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I put my fleshed out ideas... somewhere? in an additional post; but I meant (and didn't say very eloquently) was that Mulder's trauma is psychological while Scully's was physical. We see him on more mental collapses over the series than Scully, whereas her arc revolves around her bodily autonomy being violated. Both are tragic; but Scully was given something back for everything CC took away from her (abduction = coma to have a goodbye from her dead father/peace, Melissa died = led her to Emily to give Scully autonomy over her daughter's peace, infertility = IVF = failure = confronting her own scientific reluctance in Amor Fati arc = alien ship healing = journey's end in all things = miracle pregnancy, etc.) Whereas Mulder's tragedies has no good thing to come from them EXCEPT closure for Samantha (his mom's suicide will always weigh on him, and his dad's "hi son" in Anasazi was butchered by Mulder learning about his Nazi dealings in Paper Clip, etc.)
Scully is able to seek help, stability, and normality regardless of her sufferings (even going to therapy when her mental health in untenable); Mulder, however, collapses far too easily without his dilapidated quest (until The Unnatural-Closure.) His trauma is psychological: being too late or too frozen or too incompetent to help others (Max in Fallen Angel, Samantha pre-show, his parents' deaths, Scully's abduction, her cancer and chip control, missing his son's birth, etc.) And his torture in S8 was never addressed, he was competently replaced by Doggett (who had a great solve rate), Scully would have been a good parent without him, Skinner/TLG advocate for his replacement (silently), etc. He had to suffer another loss-- his job, his files, to get a modicum of peace... and even that was robbed by his fear of his child's paternity. And he missed his son's birth (while Scully suffered another physical trauma with Reyes, so both had an awful time of it.)
Their tragedies are incomparable; but Mulder isn't hit hardest by physical violence while Scully is, hence her abduction/infertility being a pillar of trauma for her. For Mulder, it's psychological failure that haunts him the most.
Went on a long-winded spiel there, but I tried to consolidate it all down! :DDDDDD
thank you for this message !! so i tried to start it last night, but honestly was too tired to continue trying lol my issue isn't that i disagree with you at all, but the whole discussion ended up bringing out my anger toward the show 🤣
so i'm finding it hard to talk about their characters in the context of the show when i'm mad about the writing choices.
because. in oubilette (i love this episode), they give a minor the space to have such intense emotions after she'd been kidnapped, raped & abused. and it's SO frustrating that they make scully just bury it. i guess we can assume that because we see her go to therapy, she may go more than we see. and i think you're right to credit her more stable family background for how she's able to heal. but i just don't think being abducted for three months & having no memory and later learning you were medically raped when she was terrified to do any kind of therapy that could help her remember.
so i just don't think she ever dealt with it well, she internalized and tried to bury it and just move forward. or rather, she dealt with it by working on the x files with mulder. cuz maybe she'd eventually get some answers when she was more ready. and she'd already dedicated herself to him.
which i think is another part of the "problem" for me. because they did this with scully, and the way the show is continually about mulder's trauma, i think it just pisses me off. and like. i just can't be sure these were decisions the writers made intentionally, to be part of her character (which when i rationalize it, scully doesn't want to be weak in front of mulder, become another reason for him to feel guilty, another reason for his quest. she's strong & rational and he needs her to be okay. she wants his trust & his pride, to feel worthy. not necessarily because of anything mulder says/does but because of her own psychology & issues...) or if they were lazy & GA worked with what she had as they focused her on mulder.
ANYWAY. all this to say both of their traumas are so so bad. his lead to so much pain, abuse, estrangement and his beautiful beautiful empathy. i think i just care more about scully's because we actually ~see much more of mulder's. half the cases are about his trauma. the whole show is about his trauma. and scully's, i have a harder time talking about because medical rape is too real & scary. losing children is heart wrenching & tragic. the assaults she suffered from obsessive, crazy men are a very present fear for women. we lose people to cancer all the time and it's worse than i could ever put into words (which that aspect of cancer is more about mulder) and i just don't think a lot of that can get better exactly? it's things that stay with you even if you had a loving, stable family, even if you've "worked through it" & "healed" & manage to move forward. there isn't really a choice when a child involved. and there isn't really a choice when you're the one left behind. (not good choices anyway)
(and gods it's so frustrating the way they suck at communicating directly. they really do know each other so well that they can understand so much with looks & touches because they've learned how the other's mind works, though, clearly only to a degree because neither of them can truly fathom how the other struggles when they're abducted & there's nothing they can do except waiting & looking & praying & just doing what they have to as life keeps going because that's how the world works. BUT COMMUNICATING MATTERS. they can't rely on the other just ~getting it, because clearly they can't always get it lol)
(and oh god there's something here about the way mulder is so self sacrificial that any bodily harm that comes to him doesn't matter. and there's also something about the loss of autonomy scully faces repeatedly...)
