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calmparticles · 6 months

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#hi!!! not dead!!! i've just had the most creative block ever DKFBNDF/#here's some poppup whale/dolphin variations for anon! thank u sm vacc anon for the req and kind words - hope u doing good!!/#all of u asks have been so sweet. bless u! <3/#poppup #deltarune #myart #and a teeny tiny ambyu. 2 small for the tag. teeny/#i'm very rusty at art-ing rn - if anyone has any reqs i would love to draw some! i still got lot's 2 go thru too tho <3/#also i finally went back n edited all my image ids into the images themselves - i'll still reblog ids over @ calmparticles-id/#cause 4000 characters will never b enough 4 me DKFJBDF i cannot write short ids 2 save my life or u eyes/#anyways that's enough tags for now!/

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tatakaeeren · 8 months

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Levi Ackerman | Shingeki No Kyojin Final Trailer

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pemprika · 2 years

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happy 10th anniversary to houseki no kuni (and phos, my beloved)

#houseki no kuni #land of the lustrous #phos #phosphophyllite #thanking ichikawa every single day for creating this wonderful and emotional series #my life has never been the same since 2017 #i've only been here since the anime was released and i feel like i've been reading it for a lifetime #preparing myself for the final ending like T___T ugh!!!!#pemprika

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louroth · 1 month

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"It takes guts to grow up like you did-- thousands of years simmering beneath every kind of oppression man could think of."

"With the sky kissing the crown of my head, knighting me with space to roam and the bravery to explore it [...] Big, open fields of barley and rivers like slivers of silver, marbling my veins."

"And yet you prefer...?" "After all that life?" a breath, a laugh, caught between teeth. "Something cultivated by your own will-- the work, the dread, the sought resolution-- it is far grander than the possibility, the dream of it."

art by @fooltofancy (just. fantastic. look at them. !!!!)

#OUROBOROS #ouroboros-if #interactive fiction #yor/yana #go commission vin if you want to like literally sob. The lines! THE LIIIINES!!!!#I'm so happy I could snag these bdfhksjdbf AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #never in my life did I think anyone could do Y justice in how I see them in my head. and here's vin absolutely slam dunking every line #I was very. emotional. when I got the art-- I've just been served with some dental problems and whatever the fuck else. been in a fugue sta #e when working on ouro (so much is getting done but endless tasks to do!) and this just. perked me up. (sobs) i love them so much. so.somuc #You haven't seen much of Y in the public demo but they have so many things !!! going on!! and I can't wait to share it and hear from you #often I wonder what peoples theories are on Y. I've heard the rumors #the pondering on a particular theory. and it gets me all giddy-- not bc it is wrong #but because it isn't always entirely right. sdlkfjhslkdjfhsd I love being cryptic LMAO bye. love u

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birrdies · 17 days

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the revenant by birrdie, 3/8 chapters (ongoing, 32.6k, sequel to 'the survivor')

*READ TAGS*

#birdie writes #it's here it's here it's here it's here it's here it's here it's here it's here #worm knows... how insane i've been over the last several months #bless them honestly for putting up with me #god's strongest soldier fr #the mczu has never once left my brain #etho #etho fic #cletho #life series fic #mczu #boat boys

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fluffypotatey · 2 years

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A Thought:

As Emrys, Merlin is a very powerful sorcerer.

However, his utter lack of any formal training means Merlin is not a very good sorcerer.

The magic he does should be theoretically impossible, but he's got enough raw fucking power to just make it work. Infant demigod smashing blocks together and creating a Lego Death Star.

Merlin: *does magic that Should Not Work*

Other sorcerers:

AND THEY ARE RIGHT TO FEEL UPSET

IMAGINE YOU'RE A SORCERER. YOU'VE BEEN PRACTICING YOUR CRAFT, SHOOTING THE SHIT, LAYING LOW, PLOTTING PLANNING.....THEN THIS FARMY BOY TWINK SHOWS UP AND NUKES THE FUCKING PRIESTESS OF THE LAKE OF AVALON

I'D FEEL PISSED TOO

like, bro, you meet him, you're apprehensive of him bc 'shit that's emrys'. the emrys. the dude that's said to be the greatest sorcerer to ever walk the earth. you meet him. you can feel his magic and like holy shit, what the fuck was that??? you ask him how the fuck he gained so much power by the age of 21????

merlin: you mean....y'all don't also just have magic doing shit when you're a toddler

you, the sorcerer who has had to spend years getting control to fucking heat up a teapot: .........no.......no our magic doesn't do that

goddamn do you wanna just chuck this adult child into the lake and be done with it. better yet, you wish for the sprites to just pick you up and use your body as a sacrifice for entrance into Avalon.

and then, and then

you see how this motherfucker fights against bandits and "WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU JUST PUSHING THEM AWAY??? WHERE'S THE SHOWMANSHIP??? THE PIZZAZZ??? HOW MANY SPELLS DO YOU KNOW???"

merlin, who forgot he can freeze time and space and can launch lightning bolts at people: uh....3???

it takes the triple goddess to restrain you from murking the prophesized warlock right then and there.

