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starcurtain · 4 months ago

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Just caught up with Natlan's archon quest and lord help me, I have a burning need to see Alhaitham and Ororon interact.

I truly feel that they would vibe perfectly. Not in a ship way, but like, in the way of Kaveh quietly wailing: "For archons' sake, he's brought another tacky thing into the house. Traveler, please do something; they've been staring eye to eye over the coffee table for like an hour now but haven't said a single word. I don't know what to do. Send help."

#genshin impact #alhaitham #ororon #they can bond over being raised by their grandmas!!#Ororon will bring his best aphid to share #Alhaitham will get Ororon some gardening book recommendations from Tighnari #this is how I get Ororon some gay uncles to go with his granny #look do I fully understand that the lore says Natlanese people can't leave Natlan?#yes #do I care?#no #insert “People with incomplete souls can go where they want” lore apologia here #okay here's how it happens #Ororon learns that his garden is infected by a rare and dangerous fungus that will kill all his precious vegetables #if he doesn't find a cure #so even though he doesn't have the protection of the Wayob and it is very risky #he takes off (without telling his granny... oops...) to the land of dendro to search for a way to fight the fungus #but with an incomplete soul he's even more vulnerable to the abyss's effect on Natlanese people #and ends up pretty much face down in a sand dune in the desert #Alhaitham on a research trip ends up finding him and lugging him back to Sumeru City #Kaveh is screeching internally; “You can't just kidnap unconscious people Alhaitham!”#“This is a person not a stray dog!!! WHY DIDN'T YOU TAKE HIM TO THE BIMARSTAN!”#“I figured you'd handle it.”#“You figured I--you--that *I* would handle it?!”#“What am I going to do Alhaitham?? Draw blueprints on his face until he wakes up?!”#“That worked on me once.” “YOU'RE THE WORST--”#“Are you two arguing because of me? I'm sorry...”#“DON'T APOLOGIZE ON ALHAITHAM'S BEHALF RANDOM STRANGER!”#“Okay. I'm sorry for saying I'm sorry.”#“AUGH!!!”

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qilingxiong · 27 days ago

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*sniffles* you are all so fucking stupid

#i'm waiting for the novelty of xhs to die down for usamericans and they realize they have no idea how to adjust to this place #you CANNOT run your xhs the same way you're running your tumblr or twitter especially if you're queer #to the people complaining about getting their xhs bios disallowed because you put a pride flag and labels in it or whatever:#sorry but that's really on you #some of you are too caught up in the euphoria of rebelling agains tiktok to remember that the censorship ain't a joke #and there are some topics you'd best not bring up #chinese netizens have learned to navigate some of it through codewords and shit that won't alert people #but usamericans have never known how to be subtle so. this is gonna be a shitshow eventually #and FUCK y'all if y'all take all the overseas people down with you when either xhs or the us gov takes action about this #(xhs is already on it considering trying to separate the mainland and overseas algorithms as a result of this. fuck you.)#anyways i have too many opinions on this issue now but just. [screams into the woods]#ashton originals

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crookedfivefingers · 3 months ago

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3.13 | ᴛʜᴇ ʟᴀꜱᴛ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛɪᴍᴇ ʟᴏʀᴅꜱ

