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#toxic 3363 yaoi i can always count on you#this is getting too funny#idk how but i’m not even mad#it’s the end of the season#max already won the wdc#let the girls fight#max verstappen#george russell#f1
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atp i would snort reeve tuesti fic like cocaine.
if anyone knows any fics that put reeve through the blender like “Son” by She_sees_in_the_dark or “Through Another’s Eyes” by CorsairOriginal—
i need to see that man under enough pressure to make a diamond crack. For my health.
#reeve tuesti#ff7#ffvii#txt#nah if anyone’s got fic recs PLEASE slide them my way#even if you’re like ehhhhh it’s not exactly what OP was thinking#because i WAS NOT JOKING ABOUT SNORTING REEVE FIC LIKE COCAINE. ITS GOTTEN TO THE POINT WHERE IM CONSIDERING SYNTHESIZING MY OWN REEVE FIC#LIKE WISH DOT COM CRACK. ALIEXPRESS CRACK. THE KIND OF CRACK THAT MAKES YOU RECONSIDER YOUR LIFE CHOICES.#fluff is great and all mad respect to our confectioners in fandom#but i think i’d actually suck dick to feed the part of my brain that needs to see Reeve pushed to his limits#comedy is great too love me some comedy. but yeah i’m fiending for reeve fics and i don’t think that’s even an exaggeration.#*deep breath* SO IF ANY REEVE TUESTI FIC WRITERS ARE OUT THERE LISTENING#IVE GOT 50 BUCKS AN ENGINEERING DEGREE AND I WORK AS A FIRST RESPONDER.#hit me UP#stg ill answer any question you have abt those topics.#idk if i’ve made it clear how desperate i am for reeve fic#I’m writing some reeve fic myself but i’m not a particularly fast writer when it comes to fiction#OH#i can also draw! the pfp is my work but that was like a rly short thing#not exactly representative of my full abilities.#so if you want to see what some of my high effort work looks like hmu i do digital and traditional.#i’m dead serious abt all of the above. i’m kind of broke so i got maybe 50 $ a month to drop on this at most.#but everything else is a free resource baby.#hi you’ve made it to the end! thanks for reading my deranged tags#i’m clinically unwell about reeve tuesti.#anyways live laugh reeve!
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girl not to start anything and i don’t want y’all to take this the wrong way but . i don’t see the hawkahy at all like with most ships even if i don’t like / ship it personally i at least see the chemistry but with hawkahy i just don’t 😭
#like ??? hawk flirting with father mulcahy has always just seemed like a platonic oh this is funny because it’s a priest . like my flirting#with him is a joke#like i’m trying SOOO hard to put on the hawkahy glasses here and i cannot see SHIT#how mad would y’all be if i said they don’t even seem like they’re that close as friends 🏃♀️💨#they feel like they’re class besties . like how in highschool you’d have someone you’d always interact with in class and maybe nod to in the#hallway but never interacted with outside of that#THATS the energy hawkahy has to me#i’m not saying any of this to be mean like hawkahy objectively not a bad ship . there’s nothing wrong with it and if you ship it#good for you#this is just me PERSONALLY#i’ll still make hawkahy edits if y’all request them but idk idk idk#mash#mashposting#m*a*s*h#mash 4077#mashblr#hawkeye pierce#hawkeye#father mulcahy
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i have GOT 2 hear abt ur shiro experience
ALRIGHT. BE FOREWARNED it’s VERY embarrassing. I was young and stupid and homophobic by extension of living in a Christian conservative household. I was very sheltered, had extremely limited internet access- only being able to google images with permission at that time. so this is a recipe for disaster since I had no way of knowing the inevitable.
I was a BIG Voltron fan back when it was new. It was was what? 2016? 2017? Who knows. I was around 11-13 and emotionally stunted so. Shiro was my favorite character ever I loved him so much he was so so cool and the best!! I had a silly little crush on him, it was a whole thing. I made him and the rest of the cast on Tomodachi Life. I was serious about him, obviously.
