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I'm so fine <- the words of a liar after finding out one of her favorite fanfics has been deleted
#ao3#destiel#supernatural#i. remember. it. so. vividly. too.#royalty au. age difference. castiel being gifted from his tribe to a kingdom as a warrior. expecting to be put in their military-#nope hes on babysitting duty.#the prejudice the young boy princes have for him not helped by their maid spreading false rumors and hatred!! dean trying to protect sam and#'fighting' castiel!#cas being their bodyguard! being put in a room seperated by a wall! him stopping a kiddnapping/murders! a door connecting said rooms being#installed! them slowly aging up! looking at cas with stars in their eyes! dean entering puberty and realizing his feelings for cas are Not#Platonic! cas noticing dean distancing himself! he's no longer the cute little kid who at picnics begs to sit in his lap and hear stories!#dean being forced to marry and have an heir TM#their falling out where cas ends up leaving for months? years? he learns that he was given to the kingdom Because The Elders Were Threatened#by his strength!#and eventually cas comes back and everything worked out#i wanna reread it#its like- raising a king? something like that#god i hope it wasn’t removed bc of fandom moralists in comments or bc people were selling copies of it
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fucked up little dream i had abt tearing a piece of my thumb off
#when i woke up i looked at my thumb to check if it was still intact that was wild#i remember the inside of my thumb so vividly like it was pink and spongey looking for some reason#i did it so slowly too i remember that#and the whole time i felt no pain ?????? it was really fucking weird#the bone was sticking out and everything and then i just threw the part of my thumb away from some reason#in my head i went that would b cool as a drawing i think#tw injury#??#tw mutilation#??????????#barely thats like a centimeter of my thumb but eh#froodles#im going back to eep tho
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me n who ?!?!?!? ME N WHO GUYS ...
picrews: 1 2 3 4
mking silly girlfailure picrews are the only thing saving my sanity which took quite a number of blows today ( its hanging on by the measliest thread but i think its better to consider it go n e )
anyways i wanna make a silly tag game so we are going to make a silly tag game because in the wise words of martin luther king i think wait it was probably gandhi "be the change you wish to see in the world" arent i so cool guys im taking like the first step forward and :stareyes: ahahah
(no pressure) tags !! 🏷️ : @cienxpidity, @ilyuu, @anonbinaryweirdo, @suntoru, @tuesdayberries, @lume-nosity, @mrcrazyvillainvillainn, @ceneid, @amalythea, @xianyoon, @aeon-yao, @ryuryuryuyurboat, @auroratumbles, @snobwaffles, @the-white-void + everyone i probably forgot to tag (SPS IM SORRY) n anyone else whod like to join !!
#💬 ⌗ 𝐚𝐧 𝐚𝐫𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐭𝐞𝐜𝐭'𝐬 𝐫𝐚𝐦𝐛𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 . . . ✧#i was in a very silly mood ( mental breakdown ish ) i cried like 16 times in the past hour and that's probably not a good thing but HEY#its fine#im so fine#im so#im so...#*perishes*#begone negativity#its time for me and my delusions#speaking of delusions i actually had the WILDEST Dream last night#and its so crazy because its like the first dream I've had in the past year that's not about a fictional character#yes im pathtetic#carrying on#and i was like escaping from t h e. m a. n i n t he. h a l l w a y#and i was like runnning away yk and then shrek comes over and helps me out by defenestrating me and so i land in some bushes and then start#like putting candy into a bag??? and im like HURRY UP SHREK HES GONNA COME AFTER US#and then i got to this like cult area#where it splits into two paths and i remember it so vividly because there was this gate security and i had to type in my student id to get#and so it opens up to this room and there's two pathways#the one to the right has this giant ass shrine golden statue surrounded by a bunch of children#and the one i go to has little cube spaces caved into the walls for like little decorations and a stair for like a lower other half of the#room#and theres a bunch of children and my irls#and so we break outta there yk#we escape#we get out#and we run into like osme shopping place#and my friend is planning to abandon me with her other friend and they're running away to china#but they refuse to take me with them (ultimate betrayal)#HELP edit but the tags didnt show up cause there were too many...
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Raph amassing a decent squad of stuffed animals when he’s little and coming up with wrestling matches between them.
Captain Cuddles is the winning face, and Cheech is his long-standing heel rival. Their fights are legendary.
