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Just caught up with Natlan's archon quest and lord help me, I have a burning need to see Alhaitham and Ororon interact.
I truly feel that they would vibe perfectly. Not in a ship way, but like, in the way of Kaveh quietly wailing: "For archons' sake, he's brought another tacky thing into the house. Traveler, please do something; they've been staring eye to eye over the coffee table for like an hour now but haven't said a single word. I don't know what to do. Send help."
#genshin impact#alhaitham#ororon#they can bond over being raised by their grandmas!!#Ororon will bring his best aphid to share#Alhaitham will get Ororon some gardening book recommendations from Tighnari#this is how I get Ororon some gay uncles to go with his granny#look do I fully understand that the lore says Natlanese people can't leave Natlan?#yes#do I care?#no#insert âPeople with incomplete souls can go where they wantâ lore apologia here#okay here's how it happens#Ororon learns that his garden is infected by a rare and dangerous fungus that will kill all his precious vegetables#if he doesn't find a cure#so even though he doesn't have the protection of the Wayob and it is very risky#he takes off (without telling his granny... oops...) to the land of dendro to search for a way to fight the fungus#but with an incomplete soul he's even more vulnerable to the abyss's effect on Natlanese people#and ends up pretty much face down in a sand dune in the desert#Alhaitham on a research trip ends up finding him and lugging him back to Sumeru City#Kaveh is screeching internally; âYou can't just kidnap unconscious people Alhaitham!â#âThis is a person not a stray dog!!! WHY DIDN'T YOU TAKE HIM TO THE BIMARSTAN!â#âI figured you'd handle it.â#âYou figured I--you--that *I* would handle it?!â#âWhat am I going to do Alhaitham?? Draw blueprints on his face until he wakes up?!â#âThat worked on me once.â âYOU'RE THE WORST--â#âAre you two arguing because of me? I'm sorry...â#âDON'T APOLOGIZE ON ALHAITHAM'S BEHALF RANDOM STRANGER!â#âOkay. I'm sorry for saying I'm sorry.â#âAUGH!!!â
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the way that phoom is crying and how bittersweet this moment is for him but the look on vicha's face is just pure happiness
SOMEHOW THAT HURTS MORE??
forced to dance and re-experience his death every night for 23 years in a place that only reminds him of who he lost and yet he's just so happy to be reunited, in the most uncomplicated way, knowing that he's where they're meant to be for the remainder of eternity
because phoom thinks it has to end, but vicha knows it won't
#WHY DID I GO IN THE TAG#I HAVEN'T EATEN ANYTHING YET AND NOW I'M CRYING#phoomvicha#peaceful property#forcebook#my caps#ppts liveblog#mjtag#forathousandbyeol#<- i'm sorry for tagging you guys i wanted to bring you down with me#btw i'm never capping these without zoom to fill again that was so fucking annoying lol#also idk how they came out so lq i had it on 1080p?#also kudos to book for not crying and breaking character#i know SOME PEOPLE đ have trouble understanding that characters react differently to the same thing or how direction works lol#but it must have been really hard not to cry in that moment and it's really impressive just how PURELY happy he looks#EDIT: I FORGOT A PICTURE
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#us election venting beware:#i am actually a bit annoyed at all the people that told me i was just being pessimistic and it's not healthy to think the worst of people#when yet again we have proven the worst of people wins#and even if it doesn't win (it will) it is still so significantly mobilized and out there#like i know it's not helpful. but i TOLD YOU. everyone thought it wouldn't happen and it DID.#just like nobody thought it would happen THEN and i was apparently the only one around me who saw it coming.#now can we PLEASE take this problem SERIOUSLY and get off our fucking asses and admit it's fucked out there??#the core of our system is bad. it is rotting and the proof is in this joke of an election#so can every white liberal get off my ass for 'bringing down the vibe' or whatever?#you people have been LAZY for a long time. you have been comfortable and unmotivated and been doing NOTHING.#quit focusing on doing your best by voting and get the fuck out there and disrupt. radicalize!#'common sense' is not enough and it never was#i hate to say it but believing the best in the masses in this deeply racist country will disappoint you every time#and i can't believe so many people fell for it again!!!!#i know it's unfair but#i'm finding it really difficult to sympathize with people in my community who are sad and disappointed#when i watched you do NOTHING for YEARS#(not for the people that are actively in danger. my heart breaks for you. i will not stop fighting for you. you didn't deserve this.)#i have never believed that people are fundamentally good and i'm sorry if that's mean but it's just not true#people are fundamentally neutral and you have to WORK to push them towards 'good'#and for too long the pushing has been going in the other direction. but 'pushing' at all is uncouth to you people i guess#get over your decorum. get over your morals that mean nothing. no one else is playing by your rules. DO something. CARE MORE.#sorry. i'm angry. i am filled with rage. and it is mostly directed towards the white intellectual elite.#to anyone who is blindingly furious i see you and i am with you lmao.#to anyone that wants to say 'i told you so' you are so valid.#we keep going.#futhermore: 'it's only four years. we'll recover.' BITCH#ONLY four years? that's four years of DAMAGE that will really hurt people in the meantime#and set up a whole host of problems for the future! the courts my god.#four years of bullshit policy and shit we will have to spend years untangling just to get back to even thinking about making any progress
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ugh I reallllyyyyy didnât want to get in on this but like
The assumption that all atheists are people whoâve ânever touched a religious text in their lifeâ basically says to me you have a specific view of atheists and have probably not known many.
