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averagetmntfan · 5 months

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sooooo…

How’s everyone doing? :D

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wolfstardaughter-jj · 2 years

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Currently in another sexuality crisis and I can't tell if I'm a cupioromantic (basically aromantic but still craves a romantic relationship) or if I've just lost all hope of finding love cause I honestly have never been in love from the long years I've spent on this earth kdsnkdjskdj

#help #sexuality crisis #aromantic #or just #lost hope in love #jj rambles #gay shit #idk anymore honestly

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luvmequmi · 1 year

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well that sucks

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saltysatellite804 · 2 months

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I wish I could off any sort of help, but generally in the same boat as you. Aside from a couple online friends, I don't really have anyone and I don't want to be here. The most I can say is that if there's anything in your life that's REALLY stressing you out (for me, it was my brother), finding a way to remove it can at least make you less miserable. Like i moved away and physical pain that I had been in went away, and now generally something has to set me off just before or during my period to evoke those some dark spiraling feelings.

Not sure if there's anything like that in your life, and I got lucky with my ability to move, but it can get better. I don't think I'm necessarily "good", just manageable and I don't know if it'll ever get better than that, but certainly better than wanting to die 24/7

Also if you feel like this the week before and during your period, I'd take a look into PMDD if you're not already aware of it

Hello, thank you for the anon.

Honestly I less want to die and more just wish i could shut everything off for a long time or go back in time and stop it all from ever happening. Idk if it's like a vain hope things will get better or if I'm just a coward but yeah. I'm never gonna kill myself for the above reason. I just am so tired of suffering and feeling alone. Sometimes I think I just want someone to care but i also know that's unrealistic and I'm not supposed to bother people.

Really my biggest stressers come from things entirely outside of my control. I dont really want to get into it all atm. I'm just. Tired. Of everything and everyone. I've been treated terribly by people who should've been my friends and I confirmed with others that what they did was unfair so even though I fear I'm the pattern, at best I seem to draw assholes. At worse everyone just has an instinct to kick those down? I honestly dunno anymore.

As for PMDD. I used to get that and probably still do. Now it's too many days of the month to chalk up to it unfortunately.

Honestly, I'm just trying to make peace with the hell that is this world. I used to be a pretty happy person. Used to have a decent sense of optimism. Now I've experienced too much to feel that way again I think.

Eta: another thing that really took a toll on my mental state is how hostile and uncaring fandoms seem to have gotten. I used to be able to make fandom friends pretty well but now its pulling teeth to even get a conversation going. It's a weird thing that affects me ig. Maybe it's the nostalgia talking idk.

#anon answered #mental health #rambles ig #idk anymore honestly

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daydreamerwonderkid · 4 months

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Fancy robe practice featuring Bruce

#dreamer doodles #batman #bruce wayne #brucie wayne #idk i think i did good enough #i stared at so many fucking vintage model photos and movies for this one #honestly i feel like i could do a bit better #but I'm eh about working on this one anymore

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amazonkindlejenner · 2 years

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#idk anymore honestly #but on the bright side i have alot of podcast teasers coming tonite!

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thefairmaidenoffandom · 5 months

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so, for all the firefighter!yuuji aus that i adore, i never see any ems!megumi, which feels like a crime

#itafushi #fushiita #jjk #jujutsu kaisen #itadori yuuji #fushiguro megumi #i did in fact have positions fleshed out for the entire cast but i'm honestly not into jjk enough to draw it all anymore #so i'll be posting any last wips/unfinished jjk pieces soon #and no this is not based on 9-1-1 im just an emt in training #au #jjk manga #megumi is obviously an aemt here but i feel like he'd go for paramedic in another two to three years #love the idea of him showing yuuji the ropes around the station #they'd ideally be early-twenties at least for all certifications to work with some wiggle room but idk it fits them #i think yuuji would make the ff choice at twenty for the earliest #so by the time the exam rolled around and he finished the academy halfway through twenty-one #megumi would have to pick ems right out of highschool to keep ages in line and give time to move from emt-b to aemt #idk im rambling #fanart #jjk fanart

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darlington · 2 months

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THE X-FILES (1993-2018) | S06E19 ‘The Unnatural’

#the x files #txfedit #xfilesedit #chewieblog #userbbelcher #dailytvgifs #david duchovny #gillian anderson #fox mulder #dana scully #jamiesff #honestly idk who to tag anymore and these look so bad but hi i guess i'm back?#and if you saw me post these to the wrong blog no you didn't

