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vantedaes · 2 years ago
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✷        ·   ˚ * .      *   * ⋆   . ·    ⋆  Vante's Materialist   ˚ ˚    ✦   ⋆ ·   *      ⋆ ✧    ·   ✧ ✵   · ✵
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Hewwo, my name's dani, 23 yo, she/her.
[𝑻𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒊𝒔 𝒂 +𝟏𝟖 𝒃𝒍𝒐𝒈! 𝑷𝒍𝒆𝒂𝒔𝒆 𝑴𝑫𝑰] I write CoD and Resident evil (fluff, angst, smut, and some questionable stuff)
───── This materialist is continuously updated and it's mostly upcoming projects! ─────
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❥Call of Duty
⋆ When i get down I'm Bonita Price x F!Reader (Smut, +18, stepdaughter x stepfather) [one shot but will have a continuation...eventually]
⋆Lecture me [upcoming soon] Price x F!Reader (Kind of a silly fic? Reader has a language barrier and she just throws a fit at Price, so, smut, Price is dominant, fluff, aftercare, established relationship)
⋆Unsteady Hands [upcoming] Konig x F!Reader (Yandere Konig! Shy nurse reader, smut, obsessive Konig, maybe dark romance?)
⋆You should know better [upcoming] Ghost x F!Reader (Smut, non-con (but is it?), Ghost is mean, reader it's a brat bratty, name-calling, degradation)
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❥Resident Evil
✧Not shy! 1/5 Leon S Kennedy [Death Island] xF! Reader (mutual pinnig, uncommunication, kind of enemies to lovers dynamics but not really, Leon's a smug idiot, reader is shy, slow burn, smut, romance)
✧Unspoken words [upcoming soon] Leon S Kennedy [R4 remake] xF Reader (hurt-comfort, mutual pinning, kind of angst, uncommunication at its finest! sleep depravation smut, romance, fluff, knowledge of feelings)
✧United in grief 1/10 [upcoming] Leon S Kennedy [Death Island] xF! Reader (Yandere Leon! Descent into madness Leon, Obsession, stalking, non-con (but is it?) ANGST, dark, depression, alcoholism, s*icidial thoughts)
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♡More will surely be added soon! if you support my writes please send some love in the form of reblogs and comments♡
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eiuuei · 2 years ago
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SUCCESSION SEASON 4 POSTER ANALYSIS TIME!!!
First, I have to preface this by saying that I am basing this analysis very heavily on the roof imagery, so someone is either jumping or pushing someone else off. (shoutout to the official Succession instagram acc post sayin 'Kill the opposition')
Pt 1 - The one I am most confident of : Tom, Greg & Shiv
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GUYS! I have been looking at this new poster non-stop, and the image you see above has solidified an idea in mind...
GET READY FOR IT TO HURT, AND TO BE TOTALLY NOT-SURPRISED!
I am forecasting a big Cousin Greg betrayal!!! In all the posters shiv looks right behind Tom, ready to push him down the roof.
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And WHO IS GREG LOOKIN AT? Shiv!!!
And I cannot find the scene-screenshots here, but who does Greg side with in the second episode of the first season when he is asked to bring/not bring things from home?? SHIV! So this collaboration was long overdue, they are meant to work together at some point!
Another reason why I think him eyeing Shiv means he is siding with her is the big poster below:
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Everyone looks at each other, scheme for different reasons but Greg is looking at himself- LOOKING AFTER HIS OWN INTERESTS!
Pt2 - Kendal, Roman and Logan
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Both looking at their father in the reflection, but one is looking towards where their dad is, and the other looks away from him.
MY guess is that we will see the brothers betraying each other, one going after Logan's throat (probably Kendall), and one betraying his brother by working with their father (probably Roman).
Feeling very Abel and Cain with these two.
Also don't forget! Some people kept pointing out that without a safety glass; Kendall & 'being on the edge of falling' is fitting with all the s*icidial imagery from the previous season promo materials. So maybe the dynamic of these three will be shaped by something like that, but we will never know.
Pt3 - I have nothing to say about this
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Connor is all alone... Again...
But! At least in these single posters' order, Kendall is looking after him. So maybe there is something between these two coming togehter- or worse, something bad happens to Connor, and it kicks off the conflict of the previous three.
This makes me feel like I am doing a tarot reading, associating all the positioning of the cards and all that LOL
LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THINK!!
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honeybunnytummies · 3 years ago
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An Introduction to this blog!
Hello, there! My name is Honey. I am a 18-year-old genderfluid person looking to share my content and find some friends in a weirder community than normal. I will be writing, drawing, and even doing audio content sometimes! (Also if you want to see me make a game follow me @pie-productions )
WARNING! THIS IS A BLOG FOR WEIRD CONTENT BUT EVERYTHING IS SFW.
