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not now please I'm busy rotting in bed
#vent#venting#vent account#actually mentally ill#mentally tired#personal#depressing shit#i'm sad#vent blog#anxienty#mentally fucked#sorry for being depressing#tw depressing stuff#depressiv#tw depressing thoughts#tw depression#tw depressive#anxi4ty#anxitey#anxeity#sad thoughts#i'm tired of everything#i'm so tired#tired#im tired#im exhausted#emotionally exhausted#emotionally drained
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Yknow sometimes I just wanna
Sometimes I just wanna never open my mouth or speak again
Sometimes I wanna-
#I'll shut up now#might be a bit quieter for a bit#I'm tired#I'm tired of everything#I don't want to talk anymore#I'm tired of this#:]#random thoughts n stuffs
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If you don't want to be tagged in my writing, you can just tell me. I can take it. I don't want to clog up anyone's notifications with fanfic they aren't interested in reading.
I'll be updating my tag list going forward, so if my writing hasn't been worth commenting on or reblogging thus far, I'm just going to assume that you're leaving a like to 'be nice', and not interested in updates. I don't need pity likes. Clearly my distaste for things that are practically fanon here exclude me from a lot of people's reading lists. That's okay. It's not my fantasy to experience what is edging on sexual abuse. I've physically experienced way more of that in my life than I can live with. Read the stories you want. I won't bother you with mine.
Sorry my stories aren't your vibe.
#i'm so done#i'm tired of feeling like this#i'm tired of everything#get choked and stepped on and dominated and bred and whatever the fuck else you want - i don't care#i've physically gone through enough#i don't need this too
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Same...
#parasyte#parasyte the maxim#shinichi izumi#Same Shinichi...#Same...#Sad#Anime#depressing shit#i'm tryin my best#i'm tired of everything#And everyone#sorry for being depressing
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If J were to magically appear on my doorstep and wanted me to go with him, I'd do it, no questions asked. Just get me the hell out of here.
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happy new year everyone!! ~ may this year be kind to all 💕🥰⭐
#2023 was a really tough one for me#ty for staying with me#i truly hope this new year can bring good things to everyone#and if i can be a little bit selfish#may this new year bring some good things for me too ~#i'm tired of everything#always in pain always anxious and without any hope#so please 2024 be kind to me#please ~
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I've been sitting on the pavement and crying for the past fifteen minutes and i can't get myself to move i hate this i hate everything why is nothing real I need someone
#I'm tired of everything#living like this#fuck this year#how can i swing from being so goddamn happy to feeling so bleak and not wanting to live so fast#and i don't want to do this because it means ill have to admit i had a breakdown and fucking talk about it and ill go back to square one#i just want to end it here so i don't have to face the repurcussions of admitting it happened afterward#like either let it be bad or good im tired of making excuses for my past self and not trusting my brain#i need a fucking hug from my best friend but no one is here and everyone's too far away and too busy and nothing lasts#fuck this
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Every now and then I'm reminded of the thousands of reasons I keep myself away from people
Today was one of those days
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I gave up on my life
#personal#vent#venting#depressing shit#i'm sad#mentally tired#i'm exhausted#i'm tired of everything#tw sui ideation#tw depression#sorry for being depressing#depressiv#complex ptsd#neurodivergent burnout#sad thoughts#emotionally drained#emotionally exhausted
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I'm not sure how many "it is what it is" I have left in me
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Being poor is so fucking stressful
I need a car so I can get a job, I need a job so I can get a car
There are barely any places near me that I can reach by walking, and with how hot it is and how horrible my heat intolerance is, I can barely walk up my driveway and back without getting overheated. How can I make it any farther to reach a potential job without risking my health?
All the remote jobs I'm finding require degrees I don't have or are scams, I'm barely making anything through playing games on my phone and I don't know what else to do
If it weren't for my weekly scion game with friends and my dnd game with family then I'd probably have killed myself by now. I really don't see how things can get better. They're just going to end up worse. I can't take things much more. I hate this. I hate how useless I am.
#sad vent#mentally unwell rambles#tw suicide mention#I'm tired of everything#if anyone had any advice I'd gladly take it
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#I am so fucking tired#I wish it was the kind I could sleep off but no#i'm tired of everything#gusto ko na lang maging jumbo hotdog para kayanin ko to
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Is this Justice? Is this a new dawn?
#d20#dimension 20#fantasy high junior year#fantasy high junior year spoilers#adine abernant#fig faeth#kristen applebees#fabian seacaster#gorgug thistlespring#riz gukgak#my art#I'm so tired#I'm gonna take a break and then polish everything up and update the masterpost
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not mine
#this is a girlblog#gaslight gatekeep girlblog#girly things#girlblogging#divine feminine#i'm tired of everything#i need heeeeelp#just girly thoughts#girl interupted syndrome
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no shade but. @ [redacted]: why are you still here, exactly
#wak#not about anyone online#but#I'm sorry if this is cruel of me to think or say or w/e but#I'm just tired of feeling unsafe in my own house#tired of not getting to be myself#tired of being terrified every waking moment that you're going to scream at me and berate me for no reason#tired of walking on eggshells because you read the most minor and benign things as a personal attack against you#tired of hearing you scream down the phone every other night at people you hate but keep fucking calling for some reason#i'm tired of everything#bc you've made it perfectly clear that you could give a shit less about how your words and actions impact those around you#and that you couldn't give a shit less about anyone else's struggles or feelings#yet you cry every five seconds about how awful you're treated and how miserable your life is and how much of a victim you are#and like#you get at me about how I struggle to look for/find work bc of my mental illnesses and autism and about how it's 'not an excuse'#yet you've been '''''''looking for an apartment'''''''' for probably seven full months now and you show literally no sign of budging#nor have you so much as brought up anything about it#so. what's YOUR excuse?#especially considering how 'badly' we apparently treat you like.. ok so if you feel that way why haven't you fucked off yet?#but like.#I'm just tired of this shit#so fucking tired#(ignore this btw)#vent /#negative /
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