#iamnotokay

[a-homiesexual-book-boi]

i hate how much my bad relationships in the past still fucking affect me

i’m still the same person

going through old convos

with someone who i know was bad to me

and still

shaking

still fucking telling myself

“You were terrible to him and should be ashamed of yourself he was nothing but nice to you”

even when i’m the one

who has to navigate my life

entirely differently

because i’m still under his control

[imsiriuslycool]

Happy Halloween everyone!! (this morning I sobbed when I remembered it has been 43 years)

[peppershrimplol]

hey, Is it normal to be romantically attracted to Dr Jack Bright?? ( ˶°^°)

[wondergyuu]

CRINGETOBERRR!!!11!!!

Uh yeah I forgot about day 1 so I immediately did it with day 2..

Day 1: colorful eyes

Day 2: fursona

I'll just leave these here...

Man it's been a pretty long time drawing myself as my fursona.. the fnaf flashbacks are kicking in... HELPPP

[goodtimeswithiona]

WHAT THE FUCK. WHAT THE FUCK. HELP HEKP ONGBDUDHSUHDUDHDUDHUDH

[daughter-of-cha0s]

LETS GOOOOOOOOO

[heocrisy]

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Idea for a little angst. Leona has a nightmare about his s/o (fem or gn preferably) becoming an unfortunate victim to King’s Roar’s effect. Maybe having flashbacks to when he overblotted in a sense? Up to you!

Ohhhhhhh this is a PRIME angst prompt, thank you very much for this incredibly ouchie idea.

GN!Reader, ANGST, comfort

"Herbivore?"

In the center of Night Raven College's Spelldrive stadium, Leona stood alone. There was no grass beneath his feet crosshatched with play lines and goal marks, just cracked, dry soil. There were no cheers in the stands, no holler of food vendors or trumpet of pep bands, just a blistering, eerie silence. As the wind whistled through the empty field, little spirals of sand danced upon the breeze to land near his feet.

"Howl? Felmier?... Ruggie?"

No response.

He trod carefully across the arid dirt, moving towards the entrance of the field. Surely there he would find someone waiting, Ruggie or another Savanaclaw student or you, you had to be here somewhere. He was not afraid. he was not.

But dipping through the doorway and peering into one of the locker rooms revealed an equally eerie sight. No students, no coaches. Just heaps of dry, yellow sand. The alternate team's locker room revealed the same sight. So did the hallway out into the stadium entry, the vendor booths that lined the cobblestone path, the winding road leading back up to the school proper.

But along that road, facing away from him, finally he saw you.

"Herbivore!"

"...Why?"

Despite your distance, he could hear you perfectly. He tried to move towards you but it felt like her were wading through tar, each step a herculean effort. He tried to call for you again but found his voice dry and lifeless in his throat.

"I didn't ask to be here. I didn't know this would happen. But still... I just wanted to help. Why wouldn't you let me help?"

He was moving forward, he knew he was, so why did it seem like you were just as far away?

"This isn't even my home, but I just wanted to make sure you were okay. Is that so wrong? Why do you hate me so much?"

'I don't. I don't hate you. I never have, not really.' He tried to say, but the only noise he could make was a single choked rasp.

"Why would you do this to me? I just wanted to help."

He blinked. That's all he did, just a single blink. But suddenly he was upon you, crowding your space, a single clawed hand wrapped effortlessly around your neck. You didn't thrash, didn't scream, didn't make any attempt to pull away. Leona couldn't move either, frozen in time, watching in horror as the delicate skin around your neck began to flake and chip and dissolve to powdery sand. The tears in the corners of your eyes turned to dust before they could even roll down your cheeks.

"I JUST WANTED TO HELP!"

Leona jolted awake to blackness, the dull tick of an alarm clock sitting on his nightstand. He was coated in sweat, panting, throat dry and hoarse. He felt along the left side of his bed, palms thumping frantically over the blanket-clad shape sharing his space. The only one he'd allow to share his space.

"Hrrmph?- Ow, ow! Shit, Leona! You scared the hell out of me!" You grumbled, wrestling blindly out of your blanket to try and protect yourself from his swatting hands. You were here. Thank the seven, you were here. You were here, beside him, and he hadn't destroyed you. He hadn't ruined the one good thing that life had given him, not yet.

He hadn't, but he almost did. He almost did, some time ago.

The air was forced out of your body in a rushed whoof! as Leona bowled into you, draping himself entirely over your still sleep-addled form. Before you could protest or even question what was happening you felt the rasp of his sandy tongue against your temple, peppered kisses in between soothing licks. Was he... Grooming you? Leona never groomed you. He rarely even let himself be groomed by his own family. And yet here he was, pressing himself into you like he was afraid you were going to vanish from beneath his grasp.

"Herbivore... kitten..." He mumbled in between kisses, reverent, relieved. you let a hand come up to rest on his cheek and he stifled a sound that you could have sworn was a tiny sob.

"Hey, hey, I'm right here big cat. I'm not going anywhere. What's all this about?" You ran your thumb blindly back and forth over the curve of his cheekbone, and he melted weakly into the touch.

"...Right, right. You're not. Never go anywhere. I won't let you, not without me." Slowly the two of you sank back into the warmth of your shared mattress, Leona pressed against you like a second skin. "You're stuck with me now, aren't ya? Don't even think of... Of goin' anywhere."

As his words began to drift into exhausted mumbles you pressed yourself as close as you could into his warm side, letting him wrap an arm over your body and pull you into his embrace. You murmured a soft placation into his chest, hoping that whatever brought on this sudden influx of emotion out of your partner, it would be enough to soothe it.

"I wouldn't dream of it."

[nova-is-in-your-attic]

A new plan was activated. The world of Elmore will crumble before me, and Gumball Watterson will finally pay for his transgressions. Prepare for chaos, for I am Dr. Wrecker; vengeance is mine! #sores #lifeissosad #iamnotokay #idontknowwhattodo #series #band #highlighters #huestudy #hue

[thewritinginmyhead]

I’m a terrible person. I can never keep my trap shut. I’m sorry I was insensitive.

I’m not okay. It’s not okay. Nothing will be okay.

I’m sorry for the hurt that I’ve caused you.

[a-homiesexual-book-boi]

I don’t wanna be abandoned. I don’t want to be alone again. I was alone for so long. I’ve found true friends. Im so afraid I’m going to lose them, or drive them away because of my anxious attachment.

[icyfox17]

I'm normal I'm normal I'm normal I'm normal I'm norm--

[ot8xbangchansgirlsblog]

the amount of times i've had crash out sessions this week needs to actually be studied.

[bossbossbanana]

“Itadori, tell everyone for me. Life wasn’t so bad!”

I will never recover from this fucking show anyways nothing bad ever happens to these guys ever right???? Right????? Right????? IAMNOTOKAY

[queerbeverage]

SHE REALLY WAS FINE FOR ALL OF ABOUT MAYBE 5 MINUTES, BEFORE EVERYTHING FUCKING TURNED TO SHIT AGAIN LIKE IT PRETTY MUCH ALWAYS DOES FOR HER FUCK IAMNOTOKAY

HER SMILE SEND HELP

[lazybug16]

I love Harper

Got nothing against straight people obviously, just this comment was hilarious and justified in this exact moment in the movie lol

[swordbenihime]

I just want zeke to pound me senseless

Thirsty hours,right?Me too,anon,me too 😶 Especially,do you remember table in his "not this room" Yeah,that's the answer.