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Another fanfic writer got ran out of the fandom this weekend because of a 'guilty by association' harassment campaign. She wrote fic of Loustat switching and having a very Canonverse relationship, and a teenager started insulting her writing and inciting harassment by others until she quit writing. The allegation was she was mutuals with someone else who was assumed to be racist, which is flimsy enough, but the real reason was obviously that she wrote popular, beloved fics that did not subscribe to the Hypermasculine Daddy Lestat and Hyperfeminine Housewife Louis Fanon.
This fandom is a horrible place and I am so glad you're still with us and haven't let these people bully you into silence, Sophie. It's so awful.
I'm really, really sorry to hear that, anon. Can I ask who the author is? I'd like to have a look and maybe send them a message or a comment if I can. Hopefully they might be a bit like me though and come back after giving themselves some time and buffer.
It's all pretty hideous behaviour though, and mm - - okay, you know. It's been a few weeks since it all went down with me now, and I've had a lot of people reach out very kindly in DMs, and also had to have y'know, I guess I'd say offbeat, haha, and awkward and heavy conversations with people in my real life, both personally and professionally (although I will say it's kind of been a relief, and half my family has already turned it into a running joke. My mum, who was the first person I told, watched Disclaimer after I recommended it to her, and she keeps texting me photos of the Kevin Kline stalker character with 'your erotic fanfiction haters' and asking me if I'm sure I didn't kill somebody's son, lmao), but I've been thinking about it all a lot, and - - yeah.
Look, this is going to sound off topic, but bear with me for a minute, alright? Over the last two weeks, purely by coincidence, I listened to the Behind the Bastards episodes on Rush Limbaugh. I love that podcast in general, and those two episodes are fascinating, and really worth listening to if you're at all interested in the media landscape's pivot to the right in the last few years. They really explore who he is as a person, his ascent in radio, how he managed that ascent, and the space he created in media which would after him be filled by Fox News, Tucker Carlson, Joe Rogan,et al.
One of the ways that he did this was by being loud, but also presenting himself as trustworthy, and really the only person anyone needed to listen to. He was a smart guy, anyway, anyone could hear that, and if people listened to him, they'd be smart too. One of the first majorly successful runs of this was his campaign against the show Murphy Brown, which is about a woman who is a single mother and a lawyer, successful, bright, and who interacts with a lot of gay people in different capacities in her every day life. Murphy Brown is famous for being one of the first shows to normalise both successful single motherhood, and LGBTQI+ people as varied members of our communities.
Now, Limbaugh positioned the show as offensive, and anyone who liked it as morally wrong, but more than that, he positioned his opinion as the only right one, and he would actively tell people not only to not watch the show, but to not engage with anyone who might have an opinion of it that wasn't his own. He did this by telling people they would be stupid, or 'missing something' if they didn't follow his obvious intellect, that they didn't need to think about it themselves, because he would do the thinking for them, Smart Person That He Was.
And so I'm like, y'know, listening to the podcast on my commute to work, and I just kind of think - - huh. Because it's kind of familiar, right? And I got thinking about how all those people were reblogging my 'vile anti black post' and telling all their followers to block me, thus trying to control their followers ability to see my posts, and presumably the posts of others, since they seem to do that a bit, and then I noticed that those same people trying to ensure everyone blocked me.....didn't block me themselves. And it suddenly just clicked into place.
Fascist rhetoric has come to fandom. Per the Merriam-Webster Dictionary:
In simplest terms, fascism refers to a specific way of organizing a society: under fascism, a government ruled by a dictator controls the lives of the people in that society, and allows no dissent or disagreement.
Fascism is more than just political, it's a philosphy and a mindset. Rush Limbaugh was a media figure, and he was a fascist, and interestingly - importantly - he did not believe in most of what he said. What he wanted was power, success, control, an audience, and to dictate the rhetoric in the media landscape because that granted him that power, success, control, and audience.
