#i'm... kinda impressed with myself??
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Mougabé.
#ts4#sims 4#the sims 4#oc: portrait#oc: mougabé#i'm always kinda impressed with myself whenever i get gaby's claim flawless#even though he's been using the same claim for years#it should be flawless at this point huh#tag yourself im ben happy that his best friend is back
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no one would notice if i ever vanished // if bodies could sustain // this never-ending army // like blood pumping through a vein
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:OOO hello. anyway since these are all posters i'd have in an ideal world or smth and i'd like to store the high res versions somewhere,,, here's the google drive folder for them? hehe ''
close up!
#adamandi#vincent aurelius lin#i'm back with the posters! or smth! idk!!#i'm maybe just a bit obsessed with vincent. such a Character.#where can i run is sustaining me single-handedly through this exam season (<- has cried thrice in the last two days; alas; but moving on)#my stress response was that in a fit of apathy i shut myself down from academia and stopped to paint this#six hours total? on this funky little thing! had to push myself to finish the magnifying glass but!! looks so cool. i'm impressed with my e#fun fact: all the shades are hand-coloured. aka everything is digitally hand painted hooray!! i havent painted for a long time (ish)#smth about this musical makes me want to paint. it's very lovely that way#it's also a miracle i haven't gotten carpal tunnel or any wrist injuries so far... i'm a lucky person! hooray#i had so many thoughts to ramble about and now i don't recall any of them.#-! about this piece: inspired specifically by that one line that i doodled in the margins of a math practice last night#the diagonal slant was very. thinky. the rendering and angle were kinda contradictory to do but it's fineeee (draft was diff. pov)#i liked the red abstraction. and the way that people (misc) gave same vibes as red blood cells.#green for vincent because contrasting colour!! considered a spotlight that was more obv bc. again theatre lighting is so cool. but that was#a bit too literal? i think. so just fun little highlights. no one look at the accuracy of anything here though.. shadows do Not do this#also like hehehe lin. forest. forest of people. i really liked thinking about that. hehehe#i didn't know the font to use!! or quote!! so i slapped on the name of the musical and called it a day... the blank one is in the google-#-folder if you want to add your own stuff :') also also i wasn't sure about cropping at all. so again high res in google drive link#which is under the keep-reading sign! kind of a choose your own adventure because i'm lazy :3#ajhshdhfhfhfhf i think i've been fuelled by the tags under each post so far. so intensely. so very nice.#also when the cast or creators drop fun facts... serotonin right there.. they're all so nice waaagh it's so cool that they like my stuff ><#<laughs> really grateful that the whole fandom's so sweet <3 thank you for your support TvT#alright!! off to mess about with chemistry. jiayou me.#oh yes. a post script about the cropping crisis: i wasn't sure how small i wanted to make him. in proportion to the crowd. so if you see it#on mobile ig it's tiny and on laptop it kind of makes sense ...
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Romarriche - “Your company is one of a kind… I would never lie to you. I would never say a half-truth or be quiet.” “What is it in your mind, Merold?” “Hearing your voice, complaint or not—it is music to me either way.” Merold - “If there is one constant in this world… Let it be you.” “You’re the cruelest and the kindest thing that happened to me.” “…If only you continued to look at me like that.” Romarriche - “…Merold?” Merold - “But~ It’s only a minor case of bad-mood-itis.” “So Romarriche, spoil me with a spar, will you?” Romarriche - “Merold.” Romarriche - “Look at me.” Merold - “…” Romarriche - “Is something… Wrong?” Merold - “Instead of a spar…” “I might want to lie down on your lap after all.”