Most of them grew up IN the system and DO know the text and THATâS why they walk away.Â
If youâre gonna make a whole post on ppl not using nuance with CR stuff right now the least you can do is use nuance yourself and not paint an entire group of people with a brush that TV taught you, or a bunch of white men into power *cough* Dawkins *cough* coopted a movement in a society where to not believe in god is synonymous with being immoral.
So just keep in mind, the representation of people without faith that you see on TV or twitter isnât the majority and 9 times out of 10 isnât correct at all.
thanks ^_^
#I learned a new word the other day#apatheism or something#b/c there isn't a word for what I am#but like I know that people who don't know what I am will paint me with the nuance-less brush of#oh you're atheist or whatever#but yeah#maybe also pick up on the nuance that Matt's putting down#that not all the Prime deities are the saammmme#can't paint them all with a brush too#just funny that so many people saying I want to be free to not worship anything rn brings so much ridicule#I'm sad ppl are taking a really fascinating complicated take on gods and such is being turned into this stupid fight#just BREATHE please#yes I'm sub-blogging a little b/c I don't want to get into it#I just want ppl to keep in mind that some people out there are ppl too#sorry I don't mean to go off but it's a sensitive point for me#something I never talk about b/c of opinions like that out there#can't wait to see my follower count drop b/c this sorta thing always does T_T#I just wanna be me and make the world a better place isn't that enough#Tria rants
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(Gets to the end of the most recent Worlds Beyond Number episode. Yells out loud.) FUCK!
#Worlds Beyond Number#Well this is bad#Are we not caring about the fact that this was rigged Coven of Elders?#Like how the fuck was Wren going to parlay while cursed?#Is no one caring about that?#Hey folks?#Folks I think the Man in Black is playing you all#Is anyone listening HELLO?#DOES THE CITADEL NOT GET A LAWYER?#HEY CAN WE BRING TERMS TO THIS COMMUNITY BEFORE GOING MASS MURDER ON THEM?#HELLO?#Poor Suvi oh my god girl I'm so sorry#Like no fucking wonder the Citadel is trying to spy on this meeting#From their perspective this is just another group plotting to tear them down without even attempting a peaceful resolution first#Listen I am aware that the people in the Citadel who are shady motherfuckers#There is likely a lot of corruption up top#And some systemic issues that need to be addressed#BUT ANY SOCIETY CAN SAY THAT#WE DON'T NUKE THEM FOR IT#Honestly I don't think we have enough concrete information yet#Suvi's right this is all circumstantial and coming from people who have already decided where they stand on this conflict#This trial was a sham#And frankly they were trying to kill Ame because they knew she wouldn't approve#I'm on side let's not commit a genocide
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this week's episode was freaking GOOD but i am now more confused than ever about who the actual killer(s) may be ...
x: "may i ask you who do you think the culprit is?"
my honest reaction:
#omitb#omitb s4#omitb spoilers#i don't even know what to say#who do we know who's lefthanded ???#it's weird seeing the trio outside that building btw#how did howard find doreen's husband's phone number ????#how did bev melon know wherr the trio was hiding ????#and wth is she always bringing with her in that damn trolley ?!?!#I AM SO HAPPY OLIVER AND LORETTA ARE ENGAGED AAAHHHHH#also very funny (and gay) how doreen thought charles was the reason why oliver was feeling so down and troubled and worried#I LOVE MABEL SO MUCH#her 'what is my life?' line was SO RELATABLE#i do hopw the writers will keep her single for a while 'cause my girl is so much more than a few situationships and her personality needs#to be fully portrayed on screen#I GOT SIDETRACKED I AM SORRY#anyways still have no idea who might have poisoned winnie#or left the note on jan's door#or killed dudenoff#or killed sazz#or put cameras in all the rooms at the arconia just to spy them all#MAYBE LEISTER THE DOORMAN ?????#idk man i'm tired#and stupid#very stupid#i will be reading your theories smart people#4771
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There's an old cartoon comic from the early EARLY days of this game's existence which implies that Creepers will camp outside your small early-game house day and night until you invariably run some risk of walking outside and - even when the sun is up - getting hit by their explosion.
