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made it to enies lobby with my friend:)
this is a redraw. heres the original screenshot!
#wtf... art#See You Later... Sogeking...#Sogeking... blasting off Again....#like i love this screenshot so much. the entire moment is fucking hilarious but this screenshot is just Good#um/ it feels unfair to tag sanji(just his stilts) and usopp(nothing but a booger in the mddle of the screen). so i wont. LMFAO.#idk its late im too sleepy to do my usual tag rambles and i did this all in one sitting and dont want to look at it anymore#one piece art#straw hat pirates#roronoa zoro#zoro#one piece zoro#cat burglar nami#nami#one piece nami#tony tony chopper#one piece chopper
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[<==PREV PAGES] [NEXT PAGE==>(not out yet.wait a year.or maybe more.imagine.]
saw alot of comments on prev pages; saying 'i HATE that mean teacher! im gonna FIGHT HIM!!' & i LOVE the energy!! it WOULD be nice. to have that catharsis. but the story of young tidestrider is Not one of catharsis. it is a story of being so small and so special and sucking so bad.
#jrwi fanart#jrwi show#jrwi riptide#gillion tidestrider#GONNA START FORMATTING MY COMICS BETTER. W THE PROPER 'PREV' 'NEXT' LINKS#REALLY DIDNT EXPECT TO CONTINUE THIS SERIES BUT AAAUUUHH MY BRRAAAIN MY BRAIN IS SO IDEASSS. I HAVE 3 OTHER PAGES SKETCHED OUT#NO PROMISES ILL FINISH EM ANY TIME SOON OR EVER. MY WHIMS ARE THEIR OWN BEAST AND I ONLY DRAW ON MY WHIMS#THAT BEING SAID IF U COMMISSIONED ME ILL GEEETT TO YOUUU IM SORRYYYY. ART IS AN EMOTIONAL RELEASE FOR ME N BABY I HAVE EMOTIONS.#ESPECIALLY ABOUT GILLION TIDESTRIDER CHAMPION OF THE UNDERSEA HERO OF THE DEEP.for the desc here i put smth that i typed up in the tags of#another thing i made. i gotta make a proper Baby Gillion tag or smth. eventually.. eventually...I LOVE DRAWIN THIS LIL BABY GUY..#i also LOVE depicting the teachers as just being so fuckin mean. ofc theres variation in that. just like in all things.like the teacher her#idk if itll be mentioned but the octo lady is named Ms Octburn.an octopus pun based off the name of an actual councilor i had#when i was in elementary school i got bullied alot but teachers never did anything. i hated adults and didnt trust them.#but this councilor o mine was so genuinely sweet. i remember spending alot of time w her. she doesnt work there anymore.#but that one school adult that actually earns ur trust and is there for you when they can be.its SO important for a child i think#i hope she knows how much she helped me.youll see in the next page that ms octburn isnt perfect either.but she tries. they all try.somehow.#ALL these comics are gonna be inspired by somesorta experience o mine in the school system. school is so fucked up u ever thing abt that#AND GILLIOOOOONNN IN THE MOST FUCKED UP LITTLE SCHOOL OF ALL. MAINTAINED BY A CULT. CENTERED AROUND HIM. OUR CHOSEN ONE#I IMAGINE ALOT BANKS ON HIS SUCCESS. THIS IS THE WORLD. THE WHOLE WORLD. THE PROPHECY IS GOING TO COME TRUE N UR TELLIN ME#THAT ITS THIS LITTLE IDIOT THATS GONNA BE SAVING US? WHAT IF HE FAILS. IF HE CANT GET THIS RIGHT THEN HE WILL FAIL AND WE WILL DIE#WE NEED TO TRAIN HIM. WE NEED HIM TO LEARN. AND TO SUCCEED. OR ELSE WE'RE DEAD. WE'RE ALL FUCKING DEAD. I IMAGINE THAT MUST BE STRESSFUL#in other news i hope ppl actually giggle when they read these. they ARE intended to be comical. dark humor or whatever. like its also sad#this is intended to be a sad comic series. but a funny one too. does that make sense? god i hope so.saw some1 say they had flashbacks-#-reading this. like YES!! THE INTENDED EFFECT!! YOU GET ME!! i love seeing ppl get upset on this lil baby boys behalf. i LOVE seeing ppl-#-wail n weep n cry in the comments. i LOOOVE seeing ppl RELATE to baby gillion. and i love letting u all know that this wont be a happycomi#gillion gets his happiness arc in the actual show. this series is one of unfortunate events. teehehehe. do u guys remember that show#i keep listening to the lil songs from A Series of Unfortunate Events for inspiration. GOOD STUFF!!#anyway uuhh uhh thats all i got in my brain. for now. feed me ur comments give me ur input i NNEEEEEDD THHEEEMMMM
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went to post this on twitter but i didnt wanna get banned . crazy that u can scrape my entire lifes work and i cant even tell u to die over it <3
