfach ganz elegant mit der ganzen Nummer durchgekommen??? Niemand hat ihren Tod hinterfragt, sie hätte doch wissen müssen, dass bei den Jungs eine riesige Gefahr besteht, dass die ihren Schwindel aufdecken? Cliffwater hätte sie mit ihrem Tod ja auch vom Hals gehabt? Und ja, Clarissa hat zwar nen Schaden, aber dass sie ihn SO dringend wieder im Gefängnis sehen wollte, dass sie dafür ihren ganzen Plan aufs Spiel setzt???

Sorry, aber

Vorgetäuschter Tod

Geheime Zwillingsschwester

Du bist übrigens adoptiert und ich vielleicht deine Mutter lol

das sind dich alles Dinge, die in schlechten Soaps vorkommen, wenn den Schreibern nichts mehr einfällt 🫠

[thatneoncrisis]

i wrote a big long essay talking about tlt and how it engages with describing the skintones of brown characters its under a read more bc it is so long.

I already left a long comment about this on someone else post but I wish I could study tazmuirs odd little habit of dancing around the fact that Gideon and Harrow are women of color when she describes them, and how this kind of extends to other brown characters

We get a million descriptions for how sickly pale ianthe Silas and cytherea are, what a lovely golden tan corona has, the odd tannish yellow hue of colum, all imagined by her, in her own words, to be white. Then when it comes to Marta and Judith they're called dark like Once in the text. I don't think it's even mentioned for Jeannemary and magnus in the entirety of gtn though I will gladly stand corrected if I missed something. It's such a non factor for them, which normally I would overlook if it wasn't for the aforementioned specificity of how white characters are described on Top of one of the major themes of the book being how John, a Maori man, resurrected a largely Polynesian population and then proceed to rule them using the exact same methods that actively colonized new zealand. Like I just think it's really interesting that in many ways, the story is about two young Maori women completely stripped of cultural heritage, they can't even speak te reo maori they cannot even conceptualize the scale of that kind of loss. Theyve been to earth once and during her brief time there Gideon literally died on it's soil it feels so poignant

Back to them specifically being Not Pale, this is not me saying they would be "less" maori if they were light-skinned that's total bullshit and the entire paradigm exists as a product of European bullshit. My fascination is more with the fact that tamsyn has clearly thought of them as midtoned to dark skinned. I'm going to be really generous and disregard the Tommy Arnold covers- he is a talented artist but he's not the author and Taz stated in an interview that she didn't envision Gideon with an undercut either so he clearly has little liberties he can take and I'm fine with that get your coin dude. For these two I'm going to have to focus on Nona the Ninth, bc for the entirety of gtn, harrow is described as grey, and while I understand that's bc she's constantly under a mountain of white and black facepaint, we basically never get an objective description for either of them. Gideon stand out features are her build, hair and eyes, like a lot of characters, but it could have been pretty easy to throw in a line about how she seems less desaturated than what one might expect from a ninth cavalier, like a rich warm brown, possibly hinting to other characters that she isn't a ninth native

Htn also gives very little to work with, again harrows primary colors are the blacks whites and greys of facepaint and her hair and the reds of constantly sweating blood. The character who's darker skintone is Most remarked upon (also one of the few ever constantly headcanoned) as black, is g1deon. I've actually spoken to a few people about this and there seems to be some actual Mandela effect shit going on where people remember Taz saying he's black despite me never once finding evidence for this. However, this is not a case where I'd be overjoyed to be proven wrong, because g1deon being the one black guy in this entire cast, the one who's dark skintone is commented on the most, being the guy who barely speaks, tries killing harrow with a spear 14 times and then dies offscreen. Not good. Bad, actually