As an Alpha player, until I started gathering the Alpha 1.2 screenshots needed for the media haul I've been posting this month, I had no idea how true that comic was.
#Does anybody know where that image is?#It's hard to find the old comics these days#and I am going to get COVERED with stupid triggers if I try to use a search engine without being ridiculously careful#Google images is absolutely horrible#You can't even rely on their stupid attempt to bring back the date range selection because it's glitched and keeps shutting down#Creepers#Minecraft Creepers#Minecraft Alpha#Minecraft screenshot#Taken in 2024#Taken Today#Minecraft October#old Minecraft#retro Minecraft#Minecraft Alpha 1.2#The Halloween Update#Help me find it#if you feel generous#Sorry I'm trying to put tags in here that I think people will be browsing through#such as:#Tip of My Tongue#or possibly:#/r/TipOfMyTongue#I hope I don't sound too demanding.#obscure Internet comic#monsters in old Minecraft versions#they were a menace
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everytime someone comes on tumblr and starts talking about people on tiktok as if they're celebrities a fairy loses its wings
#my least favourite thing about this fandom is how marauderstok treated each other like they're famous#you're a fucking cosplayer calm down#same goes for fic writers and editors and people who just give their opinion#no matter how many followers you have you're still just a fan account and that doesn't make you better then anyone else#and then you bring it here?#keep that shit on tiktok#i don't care about any fanfilms that need to ask the fandom for money to fund them#i'm sorry im being such a hater#but i'm TIRED#marauders
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You got isekai'd into SYSTEMA. What now.
Be amazed.
Remember I spawned into the "everything sucks" world.
Break down and cry.
Consider death as an escape.
Summon the global chaos by leaking insider secrets that could make about 200 new conspiracy theories.
Hope that Sera's conspirator ass tries to find me before one of the hits get me first.
Ending 1: I get sniped.
Ending 2: I get jumped.
Ending 3: I get kidnapped.
Ending 4:
Ending 200: It worked! Sera insults me. I cry from both the height she's holding me at and the insult respectively. She tells me to quit sobbing so I weep in incognito mode.
Make it into the Manumission. Wipe my face. Contemplate death again.
Get interrogated.
Get welcomed in! (I am still under close observation)
Quietly fangirl about my characters in 4k then feel incredibly weird about how much I know.
Get interrogated again.
I know that Nathaniel knows that I know but he doesn't know how much I know until I make it known that I know that he knows.
Consider death as- oh. He heard that too.
Literally everyone freaks me out for different reasons. I hang out with Sonia. She calls me fat. I still like you Sonia.
Live in the manumission under witness/informant protection and try not to die.
#devarambles#ARK_SYSTEMA#i can't do shit in this world let's be honest#i'd just be a regular person#who can magically draw everyone with perfect detail (to them)#I'd at least know what's going on with everything. That foresight would save them from like... 60% of what goes down#I'd never be able to get along with Vincent. I do not have the rubber skin nor the emotional security + he would scare me to high heaven#Fucker looks like a spooked horse and he's tall NUH UH i'm not havin it. I'd maybe help him behind the scenes though. Stroke his ego a lil.#I could not be around Nate I'm sorry I'd avoid him. The fear of being known is real.#People can deal with him because nobody knows that he's intimately familiar with the core of their personalities and thats why he won't say#but I just know that this asshole can hear me thinking about how orange juice should be in cereal. I KNOW what he would think. SO NO. NO.#Uh.. What else... Sera? I don't think I have what it takes to bore through that shell of hers. Her personality is incredibly strong.#And only people like Nathaniel Sonia and Eric can get through because they're both perservering and self-assured. I don't fw distant ppl#I wouldn't chase her and she wouldn't seek me. No friendship just acquaintances type beat#Amon is cool but I don't know how I'd feel around him knowing his story. It's like hanging out with Rodtang. But he's hot. ough#Eric is cool but I know that this guy is super smart and he's a bit too silly. I'd end up telling him one too many secrets without realizin#Strohl is a genius and he'd find me really dumb and unprofessional which honestly I get. He's also just not my type of company#Which brings me back to Sonia. We'd get along. I'd be able to brush off her comments and she'd vibe with me. She'd get me good clothes too.#So that's that that's everything yay gwenchana gwenchana
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Sometimes I have to take a deep breath and remind myself that the person making a post about how there's no aroace rep anywhere clearly doesn't have my algorithm, where all I see is aroace rep, and if they did, they would have worded this post differently, and there's no reason to get frustrated
