#idk if someone have already done some of these

[privvysea]

bro what? if someone is already on my property, in my backyard of all places, im immediately assuming the worst. not because im some stupid bloodthirsty american, but because i have common fucking sense. idk what kind of utopia you live in where a group of people trying to kick down your back door in the middle of the night doesnt immediately make you think youre in grave mortal danger, but please give me the fucking address so i can move there.

and when did i say killing people is ~cool~ if its justified?? dude was obviously fearing for his life. he wasnt just some paranoid moron who saw shadows outside his window and decided to start spraying.

the poor kid was about to graduate and died on the day of his prom. he was being stupid and shitty but he didnt DESERVE to die. tyler chase butler doesnt deserve to rot in prison for doing what many homeowners have done and will do in defense of their lives when faced with potentially life threatening situations.

americans are the most bloodthirsty, rabid, sick, depraved, disgusting, murderous, cancerous tumor on the planet. an 18 year old kid was murdered for ringing a doorbell and nearly every comment is like this. anyone pointing out you shouldn’t murder someone for ringing your doorbell regardless of the time of day are being shut down and called stupid. i hate this fucking timeline. everyone has turned into a fucking miserable monster who doesn’t even flinch at death.

[yunieful]

distant touch

self-loathing!reader finally makes a reappearance. may become known as nonhuman!reader or something. i'm working on it.

tags: autistic reader, self-loathing, mentions of death (no one dies it's just the concept), you sure aren't really human, sylus is featured this time yay, i'm so sorry but your backstory will get worse, there's some foreshadowing here already, mc/reader if u squint, named mc, you are once again confused how friendship works, that trope where no one can touch you because blank, your evol matches a certain LI, idk if it means anything yet, idk if anything means anything tbh word count: 4.5k

a/n: it sure is a fucking mess and wasn't beta read but you better like it- /s

Everyone finding you wrong leads to one thing kids are truly well-known for.

Bullying.

Sometimes you cried, even screamed in their faces once that you didn’t deserve the treatment. That never stopped it completely, but you spooked them that day. It’s one of the few moments you’re proud of in your dark life.

Anything considered different is usually wrong, and that includes things like any other race or species that isn’t human.

You’re not too sure what you are, but you’ve known since you were young to hide and pretend you’re human.

The ones that bullied you certainly tested your patience. You were tempted to reveal your true form, to make them finally back off and hide in terror. However, you certainly didn’t want to draw any unnecessary attention. Maybe someone would take you away and experiment on you.

Just the thought of that makes you sneer in disgust.

You only wanted to be left alone.

Until now, apparently.

Shut. Up!

But out of so many reasons for it not being a good idea, there is one that will always remind you why this must be your life. To hate, to be feared, to be hated, to be alone.

Sometimes civilians would give hunters things as thanks for saving them. Said hunters encouraged citizens to not do that. It’s not like they’re the actual law of this world, but it’s just a sense of professionalism to not accept extravagant gifts in case it’s really just some bribe or something.

Yet nothing can be said when it comes to flowers.

Your blood thins and ices over as you stop some ways from your desk.

There, in its loud, petaled beauty, is a bouquet of flowers.

“What the fuck,” you whisper harshly. Your steps are fast and quick, eyes darting back and forth in suspicion before fumbling for the card next to said bouquet.

Turns out it had been a thank you from someone you and Melody had saved the other day. You both just happened to be grocery shopping when Wanderers attacked. No big deal.

Except, these flowers mean more than anyone could know.

Your gloved hands tremble when inching towards some daisies that are part of the arrangement.

“Aw, how sweet. Who are those from?”

Immediately, you bring your hand back, and you look to find Tara. Someone who has never bothered interacting with you until Melody started to.

The smile on her face is so bright, almost too bright. You have to look away and focus hard on something else.

“Oh, just some civilian Melody and I saved a couple of days ago.”

You don’t continue talking, and thankfully Tara takes it as the signal to leave. You just can’t be bothered sometimes to tell people something to end the conversation and claim it’s done on your end. You’d rather they figure it out and leave on their own.

Once no one is looking, you dare to reach forward again, a trembling finger inching closer and closer.

When it touches the daisy, the petals curl and darken, with the stem curving down.

Your teeth clench together behind a closed mouth. The hand belonging to the finger reaching out to the daisy curls tightly, shaking.

You grab the bouquet and dump it in the trash, along with the hopes you dare contain almost every time you do something like this.

