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#perfect cell#dragon ball#dbz#my art#2024#going back to my roots#ngl I drew this solely cos APPARENTLY he's gonna be in the fortnite store soon#Guys I'm on my knees BEGGING for this#I don't post dbz stuff anymore but Cell is genuinely my favorite fictional character ever. My 1#my one true love#If he actually ends up being in the store soon I just can see myself wasting so much money on emotes for him.#jfc I hate this game ghhhhhhh!!!
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if u look close during the community service scene, you will see 50 frames wherein Ray is actively deciding to google "how i get pregnate" when he gets home
#only friends the series#ofts#i've still not managed to do more than 2 gifs of anything without getting mad at myself#so expect this full scene at some point#but for now: this.#i'm not even into kids and /i/ was thinking it jfc#adventures in ofts#idk i'm not tagging anyone i'm being silly again#other than jamie#userjamiec#because jamie actively threatens me for not putting dumb shit in her tag#(i love u jamie)#my gifs#mine: ray#mine: only friends
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Ash via Perola Navarro's IG Story
#yes i accidentally screamed when i clicked on this we really don't need to talk about it#5sos#5 seconds of summer#ashton irwin#ashton#instagram#other ig#kh4f post#he is just sooooooo#ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh 👹👹👹👹👹🤸🏻♀️🤸🏻♀️🤸🏻♀️🤸🏻♀️😭😭😀😀🥰🤩🥲😘🤪🫠💅🏻#so that's that on that#he sure has a face#it definitely has lips#and a chin that sure has a dimple#that's the last tag actually I can't do this actually#have i mentioned yet today that i got like 2 hours of sleep last night lmao#so I'm definitely in the right place to process this#godddddddd#i think in the name of self care i need to commit myself to writing again these feelings need to go somewhere jfc 💆🏻♀️
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Du Riechst So Gut (1998) vs Ich Hasse Kinder (2021)
#rammstein#till lindemann#du riechst so gut 98' mv#ich hasser kinder mv#(most likely already done. But while making the IHK gifset I saw a 23 year learning curve manifesting and couldn't help it. Sorry🙈 )#(he's the wolf but she's the one almost swallowing the guy. 😬 Doesn't seem to be complaining though).#(I like the little subtle smile at the end in the 98' one)#(that first kiss is a mess to be honest 😆).#(the IHK gif though is killing me jfc. What have I done to myself...)#(not sure if I'm done with this video just yet...)#parallels#morganalefaygifs#gif:music#gif:tl#gif:ramm
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Highkey scared to post this, but. Guys is it underage if I'm 16 and she's only lived for an hour or so
#I PROMISE YOU THAT THIS IS A JOKE. I AM EXERCISING MY FREE WILL BY DRAWING SOMETHING RIDICULOUS (and mildly ambiguously ethical I guess???)#I cannot stop laughing jfc#It's my lockscreen now. Hopefully it deters thieves#I'm going to draw the Walter and David kiss (because I cannot resist the imagery of kissing yourself) so stay tuned if you want that lmfao#I also didn't realise that the yassified version of myself not wearing a shirt Implies Things but I assure you. It's only because I draw /#/ naked furries half the time. The muscle memory for automatically drawing clothes is not there#God do I even dare to put this in the fandom tags#Yes#Alien#Xenomorph#Specifically the#Alien: Romulus#kind#Is this what people mean when they say they want art to get weirder#Because I sure hope it is#SZART#SZALIEN#Oh god what about the normal tags#Yes. I dare#art#illustration#digital art#One more tag for good measure
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rant in tags about perscription medication and withdrawals
continued here bc i reached tag limit and i'm still??
it's kinda scary tbh
like i was scared for years now of what would happen off my meds and
when i tried tapering off my antidepressants oof i was breaking down every day and now i /know/ i'm dependant on them and idk if that's better or worse
and with the antipsychotics it's like i thought they were helping my depression too bc when tapering off i was also so panicked and depressed (tho my situation is kinda stressful rn)
but idk i've been trying meds on and off for half my life now and most of the time i'm like 🤷
but the truth is
it's fucking scary how it messes with your body
it's fucking scary when you're dependant on a pill
OR ALSO
when pills fuck your body up to the point you can only eat one thing
bc that's the reason i'm going off the antipsychotics and guess what, i'm able to eat more again now
idk if it's just in combination with the hormon pill tbh i'm just going off both now and we'll see how my iron levels and migrains deal lmao
i feel like i can't think straight anymore
gonna have to get new docs anyway so we'll see what they say if(/when) i go anemic again or if going off the antipsychotics will actually fix the issue??
