#idk if this counts as a vent

[oceania627]

I need to talk to people that I think are cool more often but also IT'S SO SCARY

HOW ARE YOU SUPPOSED TO DO IT??? ALL THESE COOL INTERNET PEOPLE ARE JUST... HERE!! AND THEY'RE ALL AWESOME AND I DON'T KNOW HOW TO TALK TO THEM BUT THEY ALL SOUND SO LOVELY BUT ALSO THE THOUGHT OF SAYING "Hi!" IS TERRIFYING. WHAT DO I DO.

I literally watch other people having conversations together on the interwebs and go "that looks fun! I should try it!" AND THEN I DON'T.

[halfdeadwallfly]

watching my friends spend time together while consistently cancelling plans with me and promising they want to hang out they just cant

[astridlikesmythology]

Please stop. I really don't need this brain. Please just be kidding.

I just struggled, like actual struggle and Paranoia to take my meds. Can we not pretty please. I really don't need that character. But I think I heard her and I'm doing the thing I did right before I met amethyst with her. I guess I'm just not aloud to consume media anymore.

[cringecrew]

anti and pro statements r killing us

there’s no nuance or deeper convos anymore /hsrs

sorry I sound like an asshole but aaahghgh when did we stop having conversations about our beliefs and start labeling each other as evil. :/

and god pls don’t “there’s no nuance to hatred!!” “if you believe xyz you ARE evil tho..” the point is straight over ur noggin

[rottingzodiac]

TW: ED

I've been feeling so sick, I think I'm not going to be able to fast as often, or at least make my fasts shorter

[axepng]

Heyyyyyy

Guess who got their abusive dad arrested aha :D

(This is why there's been no art in case ur wondering)

[nixxin09]

dont you just hate it when you wake up and it was a dream?

[undead-clown]

Sometimes i remember how i used to be really religious and then i spiral for a bit

Like if god hates me now

I think of that one a lot

Idk im thinkin of goin to church again

I dont want god to hate me

Does this count as a vent

Anhways yeah uhhh yeah

[k0sk1]

My twitter account got suspended again I'm gonna fucking cry im so serious fuck me genuinely. FUCK me.

[trans-leek-cookie]

yknow what. I wanna say: CSA and COCSA survivors are all incredible, but I also wanna give a shout out to ppl who were exposed to sexual stuff or had any kind of sexual experience as a kid that they either aren't comfortable labelling as or don't consider abuse, but they know it still fucking sucked and shouldnt have happened. Even if that changes later in life and you identify as a victim/surivor, it can be messy to have to imagine those labels applying to the ppl in ur life and that can take time.

The most important thing is to prioritize your recovery + health, and to support other victims + survivors.

[hawker-the-gary]

Anyone else getting a flood of bots, scammers, and weirdos into their inbox too?

God I'm so tired.

[itslilacokay]

do you ever

[stahr-critter]

does wishing for a benefit — even if nobody else sees it as such — make me selfish ?

[iszapizza]

quote from the fic Funeral Rights by SpellCleaver.

I’m in love with how this author writes Luke and Vader’s relationship. It hit me on a personal level and I made this as a way to channel that.

[sysig]

You're still standing off to the side. Somehow, center stage has shifted from under your feet without you realizing, and you're standing in the wings, performing to no one.

Starring Role (Patreon)

[p41nkillers]

"I trust you, because I know you wouldn't hurt me and go that far."

IMAGINE IF KATE REALLY LOVES NATHAN ROMANTICALLY/PLATONICALLY AND SHE PUTS HER 100% TRUST ON HIM THINKING DEEP DOWN HES NOT THAT MESSED UP GUY ITS HEARTBREAKING BECAUSE U ALREADY KNOW WHATS GONNA HAPPEN IN CANON MY WOMAN TRUSTS A WRONG MAN

but i do believe that nathan was looking for positive change (theres anger management book found in his room) maybe hes trying to be better for everyone's sake including himself but then that pieceofjeffersh-t came out nowhere and everything went downhill while hes trying to fix himself i just wish people in this fandom understand that its not entirely his fault for “ruining” her but i guess theres no point trying to valid your opinions and defend your own preferences when the entire fandom already hate you lol