They always wilt. They always die.

It’s the same tale for every living thing that touches you, clothed or not.

Death reaches them all.

And death has been your only companion for all these years.

And, soon, it will continue to be your only companion.

It’s only a matter of time.

Whatever god (or gods) were looking down at you, somehow—among the misery—they gave you the slightest bit of protection through your Evol.

If this could be considered your Evol…if this could be even considered “protection.”

Black and purple energy formed as thorns rose, bringing someone unimaginable pain. Enough to have someone back off and look at you as if you’re the one that did that to them.

You can’t always control them, from what you’ve discovered. They act of their own accord. Perhaps out of instinct. Whether it’s someone trying to harm you and you don’t have time to use your weapons against them, or they touch you when you don’t expect it or want it or even trying to save their life. They don’t always work—considering some people have just died still—but they keep you untouchable for the most part.

Growing up, your parents refused to let anyone know except teachers and principals. It’d be up to you at university on whether to tell your professors or not. The reasoning had been you’d have a panic attack if anyone touched you or got too close without your permission.

But you and your parents knew better.

Foster parents, specifically, but they were the only two people throughout your life that you didn’t hate (after a time). They adopted you eventually despite knowing the risks, and that’s all you needed to know that, for once, somewhere—you were wanted.

Everywhere else does not have that luxury. The opposite, really.

Always best to assume every place is not welcoming and never to get comfortable.

Not to mention every person would immediately be scared of you and not want to risk their lives.

Melody and Xavier have not found out so far, but it’s inevitable.

Which is why wanting to be in their company is so fucking stupid.

They always leave when they find out. Always.

You’re more trouble than you’re worth. There is absolutely nothing interesting about you to keep people around. You have no special qualities. There is nothing notable. Nothing that makes people go “I want that one to be my friend!” Add this entirely fucked up thing about you that you’d rather keep hidden than noted at any point eventually?

The only company you keep are darkness and shadows, besides death. And even then, they can only provide so much.

It’s always made you wonder if you were destined to be alone.

The N109 Zone is familiar with people like you.

They’re known to have no laws, filled with strife and conflict. Death follows somewhere in some corner. Envy follows another, with how much people want Protocores and the deals they can make with them. Everyone killing and hurting each other just for some fucking rock, when you think about it.

And yet, Melody wanted to come here all for one particular Protocore that people would drool at the mouth for. Just become completely and utterly feral, clawing over each other to the top.

Aether cores.

Well, at least she has you, for however long that will last.

Sometimes the N109 Zone is a safe haven for those not human. At least, for your kind anyway. As far as you know, the people rarely bother you, and they certainly never ask questions. The rumors of your kind granting death with just one look makes it scary enough.

Again, people will always be afraid of what’s different, wrong, not normal.

Usually you appear there out of your human disguise, to keep your hunter identity a secret. However, Melody had no idea why you were so familiar with the N109 Zone.

She didn’t know about your other job. (But is it really a job if a lot of times you don’t accept pay except from maybe one or two clients? And even then they force you to take the damn money?)

But she will have to know, because this is the price you pay for the familiarity of the word Onychinus.

They’re not just some dangerous organization that hunters need to be wary of.

“Huh, so this is what our little Zero is up to in their free time.”

He’s lucky to be able to say that while Melody is passed out from—whatever just happened.

You purse your lips and narrow your eyes at familiar, bright red orbs.

“Long time no see, Sylus.”

Zero.

Technically the number before one, but not everyone learns about it as a kid.

It’s nothing. Practically in the shape of an endless void, a blackhole leading to oblivion.

It felt like the perfect alias for the work you do around here.

“Interesting that she wasn’t dead.”

You scoff, human skin left behind for the creature you are, but you still purposely stick to any shadows you can find within the confines of this massive mansion.

“I don’t kill everyone I meet.” You cross your arms, leaning against the wall. “What’s this talk of ‘kindred spirits’?”

Sylus tilts his head in response, raising a brow. “Why does it matter to you? She a friend?”

You swallow thickly. “Yes and no.”

He lets out a laugh behind closed lips. “You could have left her to fend for herself. You didn’t have to come with her. So, you care about her.”

There is no denying it, not really. If you try to, he may make you look at his eye, and besides not wanting to admit your deepest desires—you also just don’t want to make actual eye contact. It’s horrifying.