When I was watching the latest season, there kept being flashback sequences where Shiro was remembering things and at one point there was some other guy in his home just arguing with him over something and I was like???? Who’s that?? Why is he mad at Shiro?
My parents suddenly stopped the show and was like “Oh no. I cannot believe this. They made Shiro a homosexual. Children, we can’t watch it anymore. Shiro is a gay man.”
It was his fucking boyfriend. I was so sheltered I didn’t even know what a mlm relationship looked like.
And I was like “HE’S GAYYYY?!?!!!” and straight up started BAWLING- I ran straight to my room and started ripping fanart I made of him out of my sketchbook and tore it to pieces and threw it around my room. This took like 30 minutes to do and I cried the entire time. My younger sisters were just. Following me to see my mental breakdown. Thanks girlies.
I scrambled to find our 3DS and booted up Tomodachi life and deleted EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THE CHARACTERS OFF MY ISLAND. this took at least 20 minutes to find everything and actually do that and I cried the entire time. Like sobbing and bawling because how could they make my favorite character gay. Now I couldn’t love him bc I was. A girl…
My parents tried to comfort me like “it’s ok, he isn’t real. He’s made up”
And I kept just crying. I was inconsolable. I bemoaned about how terrible Adam was (his boyfriend) for ruining my favorite character and my parents were like “ok strawbby we’re gonna get in a circle and pray for you and Shiro.” Bc they genuinely didn’t know what to do.
It was so pathetic omg I calmed down eventually but what was that about guys 😭 I found random pieces of poorly drawn Shiros around my room for a couple years after that.
I never got to finish Voltron but frankly hearing how it ended maybe it was for the best. I’m not homophobic anymore but I heard it sucked.
#Adam didn’t even get any screen time beyond the flashback. he died offscreen apparently.#I’m a lesbian don’t get mad at me guys love is love#sorry idk how long this has been in here. the internet is rlly bad and I was just looking for something in my settings
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Every so often I think about the proshipper I saw who defended proshipping in FNaF by saying “One of the biggest ships is literally necrophilia” (talking about Jeremike)
Michael Afton is a consenting adult, actually. They both are. (In most/almost all Jeremike) Literally completely different from whatever you are doing. Please knock it off.
#proshippers dni#I do not know how to spell nercophilia#I hope I did it right#idk if I should tag this with the usual stuff#I’m not even a huge shipper in fandom but I’m still mad about this
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“you didn’t say anything tho” IM TOO SCARED TO
#i’m not even a mean person#genounely#like#you can walk all over me#and that’s a bad thing#i shouldn’t let people#but i do#i can’t do arguments#i can’t stand up for myself#it’s pathetic#but idk how to fix it#im so scared of conflict#and people being mad at me
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wrt dean hitting sam and how its obviously something with an established history of happening from the way sam acts about it (‘you satisfied?.. guess not’ ‘take a swing’ etc). i personally think this has been a pattern in their life pretty much forever. wait i ended up saying way more in the tags im gonan make another post i think
#the thing with sam and dean is also that since they were so neglected a lot of Relatively Normal older sibling behavior becomes something#different. like take in a very supernatural christmas. dean gets mad at sam and starts yelling at him to shut up#and it’s discomforting to watch!! no one is telling dean to stop or in any way contradicting the messages hes giving to sam and ur like.#christ!! but that’s like. Pretty Normal older sibling behavior i think. i was never really the kind to fight with my siblings when they were#kids like that but tons of peoples older siblings beat them up for fun when they’re like 8. but it just becomes different#with sam and dean - because dean does have all the power in a way older siblings dont normally bc usually you and ur sibling are still both#the KID. you know? whereas deans given an authority of fan. idk. deangirls like to talk about dean playing a parental role#if you subscribe to that you have to even more so admit that the way he treats sam becomes very fucked#and i’m not blaming dean for this when he’s a kid. cause how’s he meant to know better and also this is probably how john acts he’s learning#it from someone#but as he gets older? i just reckon it doesn’t ever change. he never learns that it’s unacceptable and sam always lets him treat him The Way#He Does In Canon so he just never changes. and what started off kind of as normal siblings antics quickly shifts into something entirely#different. especially as in canon when dean hits sam its usually like a punishment. after sams gone out of his control. or its to take out#his own anger. which is SO fucked up. and this most definitely was happening before canon#spn#oliver talks#sam & dean