And look, I'm not saying these people attacking others with different opinions in the fandom are fascists, but they're using a fascist playbook. Their criticisms, harassment campaigns, threats to dox, actual doxxing, threats to not only involve but criminally endanger children (which I have since learnt my nephews were not the first target of - someone in this fandom who I won't name reached out to tell me they'd similarly threatened to send things to her children) (also I've seen posts that the people who initially were vocally strawmanning my arguments wouldn't do that, and sure, maybe they wouldn't, but all I can say is that if I knew members of my own corner of the fandom were threatening to find and send porn to any minor, let alone children as young as 7, I would be loudly and outspokenly condemning it), and attempts to suppress anything they don't agree with, is fascist behaviour.
They are allowing no dissent, no disagreement, and actively interfering with people's real lives to achieve that.
I don't think this will make any difference to them, I think some might not know what they're doing, but I think a lot do at this point, and I guess what I want to do in this post is just to share what I personally think that it is, and I guess - - mm, not offer words of advice exactly, but perhaps offer some gentle encouragement. I'd encourage anyone in this fandom - hell, everyone in life right now, given the state of things - to approach anyone who tells you there is only one way to create, only one way to enjoy something, or interpret something, or only a select group of people that you should listen to, with caution at the very least.
Fandom - again, hell, community - has always, to me, been about encouraging others to explore and engage with it on their own terms. Diversity of opinion is good, it's healthy, different takes on characters should be exciting, different iterations in fanart and fanfiction is a celebration of the fact that we bring our own stories to, well, stories, and anyone telling you who you should or shouldn't engage with without having a healthy, equal conversation about why you shouldn't engage with them, should be given respectful, reasonable doubt.
Anyway, I'm sure this'll piss people off again, but y'know, I don't really care about them at this point. I think their behaviour is ugly, antithetical to what fandom has always been about, and frankly, I think it's antisocial. I do care about you guys though, and I don't know. I hope this perhaps sheds a little bit of light for you in the same way that I felt it shed a little bit of light for me, or at least makes you think a little bit more broadly about what this desire to control is a part of, and how to engage (or rather, not) with it. But more than anything, I hope that author's okay, and that they've made friends in this fandom like I have who can offer their support.
#it's also interesting to note when this sort of thing flares up#it def happens when there's a flurry of bottom lestat fic on ao3#but i was saying to someone in dm's yesterday morning that i wondered if something would happen#after the writers room posted their wall of fanart and there was not a single f*mme louis artwork (of which there is an abundance) on it#and lo#here it is#i've been in this fandom like 8 months and it's interesting to start to notice the cycles and trigger points#i do think it's gearing up too because there's a lot more convo about tvl / the fact that it's happening#and like#i don't think lestat is a gothic heroine#but he definitely has scenes where he shares archetype tropes in that regard in tvl more than louis ever has#lmao i feel like i'm swinging right now i should stop#(casual reminder to anyone who might be reading that i have an open case with the esafety commission in australia rn#and a digital safety lawyer care of my mum close at hand <3)
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hello people of tumblr, it would mean the world to me if you helped me out in voting my favourite bisexual nerd into winning this one singing competition that might have taken over my life. it is a very simple process, it is free of charge and you can vote once a day tho it's fine if you only vote once, it will make me immensely happy nevertheless <3
so, the steps are as follows:
download the 'ot 2023' app from the app store
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2. if you are from a hispanic country you shouldn't have any problem with this. if you are from any other part of the world, you need a vpn to access the app.
3. register with your email or whatever means is easier for you. don't worry, it's free of charge and they don't send you spam emails or anything; i've had it since the beginning of the contest and i haven't received any. it is simply a way to track how many users are in the app i guess.
4. go to the heart in the bottom left (circled below)
5. click on paul thin and confirm your decision of voting him as a winner by clicking on the tick. his heart should be purple then. this is free of charge, you don't have to worry about the money.