“And she’s not just some Aether Core asset to you,” you remark. “Clearly we both have things we don’t want to admit. So, fuck off.” The words aren’t really aggressive. Just a clear cut warning to tell Sylus to not try and dig deeper into this, and it wouldn’t be the first time either.

Maybe someone else would be afraid to tell the leader of Onychinus to fuck off or shut up, but there are worst things to fear than some criminal lord being pissed at you.

The edge of Sylus’s lip twitches, and you swear for a moment you catch contempt, but it’s gone in a blink. Either way, you don’t question it, but you know you hit a nerve. “I’ll be here for the time being until whatever you need done with her gets done.” After a beat, you sneer, “But if you harm her, I don’t care if I can’t kill you. I can make you wish you were dead.”

He doesn’t look the least bit bothered or scared by those words. But you know he’s acknowledged them, because he nods to you. “Maybe I’ll have work for you soon.”

You scoff. “Don’t force me to accept your payment again.”

He smirks.

You roll your eyes dramatically. “Of course,” you say dryly, “I forgot who I was talking to.”

He’s trying to resonate with her.

And it’s not working in the slightest.

You wonder why. You’ve seen Sylus’ power in action. Practically unstoppable. He literally made a man explode in front of Melody when they met each other again.

Why does he need to resonate with her?

Holding the touch of death sometimes means you can sense when someone’s life wanes. Thankfully, you haven’t sensed anything of the sort in those three days (not what feels like the warmth of the sun and the beginnings of spring). Sometimes you are fulfilling other tasks made by the people of the N109 Zone that fit in your job description. Other times, you’re destroying the Wanderers that are slinking about, or something else that lingers in the shadows that little people can see. The ones that thrive since there’s no daytime here.

“Melody will expect me to be somewhere here. But I—”

Sylus waved you off, despite the conflicting emotions you feel. “I’ll just tell her I’m keeping you somewhere.”

Your eyes narrowed suspiciously. “What will that cost me?”

“Nothing.”

That answer was so easy, no trouble at all, and it just made you even more suspicious.

Sensing your suspicion, he sighs. “It’s none of my business whether she knows about this or not.” He gestures to you, likely referencing your true form. “But maybe you should tell her sooner than later.”

The thought filled you with sickening, deep dread. Yet you only nodded solemnly in reality.

“I know.”

It wouldn’t be difficult to tell her, right? There’s plenty of things that aren’t “normal,” especially after the Chronorift Catastrophe.

But you’ve been wrong about people before. That’s how you got here. Making so many mistakes in what you said, the “friends” you trusted, and overall poor judge of character.

Something deep, deep down in you, though, dared to say that Melody could be trusted. You two hadn’t been friends (such a scary word) for long, but she is the one who approached you. The way the both of you functioned as hunting partners, practically in sync, made you eager to work with her. How she’d always smile when seeing you, and it never seemed fake or forced. Moments where her mouth would open and close, something familiar yet unfamiliar spotted in her eyes, and then she’d give a smile that could light the sun before waving goodbye.

And you’d miss her.

That’s why the other side of you is nothing but a tight ball of dread at the thought of her hating you. Just like all the others. Looking at you with disgust, claiming you’re nothing—that you’re wrong, a curse—misfortune following you wherever you go.

But it’s best to get it out of the way soon, so that things can go back to the way they were at the Hunters Association. With absolutely no one approaching you or bothering you, and leaving you alone.

Alone.

You used Kieran and Luke to send any messages you could. Just anything to say that Sylus wasn’t treating you badly at all. He literally can’t even touch me. There’s always his Evol, but he’s never bothered with you. Some part of you wondered if the jobs you took in the N109 Zone earned his respect, as well as the very few times you’ve worked with him personally.

“You’re okay!”

You immediately slide back when Melody tries to hug you, but you don’t hesitate to examine her where possible to make sure she wasn’t harmed at all. She frowns, but she lets her arms fall while you shrug.

“I don’t like hugs. You know that.”

Thank fuck I changed back to this before she saw me.

Something would’ve maybe poked her or bumped into her, and you really didn’t want to tell her the truth. You just weren’t ready yet.

She clicks her tongue. “I know. But I was really hoping for once you’d let me on this special occasion!” Her gaze softens. “I thought Sylus was doing awful things to you, before those two gave me your message.”

You raise a brow. “When did they do that?”

“Just before I threatened them to let me out.”

You blink a few times, before nodding slowly. “You could have left whenever, from that room.”

