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wifeyoozi · 8 months ago
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Imagine (gn!) you as the 14th member of seventeen and Jihoon your group mate has the biggest fattest crush on you. Everyone in the group knows this and finds it very funny because Jihoon is a loser who doesn't know how to act around his crush or show his feelings and you're an oblivious idiot who doesn't realise the very obvious fact that jihoon is wholly and entirely in love with you.
You two are always clingy to each other because Jihoon is your best friend (:D) and ofc you'd love spending time with him! And Jihoon is just going with the flow trying to ignore hoshi and dk who're constantly at his ass to tease him about it. You are almost like a couple in everything you do except you are just two best friends in a group.
So time goes by (prolly years, let's say) and eventually jihoon does some shit and confesses to you and you two start "officially dating". You tell the good news to your group but everyone is just so unsurprised with no trace of any reaction just ._. and jeonghan taps both of your shoulders appreciatively and says, "congrats, you two are the last to know that you are dating."
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necrotic-nephilim · 4 months ago
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i personally have very complicated feelings on the Gotham Knights video game and the routes it takes with characterization. i think it has a charm to it and it goes in an interesting direction with everyone (especially within the confides of the plot of the game) but it does have certain moments that veer painfully fanon for me. (such as: the dialogue where Tim drinks too much coffee) it's an interesting story for what it is but i don't view it comics-based for characterization and therefore don't care to interact with it much for like. fanfic purposes.
that *said* though. i do have to give the game some kind of credit for giving one of the top five JayTim moments that lives rent free in my mind. every since i played the game, the cutscene lives in my mind daily. it's the specific cutscene where Jason and Tim are arguing about whether or not Jason's non-lethal bullets are too dangerous for the field, and the argument leads to TIm *standing in front of the target* Jason is shooting and telling Jason to shoot him. it lives rent free for me. i never stop thinking about this.
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the absolute certainty Tim has that he is in no danger standing in front of Jason, who has a loaded gun pointed at his face. the way Jason *hesitates* for just a moment before lowering the gun. he thinks about it for just a second. Gotham Knights JayTim seem to get along very well and can rely on each other, but Jason still clearly holds a bitterness about his death and Tim that flickers through in some lines of dialogue under the guise of jokes. especially since this game deals *heavily* with concepts of Pit Madness causing an altered state of consciousness, i think it's believable that occasionally, Jason fights the urge to fight and hurt Tim for the feeling of being replaced.
i like their tension so much in this canon. they get along but you can *tell* Tim is afraid of addressing Jason's trauma or even addressing Jason head-on, and Jason leans into spooking Tim about it. which isn't very comics feeling in their dynamic, but it is an interesting way to place their dynamic if you're playing with a more timid Tim who's newer to the role of Robin. (which he seems to be in-game) he really doesn't want to offend Jason, or worse, piss him off. but he'll still face Jason head on for things like this, while completely aware of what Jason could be capable of.
and Jason seems very protective of Tim and respecting Tim as a Robin in typical Jason fashion. if Tim pushes, Jason *will* relent. he knows this is a kid who's proved himself and should be treated with equal respect, sometimes even more than Dick and Babs do in-game.
so for all that to culminate in Tim stepping in front of Jason's loaded gun that he *knows* is on the edge of being too dangerous, just to force Jason to listen? it's the most unhinged way Tim could've gotten his point across in this scene. he was literally daring Jason to hurt him and playing with a very dangerous fire. but he did it anyway bc he believed he could make Jason heel just at the thought of hurting Tim. and he was *right*. they're gay and i'm feral ty.
#necrotic festerings#jaytim#tim drake x jason todd#gotham knights game#i hate their character designs for what it's work#BUT the size difference. jesus.#anyway i could write a gotham knights jaytim fic i think#i'm *very* unsure the ages intended for these characters#bc tim certainly seems to be intended to be a teenager#whereas jason seems in his 20s so i think it's a gap that's bigger than the comics#which also makes it fun. usually you don't get a ton of age gap with jaytim they're just under 2 yrs apart#but this tim is definitely still a teen and jason is an adult.#and seems to enjoy being a bad influence on tim in the game so#there's such good fodder for some dead dove shit#anyway the funny thing is i like this game#you don't want to know how many hours i've played it#it's just best treated as a seperate iteration of the characters than being an adaptation of anything#esp since they're *so* vague and waffly on jason's backstory#as well as not giving a ton of info on how tim became robin#you assume it's similar to comics but some details leave gaps in the timeline. so idek#probably not somehting meant to be thought about too hard.#but i'm an overthinker at heart.#my point is they're gay. this is gay. it baffles me ppl don't look at this as the gayest shit alive.#tim daring jason to shoot him is the most tim drake thing in this game#well that and tim wanting to make a talon in the belfrey.#also NO one say a word about the gif quality /lh#i had to make it MYSELF#i do everything around here to show off their gay shit#sorta tempted to just make a masterpost of “every gay ass interaction between jaytim”#bc i've seen some clips from the titans show
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honig-dachs · 15 days ago
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there it is
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c6jpg · 3 months ago
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i should have paid more attention to the first part of the little saurian world quest bc i am now fully invested
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mediawhorefics · 4 months ago
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i was just opening tumblr to send you an ask but your reblog was the first post that popped up on my wall, haha talk about cosmic timing. basically i wanted to complain about how you've not written anything new (l and h related) and how sad that is. like i'm just gonna re-read tts and murmur of yearning again for like the 10th time (and happily too cause i love them so much), but it doesnt mean i'm not gonna complain about it. /jk
hope youre doing well :)
well, that's serendipitous !!