link to the post I accidentally wound up prattling endlessly about in the tags 💀

#doctor who #tenth doctor #martha jones #david tennant #freema agyeman #(good god. without even meaning to I went into 'psycho stream of consciousness tagging' mode. whoops)#always thinking of that one post #where OP mentions how the writing tries to make it seem like Ten looked right through Martha/etc #which is a good concept for demonstrating his grief. but also isnt what we really see throughout S3 #(not saying he wasn't a grieving MESS because he was. but he's a multi-faceted character and he can grieve AND value Martha simultaneously)#but we see such fierce protective instinct+trust; a bond between them that obviously isn't some one-sided affair #+ his clear intent to impress her/be admired and respected by her (apropos the post that inspired this sentiment)#but RTD obviously isn't the most infallible of writers #*cough* [list of reasons I cut down b/c long] *cough*#He can make Martha say “he's not seeing me/he doesn't look at me” but then you just watch with your eyes and you get a different story #It's like the opposite of when Moffat tries to make you believe someone is super important through bold claims without showing his work #instead RTD tries to make you believe Ten is functionally blind to Martha's existence while showing numerous examples of the contrary #then bring in the novels+myspace blog+cartoon that he all signed off on. Which tie together to create a canon backdrop #basically I said all of that to say this—#it's the whole reason I had to make this blog to get this sort of stuff off my chest (even if it's just for me sometimes)—#Ten not only SAW Martha—he trusted+respected+enjoyed+adored her. And it's a good thing #it doesn't cheapen his grief. I feel like people must think it does which is why I constantly see bad unnecessary takes about them #it just means that Martha was SO important to him and it's ok. they had a killer friendship outside the unrequited minutiae and it's ok #there's even a comic where 'someone' makes him believe she's Martha and he makes her change her appearance because “it's still too raw”#Just saying you don't say that sort of thing about someone whose existence you're all blasé about #Martha already gets fucked by the narrative in enough ways without people totally missing her significance in the Doctor's life #you don't have to ship them to appreciate them on a deeper level #anyway. fuck. if you actually read all of these then I'm so sorry #creating this blog has taught me that there are only like two people who feel the same way about tenmartha matters and it’s fine 😂#but if I didn’t give myself an outlet it would probably form a tumor SO there we are then

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forcebookish · 4 months ago

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the way that phoom is crying and how bittersweet this moment is for him but the look on vicha's face is just pure happiness

SOMEHOW THAT HURTS MORE??

forced to dance and re-experience his death every night for 23 years in a place that only reminds him of who he lost and yet he's just so happy to be reunited, in the most uncomplicated way, knowing that he's where they're meant to be for the remainder of eternity

because phoom thinks it has to end, but vicha knows it won't

#WHY DID I GO IN THE TAG #I HAVEN'T EATEN ANYTHING YET AND NOW I'M CRYING #phoomvicha #peaceful property #forcebook #my caps #ppts liveblog #mjtag #forathousandbyeol #<- i'm sorry for tagging you guys i wanted to bring you down with me #btw i'm never capping these without zoom to fill again that was so fucking annoying lol #also idk how they came out so lq i had it on 1080p?#also kudos to book for not crying and breaking character #i know SOME PEOPLE 😒 have trouble understanding that characters react differently to the same thing or how direction works lol #but it must have been really hard not to cry in that moment and it's really impressive just how PURELY happy he looks #EDIT: I FORGOT A PICTURE

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withasideofshakespeare · 1 month ago

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Have you ever noticed that pretty much everybody in Shakespeare's histories is an awful parent? Now you can rank them according to your tastes in (bad) parenting with my tier list maker:

I probably forgot somebody (please tell me if I did) and also all of the parent-adjacent characters are included according to my personal tastes (mostly because Falstaff does a LOT of (weird) parenting and deserved a spot and then pulled a bunch of other people along with him).

Here's mine:

#shakespeare #shakespeare's histories #tier list #richard ii #1 henry iv #2 henry iv #henry v #1 henry vi #2 henry vi #3 henry vi #richard iii #king john #justifications:#john of gaunt is really nice to henry in their appearance together. it's sweet!#richard duke of york may SUCK but he is pretty darn nice to his kids. one of very few people who doesn't constantly insult richard jr #margaret got moved down to b tier for bringing her kid along to watch her torture a guy to death. but points for the unique bonding activit #owain glyndwr is a good dad. lets his daughter marry an englishman!#everybody in C tier is trying their best i think #hal didn't *mean* to die before even meeting his son but he Did. i'm sorry.#cecily probably deserves f tier for constantly insulting her son but to be fair he *is* evil #everyone in f tier directly or indirectly causes the death of their child #except for bolingbroke #he just sucks #don't tell your son you wish you could replace him with someone else's son! and don't call him a degenerate!#no wonder hal replaces him with a weird drunkard.#the yellow characters are only designated as parents because my notes say their historical equivalents were #and yes my source for that is my annotations in a book that i wrote down probably two years ago now #PLEASE correct me if i'm being an idiot #or if i forgot anybody!#also can you tell that i haven't read king john?

