#i'm...conflicted
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Called the self-sacrifice. Feel proud of that.
Gonna sit on this ending for a bit longer because there was some very religious imagery in ep. 8 with Agatha that I caught.
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Also don't mind me bring Nicky back for Finding Family stuff BECAUSE I CAN.
#musings#bandit liveblogs agatha#agatha all along#agatha spoilers#the pacing in the eighth episode and parts of the ninth felt rushed#the nicky stuff was fanTAStic#but the fight with rio and the last trial felt differently paced than the rest of the series up to that point#and billy trying to banish agatha also felt a bit rushed#and sometimes with commercials it felt like it jumped from one place to the next#when i expected it to linger somewhere#putting on the shoes and then commercial and then bam they're somewhere else#it felt...choppy is maybe a better way to put it#the scene changes in these last two episodes felt choppy#and agatha calls rio her love but we have no previous anything in those fifty years as a basis for it#and the idea that maybe agatha can't control her powers felt well established#and then that also was a fake fluke and actually she can now?#i'm...conflicted#the nicky stuff was great#but a lot of the rest of it felt#....#choppy#that's the best word i have for it#it felt choppy#...and kind of how i write endings if i'm honest because#there's a good chunk of#wanda america fic#in part five that probably feels A LOT like this#and when i clearly need to end a scene and just don't transition#that's it - there aren't transitions#that's why it feels choppy
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Alright now this pissed me off
What do you MEAN you're going to remove one of the most important aspects of Sokka's character arc in the first season? What do you MEAN you're going to remove Sokka unlearning misogyny, accepting change and embracing his role as a fighter and protector of the Avatar in order to end the war? What do you MEAN???
#they're also going to apparently show the rise of the fire nation as well as the airnomad genocide#which; again; i'm conflicted on#atla#netflix atla#avatar the last airbender#avatar#sokka#atla live action#atla netflix#netflix
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"i've just been working on a... celebrity impression. it's for a sting operation of sorts i've been putting together. yes as a matter of fact it WILL keep me busy tonight—"
#RETROBAT. WESTBAT. WHATEVER. SORRY EVERYONE. this is very directly spoofed from a bit from the show#bc i'm always delighted to see this freak switching between brucie mode and bat mode in rapid succession#juggle your conflicting identities for my entertainment boy. FASTER. SILLIER. NOW DO IT ON ONE LEG#art#comic#dc#batman#bruce wayne#superbat#batman 66
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i only own 1 colouring pencil rn but it's the perfect one for drawing her :)
#hatsune miku#digital audio#she may have a conflict of interest idk#looking into her ties to Big Digital#IT'S MY COLOUR ERA I'M BEING SO BRAVE#comic#wlart#williamleonard
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People seem to think this is fake because it's written in English. Apart from the racism in believing that Arab doctors and nurses aren't fluent in English (a second or official language for half of Asia), Palestinians have deliberately been addressing their audience in English on every social media, from journalists to children, because they know speaking English to Westerners immediately makes people more human in their eyes. Because language is one of the ways the imperial cultural hegemony conditions us (yes, everyone in the world) to see who qualifies as "people" and who are simply a mass of bodies who were always made to suffer and die. Gazans know this deeply, which is why they have been using English to beg and plead through social media, "We're not numbers! We're not numbers! We're people like you, we speak your language, we deserve to live!" all the while they're systematically slaughtered.
Israeli forces also encircled Al Shifa Hospital yesterday and bombed it for several hours while shooting dead anyone trying to flee including medical staff moving between buildings. Not sure whether it's still continuing because WHO lost all communications with its staff there a few hours after. The last new report said that thirty-nine babies had been removed from the incubators before the power went out. It's extremely unlikely they will survive.
Please understand that these atrocities depend on the war of attrition between governments and public attention. The momentum of public outcry is difficult to sustain through repeated stonewalling and bureaucratic intractability. When we're flooded with these reports and a sense of futility and despair replaces the anger, it allows compassion fatigue to set in and the violence to become normalized. Massacring hospitals, killing sick children and openly targeting humanitarian aid workers (Netanyahu just declared the UNRWA is in league with Hamas) will become simply more news articles that fade into the background, and open genocides will soon become part of the "lesser evil".
Take care of yourselves how you can, take distance where needed, but please never tune out and give up on the two million people for whom we are the only witness and hope. Never stop boosting and sharing the news and posts you find, never stop getting out there and joining every protest you can, however small. Anger burns out, which is why activism must depend on an immovable sense of justice and uncompromising value for human life. It's not just about Gaza, it's about the kind of evil our generation will be coerced into accepting as unchangeable and inevitable hereafter.