#idk if i want to tag this lolllll#posting before i keep going when i don't actually have a ~thing to express
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the star you've longed for
#PLEASE WATCH REVUE STARLIGHT!!!!!!💥💥💥💥💥#project sekai#revue starlight#pjsk#emu otori#nene kusanagi#emunene#prsk#proseka#yuri win. i make my fav pairing fight tothe death#HAPPY EMUNENE WEEK LOOOOOL#Can i be hinestni think this sucks it took way too long cause i forgot how to draw for a week#im seeing demons and stuff. i feel more normal now. Also you may recall emu has a big hammer for revstar#thats the bottom of it the gem thing all the weapons have hers is sharp#i remember seeing meta post abt how mahiru has a blunt weapon because she never actually aimed for the lead role#rather she only wanted to be by karen's side. so her weapon wasnt capable of cutting anything in the first place#Fastforward to the movie and well LOLLLLL#though i think its funny in the movie her mace is still mostly used for i timidation againstbhikari.. bc again shes not winning for a lead#revue starlight youre neat. maybe i like revstar.#<- has been insane for 4+ years#Needed their pose to be smth where nenes weapon isnt visible because I DONT KNOW WHAT WEAPON TO GIVE HER. OOMFS HELP. I NEED A NENE WEAPON.#i thought some sort of polearm/spear/halberd etc something with range but that can be ambitious#but i feel like smth with that much footwork needed doesnt suit her.. And she cant hsve a sniper i dont think thatwould fucking work#aruru gets pistols in the revue but aruru also is Ummm well shes uhhh. [screaming] [car crash]#throwing knives would be funny wouldnt it. Put that gamer aim to use#idk if the emunene week tag is on here but i'll donit anyways#emuneneweek2024#EDIT: i have decided nene gets a rapier. its awesome. thanks for coming#tsukasa has his giant flag and i dont want to budge on that. im thinking about giving rui the throwing knives since he juggles.#it would be funny. saki + rui knife juggling
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I hate them I hope they live a happy life
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OKAY SO!!!!! HERE'S ALL THE OTHER UNIVERSES N EXPLANATIONS HEHEHE
The bologna
They never came up with a conclusion, so there's a canon branch off where they just,,, stay bologna for the rest of their lives
FISHHH
In issue 40 (which I talk about here!) Recap Kid sees all the different universes Zim and Dib are in. One of them being where they are fish
The fuuuuutureeeee
In Dibs wonderful life of doom Zim creates a simulation of Dibs adult life to try and get him to confess that he threw a muffin at him, one scene shows that Dib captured Zim. I don't think this is canon but I added it anyway
MOPINESS OF DOOOOMMMM ☹️
This almost made me cry while drawing it!!! AUAGHHHDH mopiness of doom always makes me sad omg. but this is referencing near the end where they reunite :)
Zimvoid,,,
Okay, I KNOW it LOOKS like Zib is alone, but he's not! Technically! One of my favorite headcanons is that Zib can hear Zims voice in his head because of his PAK, so technically Zim is there,,,
Some other ideas I had were a swap au and the technical "canon" ending. Also the colliding universes we saw in enter the florpus!! I didn't have enough space to fit everything in though :/
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THE USOS REUNITE WWE SMACKDOWN (OCTOBER 25, 2024)
#no useful tags just me bitching lmao#i am SO unmoved#im praying theres more to all this than them just speedrunning this reunion just so certain things can line up in time for ple shows#and so wrestling fans with less than one braincell can get the instant gratification of their favwit tag team together again 🥺#bc oh bite me lolllll#so much of this ~cinema~ is starting to feel rushed and im just hoping theres turns or angles or REASONS for it#but thats asking me to trust wrestling with carrying storylines fully and i do NOT#the things i wanted most from this story were jey getting proper acknowledgement/vindication and apology for his abuse#and explanation for why the family treats solo as they do (and then expect him to be a well adjusted adult lmao)#jey has NO reason to forgive them yet like did they buy him hallmark cards behind the scenes?#and theyve done much worse to him for much longer the new bloodline#you dont get to brag about this being the greatest slowburn long term cinema storytelling and then just....