She gives that signature roll of her eyes and exasperated look before saying, “Well, I didn’t know!” Her eyes narrow at you. “Actually, how are you so…okay with this?”

“Caw-caw!”

Oh, you can tell from that exact tone Mephisto is laughing at you.

You glare at the bird out of the corner of your eye, while Melody walks over to it. “Whoa, what’s this?” Before continuing, she points a finger at you and frowns. “I still want an answer.”

“I’ve been through worse.”

Really, that’s your reasoning?

“Worse?” It sounds like Melody can’t comprehend that’s the answer you’re going with either.

“Has he actually harmed you?” You’re sure she hasn’t been, but it’s a good time to ask just to be sure.

She takes a moment to consider this, before shaking her head. “No. In fact, I—I was the one to harm him.”

Oh.

That explains the briefest of moments you felt someone’s life wane that didn’t seem like Melody’s. Something else that was dark but calm, fierce but also gentle, covered in red and black all over.

That’s the best you could describe it. It’s hard to explain, but you can sense people’s…auras, but you know that’s something your people can do too. It’s not an Evol you have.

“Dare I ask exactly what happened?”

Melody’s answer is quick and fast before you can even consider the possibility of thinking no, I don’t want to know what happened actually. “I shot him straight in the heart with a gun.”

You blink slowly. “I…see.”

“And then he just…healed. Like nothing happened.”

You turn slowly to look at Mephisto, who you swear is mirroring your gaze. The kind where you both aren’t surprised at all, which also means you have no idea how to react to this.

“Well,” you come up with lamely, “you’re a good shot.”

Even she’s pouting and waving you off. “That’s all you have to say? Not, ‘He can do that?’ Or like, ‘Oh my god, how could you do that to him?’ Not—” she pauses, and you dare to glance in her general direction to unfortunately spot something like realization in her face.

“Wait.”

Uh oh.

“You know Sylus, don’t you?”

Shit.

“That’s why you were able to get me into the N109 Zone so easily!” Melody gasps loudly and dramatically before whispering as if she’s discovered a conspiracy, “You two are in cahoots.”

You don’t know if it’s better she knows about this than what you do here, what you really are, and why things like hugs are such a strong dislike to you.

You kind of want to dissipate into nothingness, throw yourself into the void, when you spot the strange Cheshire grin growing on Melody’s face.

“Is that why you’re so secretive and keep to yourself? Because you’re working for a crime lord?”

How and why is she connecting these dots so fast?

“Oh my god, does he make you kill people?”

If you were drinking anything, you’d have given the ugliest snort before choking on it.

“How can you work with someone like that?”

You have to stop her before she starts badgering you with more questions. “Melody, let’s just say I’ve done him some favors. He considers me useful.” At least, you hope so, given he hasn’t tried to kill you himself.

Melody’s brows furrow. “And somehow the Hunters Association knows nothing about this?”

“Whatever they know won’t hurt them.” As her eyes widen, you sigh and shake your head. “I am always a hunter first and foremost, Melody. Everything else is just…extra content.” You say the last two words as a very quiet mutter.

She heard you, though, given how she snorts.

“Alright, I trust you.” Why? “Now let’s get out of here. We’ll find another way to track down that Aether Core.”

Now it’s your turn to say, “Wait.”

She stops before even taking a step away from you.

“I know Sylus seems like the worst option right now, but he’s not.” And what is your reasoning? That he’s having a bad day? You don’t even know why he’s been trying to resonate with Melody, treating her roughly (which you unfortunately only discovered a little while ago, so you couldn’t chew out Sylus).

All you know is that she seems important. That Sylus and Melody are “kindred spirits.”

Well, that and she doesn’t seem to remember anything.

Remember what?

“You sound so sure,” Melody’s voice brings you out of your thoughts. “Alright,” she sounds reluctant, but also soft, “what’s your reasoning?”

That has you blinking dumbly. “You’re…willing to listen to me?”

You’re far too used to people disregarding what you say. To never take you seriously. To not even consider you’re telling the truth about something. They just ignore you.

Yet Melody is keeping her attention fully on you that you really have to look away, no pretend eye-contact can save you right now.

“Of course.” Just like Sylus, her answer to something like that is quick and swift, not giving it a second thought. “You’re my partner.” She stumbles, glancing quickly back and forth before looking back to you. “My friend.”