Finally onto ntn, in the beginning chapters Nona remarks her (harrows) skintone is the color of an egg carton. I assume she means the light tan, desaturated brown of the cardboard used in certain cartons, which is fitting for harrow, girls lived in an ice cave for 17 years. This is basically the only word we get on it. I believe a few times the text will say something about pyrrha's (g1deon's) brown Everything; brown skin, russet brown hair, rich brown eyes. that character gets to be viewed and constantly affirmed as a brown character in teh way gideon and harrow arent, it kind of others pyrrha. to contrast camillas hands are called tanned way at the beginning while recording nona's dream, then at the way end it says, "Her face still looked grey beneath its nice normal olive," olive being used to describe her once before in gtn as far as i can see. pyrrha's (g1deon's) skintone is one of her most notable features, its brought up to a noticeable agree the text wants you to keep it in your mind when you think of the saint of duty; "Most of Pyrrha was the colours of the building site: deep dried-out browns, dusty hunks of clay, rusted metal." "Pyrrha wouldn’t burn any colour other than her deep cool brown." "Nona took the water from Pyrrha’s brown, work-chapped hand and even sipped it" "Pyrrha had carried Camilla to bed in her big brown arms like Cam weighed nothing" "Pyrrha said, “Thanks, Nums,” and drained the whole thing. Nona,fascinated, watched the brown column of her throat move as she swallowed." its just notable to me when alternatively with nona you'll get a line like "Camilla didn’t say anything to that either, only rubbed her wrists where the tape had been. Nona’s skin was already back to its nice normal colour." like just the vagueness in nice normal color, we get one line about what shes supposed to look like in the beginning and thats it

towards the end during the broadcast, nona gets her first clear look at kiriona, described as: "warm-coloured skin that should have been a similar brown hue to Nona’s, except that there was something wrong with it." break out the champagne its official

Obviously, dying takes some color from you. If anything, gideons desaturation should make them More comparable given the egg carton comment and harrows general state of constant anemia. Has Nona gotten darker during her time on new rho? Was Gideon lighter than the cover led us to believe? We don't know. We well never know, which is odd, bc these books fucking love purple prose about people's appearances. We have like seven different synonyms for the shade of ianthes hair. New words for black have to be invented in order to convey harrows eyes which are Black, not the dark muddy brown of someone like ortus. It's less that I'm bothered by the text not hyperfocusing on their skin and more it picking and choosing when it will laser focus on a detail like that, and how often it's skipped over to the point that I like, constantly see people draw harrow as incredibly pale, which is very different from being light-skinned

Finally, I know people can dismiss this as like an audience interpretation thing. I know I actively draw harrow darker than Gideon which I know isn't canon. But this is less about Fandom response to the text and more the text itself and how it's like. Afraid to say brown. near the end of ntn i found One instance of it referring to gideons "slim brown hand" on nonas cheek and that is direct as it gets. even her other like, strongly non european traits are sort of danced around. her nose is "a nose that was the complete opposite of Nona’s nose, one that put her in mind of those big poison desert cats Born in the Morning was crazy about." a very fanciful description, you have to infer that nona means that its probably flat and wide, also giving us the information that harrows is most likely narrow and straight, possibly downturned. im not opposed to this, especially given the character talking about her is nona, but then you get the following paragraph:

"Her skin was very much dead-person skin, ashen and tinted the wrong colour around the nostrils and the mouth. But even if she hadn’t been dead, Nona was critical. Her eyelashes were very dark, but short and curly, whereas Nona thought all eyelashes should be long and straight (her own eyelashes were long and straight). The corpse had too much mouth and a dimple (nobody in her home had a dimple). You could not, at least, see the veins in her eyelids, which were heavy and cold and deep-set. But Nona thought it was going to be a shame to go from being so lovely as she was to being so—redheaded."

its a very frank description. dimple, curly lashes, red head, dead skin, probably a wide mouth. her nose is contrasted against nonas nose, which is also never directly described, and then compared to a fantasy animal we have never heard of until right now

kicks rocks. there isnt a point to this. the series is almost over, there is zero reason to like, knock on taz's door and ask why she did this or that. it doesnt stop me from loving the series, and the insinuation that noticing this means i must dislike the series is frankly insane (real thing that happened). if someone got the impression that harrow was white given how shes described i wouldnt blame them honestly, its most apparent she isnt in the third book (with the cover art being incredibly ambiguous) and a single blog post from taz mentioning shes maori, immediately followed by an "oh i dont care how you see the characters" addendum, which i think is like. an odd thing to tack on bc them descended from kiwis is like, very integral to the story, and gideon being the daughter of the maori man who took everything from her she didnt even know she could have and the (presumably, given her name and a very brief description) maori woman fighting to get that world back its like. damn. it feels a little important. that the audience knows theyre maori. like a little. it feels intertwined with the whole thing about john using european standards of imperialism and general aesthetics to hurt his own kid. actually.