#im HOPING so bad its not just as simple as it looks i am#they keep swearing theres so many more 'innings' to this so idk prove me wrong please literally do#but that still wont make me moved by ✨og bloodline reunion✨#bc what yall mean yall are still the heels in my eyes like why do you have so many family members yall left on the side of the road#while talking about family above all and dont divide family lmao#and i get ~twin bond~ but LORD#actually that twin bond excuse is evil too#solo go bring in jeremiah since hes technically part of wwe canon too and beat their asses together actually lmao#i aint forgot jey saying something like having brothers is great but how being a twin is just different/special#like yeah sure but can you not make your other siblings sound like secondhand brothers or whatever shdhfhjf#ok im done. for now. for this post. maybe.#venting about my interests is fun for me ok#its how i process the information given to me and understand it#and also i like to bitch
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Haha I’ve got. Too many ausssss
But I did think up a new modern one. That follows the og video game plot a bit but Narinder was trapped for 10,000 years and instead of commuting a sheep genocide the bishops make all sheep have to prove every month that they’re not worshiping The One Who Waits and have no intention to free him
#I have thought up more for this but. idk maybe some other time#I will say that somehow the longer he was imprisoned the less angry Narinder became#he hasn’t really forgiven his siblings but he’s had a WHOLE LOT of time to reflect#he still doesn’t think what they did (and then what he did) was right. but he understands why they panicked and did it#also a few hundred years b4 the ‘start’ of the au he found a way to release the twins from their ‘duty’ so they were able to leave#they somehow got immortality like their momma tho so dw they’re still around#Also narilamb happens sooner#like. I’m thinking they confess when Lamb goes to sacrifice theirself (yeah they do that cause they knew that was the outcome from the#get go lolllll)#and they try to figure out a different way to free him in the end#…………….So you know how human sacrifices were usually virgins-#you’re gonna have to put the pieces together on that one#cult of the lamb#my posts#barely ever use that tag lmao#narilamb#true devotion#me: Yeah i thought of more for this but I won’t say it rn#proceeds to say just so much in the tags#like. if you want to send an ask my way or comment on this or rb w questions… 👉👈
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My birthday's in 4 days, and I still haven't narrowed down which doll(s) I wanna buy for myself.
#debating between bratz and mh#the only mh dolls im really interested in at the moment are the drac and clawd two pack#but its so pricey and the bratz collector dolls are always having good deals#i could get two of those for the price of the howliday dolls#its also unfortunate timing cuz my birthday doesnt fall on a pay week and its also when all the bills are due lolllll#i get self conscious about asking my family to buy me dolls plus i like that its a nearly fully self funded hobby of mine#but then im also like...what if i dont buy a doll? what if I buy something else but that seems blasphemous#i really want one of those retro handheld gameboys with all the prirated games on it#or i could buy a game ive been really wanting#idk!! i just like to use my birthday as an excuse for questionable financial decisions!!#text post#i was gonna put this in the doll tags but the tags became to venty#i always get angsty around my birthday
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Wsg? I'm just some random basically roleplaying as Satoru Gojo on Tumblr LOL. I'm autistic, and something known as otherkin and/or fictionkin so it just lowkey makes me happy. (i’ll also probably come on here to complain about my kin) If you have an issue, MOVE ONNNN. I'm not hurting myself or anybody else. I'm not suffering of delusions. I'm just a little funky inside so im having fun w it. If you wanna stay n hangout feel free. If you want to learn, then feel free to ask questions! I'll try n explain. no promises tho LOL
(btw THERIANS IM ONE OF YOUUUUU this acc just isn’t for it lmfao) (im not going to roleplay with you)
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both of them | charles leclerc x fem! reader x alexandra saint mleux
summary; fans think charles is cheating in alexandra after fans see his interactions with y/n, the truth shocks them even more
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yourusername: fine i’ll let him win 🙄🙄🙄 alexandrasaintmleux
charles_leclerc: i don’t??? get??? pouty????
