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omg omg i have an ideeaaa
imagine Miguel and reader just having a lazy day together (its a Saturday) and they have a cute little cuddle/ convo moment, they decide to watch cringe movies in bed and reader orders idk i think its one of those big combo wing meals and as she’s uber eats ordering miguel gets handsy with her and it eventually leads up to some smexy time until the uber driver arrives with their food 🍗🍗
dude this made me hungry (not for food)
Pairing: miguel o’hara x f!reader
Warnings: 18+, 69ing, oral (f + m receiving), little bit of a handjob and fingering
Summary: while waiting for your uber eats to arrive, miguel becomes hungry for something different
A/N: i'm in a bit of a slump rn (in my writing and in general) so here's a filler fic to hopefully spark my motivation to finish kinktober
Word Count: 1.4k
The afternoon sun filters through the curtains, casting a warm, golden hue over the bedroom. You and Miguel lay tangled in the sheets, lethargy making it so that neither of you could even fathom leaving the comfort of bed, the remnants of last night's passion still lingering in the air. The bed is a mess of rumpled blankets and pillows, a testament to the lazy, indulgent day you both had planned, wanting nothing more than to bask in the warmth of each other's embrace and enjoy a well-deserved break.
Miguel's arm is draped over your soft middle, his fingers tracing idle patterns on your supple skin, caressing you as his sharp red eyes follow the shitty slapstick comedy on the TV beside the bed. You giggle as you watch the ridiculous antics on the screen, feeling a certain warmth spread through your chest at the sound of Miguel's soft laughter. The comforting rhythm of his breathing against your skin lulls you into a sense of peace, and you can't help but feel grateful for this moment, however mundane it may seem.
"I'm kinda hungry." You murmur, glancing up at Miguel to gauge his reaction. He merely chuckles and rolls his eyes in the most endearing way possible, giving your side a teasing squeeze.
"You're always hungry." Miguel shrugs, the sarcasm dripping in his voice, making you scoff and shove him playfully. Although even if you meant him harm, it's not as if you'd do much damage. You shoot him a dirty look as you lean over him to grab your phone, opening Uber Eats before Miguel can continue to heartily laugh at your adorable antics.
You scroll indecisively through the app for a few moments, brows furrowed in consideration, taking your choice in lunch very seriously. Miguel smiles dopily, finding your meticulous approach to the task adorable in the most lovesick way.
"Doesn't that place down the block do a 2 for 1 deal on Saturdays?" Miguel pipes up, and you immediately beam at the notion, quickly going to the website of the pizza place and putting in both of your go-to orders.
"You're so smart, baby." You coo teasingly, although you are grateful for his input at the end of the day. No way would you let him know that, though. It's all part of the banter.
Miguel just huffs and holds onto your waist when you lean over him once again to return your phone to the nightstand after ordering, your body reaching over his. Miguel's eyes dart to your tits spilling out of your top as it hangs low off your shoulders due to the action, and he licks his lips at the sight of them; so plush and plump and desperate to be massaged and kneaded until his hands leave a greedy dent in the ample flesh.
The second you flop back down onto the mattress, Miguel's hands are all over you. They dance along your throat, squeeze your breasts, ghost over your waist, grope your ass, part your thighs, cup your pussy, brush against your stomach, all while his eager lips nip at the lobe of your ear. It's incredible how quickly that switch inside of him can flip, that switch that triggers such carnal, filthy desire to taste you, his weeping cock chubbing up more and more with each soft giggle and moan that leaves your lips.
"I thought... thought you wanted pizza?" You breathe out, glazed-over eyes taking in the way Miguel's handsome face has morphed into a pouty, needy depiction of how desperate he is, thick brows knitted together as he feels your body melt into his touch, teeth digging into his bottom lip to hold back a groan at how sexy you look with your sleep shirt all bunched up and that teasing little smile on your face.
"Primero quiero disfrutar de un buen aperitivo." Miguel chuckles raspily, suddenly hurling your body atop his shoulders, making you squeal and perch your hands upon Miguel's powerful abs to stay steady, despite the iron grip he has on the meat of your thighs that straddle him. Impatiently, Miguel drags you back so that you succulent, syrupy pussy hovers above his eager mouth beneath your shirt, making your hands slide up his abdomen. That sensation of your fingers stroking his taught musculature is what pushes Miguel to the point of pure, insatiable need.