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here are some of the things that you will find on the blog:
Vore
Giant and Tiny
Feeding People
SFW Pet Pl/ay
Age re//gression
Of course, some of these, (Ag//ere and Pet P/lay), will be in different tags, so no one from those communities can accidentally stumble across this blog.
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here are the tags to find some of my work:
Art in general - Honey’s sketchbook
Reblogs - Honey's Wonderful Stash
Questions answered- the fox demon answers
Writing/stories -Honey’s Journal
Feeding - Honey’s Stuffing
Audio- Honey's DVD player
SFW Pet P//lay - Honey’s Cute Bunnies
Age//re- Honey’s Little Ones
Vore devlogs - Honey's VorLogs
Here are the stories(and aus of stories) I am making:
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(Main story I am working on) In Regards to Hell
(Can be an au but is an og story) The Upside and Downside
(Orginal story) In concept, I'd date you!
(Orignal story)You saw them standing there!
(Au of IRTH)[dystopian au that doubles as a yandere au] In Regards to a Dystopian Hell
(Au of IRTH)[A Cosmic Horror story] A World of Nothings Nowhere yet Everything Everywhere
(Reversed au of Irth) I Send My Hellish Regards
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All of the normal story tags:
In regards to Hell = IRTH
The Upside and Downside = TUAD
In concept, I'd date you! = ICIDY!
You saw them standing there! = YSTST
In regards to a Hellish Reality= IRTAHR
A world of Nothing Nowhere yet Everything Everywhere = AWONNYEE
I send my Hellish Regards = ISMHR
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Vore tags:
In regards to vore hell = IRTVH
The preyside and predside = TPAP
In concept, I'd eat you! = INCIEY!
You say them standing there and they were hungry = ATWH
In regards to A vorish hellish hunger = IRTAVHH
A world of Hunger forever yet already full = AWOHFYAF
I send my vorish Regards = ISMVR
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Game Projects I am (CURRENTLY) working on:
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I hope this gives you a general idea of what is to come from this blog! I do hope you have a good time with this blog! Because I know I sure will! Also if you want to chat please dm me on discord, prettylittlehoney#4115!
The ask box is also ALWAYS opened for everyone! Just use common sense when writing your question!
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DNI IF:
Pedophiles
Zoophiles
Terfs
NSFW/18+ accounts
Micro/Marco
K/ink blogs(even SFW)
Age regression blogs ( nothing wrong with you but I don't feel comfortable with you interacting with this)
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moonrlsing · 3 years ago
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so what if like hypothetically i gave yall my discord bc i dont wanna be on tumblr anymore bc it makes me hella anxious lmao
it’s under the cut. mutuals only and pls let me know who you are.
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djwubs#1694
lol 69
anyways yeah. i dont do 1on1 rps over dms bc of a lot of bad personal experiences but also personal preference, so if you wanna keep rping, you can dm me and i can make us like, a private server or smth
i’ve also considered making a mutuals only group server for mada so me and some friends can still do stuff and i wont feel pressured
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starrynightsforever · 3 years ago
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I was originally planning on moving back to my parents’ house for the summer before I start grad/med school, but after having been home for the past two days, I can confidently say that if I have to hear them listen to contemporary Christian music every time I get in the fucking car with them, I just might k*ll someone.
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crazycatsiren · 3 years ago
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-waves-hello, I've been recently trying to reclaim the term disability for my mostly invisible issues, including neurological processing issues, developmental trauma, ocd, and other things. They seems less sever than most but still impact my dayti day energy, hope, s*icidiality and other things. I have a terrible time feeling like I can move thru my day and even practice my craft for years and years, I've just been in healing and autopilot... Masking and trying to fight with my self-loathing everyday. I've had 12 therapist (legit now) a new late diagnosis on my neurological disorder and I've never had a black provider aside from my current pcp of 3 years. I'm also black. But that's not the point..
Erm. Do you have any words of wisdom??? How do you do it all???? I don't have any severe physical barriers and I'm only just not recognizing my fatigue and brain fog issues are really jsut not going to go away even now that I'm in a safe enviroment. I know ur not a God or a therapist but ur blog, ur anti capitalist, disability justice people of color advocacy leanings really makes me want to rest under ur wings so to speak. If you have nothing to offer that's alright. Thanks for existing.
Thank you for sharing this with me.
First of all, you are very brave for talking about this, and I'm sorry from my heart for all that you have to go through.
Second of all, try to turn your mind away from the idea that you have it easier or don't have it as bad as "other people". The fact that your conditions are making it harder for you to function in day to day life and are having an impact on your mental and physical well being means you should have the accommodations you need so you can live your life with minimal suffering.
Many people, especially those with seemingly invisible disabilities (I say seemingly, because in actuality they're not invisible), feel like they don't have it "bad enough" to be disabled and to receive care as disabled people. This is pretty common and I know I myself have been there at one point. But disability isn't a competition. There are not different levels of disability. If you're disabled, you're disabled, and you deserve support regardless of "how much" you're disabled, and that's my personal opinion.