carlossainz55: this is you everytime 😾😾 and unfortunately i have to deal with it🙄
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maxverstappen1: a lot of stuttering and blushing i must say😕😕
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charles_leclerc: maxverstappen1 stop lying on my name
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˖⁺。˚⋆˙it takes a village | CS55 ˖⁺。˚⋆˙
pairing: carlos sainz x doctor!reader y/n (she/her)
genre: social media au, established relationship
warnings: none just fluff also idk anything abt medicine nd stuff so jus ignore anything tht makes no sense lol
summary: in which you are finally ready to truly settle down and start a family with your husband after years of you both focusing on your careers
a/n: carlos i love u . let me know if anyone wants more!!
request!!!: Could you do a Carlos x doctor reader where they're married? And he's like super proud of her? And maybe even a pregnancy reveal at the end?
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(First and foremost, pls write a canon-drarry guide so i don't have to ask your opinion every time lolllll)
Maybe you talked about it but What'd you think of Draco's feelings for Harry in 6th (esp when it comes to Harry being reason for his father's imprisonment) and 7th year each and did it change or he always felt that way? You think whatever his feelings were (esp in 7th yr) were one sided (at that time) and Harry's just sort of caring and pitying him cuz he understands him and draco's miserable and there's not much on Harry's side? (It's so many ppl's theory btw)
IMO Draco had some deep feelings - idk whether i can call it love specifically or not but there was some attachment and trust and care for Harry. Even before 7th year not genuine hatred to cause him real harm at all yk....
Hahaha well that's lowkey what this blog is turning into (and I do have a drarry in canon tag). But also I love receiving asks. Neither you nor anyone else should ever feel hesitant to send me questions. It's fun hearing ya'll's thoughts.
As to your question, I think JKR wrote a 7 book drarry epic by mistake. Right from day 1 they were orbiting each other. I definitely think by 6th year Draco has some (probably repressed and unacknowledged) feelings for Harry. Those feelings are of course complicated by the fact that he and Harry are now on opposite sides of the war, Harry is virulently opposed to the ideals Draco and Draco's side stand for, he and Harry have never gotten along, and now Harry is kinda responsible for getting Draco's dad thrown in prison (and for the task of Dumbledore falling on Draco). So yeah there's definitely resentment there.
Some people have argued that Draco's attack on Harry is a way to keep him safe and send him away from Hogwarts. Personally I don't buy it. Draco is scared and angry and upset about the situation he and his family find themselves in and he takes it out on Harry in an act of vengeance. However, although what he does to Harry is violent and cruel, it's really minor given that Draco is a Death Eater. Can you imagine if Harry was left alone and helpless at the mercy of any other Death Eater? Yeah. It would not end well. Draco doesn't take things very far, waits till his Slytherin buddies are gone to make sure he is in control of the situation and things don't escalate (even though this means being left without backup and potentially getting hurt by Harry instead), and never even thinks of trying to kill Harry or turn him over to Voldemort to be killed.
(I also headcanon that while he boasted about breaking Harry's nose, inside he found that it didn't feel nearly as good as he thought it would, and indeed he feels a bit sick with himself though he ignores it. But that's an aside).
I think those merciful impulses are partly due to Draco being much more averse to violence than his family would like him to be, but also due to the complicated feelings he has about Harry. He doesn't really want to hurt him and he certainly doesn't want to see him dead. Even after the Sectumsempra incident, it is Pansy and not Draco who vilifies Harry. Draco doesn't seem to blame Harry - probably partly because he already consumed by self hatred and perhaps guilt over having tried to use an Unforgivable on Harry, and partly because he and Harry can never truly bring themselves to hate each other. Also when Harry pursued Draco and Snape after the Astronomy Tower sequence (well, really he's chasing Snape but it certainly looks like he's going after all of them) Draco makes no move to hurt him.