#but also like it's a lot about us and especially you in the West#every bomb dropped on Gaza brings us closer to the brink of‚ if not a world war‚ an eruption of regional conflict#with devastating economic and environmental effects across the world#I'm tired of repeating this and my followers are prob tired of seeing it#but someone has to#war of attrition like I said#free Palestine#tw child murder#tw child death#tw baby killing#tw ableism#disability justice#war crimes#gaza genocide#save gaza#gaza under attack#palestinian genocide#israel is a terrorist state#knee of huss
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“I was really surprised to be speaking about this big fantasy series and about a character who on both a personal and political level is somewhat at odds with the gender they were born in. That was something, as a nonbinary person, that resonates strongly....I think she’s always living in counterpoint to what her life might look like were she male.”
-Emma D'Arcy, from House of the Dragon: Inside the Creation of a Targaryen Dynasty
#rhaenyra targaryen#house of the dragon#hotdedit#rhaenyratargaryenedit#emma d'arcy#milly alcock#hotd#gender conflicted rhaenyra is so important to me#i got this book last night and immediately became obsessed witht his quote#don't even get me started on olivia repeatedly using they/them for rhaenyra i'll cry about it#anyway so glad for my newfound powers so i could make this#even if it looks just okay#because this show is a bitch to brighten and color#and i'm not great at that yet anyway#my posts#my gifs
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Some Fords! (and Martin K Blackwood is also there)
#Some Ford wips I'm working on! I'll probably post these all seperately later. I dunno yet. just wanted them out of brain jail#The TMA crossover drawings are inspired by a fic which I cannot find the name of right now BECAUSE AO3 is DOWN????#anyway I got more drawings for it I'll post all together later#also I haven't listened to protocals yet and I need to relisten to the og so I hope I remembered Martin's level of lonely avatarship lmao#Also I just think Ford would be a bit mean to himself. ESPECIALLY his immidiately post Fiddleford leaving self#conflicting thoughts of 'I cant risk changing the timeline' and#'I was a miserable self centered idiot and Im afraid I still am so I need to to put my younger self down to feel better'#Gravity falls#Stanford pines#ford pines#young stanford pines#gf fanart#fanart#fan art#my art#digital art#martin k blackwood#the magnus archives crossover#Edit: the fic was 'earth becomes sky in the most literal fashion'!!
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Seems like a good time to remind people that the phrase "from the river to the sea" - while apparently popular on this hellsite, is basically a call for the total eradication of not just the Israeli state (and by that I don't mean the government, I mean EVERYTHING) but of every Jew in that area.
SO. If I see it on your blog? Bye. I do not trust you to have anything even remotely approaching a nuanced take to this fucking tragedy.
#antisemitism#i/p conflict#it is SO NOT HARD to approach this without being antisemtiic#and calling for the death of Jews#but seeing as pretty much every goyische leftist I have seen#has been resoundingly CHEERING the death of Jewish civilians#I'm not shocked
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2024 Brazilian GP | x
#franco colapinto#autumn posts#I'm so conflicted about all the rumors!!#I want him to have a spot for 2025!! but rbr is kinda falling apart!! and we've seen how especially callous they can be 😢#I miss Daniel so much 🥺 I've been on my usual insta dives and everytime I see vcarb I still pause out of habit#still I agree with so many folks that its good he got away from rbr who never were going to give him the respect and opportunities!!#so I worry for Franco!!!#and poor Max gosh this FiA balogna and the car just not performing 🥲#tbh I've been hiding in like 2017 posts just soaking up content I missed from bygone days!#I spam my sideblog verstappen100 if anyone wants like mostly Daniel throwback yearning hehe 🙂↕️#idk the vibes feel off this GP especially so like...idk how to explain it!!#but anyways I think I'm just new and I'm sick irl so just kinda stewing in the feels#nothing some gifs can't fix 🙂↕️#and I have to work tomorrow 🥲 but then!!! freedom!!!#anyways just rambling...#I like to hide in the tags and the side blog but I know that#hiding how I feel is blocking me from making true connections in fandom!!#I worry I'll say something silly or something#but maybe I should be more brave instead of hiding#oh anyways!!!#if you're reading all this!! thank you! hehe nothing huge just feeling dumping before slumber 😴#I hope all is well!!#sending good energy out to Franco on such a hard weekend#and to Daniel hopefully chilling and dreaming up something excellent 💞#and to y'all!! have a good night morning and afternoon!! 🌙☀️☁️#going to add a few more photos before I go!!