#fragaria memories#merold#romarriche#i wont lie i only had the first line and wanted to write something with it#i was reading this novel and i wanted to write something romantic </3#im gonna babble here on my own so you're always free to skip the tags...#if i remember correctly romarriche and merold were made knights around the same time and I work on that context#i like to think their relationship was rocky at first at romarriche's side who didn't want to befriend merold#compared to merold who thought he finally had a friend his age that was also a knight of fragaria#it was romarriche who looked at merold with a perceived perfection and was compared to him#“...I'll get better and strong. I'll impress everyone so I don't have to hear it--his name repeating over and over again.”#merold who says “if only you continued to look at me like that...” refers back to the past when romarriche didn't think of him favorably#but i like the double meaning to it “please look me as you did before and look at me as you do now”#“cruelest” and “kindest” i was a reading a novel that also used those words so I kinda grabbed from that </3#its really a cute novel though#me reading fragaria memories theories to see if it can at least make sense#i like this but i dont like this at the same time wwww#what does it say about its characters? as a writer i want to care about that because no dialogue should be said without reason#i think this dialogue is perfection but what am i writing this for? who does it refer it? what does it refer to?#but at the end of the day i simply want to indulge myself#something that could sound good and personal and something that could make people who read this smile and myself smile#Merold - “Will you make the promise to never change?”#Romarriche - “Change... But change in what way?”#Merold - “...”#Merold - “Because I'm a knight who fears a lot of things...”#Merold - “And I care about the Romarriche I have now.”#it was never supposed to be detailed but look at me now... </3
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Wanted to draw a bit of isolation, I need to do slice of life more often
#eggs can art#danganronpa#drthh#makoto naegi#so weird to have so little to tag#this was like#genuinely therapeutic to draw#I think I've been getting myself a little too worked up about these. the only reason I started posting every other day was just to keep#myself going and to give myself an easy way to watch my improvement but like. I unno. It almost feels like a Job now#not saying I plan on going on a hiatus anytime soon I absolutely adore creating and doodling and sharing my thoughts and actually having#people who will Listen but like. it kinda started to feel more like an obligation than something I do for fun. this doodle set felt a lot m#ore comfortable to make. nobody to consider and nobody to try and impress. just me and my favorite character. living life.#I think I'm going to try and draw more like that#I want to make something colored next time so we'll see#I really wanna draw him cooking :]
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Man is saying weird things to me again
#help mom he's oversharing about drinking scotch every evening#that's very on brand for Man#tales from diana#i literally did Nothing to reach out to him i don't know what he wants#i was just thinking in the shower literally not even half an hour ago about how you know it's strange#he used to always have this way of talking to me like he was trying to impress me which is just kinda silly honestly#like i was a 20-21-year-old in awe of him and he was a retired male model eight years older than me w more life experience#and some rather exotic and interesting experiences at that#i think he somewhat envies that i seem (at least to him) like a self-possessed 'intellectual'#thats how he talks to me at least. it's funny tho#not that im not. like. smart. i think the both of us know i'm better-read than he'll be in 3 lifetimes#and i'm not quite self-possessed but i certainly don't have the open-wounded insecurity he does#while also being rather more confident than most ppl in some areas (and it's not ALL unearned)#he's got much more ambition than i do though. more ambition than i'll have in 10 lifetimes#and he seems to do everything with a motivation of external validation and approval.#so i think he has a chip on his shoulder. poor little Man#the two of us could not be more opposite. but i don't really strive to be like him in the ways he strives to be like me#he chases this dream of what he thinks the perfect man is and it's quite inhuman so of course he falls short.#i on the other hand am if anything much TOO accepting of my own faults and shortcomings. ahem#these are all things i will never say to Man. he's too silly to hear it#besides. im rather sure he likes me (? in some way) and i am these days just very ambivalent to him#i can't NOT say i find him attractive bc i do but he's just. sooooo not the one lol#he's a fascinating creature all flaws aside but i never find myself studying him at my own volition#Man just comes outta the woods sometimes to tell me about his travels or women or whiskey. he's odd#he's very eccentric but between the two of us i think i'm the better eccentric. no wonder he visits me sometimes#but he brings gifts and prayers like he's coming to a devotional shrine or something. i'm like sir this is not a temple#he'll never be normal but he is so strange in the ways i'm too good for. if i do say so myself#(and that's saying something bc i'm not too good for ANYTHING)
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oh no. really terrible animatic idea. im gonna have to do it.
#i swear soon i will post some complete drawings instead of just talking about drawing#i lowered my medication dose after 7 years because i was worried it was making attention dysregulation symptoms worse#and idk if i'm more myself now or something else but im having fun#im gonna say the former because im getting art ideas of similar flavour to my bi/o/shock art#and that was when i was at my most happiest and creative#i wish i'd been like that when i'd joined this community#i feel like i need to make a second impression#ive kinda sucked for the last 3 years#worried ive come across as uncaring and standoffish#you can tell im messing with brain shit because im oversharing hahaha#sorry
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It's amazing how quickly you can make someone turn on your company by making a stupid and insulting move
Force me to go through the front door and scan my card when I have backdoor business that never needed a card before (what? ...I was going to somehow... sneak in and... purchase things with a borrowed card? ...which I totally can't do from the front door after scanning it?)