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Maybe Leon’s design makes me mad because I’m just jealous of him. Maybe he’s gotta be put on the gender envy list
#resident evil#sorry I’m like. still obsessed/confounded by Leon#also the other characters on this list are geralt and Adam Jensen so. idk what that even says#but also Keith v*ltron#got the whole range of masculine expression here#so like after realizing how pure and honourable and ignorant of the horrors re2 Leon was#his design is STARTING to make sense to me#but why did he REMAIN that pretty looking even after experiencing the horrors and trauma.#so I’m still mad/confounded#is it to say that despite the horrors and trauma he holds fast to his ideals? probably…#is his awful sense of humour a coping mechanism? probably…#also another point of jealousy/anger is that he’s like if a woman and a man had a baby (gender meme)#if you remember how last year I was like. Leon’s a she/her#it’s so insane how I’m reading so much into a pretty basic video game man protagonist#but why does this guy HAVE IT ALL and also have the worst time of his life!
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anyone remember the qsmp black box recording of the french plane pilots where one of them randomly drops a “monseigneur” into the conversation . instead of the far more normal “monsieur”
#i’m not mad or anything i’m just sorta dumbfounded at how that even happened in the first place LOL#bc iirc the people VAing the pilots seemed to speak fluent french . and literally everything they were saying made sense and sounded like#coherent french . but then the monseigneur gets dropped and im like . how did we get here like even if you were using an automatic translato#surely it would give you ‘monsieur’ and not ‘monseigneur’ . which technically means ‘sir’ but like in an old fashioned nobility way .#it’s the equivalent of calling someone ‘lord’#maybe i missed something ? in the context of the recording ? that would imply that high status somehow ??#but idk it took me SO off guard when i first heard it 😭#jay rambles
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Now, I can handle ppl joking around with me, teasing me etc like that’s fine, it’s all well and good, but when their joking involves acting like they are mad at me, or annoyed with me, or don’t want me around them, that is something I cannot handle. You are seriously messing with my anxiety at that point and I will honestly start thinking that you truly do hate me and have just been disguising it as a “joke” this whole time and then I will spiral into stressing over every interaction we’ve ever had and over analyzing it all and then I will kinda resent you for throwing me back several steps so don’t do it
#I hate having anxiety#the person that did it today is a known jokester#mess with ppl all the time#will pretend like they are mad at you and then just start laughing like haha just kidding#that kind of stuff and I just…#one of those ppl were you sometimes just cannot tell if they are joking or not#and so if they are acting serious for once you don’t even know it bc they are always joking around#like I was supposed to sit in with this girl and watch how she did something bc I’m only like a month and half in to my new job and this is#a new task and so I’m like yeah I’m in with you and she’s like no you are not…not the whole day…no you won’t#and so like??? she sounds serious but she jokes like this all the time so I think she’s just teasing me#so I’m kinda laughing smiling at her like oh haha I am though#and she’s like no you aren’t I’m serious but like she does that all the time#she will lead you in with her ‘joke’ and then be like spoke#and so I’m waiting for that but like it never really comes? I guess?#there was someone else there and she’s like aww don’t be mean dhe wants to sit in#and jokey girl is just kinda laughing again and so I kinda just walk away#she came by later and did say I apologize I’m just blunt blah blah blah#so I still don’t know if she was actually serious or not bc she was laughing and I mean the other girl seemed kind of taken aback too#like she wasn’t really sure either if she was serious or not#and yes I did end up sitting in with her and she was just talking to me like normal and making jokes again as if everything was fine#so I don’t know if it was real or if my anxiety is making me think something that wasn’t there?#ir it was and she just felt bad later? I don’t know#tried to not let it bother me but it does#I’m new I don’t want ppl to not like me or not want me around! m#if you joke too much ppl will never take you seriously when you actually aren’t joking for once#I hate when ppl pull this kinda thing#also I’m terrible at explaining things it was way more difficult to interpret in person than how I describe it#even the other girl looked kinda confused idk
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4. FOUR STUDENTS. that i know of for sure out of 9. have been using wikipedia like a search engine and then get mad that it’s not giving them a straight forward two sentence answer.