i'm sorry i don't have anything new hl fics for you :( it's been a while since i've written fics in general and even longer since i've written 1d stuff. i guess the inspiration hasn't been there lately... on the plus side, i've finally got a new job (yayy) and i'm knee deep in research for a novel i'm so so so excited about. after suffering from writer's block for like 4 years, it's good to get into that creative spirit again haha.
so yeah, very much not exciting for y'all who want more fics, but very very exciting for me who loves this new idea i've been toying with :))
anyways, thanks for reaching out to (gently) bully me about not writing 1d fics anymore lmao and thanks for the multiple rereads, i hope you're enjoying them ??
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pebbles-postcards · 3 months ago
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i had a clear image in my head
of a multicolored banner stretching across the dusky sky
disappearing over the mountaintops.
my loneliness made sense there
somehow more sense than here
like it had a purpose
like i could find someone to love me despite it
because of it
and when i found them 
i'd look down and realize 
it's not so scary anymore
i'd realize that i'm home
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platypusisnotonfire · 2 months ago
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OMG
Fanfic writers. If you want some source material.
I start this post off that way because full disclaimer this show was cancelled on a total cliffhanger.
But holy crap.
The POTENTIAL. The thousand interwoven plotlines and character arcs.
The vibes
Please PLEASE go watch Night Sky.
It moves slowly especially in the first 2-3 episodes but, at least to me, not in a boring way but in a ‘creating tension’ way and boy does it pay off. Except that….it sort of doesn’t
Meaning it absolutely starts to take off and you’re suddenly SO on the hook and then…well it was canceled after episode 8.
I have literally never been motivated to WRITE fanfic before. I have wanted more of a media franchise and gone to ao3 to READ loads of fanfic, but this is the first show that made me go “I viscerally need to explore this universe creatively”
So if you’re already the sort to write fanfic, this show will probably be like straight cocaine to you.
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divinekangaroo · 7 months ago
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Can't explain how unspeakably hot Lizzie is in that specific gifset (prior reblog chain)
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cmentary-drive · 8 months ago
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Okay so about the lore drop 😇😇😇
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evansbby · 9 months ago
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I cannot believe the wicked games Drabble was 5000 words long like basically a full ass fic and the low amount of notes it got…
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eggmeralda · 8 months ago
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do you ever feel casually suicidal? like you're not depressed or anything you're doing fine but also it feels like a convenient option
#if you can't make connections with people or be seen by anyone then like. at least you can feel like you're helping a better cause#to like charities and gfms and anyone else#but you have to tone that down bc you're slowly losing money bc you still can't get a job#and bc you don't have a job it means you're just stuck in the house all day. which gives Way Too Much opportunity to Think about everything#and also so like. i still share a room with my sister but it was fine bc she'd stay at her bf's a few nights a week#but he's got a job that's a bit further away and basically she can't go round his as much. so now it's maybe like once a week#the room is getting messier so it gives me less energy to do anything#you can get really into an unhealthy weight loss obsession bc at least it feels like you're getting towards something#but idek is set weight theory real? bc once i get down to a certain point it suddenly resets#like honestly counting calories and donating money to every gfm i saw and writing a film script was what kept me going#but first one isn't working and second i need some sort of income and third is finished and i have no way of actually creating it#and then there's the whole lack of stable hyperfixation and ability to find new music i enjoy#and realistically what would fix me is having a good job that i enjoy and somewhere to live on my own#but until i get a job that's currently impossible. and even then it probably won't feel like enough#my entire life is lived on my phone i need more physical objects but i don't have enough space#bc i share a room with my sister. it's like all my problems are connected#and i have enough optimism that i still think it'll get better in the next few weeks. maybe i'll be able to get a job and that'll#get everything going again#but at the same time i could easily just die#I've graduated from uni. I've seen the who live 3 times. I've crashed my car twice. I've watched 30 years of corrie. I've met various dogs#what else is there to do with my life honestly#(<- joking)#but yeah like. in summer 2021 i almost got suicidal (it was just letting the occasional thought linger in my mind etc)#but that was bc i was so depressed#but now it feels like i could just kill myself. but more just out of convenience#idek. i'm not gonna kill myself. bc i have a job interview on tuesday. and just in general i won't#but there is this casual feeling of like. well i might as well. i can't describe it#ramble#suicide tw#weight loss mention