if so, then it'll be like how did this sneak up on me, i've been taking them for 2.5 years like
??
and now i've lost 20lbs despite trying everything to maintain or gain some the past year and a half and i'm at my lowest weight since i was like a preteen lol
and that's all bc of a med that didn't feel like it had an acute effect
or maybe i'm so removed from my body i didn't notice until i got the acute gastritis ??
i mean i can't even be sure its the meds or not until i'm off
and tapering the rest off is gonna be so fun fuck
i dont wanna
i wanna be able to eat more than bread i guess but at this point the thought just scares me and like i associate it with pain and nausea
which as long as i can manage it is fine
but i've only tapered off half, i still have to taper off the other half of the dosage 😭
and with the hormon pill gone again the worst menstrual pain will be back and idk how to manage that, i guess hopefully with the meds gone i won't go anemic again but who knows at this point??
also praying my migraines don't come back but uh... i am pessimistic. i don't have much hope
anyway
moral of the story.....
ALWAYS MAKE SURE TO TAPER OFF YOUR MEDS KIDS BC EVEN JUST TAPERING IS SCARY AND GOING COLD CHICKEN IS PROBABLY HELL
doctors can be annoying (and make things harder, like in my case bc i literally asked if it could be my current meds MONTHS ago, and everyone was like noooooo but guess who was RIGHT) sometimes BUUUUT you should listen to them avout certain things
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tapering off meds
#it's insane how strong meds can affect you#everyone was telling me “oh that's a strong one” and giving me concerned looks#and i was just like *shrugs*#bc i didn't notice a daily change whatsoever#beside the fact that i slept a bit better#less dreams#and like sleeping more than 5h on average#and well no debilitating migraines where i can't move#but like#no side effects#no making me feel numb or drowsy or anything#but tapering off of them???#the withdrawals???#OH MY FUCKING GOD#i feel like o'm crazy#and it stopped so abruptly#i'm like??? is it- was i sick? was it smth else?#it is the stress maybe#but no exacctly at the same time i now am back to not sleeping and the dreams are back#like those withdrawals#jfc#i felt basically bed ridden for a week#it's a wonder i only cried myself to sleep 1 singular time#tho that's probably the added stress#but like fucking hell#i was so sleepy and weak and couldn't even use my phone it was too much???#and suddenly like clock struck 12 yesterday and i've been alert evver since#my sleeping pattern from before the meds is back#i'm still weak bc i can't eat like normal but i am eating a bit more#ignore me
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my family all of a sudden seems very concerned about the prospect of my brother moving in with his GF and me living alone.... as if I didn't live here by myself for a year+ when I first moved in and was much younger then and the house needed TONS of work and somehow I still survived.......
#everyone but my dad tho it seems lol#realistically I've been kinda on my own since like middle school... it isn't really anything new for me#I mean this hasn't even been like... set in stone. it's not like he came home last week and was like#I'm leaving!#but everyone seems very oddly invested in the fact that I'll be by myself#like bro I LOVED living alone are you KIDDING me?#and like lmao I am still the one paying ALL the bills (I don't wanna talk abt it)... buying my food... buying all the cat stuff#it's not like I'm losing income if I live alone.... so idk what everyone is so concerned about#creepy old guy who used to stalk me across the street DIED last year lmao so like.........#idk man#I'm tired. I haven't even STARTED thanksgiving prep and shopping and I'm TIRED. it's not even election DAY proper and I'm TIRED#NOvember. NOcember. NOuary. that's it. just NO. don't ask me for shit or voice an opinion. NO.#erin explains it all#delete later#probs lmao I'm just so TIRED jfc
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thinking about it. every success I've had in my life had begun through spite. and it will continue to be that way. everyone writes a character wrong? I'll do it myself. No one will create the AU I want? Step aside. Think I cant do it? I hear a challenge.