You don’t take note of how, in a rare moment, she’s a little flustered. You’re far too stunned someone’s giving you their full attention and willing to listen to you and willing to believe you—

You shake your head and force yourself to get a grip.

“My reasoning is that he’s the leader of Onychinus. No one messes with him. Everyone’s afraid of him, and if they aren’t—they’ll learn to be. You’ve seen his Evol in action. He’s unstoppable.” Melody frowns, but she’s nodding slowly to what you’re saying. “So what if he’s a criminal? Things aren’t always that simple.”

“Maybe they are,” Melody whispers to you, her expression grave. “I think—I think he’s the one who killed my family.”

Is that why there’d be rare moments you’d catch Sylus irritated, running a hand over his face, brows furrowed tight? Was she giving him a hard time past the judgment of him being the big bad leader of Onychinus?

“Think about it, Melody, what would be his motive?” She stares at you in confusion. “If you’re thinking it’s for your Aether Core, I doubt he had that information before that night. You told me you barely found out not too long ago yourself. Besides,” your voice becomes low, sharp, dangerous, “he wouldn’t set up a trap and run off. He’d rather see to it himself.”

Something in her eyes shifts when she’s looking at you, you realize. You dare to look, dare to be known and perceived, and you find—

You’re not entirely sure. Awe, perhaps? As to why, you haven’t a clue. You were just telling your fellow hunter what you thought. Your honest opinion of Sylus.

“It’s more likely someone set him up to take the fall,” you whisper. Yet it feels like it echoes in these long halls somehow.

Melody blinks, and you focus on her forehead instead, so you’d stop trying to search in her eyes. “How did you meet Sylus?”

Your mind darkens as you remember how you two first met. Desperation led you to him, revenge requested his help, and caution set the price. In the end, death found you again, and you were left with a void and endless tears. Sylus peered into that void, unblinking, red eyes glittering, and somehow he knew. The understanding in his eyes was undoubtedly clear. He knew why you did what you did, and an unspeakable agreement forged between shadows and crimson.

Such an innocent question for her to ask, but the answer is dark and wounded. A wound that feels like it still refuses to close, and you’ve tried hard to not let it fester still, after all this time.

“I asked him for a favor,” you settle on. Your throat has dried, so your voice is hoarse. You quickly clear said throat and brush off Melody’s concerned gaze. “He provided. And people need help here, especially with Wanderers.” More like if something else happens, something that shouldn’t rise from the shadows.

But some do request your specific touch, in a literal sense. You decide how it’s done, though, sometimes ignoring the client's request of “the touch of death.”

Sylus has only asked this of you once or twice. Any other times he finds it “a bother to do it himself,” he’ll ask you to do the killing any way you like.

You rarely go to his place, though, and you two haven’t been in contact with one another recently. Your boundaries were strict anyway. He wasn’t allowed to contact you through your phone. You requested Mephisto send messages, keep it old fashioned. And that’s if he really needed you.

He’s never been considered a friend to you. Just a contact you had for the N109 Zone. The entire reason you were able to get Melody here in the first place. (Didn’t stop others from hijacking the plan, but Sylus found them eventually.)

But with how Melody has been treating you, you dare to wonder—

Is he a friend? An acquaintance? A companion?

Anytime you come back into contact with him, you don’t feel immediate disgust or some itch to get away as soon as possible. Ever since that favor, you see that he understands you. You’re not sure how, as he seems to be the type who is like, “You must be at relationship number 5 to unlock my backstory.” But he has told you, at least once, that he understands what it’s like for others to consider you a monster with just one look.

No pity, like you would have expected. Never looked down on you, never considered you lesser. This monster he met was his equal and would stay so.

“Caw-caw!”

You glance over at Mephisto, raising a brow. “He wants to see the both of us?” You figured that Sylus would only want to see Melody.

She seems just as surprised. “Wait, did he know I was trying to escape?”

You snort. “You weren’t going to make it out the door even if I hadn’t stopped you.”

“I could’ve!”

That has you laugh, just the littlest bit. “Not without me,” you dared to joke.

“Well, that’s true.”

You stiffen entirely, almost biting hard on the inside of your cheek. What?

This woman may be the death of you, and that means something to someone is so intimate with death.

“What?” Melody has no idea why you’re so gobsmacked. “It is true! I wasn’t going to leave without you. We’re in this together, right?”

Slowly, you nod, hearing the squeak of your gloves from how tightly you're clenching your hands into fists. “Right.”

And, even in a place like this, her smile shines. Towards you.