6. repeat if you want it next day until next monday :)
also, just to see who you are voting for, here are some of his best performances from the first half of the contest (due to how the program is structured, the second half performances are not available in youtube yet)
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#vivitalksot#paul thin#i'm sorry but i will be reblogging this post every day#it's only one week i promise this is the final#also it's very funny cause right now paul has white spiky hair#so he doesn't even look like the guy in the picture or in those first performances#also his last performances are all urban and rapping and what not so. versatility !!!#anyways please vote for him i would really like him placing in the top 3#realistically he won't win cause my queen naiara has to win and i will cheer for that. but paul being 2nd would be pretty cool honestly#Youtube
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Hiya Lauren! I remember a while back you reblogged something about mark being romantically involved with nearly all other queer atypicals and it did mention oliver/mark as unrequited and I wonder if you could elaborate a little more on that?:D I'm just curious:) You don't have to of course! Ty!
oh gosh, I WISH I remembered this - I don't reblog very much that isn't fanart, so I'm having a hard time recalling what post this would've been and what I might've said/added to it!
I don't think of Mark/Oliver as unrequited at all. That said, in The AM Archives specifically, we were not writing toward that ship - it wasn't the intention and we had no idea that Andrew and Kristian had that chemistry until we were recording the whole season all at once. And then we weren't sure if we were going to get another season at all! So there definitely was a period when I was more uncertain about it, mostly because it was unclear what the future would hold for any of the characters.
While they don't get together in The College Tapes, I do think that they very slowly figure things out in the months and years afterward. In the TCT planner (which is technically the last bit of canon that exists in the Bright Universe, in terms of timeline), there's heavy implications that they're living together - or at least spending a lot of time together - and I think all of us who made The College Tapes were thinking of them as a romantic ship when writing that show.
They both have buckets and buckets of trauma and unresolved issues (as did Mark and Sam - and their inability to work through it together/the way they first met and got together, etc. is one of the reasons they didn't ultimately work out) so I can't say what their future holds, but as far as I'm concerned, they're headed toward romantic involvement the last time we hear from them (or already there).
I hope that answers your question!
#brytz#the only couple I can say with ABSOLUTE certainty are together forever#is caleb/adam#my answer on everyone else changes every other day tbqh#but my opinion doesn't matter!#bc the likelihood I'll ever make canon about any of them again is slim!#mark bryant#oliver ritz#i'm sorry my memory is SO bad#as the pals discord will tell you#my memory of my own canon is shoddy#tumblr reblogs are FAR beyond my recall lol#but if you remember what the original post said I'd be super curious!#once again andrew nowak's chemistry with literally everyone makes me ship two characters I never meant to ship#*cough* mark and damien *cough*#at least with oliver it was like 'oh okay this COULD happen and be good what a relief'#lauren answers things
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fuck ok who's got that one post about gloom division where they describe every song as something like:
"i am going to fuck the devil in the pussy" (sounds of dallon retching and throwing up on his bass) (loud ass synth riff) "and then the pussy will kill me"
someone please help i can't find it and i can't stop thinking about it its so fucking funny
#rys.txt#i am so so sorry to everyone who has to read this post but like. it wasn't my idea to put those words in that order i'm quoting someone els#i think that's mostly what it was verbatim but there was definitely different capitalization and punctuation#i know i've reblogged it like twice but i really don't want to sift through every reblog from the last two/three days to find it#if you can find it please tell me i will be forever grateful :]#idkhow#i dont know how but they found me#gloom division#idkhbtfm
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emotional rollercoaster at 5 a.m. watching the race > getting study done before 9 a.m. > 2.2k words of the new fic written in a couple of hours > some more reading for uni (actually enjoyable) > coming back to tumblr to see Max and Penelope being the cutest thing ever, incredible f1 fanarts and Mario Renzi's breathtaking shots = i need a new brain a new heart to bear life from now on 'cause mine are washed out P.S: the fic is past 11.k words! Happy that I've got so much writing done today in the last few days! Only problem is I've written until the climax of the story, which is still an unfinished scene, and there's a lot to cover yet. My gosh. It'll never end. It's been three months. So many things happened... Anyway, I don't want to get your hopes up, I don't know how long it'll take. Just for info, the fic is a pierre gasly x reader + two other characters heavily involved... and the trope isn't another friends to lovers! Out of my comfort zone! Thanks to @gaslysainz for the request! ♥
﹒⪩⪨﹒Have a nice one ﹒⪩⪨﹒
#pink post#new fic#mario the man you are#it's always him the best pictures of the day#every time i check the credits it's him#max and penelope make me weak#i'd like to reblog but my brain and my body are shutting down#happy i woke up at 4.45 this morning though i'm sorry for max but nothing lasts forever#guns n roses dixit
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btw movie!will is definitely not my william but to be clear on where i stand on movie!william:
#—— ✧ ooc »#—— ✧ ⸢ 𝒽𝓊𝓂𝑜𝓇 / mutuals can reblog. ⸥#sorry i saw that bottom tag and nothing could stop me from making this#i'm queer which means i'm attracted to every woman on earth & william af.ton but exclusively when he's scary#me day 1 of this blog worried abt my edits/FC choice/etc because 'this isn't a thirst blog' VS me now#this IS a thirst blog sorry#fnafspoilers /#movie spoilers /#i think the context of what post these tags are from is 100000x funnier but that's a secret. unless you know. in which case. shh.