#im just so ........#grips fists#i feel Helpless#i hate feeling like the people i know are receding further and further Away from art communities and the public because its so#painful right now#to be posting art :(#it just IS.#and to the motherfuckers in Toyhouse doing this like... i cannot stress enough how much if u called me rn i would tell u to die 2 ur face#i just... cant pretend like im Okay with u being anywhere Near the same space as me anymore <3#there are people i Hate on an individual level and#i still want to see them eat. just not at my table#but to everyone who Scrapes Art. I want you to Die <3 ....#you value having pretty little image and serving yourself over the grief of millions of artists#to the point where you break into Our spaces where we trust that we're at least safe from *you* motherfuckers#and take Even More ...#youre fucking#selfish and greedy#truly an embodiment of every fucking sin#unable to fucking Help Yourself ?#imagine if all of these people were like. contributing to society.or. idk. DRAWING#the Waste it generates stresses me out to no fucking end too#like you will literally harm the entire human race for Yourself#i Hate you . I Hate you so Wholly#I hate Everything you are and Everything you have done to me and Everything you have done to my community and my peers#yeah. i want you to Die. The same way i want a politician to die.#no human Deserves death <3 but i still want you to <3#annnyyywaayyyyyss#i wont tag this as my art LMFAO its basically a fucking#vent post#i just HAD to get my feelings out cuz genuinely every time i talk about this with my friends it
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LAY DOWN
#idk how to feel abt this one anymore. anyway#shaperaverse#the posthuman war#marjolein shaperaverse#uncle raven#postie war#I NEED A MOMENT#I KNOW THAT I WAS SOMEONE#IF ONLY I COULD GET MY GRIP#AND MY FINGERNAILS DONT CRACK AMD BREAK#I DONT THINK I WANT TO DROWN#IM FLAILING SPLASHING LOSING GROUND#JUST GIVE ME SILENCE#I WONT GOOOOOOOO I WONT LAY DOWN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#paul shapera#MARJO I LOVE YOU SO MUCH FOrever#reference i used was self portrait with death yeah#truly one of the most fuck ass paintings ever#shaperaverse fanart#art tag
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i've always had this weird sense of shame abt self reblogging my own art from my art blog ( @saturnsmelliott ) but like i fully don't care anymore i have some cool shit on there w not many notes so i'm gonna queue a bunch of them in a row okay dhgfkjfdh
i'll give some little commentary on some of them in the tags idk
#mine#like i draw for myself these days#so i dont give a shit rly anymore but idk!#why not share the stuff im proud of? :o}#but yeah be warned#it's on a queue so it wont be like all at once but yknow.#whatever dgjfdh#they'll be tagged as ''srb'' so if you're a huge hater just filter that for a day or two#*im reblogging 2 things instead of queuing because theyre a companion piece and i want them together lol
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looking on at the ✨hype✨ about last stage like
#i wanna be excited about it too!!!!! lemme in~~~~~~~~~~#maybe it’s just bc i didn’t listen to the ‘loid version on the koishiteru album but i think im not as excited about it as i should be lmaooo#on jp twt there are fans screaming about last stage and i. feel kinda left out ngl??? fomo’s hittin’ like a truck and idek w h y#but me? im just clinging to meoto to ✨carry on✨#idk why but it kinda sounds like that song aka***ki enstrs sang to beat r****ts to a pulp in the anime#i dont even like enstrs anymore so idk why that song was the first thing i thought of when i heard the preview help#in any case!!!!! i hope the rest of the new songs get mvs!!!! especially meoto!!!!!!!!!!!!#going by the love chuchuchu(chu! kawaikute gomen—) im p sure that’s gonna be the moge mv lol#wont be surprised if their outfits in the mv are the same ones that they’re wearing in the moge-ilustrated album standees…#if that is indeed how the oshi no mahou mv is gonna go… all of you will now owe me tree fiddy >:) if not nothing happens idk#im very much looking forward to seeing where the completely new direction of upcoming lxl songs is gonna take us though#(p r a y i n g for lxl falling for each other in 4k hd p ls—)#g o d i should really get some sleep my innate state of crabbiness is creepin’ in the tags here too aaaaaa
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Proposal; into the Yeuniverse
During the scene with Angstrom Levy when Invincible is placed through numerous portals he falls into different universes that all have Steven Yeun as an actor/voice actor.
