#i've been feeling low lately
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No girlbossing for the Narrator today! Just babygirl hours 💗
also thigh highs supremacy 🛐
#my hands are legit shaking#I think I've been drawing too much lately#I need some rest but I feel restless if I don't draw something#If i just disappear for a week without warning I hope you wouldn't mind#though chances of that happening is low#since I have impulse control problems#tsp#tspud#the stanley parable#the stanley parable ultra deluxe#narrator tsp#tsp narrator#stanley tsp#tsp stanley#stannarrator#stanarrator#babygirl hours#mine 💗#the stan parable
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can you draw L and Light doing work together I think it'd be cute and relaxing
L says the overhead lights stay off
#ask#death note#light yagami#l lawliet#lawlight#maybe#i've been having fun w perspective lately just freehanding it seeing what happens it's nostalgic to me bc i used to draw a lot of#houses n shit bc geometric shapes and different perspectives are very relaxing to draw for me#did a very dark color palette bc i have been going crazy wild with color palettes lately (they are coming soon) idk something in my#head clicked and i have just been a color understander i've pulled color palettes out of thin air and they work it's wild and very fun but#wanted to do smth more low-key bc i drew this in the middle of the night for one and also blue greys are some of my fav colors#for sketching and i didn't feel like lining and finishing this for realsies#ah just realized i forgor their handcuffs oops i am not going back to fix that
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#I've been feeling kind of shitty and low energy again lately#so have some old poses that I never actually posted here#they're just some test shots that I was messing around with mostly#WoL x Erenville#wolship#Erenvahl#Erenville#X'vahl Tia#erenwol#Final Fantasy XIV#ffxiv#posting at midnight on the west coast because I am very smart. :)
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🎃 Heads up for Halloween 🎃
hi all! just wanted to remind you my ask box is OPEN to trick or treaters! i’ll try my best to reply to them
BUT i will be working every day this week including on Halloween day 🥲 so i may not get to all of the asks, but i do have some surprises planned (managed to draw most of it before work got busy)
i hope you'll enjoy them! have a safe Halloween!
#crab chatter#also when work gets busy artblock starts to creep in#and honestly i've been feeling low on spoons lately#so i hope i'll be able to draw#but no promises 😅
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sailor star fighter, seiya. just thinking about her lately.
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#2024#sailor moon#sailor stars#sailor star fighter#seiya kou#i really struggle with drawing anime character faces#i like their aesthetic but i can't get the features right#super low effort drawing#i've not been feeling it lately but need to try attempting *SOMETHING* or else the artblock wins#fanart
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not gonna lie, i've been feeling tired and stressed and suddenly getting flooded with boops literally made me tear up with happy tears
#i haven't been posting a lot lately cause of low energy levels so i've been feeling like i'm a relic of the past and only a couple people#really remember/care anymore#so uh#thanks guys#you made my day
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i think i'm finally gonna read house of leaves wish me luck
#i've been meaning to read this book for like 5+ years lol#i think i'm finally ready to commit to it and also i just bit the bullet and bought a copy#because i know myself enough to know that i will not finish it if i get it from the library#and also they didn’t have the gravity falls book at the bookstore hahaha they said they’ve sold out of it twice#so. oh well. house of leaves time first#also i think i'm gonna finish fma brotherhood without my friend who wanted to watch it in the first place#out of spite because he's still being a little bitch#hope he doesn't change his mind! or feel butt hurt when i don't want to watch shit with him anymore#i think after all this i'm not gonna watch any longer series with him anymore#movies only. low commitment only. so he can't bail on me just on a whim#i'm enjoying fma a lot though!! these boys are the exact type of characters i get attached to lol#i like the alchemy shit also and the humor/drama balance#and the character design and the world building and the Lore#i was kind of on a movie kick again earlier this month but i just don’t have a lot of time for it rn#or the attention span. to be so honest#kind of embarrassing but i’m so mentally exhausted and i’ve been splitting my attention between a lot of different things lately#i was on such a reading kick this summer too!! hopefully house of leaves will replenish my energy for reading#i also got a sci-fi novel a nonfiction book and a folklore collection so i have plenty of new material rn#and i found another book that i want to reread soon#winter is gonna be a big reading time i am committing to that!!#anyway. that’s that
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For the first time in a long while I live someplace where I feel comfortable having the window open in my room so I've been having my window open on non-rainy days while I work and it is super nice having fresh air while I work and I get to hear birds chirping and there's currently houses being built near by and sometimes the construction workers listen to the radio and it's nice hearing that sort of distant music among the thumping of hammers or whatever and sometimes dogs are barking and there's the distant hum of traffic and, I dunno, it's just really nice and I like it
#artie thoughts#I constantly feel lucky to have the life I have even though it isn't like particularl amazing or exciting#but I love the little things#I was in such a low place for a long time it seemed inconceivable and yet here I am now#even just like 5 years ago I never imagined being so content with my life (knock on wood!)#who knew#anyway I've just been contemplative lately#there's definitely life stuff I want to improve but overall I am doing so much better than I was or ever thought I would#so I'm happy
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Man i really am not well mentally. This sucks
#I've been feeling particularly low for almost two months now and it is. Not fun#Just *gestures* depression* i guess#*undiagnosed and therefore untreated which sucks even MORE because I'm just fucking rawdogging it#sorry for all the negativity lately i just feel terrible and i need to tell someone#personal#vent
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I really love your comics and your artwork! Hoping you feel better soon!