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i love that hickey's immediate defense mechanism to anything bad happening to him ever is to break out in the most scuffed patrick bateman type smile imaginable while he stalls for time to come up with a more sane response than either spitting vitriol or taking a chunk out of someone with his teeth.
his bitch wife having the gall to divorce HIM (god's greatest gift to bottoms and a known catch)? sniles. being unjustly flogged bloody in front of the crew after his genius 1000 iq plan doesn't pan out and land him an irish dilf? sniles so sneetly. telling goodsir to butcher billy, getting called out for killing his miserable ex-wife himself for din-din but reasonably drawing the line at meat processing, being clocked as growing up BROKE, and hearing "no" from a man he thought was a doormat?? i know in my heart that when he's sitting there for a moment with his rictus grin, his internal monologue is just incoherent violence like
#len speaks#amc the terror#the terror#cornelius hickey#he does this a LOT more these are just the ones off the top of my head#i love his false smiles while experiencing conflict. he's trying so hard to appear in control but fake recognizes fake <3 👁👄👁#i've smiled in arguments before and when it happens i know i'm .2 seconds away from screaming#if he's conscious of it i think he tells himself his smiles are disarming but to me they ring warning bells.#it's like if a dog or a chimp bares its teeth. if u don't know much abt them it seems cute but if u do then u KNOW it's a promise of harm
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one of my favorite garak mannerisms is whenever someone says something to him he clearly finds completely wild and his eyes briefly widen like
before he reacts properly. when someone tells you something SO fucking stupid that you momentarily turn into a muppet
#elim garak#star trek#star trek ds9#ds9#it's why he has to throw people off by presenting too much and conflicting information rather than pure poker face#because for all his training I'm not sure he's physically capable of controlling this reaction whenever dukat opens his mouth#the bitch reflex that cannot be tamed#it's that and the sort of unhinged laughter he'll get startled into sometimes. just. so much. makes my brain go 'fhdskjfsha'
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Here's your reminder to Click for Palestine today!
Thank you for your help! And for fun:
#UNRWA#how to help palestine#polls for fun#tumblr polls#The poll is to help get the word out. not to subtract from the cause! I'm experimenting with different post types / reminders!#arab.org#UNWRA#daily reminder#pro palestine#Palestine#gaza strip#Palestine Will Be Free#palestine israel conflict#help palestine#support palestine#ceasefire now#haza strip#from the river to the sea palestine will be free#don't stop talking about palestine#help gaza#anti zionism#israeli occupation#end israel's genocide#freedom for Palestine#free gaza#Free Palestine#jerusalem#no more war#End the occupation#how to help
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it's the way american leftists will insist on separating themselves from their government because, you know, a single governing force does not represent an entire country full of people with differing opinions. and then they absolutely refuse to apply that logic to non-western countries.
#apparently being across the globe from the people that actually matter means your country is a hivemind of npcs#which are either to be saved or destroyed by said people who actually matter#i'm so fucking tired#i'm done pretending western leftists aren't being horrifically xenophobic about this conflict#leftist hypocrisy#i/p#hila has spoken#lukas rants
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brotherly embrace
#yes im a “Tommy Riley is taller than Simon” believer#this is lowkey a vent art too btw haha#my older sister moved out the other day to work abroad.. i still don't know how to feel about it.#tho im gonna visit her and mom by december!! but i'm very conflicted with my feelings about it.#her absence feels weird#my art#2024#call of duty#call of duty: modern warfare#call of duty: modern warfare ii#call of duty: modern warfare iii#cod#cod mw#cod mwii#cod mwiii#modern warfare#simon riley#tommy riley#simon ghost riley#ghost cod#riley brothers#art#fanart#digital art#digital drawing#sketch#doodle#video games
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If God doesn’t want us to love each other, then what’s the point of having God in this world?
GEMINI NORAWIT & FOURTH NATTAWAT in TICKET TO HEAVEN (2025)
#ticket to heaven#ticket to heaven the series#geminifourth#fourthgemini#gemini norawit#fourth nattawat#asianlgbtqdramas#mygifs#khunnoos how we feeling#because i'm losing my shit this is everything i ever wanted#morally conflicted gemini AND fourth? DIRECTED BY P'AOF??#the themes and cinematography are absolutely incredible#and an original story too?? i'm so fucking happy
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Just a bit more about my HC for this lil' guy
#linked universe#lu mask#oot link#mm link#young link#time travel shenanigans#mask got a growth spurt (has conflicted feelings about it)#growing up with eternal children and fairies was not good for his diet#also funny bc his saving grace was probably the marrow. some people eat it. i'm people#trees will devour bones btw so that tracks too#tbh the hw people didn't notice at first bc they were focusing on the war#but once Mask moved into captain Link's tent it was a matter of time for them to notice how badly Mask's diet is#tloz#tloz fanart#my art#the bone marrow is from the wolfos. which is funny if you think about Twilight
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