[elyasdoodles]

🫴

[squinkoblinko]

the mii obsession grows you have no idea

[superbellsubways]

the star of the show

[vinestaff]

me and that fucking subspace that i hate

raw version without the pixelated jazzy filters and stuff :3

[anonymouscheeses]

They are everything to me.

[delioncourtes]

i don't think people who didn't watch hannibal as it was airing will ever fully understand what it was like. not in a gatekeep-y kind of way at all, fuck that, but experiencing that shit as it was happening was absolutely buck wild insane and i've been chasing that high ever since tbh

[saturngalore]

connect with style 🌐🌟

[jesteringbug]

Wow! Your Ignihyde redesigns are so fucking ugly! So hideous and uninspired, and their ugliness is only amplified by your very poor drawing skills and even uglier art style! And it's laughable how you really believe that you did better than the official designs, never do that again, you can't design or draw for shit.

too late i'm already planning a heartslabyul redesign lmao

[wanderingblindly]

trick or treat! 👻🎃🍬🍭🍫 with all the jendo, carlando, landoscar, norapinto build up going on with each race weekend, quite excited for lando's birthday coming up to get [redracted] 👀 lol dealer's choice!

love seeing all the trick or treaters, thank you guys for indulging meeeeee <33333333

I've had this vision for months of like. Established Jendo (on screen) and Oscarmark (off screen), but with landoscar in the sense that Jenson and Mark are fine letting them play with each other. But like. With a hint of free use lando as like, an aside.

I get it's a lot but please hear me out, it's like:

Playdate

Jenson settles into the armchair easily, making no effort to hide the slight bulge in his trousers. Instead, he crosses an ankle over his knee, rests an elbow on the armrest, and tilts his head: appraising.

He tsks, a sharp smile tugging at the corner of his lips.

"Mark's let you come over with form like that?" Oscar's hands tighten on Lando's waist, slamming them together with a punched out moan. "Thought he would have taught you better by now."

"He's -- he doesn't, I don't, hah," Oscar stutters, struggling to keep his rhythm as he fucks into Lando hard, as Lando whines into the crook of his elbow.

"Doesn't let you fuck him?" Jenson chuckles, rolling his eyes. Typical Mark, honestly, he shouldn't be surprised. "Only lets you play with toys, huh?"

Lando keens, free hand digging uselessly into the plush arm of the sofa.

Jenson ignores it.

He stands up and paces towards them, stopping to stand behind where Oscar's knelt on his couch, fucking his boy, and reaches out to gently tilt his head up -- a finger barely grazing underneath his chin.

Oscar's eyes are wild and bright, face glowing a delicious, youthful pink and sweaty bangs clinging to his forehead. He licks his lips -- bitten red, likely by Lando's teeth -- as he stares up at Jenson, waiting.

"You like your toy, sweetheart?" Jenson mumbles lowly, leaning down just a hair, just enough to make Oscar try and stretch up and meet him.

Lando makes another noise, probably whining at Oscar's distraction, but that's no matter. They'll deal with him later. Or maybe they won't.

[bluewolfangel01]

I will die on the headcanon hill that Yuu and Grim are each other's emotional support animal.

I feel like they would have an emotional breakdown if their counterpart wasn't by their side or at least close by.

[forbiddensasuke]

Emergency alert. Viktor spams people again.

Got tagged by the wonderful @kladivonacarodejnice to post a selfie. Blame her. (You can blame me for posting two selfies though)

I tag @kaltsektion @moldavite @elaanaa @artistcurrentlyknownasfrogger @vampire-bat-boy @i-love-linux-and-reject-gender @theashenone @eborane @starvy @sirhro @zerkwastaken and @transient-curse 🦇

[torchickentacos]

i will always shout praises of bi4bi but given recent discourse I feel the need to say that I love bi4het too! I just love bisexuality in general in its many forms, and anyone who only likes it when it's 'queer enough' for them is biphobic. Bisexuals should be able to bring their LaMe CiShEt BoYfRiEnD to pride without being made to feel like spectators and outsiders to their own event.

[factory-of-bullshit]

Thinking about maybe... just maybe I should also draw his mom..