and to put this in perspective, i’m not a teacher. this isn’t elementary school, middle school, not even high school. i’m a librarian at a university. these are freshly adult gen z students who don’t know what wikipedia is or how it works. and i’m just flabbergasted. no wonder they all just wanna ask chatgpt.
#dichromaticdyke.exe#i’m at a loss man idk what went wrong where for this#they type their entire research question into wikipedia and then say ‘wikipedia isn’t helpful’#yeah because it’s not meant to do what you think it’s supposed to do#THIS IS A CLASS ON HOW TO DO RESEARCH. YOU’RE GONNA HAVE TO THINK A BIT.#i. i’m just so confused. and im not even mad at the students. i’m mad at everyone who didn’t bother to teach them what wikipedia is#before they got to COLLEGE.#im mad at everyone who thinks ‘ah gen z are ipad babies they know all about technology we don’t have to teach them.’
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hey do you know what would be a sad as fuck fic concept
yknow that trope of aizawa adopting various students. and when it’s todoroki there’s always that extra little bit of conflict because of endeavor, the number one hero, we can’t prosecute him, yada yada yada.
but it always works out, because fanfiction!
but consider. a version where it doesn’t work out. where todoroki—or really it could be anyone, i suppose, but todoroki is who i’m thinking of—doesn’t get adopted. and has to go home. where he finally managed to speak up, to ask for help, and it didn’t work. maybe, maybe he gets pulled from UA entirely. and aizawa just tries and fails and despairs for two entire years, because all the willpower in the world won’t actually change the law.
then, in the middle of a january night, as aizawa is preparing for his very last term with the class todoroki used to belong to, there’s a knock at the door.
and todoroki shouto asks if there’s still a spare room for him.
#bird noises#bnha#todoroki shouto#aizawa shouta#i’m so! thinkin about this now#theres not a lot of point to it. and ofc it could continue past that#but i’m so SAD about it you guys#everyone trying so hard and just. no. no! go back to your dad#and then how do you even….what is todoroki and aizawa’s relationship after that#like its been TWO YEARS#and he has every right to be like#mad about it#aizawa is DEFINITELY mad at himself#and theres the issue of shouto’s birthday falling where it does and his last term of high school#he walks back into 3-A like hi everyone#and they collectively lose their gd minds#idk i have Thoughts and Feelings clearly#if anyone wants to they can steal this from me god knows i cant write it rn#but you legally have to show me bc i DO want it in my life ty
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Star Trek: the future is kinda sorta utopian. Like it’s now Mostly Not Bad and people are Usually Good
Me, gleefully making ocs: so this is a whole multi-planetary faction of primarily clone cyborgs who are just warhammer 40k for cowards (read: the cover of a metal album but a whole society) and this is a planet of human colonists that got shunted back in time and way across space who’ve devolved into mad max shit and these two are mistreated orphans who become best friends and basically run a criminal organization just out of reach of the primary political powers and this—
#star trek hell#I’m sorry I have the edgelord gene I can’t help it#but also LOVE taking people who GENUINELY CARE ABOUT ETHICS like Picard Kirk spock etc and Subjecting Them to Situations#like yeah murder is Bad but what if you’re in a hyper lawless place and it’s the only way to keep safe or build order?#can you stand by the prime directive if you’re looking at Planet Mad Max and seeing how HORRIFIC it is?#the federation pisses itself over shit like genetic augmentation so how about a whole race of genetically enhanced cyborgs built as an army?#who have now taken total control of the area the ppl who made them were fighting over and are basically their own species now#and WANT to engage with the federation peacefully as they try to shift to like reterraforming their devastated planets?#like they’re basically the borg but with personal autonomy and all these things and gross out the feds are normal to them#and also they’re imperium of man inspired so like… do we really wanna piss off the cybermen#with war ships like 10 times the size of our biggest ship?????#like idk I’m always prone to increasing the grimdark content even when it’s not that kinda show (especially then)#but also I love challenging ppl who get all philosophical about shit to like stick to those beliefs when confronted with Real Yikesy Freaks
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every time i have to hear or see smth abt a half white filipino complaining abt how their filo friends or family doesn’t think they look filipino. can i say smthn. no…. never mind.
