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Deep water
#Remembered that bath scene in Jacobs Ladder and I had to use it as ref#This is ur sign to once again watch Jacobs ladder if u like silent hill. It was one of the inspirations#Anyway I've been watching all the playthroughs of this damn game. James u angry pathetic sad man#I'm such a sucker for a bad ending. I love the water ending a LOT. so. Of course#Silent hill 2#Silent hill#James Sunderland#Silent hill 2 remake#fan art#art#sketch#character art#horror
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Me: hm, I want something to put on the TV as background noise... Huh. Looks like YouTube is recommending something called The Last Unicorn. That's perfect, it's probably some old shitty animation that has aged poorly! I can watch it ironically!
Me, 2 hours later as the credits roll: *crying, cheering, buying the book, composing the songs*
Me, 2 weeks later: So I have compiled all of the quotes from the book that I think could make good tattoos, and also, HOW HAVE I NEVER LEARNED ABOUT HOW THE LAST UNICORN FUCKING SLAPS??? This gay-ass little fairytale fed my soul! Watered my crops! Transed my gender! Can't believe I heard of this story from youtube recommendations, of all places!!
#original#the last unicorn#tlu#peter s beagle#molly gru#schmendrick#schmendrick the magician#two of my favorite characters in anything right there in the center of the story! and I'm glad I saw the film first!#my reading ability has diminished due to trauma disability etc. but it seems like having a visual reference actually really helped!#no wonder i only ever want to read fan fic! turns out reading is not actually Superior to other types of Storytelling. it's just different.#to say otherwise is snobbishness I have been eminently guilty of in my life!#but like it is easier for me to consume tv and movies and that is fine actually. also that's why I'm doing a graphic novel lol#because i wanted to make something i would actually be able to read if i found it at a library. altho the audio book IS gonna be bomb#the audiobook is for visually impaired readers and anyone who wants or needs it! accessible stories for everyone! yeah!!#my gender was already transed but now I've gained an ADDITIONAL gender! which one? I'll never tell 😘#i am so powerful i have so much fuckin gender. my wife has no gender. and she is equally as powerful.#and also she has STUDIED THE BLADE#mostly zoro's blades from One Piece#normally YouTube recommends me shit movies like idiocracy or smth this is like if every day ur cat brought you a piece of rotten food and#then one day it brings you a BEAUTIFULLY ANIMATED TALE FEATURING MY BELOVED TWINK FUCK-UP WIZARD FRIEND AND MY ALL-TIME HOMEGIRL MOLLY GRU#and also it's soft and beautiful and funny and fucking weird!! i wrote melodies to the songs in the books on my ukulele
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Shoutout to Long Face by the Vampire Lestat for being an actual real song that actually made it onto my top 100 songs this year btw. Do you think Lestat will make one of those little "thank you fans" videos to thank all of us who streamed his music?
#this is hilarious to me lol#I mean it's a great song!#it's just so meta that the season with his rockstar career isn't even out yet but I've got one of his songs n my top 100 2024 recap playlist#I mean it's number 50. don't eat me pls Lestat. or well#if you're gonna eat me at least make it hot. I mean who said that. anyways#but yeah my youtube music top 100 finally got here!!!#I'm so excited I've had my recap for weeks but no top 100 playlist and I was honestly thinking it wasn't coming due to a glitch or something#it's like Christmas! haha ;)#the Vampire Chronicles#interview with the vampire#the Vampire Lestat#Long Face#iwtv#Sam Reid#youtube recap#2024 recap#spotify wrapped#it's not but I know that's what most people use#but yeah I'm so jazzed to have my top 100 finally!#Lestat I'm your biggest fan (lying) (but then how many of you had him on ur recap? it's probably not just me but still. I must be up there)#lestat de lioncourt#i ramble#even in the tags i ramble#happy 2024 everybody. may your 2025 bring vampires <3 vampire rock stars even!