The next time they see each other is at the Manor in book 7. Despite the fact that last time they interacted was the Sectumsempra incident Draco doesn't hesitate to risk everything to shield Harry and his friends - even though he intimately knows the consequences of Voldemort's wrath and that he is condemning himself and his family to horrific torture at the best and quite possibly death. He doesn't identify Harry or even Harry's friends. He buys them time. He doesn't report when he sees Harry and Ron have taken their bonds off. He barely puts up a fight when Harry takes his wand. And his wand feels friendly in Harry's hand. I think all that is evidence of not just feelings but strong ones at that. What he did was an act of love.
And again in the fiendfyre sequence he completely loses control at the idea that Harry could be hurt and actually tries to intervene to save him. (Full breakdown of that sequence here).
Similarly I think Harry has more than simple pity for Draco. He's also kinda been fixated on Draco since book 1. By book 6 we get stuff like Harry getting distracted by the sight of Draco changing, getting annoyed when a girl pays attention to Draco, ceasing his investigation into Draco just because it put him at risk, lying to protect Draco from blame after the Astronomy Tower sequence, and worrying about him afterwards. And then in book 7 we get more worrying about Draco, Harry not trying to attack or speak to Draco when he comes into the cell at the Manor, Harry learning to block out Voldemort when the alternative is watching Draco get tortured - potentially to death, Harry dropping everything to rescue Draco specifically from the Fiendfyre (x), and much more. So yeah. Not one sided.
I think by book 7 Draco is in love with Harry, and by late in the book he may not even be able to fully deny it to himself. I think they both had feelings for each other - which were very complicated and contradictory and difficult for them given the circumstances, but definitely mutual and not unrequited. It doesn't mean they'd immediately be besties or fall into each other's arms during 8th year. But there's definitely a mutual attraction going on.
#asks#drarry#hpdm#Draco Malfoy#Harry Potter#dmhp#harco#h/d#harry x draco#harry potter x draco malfoy
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replying to your tags bc :3 thank you for your thoughts they're tasty and im chewing on them
I didn't think too hard but omg yes if he's a delivery/cargo escort boy then he can reasonably meet xingqiu, delivering his family's silk shipments or smth, or moving some books from xingqiu's random warehouse in qingce lolllll i also agree they'd have similar food prefs !! i think gaming would enjoy xingqiu's crystal shrimp dumplings haha he seems the type to like fresher dishes that have less like heavy oil/seasoning
about your proposal of chongyun angst 👀 wwww if you care to elaborate i'm looking very hard, i need to see our boy put in Situations!! i wonder if they meet... would cy feel deficient seeing gaming get along so well w everyone whereas he has to try so hard to keep his condition under control which limits how much he can get excited n stuff T_T I hope gaming can help him w it though </3 after all they can be boyfailures together (/JJJJJJJJ) with gaming's rather... unsuccessful lion dance monetization and chongyun's problems with exorcisms
it just with how Ga-Ming is described it sounds very similar ,obviously I would rather they be friends first but if not the angst please.
So to add on ap, chongyun’s Yang state has a variation of responses, he has tame ones like in the poetry event those are fine. It’s the chaotic ones that are a problem “he chases people around, passed out,danced on top of furniture, broken furniture, and gotten injured and he sometimes doesn’t even remember himself being in Yang state.
and then when all is said and done he still get’s told that he’s entertainment(a sign in wangshu btw), that his Yang state is the real him and the fact that his friends always seem to be giving him chilis because they think that his Yang side is better for him.
Then here comes Ga-Ming he’s good at fighting , he can dance and perform all he wants, he’s happy and cheerful without consequences, he uses a claymore, he admires Xiao as well, he’s probably friends with his own friends.