With firm, beckoning precision, Miguel's tongue flicks out to plunge between your sopping folds, lapping up the sweetness already decorating the insides of your thighs. He groans and takes deep breathes, drowning himself in your essence, large hands tilting your hips back to plop your pretty cunt right on his salivating mouth. You can't help but mewl and buck on Miguel's handsome face, his tongue rolling over your little clit the moment his plump lips suck the throbbing bud into his warm mouth, while his nose bumps against your dripping hole.
Like a depraved dog, Miguel nods and shakes his head vigorously, rubbing his wet tongue all over the heavenly plains of your pussy, his sharp red eyes rolling back in his head as your honeyed taste coats his tongue and overwhelms his senses hypnotically.
It's obvious how ravenous Miguel is, but your own hunger creeps up on you as your focus teeters between Miguel's mouth, and his weeping, swollen cockhead peeking out from the thin sheet covering his lower half. doing the best to keep your clit snugly presses against the tip of Miguel's tongue, you grab at Miguel's fat, hefty length, bobbing down to lap at his flared, girthy tip.
"Joder, cariño." Miguel groans, frustrated that you've more or less lifted yourself off of his face, but finding your kitten licks to his slit unbearably divine, unable to pull you away in order to continue feasting on your hot sex.
Your tongue teasingly scoops up the drop of precum that glistens at the tip of Miguel's dick before taking him into your mouth, your cheeks hollowing as your lips glide up and down his length in a slow, sensual rhythm. As you take him deeper into your mouth, Miguel's hips buck up off the mattress, his fingers digging into your thighs in an attempt to hold himself back. His moans grow louder and more desperate as you expertly suck and stroke his cock, relishing in the way he fills your mouth.
The weight of Miguel's dick on your tongue, the pulsing of his veins, that potent, musky taste of pre on your tongue; it's all like a drug to you. So much so, that you moan around Miguel's cock, wiggling your hips above his lips in search of relief.
Miguel, quickly thrown from one horny trance to another, immediately raises his head to kiss your puffy clit messily, releasing one of your legs to scissor your cunt open with two thick fingers, plunging them deep inside of you as his head falls back against the pillows with a moan. All disappointment regarding being unable to properly devour your cunt in this position are outshone by the sight of your tight, gummy walls swallowing Miguel's digits and dripping around them, making Miguel thrust his cock up further into the cushy warmth of your mouth.
You moan around his cock, your tongue swirling around the sensitive ridge of his tip. Miguel's breath hitches, his fingers curling inside of you as he nears his climax. As the rough pads of Miguel's digits press against your gooey sweet spot, your eyes squeeze shut and you pull off of his cock, panting and moaning as you pump his length rashly, giving into the pleasure and your fast-approaching high and sitting further back.
Miguel immediately takes over once again, his strong, skillful fingers leaving your pussy to instead push down on your ass, guiding your body to rock against his face. Miguel's tongue lashes out again to trace the folds of your cunt before thrusting deep inside, licking and teasing the walls of your soaking wet core with the roughness of his flat, velvety tongue.
"Miguel! Mig, I-" You cry out, cut off by the obnoxious ding that chimes from your phone and the simultaneous ring of the doorbell, making Miguel's movements falter as he pulls away from your cunt with a dejected sigh leaving his lips, glistening with your slick.
Your actual lunch is here.
absolutely hate this. but shady's back, bitch!
#ultravioletrayz#miguel o'hara#miguel smut#miguel o'hara smut#miguel x reader#miguel o'hara x reader#miguel o’hara smut#miguel ohara x reader#spiderman 2099 smut#miguel o’hara x reader#atsv miguel#miguel 2099#miguel fanfic#miguel o hara#miguel o'hara fanfiction#miguel ohara#miguel ohara x you#miguel spiderman#miguel spiderverse#miguel x you#spider man 2099#spider man 2099 x reader#spiderman 2099#spiderman 2099 x reader#𖤓uv c𖤓
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The reason why ppl don't like the tim&cass twin hcs is bc typically the hc of tim being "Asian coded" is just stereotyping East Asians as rich and smart with overbearing parents. (Esp when done by ppl who aren't EA themselves.) The reason why I don't like it is bc its often just another way for fanon fans to erase Cass's actual personality and use her as a silent prop next to a man. Also, Cass is canonically older than Tim.
Honestly that's fair. The fandom has a tendency to be... weird about Cassandra, making her out be a therapist 24/7 for the boys, or flattening out much of her personality to just be a docile older sister to everyone (the whole "everyone's favourite sister is cass" or "cass is exempt from all the family problems because she's cool) while ignoring Cass's problems and making her 1 dimentional.
