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Figuring out how to do small things by myself always feels like a huge win. Today I installed a closet shelf I've had for years but was waiting for someone else to do it because they promised they would.
I feel so good about myself today. Made myself a healthy breakfast with 53 grams of protein, washed all my bedding, filled another bag to donate, hung up all my clean clothes, matched socks, and just finished installing this shelf. Now I just need to run to ACE, cook the dinner I have planned, and pack my lunch for my in office work day tomorrow.
I hope this keeps up.
#I'm proud of myself#I'm proud of my progress#I'm proud of how capable I am when my mental health doesn't hinder me#about me
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With the end of season two comes a second redraw!
[Nov 2022] [June 2023] [June 2024]
#better drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan wangji#I was really looking forwards to this redraw - though the jump in skill isn't as dramatic as the last one I still am proud of my progress!#It's really incredible to look back on this last year and how much has happened since then.#Both in my personal life and this blog.#I started the second season while I was going through some pretty rough times and it truly kept my sanity afloat.#I challenged myself a lot more this year! And while it didn't always turn out the way I hoped-#-being messy and earnestly trying to do something different has been my favourite part of art.#There will always be a lot of room to grow - I don't think art and creativity has a ceiling.#I went from doubting that I was even an artist to joining a gamedev team as the lead artist! That's character growth!#Thank you all once again for joining me on this journey B*)#Thank you for all the messages and support you have sent my way these last 18 months.#I'm so happy to have been given the chance to create something for this community. You've given me so much and I am so grateful.#I'll take a little break to post some personal project stuff this week and resume season three after that!#Onwards to another season of silly (and sometimes serious) comics!
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councilor 3D model
i learnt 3d modelling from the ground up to bring him to life. he's yours now. do whatever you want with him
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please credit me if you make something using the model (or even ping/link me to it, i would love to see what you made!)
currently available as a .blend, .fbx and an SFM port.
#hello councilnation i'm finally releasing him to the wild#have fun playing toys with him#ultrakill#councilor#councilor ultrakill#3d stuff#obviously with the councilor having just 1 full body image of him means that some stuff i had to improvise on#so you get to enjoy my headcanons on how he looks#(like obviously the wings & halo)#(but also the chestplate design)#but did you know that the councilor's canon design has subtle engravings on his forearm armor pieces?#i only barely noticed them when painting textures and i was floored#i had to add them#to the sfm anon and whoever else wants to use this for sfm stuff-#i did my best with a port for sfm and i'm quite proud of the result#but please be aware i have never used it before so if you find that something doesn't work as it should please please let me know!!#gonna pour my heart out in tags as always so close your eyes if you don't wanna see me being sentimental but#i'm not kidding when i say i learnt 3d modelling from the ground up for this#i have meddled with blender before but never actually came close to finishing a project#and i don't know how i did it and how i kept going#(i do know) (it was my friend encouraging me every time i showed him progress)#this was like 1 entire month in the making#but i'm so fucking proud of this and how it turned out and people's tags in my act 2 render genuinely were such a huge confidence boost#so thank you guys for liking it <3#i'm still very much thinking of doing a version with just his bloodied head#but it might take a while because i want a break and i want to play warframe
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It's summer for you, winter for me. Warm me up with strawberry fluff! As always, my muse, your muse, the one and only, Eddie.
Midsummer's night, because I don't have a lot to inspire you with. I'm thinking something cute but weird? Maybe some human body softness where Eddie is a bit of a freak and we love him for it. And we're told our bodies are lovely, even when they're doing weird shit.
I lalalove youuuuu. xo Rhi
RHI!!!! <3 i adore you. thank you for this prompt - i had far too many ideas for it, but ended up on settling for this one, which coincidentally feels like the most subtle of them all? either way, it definitely turned out being the softest. give me an eddie munson who just wants to sniff me like a dog. this definitely got a bit long but i hope you enjoy, my dear <3
the smell of you
warnings: weirdos in love? idk. i have a skewed sense of what is actually weird i think. mentions of death and coffins jokingly. eddie 'manhandles' reader sort of. not edited.
wc: 2.2k+
come enjoy a sweet summer treat with me <3
“Eddie?”
The entire apartment is quiet – too quiet – as you drop your keys into the old crystal bowl on the counter. The clink resonates through the air, louder than the soft murmur of the stereo static you can hear from down the hall.
