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selfish asshole..this act is getting old
#dir at myself#sorry my love#i just fuckinnnggggghhhh#i dont even feel that bad why am i doing this#why do i keep roetending#am k even pretending#whag is this#ive been aware of this sknce it all started#why am i lime this whhy do i push this onto myself#and why do i desire it#im not enough because i javent felt awful recently#i need to just feel good and not twmporarily#life cant keep just being an endless series of distractions#im fucking sick#the only solution i3can even think of other than killing myself is running away#and i dont think i wanna be running off to america right now#or europe#or anywhere#i have places to crash yeah! just down yhe street. not very helpful#i am so sick of everything going th esame way#yk what i3miss the “past”#whatever that was#wherher it was those shitty studio buildings or the world i made up in my head whsre everything is perfect or the future#iam just#so sorry#i cant even sxpaoljn why i do this#i cant understand myself#i cant understand anything#and nobody understands it except you two#and i vant evene
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alexa play im not okay by my chemical romance
#twisted wonderland#twst#ツイステ#ツイステッドワンダーランド#twst spoilers#twst yuu#twst oc#twst grim#mmarts#dire crowley#skully j graves#well hes there just a tiny bit#CHAT iam not doing well UUEUEUEUEUEUEUUE soung of crgyingh#I SAW THIS COMING BUT I STILL GOT A CRITICAL HIT IM OUGHU IM GONE BYE#id love to draw skully more but im runnin out of time#sighhhh but im delusional rn. hes gonna be in HW 2 electric boogaloo christmas edition i can feel it in my bones#that cryptic ass ending with the q mark and the oogie boys and the crimmas bg i can just feel it#yapyapyap
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alongside someone like you
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#yuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#itafushi#fushiita#fanart#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#jjk 266#jjk leaks#i feel like i say this after every piece at this point but iam once again. SO TIRED#collapses dead#cries i did it again i ws up all last night finishing the first 1.....tht one took *counts* 8 hours...#got 3 hrs sleep n picked up where i left off on th second one at 8 in the morning#2nd one absolutely ruined me n made the third one feel like a herculean task . even tho its literally just them on a bed#rooms....KITCHENS......beloathed!!!! public enemy no1 kill on sight!!!!!!#hell is real and they make u render different rooms of houses from scratch no perspective tool no clue what ur doing#n they see how long it takes u to completely lose it#clipped yuujis bangs back tho n i thought tht was cute . silver linings#1ST ONE WAS SO FUN ALSO idk if its bc outdoor environments r forgiving or bc i had more energy n was fresh faced n hopeful or what#but it is by far my favourite. once again pulled out nearly every nature brush in my arsenal#third one meh simple safe soft w/e i was just so exhausted after th kitchen tht working on it was such a slog#oh ya i added a bunch of scars 2 yuuji's arms n lobbed off his ring finger sighs the yuuji injury list (tm) grows every minute#also HINA USE YELLOW CHALLENGE CLEAR golden hour in2 sunset my beloved <333 easy warm light + safe homey Peaceful vibes...bless#cries eternally thinking abt them let us have this let THEM have this pls thank u#ok i need to not look at these anymore take them enjoy my contribution 2 the domestic itfs pile
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people are acting like we’re saying creators shouldn’t be paid for their work; they absolutely should. and watcher already is. they have a patreon, they get sponsors, their videos regularly get millions of views which gives them ad revenue, they sell merch; they are getting paid. feeling indignant and disappointed that they’re asking us to pay for content we were already getting for free isn’t entitlement, it’s expected. they wanted to make bigger produced shows and now their budget can’t sustain it, that’s not on the viewer to make up for
#im not going to feel as sorry for the company as iam for an artist working out of their bedroom#they went too big and now expect us to make up for it#its normal to feel slighted by that#im not paying over a hundred dollars a year for a guy to eat food another to walk around a house and a puppet to tell a story#im just not#their shows are entertaining theres no doubt about that but can you really say its worth that fee when we are in a cost of living crisis#coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt#watcher#watcher tv#shane madej#ryan bergara#steven lim#hey there demons it’s me ya boy#ghoul boys
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kagome chan... you are everything to me
(((op has not finished watching inuyasha so no spoilers thanks! :)))
#bluebelledmoon's art#this took so long#uhhh happy late birthday pug thanks for getting me into this iam stuck like quicksand#i tried writing her name in japanese okay. dont come after me i did my best#this helped me learn sooo much about color weeee#LOOK I USEE HALFTONES CAN YOU SEE CAN YOU SEE#its so hard to draw kagome iwth her hair and face just because of the inuyasha artstyle. which is certainly why all of these have different#art styles for her face. dont question me#this is definitely in my top five anime ever. i am so hooked pug how dare you#kagome higurashi#kagome#inuyasha#inuyasha fanart#inuyasha fandom#inuyasha anime#inuyasha art#artists on tumblr#illustration
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keep it use it hold it kill it
#iam so normal about this game.#i promise. i prommy. u haveto mbelieve me#(LYING)#///#in stars and time#isat#in stars and time siffrin#isat spoilers#MAYBE.?? just in case#eye eploding meant to be loop asf#isat siffrin#siffrin fanart#could also be considered#loop fanart#isat fanart#my art#ohmaerieme
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BAD SANSUARY // [31] snuggle for owl-bones's event !