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triaelf9 · 2 years ago

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ugh I reallllyyyyy didn’t want to get in on this but like

The assumption that all atheists are people who’ve “never touched a religious text in their life” basically says to me you have a specific view of atheists and have probably not known many.

Most of them grew up IN the system and DO know the text and THAT’S why they walk away.

If you’re gonna make a whole post on ppl not using nuance with CR stuff right now the least you can do is use nuance yourself and not paint an entire group of people with a brush that TV taught you, or a bunch of white men into power *cough* Dawkins *cough* coopted a movement in a society where to not believe in god is synonymous with being immoral.

So just keep in mind, the representation of people without faith that you see on TV or twitter isn’t the majority and 9 times out of 10 isn’t correct at all.

thanks ^_^

#I learned a new word the other day #apatheism or something #b/c there isn't a word for what I am #but like I know that people who don't know what I am will paint me with the nuance-less brush of #oh you're atheist or whatever #but yeah #maybe also pick up on the nuance that Matt's putting down #that not all the Prime deities are the saammmme #can't paint them all with a brush too #just funny that so many people saying I want to be free to not worship anything rn brings so much ridicule #I'm sad ppl are taking a really fascinating complicated take on gods and such is being turned into this stupid fight #just BREATHE please #yes I'm sub-blogging a little b/c I don't want to get into it #I just want ppl to keep in mind that some people out there are ppl too #sorry I don't mean to go off but it's a sensitive point for me #something I never talk about b/c of opinions like that out there #can't wait to see my follower count drop b/c this sorta thing always does T_T #I just wanna be me and make the world a better place isn't that enough #Tria rants

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wiseabsol · 6 months ago

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(Gets to the end of the most recent Worlds Beyond Number episode. Yells out loud.) FUCK!

#Worlds Beyond Number #Well this is bad #Are we not caring about the fact that this was rigged Coven of Elders?#Like how the fuck was Wren going to parlay while cursed?#Is no one caring about that?#Hey folks?#Folks I think the Man in Black is playing you all #Is anyone listening HELLO?#DOES THE CITADEL NOT GET A LAWYER?#HEY CAN WE BRING TERMS TO THIS COMMUNITY BEFORE GOING MASS MURDER ON THEM?#HELLO?#Poor Suvi oh my god girl I'm so sorry #Like no fucking wonder the Citadel is trying to spy on this meeting #From their perspective this is just another group plotting to tear them down without even attempting a peaceful resolution first #Listen I am aware that the people in the Citadel who are shady motherfuckers #There is likely a lot of corruption up top #And some systemic issues that need to be addressed #BUT ANY SOCIETY CAN SAY THAT #WE DON'T NUKE THEM FOR IT #Honestly I don't think we have enough concrete information yet #Suvi's right this is all circumstantial and coming from people who have already decided where they stand on this conflict #This trial was a sham #And frankly they were trying to kill Ame because they knew she wouldn't approve #I'm on side let's not commit a genocide

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oceanwithinsblog · 4 months ago

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this week's episode was freaking GOOD but i am now more confused than ever about who the actual killer(s) may be ...

x: "may i ask you who do you think the culprit is?"

my honest reaction:

#omitb #omitb s4 #omitb spoilers #i don't even know what to say #who do we know who's lefthanded ???#it's weird seeing the trio outside that building btw #how did howard find doreen's husband's phone number ????#how did bev melon know wherr the trio was hiding ????#and wth is she always bringing with her in that damn trolley ?!?!#I AM SO HAPPY OLIVER AND LORETTA ARE ENGAGED AAAHHHHH #also very funny (and gay) how doreen thought charles was the reason why oliver was feeling so down and troubled and worried #I LOVE MABEL SO MUCH #her 'what is my life?' line was SO RELATABLE #i do hopw the writers will keep her single for a while 'cause my girl is so much more than a few situationships and her personality needs #to be fully portrayed on screen #I GOT SIDETRACKED I AM SORRY #anyways still have no idea who might have poisoned winnie #or left the note on jan's door #or killed dudenoff #or killed sazz #or put cameras in all the rooms at the arconia just to spy them all #MAYBE LEISTER THE DOORMAN ?????#idk man i'm tired #and stupid #very stupid #i will be reading your theories smart people #4771