And yea, the stereotyping the fandom does can be very annoying. I enjoy some of Tim's asian headcanons but sometimes people do stories without actually researching the culture they're making about and falling into classical stereotypes of asian people.
Also, yes she's 2 yrs older than him. To me that's part of the fun of the headcanon, them just meeting eachother and gradually deciding to be "twins of choice", while everyone else is like: you're literally not the same age ??? Idk it feels silly, but I like it.
My favourite thing about their dynamics is how they compensate what each other is missing and how much they canonically disagree about stuff (like how after Wargames they're both grieving Steph and think Batman did something wrong, but while Cass thinks Batman should have worked less with the police, Tim thinks he should have worked more, and they just decide to agree to disagree because they're stubborn people and would be arguing all day).
So yea, I really like making them hang out together, because it can create very interesting disagreements and stuff (In my reverse robins au, Cass and Tim are respectively The Bat and The Joker because of that).
Thank you so much for answering anon !
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You know i have the opposite opinion, as in i like character scott (mostly my own vision of him) and dont rlly vibe w content creator scott
Personally mostly cus i dont like- yeah no i just dont fw him. I dont hate him i just dont like his humor or storytelling in lore heavier smps like say empires? Specially in empires 1 like the frozen stuff idk. That and some social media posts, other stuff I hear. Im very picky with cc's i watch, and he's one of those that I LOVE from a different pov, but i couldnt handle him as a main watch.
And no, its not just "internalized homophobia" like everyone claims, it can just be. Hey, people can dislike a person or a character for their own reasons or for no reason at all too. I do think longass hate posts are a bit much? and should be tagged accordingly as smajor hate rather than his main fan tag, cus ofc fans dont wanna see that. But idk i just- yeah
The only c!scott i dont like is dl scott cus he reminds me of an abusive ex of mine, but thats why i just try and avoid talking abt dl much at all unless necessary
I think also some people dont like how c!scott treats others or is ""manipulative"", but i just think he's smart. Talkin ur way out of fights on a death game is a skill i wish i had, im both bad at the game and the social game lmao. But uh yeah no, i personally think stuff like "caring more about gem than pearl in wl" is flawed, like one person said, he cares about pearl and knows gem can be a big threat, plus pearl has been dying almost every session, he just wants to keep his allies safe
Shrugs, again, personal opinion kinda thing, everyones entitled to their own opinion and all, just would be nicer people didnt main tag that hate
Sooooo, I'm legitimately trying to understand why people are always so rude to Scott in fandom, Umm, am I missing something? Are we watching the same series lol. He gets called a sweet by every lifer for a reason. And I'll see a bunch of people for some reason really seem to have it out for him. Like, why? Some actual reasons other than I don't like his vibes or that he makes being gay his personality. I'm so confused. I grew up watching Scott and seeing people, and a not very small minority at that, get mad at him.
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no offence but why are all the solutions to issues caused by trauma therapy. what if i Cant do that right but still want to not be like this.
#like why is this website like 'analyze what u think the cause of this issue is if u think its a childhood trauma get therapy for ur trauma#if not then do xyz thing thats much easier than having access to therapy'#like is there an xyz for when the root is trauma. please plese please. at least tell me im allowed to talk to ppl abt it#idk if its smart for me to do that or not#im actually getting kind of like. rly upset suddenly like idk#like i feel like the step one i keep being presented in healing and getting better with issues caused by trauma is.#not being in the situation that caused the trauma. but it feels so impossible for me to ever get out#and im just trying to do what i can to like. heal or deal with it as much as i can but ik thats not much when im still in tht situation#and feel so trapped in it#like just. ugh such a selfish thing to say abt an issue tht affects so many others sm worse than me#but like. couldnt late stage capitalism and the recession its brings with it not have happened like. 20 yrs from now#so i didnt have to deal with the fact that getting out of my traumatic situation is impossible alongside the traumatic situation#just idk. it all sucks sm and i just wanna get out of it. can we please find a way to make tumblr accts private so#i can fianlly start a facking yt without weirdos deciding the interactions w freinds and vent posts i use this acct for#are their entertainment bc ithink having a 'job' saying my silly little thoguhts abt media online is my only hope love and light#flappy rambles
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ab reveal is a fake hehe
#cant for the life of me explain why having the black singlet tucked in under the shirt is doing it for me but it is okay#its just workin for me im charmed idk whats goin on i have nothing cheeky or smart to say this time around#bang chan#christopher bang#stray kids#bystay#stray kids gifs#skzedit#jesskz#skz#skz gifs#channiesnet#kpopedit#bang chan edit
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"if we make america worse and more of a dictatorship that will be even harder to unravel and make it the way we want the country to be, maybe then everyone will join our Glorious Revolution!" bb girl you cant even be in the same room with someone who thinks you should vote, how in tf do you think you're gonna unite people to fight in The Revolution with you? it's gonna be you and your 5 friends, i hate to break it to you.