"...I can't stay mad at you."
#(aaaa done with badsansuary!! thank youuu mr rayne owl-bones for creating this event! ive been enjoying other ppl's crumbs!!)#badsansuary#cross!sans#self insert#mblue art#sometimes he makes me go ù///ú n then he makes me want to smooch the heck outta him#i think abt wanting 2 pepper this man's skull w kissies almost evry day#like just. peck his forehead w lots of kithes mwam mwam mwah#(iam . very.. kissy...)#hrhrhrghsgh#nagtampo sinuyo nilambing#cm
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meee
#i just bought a rednosefactory clown nose because iwantto be a clown#itsnot hereyet so ijust draw myself wearing it#ihave to draw myself frowning because iam a CHRONIC frowner 😭#im not even upset just resting bitchface#drawing#my art#clown#self portrait
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He knows exactly what he’s doing and who his audience is!! 🥵
#iam her and she is me and we approve of this hoeing out of himself#don’t know where to look first#there’s just so much candy#daniel ricciardo#dr3#danny ric#enchante
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and the world had no roads
#revolutionary girl utena#rgu#shoujo kakumei utena#sku#kiryuu nanami#nanami kiryuu#himamiya anthy#anthy himemiya#biruesque art#it's nanami fever how are we feelin tonite#iam definitely just out here crying
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holed away from the rest of the world
#rottmnt#baron draxum#rottmnt splinter#baronjitsu#iam's doodles#iam#still getting used to using my phone to draw lmao#also just because I was inactive for a bit doesn't mean you can go on anon and accuse me of shit#that's just rude#this is obviously my OTP so if you wanna talk smack then at least get off anon first you coward <3
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what are you afraid of?
#shinji ikari#nge shinji#nge fanart#nge#neon genesis evangelion#evangelion#just finished the og series iam BLOWNNNNNN away#my art
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talkin to him every night wwwww
#hades game#hades 2#hypnos hades#hades hypnos#melinoe#melinoe hades#mmarts#okay iam so fkin UNWELL today i just want to doodle something hyp related#i didnt slack off work for this haha n o i didnt... oof#i have seen... THINGS but i shant say. HAHAHA....#im going to chew on concrete
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tonight’s doodle
#othello#not the shakespeare play sorry#kuroshitsuji#black butler#light hints of underthello. its not obvious but its definitely there#iam talking about the cookies#they bake together (othellos just the taste tester)#zeph’s art
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i was possessed.
#a childhood crush that still haunts part of my brain to this day#im rewatching episodes and saw the grave puncher movie episode and saw him in his little outfit and immediately headed to my tablet#something was gnawing at my chest to just draw him. so i did to get him out of my system again#i still cant render. especially night but eh#i like his outfit sm in the episode. iam violent#randy cunningham 9th grade ninja#rc9gn#randy cunningham#flame draws
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anyone else question god when they cant be interested in something normal
#its not that i dont seek out more respectable media its just that it never sticks as much as the most deranged shit. i must embrace who iam.#dmmd#dmmd fanart#art#my art#sketchbook#dramatical murder#aoba seragaki#noiz dmmd
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