But at the same time... ALL I SEE IS AROACE REPRESENTATION AND YEAH Y'ALL DESERVE IT BUT PLEASE I JUST WANT TO SEE SOME OF MY FELLOW LESBIANS P L E A S E
(I haven't written the tags yet but I have a feeling they're gonna be important to read lol)
#funny#rambles#pride#I have scrolled that tag liking every single post I see for 3 hours on end and then. it doesn't change my algorithm at all.#PLEASE I AM SO TIRED OF SEEING âAroace people are so forgotten!!â I CANNOT FORGET YOU#AND I KNOW THIS IS A ME THING AND I KNOW THATS MEAN TO SAY AND I'M SORRY#BUT PLEASEEE I WANT TO SEE A LITTLE BIT OF MY SEXUALITY??? PLEASE????????#And like literally the first identity I researched in depth eas asexuality...#soon after aromanticism#cause I learned about sexualities by literally just googling âpride flagsâ and looking at wiki articles for whatever I saw#and I saw the asexuality flag first#so to me it's a very foreign idea that aroace people are forgotten or that not enough people understand what it is#I'm like huh??? thats one of the basics of the community????#but to so many it's not#anyways I feel awkward tagging this as aroace cause it's kinda negative...#and I don't wanna bring anyone down if they're scrolling the tag of their sexuality...#so I'm not gonna tag ut#for now atleast idk
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"wei wuxian is nice to ghosts so his version of demonic cultivation is wholesome and okay. unlike xue yang whose demonic cultivation is bad and mean" this is the kind of hard-hitting analysis i have truly come to expect from this fandom
#lise's aggressively bitchy opinions about irrelevant and unimportant matters#the sad queer cultivators show#drags hands down face. look i've had a rough day and it's been a rough three months#i'm sorry wwx i'm trying to remember you're not the person these people say you are#bringing in wwx's 'empathy for the dead' just the cherry on top
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how come you do post much about gaza?
assuming you meant don't*? because this makes no sense otherwise? anyway
that you don't see my activism doesn't mean it isn't happening. tumblr is a terrible platform for activism, so I don't use it for that
#i won't pull up donation receipts for a fuckign tumblr anon#i won't sit here and try to explain that tumblr activism is typically restrained to tumblr. people rb the posts and never do anything else#people here notoriously do not click on links#so what i do. what i donate. where i protest. my household's boycotting. i do it and i talk to people about it but i don't do it here#because it won't do jack shit here and i'm trying to connect with people who might actually participate. for tangible results#sorry if that sounds Angry. it's because it is.#if y'all want to free palestine then you have to participate more than just reblogging. boosting voices is good but it takes more than that#tumblr rbs don't put pressure on politicians. they don't fund relief efforts. they don't pay for esims. they don't demonstrate organized#support for palestine in a Visible Manner to your city or state or country#they aren't disruptive#that's why you don't see me post on here. i'm trying to concentrate my efforts where they might do something#NOW. before you come for my throat. obviously there is nothing wrong with circulating posts about aid and resources to help#but then you should really consider like. contributing to those resources. that's key. that's the point. and some people here do! great!#i just. am more likely to be able to find and reach people who do in other places#maybe i should've said all that in the post instead of the tags but i really don't want to bring a bunch of misunderstanding down on myself#asks answered#'i wont sit here and explain' and then i did. damn
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hope all the dumb sons of bitches voting no on 33 die and go to hell btw. Badly
#noooooo we can't have rent control the poor people are gonna bring down our property value#emiltalk#all the bootstraps dipshits who work at fucking boeing. sorry we can't all make six figs designing airplanes that fall apart#elect me pregnant I will nuke [city redacted]#irls you know where I'm talking about. there is no further need for it#and obviously it goes without saying that the ghouls voting no on 6 will never see the kingdom of heaven
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âIâm really sorry.â âSo am I.â
#critical role#imogen x fearne#imogearne#long post#ygifs#but they were literally insane for this are you kidding me#you have Laura Lauraing up a Laura with that imogen emotion work she's pulling and then you have Ashley Ashleying up an Ashley At Her WHAT#like I JUST WANT THEM TO TALK ABOUT IT I JUST WANT AN ACTUAL TALK SHOW TO TALK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#WHATS GOING ON THERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#YOU LITERALLY have Imogen People-Pleaser-Or-Death actually saying So Am I and Actually Acknowledging In EVEN That Small Way#And it's like fearne is Actually So Heartbroken she's Stunned And Yet All She Can Think To Do Is Look At Imogen and Say Sheâs So Sorry#FEARNE???? we literally did not see THAT magnitude of emotional vulnerability with fearne since she Met Her Lost Mom Ok#and