#i dont think you realize how repelling you and your politics are to everyone else#you get all of your validation for how Smart You Are from your friends and ignore any kind of feedback that suggests you should#change or do something differently. thats the only reason you're so convinced average people will go along with you bc you keep getting#affirmation from the people who ALREADY agree with you- but you have NO IDEA how to bridge the gap between people who agree#with you and disagree with you. you're horrible at convincing people of your side of things outside of straight up guilt tripping them#or bullying them like a highschooler. im sorry but the tools you learned to survive with as a kid aren't gonna help you in this situation.#the ONLY THING you can come up with to bridge that gap is a bloody revolution. thats how bad you are at this.#and you're also so bad at this and unimaginative that you dont even realize how THAT might not even be enough.#you cant imagine ANY kind of avenue to getting people to change AT ALL outside of blood and fire. and thats why people call you#an authoritarian.#i'll be honest- i really do think the world would be a better place if we did incremental change under a democratic president who wont#set the world on fire vs the godkingemperor republican WHO WONT EVEN LISTEN TO YOU AT ALL EVER AND MIGHT KILL YOU#FOR PUTTING UP A STINK. idk if you noticed but if that evil fuck gets into office we are severely outnumbered if he gets police#n shit to go after his own citizens. letting trump win is making this battle so much harder than it needs to be.#you are choosing trying to fix the world while its exploding vs trying to fix it before it explodes at all.#what is this like a procrastination thing? you wanna wait till the last minute to try? idfgi. wtf is wrong with you#throwing minority lives away to prove a point. and then you try to tell me you care. gtfoh.#accelerationists should never be taken seriously.
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gonna try to word this as best as i can but, if you're tme and kind of stupid in regards of transmisogyny issues, you can like ... listen. it isn't that hard.
trans women and transfems as a whole are constantly doing the hard work for you, explaining why something is wrong, how you can make sure they feel safer, that Hey! This Show Is Kinda Transmisoginistic, So Maybe Don't Recommend It To Me!, etc etc, they're literally doing the heavy lifting for you, and if you truly care about them the way you say you do, you'll educate yourself at least a little
"trans women are women" in your bio isn't enough anymore
#its already fucked that we are putting the burden of educating others on them#instead of doing it ourselves#but god at least LISTEN???????#idk bitch all of us worth a dime already dropped jkr why cant you also drop rocky horror show lol it aint that big a deal#jojo barks#ignore me btw I'm not being too smart but like.... Ive seen so many ppl lately refusing to learn
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said this on tiwtter too but im seriously at my limit, people go and be all like "oh my god young people have no idea of basic internet security omggggg" and the same person will immediately make an account on t/hreads that is stealing so much data from you its basically one step away from straight up kidnapping
i get we are all desperate, i really do, but i WILL judge you if you go and sign up for the literally shittiest app on earth thats really just a flimsy disguise of a bunch of data suckers in a trench coat
use tumblr, cohost, pillowfort, (the latter two also allow nsfw) ANYTHING but that suckerberg leech i am BEGGING you
idk how accurate it is but i saw the numbers of 75 MILLION sign ups for the threads bs, what the hell are you doing, i feel like im in one of those old anti technology comics were young people just walk off a cliff en masse bc they only look at their phone and nothing else while im the old guy in a chair watching them do it
#ganondoodles talks#are people seriously this blindly signing up for anything new a big -KNOWN SHITTY AF- corporation is putting out#isnt it literally just like insta but worse#like#if you dont like tumblrs layout or whatever theres also cohost#its basically like twitter but also has features of timblr#like having multiple blogs to on account#idk man i actually feel like im going crazy#what is this#this has made me feel more old than the knowledge that lil kids are doing a flat hand gesture for phones bc all they know are smart phones#if people are ACTUALLY making that thing be the next giant “”social media“” i will not forgive them#you will not peer pressure me there#-when i say at my limit im at my limit of desperate confusion watching people do the dumbest shit but going uwu the entire time doing it-
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mr. normal over here