"NO, NO, FUCK THAT, FUCK THIS, FUCK ALL O' Y'ALL!" you scream as you jump on a ship and move to a place that doesn't have op young adult children who didn't study shit and yet still get an A+

#i could post this later.......but i won't so here we go #i am delirious it is......1:30 in the morning i should sleep and yet....here i sit #i hope this was enjoyable because this is the best fucking thing i've ever been granted the chance to read #headcanon fully accepted #this is canon #sorcerers hate merlin because he that's guy who always passes the class with flying colors but you know that bitch #sleeps during every lecture and never studied a day in his life #i know for a fact that gaius would have smacked merlin when they met but didn't bc this kiddo was too pure and sweet for this world #honestly a sorcerer who worked their ass off to be th best meeting s5 merlin who's tired & seen shit but only knows 7 spells #they would walk right out bc 'who tf does think think he is????' and merlin has had this interaction one too many time by then #bbc merlin #merlin #merlin emrys #headcanons #i want me screaming into the void at the witching hour to be my legacy

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kedreeva · 7 months

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If I could kill the reply feature on this webbed site, I would.

#personal #i wish there was an option for only allowing replies from people following you for one year or something #one week is not long enough for me up put up with some people #who are you and why are you replying when you could have just reblogged whatever the fuck it was #and said your piece there #there's like a handful of people who've been here a long time that i don't mind replies from #and then people whose usernames I've never seen in my life #saying stupid shit #that should have been a reblog so it doesn't get emailed to me #i want to keep the people who've been around #I've just started soft blocking people who i don't know that reply to not my posts #to say random things #I'm so cranky right now i should go to sleep #just to be clear if you are saying something TO ME on a post I MADE then this isn't about you

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spaceradars · 6 days

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forever thinking about ray kowalski's "you ever feel like you don't know who you are? like if you weren't around somebody or somebody wasn't around you, that, uh, you wouldn't be you? or at least not the- the you that you think you are? you know you ever... you ever feel like that? me neither"

#i love how ever since pretty much the first few episodes of s3 (particularly since 3x02) we can tell how sensitive he is and how. like.#idk if sensitive is the word actually but whatever.#y'know he's a bit cocky a bit moody so cool and always has an answer or a sneaky remark for everything #but in reality he's just afraid and insecure and also sensitive.#and all of those things can coexist of course. but it's like. idk how to properly put it in words but it's like. during s3 #(partcularly during the last 2 episodes) there's this clash with fraser because of how different their styles (lets call it that) are #and we start with this kowalski who's apparently so cool and sure of himself and blah blah. that's how we meet him! but THEN #there's the verge of the divorce during 3x12/3x13 and then s4 arrives and they don't forget those last s3 episodes. on the contrary!#you can tell how much impact they've had on both fraser and kowalski. but i think that particularly on kowalski.#i've made a post about it before but whatever there's a change! and it's telling! kowalski's calmer and more communicative and less moodier #he's still insecure and troubled. but he talks to fraser about it. he opens up! so it's all balanced. UNTIL cotw.#it's like. i dont mean to say there's a setback because it's not that. but he's got this moment of honesty in the car with thatcher #(and not that he never had those moments of honesty before -but they've all been with fraser.)#and now it's *about* fraser. who has become (technically bc of this job) a pivotal part of his life.#and (he feels like) he's about to lose it all (let's not forget the context of all this even if it's not where i'm going to with this)#so in a way during cotw there are a lot of old insecurities coming back to kowalski. and i dont think they'd ever left it was more like.#they weren't really present bc he was comfortable with fraser and his relationship with him. like those insecurities weren't about fraser!#but now they've come back and they are about fraser! like kowalski's afraid of being left behind by fraser.#and it's heartbreaking in a way but also hopeful bc of how it all turns out. and. yeah.#idk this all makes sense in my head i just don't know if i can properly explain it here but. yeah. i'm always thinking about this scene #due south

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tlumeti · 2 years

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FOR ALL MANKIND 1.07 / 1.10 / 2.06 / 3.08

#for all mankind #forallmankindedit #ellen waverly #pam horton #jodi balfour #i am spiraling pam is the love of ellens life and i would like to die please #for tumblr user littlebamflamb i just caught up yesterday and have not been able to think about this since #sorry idk what words are i mean i haven't been able to think about anything other than this since #*myedit #I'm sorry I've never done this before but I realized that I missed 1x10 and I have not known peace since #so here have this extra gif so you too can feel the pain i did when i remembered ellen coming out to deke #ellen my love