sheâs There At The Mercy Of Her Emotions. because of imogen. because of how much she Empathizes with Imogen#and Imogen Wonderful Wonderful Imogen Literally Cannot Look At Fearne More ThanA Second After What She Did*#girls y'all are just insane for this this was The Moment that made me Break Down And Uproot my Not Making Gifs Thing after EIGHT YEARS it's#I know this campaign is so fast paced and plot driven but like it's been nearly 10 episodes and they've not Talked About This Okay#also obsessed with the stilted way imogen thanks fcg for bringing fearne back like it is SOO detached I'm chewing it#she literally spoke as if she wasn't there when you could see imogen relating to fearne by touching her shoulder and saying brought Her back#they literally already Went Through Much with fearne's parents reveal and the way imogen Allowed herself to Be Present in That Situation#no but literally I Think About Fearne Combating How She Regrets Orym Being Brought Back like Thats the gravity of it#imogen says Thank You Fearne and fearne just stands there nearly wanting nothing more than for the reality imogen Meant It
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The time between finishing a chapter and waiting for betas to look over it so I can post it is like the days between christmas and new years where reality doesn't exist and you get to do whatever you want
#it's like the one part of writing where my brain is like you can take a break and not work on anything#which means i often don't get any writing done bc brain is also like sorry new task has not been installed please complete prev task#but the prev task is just do something else while you wait#so i get to do ALL the things#like reading a bunch of things and flirt with all the project ideas i have and do some errands i've been meaning to get around to#also i did a whole big research dive on meta vs phallo surgical stages and recovery periods (that was just meta but then some people wanted#to know about phallo too and i was like sure that seems easy enough to add and also informative for me to know for various reasons)#also i have also technically gotten quite a bit of writing done because this stage of the process + bringing a notebook where i don't have'#ANY of my computer documents to look at for reference and notes means i'm ?? actually??? writing whatever the fuck out of order scenes#which is also something that usually stalls me the fuck out because my brain is not a jump around brain#like if i haven't sufficiently fleshed out the previous scenes/just put too many something something blah blah blah brackets i get stuck#so yeah#i've got an art idea project that involves glitter#so i'm gonna go see if i can't track down supplies for that
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I'll stop posting wips eventually but it's been five days since I've said anything and I don't want anyone to think I'm dead/dying/stuck in a ditch and withering away, so here's 10% of the reason I disappeared (the duck is stuck in rendering hell) (and my little baby laptop is screaming at me every time I open up this file)
I might still be mostly lurking for a little bit so please be patient with me in the meantime đđ
#seriously though I'm sorry for just up and disappearing like that#wanna talk to people and interact with them so bad lately but I just can't bring myself to do it#so the best i can manage is blabbing in the tags like always#i don't know wtf is going on but over the past few days I've just felt like i don't deserve to talk to anyone#tried to reblog posts from mutuals several times but something in my head keeps saying;#'yeah they don't actually care for your input at all and you're being a bother for even trying etc etc'#and i know deep down that's probably not true (i hope) but i can't reason it away you know#and i know the best solution to this is to just talk to someone#let it be known that i *did* make an attempt to#i tried texting someone (and succeeded) but i couldn't keep doing it and I'm back at square one (and now feel worse lmao)#i'm not really putting this here for anybody to see it as much as i am for myself#but i know that (hypothetically) this could be seen by a real human so it still kinda feels like I'm reaching out in a way which feels nice#makes me feel less like I'm shriveling up in my own self imposed solitude#so uh hello person who might be reading the tags (there's six of you guys here now which is crazy cause i post nothing but junk here lol)#((but thanks anyway for following and even more thanks for reading this if you did))#i'll make my way around all the posts i missed soon enough don't worry#i'm sorry i'm really not meaning to ignore anybody#i have drafted quite a few posts from moots that i couldn't finish leaving comments on but i have seen them#everyone here is super cool and talented as always <3 whether that be through art or writing or just finding neat posts to share#this wall of text is long enough and i'm very eeby so thank you again for reading this#tldr; not dead and i'll be okay eventually :)#not rb#hey look i didn't post a picture of my dog this time (a crime)#i'll make sure to share one the next time i get a good one
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