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt raph#rottmnt headcanons#rise Raph#I feel like people ignore Raph’s love of wrestling too much I think it’s so cute he loves it as much as he does 😭#but yeah little Raph making up his own wrestling matches between his stuffed animals#because he’s gotta go with the stuffed animals - they can’t get hurt as easily as his brothers#and he learns from a young age how easy it is to hurt#so it’s better to have friends that can’t get hurt! right?#SIDE NOTe#I like to think Raph connects so well with Franken-Foot largely because he connects with inanimate objects so easily#he’s very quick to give humanity to anything that endears itself to him#I wonder if they had a bad run in with humans in the past and Raph remembers it most vividly#projecting on inanimate objects and animals with the respect and care he wishes others would give him
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Taeyong – The 7th Sense at SMTOWN Live
#he owns this song like his charisma is so unmatched#still vividly remember the first time i watched it and felt my eyes glue to him so overwhelmed by his charisma#i immediately biased him and got into nct because of that#ugh they really need to put out songs with a similar vibe to this again#and as smooth choreo too#taeyong#nctinc#supermsource#lee taeyong#the 7th sense#nct taeyong#nct#nct u#superm#super m#smtown#smtown live#taeyong gif#limitlesssense
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i think i actually managed to dream about dr ratio help
#i remembered so vividly when i woke up but now that i showered and made coffee etc i forgot again NOOO#trying to remember what it was#IT WAS SMTH IN CHARACTER TOO LIKE#me rlly dreaming up some additional ratio content to the current version#i think aven was in it too#help#babbles#tbd
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so I'm wondering what the general consensus is on the companion relationships bc from what ive seen so far they're so lackluster compared to the previous games.
(putting the rest under the cut bc this got unintentionally long...)
and you know what? yeah, I will compare it to bg3, bc I vividly remember so many developers, including bioware ones, being against bg3 being the standard. maybe they meant graphically or scale wise, but it's obvious that we meant the diversity of choices and quality/depth of the companions. larian made it a point that they wanted the relationships to be complex, it wasn't about pressing all the right dialogue for approval, and that sometime you have to challenge your friend's beliefs, sometimes you have to argue w loved ones. and when it came to romance, it was especially stressed that sex wasn't the end goal like so many other games have treated romance.
so yeah, the veilguard companions are disappointing, because it is a massive step backwards from their previous complex companions. you can't be friends, you can't be rivals, and you certainly can't have any kind of deep or complex romance. you don't even have a say in recruiting these people. there's no options for any kind of player, because bioware clearly only had a very specific player in mind. no matter what you do, it forces the illusion of friendship with characters you might not even like, it forces you to be nice and supportive no matter what, stripping the player of the agency and roleplay we were promised.
and there's the part I'm the most sore about. if bioware wanted a more linear game with a more fixed protagonist, fine, but 1) da2 exists and there was still more choice there, and 2) don't fucking lie about it. bioware lied up and down about this game for ten years straight and everyone just accepted it right up to release day. we shouldn't have to accept the bare minimum, especially from a $90cad game. that's money most people don't have to spare anymore, the least you could do is be honest about what people are paying for, especially when those who will buy it are faithful dragon age fans who thought this game was going to be faithful back and finally give them answers about the world they cared so much about.
(and don't get me wrong, larian isn't perfect either and I've made a lot of posts criticising them too, but bg3s success shows that people Do appreciate depth of choice and complex companions (see astarion's success))
to me, it feels like they only included romance bc the previous games had it and they knew people wanted it, but they didn't really care for it or just ultimately had no idea Why these romances worked. I don't get any feeling of care or effort went into these relationships (minus emmrich, but especially with lucanis') and it continues to puzzle me as to why writers even bother writing stuff they don't like or care for. and I don't want to assume it's just for money, bc I want to hope people actually do care about the work they do, so im not saying that, but it definitely doesn't feel good. I've said this before and I'll say it again, I would rather have a few characters with depth in friendship/rivalry with no romance, rather than ones that clearly have depth but is never explored. it's so frustrating to see wasted potential and it's even more frustrating to have my time and money wasted.
#im pretty much nearing the end of the game and lucanis' romance was. well disappointing but id understand if that was just him#but it's not#also i vividly remember rolling my eyes so hard when lucanis' writer said she wrote him as a bisexual disaster#but now im like damn where was any of that. i wouldve taken our stupid stereotype over literally nothing#bioware critical#datv spoilers#six speaks#also also... this sentiment goes for the entire game not just the relationships. i would rather have a good game with a good story instead-#of the developers half assing companions just bc people want it#but you cant fault people for expecting something that has literally been a staple of their games#especially when they lied about it#ok hold on i just realised it looks bad that im complaining about lucanis' romance#i do like that its slow. i do like that its not as physical or intense as people wanted. i just think there should've been other moments#of just spending time with him. doesn't have to be anything crazy but there's literally. like two romance specific scenes#minus the two ending ones bc everyone gets similar ones. which just makes physical intimacy look like the end goal yet again#don't come for me on this i Understand why his romance is like that. man lmao#im too tired for this
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wHOA HEY MOVERS' MOMS !!!??
And Knit Knots' mom tooo!!!
