#idk if this counts as a vent
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I need to talk to people that I think are cool more often but also IT'S SO SCARY
HOW ARE YOU SUPPOSED TO DO IT??? ALL THESE COOL INTERNET PEOPLE ARE JUST... HERE!! AND THEY'RE ALL AWESOME AND I DON'T KNOW HOW TO TALK TO THEM BUT THEY ALL SOUND SO LOVELY BUT ALSO THE THOUGHT OF SAYING "Hi!" IS TERRIFYING. WHAT DO I DO.
I literally watch other people having conversations together on the interwebs and go "that looks fun! I should try it!" AND THEN I DON'T.
#idk if this counts as a vent#vent#just in case#anyway you internet people are really freaking cool and i love you i just don't know how to start a conversation
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Please stop. I really don't need this brain. Please just be kidding.
I just struggled, like actual struggle and Paranoia to take my meds. Can we not pretty please. I really don't need that character. But I think I heard her and I'm doing the thing I did right before I met amethyst with her. I guess I'm just not aloud to consume media anymore.
#genuine fear#seriously pls don't brain#idk if this counts as a vent#alterhuman#have a good day or night#possibly plural???#probably mentally ill ig
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sometimes I hate being anti-endo because I can't be in denial about my trauma and accept I'm part of a system at the same time. Have to either live with the truth or deny everything. This is so balls 😔
#sth vent#idk if this counts as a vent#syscourse#anti endo#at least anti leaning#have no idea how to be okay with myself rn
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anti and pro statements r killing us
there’s no nuance or deeper convos anymore /hsrs
sorry I sound like an asshole but aaahghgh when did we stop having conversations about our beliefs and start labeling each other as evil. :/
and god pls don’t “there’s no nuance to hatred!!” “if you believe xyz you ARE evil tho..” the point is straight over ur noggin
#this isn’t vagueing#cause it happens like every day#also being neutral isn’t awful aaaaaa#sometimes people just don’t care about certain issues#u can expect everyone to be as passionate as you on everything#it sucks but that’s just like#how it works aaa#idk if this counts as a vent#I’m just frustrated being on the internet#aaaaa#discorse#??#pro#anti
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TW: ED
I've been feeling so sick, I think I'm not going to be able to fast as often, or at least make my fasts shorter
#i prefer doing 2 day fasts#but i think i'll only be able to do 1 day fasts for the time being#rot is venting#sort of?#idk if this counts as a vent
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Heyyyyyy
Guess who got their abusive dad arrested aha :D
(This is why there's been no art in case ur wondering)
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dont you just hate it when you wake up and it was a dream?
#nixxin#for the first time in forever#this isnt done in ms paint#surprisingly#idk if this counts as a vent#but idk#:3
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Sometimes i remember how i used to be really religious and then i spiral for a bit
Like if god hates me now
I think of that one a lot
Idk im thinkin of goin to church again
I dont want god to hate me
Does this count as a vent
Anhways yeah uhhh yeah
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My twitter account got suspended again I'm gonna fucking cry im so serious fuck me genuinely. FUCK me.
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Maybe it’s because it’s 3:40am and I have yet to fall asleep, but I lowkey wanna die rn
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just had the most intense shit of my life
#vent#kind of#idk if this counts as a vent#but it hurt my tummy so im venting about it#worst shit of my life
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do you ever
#alan becker#animator vs animation#ava#ava oc#ava the calming effect#i dont know why i think this tbh though i dont know how to fully make it stop either#idk whats up with me but everytime i just.see cool artists as this coool person who does cool arts#i KNOW i should just see them as a normal person and i do that but the admiration still lingers#whats embarassing is that one reason i.changed to anti aliasing is in hopes that my art becomes cooler to look at#this doesnt mean i dont see my arts as cool but. compared to the others theyre also cooler too................. augh#does this.even count as a vent? wait no i shouldnt say that#lilacsart
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quote from the fic Funeral Rights by SpellCleaver.
I’m in love with how this author writes Luke and Vader’s relationship. It hit me on a personal level and I made this as a way to channel that.
#Star Wars#star wars ot#luke skywalker#darth vader#anakin skywalker#luke and anakin#father and son#does this count as venting#idk#I didn’t want to draw lineart or sketches#so this is what it is#fanart of a fanfic#fanfiction
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You're still standing off to the side. Somehow, center stage has shifted from under your feet without you realizing, and you're standing in the wings, performing to no one.
Starring Role (Patreon)
#My art#ISaT#ISaT Spoilers#Siffrin#Loop#Technically - you know how it goes#Me when I relate to Siffrin: Oh no haha that's probably not great whoops haha#Me when I relate to Loop: Oh. Oh No.#Lenti has such a deathgrip on my ISaT opinions wtf how is she so powerful I thought my fave was Sif?? But I mean well-#Lol#Does this count as vent idk lol#It was fun to write tho :) Very easy! Done all at once!#As was drawing this! Also done all at once! And black and white is still really fun to work with hehe#I got to use some pretty cool outline/lineart tricks for this one yay :D#The original draft of the fic had a different title but ''Starring Role'' is kinda?? too perfect???#To the point where I looked around and I was like#Kinda shocked that there doesn't Seem? to be another fic with the same title?#Which is.........oddly relevantly thematic to this fic actually hahaha#Not to get too exacting about it but the whole thing of Loop feeling replaceable well#It would imply that other someones could do what they do better than them#What an odd refutation. Huh. Weird#Anyway - behind the scenes fun fact!#I actually really love the song Starring Role but I didn't think of it until after writing this#And now that I sing it to myself it's actually kinda perfect what the heck#So that's something to think about as well#Anyway if you're going to listen to it pls listen to the Axiom remix it is The version in my heart <3#The glitches and stutters are perfect.....#And the clock ticking?? Why is this song so ISaT I'm gonna think about this for a while now heck#Animatic in my head shower thought -core lol
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I don’t know how to feel about this Eridan because reasons.
#eridan ampora#homestuck#homestuck fanart#how can I express to others the complexities of my sadness#without coming across as trite#or self important#it’s actually funny that I was drawing Eridan while I felt like that#that deep understanding of how unlikable you’re appearing to others#juxtaposed with an inability to stop yourself from continuing to be pathetic and ugly#you talk to so many people about the same thing over and over#feeling it bubble at the back of your throat like tar in every conversation#and you’ll see it on their faces#the pity#the annoyance#you can’t stop it from bubbling though#you can’t stop yourself from spilling over#idk if this counts as trauma dumping#tw vent#just in case#I Guess
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hha lowkey not looking forward going back home from college anymore
regardless of how it turns out im kinda realizing that this election like. probably broke my last bit of hope i can keep a relationship w my trump supporting asshat of a brother
i just wanna feel safe man.
#vent#sorry im like. not well rn l mao#i can count the number of people i feel safe being open w on one hand and they arent blood related thats for sure#i dont wanna move out in this economy but idk if i can handle staying in my household for longer than i need to#khaotic#i have an assignment due in two hours this is horrible#election 2024#us politics#im gonna. draw for a bit and cry ig
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