#and then they always double down being like im more filipino than u or it doesnt matter bcoz our regions r so different#not to be fucking crazy but how did god put me on this earth to endure this#i will be like being half black has put me in a fucked up relationship w myself and my family and the fucking world and then THIS is what#u’re complaining abt. EMBRACE IT. SHUT UP!!!#like whatever. u mad bcoz u’re not dark and u have blue eyes…#like idk. it should be studied how half white filipinos act. they are SO pressed and frame their filipino family in the most heinous way…#like u dont even comprehend ur lola as anything other than a bitch. u dont even like ur family. but u’re pressed abt all this but ok. Ok.#like its ok. u are asian. i have my own complex but never have i been like damn i’m just not asian huh time to really transcend colorism an#colonization in favor of recognition like start recognizing wtf u even made out of and sit with that first. and the conclusion should NOT b#anybody else’s problem…#.jrnl
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so funny because my emotions are a strength of mine (also their strength in particular is a strength) but they’re also a huuuuge weakness and downside and pitfall as well, and not just because they make me suffer. they also just, like, get in the way of so many good things.
#they’re part of my eloquence/persuasive powers!#such as they are#and people respond to the passion! but I actually think they get in my way more often than not#and just make my points so much less valid and interesting#when I can look back at a thing from the vantage of emotional hindsight and talk about it quickly and simply and analytically#when I’m not actively WRESTLING with something I feel like I do my best work#but idk. maybe that’s just how it feels from the inside and isn’t actually so#nah it is so. at least with negative emotions. I am only off-putting and annoying and disagreeable when I’m speaking on a thing negatively#and even positively sometimes that first flush of emotion that’s carrying me along has to die before I can really speak honestly#like me speaking on Jonathan byers with SOOO much overflowing emotion and warmth and love#akksksjdjejejejejejjejeje#but there was stuff I was missing and wouldn’t look at!!!#it was all conviction and warmth but then I was wrong#TLDR: I think I’m most persuasive when the emotion has passed or at least is not immediately present and I’m speaking about things#more rationally#Because I like to think my rationality is still not cold! It’s very alive but it isn’t so weighed down by emotions#It’s why I need to restrain myself from speaking bitterly (at least publicly) when I’m mad about stuff#i just say all the ugliest and in many ways LEAST true things about whatever I’m talking about#even as I’m reaching for clarity#again. Teaching helps with this.#time mellows the first waves of emotion appropriately. still giving my takes life but not overpowering the vision (hopefully)#but then idk. sometimes I have a take and many very very smart people hate it so much#so it’s just like#shrug emoji#Maybe I AM wrong#I can’t be the judge of my own takes turns out. Not really#but I guess I’m learning to have them anyway#if it’s organic and hits me like a wave of revelation#it’s always those takes people hate the MOST though aksjsjejejeje#again except for my students. because they don’t know to hate them so they just follow where I lead (mostly)
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