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#*beep* oh. hey. guess you're sleeping? maybe you're at work. or out with friends. i hope wherever you are it's good#or that it's getting better. i really do#i'm not good. but you knew that already. otherwise why would i be leaving this message?#sorry. i just need to talk for a bit i guess#cause it's like. every day i write a hundred posts and every day i delete most if not all of them#and i could not tell you why#this is my blog after all. my words and thoughts go here#but also. this is my third place. and i can't lose that#isn't that crazy? i can't lose the handful of notes from reblogging other people's posts#the idea that somehow i'm constructing myself in the cut and paste instead of doing something myself#and i do try to make posts of my own. but nothing's ever worth posting. i don't even let it rot in the drafts. it's just gone#and i try to think about what would stop me from doing this#which inevitably brought me here - what would i be doing if it were fifty years ago#and i think the answer is i'd be calling someone who used to care and blowing up their answering machine#and i think about old answering machines. the ones that need a tape to record the message#does dora just re-record over the tapes that harry fills?#does she trash them? i'm guessing she doesn't listen to them#i won't tell you what to do with this message. i'll spare you a call to action#it's not like a diary would fix this. i have a diary. i've been keeping one regularly for months now#i think i want to be perceived but i refuse to speak unless spoken to and i will not reach out on here unless i'm being a kindly anon#and when i talk irl it's all broken disjointed subjects without predicates#it takes such effort for me to talk that people stop asking me out of kindness. but there's still thoughts i haven't said#thoughts that don't need to be said. we don't *need* another person rambling on about whatever random fandom topic or half-assed scribbles#i tried making serious art and meta posts for like four years across different fandoms#it's all gone now. as is most of my poetry. lotta things i don't know or care to know#and i can't bring myself to do that again. esp if that's not why you're here. so like. it's easier just to remain quiet?#because. i know people *can* understand. but it takes effort#and i can't guarantee a return on investment. i don't know if the cost of teaching me how to talk again is worth it#god i want to infodump but that was beaten out of me. the need is still there but i can't. it hurts#idk. things are good and then things are bad and on the whole they're good and getting better
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hi guys just a reminder to please fact check posts before reblogging them 🙏
#sorry I know I'm getting really annoying with this but literally every day a new piece of misinformation gets floated around my dash#you really really cannot just trust people on social media#if they haven't posted a legitimate source you really should double check their claims#even if you trust the blog you reblogged from#the more people who stop and fact check things the less easy it is for misinformation to get spread around#I know something might seem small and harmless but you really should ask yourself why someone made something up or if you should be giving#someone a platform when it's clear they don't actually fact check what they post#especially if it means people are going to them for information instead of actually palestinian or arabic organizations!!!
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"wow the likes to reblogs ratio on this post are horrible" okay great now I won't like or reblog it thanks!
#sorry I don't like when people try to shame me#over how I decide to blog#uh I don't care if you think the post is important enough#I run a humor blog#I'm not gonna be reblogging every political post#just cause it's actually super important this time#as if it isn't every other day of the year
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It’s such a shame I saw the Mario Movie right before the end of TOH because I am just as mental about Wittecest as Mariocest, but because the latter got into my brain first every single Wittecest post I see my brain goes
“That’s so toxic. They’re so messed up. The Mario Brothers would never.”