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txmxkis · 19 days ago

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feeling so soft over hope and people and love and their persistence through it all

#my anxiety almost sent me spiralling multiple times this morning because of a lot of different things #had to talk myself down so much #but coming on here and seeing other people's messages and interactions and everything i just #i wanna cry again but out of love and gratitude JENENJFNSNW #we are all in this together fr #they want us to feel isolated and alone !!! but we are not !!!!!#i love u all and i hope u know the comfort that u bring even if we only meet in passing every once in a while <3 #and i am here for u always too. whoever is reading this yes u <33333 #sorry if this is disgustingly sappy but no i'm not GHDHFJCJCN #₊˚⊹⋆˚☂︎ bunny babbles ₊˚⊹⋆˚

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edwardos · 4 months ago

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There's an old cartoon comic from the early EARLY days of this game's existence which implies that Creepers will camp outside your small early-game house day and night until you invariably run some risk of walking outside and - even when the sun is up - getting hit by their explosion.

As an Alpha player, until I started gathering the Alpha 1.2 screenshots needed for the media haul I've been posting this month, I had no idea how true that comic was.

#Does anybody know where that image is?#It's hard to find the old comics these days #and I am going to get COVERED with stupid triggers if I try to use a search engine without being ridiculously careful #Google images is absolutely horrible #You can't even rely on their stupid attempt to bring back the date range selection because it's glitched and keeps shutting down #Creepers #Minecraft Creepers #Minecraft Alpha #Minecraft screenshot #Taken in 2024 #Taken Today #Minecraft October #old Minecraft #retro Minecraft #Minecraft Alpha 1.2 #The Halloween Update #Help me find it #if you feel generous #Sorry I'm trying to put tags in here that I think people will be browsing through #such as:#Tip of My Tongue #or possibly:#/r/TipOfMyTongue #I hope I don't sound too demanding.#obscure Internet comic #monsters in old Minecraft versions #they were a menace

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atlasdoe · 5 months ago

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everytime someone comes on tumblr and starts talking about people on tiktok as if they're celebrities a fairy loses its wings

#my least favourite thing about this fandom is how marauderstok treated each other like they're famous #you're a fucking cosplayer calm down #same goes for fic writers and editors and people who just give their opinion #no matter how many followers you have you're still just a fan account and that doesn't make you better then anyone else #and then you bring it here?#keep that shit on tiktok #i don't care about any fanfilms that need to ask the fandom for money to fund them #i'm sorry im being such a hater #but i'm TIRED #marauders

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deva-arts · 3 months ago

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You got isekai'd into SYSTEMA. What now.

Be amazed.

Remember I spawned into the "everything sucks" world.

Break down and cry.

Consider death as an escape.

Summon the global chaos by leaking insider secrets that could make about 200 new conspiracy theories.

Hope that Sera's conspirator ass tries to find me before one of the hits get me first.

Ending 1: I get sniped.

Ending 2: I get jumped.

Ending 3: I get kidnapped.

Ending 4:

Ending 200: It worked! Sera insults me. I cry from both the height she's holding me at and the insult respectively. She tells me to quit sobbing so I weep in incognito mode.

Make it into the Manumission. Wipe my face. Contemplate death again.

Get interrogated.

Get welcomed in! (I am still under close observation)

Quietly fangirl about my characters in 4k then feel incredibly weird about how much I know.

Get interrogated again.

I know that Nathaniel knows that I know but he doesn't know how much I know until I make it known that I know that he knows.

Consider death as- oh. He heard that too.

Literally everyone freaks me out for different reasons. I hang out with Sonia. She calls me fat. I still like you Sonia.

Live in the manumission under witness/informant protection and try not to die.