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alsojnpie · 5 months

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dishes are forever

#I MISSED HAVING A TABLET!!!!#ht papyrus #a gentle touch when you're sad #a menacing touch when it would be funny #he can do it all #LITTLE PRO TIP LIFE HACK THOUGH: IF WASHING DISHES MAKES YOU WANT TO LIVE ON A DIFFERENT PLANET #MAYBE YOU HAVE TOO MANY DANG DISHES #BEING IN A SITUATION WHERE I HAVE 80% FEWER DISHES THAN BEFORE MEANS I DO DISHES MORE OFTEN BUT IT'S SO EASY #AND NOT SOUL SUCKING AT ALL #JUST MY EXPERIENCE!!!!!! THAT'S ALL #I'm sure when i am reunited with my other dishes i will languish in bed staring at this psyching myself up to the task #but i like keeping random jars from food i bought and dishes that i picked up in different places.#they physically remind me of everywhere I've been and sometimes i just look at them and remember where I've been #my favorite is the old ratatouille jar i bought at carrefour in Chengdu #that jarred ratatouille was the nastiest food to grace this earth #i bought it in case it would make a quick easy meal (you don't really find those at the grocery store in China at least not back then)#but even my cheap lazy self couldn't eat it #so no one ever consumed that ratatouille but the jar was pretty big so i put other stuff in it and now it's my dish #and somehow the label is glued on PERMANENTLY it has never washed off after all these years #actually idk maybe it eventually did it isn't here for me to look at but it lasted a long time i know that

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heyitsmemel · 5 months

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hi hello gals and gays. Here is a rare wav from me struggling with the flu. The virus has mainly been in my chest but my entire body is so wrecked I was able to induce super easily. No talking bc I’m literally unable to 😭 Do not listen if you can't stand harsh coughing because it gets a bit rough. If it sounds a bit weird the first half of the recording is from yesterday and the second half is from today, bc the coughing is so much worse in the second half lmao. Ok that's it thankkk you for feeding me so good lately tumblr love u all <3

also personal rant about ableism and intentional contagion in the comments :///

#ok like I haven't been this sick in literal years and cuz im disabled i'm super mindful of spreading germs to others.#and i've had some family staying with me so I was like great leave me here to rot in my cave guys #my partner has been rlly attentive and is like i don't care about germs tehe so yesterday he comes into my room #and gives me a bunch of kisses on my head then swoops in and kisses me ON THE MOUTH #like im sorry i've been lying in a pool of feverish sweat for days and can hardly breathe what part of that makes someone go ooo gimme?#like ya hes just trying to love me but i put so much effort into being clean and now i will feel really guilty when he gets sick #sorry not sorry intentional contagion is not cute or sexy at all its just irresponsible #like i would love to live the life where my body works so well that I don't give a second thought to KISSING someone with the flu #i just feel like able bodied people never think about what its like living with a disability or a chronic illness #or have the slightest inclination of how privileged they are #my partner isn't even a fetishit he is just a dumbass #but ya i just wish he and the general population would think more :/#snzblr #snz #illness kink #snzfucker #snz wav #snzzzzz #snz blog #anyway thats all do what u want with my horn post

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 1 year

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just here to say that I loveee the way you have doodled jin ling. squeaky toy golden boy. the most nephew to ever nephew. thank you for delightful comics, that's all, mwah

I simply think the Jin DNA is full of lil guy potential; like sugar ants on a peony B*)

#better drawn mdzs #ask #MDZS #Jin Ling #jin guangyao #jin zixuan #mo xuanyu #They are taking a little nap after snacking on nectar....#I was working on some life study florals when I got this ask and thought 'I can combine these.'#Mwahs u back on the forehead; thank you for giving me an excuse to draw these guys #I really like doodling jin ling so I'm happy to know other people like him too #depending on how I rearrange these in my queue this is either the first time Jin Zixuan appears on this blog #or its right after he's been torn to shreds #Such is life! Jin Zixuan should have never disrespected the queen!#okay lets talk ants and peonys for a moment here #I use to think that peonys needed ants to help them fully blossom but that's not the case at all!#They want ants around to eat the pests that do more harm to them #peony's in China are associated with wealth and prosperity; but I've grown up with them meaning 'generosity and mutualship'#Yellow peonies are for fresh starts and new beginnings! Much to think about.

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albertwasabi · 1 year

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sneaking back into tumblr town, becloaked and hooded, huddled amongst the reddit refugees..