Or like... twitterify your layout right after your users give you a bunch of money just cause they like you, and then refuse to walk it back
...or all the other things companies do that just kinda piss people off and then they refuse to acknowledge maybe it sucks and is stupid cause "hey, the customers didn't leave"... yeah... yet
#legit; as small as it is it gives me a hint at the direction things will head and that costco will get more and more anti consumer#and I'm in minutes going from an 'I love costco; it's how I afford to eat; go get a cheap pizza'#to 'you know costco is kinda frustrating and annoying and I don't trust their ceo... I'm not sure if it's worth your time and money'#like look back and; tumblr search willing; you'll find posts of me singing costco's praises; literal free advertising#cause while it's not right for everyone; man is it so much cheaper than places like walmart#but... I legit don't know if I can recommend it anymore#for one thing; when I signed up I just spotted the members desk; walked in the backdoor up to the desk; and gave them money#now... what? you gotta ask permission? I feel like there's a chilling effect on wanting to join... at least for my socially anxious ass#and again; I just whiff this as like when games companies add DRM that breaks the game... for people who actually pay for it#they're making me suffer a pain in the ass for no reason cause someone might not be giving them money#and now that person never will give them money... and frankly... if they don't pay the membership but spend $500 how much did you lose?#but like I said; I feel it in the air; that costco will start doing more and more anti consumer stuff#...do I think it's a good idea to join up when they're gonna slowly start turning this corner?#I mentioned that quote by the founder about killing them if they raise the price of the hotdog#but... the fact the founder felt the need to say that to begin with told me something#kinda gotten the impression that the ceo is greedy as hell and wants to drain the consumer (so... a normal ceo)#and this just smacks of netflix/disney#oh... did you hear about disney killing someone with a food allergy despite being told about it multiple times like when the dish arrived?#and now disney is trying to forced arbitrate cause they had a disney+ trial in 2019#you hear about that one? cause that's a real news story; I'll find you an article if you don't believe it#anyway; this smacks of cracking down on password sharing to make up for hypothetical lost revenue#and let me tell you... if I could switch to pirating my groceries I would; I would download eggs#so this doesn't change costco fundamentally; but it does make it feel more hostile and like it doesn't trust me#it makes things feel more adversarial instead of like a partnership where they get me good prices on good things and I give money#and I just wouldn't be surprised if they start doing more things I don't like#things that make things worse... things like raising prices to increase their profit#...makes me want to... work on figuring out how to make everything myself since no company is trustworthy#they'll all turn on you in the end; the moment the wrong person takes charge they'll start to metastasis#towards the cancer of infinite profits#not saying don't go to costco... I'm saying don't get attached if you do; I think they're ready to do what every company does these days
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this tiny mortified storyboard solas is my favorite one i've ever drawn
#how the FUCK am i going to translate this to my regular style#i don't know what this even looks like on a real face#Fucking Mortified#personal log#this comic is gonna suck because i literally cannot write solas but its funny and i need to see him embarrass himself so bad#“ohhh yeah i am so fucking efficient i am going to impress lavellan so hard rn this guy is going to be all better in 0.5 seconds im so sexy#*heals like marcille dunmeshi in front of healer lavellan*#*man experiences the worst pain in his entire life* *sound of wet bones popping* *guttural primal screaming*#“hm. i think i should go now.”#and he only ever healed unconscious people again lmao#he leaves big ole fuckin scars too. he's shit at healing#actually i take it back it's 'oh. no. he asked me to help. this is literally a no win situation for me'#instead of 'hehe im so sexy'#because he knows that the guy he's trying to impress is mr. 'huh. that kinda tingles.' specialized healer#who has only ever seen solas heal unconscious people before#SEE I CAN'T WRITE HIM FOR SHIT#no. no i was right. he's both. version 1 is revved up youngblood solas#then he fucked around and found out that people generally don't like severe pain sounds#dammit i'm an artist not a writer jim#ranting to myself in my own tags. if you're reading this: hi! it feels good to be known
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i did take an edible when i was at work earlier. just like a little baby one for babies but i guess i'm entering the era of getting high at my job to deal with the horrors
#really made the last three hours more tolerable#and now i've ordered dominos for my suffering#bro. what a life huh#chatpost#i had coworkers who always did this at the coffeeshop back in the day and i was always both impressed and shocked by them#i was talking to my coworker who put in their notice today & they're going to focus on trying to do freelance art stuff#(they just graduated from massart) and i was like man. like. why haven't i ever tried to ? pursue something more meaningful#this little 23 year old is going after their dreams and i'm 32 and what am i doing. idk man.#i have a habit of being ~realistic~ with myself which means i tell myself i can't have what i want so i dont go after stuff#kinda sucks! anyway. not to get hashtag real on the joke website#i wish i knew how to have dreams!