#There's sooooooo much more Wittecest than Mariocest and yet here I am#Alone in a raft#I have no problem with toxic ships btw I LIKE Wittecest#I'm just ONLY into Mariocest right now APPARENTLY#And every Incest ship I will now compare to them#like how I compare ever Teacher/Parental figure in media to Koro#And the response is ALWAYS 'Koro-Sensei would NEVER.'#I'm sorry I'm so stupid this is SUCH a dumb post#One of these days when I'm over the Mario Bros I'm gonna go on a Wittecest reblog spree#And then you'll be sorry#(maybe)#Wittecest#Mariocest#I think watching TOH with Mario and Luigi would be fun. They would NOT like Wittecest#but that's okay because Belos would not like Mariocest either#You know that post. That meme post in the Wittecest tag#The dried squidward 'When you're in an incest competition and your opponets are the Wittebane Brothers'#EVERYTIME I see that post I think#'The Mario Bros could take them'#And it makes me want to make it a poll#I'd include Despaircest as well but then I need a second 'Wholesome' Shipcest ship as well#with age gap so it matched Wittecest#What IS this post anymore it's 3am I am procrastinating sleep#And I want more Mariocest content but I must make it myself which I cannot currently do because it is 3am#Alright goodnight
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can i be honest. buck is a very well written character. his storyline while not perfect has been done well. it's very cohesive and real. that said. every day i log onto tumblr dot hell and i am tempted to blacklist everything related to him
#i. i will make a post about buck or featuring buck and someone will reblog it and like a fool i will click on their blog and scroll through#about two posts#and i will see such a stupid ass woobifying ass opinion i will want to eat my own teeth.#and this happens nearly every day.#me‚ a buck appreciator and buddie lover‚ @ 911blr: maybe you all should shut up about buck and buddie#i'm sorry to be the bearer of bad news but i'm afraid this is not the buck and buddie show
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byler to me
#especially “home's not home unless you're there” like literally it's hawkins it's not the same without you#this is michelle pfieffer by ethel cain btw#sorry I'm just having a real inbred ep moment#it's gone so underappreciated by me bc I have a codependent attachment to preacher's daughter#but the inbred ep is so good too#and this is how I'm posting about it. instead of the other way#which is reblogging every single ethel cain post on my blog and then making new ones#I'm not doing that tonight. bc I did that just 4 days ago#stranger things#byler
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My kingdom for more gpose time 😫
#tomorrow and friday are both busy after work T_T#i'm falling behiiiiind there needs to be more hours in the week. someone patch those in pls#me desperately hunting my folder for something decent to post on my localgroup discord server I'M STILL RELEVANT LOOK I CAN DANCE#its just. tough when someone posts literally every single day in a discord server#because there's no self reblogs or anything to boost older content#sweep the streets i used to own and all that#shouldn't think of it like that but i'm only human. ah well.#tag rant! hopefully y'all can collapse these sorry#the mun speaks
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The mold is in my lungs. Every breath the mold takes I take one as well. My beating heart takes the same rhythm as the creaking in the wooden ceiling and the floors give way below me. I do not move, for I cannot.
“ im back in the fucking building again” i never left thr building. ive been rotting away with the walls. im covered in moss just like the floor. i couldnt have left if i wanted to.
#Sorry i got inspired i didn't mean to hijack your post#“And to piggyback on that...” aah reblog#This is how I feel every single day. I'm glad someone gets it.#dsmp#dream smp#tommyinnit#oof ouch my bones
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Reposting this from a friend bc I think it is VERY important to know of this, and for immigrants, and other possible victims of the ICE Raids happening right now
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Here’s to also a very huge edit, from the list of very helpful people who have been reblogging and providing more info.
I’m not as well informed but I will be relaying the information and tagging each person who added onto this post:
@onthedriftinthetardis -
The phone number in the first photo is ONLY for Orange County, California!