So imagine Mark fighting through the Walking Dead while the group watches.
Rick: "He sounds familiar."
Mark in Tuca and Bertie world.
"Things have calmed down. But why did this one bird give me a picture of myself as a gift."
Into Nope:
"Giant threat? Easy target."
Into Voltron
"Owwww"
oooh thats cool :00 imagining steve from trollhunters and avatar wan meeting mark 😭 mark would probably think avatar wan is SO SO SO cool which is understandable cause. Dude is Literally the avatar!!! but mark meets steve and hes like “this steve guy is lame ://“
#invincible#mark grayson#should i tag everyone else thats mentioned ?#i probably wont#but uhhh i think ill just tag#avatar wan#idk how to tag steve tho. i still love him#wait was his name even steve?!#whatver its ntot like i. care.#does anyone even know trollhunters anymore i dont see people ever talk about it anymore#steven yeun
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hello <3 before I go to bed I wanna just offer a lil expansion on Ingvar's scars ! in his bio i mention that the extent of what the venatori / imperium did to him was . a lot. but a visual is almost better than a description so uwu (also.....old man tiddies. hehe.) The bottom row is a closer look at his eye ?? what happened there is short of a miracle that he kept it at all, and realistically, he wouldn't likely have his right eyebrow at all, but alas.... this is da:v character creator jfjdsjfd SO YKNOW. but yes! he's completely blind in his right eye and has like, almost chronic pain because of the nerve damage he sustained (but he ofc mostly just keeps that to himself, though you might catch him like.... wince.. or move a little slower than he ought to if he were not in pain like he tends to act like he isnt)
#( ooc )#( images. ingvar )#tw torture#tw burns#idk how to tag things anymore :( I am........ old.....#but yes... he. him... it is heem...#i just think hes neat#thinking abt how they burned the soles of his feet too <3 so walking sucks sometimes and#that might actually doubly be why he hates elven styled armor jgjjgfdjJFJFJ#..... also thinking about how da:v devs are cowards..... let me give my character body hair#aint NO WAY this man is bare. NUH UH.... NO... HES GOTTA BE HAIRY... is2g#this man is dad that works out but wont say no to a cookie shaped#he put on so much weight after he got free from the venatori ... like thats gOOD. THATS SO GOOD...#hes just. getting older now as well so hes a lil shaped different than he used to be nodnod#less V and more I I if yk what i mean fjfjsdj#.....all that was unrelated. dont mind me.
