#idk if Any of that made sense

[chaaistained]

OMD URE WATCHING PANTHEON ???? I LOVEEEEEE PANTHEON OMG ITS SO GOOD AND SO UNDERRATED IT DESERVEs WAY MORE ATTENTION THAN IT GETS OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

HOW IS IT LIKE FOR U SO FAR ?????

wanted to wait on this ask until i was done and . what The FUCK???

what in the bloody odyssey core shit knuckles was THAT

it was SO INCREDIBLE in so many ways and i feel like there will always be a before-pantheon and an after-pantheon in my life now

it’s one of those pieces of media that reshapes the way you see the world

i felt it with avatar the last airbender when i was merely eight, i felt it again with the good place when i was seventeen, and now i’m gonna turn twenty one and i feel like i’ve relearned the meaning of the world

and that at its core, everything comes back to love, everything comes back to connection, to compassion

and the way you can feel love from all forms whilst simultaneously questioning its authenticity bcs the rate at which we evolve cannot possibly be kept up with

our minds are so much greater than any other cosmic force and yet we keep wanting more and more but at the end of it, we finally wish to regress to revisit to relive

because for every timeline that was witnessed and every apocalypse that was born from the first upload, it keeps happening, because maddie was both right and wrong, pain can and will grow smaller, but you don’t ever really forget it, it just takes a different shape

and when you have eternity? you’ll end up missing it

because the meaning of everything is love and love breeds pain

[ethannku]

TSATS SPOILERS

anyone else really disappointed by the “cocoa puffs” reveal in tsats? when nyx said that nico had children i was so sure nyx meant he had reached some sort of godlike status and had created life by himself, but then nyx went and said that she made them from his traumas and i was like oh. so they’re just her offspring and she’s calling them his for dramatic effect??

and yeah nico can control the cacodemons, but i thought that he had somehow singlehandedly created them, maybe when he was in tartarus the first time, or through his powers after jason’s death, or something, which i think would’ve been really fucking cool bc imagine nico with minor god status. sick right

[epicmarshmallow]

You can't tell me that 'As Long As You're Mine' from Wicked isn't just so Jegulus.

Reggie as Elphaba

James as Fiyero

"Kiss me too fiercely

Hold me too tight

I need help believing

You're with me tonight

My wildest dreamings

Could not foresee

Lying beside you

With you wanting me"

Regulus doesn't understand how someone as sweet and lovely as James can want him but god if he's not going to hold on for dear life.

"And if it turns out

It's over too fast

I'll make every last moment last

As long as you're mine"

He's going to cherish every second because he knows all too well how fast good things go away.

"Maybe I'm brainless

Maybe I'm wise

But you've got me seeing

Through different eyes

Somehow I've fallen

Under your spell

And somehow I'm feeling

It's up that I fell"

James isn't some dumb Quidditch jock by any means but his brains are always what people see him for. He's also a massive sap and falls hard and fast. He never thought it would be for his best friend's death eater brother but here he is. Under his spell.

"I'll wake up my body

And make up for lost time

Say there's no future

For us as a pair

And though I may know

I don't care"

They both know how this is going to end and it's not going to go well but they don't care while they're laying in each others arms. When they're both so warm and full of love. They can dream about a future where they belong.

[starbula]

@kal-elois

The first iteration of this fic was definitely more of an angry Peter that causes a scene, but I couldn't quite get an ending I liked so I scrapped it.

As for what Nebula's up to, I think she's finally living her life on her own terms for the first time, and wanted to go on dates and explore this side of herself. I saw this fic as being in the very early days for Nebula and Peter. Like Nebula still thinks Peter hasn't moved on from Gamora, Peter is only just realizing that what he's feeling for Nebula is not just friendship, etc.

[hildegardladyofbones]

Fucking love learning a new language. "Я люблю смотреть и делать искусства" "кости мои самые любимые" AMEN 🙏🙏🙏

[flowermist7432]

lately when im talkin about a media i hate (usually due to the creator) I have to ask myself "Do I actually dislike (insert thing) in the media, or would I have felt differently and enjoyed it if it was present in a DIFFERENT media" and if that answer is yes I do think this would have been fire in another project- then I have to find out what I actually dislike and put it into words. Examine my feelings/biases, etc. It helps exercise my ability to be critical without being seen as unfair.

(warning, ramble in tags!)