“You dead?” you call out again, slipping off your running shoes and tossing down your headphones onto the counter as well now, “Do I need to call the coroner?”
Your tone is lilted, teasing with airiness as you continue to wander deeper into the apartment and head straight for the room you know Eddie has to be in. Like the waves pulled by the moon, there’s an incessant string tied around one end of your soul that connects you to his, and you follow it all the way down the hallway. The bedroom door is wide open, and you can hear his mumbled yell of a response without clarity before you even cross the threshold.
You wouldn’t have even needed him to verbally respond to find him in this tiny apartment. You two could get separated on the streets of a bustling city, of a buzzing New York sidewalk, and you still wouldn’t properly lose him. It’s more than just soul ties and his gravity that keeps you pulled to him.
Something unspoken. Something homely.
“Sorry, what was that?” you hum as you spy him face-down in the bed, pillow muting him by the mouthful, “Say it one more time, and this time not into the pillow.”
When he finally properly turns over, he’s a vision. Sleep lines folded into his skin and a bit of drool in the corner of his mouth, eyes squinting in irritation not at you but the sunlight flooding in through the bedroom window. Messy hair, messy shirt, messy everything. A kind of mess you just want to collapse into currently, curling up in all that he is from the day’s exhaustion.
He’d mentioned wanting to take a nap before you’d left for the gym. Something about the summer heat draining him, trailing off as he’d rambled about how he’d probably thrive as a vampire.
“I said,” he huffs, sitting up, the frizz of his hair becoming a makeshift halo, “If you call the coroner, request the comfiest coffin possible.”
“Why do you need a comfy coffin if you’re already dead?”
“You dare deny me of being buried in tempurpedic memory foam? In my hour of need?”
You roll your eyes as you huff out a little laugh, forcing yourself to turn away from him long enough to strip out of your socks. But just as you reach down for the pieces of clothing, you catch sight of the source of that stereo static flooding the room.
Your shared record player, spinning a blood red pressing of one of your more recent vinyl purchases. The album has been played through, but the player no longer had an automatic stop mechanism, probably from years of use.
The center of the record is probably scratched, and Eddie knows it, from how sheepish he looks when you glance over your shoulder at him.
“Speaking of death,” you walk over quickly, purposefully, before carefully lifting the needle and cutting the static finally, “Care to explain why you’re burning scratches into my Momento Mori vinyl?”
“I’m sorry,” he quickly apologizes, nearly flinging himself off the bed as he scooches quickly to the end, clearly fully awake now, “I put it on and thought I’d just lay down for a quick second, but then the bed was so comfy, and I thought it wouldn’t hurt to take a quick nap, and then…” he trails off, looking up at you through his lashes with big eyes already pleading for forgiveness, “I’ll buy you a new one. Swear it.”
It’s impossible to be mad at him when he’s looking like this, inhumanely soft and easily forgiven, “You’re lucky you’re cute, or you really would be dead.”
He doesn’t respond with words, but instead the outstretch of his hands, fingers flexing as he beckons to you. The needle rests on its perch, the vinyl left behind to gather dust for a few extra moments, as you go straight to him.
When his palms slip beneath your old t-shirt and meet your skin, they’re pleasantly warm.
“You were right,” you admit as his knees spread, delegating even more room for you to stand in front of him as your hand wanders to cradle the side of his face, fingers tangling in sweaty curls from his rest. Your thumb mimics his on your own skin instinctively, tracing a large arch right up over his cheekbone, “It’s hot as balls outside.”
“Told you so,” he murmurs, smiling softly in satisfaction as he leans lazily into your touch.
“You did,” you agree quietly, half-entranced by his relaxed face, no sight of pride in the room currently.
He resembles a cat as he continues to preen under your gentle hand, and you almost expect him to start purring right before you find the strength to pull away, removing his hands from where they'd wandered to your lower back.
One swipe of his finger along your sweaty spine, and you’d remembered what your original intentions had been immediately upon getting home.
“Wai- Where are you going?” he’s seemingly brought back down to Earth the moment he loses the pattern your thumb had been tracing, the press of your fingertips into his scalp. When he reaches back out to latch onto you again, you take a step back, “Get back here-”
“I need to shower,” you laugh, shaking your head and smacking his hands away as he continues to barter, “I’m all sweaty and smelly, let me go clean up and then we can nap togeth-”
“You can shower after we nap,” he nearly whines, finally catching your shirt between his fingers and tugging, uncaring for if he stretches the fabric. A small price to pay to have you close to him, “C’mon, sweetheart. I know you’re just as exhausted as I am.”