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maybe i should just be grateful he didnt full on block me everywhere
#but... does it matter when he doesnt even talk to me..#im like mentally and emotionally blocked lol#im trying so hard not to spam him w messages and get myself actually blocked#but i wanna die#i dont understand how he can just .. not care abt me#i really need to get over this but idk how#i need to start accepting that my blog is my ONLY friend#and i need to talk to my blog as i want to talk to a friend#then it wont matter anymore if ppl come and go#bc my blog will always be my best friend#i need toget ober the avpd shame of like damn i posted this and got 0 notes#bc i dont post for notes#in fact the less ppl who follow and see the better bc getting attention is scary#but im like wow if someone sees this theyll think im a loser#but i dont actually care!!!#anyway i wanna send cat pics to someone#and he doesnt wanyt my cat pics anymore#so i should like make a tag on my blog which is my real friend#and share pics of my cat whenever i want#thats good too bc then i can save it as memory on my online diary#^-^!!!#but bc of childhoos neglect i have this compulsive need to share things WITH a person#anyway i need to get over that#im sad bc i miss HIM as a person but also that i could share things w him#but yeah... whatever!!! i should be happy he hasnt blocked me. yet.... :(#and i need to be careful and not give into the urge to message him and be like umm why dont j care i miss u helloooo#bc then he willblock me and yeah i cant dealwith that :((
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talking to new people I just met is way too hard and exhausting. I prefer to follow each other online for a while first and watch them, get to know them from the side, develop a script/manual of how to talk to or interact with them, and already know the essentials in order to skip the small talk phase. going straight from stranger to trying to talk to someone is overwhelming and difficult. I can barely function in conversation without having a script for someone. but making a script for people takes SO LONG. so it can also become exhausting, especially if you are missing essential pieces that person doesn't easily give you.
#does this make sense? not a physical script but like a mental note of how someone works and how you should work with the#m#and before someone once again tells me i shouldnt do tbis and should “be myself” why dont you find my user manual on how to do that#i dont think i came with one. so this is all i can do or i wont interact with anyone ever#lee rambles#is this a lee thing or an autistic thing#autistic#autism#actually autistic#tag anyway because idk#also doesnt help that i barely do social media anymore and dont watch people to get to know them to pick out who i want to “meet”
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being evaluated for adhd by having one of those full psych evals that last like two hours. scared frightened etc.... last time i took it i lied extensively bc i was 13 and thought they might tell my mommy if i said i had suicidal thoughts. and i still have a habit of lying to therapists bc i'm embarrassed......... AGH idk. what if i take it and they tell me that the reason im Like This is bc im genuinely just weird and shitty and not bc im mentally ill at all. SCARED
#which is dumb bc i have been formally diagnosed with multiple mental illnesses i dont think they can just take it back right?????#this is so stupid and cliche but what if i have been faking it........ all along........ Argh.#when i was in res i was put on adderall (bc the house psych just kind of experimented w meds LMFAO) and i had to go off them after like#two weeks bc it was affecting my appetite in a way i couldnt afford at the time lmao. but i do genuinely feel like it helped during that#time.... which is why i want to go on it again!!!! but im scared theyll just be like nah and i wont be able to take any of my meds anymore#is that crazy. am i being crazy rn. idk i truly do think most of my experiences w school and like. life could be explained by adhd and#when i was a kid they thought i had it but the two meds they tried didnt work for me so they just. kind of gave up#and i was really extremely unable to do school and graduated hs w an insanely low gpa and then dropped out of community college. LMAO. not#that people w adhd cant be good in school i just couldnt make myself do homework and couldnt listen in class bc i was too busy focusing on#listening. if that makes sense#IDK. idk. i know it's become like. a trend to have adhd is the issue and everything is being attributed to having it so im worried that ive#like. accidentally fallen in w that? even though ive thought i had it for forever and everyone has been like girl do you have this. IDK!!!!#idk. idkkkk im just like. genuinely scared. it's not the end of the world if im not diagnosed obviously but that means that#im just like this for no reason at all. and there's no way of helping it bc it's just the way i am. and i actually am just shitty n lazy.#epic. which incidentally is the proper name for how fucking long these tags are my bad. if you read this far sorry for being insane 👍
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i love love love the way you draw gorgug!! you give him so much personality :)
ouhhh omg thank u so much 😭😭 he’s my favorite bad kid so i tend to overthink a lot when i draw him haha but im really glad u like the way i draw him :’)
#‘gorgug from fh’ WRONG. he is actually my oc#out of all the bad kids hes actually the hardest one for me to draw#which is painful cause hes my fav but its ok we ball#i have so many hcs so if i draw him different every artwork uhh it is what it is#my thought process when i draw him is like ok yeah he’s cool but like#hes also so lame 2 me#i cant make him look too cool .. . . i wont allow it#sometimes i gotta reign it in guys#glasses gorgug is so real to me Btw#so funny to think abt tho. glasses goggles And headphones#where do u keep all that….#i forgot what the original purpose of these tags were i just like talking about him#bro i still havent figured out the logistics of his tusks#idk how to do certain shorthands for mouths anymore cause im always like.#where do the tusks fit into all this.#and i really enjoy rendering eyes so the fact that goegug is js so ⚫️⚫️ is so funny to me#i cant spell but im not writing that tag again#ill stop here HAHAHA#thank u anon <3#asks
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trying to decipher if the overwhelming dread & Thoughts are cause of the state of the world or cause i need a shower.
