#i'm so upset

[skeletonpjs]

I've decided to ignore their fate and focus on the good times instead <3

[posseblr]

I didn't want to see you. I wanted you to live a longer life. This isn't fair...

[starsofdarknebula]

Speaking to me is a privilege And you do not have privileges

[thatgoblin]

Fucking hell.

I had bought prints for Barry Sloane and Samuel Roukin to sign. The Instagram chat was horrible. Fucking stop being gross and awful. I tried to ask questions but they were drowned out by people spamming 'say hi to me!' Or 'say happy birthday to me!'

I was so fucking embarrassed because people were gross and weird. Look, I get it, hot men on live that we can talk to, but they are not the characters and you can't fucking treat them like they are.

Barry mentioned Neil Ellice has a kid/s and people lost their shit. Sam said he had kids and people lost their shit.

THESE MEN ARE THEIR OWN PERSON AND NOT FOR YOU TO FORCE YOUR OWN WANTS AND NEEDS ONTO!

It was a disappointment that they didn't interact with chat as much, but given what chat was saying and doing, I don't blame them.

Fucking be better. The people who can't be decent to the actors are ruining this for everyone.

[pi-cloud]

I hate to say it, but the Mauraders would be boomers.

[thriftedtchotchkes]

can i just?? i just. need to scream about his eyelashes for a hot second. they just

[respectthepetty]

*walks back into the room after saying I was going to let it go*

I got beef with episode eleven of Last Twilight.

NO! YOU DID THE OPPOSITE OF THE RIGHT THING! YOU SUCK!

Your man stood in front of you and said he was afraid to leave you because the last time he wasn't there for someone HE LOVES, she died. He said in front of everyone that he blames himself for his sister's death because he didn't answer her call, and what did you do?!

You made this about YOU! And it makes sense. You have been on this "everyone pities me" tour since the beginning because it was true and accurate; HOWEVER, Mork has never pitied you, and he has shown that for ELEVEN DAMN EPISODES! He has shown you that you are capable of doing things on your own. He has shown you that he loves you regardless of your sight, but that he will be there for you no matter what.

But you know what we haven't seen for eleven episodes? Mork's grief over his sister's death AND YOU HELPING HIM THROUGH IT! But it makes sense because Mork hasn't fully shared that grief, but the second he mentioned it, YOU FIRED HIM AS YOUR BOYFRIEND THE SAME WAY YOU FIRED HIM AS YOUR CARETAKER IN EPISODE TWO when he freaked out thinking you were harming yourself, and why? Because he lied!

And you know what? YES! Yes, he would have lied to you even if you weren't blind because he JUST told you that this isn't about YOU being blind; this is about HIM being terrified that he is the deciding factor between someone's life and death, and he feels solely responsible for his loved one's lives. But you didn't hear any of that because we are still focused on YOU and your issues surrounding the way you think people see you.

Because if this were really about lying and pity, then you know when would have been the perfect place to express that?

The moment Mork didn't tell you that August was standing *right* there hearing you confess how much you liked him should have been the moment for this whole breakdown about pity, lies, and communication. Mork pitied you there. He omitted telling you that August was there. His pity for you is what stopped him from telling you the truth. He liked you then, but this was still an upsetting moment.

But the end of episode 11 after y'all done said "I love you" and you told Mork to not disappear was the moment you decided to come for Mork while your mama sits there with her armchair philosophy about taking care of someone when HER ASS DONE BEEN M.I.A.

There was no conversation. There was no communication. There was Day making decisions, and Mork abiding.

Night is the only one I respect up in that house right now, and that's on God.

Apologize to my boy, Day!

RIGHT NOW!

[prismatoxic]

officially denouncing the dub for turning "bad timing" into "you're so cringe"

"bad timing": not directly acknowledging the emotions involved, chastising, but with the implicit implication that the expressed emotions would have been received better had they not been in the middle of eating. this aligns well with chilchuck's character. doesn't want to talk about his feelings, but does accept the fondness of others and express it back in his own way.

"you're so cringe": basically saying "ugh it's dumb that you said all that" while using fucking zillenial modern day speak i am MURDERING the people writing the dub script i am EXPLODING THEM WITH MY MIND

if you can't/won't watch the sub please understand that it and the manga itself do not characterize him this way i'm begging

[kusatta]

okay, i seriously think i need to take a break from this rpc. i hate feeling like just a number, or rather a trophy — just something to collect. that's all i feel when i log on here. like i'm not a person, that i'm just something that needs to be hoarded or stash away. i am a number. i don't feel cared for, or valued. it's all so superficial. i'm just tired. i'm so so so tired.

[arowitharrows]

just had the worst phone call with someone from our landlords property management (which is tied to the evangelical church mind you). She was going on and on about the housing shortage and that their apartments are ment for families not shared flats and that even if I and my current friend and flatmate (who has lived here for over 5 years!!) are able to get a new contract with them then my flatmate "might want to move in with her boyfriend and have children" (??? wtf) and they don't want to deal with changing tenants. And of course shared flats are "a burden" on our neighbors and they don't trust us financially.

It just makes me so unbelievably mad. This flat has never been late for a payment, there have been no complaints, we aren't loud, we don't smoke, we have no pets, we are poor fucking students but sure, "there is a housing crisis and families are on our waiting list". So fuck us, I guess.

And I think it just really hit me again that as an aro person I feel like my options will always be shared flats. Or living alone which yeah, I can't afford that (financially and mental health wise). This flat has been the best thing to ever happen to me. And I'm so angry that they might just kick us out because who the fuck cares about single people right.

[maream2636]

2024.1.7

There have been disturbing developments. The histology and computer exam is scheduled for tomorrow and I really don't want to go, but again, focus on your goals.

So! :

1.Watch a video explaining what I should do tomorrow on the computer

2.Studying tissues through questions posted by one of the students (a huge subject and only five marks for it. It a waste of time to study six lectures)

[teddybeartoji]

IS THERE ACTUALLY A LIMIT TO HOW MANY ASKS YOU CAN SEND IN A DAY STOP HOLDING ME BACK LET ME LOVE MY FUCKING FRIENDS TUMBLR WHAT THE FUCK

[yyshcul]

when i'm laughing but then i remember all 3 chapters (100+ pages!!!) i made for a (very bad) warrior cats inspired deviantart webcomic in 2016-2017 are probably completely lost now (except for a handful of screenshots) so suddenly nothing is funny anymore

[lesbylertruther]

dead boy detectives was cancelled and my life is over don't talk to me

[clonedchaos]

Not being able to go to SDCC to watch the first episode of season 2 of Chaos Theory and meet fellow fans irl has me like:

[paisholotus]

I've been informed that someone has copied my books "Let's Start With Forever" and "Everlasting" to say I'm disappointed and angry is an understatement. I've contacted the person on here because I don't use A03.

Y'all know how I feel about people's writing being stolen. Despite my writing on Tumblr and Wattpad being a hobby, I have NEVER! Tolerated stealing people's hard on writing. It's not right and will NEVER BE EXCUSABLE!

And, this is just my opinion, and I don't care how anyone feels about it. If you have to steal people's ideas and concepts, YOU ARE NOT A WRITER! Whether it's fanfiction or just writing in general, if you have to take from others, YOU ARE NOT A WRITER! Because it takes nothing to have IMAGINATION! The fact that people don't use their brain for themselves when you could think of a million things to write yet people would rather take is.......pathetic.

I have no respect for anyone who takes anything from anybody, no matter what it is.

The fact that this is the third time that this has happened to me is....

Shit like this makes me want to stop writing.