#every fic i have ever written has been spite#and still is.#I couldn't find any Sabo stays on Dawn i liked so i did it myself#I'm far more petty then even i realised jfc#rambles#fanfiction meme#i can point at every one of my fics and tell you what i was trying to spite
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oh I hate twt so much hate it hate it hate itttttt turns out when you block people and just don't go online - shitty stupid things still get said, still get believed, still get a disgusting amount of likes and me who removed myself from the cesspool to be a happier, sane, nuanced person can only watch on as that many people run around an echo chamber parroting nothing of their own thought 💀 never wanted to have the ability to reach through the screen and shake people like I have lately but no I'll settle for closing the app and having a rant before bed. peace and love to my small corners of the internet that are still sane 🫰🏽
#I can't lmaoooo fuck youuuu!!#I really have to pick my battles bc I'm too old & loving of myself to take up energy cussing people out#but just reading shit puts me in a bad mood and the self soothing I have to do.... hnfjdjd god#I honestly don't go on much but I do a tiny bit bc it was my main social media for a decade. but.. it's just inhabitable now genuinely#it's SO bad on there now I can't believe it. nothing redeemable. I'm disconnected from my fandoms on there too honestly & I cbf trying#esp with ST fandom like jfc it's either people getting into fights or ooc lovers or puritans or careless antisemitism or mean girls. wowie#and general immaturity#actually surprisingly not so much ooc enthusiasts the main pull to even go look is people speaking how I wish they did in 2022#still not worth it tho 😭😭 seriously why is everyone so mean it's LAME. yawn! shit cheap jokes for some RTs & attention goodbye!#the worst part is that everybody is just flat out wrong about so much but all they know how to do is parrot and not think for themselves#ev speaks#a lot tonight apparently
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Sowing seeds of discontent and disharmony by hanging up on my parents birthday phone call the second my mom asked if I gained weight. Hope that sits badly on their minds while they think about how that's the first call I've engaged with them in 2 months and it was for the dogs birthday. Dad scrambling to text me for my mom that she didn't mean it. Like fuck I told her I've been having a rough month and day. She couldn't keep it to herself that badly. Fucks sake
#was already not in a great place mentally but i entertained the call and was actually feeling okay talking to them giving them an update#she just hits me with that. and I'm not normally sensitive about my weight even when my mom harped on me for gaining some a few years back#i genuinely normally don't care bc I'm happy with myself. but i know ive lost weight because I've been on icu and we don't have time to eat#im so fucking mad and im even more mad I'm crying about it#bc what the fuck#i was actually feeling like momentarily safe talking to them and being vulnerable about working on my next life stages#and she just ruined the call. i wanted to talk to my mom and dad more. i do miss talking to them about some things.#i was happy to get to see my family all together even if it was for the dogs birthday. and people were smiling and shit#and ik theyre gonna say i ruined it by being sensitive but jfc#it was literally the 2nd thing my mom said to me on the call after we sang happy birthday#why couldn't she just shut up. why couldn't she have said anything else. why did i let it bother me so much i hung up#I'm just fucking tired and sad and now feeling even lonlier than ever#i just wanted a nice moment with my family god fucking damn is that too hard to ask for#and im even more angry and sad now that i cant call them back bc my mom will get on me about smth else we were previously talking about#that phone call was supposed to be a neutral zone just for the birthday song. and i was going to ride it out but fucking hell#why didnt i just put up with it so i could have talked to my family#and no calling them back isnt an option. they haven't apologized and it would be an un neutral call#which gives them space to harass me about work and shit
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had an insane interaction on facebook
#okay 2 things#1. i actually don't agree w the comment but it felt rude to comment and not like (yeah yeah. i'm bad at fb. whatever)#but anyways. despite the similarities of the shows they are different and the idea of an official crossover is very....#eh. to me. like idk. i think of them as alike but separate and think any crossovers that do happen sjpuld be fanmade. yk?#*SHOULD. jfc#am i making sense? oh well.#2. i swore to myself like months ago i'd never get facebook but it's legit the only way i can message my teacher in vietnam (via wifi)#so. succumbed to the evil 😔😔#the x files#txf#twin peaks#fanfiction
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Promise the Sun and the Moon, Non Canon, ~10.2K Words
Dusk and Robin attend a work conference together. As things go, it's filled with surprises, and trust, and happiness.