Look up your local ACLU affiliate here
@6feetunderwater -
It always makes me nervous to see a reporting phone number passed around without any links to verify it, so the number in the first pic can be found on the site for the Orange County Rapid Response Network, which is "an interconnected system of non-profit and grassroots organizations, civil rights attorneys, law school clinics, and individuals working together to respond to dehumanizing immigration enforcement activities and policies in Orange County"
@geekerypeekery -
The second warrant is not fake, but is an administrative rather than judicial warrant, and has no constitutional authority to bypass Fourth Amendment protections - in other words, it does not entitle the bearer to enter and search your home. It simply authorizes agents of the issuing department to contact you. Always ask to see the warrant before opening your door!
In addition to the ACLU links, try contacting the National Immigration Law Center https://www.nilc.org/wp-content/uploads/2020/09/Warrants-Subpoenas-Facts.pdf
@american-anger -
The phone number listed here is specific to Orange County in California, but you can look up other California counties here:
CALIFORNIA RAPID RESPONSE NETWORKS
@beaniebaneenie -
Unpleasant reminder: within 100 miles of the border (which is home to 200 million people and virtually all major cities in the US), ICE does not need a warrant to enter your home, your car, to search anything, or even to arrest you.
You are not automatically safe just because they don't have a real warrant.
The best and safest thing you can do is learn to have escape routes- quick ways to get out of the house or area you're in if you find out ICE or CBP are around. Those of us who do have documentation? Time for us to step the fuck up.
Film any interaction. Every interaction. If you're able, step into the conversation and be a Karen/Kyle- weaponize your privilege for Good. If you get asked about people? Use positive but vague statements so you a) cannot be caught in a lie, and b) do not give any information away.
"I don't know them that well, but I don't tend to socialize much. They seem great to me."
"I can't remember the last time I saw them."
"Maybe they speak another language, I can't remember details. But I picked up Duolingo during the pandemic and tons of other people did too."
"I'm not sure."
"I'm sorry, I can't help you."
Even if you're somewhere the 100-mile Exception doesn't apply and a warrant is in fact needed? I don't expect ICE and CBP to play by the rules for long, if at all. I fully expect this to get ugly, and fast.
Cheeto has already declared an emergency of national security at the border, and is mobilizing the military to have jurisdiction over a huge swath of the country. It's essentially tantamount to martial law. And it's only been four days.
Gear up for a long, hard fight. This is gonna be a marathon, not a sprint.
— I am leaving all of this as an edit because on the off chance someone does find the posts that have these people specifically reblogging, I don’t want it to be too late. So I’m comprising it all here
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Thank you @onthedriftinthetardis @6feetunderwater @geekerypeekery @american-anger @beaniebaneenie @bunnychiffon @dubiouslynamed @trisockatops @witchy-disaster for contributing and helping me make this a more well-informed post. Thank you so much
#this is from another friend who’s in Cali rn#but reblogging this could be beneficial#support#boost!#trump#donald trump#politics#ice raids#immigration#immigrants#immigration enforcement#news#california#long post
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#yeah whatever i get it i'm not fucking skinny#i'll never ever be able to post a picture that doesn't hide/mask the parts of myself i hate#you will never see how big my tummy actually is when i'm not making every effort to appear smaller#you will never see how obvious my double chin is when i make sure to never post a picture that highlights it#and it makes me feel weird and gross when i visit a new follower's blog and they only reblog thin girls#why did you follow me? i am not a thin girl.#and it hurts knowing some of my moots will like my pics but never reblog them bc they only reblog petite girls#i see you. i notice it.#i KNOW i still don't appear slim in my pictures. bc i'm not. no matter what angle or filter i use.#but i'm bigger irl#and if people don't think i'm good enough in pictures where i think i look my best#then you'd probably think i'm gross in person.#and fuck!!!! i fucking think bigger bitches are hot!!!!!#so why can't i think I'M hot???? I'M a bigger bitch#my body dysmorphia is fucking killing me rn#i wish with every fiber of my being that i could love the skin i'm in#i wish i could be okay with who i am#i wish i didn't feel choked by it every single day.#sorry.#not adding identifying tags to this one.
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