You swear you meant to take another step backwards, but somehow, you end up back between his knees, “Did you not hear me, Munson? I stink.”
“Good.”
He doesn’t give you any time to react – in an instant, he’s throwing his face forward, burying it against your stomach as you let out a gasp and immediately try to pry him away with far too gentle of hands in his hair.
“Eddie!”
If it were anyone else, you’d probably be mortified. But Eddie just takes a dramatic deep breath in, nose buried just shy of your belly button, and when his shoulders start to shake with muted laughter, you can’t stop the smile from breaking. Your fingers are still twisted in his hair, still pulling back in an attempt to get him away from you, but he’s resilient.
And all your faux resistance is weak in comparison. Soon enough, you’re back to melting into him.
Only once you’re relaxed once more, no sign of trying to pull away again any time soon as his hands once more evade the space beneath your shirt to wander up and down your sticky skin without a care in the world, does he lift his face away from you long enough to breathe and speak, “I’ll have you know – I love your stink.”
“Shut up.”
“I’m serious.”
“You’re an idiot.”
“I’m your idiot.”
The game of banter is cut short when he goes back to pressing his nose into your clothes that surely can’t smell good. No amount of deodorant or perfume could erase that underlying stench of sweat. Hell, the shirt is still a bit moist from it all: from the walk to the gym, from your workout itself, from the walk home. It’d been through the ringer, and you’re back to tugging him away from you.
“I refuse to believe you like how gross I smell right now,” you reinforce, eyes darting towards the bathroom connected to your master bedroom, “I promise I’ll be quick with the shower.”
“Baby,” he fights back, wrapping his arms around you securely, no intention of losing this battle, “You remember that time we went to the fair, and you were complaining about how you were sweating, so I tried to lick your face?”
Your nose scrunches quickly at the memory, “I do, unfortunately.”
“You really think I’d be willing to lick the sweat off your body but be afraid of you smelling a little bad while we cuddle?” his shoulders drop as he looks up at you, head tilted, almost as if amused with the conversation, “What kind of man do you take me for?”
“The kind that gets off on annoying me.”
His jaw drops, putting on a fake look of offense before he dramatically throws himself back onto the bed, laying flat as he makes a fist to mimic stabbing his chest, “You wound me.”
You’ve heard those words a thousand times in a hundred different ridiculous voices. You’ve seen this scene enough to have it mesmerized at this point, down to the over-exaggerated pout of his lips and the lingering of the fist against his sternum.
You never grow tired of it. You never will.
“Need me to kiss it better?” you joke as you prop a knee up on the bed, following the same script as always.
And he hits his queue perfectly when he lifts his head eagerly at the expected response, wiggling his brows a bit. “Absolutely. Doctor’s orders, in fact.”
“Great,” you see an opportunity, and take it, “I’ll get right to it, after my showe-”
You don’t even get the final syllable of the word off your tongue before he’s clenching his thighs around your own, knees pressing hard before he wraps his legs the rest of the way around your waist to pull you in. A squeak of surprise leaves your lips as you begin to fall forward, but Eddie is quick to break the fall with ease. Catching you with his eager hands, maneuvering for you to half drop to the mattress while some of you still lands atop of him.
He has you right where he wants you, turning his head to be face to face with you, noses nearly brushing, “Unfortunately, the doc said you have to kiss it better now, or else you’ll be comfy coffin shopping.”
“A fatal wound?” you gasp, nearly mocking him. It doesn’t offend him – if anything, his boyish grin only grows wider, “First, I’m smelly-”
“Again, I like when you’re smelly.”
“-And then I inflict a fatal wound upon my lover? Oh, how dare I.”
Slowly, all your insecurity of how you currently smell is simply fading. The entire ordeal has become an art of childlike, whimsical jokes – and Eddie is an artist. A professional at the dance, locked and loaded with his incomparable skill set equipped for disarming you this way. The ability to make someone feel loved, imperfections and weirdness aside.
He likes you, even when you claim you don’t smell your best. And you like him, even when his hair is tangled beyond recognition and one of his socks is half-hanging off his foot from a nap.
You like him when he’s embarrassing you in public, tongue chasing after you with the threat of licking your sweat away, and he likes you when all you can do in response is a weak palm to his chest (that isn’t even making an effort to push him away) as you giggle relentlessly.