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local sparkling bullies old man
#SHCOKWAVE ‼️ YOU 🫵 ARE SO ⁉️ HARD TO DRAW 😕😕 GET A BREAST REDUCTION#escaping the narrative and making uncle shocky and glaux content#imagine she's like standing on starscream or smth idk she's not that tall her dad is op but she's like 7 here#self indulgent as FUCK i love this duo i love uncle shocky and glaux idc if it's ooc for him i'm saying he doesn't lobotimse himself#for the sake of me myself and I and ive already yapped about how uncle shocky is an au of an au#also HIS EYE IS SO FUN TO MESS AROUND WITH PLZ DONT REMOGE UR EMOTIONS SHOCKWAV ‼️‼️#uncle shocky#tf glaux#glaux#transformers#transformers one#tf one#tf one shockwave#fan art#transformers fanart#oplita sparkling#shockwave#transformers oc
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some doctor who cyanotypes I made for my photography class that I just realized I never shared
#I don't actually know if anyone else will find these as cool as I did#but my tablemate and my teacher thought these turned out super good looking#so I wondered maybe if I showed them to people who actually watch doctor who that y'all might like them as well#I mean I know they're dead messy but it was soo fun to do#if you've got the chance to make a cyanotype you totally should. fantastic medium#btw the first is titled “the doctor(s)” if ur curious lol#I'll be honest I'm not the biggest fan of the second one but it certainly got me some compliments so#I'm thinking it's an “I made this therefor I do not like it” and less of an “it's trash” issue#is this art? does this count as art?#I won't tag the fanart tag ig since idk but I'll use my own since I still technically made these with my own two hands#twelfth doctor#clara oswald#doctor who#my art: oil paint pawsteps 🐾#ohh. I also just realized I never shared my clara collage I made for this class either#I'm not going to show that one bc it IS trash but I think it's funny how clara is just my ultimate muse in all of my projects
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So My friend gave me their old drawing tablet recently, and coincidentally a very Fitting song for this character dropped around the same time, sooo-
what better to test the tablet out than some simple art of her?
Meet Venuette! Amalure's mother, Villeneuve's local bitter hermit woman, and my favorite morally grey fascination<3
(Note: this art is depicting her ~10? years before the Main Events/Plot of OTH. (Minus the doodle of her in red, there she's a teenager).
(even w/ that I feel like I didn't visually age her properly but oh well<3)
Bonus: I feel so professional drawing w/ this thing lmao
Og the plan was to get this done yesterday quick enough that the song on loop would suffice but- that clearly fell through lol
#batb#beauty and the beast#batb: other than human#Venuette#character ref#art#digital art#i dont actually Use spotify but its a lot compacter and cuter than trying to do the yt music link lol#oc#because she is entirely new for the OTH story lol#She exists for Amalure's backstory but she also has her OWN backstory and I love her dearly#can you tell I'm a fan of Bitter Complicated Women?#because I am#i need to do a full lore drop on her one day lol#gem stop yapping in ur tags#Spotify#blood#cw blood#its not hers dw
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here's a little wip share!
Since I've been out of art school for a while now I've been craving a good long term project, and what better subject than my favorite show? :) I'm pretending like Anastasia is an animated production/video game/whatever and I'm in charge of putting together a 'concept art book'/illustrated guide (for lack of a better term). Which means there would be extensive artwork of each costume, character lineups, background/set paintings, and prop studies. I'm currently still working on drawing and rendering all the assets and once they're all drawn I'll arrange them in a page layout as if they'll be printed in a big book!
But since it will be several months/year+ before it's finished I thought i could share some of my progress so far and possibly document the process as we go along. Here is an act i lineup of the principal characters, some examples of character costume sheets, and a couple screenshots of some ensemble costumes in various stages of completion. I've also rendered several props and I've started a couple background paintings, but I'll share those later.
Why embark such a tedious project, you ask? Well! because. i want to. So far it's been pretty fun. my obsessive collection/scholarly archive of reference photos of this show are finally being put to good use 🙈
Feel free to send any questions about the project my way! <3
#anastasia broadway#anastasia musical#anastasia#my art#fan art#iz draws#i need a tag for this hmm#anastasia illustrated guide#i guess akhsjldf#anyway#i'm trying to share wips more often so we have that Accountability#idk how long this will take bc i haven't made a hard deadline for myself yet but i'm currently working on it pretty steadily so idk#but stay tuned :)#also pls take a moment to admire count ipolitov he turned out really nicely#u can tell my crush on constantine is showing aslhdkjf#ur like why does that one ensemble man keep appearing Extra Handsome? 🧐#bc... this is for me#also we're using his gleb ashlkdjf#bc. it's for me <3#and dima is turning out well too <333#his head is so empty#these may be adjusted several more times as the process goes on but rn i'm just trying to keep moving along instead of getting stuck on one#next post i should share my spreadsheet and reference folder aslhkdfj#bc it's almost neurotic#but i don't want to forget anyone alhskdf#but yeah pls click for better res :)#wip
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i watched iwtv and now i only think about that 75% of my thoughts are related to it
#this period is very stressfull at least i have a new obsession#iwtv#daniel molloy i'm ur number one fan#claudia you're my fav
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one of the most fascinating aspects of the Alien series's xenomorphs is the way they impregnate hosts as murderous parasites: an allegory to the horrors of pregnancy/birthing, specifically the ways it can violently disable or even kill the human body. this was an intentional parallel that H.R. Giger made when he was designing the xenomorphs, artistically expressing his own personal phobia with childbirth. compounded by the symbolic eroticism and copulative violation of the xenomorph's impregnating methods. the forced penetration, the insemination. the pain, and the inability to escape it, as it happens. it will literally kill you, if you try. the conventionally "feminine" shape of the xenomorph and its homogeneous hive controlled by its "queen". this is, at its core, body horror. horror of the reproductive or birthing body, and horror of the seemingly inescapable suffering of gestation.