#idk its just so funny to me that kuwabara is the most normal out of everyone#like look at average guy over here ohhh go guy average it up!!#kurama tries to normal be but he’s just a strange guy#i dont know how to describe him#‘i smell a little LYING suspicious guy yusuke be careful’#yusuke just a freak i don’t know what else to say#the makai tournament is funnier to me because kuwabara was probably wondering…oh…what are my friends doing…sigh…#and then its fighting and bloodshed and violence for them#i know kuwabara would be doing stupid dumb stuff like the stupid dumb guy he is but this is season 4#where hes getting his smart up!!!!#hes still a silly guy#yu yu hakusho#yyh fanart#yyh#yyh kuwabara#kazuma kuwabara#seal art
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he wouldve saved every1 on titanic
#YEAH IM POSTING THIS ON MAIN IDK#GET OUT OF MY DRAFTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#no its not staying in there#yall ever just think about paw patrol? ok cause me 2#dude childhood show kinda? idk i used 2 watch it but like in the way i felt ashamed bc i was 2 old#now i just dont care#guys its dogs they r dogs i lvoe dogs i lvoe silly#sometimes u need those shows in ur life lol#do i tag..........i kinda dont wanna fill up the tags#zuma#yeah :3#thats it#mayb a lil a lil personal tag#mayb a lil#pp#yk yk??? ITS SILLY#IT#GUYS UNDERSTAND MY GENIUS BC PP STANTS 4 BOTH THE SHOW NAME & IS LIKE MY NAME?!?!?!#insane ik ik im so oooo smart#i need 2 shut up#im rambling bc im still shaky wtf#asolikhfhhhhfds
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Jean Cocteau: *puts an effect in his film that's obviously just some footage played in reverse*
Me: :0!
#idk how but he just manages to make it seem really magical#sometimes other films do it but it often looks off.. too obvious.. strange speed.. unconvencing .. whatever#but jean just makes it look so natural and smooth ?#idk if its just a perfect play back speed or just smart framing like its usually the focus of the shot and the only thing moving or what#like i know what hes doing but it still makes me go ooo#talks
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Nobody can definitively say the means which lead to the tragic ends of two such beloved public figures. Nobody can name what it was that brought the last Targaryen heir to the throne and the only daughter of House Stark together in the first place. No one knows exactly what happened, not in truth, but people can speculate. And speculate, they do.
A SONG OF INTERVIEWS AND FAKE NEWS: Retrospectives on Rhaegar Targaryen and Lyanna Stark
#rhaegar targaryen#lyanna stark#asoiaf#a song of ice and fire#pureasoiaf#if they look more minimalist than the others. thats because the magazine covers theyre based on are extremely minimalist lol#thats just how Respected Publications handle the deaths of beloved public figures#prince rhaegar is based on a princess diana cover even tho elia is definitely more princess diana or even lyanna#lyanna is partly based on a few time magazine covers and partly on the same diana cover lmao#its meant to look more true crime ish and less picture perfect nostalgia memorial#originally i was going to make article samples like i did for the arya ones and then i was like. lmao no#i could do a jon centric spread and i have a couple ideas#but i would rather he have his own set of 4 like arya#so. thus. as a result. tosses this at your feet#that being said i prefer rhaelya divorce!verse over a more book timeline modern au#bc its funny to ME#and i have written a little bit of fic for it feat stealth jonrya#but mehhh idk. id have to edit to post#this is not smart or pretty enough to throw into every single possible canon tag. i just want it out of my drafts#hewantshisedits#hewantshisposts#hewantshisaus#hewantshiscontemporaryaus
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I can't explain it in a way that doesn't make me sound delusional but. I believe in Viktor Jinx interaction part 2 Getting Worse boogaloo
#the way he's like 'we could use you here you could build for good instead of destruction' and she's like 'yknow what nvm'#like clearly he knows what she can do#and in a round about way he DID kinda sorta offer a team up#so could he keep that in mind for when he resurrects? like 'i need another scientist oh wait i know someone#who will be depressed and seconds from killing herself and also just as smart'#jayce sure as hell isn't going to team up with him. he's the one that knows hextech and clearly not on his side#but you know who else knows about hextech besides vik and jayce? jinx#jinx who is likely going to be at her lowest cause of losing isha and vander (if they really do die)#remember she expressed those thoughts of 'whether im pulling the pin or not everyone who gets close to me leaves'#idk man idk. just a thought. just putting it out there#there's still potential#its whether that opportunity will be be used in the story. if the writers will use it#either way im rooting for more parallels and/or more interaction#arcane#arcane season 2#arcane season 2 spoilers#arcane spoilers#act 2 spoilers#viktor#viktor arcane#jinx#jinx arcane#viktor and jinx#jinx and viktor#mettys posts#metty posts