#i've been here since fuggin 2011 or something #i remade my blog instead of filtering through and unfollowing most of the 1k+ tumblrs i was following #clean slate or scorched earth depending how you look at it #i'm kinda sad there are a bunch of artists and poets i will never find again #something something life is transience ig #the more things change the more they stay the same #reddit #reddit refugee #reddit migration #reddit blackout #albertwasabi actual

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zishuge · 3 months

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我找你找得好辛苦啊! The Spirealm 致命游戏 (2024) | Ep. 57

#the spirealm #致命游戏 #kaleidoscope of death #ling jiushi #lin qiushi #huang junjie #kodedit #userhanyi #*gifs:mine #the way i have never wanted anyone to die more IN MY LIFE #lingling KILL HIM #actually though not shown here but even nanzhu looked a little concerned for him like lingling has lost it a bit #AND JUSTIFIABLY SO HE DESERVES TO DIE #no nanzhu just doesn't want lingling to have blood on his hands i get it #BUT STILL KILL HIM #translation notes: this is the literal translation of 我找你找得好辛苦啊 #i think more conversationally the english equivalent would be something like “i've been looking for you for a VERY LONG TIME”#especially with how he shouted “好辛苦啊” at the end

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sciderman · 2 months

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Sometimes i remember a comics moment i randomly came across somewhere, where Sam Wilson mentiones a musical and Steve Rodgers says he doesn't like musicals, to whitch Sam goes "Guess that means you really are straight" and even tho i don't care about Cap America or the Avengers, the moment stuck in me for that quote by Sam. And like....Sci, any ideas if straight men actually don't like musicals or is that bullshit?

actually i think i know more gay men who hate musicals than i know straight men who hate musicals. i've had a drag queen stop me point blank when i was about to sing a barbra streisand song, and i know so many gays who pointedly hate abba. so based on my experience i think the inverse is true. most of the straight men i know are kind of impartial about musicals, but gay men? hate.

my theory is that a lot of gay men don't want to fall into stereotypes, maybe. but thaaaaat's just a theory! a gay theory.

#sci speaks #i'm trying to understand the gays. they are a mystery to me.#i've seen a lot more toxic masculinity coming from gay men than i have from straight men.#i think it makes sense. they have less women in their lives. so they reckon with a lot more masculinity. more dick measuring.#also gay men have some of THE most unhealthy romantic relationships i've ever seen in my life.#this isn't a blanket statement on everyone but just from what i've seen. it's such a strange pattern i've observed.#lesbians? healthy. straights? usually healthy. gay men? universally a tire fire that makes me say “if you hate each other so much ??”#“why are you together??????????”#i have never met a cis gay mlm couple in real life that was healthy. every single one of them made my eyes widen in horror.#i want them to be healthy. please treat each other better.#the number of bitchy bitchy fights i've seen between mlm couples in public that make me so terrified #but i know mlm relationships in general are usually less... affectionate than wlw relationships. even and especially friendships.#just an observation.#i hate to say that there is a definite difference between amab vs afab experiences when it comes to relationship dynamics but.#of course there is. there is. as much as i want to say gender and sex do not matter. it really does.#it makes a difference. it does.#which is kind of why i'm glad i was born in the body i was. when people say “trans means you feel you were born in the wrong body”#im like.. i don't think that's true. i don't think that's true for me.#i wouldn't be me if i wasn't born the way i was. and i want to be me. but i'm a boy. i'm a boy but in the body that i have.#my body is still a boy's body. because i live in here.#sorry this went off on a tangent.#but yeah i know my brain would be different if i was amab. and i don't want all those other issues.#i think the only reason i'm so peaceful and serene is because i'm afab. and afabulous.#i see cis guys and im like.. yeah i don't want what you got.#once again! lucky to be me! i'm lucky. im lucky i have a vargooba. thank fuck for that!#couldve been so much worse off. could've been born with a dick and would be fighting for my life right now.

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artemispanthar · 3 months

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For the first time in a long while I live someplace where I feel comfortable having the window open in my room so I've been having my window open on non-rainy days while I work and it is super nice having fresh air while I work and I get to hear birds chirping and there's currently houses being built near by and sometimes the construction workers listen to the radio and it's nice hearing that sort of distant music among the thumping of hammers or whatever and sometimes dogs are barking and there's the distant hum of traffic and, I dunno, it's just really nice and I like it

#artie thoughts #I constantly feel lucky to have the life I have even though it isn't like particularl amazing or exciting #but I love the little things #I was in such a low place for a long time it seemed inconceivable and yet here I am now #even just like 5 years ago I never imagined being so content with my life (knock on wood!)#who knew #anyway I've just been contemplative lately #there's definitely life stuff I want to improve but overall I am doing so much better than I was or ever thought I would #so I'm happy

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