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And this is why I bought myself a 16TB hard drive 😂
#if i manage to finish this project in time#i will be so impressed#honestly the temptation to post what i've got now is so strong#i'm honestly kinda proud of myself#thistale rambles
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ok @taylorswift but what if you played false god x cowboy like me tomorrow.......
the altar is my hips even if it's a false god... dun dun dun dun dun AND THE TENNIS COURT
#HEAR ME OUT#text#ts#my eras show#this is lowkey such a good idea i'm kinda impressed with myself like...
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oh here’s two of the first real photos i took with the new camera
#considering it's winter and that this park is very bland for photography i'm actually impressed with myself that i came back with#two pics that i kinda like a lot#i'd print the second one but idk about the first#my photography#nature#nature photography
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it's okay if you have 0 rizz, you can pull a bad bitch by being autistic
#i'm the scott pilgrim to her ramona flowers#the uhh insert michael cera character to her insert hot alternative girl character#mid boyfriend hot goth girlfriend#i love her so much y'all it's insane#this being my first interaction with her is so embarrasssing but i was under the impression nothing but a friendship that fizzled out#by the summer when we wouldn't see each other on campus would ensue#but nope i got so so so lucky#my last relationship felt like i was constantly performing and trying to upkeep an image that was just all the most aEsThEtIc parts of me#and also i was so uncomfy and insecure in it. was like kinda starving myself always had to look perfect. felt so insecure that i couldn't#even be touched without freaking out over shattering the illusion or whatever#but this. she feels like home!!! i can be as weird and as ugly and gross and goofy as i wanna be#there's no act to keep up. she loves Me and not the Idea of me#never wanna leave her side. she's mine!!!#sorry im being so fucking gay just need to scream about how much i love my fucking girlfriend
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met a guy at a party over the weekend who is probably the most good-looking person who has ever flirted with me....kinda regret turning him down when the time came i feel like maybe I should've let it play out just for the novelty. ??????
#p#I'm like questioning if my response to him was based off my true feelings#or if it was based off how i assumed i would respond#how I'm used to responding and how I've like conditioned myself to respond#but maybe it's time to evaluate each situation independently and not just say no to everything just bc that's what I'm used to doing#the next day i felt like....regretful????#which really surprised me#but he doesn't live in my city which was kinda the dealbreaker for me#he was just visiting friends#female friends from middle school#which impressed me tbh#plus I've been seeing someone else not exclusively though#so that was also a consideration#but this guy was so handsome I'm like what if he was my peak#alas
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❛ umm, is this seat taken ? ❜ ( from Caleb )
first meeting starter sentences / @freak1ish
Sure enough, the angel did not look like one of the usual patrons. What with his loose floral blouse and a thrifted professor jacket thrown over the chair beside him. The look was not especially aided by the book of John Keats poetry he seemed absolutely determined to read, no matter the noise of the bar, and no matter the way the letters jumbled themselves on the page. (He'd preferred it when John read him the poems out loud to this. But a little over 200 years later he was left with no other choice but to stumble over the written word himself.) He was frowning with focus, and that frown only dissipated momentarily when he heard someone speak.
Emmanuel raised his eyes, a smile shining through their tiredness but soon as he recognise the other – or rather, recognise the fact that he did not recognise him – a bright familiar smile turned to that of perfect politeness, hiding his disappointment, because surely this was the universe's way of telling him Kesabel was not coming. For a moment, he'd gotten melancholy. Kesabel was the only reason he'd dared enter such an establishment; it was so hard to get hold of him these days that when he'd suggested a bar to meet Emmanuel would not protest for a second. But, he supposed, something came up.
He got so distracted that he'd only realised he kept the other waiting a few seconds later. "Um, sorry, yes. I mean no. It is free." Another smile was given, this time the angel made an effort to make it friendly. The other did not deserve a part in his sadness. He, of course, same as any other regular patron, must have come to have fun.
#freak1ish#// he is dyslexic and a fashion disaster#// on that note i'd like you to know that i really like your about pages for both lupin and caleb because#// they are very thorough and informative but still well-structured and !!! i'm kinda struggling with that myself so!#// it was just impressive to me :')
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Brain completely drained. Don't know if I'll even participate in Steddie week beyond maybe short tumblr ficlets which sucks because I had ideas 😭
#writing#big bang: never again.#probably. i might just be lying to myself because on the other hand I'm very impressed with myself for crafting this story#but it's fucking exhausting#i just want my boys to be cute and smooch and instead i have to write a fuck ton of worldbuilding context and their backstories#😭😭😭#to make matters worse i decided to go for the whole kinda-enemies-to-lovers vibe and it's killing me#H E L P
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