Heya, doing much better now! It's just stuff that hit me real hard the last few days and I was just... very stressed out (ngl I'm still stressed ahaha)
Either way thank you so much for your message and thanks also for ANYONE writing a message on my post. I wish I had the energy to reach out and talk about it with everyone, but I'm so drained 8)
Though I still mean it when I need to find new friend circles lmao
#ask#I wish I could say more to express my gratitude about y'alls concern#it means a lot to me and makes me feel less alone#I've been feeling very lonely lately and also low on energy to reach out to people#LMAO it sucks so badly wanting to interact more with people but also be on low energy for social interactions wtf
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if you want a little something from the stupid asshole astarion ( he has a modern verse *squinty eyes*) , feel free to like. if you want someone else from the roster, you can comment !
#i'm here to write my brain is just telling me#no video games write pls so i'm here#but bg3 is so good i'm late to the party but idc lmfao#me asking astarion who he's interested in: ^_^#him: definitely not YOU#me: crawls into my bed dejected LMFAO#he's so funny the sass is overwhelming it cracks me up#i've also been running on very low amount of sleep#but i feel like i can focus so hi hi hi <3#* ⟢ 𝐎𝐎𝐂 ━ ( clench your asshole super tight & scream it from your heart )
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thinkin again about the time elyss's DM cut in to stop a conversation between her and a semi-retired player character to hurriedly take back control of him as an NPC before he could give her, as an extremely kind and thoughtful gift, one of his own personal belongings, and then said 'elyss can probably buy it from him though :)' instead
like. what an egregiously fucking shitty thing to do, actually.
#I think we were caught SO offguard that neither of us was able to articulate a good resistance although we both tried#eldryn's player: ...I mean... he WAS going to just give it to her#DM: haha well I don't wanna just give you guys too much stuff [???]#me: I mean-- you JUST gave us like? ten thousand gold and a castle that we didn't even ask for ......?#I HAVE the money [2000g????] and I don't actually care about losing it but.............???#DM: yeah so I just feel like I've already given you guys a lot lately#WHAT SHOULD HAVE BEEN SAID WAS: THAT WAS A GIFT BETWEEN CHARACTERS NOT 'THE DM GIVING US TOO MUCH'.#WHAT SHOULD HAVE BEEN SAID WAS 'YOU ARE CHANGING A KIND GESTURE FROM A GOODHEARTED MAN INTO A CRAVEN EXPLOITATION OF ELYSS FOR MONEY.'#WHAT SHOULD HAVE BEEN SAID WAS 'TAKING OVER A PLAYER CHARACTER IN THE MIDDLE OF A CONVERSATION BECAUSE YOU DON'T WANT ELYSS TO HAVE A THING#'IS AN ABUSE OF DM POWER AND AN EGREGIOUS BREACH OF DM/ PLAYER TRUST.'#WHAT SHOULD HAVE BEEN SAID WAS 'WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU HAVE AGAINST ELYSS AND/OR ME PERSONALLY.'#and like. the actual consequences are so small. we were in a between-arcs timeskip we had BBEG Treasure Hoard money#Elyss loses 2000g and doesn't even miss it. Eldryn being a good friend IS canon and the DM can suck my dick about it#but on principle. on principle the fact that he did that. that is so incredibly shitty. you don't see that?#and for what? over an arbitrary price tag that I could afford without even missing it anyway?#over a magic item that's more psychological security blanket than anything particularly overpowered?#over powerplay dick waving over who REALLY gets to control Eldryn now that he's technically been retired as a PC?#what?? what is the reason??? ALL it accomplished was a fucking character assassination of a sweetheart character#which I think we've all privately decided didn't actually happen anyway because it's stupid and terrible and not fair of DM to Just Decide#and my already pretty flimsy trust in my friend as a DM sinking to unforeseen new lows#god. god.#about me#my OCs#elyss
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Overall am I happy with this? No. Do I want to continue fiddling with it? also no XD
I'm happy with the lace and the hair, and that's enough for me XD
Happy Halloween! :D
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#monster high#monster high gen 1#draculaura#halloween#definitely not my best work but I've been feeling a bit 'bleh' this October.#not physically. just been in a bit of an emotional low#I'm ok. just haven't been feeling very creatively charged and have been a bit scatter brained lately.#Youtube
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I hope you're doing well! What's been your favorite part of the month so far?
Thank you! 💖 Wow i can't believe we're a week into October already - it's been very windy and rainy here so I feel like I've mostly been working and playing video games lately.
Favourite thing so far is I've had more energy! Long story short but my T dose has been very low since spring and I doubled it recently. Part of me never believes that things like that will have a noticeable effect but wow yeah it has. I've managed to start up my gym routine again, and I've had the energy to finish up projects that have been lying around for ages.
I hope you're well too and that autumn is treating you well 🌻
#ive been feeling pretty absent from tumblr for a while and i blame my low energy - i feel like i've had more social energy lately too!#by which i mean i think i'm more present now??#the void answers#liminalblessings
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Waking up at miserable hours for work every day means that when you're doing stuff on non work days you can be like "I wanna sleep in for three hours before going anywhere today" and still be out of the house before 7 am.
#chit chat#work stuff#I've been made a morning person against my will#but I'm such an early morning person that tbh i just feel like a really really late night person#i get up at 3am for work that's not a morning time#i miss sleeping from 2am-8am tbh that's when the Good Sleep happens#but you don’t get the medium-low dollars by sleeping those hours cuz the afternoon shift positions make $4 less an hour than i do#so i will continue waking up at 3am i guess
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Who wants to take my hand and become the other Fionil Dungeon Meshi enjoyer
#don't worry queen I saw you and doni in multiple scenes#rambling#lately my low stakes art warm up has been flipping open the adventurer's bible to a random page and drawing one of the characters from it#good times. I don't think I did any art of the characters before this.#I've been using exclusively my shitty nubby now smaller than a golf pencil need to toss these but refuse pencils for this#it's bad for my hands but it does make me feel like a god switching to regular sized pencils later and going wow. I have so much control.
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