You like each other on the good days, the bad days, the weird days.
Disarmed entirely, you don’t even notice when his face conveniently slots itself far too close to your armpit as you two scooch further up into the bed. You’re more occupied with the way your legs tangle up, toeing each other’s socks off properly as he slings a heavy arm across your torso.
“We’re gonna have to wash the sheets,” you mumble, exhaustion catching up as the two of you finally settle.
He hums absentmindedly, nuzzling into your skin a bit further as he makes himself comfortable. “And wash away your sweet, sweet stink? I don’t think so, sweetheart.”
“Oh, fuck off,” you laugh, unbothered as your fingers start to trail up and down his back over the t-shirt, smoothing out wrinkles along the way, “I’m serious. We need to change them soon anyways, I think I got crumbs in the bed the other night with those crackers.”
“Bury me in the crumbs of all your midnight snacks,” he almost slurs, clearly drifting back off.
You snort in response, relaxing and letting your own eyes shut. Matching all your deep breaths with his own, a million different last words crossing your mind to whisper to the boy you’re sure is once again asleep.
I love you.
I adore you.
I would like to spend the rest of my life with you, if you’ll have me.
And maybe some of those unspoken thoughts slip out without you realizing, because he squeezes you just a little bit tighter, presses his face just a little bit deeper into your skin as his scruff tickles you.
The only actual thought you can know for certain that you say, though, is, “Do you think they actually make coffins with memory foam inside?”
To your surprise, even despite the almost-snores that had been escaping him, he answers in a heartbeat.
“Oh, definitely. We’ll order two.”
#ghost's stories#summertime sweetness#eddie munson#eddie munson x reader#eddie munson x you#eddie munson fluff#stranger things#peep me making fun of myself in there about the way i constantly like to write him doing the whole mock stabbing himself thing#i just want to find me an eddie munson to be so comfortable with that afternoons like this would be a regular thing ya know#give me a man who likes my stink#a man who offers to order us matching tempurpedic coffins#i don't think that's how you spell that word if i'm being completely honest#it's canon in my head the two of you would go 'coffin shopping' just cause you both wanna know what it's like to lay in one#also in my process of brainstorming and writing this i realized i really do not understand the concept of being weird because#halfway through writing this#i questioned if it was even weird/weird enough?#this doesn't feel weird to me this just feels like the normal progression of getting comfortable in a relationship#it was this or eddie being unbothered by sounds of indigestion or however you spell it#ANYWAYS im rambling my bad <3#i hope i made you proud rhi!! <3
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Alice in Wonderland
Where is the path to Wonderland
Over the hill or here or there
I wonder where
- I listen to this song while working on this piece !!
#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland x reader#disney twst#twisted wonderland x mc#twisted wonderland x you#twst imagines#twst fluff#twst incorrect quotes#twst meme#twst x reader#fan art#riddle rosehearts x reader#riddle rosehearts#I'm so happy abt my progress#Idk how to do tags#but hey im learning#HEUXJKWJCJDJK#Im kinda proud on this one#Spotify
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it's here! after a few days of work, it's finally here!
"-Are you alright? I don't know it looks like you've seen a ghost..."
AUgh, it's been a little while since my last storyboard so this is not the best- but I did it haha I'll do better next time...
now I leave you with this, and I won't elaborate on what this is or means :D
#I'm really not so proud of this storyboard#I was this close to not post it#heeeeeh I guess this way I can see the progress with my future stuff?#maybe#tsp#tsp narrator#tspud#narratorverse#the stanley parable narrator#tsp stanley#the stanley parable#storyboard#tsp art#tsp au#stanley tsp#heartache au#seeing things huh?#lexumpy's art
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I grace the svsss fandom with my magnum opus
#lynxinks#my art#svsss#scum villain#scum villain's self saving system#shen qingqiu#luo bingge#svsss fanart#this took two days and I'm so proud that it didnt take longer. thats progress for me and my over-perfectionism!#i am also on tiktok... in case you want to follow me on there (◔‿◔)
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THIS IS THE FIRST TIME THEY'RE ACTUALLY TALKING, WITHOUT FIGHTING EACH OTHER OR SCREAMING INSULTS
#it's so beautiful#this is my favorite sskk joint mission#they're actually acting like partners here#they're opening up and being completely honest with one another#the fact that aku's asking those questions so calmy#without insulting him or using rashomon#and atsushi is actually answering his questions in his own way#aku's genuinely curious about atsushi#it took them just a few near death experience to actually talk#i'm so proud of them#sobbing and tearing up#i love them#i love sskk so fucking much#that's progress y'all#they're partners your honor#SSKK#SHIN SOUKOKU#SSKK S3#BSD S3#BSD#BUNGO STRAY DOGS#ryuunosuke akutagawa#atsushi nakajima
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*wakes up and makes the GBA startup noise*
#my art#art#artists on tumblr#robot#robot girl#android#android girl#digital art#vtuber#vtuber art#trans#trans art#two art posts in one month...... barely made it#i did this in just over two hours and i'm proud i put something out with that kinda speed#usually i spend SO LONG on ANYTHING#this kinda pace is what i need to keep up with and make some progress#have some tasteful underboob and bulge. as a treat#same outfit as previous post lmao
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thinkin' about caspar...
