#i'm tryin to Live

[smallblueblondie]

Please stop ignoring that white supremacy is a huge core element of radfem/terf ideology.

Like yes they hyperenforce gender roles and stereotypes on all cis women, but it is primarily women of color that they target and accuse of being predatory and "not real women" when they're targeting cis women.

The metrics of "real woman vs trans woman" that terfs love to share are almost all just white eurocentric beauty standards. Small nose, thin fine hair, little/no body hair, petite but somehow curvy, hell I've even seen a post saying skin lightness is a determiner.

Terf/radfem circles are racist at their core. You cannot separate radical feminism from it's violently white supremacist roots. You can't have "anti-racist radical feminism", that's a fucking oxymoron. There is a very clean path from terfs to tradfems/tradwifes, to just straight up conservative republican women.

Yes yes always, terfs are super misogynistic. They hurt all women by forcing them back into the little impossible painful boxes that they claim they're fighting. But one of their biggest targets other than trans women is black women. Not to mention ignoring, discrediting, or just straight up trying to erase all the hard work that black trans women did for queer rights.

Radical feminism is very much transphobic, homophobic, and misogynistic. I'm not saying stop addressing it as such. Don't ever do addressing it as such!

But radical feminism is white supremacy in a coat of pink paint. Please never forget that when talking about how it hurts us all.

[novantinuum]

jesus christ my hand wants to fuckin die

[katsy-kitty]

tfw you haven't been here in months(?) and you don't know how anything works anymore and who's still here

I am still in this world, by the way

[theood]

It might just be a lot of things. I really don't know. I don't like not having any energy after work but it staves off a lot of our thought processes but at the same time I don't love it. It's tolerable but I want to be doing something else. I wanna be in the dirt and I want to feel the earth under my feet and I want to know she's listening to me and telling me it's ok and I want to take care of her like she's taken care of me. I want to plant trees and cut back weeds and learn to identify our native plants and I just can't do any of that and make a living. It's not even a volunteer opportunity for me. I'm just some random citizen who didn't even go to school for any of it. And I'm so lonely. I'm the loneliest I've been. I love all my friends online I do. Truly and wholly but it doesn't help the fact that I have no one around me irl. And it hurts. And I'm scared. And I am so small all the time. And I just want it to change.

[robobrainrot]

What general type of you do you work on?

Sneaky Anon~

"Toy Designer" is as much info as I'm comfortable sharing on Tumblr. Y'all will just have to wonder~

[bellbones1207]

*shyly kicks feet* hi hello I have made fanart for @onippep as I love Red and Oni, ehehe- this was gonna be a hug at first but it kinda turned into Oni holding Red lol

Sketch version under the cut bc I kinda like it :3

[hardlypartying]

“i’m not the bad guy you think i am”

“i got a boat that can get us off the island… we gotta get out of here, it’s better if we work together”

“they’re going to find john b and your sister” “sucks for them, that’s good for us tho”

“i told you we just had to work together”

“i can give you a ride out, drop you wherever, somewhere safe”

“i know your friends and my sister are on the island, i’m not helping them, i can’t trust them okay… i’ll give you a ride out but not them”

“i mean i always liked you kie, you’re at least half kook”

+

“i just lose control in moments like that, i’m trying to get better” kiara nodding along and her small “okay” as he explains himself

and her “oh god” and teary eyes when he starts slapping himself

HOW is this canon we were fed a full course meal 😭

okay anon you did it-- this delicious assortment of canon dialogue is the straw that broke the camel's back bc now i've got a new fic in the works directly based off of the line “i can give you a ride out, drop you wherever, somewhere safe”

or, the one where sarah was right and ward/rafe are the ones after them and rafe accidentally kidnaps kiara instead of sarah and uses her as extortion >:)

[pondslime]

I have to board a plane in two weeks

[lovevalley45]

trying to look at martin stein's wiki page in peace and noticing everything is in past tense DOES hurt me

[cringefailfagcat]

the way one of my friends offered to get people drinks. one of the others asked for a rum and coke, so i asked for a vodka lemonade n then they stood right behind me and went 'is olive allowed to drink?' it killed something inside me a little bit. like i wasn't episoding i've been responsible about my drinking recently don't take away my autonomy when i'm capable of looking after myself please. i know i barely can but don't. don't make this one of the few things people will actually talk to me for

[the-dreamcloud-art]

I should start using tumblr again. Render study!

[downtherabbitholewithlucy]

Yep, pretty much. 

credit: natsumi_kaulitz on IG

[scented-trash-bouquet0311]

So so amazing

[fallbhind]

Kinda wanna know what you meant when you said “ppl shouldn’t force their gender on anyone”?

I’m genuinely just curious on your point of view and what you meant

like as long as their like "im —/—" and asking if their gender can be respected and they understand that it may not happen immediately nor not everyone would call them whatever their going idc, you be you. but say someone starts pushing it on others and tweak out on others when they misgender them is when it's not acceptable you know. like im not homophobic, im a bisexual women i just feel people who get mad over gender is a lil bit silly but thats my personal view on it. like you can't expect people to know / call you by the gender you want as soon as you change. i'm not all that worried about gender anyways. be who you wanna be.

[love-loliqua]

(1/7) Hello dear, it's me again. I'm sorry to hear you're still not doing well. If it makes you feel any better, I'm not doing great either. Things are bad right now, but we need to keep looking forward. You don't know what the future holds, and things will improve.

Wow, anon, I don't know what to say. This made me cry. I feel so bad for responding so late again, but honestly, this time I saw this right away and just couldn't bring myself to respond when I was thinking such awful thoughts. Now that I'm doing better, I wanted to let you know that I'm okay.

Full transparency, and a TW for anyone reading this who might be in the same place... I ended up calling the suicide hotline for my area. Which, if you live in Saskatchewan, Canada, is 988 - any of my fellow Saskatchewanians, please memorize this number!

The woman listened to me and got me to go over to my neighbour's house, where I ended up for a few hours. With her help, I was ble to drive down and get my meds, as well as an appointment with a doctor who, even though they initially said he wasn't taking patients, agreed to take me on and redo my meds so that they would work better.

I'm on a new anti-depressant that works WONDERS. Unfortunately, they took away my adhd meds and so my adhd is off the walls annoying, but it's livable... the important thing is the new Ariprprozol (sp?) I'm on, which has successfully made me not want to do anything drastic! I'm enjoying things again, and have actually taken up Cross Stitching - a habit I am devouring and adoring.

I've also joined a pathfinder campaign with some friends from work, and it's been so much fun! I finally feel human again.

Thank you again for your kind words - you are a small part of the reason I was able to be strong enough to call 988 instead of resorting to a self-harm habit I've been clean from for over ten years. And that's amazing. Thank you.

And thank you to my friends, you all know who you are, but especially @fleur-de-leap for always being available to listen and talk, even though you and the girls are going through so many hardships of your own.

I honestly couldn't be more thankful to have so many amazing people showing my kindness and friendship. I may have very little family left, but what I do have is amazing and so worth it.

Once again, I do wish you a happy life, and I am here for you should you ever need it - but know that, for once, I am also living peacefully.

Love and Support, my dear, dear friends. <3

[ame-to-ame]

love being nd and have the tism wolf Inside me be so drastically uncomfortable with uncertainty that i physically cannot think about school and having to deal w the unknown of that whole situation without losing 5lbs in 2 days