#devarambles #i can't do shit in this world let's be honest #i'd just be a regular person #who can magically draw everyone with perfect detail (to them)#I'd at least know what's going on with everything. That foresight would save them from like... 60% of what goes down #I'd never be able to get along with Vincent. I do not have the rubber skin nor the emotional security + he would scare me to high heaven #Fucker looks like a spooked horse and he's tall NUH UH i'm not havin it. I'd maybe help him behind the scenes though. Stroke his ego a lil.#I could not be around Nate I'm sorry I'd avoid him. The fear of being known is real.#People can deal with him because nobody knows that he's intimately familiar with the core of their personalities and thats why he won't say #but I just know that this asshole can hear me thinking about how orange juice should be in cereal. I KNOW what he would think. SO NO. NO.#Uh.. What else... Sera? I don't think I have what it takes to bore through that shell of hers. Her personality is incredibly strong.#And only people like Nathaniel Sonia and Eric can get through because they're both perservering and self-assured. I don't fw distant ppl #I wouldn't chase her and she wouldn't seek me. No friendship just acquaintances type beat #Amon is cool but I don't know how I'd feel around him knowing his story. It's like hanging out with Rodtang. But he's hot. ough #Eric is cool but I know that this guy is super smart and he's a bit too silly. I'd end up telling him one too many secrets without realizin #Strohl is a genius and he'd find me really dumb and unprofessional which honestly I get. He's also just not my type of company #Which brings me back to Sonia. We'd get along. I'd be able to brush off her comments and she'd vibe with me. She'd get me good clothes too.#So that's that that's everything yay gwenchana gwenchana #ark_systema

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redgearsmovin · 2 months ago

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man .

#i gotta put this somewhere. i'm complaining about the guys and expressing my disappointment in the tags #this is just my own feelings and discomfort don't have to agree or comment on anything. anyone can have their own thoughts #i should stop looking them up or even bother checking their socials and what they're up to #if not i'd just be rolling my eyes and making myself more annoyed at them lol #i don't feel as bad for not caring since it's probably too much to expect that #white patriotic american middle aged men to not support their hell of a cuntry aka that violent imperial core nightmare #i was kinda fond of them at first but now it just leaves a sour taste in my mouth that i rather just avoid because #bringing this up has no benefit anyway. anything said more will just be regarded as a 'cancel culture' attempt but #they're not bad people. they are good people and that's entirely the point #it's not a unique problem and for as long as that imperial nightmare stays in power anyone who willingly supports it and its actions #show that some lives are worth more than other lives all so that western society will always have more power #and is not something worth worrying about. they're just strangers to me anyway. i don't care about them i don't want to care about them #again this is not me saying they're bad or 'problematic' people. they are good people and that's why it disappoints me #but like i said it's not worth worrying about since they are just an example rather than the core issue #i just wanted to write this down because the bitterness is just there now lol #i've been able to separate the real people/actors and the characters they play so it doesn't affect my enjoyment as much anymore #i'm just. sorry for talking negatively lol i know people use their interests as an escape like i know. i use this show as my escape too #but some things are just hard to ignore when they affect real life so.. eh .#i still like the show and the characters haha i'm just fighting with myself internally i guess idk #like it doesn't really hurt to enjoy them. it's not bad. i'm allowed to disagree with the creators of something i like #my ramblings

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iwanttobepersephone · 8 months ago

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Sometimes I have to take a deep breath and remind myself that the person making a post about how there's no aroace rep anywhere clearly doesn't have my algorithm, where all I see is aroace rep, and if they did, they would have worded this post differently, and there's no reason to get frustrated

But at the same time... ALL I SEE IS AROACE REPRESENTATION AND YEAH Y'ALL DESERVE IT BUT PLEASE I JUST WANT TO SEE SOME OF MY FELLOW LESBIANS P L E A S E

(I haven't written the tags yet but I have a feeling they're gonna be important to read lol)

#funny #rambles #pride #I have scrolled that tag liking every single post I see for 3 hours on end and then. it doesn't change my algorithm at all.#PLEASE I AM SO TIRED OF SEEING “Aroace people are so forgotten!!” I CANNOT FORGET YOU #AND I KNOW THIS IS A ME THING AND I KNOW THATS MEAN TO SAY AND I'M SORRY #BUT PLEASEEE I WANT TO SEE A LITTLE BIT OF MY SEXUALITY??? PLEASE????????#And like literally the first identity I researched in depth eas asexuality...#soon after aromanticism #cause I learned about sexualities by literally just googling “pride flags” and looking at wiki articles for whatever I saw #and I saw the asexuality flag first #so to me it's a very foreign idea that aroace people are forgotten or that not enough people understand what it is #I'm like huh??? thats one of the basics of the community????#but to so many it's not #anyways I feel awkward tagging this as aroace cause it's kinda negative...#and I don't wanna bring anyone down if they're scrolling the tag of their sexuality...#so I'm not gonna tag ut #for now atleast idk

