#ideations of self harm

[stil-lindigo]

lead balloon (the tumblr post that saved me)

if this comic resonated with you, it would mean the world to me if you donated to this palestinian family's escape fund.

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no creative notes because this isn't that kind of comic.

I know I don’t owe any of you anything but I still felt compelled to write about my long term absence. And I feel far enough away from the dangerous spot I was in to be able to make this comic. I have a therapist now, and she agreed that making this could be a very cathartic gesture, and the start of properly leaving these thoughts behind me. I am still, at seemingly random times, blindsided by fleeting desires to kill myself. They’re always passing urges, but it’s disarming, and uncomfortable. I worry sometimes that my brain’s spent so long thinking only about suicide that it’s forgotten how to think about anything else. Like, now that I've opened that door for myself, I'll never be able to fully shut it again. But I’m trying my best to encourage my mind in other directions. We'll see how that goes.

I am still donating all proceeds from my store to Palestinian causes. So far, I've donated over $15K, not including donations coming from my own pocket or the fundraising streams which jointly raised around $10K. In the time since I made my initial post about where this money would be going, the focus has shifted from aid organisations to directly donating to escape funds.

If you'd like to do the same, you can look at Operation Olive Branch, which hosts hundreds of Palestinian escape funds or donate to Safebow, which has helped facilitate the safe crossing and securing of important medical procedures for over 150 at-risk palestinians since the beginning of the genocide.

[iwillnotseeheaven]

[invertedrat]

Cutting myself isn't enough, i need to skin myself alive

[chiyeko-kurea]

My last breath will be a sigh of relief.

[confusedlosergirl]

Trying to not be jealous of people who actually cut deep challenge

[wavyypeachyy]

I don’t think suicidal thoughts actually ever go away.

[trainsandpaperplanes]

Hello again! I got t worded, I used to be trainsandpaper

These are the things I drew

[birdsribcage]

Just a silly little girl with silly little thoughts of suicide

[hardcoregayanalsegx]

"Why would you do that to yourself" I'm trying my best to soothe the pain, trying to cradle it so that maybe just maybe it will stop crying out

[ossiethegreat]

Killer is NOT having a grand ‘ol time 🙅🙅🙅🙅 in fact he may have gotten a little silly

I’m not elaborating

Killer belongs to rahafwabas

Color belongs to superyoumna

Alt ver

god I LOVE using a blue palette

[onlybecauseimhappy]

hey btw. throwing up and clawing my eyes out. im going to kill myself.

[deathbydanii]

lol yesterday

tw sh (fakes tumblr)

im rly good at makeup ya

last warning

i got a bit messy here man i was hogging the gn bathroom 😢 i feel bad for the ppl waiting for me to be out after 20 mins in there

sui ideation be going crazy these past couple days i dunno i think my meds need to get upped

[invertedrat]

me as soon as im at school:

[chiyeko-kurea]

-kurea:)

digital diary: @kureachiyekoblog

(non sh)

[girl-on-the-wrongside]

TW SH

The blade is an old lover

I embrace when the nights grow cold

She is sharp and cruel and deadly

But she is my only remedy

[ibeblizzard12]

how the hell am I supposed to c4rv3 hello kitty into my th1gh w this??

It’s a lot bigger in person he said