#i remember the mother in you song so vividly but somehow i didn't remember that the actors themselves were the moms too????#they look so good what the hell!!!!! smitty's mom looks so prettyyyyy.. help they look so cute#i knew there was an episode where the actors played out as the movers' dads. so i wondered if they're gonna show their moms too..#very delighted it is so#ghghuhg i'm obsessed. rich's mom.... hey#imagination movers#uhhm. i'm tagging it i guess.. hi
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Another one of my coworkers got me re-watching Codename: Kids Next Door again, another classic I remember loving as a child. (At this rate each one of my coworkers is going to be responsible for getting me to rewatch a different cartoon from my childhood askdhasdhasd)
So far it's not really grabbing me like EEnE or Animaniacs did, but I'm still kinda enjoying it so we'll see what happens.
I know this headcanon is rather common, but I like to imagine we are seeing everything through the eyes of their imagination. Like, all the stunts, the tree house base, the props are all make-believe irl, but through the power of their vivid imagination, we get to see it the way we do.
I'm such a sucker for that shit, that's partially why Ed Edd n Eddy resonates so well with me because they're just hanging out and having fun. It brings me back to when I was their age and man, the nostalgia is real. I may not be able to go back and be a kid again, but I can relive it vicariously through these cartoons.
#torra rambles#codename kids next door#KND#I'm surprised so far by how much I remember#I remembered 3&4 had a crush on one another#I remembered 1's real name somehow#was just staring at him like 'somehow I get the name Nigel but that can't be right'#but two seconds later his mom called him and by golly it was#I remember the turnip episode VERY vividly#I also remember the end VERY differently (at least through the basic skim I did on the wiki)#I remembered it ending because Nigel was going to turn 13 and be too old to be considered a Kid so he had to leave#not that he was going off to outer fucking space lmao
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i alwayz did think "yeah the snapchatz are decanonized via deleted social media post from one (1) writer ov the epilogues despite not conflicting in any meaningful sense w/ the plot" waz like. rlly unnecessary & against the entire ethos ov postcanon. like if anything i think the way snapchat jane iz written like the Nice Jane we kno & love from canon with the massive Literally Red Flag ov putting a crockertier collar & leash on noir bridgez the gap between her canon & postcanon rolez really well! AND her getting kidnapped 2 the moon by troll rebelz for tht matter! like man ov course ppl r gonna think villainjane iz abrupt if u tell em 2 ignore the preexisting foreshadowing
ya it always seemed pretty obvious to me that the snapchat story was at the very least written from the same outline as the epilogues were given that "jane turns to the dark side while battling a faction of trolls" was like the MAIN hanging plot thread there. and now that i think about it it makes too much sense that, knowing the epilogues wouldn't be finished for another couple years, the plan was to bridge the gap between the end of homestuck and the start of the epilogues with snapchat stories taking place in the intervening years (and then whatpumpkin being what it was in 2016 someone realised they didn't have the money or the time or whatever to actually do that and they canned the project without telling us what the fuck was going on)
so like if the epilogue writers wanted to treat that as not canon fine i guess but it always seemed pointless to treat them as different continuities when they very clearly ARE part of the same continuity, vague notions of "canon" notwithstanding
#but to be fair i very vividly do remember people being MADDD about jane mind controlling jack even at the time. LOL#like 2016 readers were definitely even less ready for evil jane than 2019 readers were. and more vocal too#so like. would homestuck have even survived the timeline where the snapchat story kept going. idk
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staring at my face in the passenger mirror n trying not 2 cry why do i liike like That,,, , why is my face so pulled down why does it all have to make shadows like that i look So old
#i feel like i always have. ive always looked like i am 90yrs old LMAO. . ...... h#even when i was a kid & skinny enough u could see my chest bones i still had a huge round head#which btw it is so strange to see pictures of me looking like that#because i swear i have always been chubby#i remember my family always saying how i was the fat one#i was filled w baby fat i needed to lose#and i remember being that kid so vividly but looking so different n hating myself for it#and sneaking to the fridge 2 literally stuff my face with as much vegetables as i could find because i thought thats how u lost weight#bc i was too young to understand
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one of the biggest mistakes around grief that i made was avoiding thinking about a loved one bc it was too upsetting. it was a very temporary (but necessary, at the time) fix for feelings i’ll spend a lifetime with but bc of that these days when i think about my sister, it almost feels like i imagined our life together? the pain feels real but the memories kind of feel like dreams. now i’m working backwards and getting myself to look at pictures and videos and bring her up in conversation but every time I do I get so emotional it feels like i’m starting the whole grieving process again.