a big slap in the face that tells him “ hey, you know that Yang side of you that causes you a lot of trouble personally, yeah well seems that they prefer you that way” and boom the angst
Now I obviously I don’t think chongyun’s friends are *that mean or that they even have bad intentions but it’s always personally bothered me the language they use around him and about him idk it always feels insensitive. Not only that but the disregard of his own feelings and boundaries always bothered me. Doesn’t help that his Yang and anything related to chilis is meant for jokes. But c’mon Xiangling’s job is literally a chef her whole job is meant to be making food, she can scold people for being picky but she sometimes puts chilis in her friends food even though he can pass out like where’s the logic. At least she makes him his popsicles. this includes hu Tao also like she is a prankster and all but she takes her job seriously and one of the things she has to do is keep the balance of yin and Yang so like you’d think she’d be like “hey my friend having a pure Yang body is probably not a good thing but nah let’s prank him even though he clearly doesn’t like)
like c’mon he’s just asking for no chilis in his food it’s not hard
anyway that’s my idea basically it can also happen the opposite way with Ga-Ming being a friend who does respect his boundaries(please just one friend) and still finds way to include him in events without triggering his Yang so Chongyun hangs out with him which leads to other’s self reflection. so yeah that’s all I have.
thank you for listening.
#genshin impact#chongyun#xingqiu#hu tao#xiangling#i can’t be the only one who thinks this way#answered asks#ga-ming
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thank u @nick-cassidy for the tag waaahhh i love doing these.
1. Do you make your bed?
only when i’m at my parent’s house 😸
2. Favourite number?
17 bc i was number 17 on the attendance sheet things when i was a kid so it just stuck lol
3. What’s your job?
i am an intern at a museum which sounds way cooler than it actually is
4. If you could go back to school, would you?
IM TRYING TO LEAVE!!!!!!
5. Can you parallel park?
i am 21 and don’t have a driver’s license but thank you for asking.
6. Do you think aliens are real?
no but the moon landing IS
7. Can you drive a manual car?
no but i have deluded myself into thinking that i could drive an automatic car
8. Guilty pleasure?
narrated reddit stories LOLLLLL. omg. i also unfortunately love shitty portuguese reality tv. and vaporwave
9. Tattoos?
nope and as much as i would LOVE to get one i have an embarrassingly low pain tolerance :| i do have a nose ring if that makes me any cooler
10. Favourite colour?
any shade of blue, but especially dark blue!
11. Favourite type of music?
idk my favorite band is swans so wtv that is. i really like neofolk, house and shoegaze boooooo
12. Do you like puzzles?
yes!, i did a 1000 piece puzzle a couple months ago i love puzzles and legos
14. Favourite childhood sport?
i used to be a figure skater so. that !
15. Do you talk to yourself
monologue all day long baby
16. Tea or coffee?
tea because coffee makes me jittery but i love a good iced latte
17. First thing you wanted to be when growing up?
i wanted to be a volcanologist i was obsessed with volcanoes as a kid
18. What movies do you adore?
the wind rises, interstellar, dr strangelove, madagascar (the 1st one….), the departed,….the right stuff…so many to choose from
i never know who to tag in these lol ajksjdjd uh. @valmontheights @letsgoricciardo @jessmac566 idk !!! ur all tagged. take this as an invitation.
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20 Questions for Fic Writers
I was tagged by the lovely @haztobegood and @disgruntledkittenface. Thanks, y'all!
1. How many works do you have on AO3?
115 with 2 co-writes!
2. What's your total AO3 word count?
2,058,707
3. What fandoms do you write for?
One Direction, babyyyyy
4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?
The Second Hand Unwinds, Say Something, Fall At My Door, Leave Your Mark On Me, Find You Home
5. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?
Yes! I'm super behind right now because of school, but I do.
6. What is a fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?
I really don't know because I write happy endings, so...... probably one of the timestamps from the Don't Want Shelter universe from before they got together called A Well-Made Mistake
7. What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?
I really don't know! Like I said, I write happy endings, so I guess maybe The Second Hand Unwinds because they're both just so relieved to see each other?
8. Do you get hate on fics?
lol yes
9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?
Yeahhhhhh...... I was like what do you mean 'what kind' but idk it's pretty standard fucking imo lolllll
10. Do you write crossovers? What the craziest one you've written?
I've written a few fics for @potterdirection but I think that's it. Unless you count crossovers into the Shawn Mendes and Maggie Rogers fandoms lol
11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?
The only reason I even have a wattpad acct is to report stolen fics :)
12. Have you ever had a fic translated?
All the time! Love it! You can find my translated works here :D
13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?
Yes! A few years back, I begged some amazing writers to help do a round robin fic for @louandhazaf Nic's birthday, and we wrote Wine Not? and that fic brought so many amazing people into my life!