#thinkin' HARD#pentiment#andreas maler#caspar of salzburg#august maler#my art#can i do the thing you're not supposed to do and explain the piece#i'm really proud of the idea#there's four sets of drawings in this#each pair mirrors each other in composition/subject with one representing the start of the second act and the other representing the end#and they're tiled to work chronologically#(super super spoiler warnings for act 2)#so you start top right with the ghost of august#who's standing behind haunting andreas' interactions with caspar#as he holds caspar's shoulders and takes on that lost fatherly role#near them is andreas' masterwork and what's probably a copy of it in progress by caspar#you move on to see andreas leaving caspar alone by the fire at saint john's eve#flanked by three people masked to protect themselves from spirits#and then transition into caspar pulling andreas out of the fire at the abbey#(with his hands on andreas' shoulders now)#then caspar running into the fire toward three spirits- with andreas no longer waving goodbye but trying to call him back to him#then the books caspar saved#and then the ghost of caspar- mirroring august as a son andreas lost#and no#no i'm not ok!!!!#please talk to me about this arc i can't get over it 😭
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*draws youtubers but doesn't know how to record herself*
just some work in progress :3 🔮
#work in progress#go girl show us nothing 😭#i'll try to do it better next time :3#i might post some pictures of the process too uhmm#nobody asked but i'm proud of my progress this year 💥#it has been a long time
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Finally drawing something that isn't quick doodle. ヾ(•ω•`)o
#ultrakill#v1 ultrakill#minos prime#Sketches#WIP#work in progress#I'm so proud of how V1 is looking here#The process is fun#basically build a robot#You'll see it when I'm done. ;)#my stuff
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banter and bickering at the top of the episode (plus sex) and at the end of the episode (with the promise of more sex)??
help I love them so much
#I love when they bicker like an old married couple#because they are#their souls have spent lifetimes together and sometimes it comes out when they're being idiots#fuck I love them a lot#honestly that was my favorite episode of the season so far#SO MUCH RANGER CARLOS#the tarlos arc was really good#I would've traded about a minute of horse girl owen for one more minute of tarlos#but that's such a small gripe when what we did get was so beautiful#carlos took a very important step for both himself and for tk#and I'm so proud of him#and I'm so proud of them#and obviously it's not the end of it but it's progress#and it's done because he loves TK so much and HIS LIFE WITH TK IS HIS GIFT#ugh anyway loved this will be watching these scenes on repeat for the next two weeks#911 lone star#ls spoilers#tarlos#carlos reyes#tk strand#lone star spoilers
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So I normally never share any project I'm working on, on any social media if it's not done but I really wanted to show what I've done so far for a Watcher Grian cosplay I'm working on. I'm currently about halfway done with it, and I'm really trying to get it completed for the end of this month, so wish me luck.
#grian#mcyt#cosplay#grian cosplay#watcher grian#my art#work in progress#current wip#wip#watcher grian cosplay#i'm really proud of it so far#yes i can see through the mask
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WIP study of Caitlyn Kiramman
ARCANE SEASON 2 SPOILERS
#arcane#arcane season 2#arcane season two#arcane spoilers#caitlyn kiramman#my art#caitlyn kiramman fanart#arcane fanart#I'm quite proud of this actually#even if it's not finished yet#wip#work in progress#sketch#art
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pomegranate practice
may 2023 VS sept 2024
#traditional art#soft pastels#pomegranate#latest one is not done yet#but i loved this side by side#i'm really proud of my progress
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