#but i have to do it anyway so it is what it is lol#I don’t mean I’m forgetting her#I can still remember everything about her so vividly#but it’s more like I created so much distance between myself and the pain of losing her#that I unintentionally created distance between me and her too
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no but when mhok told day to think of his plate as a clock and told him where on the clock the food was that really reminded me of one of my favorite movies from when i was in middle school which is also about blind people and where the title of the movie itself is a reference to thinking of the plate as a clock: it's called "erbsen auf halb 6" which literally translates to "peas at half past 5" (yes, "halb 6" means "half past 5", yes the numbers are different, don't worry about it)
the plot of the movie is a theater director losing his eyesight in a car accident and him being a director who kinda needs to see what's going on on stage he really doesn't take his sudden loss of vision very well. he gets assigned a helper/mentor, a lady who is blind herself and who's been blind since birth and is supposed to help him adapt to a life with disability. he ultimately runs away from her when he learns that his mother is sick to go find his mother in russia and say goodbye before she dies. his helper/mentor chases after him and they end up on a travel adventure together
it's been over a decade since i last saw the movie but i think at some point they eat and they talk about how the peas sit on the plate where it would be half past 5 on a clock?? anyway, that moment with mhok and day at the restaurant where mhok tells him the position of day's food with the help of an analog clock really reminded me of that movie
edit: i went to look for the trailer of that movie and i found the scene in question!! turns out they're at a restaurant and the helper/mentor character goes "if you imagine the plate as a clock... what numbers is the food lying on?" and the waitress is all confused going "i'm sorry?"
there are no eng subs for the trailer buuut the moment is at the very end at 2:11:
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see it's a real movie i didn't just make it up kjdfkjdfk
#god i need to rewatch that movie so bad it's been so long since i last saw it#i actually thought about this movie only recently!!#bc these two italian erasmus students were asking for german movie recs and i told them about this one#and now the scene with day and mohk at the restaurant reminds me of it too and#now i just feel this strong urge to go rewatch it#i vividly remember many scenes but there is no connection between them djgdkfjkfdg#i should really rewatch it during christmas break i think we have it on dvd???#bc my mom found it in the library and we liked the movie a lot and i think she ended up buying it#i gotta check my parent's dvd shelf when i go home for christmas in a week#airenyah plappert#last twilight#lt ep5#adrm#no but that movie also had this feature where they had an accessible version of it for people with low/no vision!!!!#which was the first time i'd ever seen a feature like this‚ up until that point i didn't know it existed#(i was like 12 or 13 or so i think when i first watched that movie)#(and (pre-)teen me thought it was really cool)
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every so often i think abt the first time i smoked A Weed (hotboxed in my friends car and them hung out w them and their boyfriend) and in the moment i was Mega Nervous about third wheeling but when i relayed my Experience to my friends they were all like "chuu .......... i dont think you were third wheeling.... i think they were inviting u to join them ............" like how was I supposed to figure that out from them inviting me to snuggle with them on the couch and both of them running their hands through my hair and going on about how soft it was and telling me it was ok for me to come closer and that i could "take what i needed" and
on the otjer hand it was also the first time i ever had italian beef sandwiches so like i think it was a rlly formative experience for me. the moral of the story here is italian beef sandwiches are good
#pawbeanies lore#sniffs we dont talk ne more but also last time we did talk Friend was talking to me abt their nft gallery so perhaps. bullet dodged?#but like seriously how was i supposed to knowww... i felt so awkward ... sitting there while they kissed n stuff ...#do vividly remember being curled up w my head on Friends side and like. awkwardly scooting away bc i was like Ah. Too Close#and then they looked at me and went like. hey its ok cmere .. take whatever you need#with their hand on my thigh. like what did that MEAN
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Sonic Prime was released one year ago today…..
Where has the damn time gone?
#I remember vividly when I was watching this too#there was a ice storm of sorts happening and I had to go into work even though it was insanely dangerous to drive in#I quickly got up and watched as many episodes as I could before I had to leave and ended up clocking out anyway cause no customers were-#arriving the 2 hours I was there so they let me clock out early#I just remembered feeling so annoyed that i had to go in and just watch the cartoon over and over XD#sonic prime#sonic the hedgehog#sth
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Did any other h2hoes watch that one YouTube series with the mermaid named Amy and her friends? 6 year old me was obsessed. I just put on Swimming by Florence and the Machine and had a wild series of flashbacks to early 2000s YouTube filled with fanmade H2O spinoffs
#The fan made tails were always so cute#Like 99% of the time they were those $40 kid monofins with seran wrap or fabric around their legs#But I vividly remember seeing one that was like baby's first extended tail and being so awestruck by it#It's why I make fun of that one pirate show's shitty flimsy tail so much#There are moms on YouTube making tails for their kids that are better than yours 18 years ago...#Anyway yeah#I want to feel camaraderie I really hope someone else here knows wtf I'm talking about#I don't remember the name so I doubt I'll ever find it again. All the friends had their own tail designs too! It was adorable#Cruddy rambles#I want to main tag this but it's not really on-topic... Hm.......#H2O JAW#H2O#Will use the shorthand tags for the real ones ig lol
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