14. What's your all-time favorite ship?
Larry, obviously.
15. What's a wip you want to finish, but doubt you ever will?
There are so many, but I'll always come back to my robots au that will never see the light of day. It lives on in my mind!
16. What are your writing strengths?
Idk man. I'm not good at thinking of these types of answers.
17. What are your writing weaknesses?
Second halfs. The rest of the story.
18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language for a fic?
I've only ever written Louis saying like one thing in Italian and then it was just comparing Harry's to the gates of paradise lollllll but kudos to anyone who does it. I liked the way Maggie @disgruntledkittenface did the French in Darling, so it goes.
19. First fandom you wrote for?
One Direction <3
20. Favorite fic you've written?
Hard questions!!!! I honestly can't answer this. All of my fics are special to me for one reason or another.
This was fun! Tagging literally anyone who sees this and @louandhazaf @uhoh-but-yeah-alright @londonfoginacup @jacaranda-bloom @sadaveniren @dinosaursmate @phdmama @lululawrence @absoloutenonsense
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ohgosh such long post XD had to scroll down allll the wayyy /nm /pos (thanks for the tag btw!! <3)
thats.... SO INSANILY ACCURATE??? LMAOOS SIGWSH
"Don't tell me what to do."
- ͙۪۪̥˚ . I haatee when people tell me what to do.. Even though I genuinely don't know what I should do... I want to do things my way most of the time. lol
. (I've always worked things out alone, so like- Getting people telling me what to do feels kinda- uhh idk invasive? I do know that I may need it sometimes. But living with a mother who is kinda way too bossy makes me lowkey annoyed either way- lol)
Love language: sarcasm
- ͙۪۪̥˚ . I LOVE SARCASM GOSH- My humor is broken lmao
sometimes it can be lowkey annoying (especially when trying to prove a point/having serious conversations), but it can also really light up my mood, to be honest.
It is also probably because, in my country, being sarcasm is part of our humor, so... XD
. (I refrain from actually being sarcastic towards people that don't know me all that well/friends who don't find this kind of humor all that funny, though!)
Big on plans, not so much on action.
- ͙۪۪̥˚ . ...Yup. I have BIG plans, very very big plans... But never really act upon them. (っ °Д °;)っ
. (I wanna be an astronaut one day... Guess how much interest i have on science. lmao (hint: it is not much. /_ \)
*barks*
- ͙۪۪̥˚ . Mhm. :D (heheh-)
. the fact that I actually do bark in online text... (for fun:> teehee)
"not arguing, just explaining why i'm right!"
- ͙۪۪̥˚ . Yeah.. Uhm. I do this everytime I feel motivated to just burst in and explain actual valid points (not my ego talking - I actually did research and those are actual valid points.. most of the time. lmo)
. ...It... boosts my ego whenever I know I am right. :> (If I'm not.. Welp! There goes my courage to talk to people again. lolol /lh)
All the rest is very true and no need for further explanations, I think- lolllll
(I can be kinda mean sometimes.. Trying to work on that.)
teehee cosmic hand!1
no pressure tags time:>
@compressedrage @i3utterflyeffect @zkylearnstherope @zofi-persson @thelunarfairy
hey guys there's this really cute personality quiz here and i think it'd be a fun chain game :)
@kadethecat @biocrafthero @littlest-bugz @the-hydra-sys @anyone else who sees this!!
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Bias Acronym Playlist
I was tagged by @sheloveswonho (I’m sorry I know you tagged me in other things first butttttttttt 💖💖)
W - Where Does the Good Go? - Tegan and Sara
O - Olivia - One Direction
N - Nine in the Afternoon - Panic! At the Disco
W - wRoNg ft Kehlani - ZAYN
O - One that Got Away (Acoustic) - Katy Perry
O - Old Money - Lana Del Rey
I’ll tag @sevenpabosandabunchoffans @sammieboobear1100 @mochisugakookie @tonicandjins
#dont judge me for the O songs because he has three Os and i had like 4 songs to pick from#W was pretty hard because i wanted to use so many songs lolllll#again no kpop im a shit kpop blog excuse me#i was thinking of using oi by mx or ooh ahh by twice but idk i decided against kt#i got tagged
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