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oceania627 · 1 year ago

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I need to talk to people that I think are cool more often but also IT'S SO SCARY

HOW ARE YOU SUPPOSED TO DO IT??? ALL THESE COOL INTERNET PEOPLE ARE JUST... HERE!! AND THEY'RE ALL AWESOME AND I DON'T KNOW HOW TO TALK TO THEM BUT THEY ALL SOUND SO LOVELY BUT ALSO THE THOUGHT OF SAYING "Hi!" IS TERRIFYING. WHAT DO I DO.

I literally watch other people having conversations together on the interwebs and go "that looks fun! I should try it!" AND THEN I DON'T.

#idk if this counts as a vent #vent #just in case #anyway you internet people are really freaking cool and i love you i just don't know how to start a conversation

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halfdeadwallfly · 2 months ago

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watching my friends spend time together while consistently cancelling plans with me and promising they want to hang out they just cant

#boink #vent post #idk if this counts as a vent #but it /is/ rather self pitying so i thought i may as well be safe #ive stopped asking bc i dont want to be pushy #ofc ik that things happen and sometimes youre just not in a place to be around people. or even certain people #but its just demoralizing when im the only one who ever reaches out #and im never the one who has to cancel #and theyre always with other people anyway #sometimes i think my loneliness is my own fault #i make myself alone and tell myself that no one wants me so i dont have to deal with the confrontation of that being true #but the incidence of relationships that just. drift #maybe its me. maybe its something about me #ive just been trying so hard to get over the fear of reaching out and being the one to approach people #i tell my friends i love them #i ask if they need me to help or to listen or to stay or to go #i really really want to be a good friend #i try not to be too clingy but to also reach out and not make myself retreat because im scared #i just really would like to have a friendship that doesnt feel entirely like me forcing it #i thought i had that with the friend i made at school #but its been starting to feel like shes avoiding me #and i ask if theres something wrong. and she says she would tell me if it was. but then she avoids me and i cant even talk to her at all #i dont know #i dont know what to do

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etherealjellyfishenby · 1 month ago

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someone changed light colors

I’m scared for what that might mean

the last person where that happened…

#jellie yaps #Idk if this counts as a vent #Vent #kinda

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astridlikesmythology · 4 months ago

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Please stop. I really don't need this brain. Please just be kidding.

I just struggled, like actual struggle and Paranoia to take my meds. Can we not pretty please. I really don't need that character. But I think I heard her and I'm doing the thing I did right before I met amethyst with her. I guess I'm just not aloud to consume media anymore.

#genuine fear #seriously pls don't brain #idk if this counts as a vent #alterhuman #have a good day or night #possibly plural???#probably mentally ill ig

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rottingzodiac · 1 year ago

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TW: ED

I've been feeling so sick, I think I'm not going to be able to fast as often, or at least make my fasts shorter

#i prefer doing 2 day fasts #but i think i'll only be able to do 1 day fasts for the time being #rot is venting #sort of?#idk if this counts as a vent

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nixxin09 · 6 months ago

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dont you just hate it when you wake up and it was a dream?

#nixxin #for the first time in forever #this isnt done in ms paint #surprisingly #idk if this counts as a vent #but idk #:3

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undead-clown · 8 months ago

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Sometimes i remember how i used to be really religious and then i spiral for a bit

Like if god hates me now

I think of that one a lot

Idk im thinkin of goin to church again

I dont want god to hate me

Does this count as a vent

Anhways yeah uhhh yeah

#cronus talks #idk if this counts as a vent

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k0sk1 · 1 year ago

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My twitter account got suspended again I'm gonna fucking cry im so serious fuck me genuinely. FUCK me.

#twitter #vent #?#idk if this counts as a vent #but it has to #tw vent #cw vent

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cat-doggy · 25 days ago

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Sometimes I wonder if my mom would accept me being trans if it benefited her

Like, if I was a trans girl in a different universe, I bet she would accept me since she's obsessed with having a daughter

But since I'm not a girl, I'm a boy, it doesn't benefit her

Hell, she told me many times before that before I was born, she was trying to feminize my older brother

To be fair, he didn't mind it, but still...she was benefiting off of that

And now I just feel like a failure....

#venting #negative vent #transandrophobia #probably #idk if this does count as transandrophobia #but again #it could #i know im a disappointment #she doesnt have to tell me otherwise

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hawker-the-gary · 2 months ago

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Anyone else getting a flood of bots, scammers, and weirdos into their inbox too?

God I'm so tired.

#my art #digital art #memes #idk if this counts as vent lmao

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itslilacokay · 5 months ago

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do you ever

#alan becker #animator vs animation #ava #ava oc #ava the calming effect #i dont know why i think this tbh though i dont know how to fully make it stop either #idk whats up with me but everytime i just.see cool artists as this coool person who does cool arts #i KNOW i should just see them as a normal person and i do that but the admiration still lingers #whats embarassing is that one reason i.changed to anti aliasing is in hopes that my art becomes cooler to look at #this doesnt mean i dont see my arts as cool but. compared to the others theyre also cooler too................. augh #does this.even count as a vent? wait no i shouldnt say that #lilacsart

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stahr-critter · 3 months ago

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does wishing for a benefit — even if nobody else sees it as such — make me selfish ?

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sysig · 10 months ago

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You're still standing off to the side. Somehow, center stage has shifted from under your feet without you realizing, and you're standing in the wings, performing to no one.

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