Are you truly deserving of such warmth?

Despite what she’s gone through, she still has a smile, just for you.

So earnest, so strange.

Mephisto takes it as a sign to start flying off, while you take the lead to find Sylus, with Melody walking next to you. Out of habit, you make sure the two of you aren’t close, but she sure likes to test you sometimes with the proximity.

“You really enjoy testing someone’s patience, huh?” you ask with a grumble.

Despite everything going on, she giggles softly next to you. “Yeah, of course! Your annoyed look is kinda cute.”

As if summoning it, you give her an irritated look, realize what you did, and scoff. “You’re a menace,” you seethe, but there’s the smallest of smiles tugging on the corners of your lips.

“Ha, Sylus is the real menace here.” That you couldn’t really argue with. You don’t know the full details, but if Melody shot him…he probably deserved that. Idiot.

You open the door, sending her a glance. “I’ll go in first.” Is it to protect Melody and sort of put a wall between her and Sylus? …No one could prove it.

At the end of all this, you and Sylus were going to need to have a conversation.

The kind where he didn’t get to be the one to see past the void. You needed permission to see past that pretty face and wade through the crimson.

You dared to hope you wouldn’t be involved in this, at least not that much involved.

Far too late for that now.

[fusrobruh]

Oblivion Remastered Rant

Martin Septim’s Remodel - Thoughts & Opinions & Controversies

I’m going to upset some of y’all but I truly do not understand people’s complaints about the remodel done to Martin Septim in the Remaster. He looks too young?

Uriel Septim when his father, Pelagius Septim IV, died in 3E 368. He was 22 at the time. It doesn’t say exactly when he married Cayla Voria, but he had three children with her, together, Geldall, Enman and Ebel. Geldall, being the eldest, was born 3E 377. Ebel, the youngest, was born 3E 380. That being said, Uriel had already started having his marriage fall apart by the time Martin was conceived. He even already had an illegitimate heir before Martin named Calaxes (we have no info on when he was born nor who his mother was). While we have no concrete proof, I seriously doubt Uriel was going around sleeping with women every single night from the time his youngest was born to when Martin was born.

Uriel also spent ten years in Oblivion, being sent there in 3E 389, before his eventual rescue in 399, which would’ve made him 43 when he was imprisoned and 53 when he was rescued (assuming time works the same way in Tharn’s pocket dimension). He was 87 when he was killed in 3E 433. He most certainly wouldn’t have been making illegitimate heirs during those 10 years in Oblivion. That would make Martin, at the youngest, 34 years old if he had been born the same year Uriel was freed from Oblivion. The oldest Martin would be is about 44-45 if he was born right before Uriel’s imprisonment. I don’t know about you, but this character model looks to be right in that age range.

I seriously don’t get what the complaining is about. He looks similar to his voice actor, which I thought was a thing that is usually praised. Sean Bean was 47 when he voiced Martin. Again, fits right into the age range of Martin in-game.

They white-washed him? Um, no, they didn’t. They made him less orange. Could his skin color be darker? Yes, it could. That being said, if you take away the orange tint on the original character model his skin becomes lighter. These are also 2006 graphics. Idk if y’all really remember what the character shading was like back in the original but it was not the best. But anyways, isn’t that also glossing over the fact that in every race there are degrees of skin shades? Like there are Latinos who can pass as white, but that doesn’t mean they’re not Latinos. There are Africans with the most gorgeous, black shade of skin you’ll ever see. Does that mean other Africans who aren’t as dark as them are whitewashed?

Martin Septim is an Imperial character in a fantasy game. Imperials of Tamriel are based off of Roman/Greek cultures. Last I checked, Greeks and Romans (in modern times, Italians) are just as diverse in skin color as the characters in the game. Some are white, most are olive toned, some are black. That doesn’t make them any less Greek/Italian than someone who’s skin is darker than their own.

[midnight--sadness]

Oh boy i have THOUGHTS. I agree with the others that a VIP requesting gihun could happen next season but damn i wonder how that would play out.

I imagine one VIP asking for him, then inho says no and his excuse is "456 is still competing, it would be unfair to remove him." Then oh fuck, gihun is starting to lose in the next game, maybe the maze game we see in the teaser trailer. I saw that message you got a few days ago about inho possibly manipulating a game to prevent gihun from losing and i've been obsessed. What an interesting turn of events that would be for inho, the guy who lectured about keeping the games fair. He now finds himself frantically manipulating the remaining games in gihun's favor to ensure he wins, because if gihun doesn't, inho knows he can't stop the VIPs.