vent post in the tags. idk. do whatever 👍
#sorry bros im about to ventpost in these mf tags 👍#im so fucking tired man. im already suicidal to begin with but the Everything happening is making it Worse. Yippe Yahoo Hooray.#therapy in a week though so ive got that at least.#this is the worst time of year for shit to go south.but Uh Oh saying that makes me feel like a selfish fuckass because other people -#- have it worse. like. god fucking damn. i get Extra suicidal around september -> march range sure. but other people are literally suffering#like as we fucking speak. and ive done fuckall to help cause i dont know HOW to help. but thats not a fucking excuse#im just being comfortable in my lazy ass depression spiral cause im a selfish fucking prick. “i cant spare the energy to vett things”#other people are fucking dying and im over here like “noo im too tiwed :( i cant do anyfing so im not gona do anyfing cuz im wazy and tiwed”#what the fuck is wrong with me lmao. knowing me im not gona change shit anyway despite fucking complaining about it cause im just. fucking#Like That.#idk. i was reblogging some of those “hold in there dont kill yourselves” posts cause like. yk. suicide bad or fucking whatever. but someone#on this site said something along the lines of “ok but how many people reblogging/posting these told jews to kill themselves” and like.#i dont know. i dont fucking know dude. so i guess im not reblogging Those anymore.#theres bigger issues out there and here i am focusing on some queer people who might kill themselves. idk. i should just join them yk#cause i never fucking focus on the bigger shit cause “i dont know how” and “i dont want to make things worse so i just wont do anything” so#im not doing fuckall other than just being part of the fucking problem here.#i should probably just delete social media for a while and see from there.#or just fucking drink about it thats the other option. its worked for me before (lie) so i may as well do it again am i right#im sorry i never like. boost gofundmes or fundraisers and shit i just.#i dont have a fucking excuse. im just a lazy fucking bastard in my own stupid fucking comfort circle.#“oh no seeing that people are dying makes me uncomforyable :(” ok well people are fucking dying you self absorbed douchebag. why cant you#get off your stupid fucking ass and do something. get a job so you can fucking help people or *something#its not like you have to pay rent and shit.#<- all about myself. cause yk. self centered douchbag. hooray.#i dont pay rent and i dont have to pay for my own food. i still live with my parents. im fucking useless to society so i may as well get a#job and send the money i dont fucking need to somrone who DOES need it. but here i am.#in.my stupid fucking bed til noon cause “the world is scary and jobs are hard :(”#its fucking retail. retail isnt as fucking hard as like. construction and shit but here i am anyway “unable” to do shit.#i fucking could if i just fucking ballsed up and put up with shit. but no. here i fucking am going “nooo i should just kill myself instead”#vent post
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mad w power rn
#i am following crashsune academys 3d character modelling tutorial playlist#i tried to just do a cadaver turnaround in this style but then i got annoyed so im just winging it while kinda following the base they#provided. i fear the boots r way too high poly i hope they wont stand out ... i just got excited bc i was like. actually able to do that on#my own likee i modeled them yk. very exciting stuff#but the original shoes r like. far simpler. they were like 9 sides or something#i got annoyed abt cadaver bc of the skirt idk how to make a long skirt work with like. the bones and stuff... wuthout it being weirdness...#my true hearts wish is to do scientist but ill experiment w cj first bc ill feel less bad if she looks a bit wonky JKDBKAJBFW#Now im allowed to add my tags and tumblr wont try to scare me. ok#'is this gonna be another cj in his underwear' IM SORRY!!! I JUST IMAGINE IT WOULD LOUNGE AROUND IN UNDERWEAR ALL THE TIME ITS NOT MY FAULT#if i can figure out how to give it a long skirt and still be able to walk without being weirdness i will be doing that. or i can just put#her in pants i never put it in pants anymore. its always just black turtleneck + dress overtop. and the reason is bc shirt w dress overtop#is My main outfit ever. sry. sue me. lock me up. take me out back and shoot me
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my best friend isn't talking to me as much anymore, and I feel like we're distancing.