It's ok to not be strong. It's ok to not tough it out and just plow through and cope with it. We shouldn't have to. People who don't have these issues that we deal with every moment of our lives call out sick when they're not feeling well and they have the right to. We have the right to "call out sick" with our disabilities, too. There is nothing wrong with utilizing all options available to make your life easier, to make yourself able to enjoy your life as much as you can. Life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness. It's our basic human right.
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rurisbeadeddolls · 2 years ago
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On progress...⏳ Allá hace mucho tiempo pintaba y dibujaba MUCHO. Soy de la época en que ser fan del manga/anime era s*icidi* social y lo único que te podía rescatar es que hicieras las cosas bien. Qué bueno que ya no es así... O por lo menos eso es lo que veo últimamente. 🌸 Cómo sea hace BASTANTE que no me sentaba a pintar. Tengo malos recuerdos de haber lidiado feo con los lápices de colores (y sí, si usaba un papel terrible y los lápices escolares🤦🏻‍♀️) además de la poca paciencia que en realidad tenía. 🌸 Hasta los ojos, bien. Por algún motivo, los prismacolor se empastan en este papel por lo que la piel me está dando guerra. Y no me encantan mucho, la verdad. Están medio sobrevalorados. Los lyra siguen siendo mis preferidos aunque muchos los ignoren. Son la versión blanda de los Faber Castell polychromos. Para el pelo, que está en proceso aún, usé los tonos de los Faber Castell supersoft que... No sé. Tienen una paleta muy muy interesante. #gojosatoru #animeart #jujutsukaisen #pencilcolours #lyrapolychromos #fabercastellsupersoft https://www.instagram.com/p/Cgr6oh1OqEW/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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that-nd-infp · 4 years ago
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The Trouble With “Gifted” Labels in School:
//TW: discussion of s*icidial thoughts and depression
Growing up, I was considered “smart”. I was reading before my peers and had a much larger vocabulary than them. I had better comprehension on a wide variety of topics. My test scores always fell in the “advanced” range. I could carry on conversations with adults with ease. It wasn’t long before I was put in “gifted” classes.
By high school, I was a straight-F student.
“You’re a smart kid,” my teachers would tell me. “You clearly understand the information, so why are you failing my classes?” I never knew how to answer that. They were right, I understood the information. I had no idea why I couldn’t do better. I was told repeatedly that I was just lazy, that I wasn’t trying, that I lacked self-discipline. I believed every word of it, and I was constantly frustrated with myself.
At 21, however, I understand now why I struggled so bad. All that time I was struggling with ADHD in a system that provided no help. Yes, I understood the information, but I had no idea what I was supposed to do with it.
Let’s talk about the role that the “gifted” label played in that.
I was never taught in school how to study, or that I even had to. I just knew that I was “smart” and therefore I naturally understood the information. In 3rd grade I switched to online schooling only, which provided minimal structure and minimal interaction with my teachers and peers. I was expected to work off of my own structure and complete work on my own. I had absolutely no idea what to do.
Imagine you have to run a marathon. Your whole life you’ve been told “you’re so fast, this will be easy for you!” and that’s all you know. So as soon as that marathon starts, you break out into a full sprint and pass all the other runners. But after awhile, you get tired and start cramping up, and you have to stop. Before long, all the other runners have passed you and left you behind. Because the thing is, they were taught to stretch before hand, to hydrate and pace themselves. They were taught proper running form, but you? You were fast, that was all you needed. Now you have no idea why you can’t keep up or even how to move forward at all. All you know is that the people around you are telling you that you’re lazy or that you’re not trying hard enough, even though you can barely stand.
That is exactly what the education system felt like to me. I was not given the resources I needed to succeed and I watched all my peers pass me. I still don’t know how to pick the pieces up, if I’m being honest. I don’t know how to apply to college or choose a career, I still don’t drive, and I have no idea how to fix that.
The thing is, no one would have expected this in the beginning because I was “smart”, and they assumed that my failure to keep up was because of laziness. Teachers need to be trained what to watch for in students to help identify ADHD early on and effectively support the students dealing with it. Because that never happened, though, it led to so many other problems in my life.
I didn’t know what was wrong with me and I blamed myself for all of this. I started having panic attacks looking at a single worksheet because no matter how many times my eyes went over it, I couldn’t process the words that were written (and I should add that I didn’t even know what a panic attack was, I just thought I was dying because I suddenly couldn’t breathe or feel my limbs). I would get so overwhelmed I would freeze in place and stop functioning. By the time I was 11, I was dealing with depression and constant suicidal thoughts. I thought I was broken and useless because I wasn’t able to do what was asked of me.
