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you guys liked the last one heres some more youngest sibling experiences
venetta octavia / unknown / unknown / christa wolf / e.m.b / peach prc / unknown / shannon carter lucy / Madeline Miller
#webweaving#on family#on siblings#on childhood#idk!!!!!!!!#on being the annoying kid#or whatevr#poetry#words#quotes#lit#spilled words#web weave#web finds
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Curve (1992) starring Lee Sunmi ★★★★★
Sunmi for Vogue Korea July 2024 (©)
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-- a shadow you won't recognize.
#pigeon screens#anyway i'm leveling reaper now#hyur#middie#midlander#FFXIV Screenshots#botany+#i love this top and i am pleased to finally use it#and this hood is my favorite and now that I don't have to match the red inside#i am going to use it as often as possible :pray:#A River Under Ice#Likeness#is this a canon job?!#IDK!!!!!!!!#probably no??? but who knows because I do very much want her and Drusilla to smooch!!!!!#me in cid's dungeon (the burn) in cid's job (reaper)
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ok anyway came on here to lament the lack of diy/sewing your own clothes tutorials/channels out there for queer/masculine/genderweird presenting people
im so tired of fem stuff in my wardrobe and also in all the crafting/sewing channels or whatever that i find
(which is not a dig at fem clothes or femme people, i just. for the life of me. cannot find tutorials or anything aimed at anyone other than a) cis men or b) fem-presenting folks or c) historic fashion/costumery and its a weird gross gender experience for me personally. also i dont have the know-how to make what i want to wear +++ would love inspo and help from other queerdos)
if anyone knows of tutorials/channels/websites/WHATEVER for sewing clothes that fall into queer / masculine / genderweird. i would love recommendations. historic fashions are Not for me and cis dude fashion is SO boring ;-;
#sewing#solarpunk#DIY#idk!!!!!!!!#listen Homosexual Audacity is real and ik there have to be ppl out there making the kind of shit i'd wear#or the kind of shit i dont know of yet but would love#i need gender subversive clothing ok!!! practical n ideally suited for hot n humid climates#some of the cis dude sewing content is OK and adaptable to be way gayer but is almost always very heavy//cold-climate friendly#i cannot be wearin waistcoats n blazers my dudes it's 80 degrees here 3/4 of the year#plus i am a raccoon and need to be able to climb into dumpsters in my clothes#c'est la vie bitches
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// i think i need to either make this blog again from scratch or have a very deep clean (and beg ori to make new icons for my main muse) because i just keep getting overwhelmed the moment i open my dash and then i Do Not write despite the fact that i do!!! want!! to write!!!
#ooc.#either that or i scrap most of the muses on here and make#tetcho#oda and chuuya their own blogs#because a multi muse is just a level of work i do not have the energy for right now aghjdfghghjfd#idk#idk!!!!!!!!
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might need to bite the bullet and crawl back to my doctor to ask about possibly my thyroid being the cause of all my issues somehow
because apparently my aunt has had thyroid issues all her life, had the only doctor in her small village dismiss her because "welp can't do anything about it, whatever" for most of her childhood and teen years (she's been very chubby for no apparent reason while eating the same meals and doing the same level of physical activity as the rest of the family who were all quite slim at the time. that's what being a poor working class family doing loads of backbreaking physical labour in the post ww2 countryside does i guess), and has been taking supplements for the past 30 years to ensure almost optimal function. huh
so that stuff does seem to run in our family, at least on the maternal side...
and my thyroid levels have been kinda sus sometimes over the past 10-15 years, but then normalised again, so no further exploration or treatments were ordered and I was dismissed as just anxious/mentally ill and a hypochondriac for still experiencing abnormal weight gain/trouble keeping weight off the healthy way, chronic fatigue and pain
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tbh grasping at straws here since my parents don't tell me anything, avoid doctors like the plague unless it's life or death, and probably don't know about any of their health issues at all
augh no use ruminating, let's just repress it all and keep chugging along like everything's fine 👍 don't have the brainpower all this bs haha
#vent#i guess???? just... thinking about it all.... idk man#I've spent the past years just dissociating from my physical manifestation so much that i cannot tell what's normal and what's not#or the issues that have cropped up or gotten worse or have always been there and dismissed all my life#IDK!!!!!!!!#anyway we keep chugging along. if everyone says i'm at peak health then i must be. just gotta ignore all the pain and discomfort 👍
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feeling bad that im gonna say no to a shift tonight but ive literally worked everyday this week and id like ONE day off. but i still feel bad :(
#capitalism at work babie#i should take it tho....... but i dont want to........... but i should............... fuck idk what to do 😭😭#idk!!!!!!!!#talk tag
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TAKING NAME SUGGESTIONS FOR PETROS' CAT
#please hmu i am at a loss#petros has a literature degree so maybe smthn bookish??#or magic related#he also relaly likes plants#idk!!!!!!!!#alkos got out of cas#alkos speaks
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Oliver answers to Aisha’s question Does Buck feel enlightened after the lightning episode. *Looks at Ryan* yup he does. You can’t make this up.
…my rational brain keeps saying “it doesn’t mean anything it doesn’t mean anything” but my clown brain is SHRIEKING AT THE TOP OF HER LUNGS
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since i made a dnd creachr...ive been thinking about my main ocs and their world / looks. and im thinking about making it all magical and fantasy and there is also temptation to redesign them as magical creachrs too.......maybe..
#personal♡#MAYBE!!!!!#there is magic to my oc world already#but erm. the temptation to make it more magical is growing#IDK!!!!!!!!
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okay this time for realsies... i promise... i swear... no more long distance
#its so bad for me#i just feel like im never gonna find someone close that gets it#idk!!!!!!!!#this empty pit in my gut will never feel full
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me in my brain making jay half mexican with a white dad and indigenous mom 🙅♀️ idk!!!!! the puzzle pieces fit well in my brain
#jay walker#ninjago jay#ninjago#i feel like cole gives afro-latino vibes idk#i imagined kai and nya to be south asian#zane siberian#lloyd east asian#idk!!!!!!!!
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cute organic grocery store girl complimented my hair today i am So Gay i am So Gay i am So Gay
#shes. shes so fucking cute#literally i panic whenever she talks to me and say the Stupidest Shit#today it was 'oh thank you im getting it dyed tomorrow the colors are based off an album cover!!!' like spencer Shut The Fuck Up#i also dont even know her name. i havent ever read her name tag and like idk!!!! i feel like im being creepy by having a crush on her!#idk!!!!!!!!#yelling
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GUESS WHO THE ANON WAS YOU CAN DO IT
WHAT THE FUCK.
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being an adult is just by the end of several days visiting my parents i'm irrationally angry and just want to be alone and not talk to anyone. and then the second i'm driving home i start crying bc i miss them.
#megamazing#no joke no matter how the visit goes i get immediately sad leaving bc i can#tell my parents tear up as i leave#i psychically couldn't handle living closer to home i really couldn't#but also. i miss them often! and it's worse right after than when#i haven't seen them recently#idk man!!!!!! too ma y thoughts about family all the gd time#like should i tell my parents more shit about my life or stay clammed up#bc i can't get into the Trauma#IDK!!!!!!!!
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