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enden-k · 8 months

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long time no husband 🧎‍♀️

#drew arlefuri omegavrs all day but honestly dk how much i can post here #or even in other blog bc idk if this ship is of any interest over there #i think most fellow enjoyers are here ???#might just keep it to twt otherwise AJJHXXHSB #sketch #wip #im having a big attraction etc crisis once again so no one ask #i have no idea anymore so #im just ignoring it now AHAHAH

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kokoshka67 · 1 month

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'twas supposed to be a quick sketch

#deadpool #wolverine #deadpool and wolverine #deadpool 3 #deadclaws #wolvepool #logan howlett #wade wilson #honestly idk anymore i kinda snapped #i wanted to do a quick scene redraw #and ended up here #its the nose #nose made me do it #yeah sure a warmup #keep lying to myself #poolverine

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jondoe279 · 8 months

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atp i genuinely doooon’t care if the old guard two is the worst thing put to film i just want to see the best character of all time (andromache the scythian) and her loser henchmen and everyone’s favorite girl nile freeman again

#its not even funny anymore WHERE IS ANDY AND NORIKO!!!!!!!!!!! it was supposed to be the year of dyke drama 😞😞😞😞😞😞#like given the way they structured the first movie the second would have to be almost wholly original and differ a lot from the comic #like andy cant go thru the shit noriko puts her thru so im guessing the script would switch her out with nile getting tossed in the ocean #but that doesnt really work with norikos comic characterization (trying to get andy to see her point by making her go thru what noriko did #isnt something quynh will gaf about if andy isnt one of the immortals. andys become thr ‘vermin’ noriko hates!!!)#and given the end of the movie everyones chill with copley so joe and nickys whole subplot cant exist anymore…. idk maybe theyll switch out #copley with moose?? idc as long as we get their stupid car conversation tbh makes me laugh #honestly given the changes that would have to be made they probably just made a stupid movie and don’t want to release it. but I DONT CAREEE #its not exactly like the first one was that good i still mute it in preparation for every cringe needle drop like its a lame movie but its #genuineeeeee fun like i seriously do not care netflix give me my movie!!!#the old guard

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pin-poo · 2 months

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#my art #resident evil #re4r #idk what to tag anymore honestly. hi.#adashley #ada wong #ashley graham

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booyahhstormz · 25 days

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SCENE SKIPP !!! 💗

Love this guy fr

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#ramshackle #fanart #ramshackle fanart #skipp ramshackle #silly little guy that lives in my head #honestly idk what tags to use anymore #im not sure if it's scene or other style but anyways #I tried using my 'detailed'? style for once #that's all i have to say #RAHHHH

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kota-corner · 8 months

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THIS EXPLAINS SO MUCH??? (Speaking about the Autism and PMDD statistic specifically)

#yall i think my therapist is onto something #im fighting for my life out here with my periods #it honestly makes a lot more sense than bipolar 2 for me. i dont even fit the criteria for bipolar 2!!!#idk why the hospital i was at in april diagnosed me with type *1*(aka the more severe type that includes manic episodes) considering the #psychiatrist talked to me for like twenty minutes as a whole for the five to six days i was even there #and i dont have enough bpd traits to be diagnosed so that's not something we are really considering anymore #autism + trauma + pmdd= kota's very weird mood swings?#premenstrual dysphoric disorder #pmdd #cptsd #autism #actually autistic #mental health #tw: mental illness #tw: periods #reblog #💫donnie text post💫#💫donnie gets real.tag💫

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ysabelmystic · 5 months

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I’ll be real, yall were all about “cringe culture is dead” until hazbin hotel came out and now suddenly we’re cool sending anon hate and bullying people over this show…

#I’ve honestly been using this website less and less because of the shit people have sent me #I’ve gotten anything from death threats to massive essays on why I suck as a person for liking this show #I don’t really wanna be here anymore if I can’t enjoy my hyperfixations in peace #and I hate turning off asks because I like getting silly mail #idk I’m just sad and annoyed #up until this show the only hate I ever got was from TERFs #hazbin hotel #cringe culture is dead

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mx-mizaqx · 3 months

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saw this on twitter and then I heard someone wanting cacao in this so I just drew it

And then I saw people on twitter and tiktok yapping about four armed cacao and drew these.

And then people started comparing him to lord garmadon 😭😭

Anyways I like the idea of it

inspo: https://x.com/riverart__/status/1805637966167003293?s=46

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