Extra insane, if gihun has mentally given up and plays the games very passively, almost trying to just die already. But inho is working some magic in the control room to let gihun pass the game, sweating like hell because god damnit gihun doesn't know a fate worse than death is waiting for him if he loses! God i could see that being the thing that finally drives inho to reveal his true self to gihun.

THIS IS EVERYTHING I WANT FOR THE NEXT SEASON!!! 🙏🙏

i completely agree on gihun being numb and kinda just drifting aimlessly through the games. he doesn't try to defend himself if someone attacks him, he doesn't complete the challenges.... he's just a shell of who he used to be.

but inho is not letting that cookie die on his watch! and he especially isn't allowing gihun to be near the vips. he knows that, at one point, his authority won't apply and the vips will force his hand in regards to gihun, and inho cant let it get to that. he could never forgive himself if he gave gihun to those monsters.

he has his guards make sure gihun is safe during the games, ignoring his own "equality is the most important part of the game", bc he's already, presumably, stopped gihun from voting... what's one more rule broken?

and then revealing his true self? oh my god, anon, your mind!! inho is stressed out and near mad as he tries to keep gihun alive and in the game. he knows that as soon as gihun is eliminated, he will not be killed; he'll be brought before the vips and they will do whatever they please to him.

maybe he grabs gihun and shakes him, telling him that he needs to live and gihun asks him why he cares, and inho takes his mask off and that's when gihun sees that youngil is alive. the relief he feels is so great that for a few seconds he doesn't even rationalize that the front man had been in front of him. but when it hits him, it will just be another thing for gihun to despair over, which goes against inho's entire plan.

i genuinely think the reveal is gonna kill gihun. that man will never know peace again after it, especially once we add junho's betrayal on top of it. idk, i think he'll be even more broken and hopeless, not being able to trust anyone.....

(the vips gets restless and impatient and ask for gihun in between games, and inho delivers him, but once one of them goes to a private room with gihun, inho follows them, intending to kill the vip but gihun has already done it... idk, something something, gihun's very actual intentional kill in the games being a vip. gihun killing someone to defend himself is so poetic to me bc this is a man who constantly sacrifices himself for others.)

[jodjuya]

I've bought a couple of Miyoo devices before, and from all of them the conclusion I've solidly drawn is that the best handheld retro experience you can have* is from a hacked Nintendo 3DS with custom firmware.

(*at this price point)

Miyoo do make nice toys, but at the end of the day all they're doing is reinventing the wheel, and they DON'T have the same level of quality behind their hardware that Nintendo products do.

So keep that solidly in mind if you're considering picking up this Miyoo Flip.

Granted, the GBA-SP form-factor fucking slaps, and I'm very sorely tempted to get this based on that alone, but I just don't need one when I already have a 3DS.

I can see this being a really fun gift to give someone. You buy it, update the firmware, load it up with ROMs of all the best games (don't put Nintendo DS games on it though. There's no possible way that that won't be an abysmal gaming experience, imo), then wrap it up nice and gift it over.

But if you want a dedicated handheld gaming system for yourself? Idk... Do your homework and think it over. The market is crowded and your options are numerous.

Here's a thorough review from some guy who seems to know his stuff better than I do.

Introducing the Miyoo Flip – we are proud to show you the Miyoo Flip, the compact and stylish clamshell console designed for gamers who crave the classics. With its sleek, portable design and vibrant display, the Miyoo Flip lets you relive your favorite gaming moments anytime, anywhere.

But the Miyoo Flip isn’t just about looks—it’s about performance. This powerhouse handheld flawlessly emulates a wide range of systems, including: NES, SNES, Game Boy, Game Boy Color, Game Boy Advance, Sega Genesis/Mega Drive, Sega Master System, PlayStation 1, Neo Geo, MAME (arcade classics), TurboGrafx-16/PC Engine,Wonderswan, Wonderswan Color, PSP, Dreamcast and Nintendo DS.

With a simple setup, lightning-fast performance, and an impressive 5-6 hours of battery life, the Miyoo Flip is built for hours of uninterrupted gaming bliss.

Get yours at MiyooFlip.com

[akookminsupporter]

https://x.com/btschartsdailyc/status/1921554218743160896

Ik people's ot7 sentiments BUT I hate how they make a solo venture an ot7 kumbaya. We had and will have numerous group events where we can hype members and their bonds but bringing other members signs or random ships to solo concerts is lowkey disrespectful.