it becomes even more evident when the yautja are involved: an ancient enemy of the xenomorph, considers xenomorphs their god and the perfect predator, are a primarily matriarchal society but not homogeneous, conventionally "masculine" but biologically intersex. in many ways, the yautja are the antithesis of the xenomorphs. known to capture and sadistically torture xenomorphs in erotic positions of submission:
it is also important to note that unlike the yautja: by all accounts, the xenomorphs are biologically engineered. "unnatural" in the sense that they were created only for destruction, a weapon; exploited by capitalistic industries.
in a way, the yautja prevent this violating act on the xenomorphs' victims by ritually killing them, preventing the realization of Giger's phobia or at least minimizing the infestation. the complex and "warring" relationship between xenomorphs and yautja hunters are that of equals and opposites. "masculinity" and "femininity". darkness (xenomorphs, which are stealth hunters that blend perfectly into the dark) and light (yautja, who literally bend light around them via shiftsuits). yin and yang. etc. a paradoxical harmony that the yautja seem to recognize, and viewed as sacred. this is why they hunt the xenomorphs, embodiment of a corrupted darkness.
this allegorical dynamic between yautja and prey is not exclusive to the xenomorphs. yautja hunters and their human prey are often illustrated in suggestive positions, creating a jarring juxtaposition of sadism, eroticism and death (possibly as a metaphor for domination).
I have already covered that the yautja's prey are exclusively mercenaries, special forces soldiers, killers and cops. Essentially, they hunt predators. the yautja's relationship with their human prey is almost always an exercise in domination; they view these murderers as their equal in terms of brutality and sadism (which is why they enjoy hunting them so voraciously; to them, human killers are dishonoring the hunt by killing civilians and unarmed souls), if not in sheer strength and technological prowess. human killers often choose to fight yautja hunters with brute strength or a hail of advanced firepower. and, predictably, it never works. survivors defeated "the predator" with cunning, ingenuity, and the ability to use their environment and limited resources to their advantage. Moreover, these survivors usually only face one or two at a time, which offers them some advantage.
Ultimately, the yautja (with the exception of many bad bloods) revere the ancient harmony of the universe and all life in it, as they understand the origin of creation came from their mother-serpent (ancient meteors which germinated the perfect chemical soup in the beginnings of "the big bang", which then traveled across the universe, spreading life throughout: panspermia); they use their strength and power to protect the prey of these human pedators.
#SCAR.#avp comics are so funny; one second ur watching a cruise ship massacre and the next boom SHIBARI XENOMORPH#but in all seriousness i'm a big fan of complex dynamics & 'oh these dudes were not ''evil'' all along (obviously and blatantly)'
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‼️JEANNE WANTED POSTER ‼️
Some of the process :D
I love her sm
#art#my art#one piece oc#one piece#oc#donquixote jeanne#gild jeanne#wanted poster#one piece wanted poster#shes so pretty to me guys#tesoro i'm inlove with ur sister#This is for me amd her fans#heart pirates#heart pirates oc
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#Celestia Ludenberg#Danganronpa#adoption poll#no tags submitted#no image submitted#edit: replaced image#i'm informed the previous one was incorrect#dangranronpa fans please submit images with ur characters#i'm begging you
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If I see one more fanfic where Scar's only friend is Cub I think I might lose it
#I'm not actually that mad abt this one in particular#but it is bothersome#as a fan of Scar#to consistently see his friends taken away in fics#like ur telling me Scar doesn't have Bdubs Etho Cleo Gem Mumbo Pearl Skizz or anyone in his corner??#smooziespeaks#cubfan135#not anything against Cub of course I love him and Scar#it is just very telling to me#goodtimeswithscar
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I just need every person who has ever made a mod for fem Adaar to know that I love them dearly
#Blighted posts#Big fan of ur work!!#I'm looking forward to downloading all the newer ones and playing dress up w Taahn once I'm finished with DA2 (almost on to act threeee)