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courtillyy · 6 days ago
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ohno have to rework a whole ass section bc i forgot slack is a fucking bouncer. could just not have it be so. but my guy deserves this <3 secretly buff slack is real and true to the canon. it would be a disservice to not include it
#astro tries to write#(i would blame no one for blocking that tag. im back in my writing era. and also being excited abt my writing era)#back to the chatfic <3#had a look around my ideas/wips doc. .nothing stood out out. maybe the bdubs gets sent to homies s1. i just need to get him there#and then i think ill have fun with it. but last time i di that it took soo long to get ren to purge s2#like half the fic is the travel. but i can probably be lazier this time. bc of teh fic-a-day situation#goign through my notes i made abt this world. its so overwhelming#i had so many dieas for thi world. obv cant fit them all in if i want the fic to be at all understandable#but i cant not have slack as teh bouncer. one bc of him beig a good fighter in purge s1 (goign for in the tournament. holding his own on#purge day etc)#but also bc he is teh bouncer for speedys trivia place !! i think more in pixelmon. there was much more focus on teh janitor in purge s1#but like this is speedys trivia night. so ofc we gotta have slack be the bouncer#him adn speedy arent close her (bc again. purge s1 vibes) but lwokey if u squit theres pre shit#bc im me. i rememrb also in the og fic said that side had a bf (and i meant bz but could not say). so like im skirting around my own rules#i would honestly give side a bf from someone in purge s1 but i genuinely cant see him with anyne.#like side is such a weird (affectionate) that i cant just pair him with someone he doesnt already have a set dynamic with#if anyone is reading these im so sorry. like im just rambling abt my own shit and thoughts#but like im autistic and newly adhd medicated. we should have all seen this coming lmfao#fr tho i do have side ships. other tan speedy. and bz. and i guess steph ?? idk maybe this is weird of me#but i feel weird shipping ppl who are dating irl. like idk. happy for them tho !!#but i do also ship side and tom. their among us dynamic is cute as shit. and i also at one point hhad side/dumbdog feelings#i think it was from a specific session and they got overs and partners a bunch#and just had a very fun dynamic. like it makes sense bc side is weird funny and dumbdog loves that shit#idek what session tho. i think i watched it on dumbdogs twitch channel. so like yeah#anyways. god. i just. so many feelings adn thoughts. ohno now i miss chilled lobbies dumbdog :(#i was gonna say i miss pr1 dumbdog. but no he will Always be pr1. even if its just to me lmao.
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ceramicbeetle · 5 months ago
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officially 10K into this fic and having a realization about where I'm at on characterization so far, so i'm wondering:
#N posts stuff#i'm like. this first draft is really the writing equivalent of layout sketching: which characters are where / what's the scene About#with the expectation that the second draft will have the building blocks there to build up specific characterization further#but i'm realizing that i am in fact SO broad strokes on the characters so far that i'd need to do extensive studying#of the source material to really hammer in the characterization in a way that i would be satisfied with. a task that at this point#likely wouldn't be very fun. so i had a moment of 'oh idek if i'll be able to finish writing this fic :(' and got sad about it#which was where the 'oh. actually if i'm That loose on characterization right now I could just. shift the characters in#Whatever ways i want them to go and just make them OCs instead of fanfic...' which would actually be like. technically speaking#a Lot more fun bc this fic is so self-indulgent that i keep having moments where i'm pulling back on other elements i'd want to#incorporate into the fic bc 'if it's Too self-indulgent with numerous headcanons it won't be Good to fandom readers'#(ie the character who would Really vibe being a furry and the other begging to be a tgirl)#it Might wind up being something we do no matter what but i am still curious if there would be like. an actual audience for it#and not just something i'm doing all for myself lol; i used to make a LOT of ocs but haven't really done it in Years nd Years#i had a 'no way' moment but i Have had multiple people tell me they read my fics Regardless of whether they've seen source#material or not. so tentatively hopeful the answer is yes? but i'm curious :3
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throes-of-warm-tornadoes · 2 months ago
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now that i am taking a study break (aka getting ready for work… when ashnikko wrote Working Bitch she was talking about me btw 😜) i would just like to take a moment to talk about how this class fucking HUMBLED ME. i’ve never got less than an A in any courses related to my major (which… yeah. should be the fuckin goal) but now i can only hope and pray i pass this class with a C (minus)
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lostboithoughts · 11 months ago
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No summer ever came back, and no two summers were ever alike. Times change, and people change..
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hickeygender · 11 months ago
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reading an unpublished partial draft and realizing that the fic isn't gonna finish itself
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