This is so so so self indulgent y'all. I need you to suspend your disbelief a lot more than usual but I promise it'll be fun and worth it. Set pre-reveal of the main timeline
#post let luce#dcamv#fnaf moon#fnaf sun#accidentally undercover#my fic#jfc okay. have this#do not expect a repeat of me ever getting 10K in one chapter again#but enjoy sooooo many tropes and self indulgence#to make up for the extended silence /j#/j before anyone comes for my throat I promise I'm nice to myself#I did love writing this like it was so so much fun#and it IS pure self indulgence#I just went “I guess you can read it too”#so yeah enjoy! <3
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i need you guys to look at my pretty pretty rocks 👀💕❤❤💕
#went to an annual rock show today!!!!!#so many rocks!!!!!#thankfully i set myself a cash budget or my god we would have been there. a lot longer.#such beautiful stuff though!!!!! i've started collecting slabs#because i like to display them on my wall like a collage#i'm enamored with all these shapes and colors and patterns.....#some of the sellers told me what the rocks were but i have a really REALLy horrible memory so I'll have to look them up again later#but I got so many for me and also some (not pictured) for my partner as well.....#i've been keeping my eye out for some specific things since before we even started dating and finally got my hands on some x)))#and also some that just have like#patterns and colors I think he'll like!!!! it's so much fun......#ahhHHHHHHHH I LOVE MINERALS AND STONES SO MUCH#they also had a lot of petrified dinosaur poop slabs which were actually. so beautiful.#anyway#heheheheh#literally all of this if i was trying to buy from the rock stores here or online they'd have charged me probably $20-$50 each..... jfc#especially some of the special ones i got like#finding them below $80-$120 for a small stupid tumbled version is REAL hard#my stuff#over half the sellers were just selling tumbled stones though :( saddened by just how many lake superior agates i saw that were tumbled#they look SO cool naturally... why.. tumble them...
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I need, like, a week in a remote place without the expectation of talking to anybody. Genuinely.
Isn't it kind of mental how we are expected to converse with people literally every single day?
#and before you ask... i am in fact neurotypical#i just need a break from all this chatter#(and i talk a lot myself so i'm not even throwing shade here)#(if i'm not removed from people i'll continue to talk but i am so jaded jfc)#personal#to be deleted?#whining on main
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having a somewhat shitty evening which means it's time to think about my fave burping for me so I don't lose my gd mind
#only a few more weeks in this godforsaken place and i'll never have to deal with these assholes again 🙏#i'm so tired of this place man#thinking about my fave has gotten me through... maybe a concerning amount of frustrating things this year#my baseline for how often i think of him is already pretty high but he's on my mind almost constantly here#bc i am that desperately in need of something happy to help me take my mind off of stressful shit#if there's any genuine advice for me to give on this blog it's this:#when considering a college do some digging online about the culture#ESPECIALLY if you're a minority#and i mean dig deep too#if a school has money they may try their damndest to hide all the problems they have through whatever means necessary#people told me i'd fit in here which is true academically#but socially and culturally this place is full of the most toxic people and mindsets jfc#i could go on about this place and how much it sucks for hours#but anyway... my l*ndo burping 🤤🤤🤤#thinking about drinking soda with him and him not letting me touch myself or burp 🥴🥴🥴#sighhhhhhhhhhhh#not sfw#londarling
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..... oh my god... what is she gonna do with the necklace now though?
#*carly catalogs#the rookie#the rookie s6#tim bradford#lucy chen#chenford#otp: you know me so well#IF SHE GIVES IT BACK TO HIM I SWEAR I'M GONNA HOP IN MY CAR AND FLING MYSELF OFF THE NEAREST OVERPASS#i hope it's just being stored in the drawer of her bedside table#god to think we probably won't be seeing her carrying a little piece of tim around anymore now that they've broken up#jfc this just came to me and i feel like i took a sledgehammer#or maybe she'll continue to wear it and keep it tucked on the inside of her shirt.... even just for a little bit
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