#i am so sick of everything going th esame way
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selfish asshole..this act is getting old
#dir at myself#sorry my love#i just fuckinnnggggghhhh#i dont even feel that bad why am i doing this#why do i keep roetending#am k even pretending#whag is this#ive been aware of this sknce it all started#why am i lime this whhy do i push this onto myself#and why do i desire it#im not enough because i javent felt awful recently#i need to just feel good and not twmporarily#life cant keep just being an endless series of distractions#im fucking sick#the only solution i3can even think of other than killing myself is running away#and i dont think i wanna be running off to america right now#or europe#or anywhere#i have places to crash yeah! just down yhe street. not very helpful#i am so sick of everything going th esame way#yk what i3miss the “past”#whatever that was#wherher it was those shitty studio buildings or the world i made up in my head whsre everything is perfect or the future#iam just#so sorry#i cant even sxpaoljn why i do this#i cant understand myself#i cant understand anything#and nobody understands it except you two#and i vant evene
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