Ten years later, none of this has gone away. I still get immense anxiety trying to complete basic tasks. I’m still chronically overwhelmed and exhausted, and I still face bouts of depression. I still deal with suicidal thoughts on a daily basis that I can’t seem to get rid of no matter what I do, even when I’m not actively depressed (passive ideation, not active).
I am an adult still trying to undo the damage that the failings of this schooling system did to me. I know that I’m not alone in this, and it breaks my heart to think of how many kids have been through —and are still going through— these things. Kids need to be told that it’s okay to struggle, and receive support when they do. They don’t need to be told they’re smart, they need to be encouraged to give their best and then helped when tasks are beyond their capabilities.
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diaphobic · 4 years ago
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(TW) Curious as to how you think Shu is suicidal atm? I might’ve read wrong but I think that’s what you said..? I understand he’s depressed, but suicidal I’m not quite sure. Love your blog and thank you!!
I’m glad you like my blog :> I really love these anylysis questions! I’m finished with Laito’s and Shu’s HDB routes now~ I can’t decide whose to go through next!
Trigger warning for talks about s*icide & depression type stuff.
This is in detail about s*icidial tendencies.
So if you’re umcomfortable please visit my more light hearted posts.
I do think he was suicidal. It isn’t too far off for him to be. He was so distant from everyone and everything that it seemed like he was ready at any moment to leave. At the beginning he had no emotional connection with anyone or anything. There was no real reason keeping him alive (until MC). He was so withdrawn from reality all he could do was sleep.
Some of the warning signs of a suicidal person Shu fits perfectly:
A feeling of hopelessness.
Sleep problems.
Withdrawal in activities or socialization.
Changes in personality/appearance.
Recent trauma or life crisis.
Shu felt nothing was worth striving for. He was so overcome by guilt that he didn’t see a point to even trying to become happy again. That is, of course, until MC showed up and pushed him to feel things again. Even then in his HDB route he didn’t understand why love is so important (the way humans love). Shu was extremely closed off and distant in fear of being hurt or hurting.
He went from being a curious and active child to being a lifeless adult. He used to be on the move and motivated to explore the world as a child. He changed to being who he is after Edgar’s death and the pressure to become the next King. He was crushed by this sense of hopelessness. Shu was told he was a good for nothing right when he was hurting the most. He was told that right as he was watching the flames engulf Edgar’s village. Reiji told Shu he wasn’t fit to succeed the throne and he should stay mute. He really thought about that insult to heart. Shu repeated it and broke down. He felt utterly helpless after that. And that was around the time he went into his ‘motivated’ personality that was really quiet and reserved. He then became who he is shortly after he spiraled.
Here are some instances from his route that kinda reinforced the idea.
Maniac 3: Shu says he wouldn’t mind if he died.
Maniac 10: Ayato says Shu doesn’t have the will to live.
After Story: MC disappears and Shu finds her and says how he loses all meaning to remain in this world of she isn’t there.
Throughout his whole route he was totally indifferent to dying until toward the very end. Even then he still didn’t mind the thought of dying as long as he either died with her or by her hands.
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emolgum · 2 years ago
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Request Status: [ CLOSED - ❌ ]
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General Request Rules:
Please send all requests through The Ask Box, It helps me keep track of them.
Not all requests may be done, I have a right to not do a request that's given to me. I also have the right to add/remove any character requested.
I will always write a Gender Neutral Y/N since that is how I identify. I will not be doing Y/n's who use either She/Her or He/Him pronouns.
Please do not rush requests!
Please read my full writelist/blacklist before requesting! Also please read my Wont's below.
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Prompts Wont's
Anything requested that falls into these categories will be deleted and you will be blocked.
Lemon/Lime/Smut, Overall Sexual Stuff
P//dophilla
Inc//st
Yandere / Romanticized Toxic Relationships
Non-Con / Dub-Con / R//pe
S/H / S//icidial Situations
Gore / Heavy Angst
Pregnancy
Oc x Canon / Canon x Canon (Y/N only please!^^)
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Fandoms
All the Fandoms I will do, any fandom that isn't here I will not do. This list will increase as I watch different Anime.
Haikyuu
Danganronpa
MHA/BNHA
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Tysm for Reading!^^
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dyingfromtheinside · 3 years ago
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Writing s*icidie notes at work 🤪
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josephml99 · 4 years ago
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RT @YOSEISHAWTY: wait constant emptiness and s*icidial ideation ain't normal???? y'all actually happy????? https://t.co/rc1Msh5gHK
http://twitter.com/JosephML99
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stefanstranger · 6 years ago
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stefanstranger · 6 years ago
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@Icidis @code You can cheat a bit by using @code Extension ;-) https://t.co/jxdiUdk5qO
You can cheat a bit by using @code Extension ;-) https://t.co/jxdiUdk5qO
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