We don't hang out anymore like we used to.
we don't call. (we used to facetime each other every other night)
We don't message each other as often as we used to.
she only wants me when she has no one else. and I'm not doing that anymore, and she's using me.
I'm not gonna let her use me anymore.
I do talk to her when I'm on the bus in the mornings. Most of the time, I'm tired and don't want to talk. I do listen to her, though
next month she's moving house and when I go into college in September she won't be on the bus.
the last thing i want to say is:
I still call her my best friend.
#i dont know what to tag this#shes changed#shes moving house and after she moves i wont see her as much anymore.#i loved her. (platonically)#i loved her hugs.#i dont know what im gonna do without her#i feel like were distancing#but im gonna listen to my mum and not let her use me again#im not very sociable so i guess thats why i feel like were distancing#idk 🤷♀️#does this make sense?
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I don't know what to say... everyone got a happy ending except the people who actually wanted a real revolution and had a cause for it... but it's not like we had much of their opinions on this I guess... also no final lez sex scene... tragic
#the man silver is looking for is thomas i know it..... thats why flint wont kill him..... he will pop out with the i know where thomas is#flint and co being down to guerrilla tactics.... OH JACK MADE IT SKFJSKSJSK#silver realising that he did this tantrum that broke their crew apart for nothing cause flint really wangs madi alive.... DUMBASS#you know what i think the change between season in centering mostly everything around silver instead of flint kinda diminishes the causes#for billys grievances and betrayal and kinda descent into madness lmao bc his problem is with flint but it kinda is blurred in the distance#idk billy is very against flint and so was silver but the moment he got close to him those issues disappeared almost completely bc#novody complains about flint anymore... its just billy in the background and he just sounds petty#and then with silvers betrayal of flint bc of madi is just not deep enough like yeah your wife but that relationship is not developed...#and silvers relationship with flint actually is so it doesnt make sense#fistfight on the crows nest.... wow.... and billy drowns again!!!#is jack going to fight the governor HE IS GOING TO DIEE!!!#YEAAAAAH TWO AGAINST ONE KILL HIM!! FLINT KICK HIM WHILE HE IS DOWN!!!!#madi is alive my god..... silver was gon a end it all real quick#we could have done this before with twice the men but alas...#why is everything so eerie what is going on.... what is going to happen#MY GOD!!! FLINT IS MAKING ME CRY WHE IS HE SMILING AND PLEADING!!!! MY GOD!!!! FLINT YOU NEED TO MURDER HIM#EXACTLY WDYM THIS WAS ALL FOR NOTHING!!! CASTING IN THE DARK FOR SOME PROOF THAT YOU MATTERED AND FINDING NONE!!!#THE FUCKING TREATY MADI WOULDNT ACCEPT!!! SILVER YOU ARE NOTHING!!!!!#of course thomas was there....#silver i hate you but that was beautiful#them gaying out in the middle of the field akdbakns the soldiers just 🧍🏻♂️#you didnt betray her until now but it is literally the thought that counts#billy STILL ALIVE ajdjajj he is younger and more beautiful i told you.... he is unkillable#Featherstone as governor??? ajshaksjaiajwkqqjwkjwkakwkwwkwksa#look how happy max is ajdhaksjak YEAAAAHHH#jack that is a woman..... also ANNE AND JACK THE LAST PIRATES YEAAAHHHHH#THE PIRATE FLAG YEAAAAHHHHH#max and anne are smiling all the time now bc they get their pussy eaten on the reg.... it is true#talking tag#watching black sails
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