Idk how hobi or other members feels about this but for me personally, I HATE if people bring posters asking how RM is doing, tell this to V, I'm yoongi's wife bla bla bla to a JM concert. Like this Fandom already make everything JM does about other members.. I hope his solo concert will be filled with people who genuinely loves and support him.

Not the ones who are there just to see a bts member, accidentally landed on concert ticket, without knowing his songs lyrics or just to hype other members.

We are there to celebrate him and only him.

I get your point, and I do agree that a concert should really just be about the artist performing. But personally, I don’t see the poster as disrespectful.

The person wasn’t asking to see Yoongi sing or saying they’d rather see BTS. They were just taking the chance to also show support for another BTS member. Buying a ticket to go see Hobi is already a huge sign of support, at least that’s how I see it. And it’s not like they were talking about some random artist or a member from a different group, the poster was about another member of the same group Hobi is still a part of. So I don’t really think it’s a bad thing?

I think some fans bring OT7 stuff not out of disrespect, but because their love for BTS as a whole is so strongly connected to each member. It’s not always done with bad intentions—it’s just that for some people, that OT7 lens is how they show their support.

Of course, there’s definitely a line. Like, it wouldn’t be okay if someone started yelling that they’d rather hear Yoongi sing or wanted Jungkook to do Mic Drop in the middle of Hobi’s show. That would be seriously disrespectful. But something like that little poster or banner? I don’t see it that way but that is just my opinion.

[trekfacility]

[ganondoodle]

radahn akira slide (drift?)

(Radahn, Elden Ring)

[mint-termsandconditions]

Random subject,

but I need someone to make a video essay about the bastardization of female characters and the woobification of male characters in media/fandom spaces

because I think it’s a really interesting subject that probably stems from biases that plague our society

from

“He’s such a silly little guy.”

to

Literally calling fictional female characters worse than Hitler or something

Like, I feel like people talk about specific characters but not the topic as a broader subject

I feel like there’s so much to talk about

but I don’t have the elegance, critical thinking skills, the experience, or consume enough media to talk about this

So anyone who’s reading this please, please make a video essay about it

Or make one arguing against it idk

I just need a good video essay to watch while doing homework

[cheaploafs]

probably wont color this all the way but them again, now in grey scale <3

[captain-kit-sniles]

*rubbing my fingers on my temples* rhrrgrggrgrgrgrgrgrrgrgrgrhr *my eyes open glowing white* Dark and Abe kissing rhrgrgrgrgrrgrgrggrrgrgrg *collapses on the floor dead*

[akkivee]

In the latest ARB event, I think Samatoki ended up dreaming about Kuko is simply because he has a pretty good opinion and relationship with him. Like back in the New MCD days, he likely saw firsthand how Kuko would cooperate without much regard for personal gain, helped out when anyone needed it and is strong enough to handle his own in a fight! This might be the 3rd time Samatoki is shown to rely on Kuko too iirc. The event where Kuko trains Samatoki's underlings + that concafe event..

yeah!!!!! i made the post with the angle of dreams manifesting samatoki’s subconscious but those events are the reasons why i think samatoki has a lot of trust in kuukou!!!! it looks like i didn’t explicitly say that tho and that’s on me lol

[mad-hunts]

and if i told y'all that i'm in the mood to write barton being particularly devious right now... what would y'all do (because IDK, i sometimes just randomly get reminded that the man is basically a living manifestation of this quote right here, and i feel like that kicked in full-force today JSJSJ LOL):

[clumsypuppy]

footnotes arent enough I need you to talk to me like im fucking Amelia Bedelia

[buckleysdee]

putting my next unhinged severance theory out there (i don't think I've seen this anywhere?) reghabi (the reghabi that we know) is an innie who somehow escaped and that's why she's so terrified of Lumon, cause they could kill her just by switching her off

[gay--dog]

oh now that i think about it it would probably be pretty easy to write something in ublock or tampermonkey that redirects tumblr webp links to the gif version to make it easier to download them as gifs, not to mention safer for anyone with photosensitivity issues if i can get it to alter the actual inner html (the xkit option to pause gifs doesnt work with images uploaded as webps, despite the fact there always seems to a gif version for webp images on tumblr servers? so i think redirecting to that would fix it i dunno)