[oxymoronnonsense]

i'm so sick but hell if that's going to stop me from becoming a paper shredder over good omens release date announcement

[nefariouscryptid]

honestly Gwen and AJ remind me a lot of me and my older sibling, even if just on "You've moved on but I don't forgive you" terms ngl. I say this to you because I for one enjoy knowing when people see themselves in what I write

I’m glad that there’s relatability in it, even if it’s not a positive relation.

Aj was honestly right in every way to leave when he could. With as awful of an upbringing as he and Gwen had, there’s no reason to actually blame him for leaving the first chance he got. With that being said he was rather abusive and manipulative towards Gwen because that’s what he did to survive. While Gwen saw Aj as a “sister” and someone to protect and stand by, Aj was on survival mode and saw Gwen as an aid for his own benefit. The familial bond wasn’t there on his end.

…which again, isn’t necessarily his fault. But it’s really shitty on Gwen’s end. Doesn’t help that he basically worked with Michelle because his survival instincts and her predatory behavior worked great hand in hand. I say predatory in an “opportunist” way and will hurt whoever for her benefit, not in a sexual way.

Gwen as she got older can recognize that they were two abused and broken children, and lived situations very little people have, but the resentment and hurt still stay. She never forgave him, especially when they meet again and he tries to kill her.

TLDR: the familial bond was very one sided and while Aj isn’t at fault for his responses and upbringing it’s still traumatic for Gwen to have lost literally everyone she’s loved, and to learn she was never loved by her only blood relative to begin with.

[dark-eyes-under-the-golden-sky]

I won’t have time to celebrate Valentine’s Day on tumblr tomorrow because Uni is overwhelming right now, but I just want to say that I love my f/os and that I am very grateful to have them in my life and that we will spend Valentine’s Day together

[electryone-moon]

If you replace sketching with programming, I think that’s what the AI is for the tech bros.

art takes so long and its so tiring but if i dont make art for the rest of my life ill die

[midnightpia]

my eyes were in my right knee?? but my right eye had rolled out of the socket so it was just the white of my eye left. (also for some reason my eyes were an amber-y yellow rather than green?). but my iris was IN MY LEG, it was under my skin so it stuck out from UNDER my skin. whenever i looked up and down, it would slide up and down my leg to match where i was looking. it was disgusting cos it still feels like it’s moving up and down my leg. it was such a weird and unsettling dream. i also had another long weird dream before that but it’ll take too long to write about so im just making do with this one

[casscainmainly]

Jason and Cass' opposing views on murder is so interesting. Their conflict is not purely moralistic - that is to say, it's not purely that Jason thinks murder is okay, and Cass doesn't. It's their identities, their original and most fundamental worldview. Jason is a murder victim and Cass is a murderer. Yes, Jason kills people as Red Hood, and yes, Cass dies multiple times, but this never truly erases how they see themselves. Jason will always have been murdered, and Cass will always be a murderer. They are unable to fully extricate themselves from those roles, and thus will never approach life or death the same way.

[m00ngbin]

Ventish tw sui

Idk if anybody is gonna know what I mean but like sometimes I try to kill myself in my brain but I don't die cause it's only in my mind but then for a while after I feel like I really did try even if I didn't physically and it fucks me up for a little bit

Anyways there's nothing like thinking you're going to die and realizing you want to live to make you suicidal

[fearthhereaper]

HIS SMILE IN THIS SCENE

that bitter smile

the disappointment he feels

alicent's anger and displeasure is out of place

he's hurt because he is the target of it like he alone is at fault for the war starting

years of listening to his mother talk about aegon's right to rule, knowing that she is planning on having aegon sit on the throne... she's aware of what will follow her actions and yet she directs all her blame on aemond when the consequences show themselves

she began this war 10+ years ago when she actively started preparing aegon for the possibility of one day taking over the throne and now she has the audacity to blame aemond for "starting the war"

maybe this is the first time aemond sees alicent as a hypocrite, "how dare you blame me, how dare you be angry at me, when you are the one behind all this, you're the one putting ideas of succession into our heads, how dare you abandon me now"

i love alicent but i am not blind to her faults, and this is the hypocrisy and willful ignorance that she is very much capable of

blaming aemond, being angry at aemond, all the while ignoring her own role in the war

She holds love for our enemy. That makes her a fool.

House of the dragon [2.01]

[meamiki]

silly comic based on a time i struggled to read live on stream :thumbsup:

context clip compilation below ASDASDFASA

(cw for brief mention of hospitals/strokes)

[talisthighs]

I’m crying at the idea of Viktor just storming up to Jayce with his “visions.” Girl You Need Help. You Require Medical Attention

This is literally how Jayvik is talking to each other in the lab