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doomer-soyjack · 25 days ago

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Thought about talking to others about shared interests and immediately got bored and fed up.

#I genuinely don't get what “normal” people like about having friends or partners it's too much hassle needing to spend time and attention #for a bit of entertainment at best. if you do become close then it's a new responsibility in your life. needing to see them or talk to them #i don't know why else you'd need to have a relationship if not for the monetary benefits or access to things like loans or influences #and i don't think it's wrong for me to prioritize my survival at any cost because i'm not even harming anyone which is also why i dont feel #like engaging with anyone because i know they don't see me as a good person for being selfish or narcissistic (i have npd lol)#sorry i lack empathy bitch at least i don't maliciously use others while having it or bring others down to be above them in a fake way #just like them asking why someone can't find joy in having loved ones i just don't get why you'd find joy in being with people #but you don't question it because it's “normal human behavior” and we're bad people for being “cold”#being an observer is fun sometimes though like these bitches are so stupid i'm amused

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edelorion · 9 months ago

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#edel vents #disclaimer: really personal issues in the tags. also wishes of death upon others. this is PROBABLY too much information tbh...#so if you're not up for it scroll down fast!!!! the deluge is coming!!!#today was... eventful. bad. also very bad. grandma's birthday celebration was today #and while she... definitely has Old People Issues (racist) shes also very lonely since the death of my grandfather so i can't really not go #i'm the only one who really visits her regularly to begin with #aside from the... very serious racism issue... she's “alright”. i guess. but that's besides the point. there's family there #and among those... my parents. which i don't like to talk to #discovered they threw more of my old stuff away. typical. wanted to strangle them. as usual.#had to “talk” with my mother (read: spend approximately ten seconds reciting exactly why i *don't* talk to her anymore)#so that whole ordeal completely soured my mood.#went home tired. can't really do anything right now.#at least the food was good i guess. but i also really want to cry... which i can't. which sucks.#...i really like to think i've improved as a person. i used to be really hateful of everything and everyone #worst of all myself. still kinda do but i'm... getting better..?#i like to think i've grown past most of it but every time i see my parents i feel this gripping at my heart. as if i haven't really changed #as if instead i'm still the hateful person i “always was” deep down... bc there's this visceral joy that i feel whenever i'm mad at them.#when i looked at my mother and told her how much i despise her i felt a shiver of happiness. righteousness.#to be clear: i do NOT care for her. at all. she's the worst person on this earth #and the only person whom my philosophy of “nobody deserves to die” does NOT apply to. i'm not scared of hating her.#she genuinely deserves this. but...every time i see my parents - and thus her... i feel as if i'm slipping back into that mindset of hatred #i don't want that. not anymore. it consumed me whole. i was a horrible person back then and i've caused so much grief for so many #i can't let go of this hatred. i can't forgive them. they don't deserve my forgiveness anyway. but i'm tired of hating.#i'm tired of letting that hatred define me. i'm tired of letting that hatred direct me. i'm tired of letting it bring me to ruin.#i'm tired of being who i was. i'm no longer “that”. i'm edel now and i'm happy for people now. if i don't like something i just walk out.#i can just leave. “if it sucks hit the bricks” right?.. but i didn't. i had to say it. i had to tell them. her. and i liked it.#and... i'm scared of that. because it tells me i haven't improved.#i'm not sure what i'm expecting out of posting this i guess. maybe help. maybe i wanna be told that this is normal or something.#maybe i just want to get my thoughts in order. i don't know. i'm gonna stop writing now.#sorry for making you read all this. thanks for doing it anyway. tags were cut off on this one btw so it may look like a mess. but. yeah.

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