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fuuuuuuck im going to get a bad grade on my english gcse jesus christ they should cancel the stupid transactional part i hate it so much like "write an article about-" KILL YOURSEKF but like this is just making me think like if i cant handle ONE exam how the fuck am i suposed to pass the rest of my gcses next year, ive studied nowhere near enough for english and im exhausted how the fuck am i going to study for more than 8 other exams and pass
#i also cant ask my parents for help because my mums english is pretty bad#and my dads is better like in speaking terms but neither of them really know english linguistics and stuff#also everyone thinks im like so fucking smart but im not and honestly i hate it when they just assume im smart and dont need any help#like i guess its my fault too for never asking for it but like im sorry idk how to ask for help bcs no one ever made me feel like i could#im sorry i'd rather do it alone and fail than ask for help and have someone (cough. my dad) yell at me how incompetent i am#idk#it just feels unfair#im suposed to be good at english#alex says shit
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re: last post: i think some of you are conflating correlation with causation tbh. like there’s a lot of neurodivergent gifted kids but gifted kids are not inherently neurodivergent, its a different phenomenon
#tbh its giving ‘’autism is NOT a disability and youre ableist to autistics if you say that’’#or like. idk i notice that a lot of nd people that are low needs are pretty shitty to nd people who have high needs#like as if to go ‘’oh THOSE people dont REPRESENT the community. we’re the REAL community because we can talk normal hehe <3’’#and i dont think thats what those people specifically are doing but idk#echoed voice#the most bizarre interactions ive had are when i mention the ableism around autism#and people go ‘’???? why on EARTH would anyone hate an autistic person? theyre so smart! id love to hang with one!’’#and im like oh you do not live on the same plane of existence as me wtf#bonus points: later that same person interacts with an autistic person and freaks out and gets pissed off#so trying to go ‘’oh Being Smart counts as being neurodivergent!’’ sets off red flags to me#bc my automatic question is just. ok how do you act around nd people that you deem ‘’stupid’’
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i also think the fact that i had such a stunted and isolated upbringing and now that im an adult all my friends are on atypical life paths (and honestly even my friends as a kid were like this too) means i find things that are usually very common life stages really interesting. like knowing someone who has a house and a wife and 2 kids (with that wife) and a job with a salary feels like meeting fucking paul bunyun to me. or hearing the kids i work with talk about graduating high school and going to college and being on a real path with that stuff is neat? or even sometimes knowing cis/het people who are like going thru that coming of age stuff that i never really experienced the way you see it in the movies bc of transness/queerness/neurodivergence. its like woah they said the name of the thing in the thing. do u know what i mean???
#this actually reminds me of one of the girls at work whose been here for 2 yrs so i feel like im watching her grow up#shes graduating hs this year and shes really smart and she always asks questions like this#like picking ur brain about your life like 'what did you feel like growing up how was your family' etc#its kinda cool#she already got a degree bc of dual credit courses and an internship lined up and im so proud of her#and theres another girl her same age who came to me last night telling me her situationship just broke her heart#and they were both talking all about their prom dresses and all that stuff and were so excited last month#like idk i guess i just find it endearing#i think part of it is also that while these specific paths are thought of as common/default#there really is so much variance in life and really truly so many people not on those paths for so many reasons#which actually does loop around to making it seem strange#like truly how many people do you really know anymore who stayed at 1 job until they rose the ranks#who got married and had kids with that person and now they live in a house in the suburbs with some dogs and cats#like who does that anymore#meanwhile i think its just cool seeing kids actually experiencing growing up but in retrospect and not as a peer feeling confused & jealous#like woah youre a girl buying a dress and getting her hair done and texting a boy thats so wild ive never done that#or woah youre taking courses to prepare for college and know what degree youre going for#i no longer feel resentment that i felt left behind during all that shit when i was a teenager#im just happy for them and proud of them
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