#i'm sad to be leaving home

[elviraaxen]

It's actively hilarious being at the other end of figuring out my autism like I thought I was such a lost cause due to my "random nervous breakdowns and self harming behavior" and the cure all this time was chicken nuggets and spinning in circles for a bit

[arttsuka]

I wonder if Jedediah and octavius ever celebrated the 4th of July together? (also your leftover veggie dish looks like it would make Gordon Ramsay cry with joy :) )

They probably, most definitely did celebrate together I think

Featuring my failed attempt at drawing fireworks 🎆

If Gordon Ramsey were to see that dish he'd cry in general I think, given the fact that I forgot to put enough salt :')

[soggy-fishsticks]

guys ive been drawing so much lately I've been starting to actually hate it 🙁

[elenadoeslife]

❤️‍🩹

[stuft]

I swear to fucking God you guys

You would think that this was the first time I'd ever left home.

I'm actually starting to worry about my brain.

I don't even really want to talk about it because it's so bad. I mean it's FINE, I'm fine, I am at my hotel in Basel but holy shit. It has been a dumb ass 24 hours. All me. No trouble but my own god-given dumbassery, and a little tummy trouble.

[its-all-papaya]

the physical anxiety of the last 24 hours has been the worst of my entire year i think and last night i woke up at 2:45 a.m. bc i was having those weird chills that make your insides feel like there is something spicy between organs and skin (i get them with only fevers and like max level anxiety & idk how else to describe them). anyway, i was not SUPER awake but i kept thinking 'omg, this would make a GREAT landoscar fic' (unclear what... my brain meant by 'this'?) except every time i thought about lando norris, it made the shivery pain SO MUCH worse. my brain kept saying 'i need to message eve about this fic idea so i don't forget it' but i could physically not concentrate on the idea of lando norris long enough to do that bc it was so wildly unbearably uncomfortable. but i also couldn't STOP thinking about lando. the whole situation made me panic so bad that i ran to the main floor of my house to grab my airpods so i could listen to asmr bc it was the only thing i was sure would fix me (it did) but nOW that i am thinking about it further... why did my brain do that....

[letoscrawls]

I feel like i never really blended in this dorm the way i expected to and this was another reason why i decided to move (besides the fact it was more than hour away from uni and it was starting to become so hard doing anything) BUT of course today when my request was accepted the woman at the reception (who also happens to have my name) said it was a pity i was leaving and the cleaning lady also told me so and suddenly everyone is sad AND I'M SAD TOO. Like i've wanted this for six months and it's my last night here and suddenly i don't wanna go even though i know i gotta do it and it's the best decision 😭

[whitedarkmoonflower]

My beloved river Ogre, my source of energy and power holding my dearest childhood memories. You have cradled me in your gentle hands through all my life. You are the sacred spring I wash off all the darkness and emerge new and charged. I know every wave, every sandcorn on your shore. You are my home, my heart, my everything. I've been swimming in your dark waters in the middle of the night and felt your energy sipping through my veins. This is for you!

O Ogre, source of life and quiet power, In every season, every fleeting hour, I’ve drawn from you a strength that never fades, A light that shines through life’s most shadowed glades.

You are my river, steady, calm, and true, In every drop, a part of me and you. For all you’ve given, all you still impart, You’ll always hold a place within my heart.

So here I stand, beside your flowing grace, With gratitude, in this familiar place. To you, dear Ogre, endless thanks I give, For teaching me what it truly means to live.

O River Ogre, flowing wild and free, Your waters sing a timeless song to me. In every curve, each ripple, every wave, You’ve been my guide, my guardian, strong and brave.

Through childhood’s days, beside your gleaming shore, I found my peace, and sought for nothing more. Your gentle flow, a constant, steady stream, Has fueled my spirit, shaped my every dream.

Beneath the skies of endless blue and gray, You’ve whispered secrets, led me on my way. In your embrace, I’ve grown, I’ve learned to stand, To trust the earth, to hold the river’s hand.

You are the pulse that gives my heart its beat, The flow of life beneath my restless feet. With every glance, your sparkle in the light, Reminds me of the joy within my sight.

O mighty Ogre, source of strength and grace, In you, I find my calm, my sacred place. From dawn to dusk, your song will ever be, The hymn of life, the rhythm guiding me.

[taraxacum-vulpes]

why is everyone pretending like cyberpunk edgerunners is good. the writing is so bad i hate it

[flying-cat]

Two intense hurricanes hitting Florida back to back is fucking insane and like we already know Milton is gonna be category 4 (iirc) when it makes landfall but the fact people were downplaying it when they thought it would be a category 3 is crazy because HURRICANE KATRINA, KNOWN FOR BEING CATASTROPHICALLY DESTRUCTIVE, WAS A CATEGORY 3 HURRICANE (though a lot of its destruction was due to the levees failing in New Orleans). Milton's storm surge is going to be 15-20ft and the fact that anyone at all is CHOOSING to stay is absolutely fucking bonkers. It's one thing about people not being able to leave, which is the majority of people who have not yet/will not evacuate (which is a whole different issue because, by all means, people who are incapable of evacuating for any reason at all SHOULD be receiving help so that they CAN evacuate, but they AREN'T) but choosing not to? Crazy. Insane. Putting you and your family at risk because you want to be a stubborn fucking moron. And the people who are upset about having to cancel their Disney vacations, or people who are REFUSING to cancel their Disney vacations even with the current situation, should be ashamed. Those poor workers have to come to work, worried about their own safety, worried about the safety of their families, and the reason they have to be there is because they're expected to be there by people who don't give a shit about anyone else. What the hell are you going to do at Disney anyway? It's literally going to be raining for DAYS STRAIGHT.

[m00nyb0y]

I just want to be home one day.

[milkfroggo]

bottling up my emotions is all fine and dandy until something mildly upsetting happens and I burst into tears

Example:

[sherlock-is-ace]

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[thiswaycomessomethingwicked]

Authors making literary choices about their characters that add an edge that could be hard for the audience to sit with is, in fact, a good thing

[giantkillerjack]

Anastasia the Musical sucks so bad. They really said "We're gonna cut the best song from the movie - just axe the absolute banger that is 'In the Dark of the Night' - because we are being SERIOUS and GROWN-UP now. We are A Big Historical Realism Musical Now. This is FOR REAL, okay!? We don't have a SILLY villain like Rasputin! We have Gleb! [Please Just Clap.] We are HISTORICALLY GROUNDED. -- Anyway, here's a musical unironically glorifying the Russian monarchy~~ 💖😌💖😌💖😌💖"

[femslashspuffy]

Sport culture is sooo funny like if you go to 4 or 5 football and basketball games a semester you're a good little college student but if you go to every soccer game and get really into volleyball and perhaps even softball... you're just a weird dyke with too much school spirit