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#not gonna make a real post but i gotta vent a little#there was that one poll abt which DA man has the most annoying fans#which i did not vote in bc as someone who values my own sanity i don't hang out in tags of characters that get on my nerves#but i'm just dumb enough to have looked in the notes and apparently solas was sweeping i guess#which by itself is whatever#but then the tags were just dozens of ppl complaining that solas fans were annoying bc they *checks notes*#post about solas a lot???#and 'flood the lavellan tag'? you know...the only character you can romance him with w/o a mod???#and they hate that we're 'acting like DA4 is going to only be abt him'...you know. the game originally called 'dreadwolf'#idk my guys i get that if someone jumps on your post and makes it abt a character u hate that's annoying#but it sure sounds like ur just bitching abt ppl having fun in their own fandom space#this sounds very much like a YOU issue#like i remember someone literally made a post like 'UGH why do Solavellans even like him?!' that ended up on my dash#and I answered in good faith not feeling like i was being mean or aggressive#and i promptly got yelled at for 'not staying in my lane'#my brother in Christ YOU asked MY part of the fandom a question#Not saying there aren't Solas fans w/ Rancid Takes but i swear half the complaints i see are people just mad that we're having a good time#curate your own online experience guys it's not that hard#i waited 10 years for closure with this dumpster fire man#and no one is going to spoil my fun about it#block me to the moon and back idc
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i feel a little bad remembering how in my mother days there was this rly common perception of thinking 'well lucas would be so pessimistic after what happened and he would hate flint cuz he sucks and he would hate everything!!' and i would believe it just cuz i was still relearning a lot of things i didnt know if that was what i was supposed to think but it always felt like people who saw things this way wanted to force others to do too
#ur on ur complete right to think well he might be depressed after all that cuz that'd be natural#or to think he would feel weird about flint#it's just that some fans would take these things to the extreme and be rly mean about it#idk if thats still a thing#im glad i dont do that now and just create my own conclussions#i mean im always making happy art of one of the most suffered girls in the world(lisa) just becsause i wanna#and my opinions on lisa stuff are all my own#also on the same topic i rly do not forgive wess's ass but i'm fine with duster doing so#not to say you need to forgive your parent because theyre your parent and shit i think someone could live perfectly without doing so#but you also have to understand people who decide to forgive them#or decide to not fully leave them. treating them at a safe distance and stuff#fully distancing from a parent is maybe one of the hardest things in the world to do#idk maybe it's because i played lisa and have seen even worse parents#wess had his funny moments but anytime hes mean to duster i go grrr grrrrrr#especially because he caused duster's limp i think#anyway all this stuff is very abstract and everyone interprets it differently depending on what is in their heart and how they handle thing#no point in forcing anyone to think like u ok goodbye#going from liking mother and antagonizing flawed parents to liking lisa and going .hmm this guy is kinda dad coded. and the guy is horrible
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slithering out from under a rock or something to inform you that you DO have followers who are yaku lovers <3 he's been my fave since day one and i would love to accompany him to the farmers market
ah.. i sit corrected... valuable confirmation of intel. *enters it manually into the nucadex* where to find yakufans: farmer's market (they will be farming and/or marketing)
#i also am likely to be found in such an environment#i will be talking to the mushroom people for 20 minutes#my non-browsey friends in the background lingering like bored toddlers for the first 3 mins#until i start gesturing wildly about logs. then they give up and start wandering#oh no they got started on the logs this ain't wrapping up any time soon#that last post definitely brought out more yakufans than i've seen around these parts!!#like the rain brings out the worms (~ ̄︶ ̄)~#hello everyone. thank u for visiting. make sure to grab a soil bag on ur way out (it is moist and finely textured)#gently scooping the wild yakufans back into their habitat so they may resume stealthy slithering#i'm gonna start joking about nucadex collecting now#u raise an eyebrow at me. i sigh. i know i knooooow#just because ppl share similar interests does not mean they are similar creatures#individual differences stronger than group differences yadayada yes we understand this implicitly#and i do so enjoy having a diverse biome of fans around me. FOR EXAMPLE:#YOINKS the wolfboy fans by the scruff of their necks#u can't do this to yakufans. but these guys??! built of sturdier stuff.#uses one of those long distance ball throwers to launch them across the field (they are chuckling mildly mid-flight)#BUT FOR THE JOKES 🙌👌👌 FIND YOUR LOCAL YAKUFAN AT THE PLACE THEY SELL FRESH FRUTAS#feesh answer
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