#i'm just in my feelings about it tonight
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sometimes i remember that the ritual actually happened and i got to see ghost live and i kind of freak out
#like. i don't know i think because i watch so many clips of rituals so much#i sometimes feel like it's just a composite of all the videos i've watched and rewatched. like it can't have been real#but no. it really happened. that's so sick and twisted#i'm honestly surprised i didn't faint to be honest i was so excited and overwhelmed with happiness#i remember getting lightheaded when copia first came out but like. is that shocking#i get lightheaded thinking about him. and he was actually physically in front of me#i could ramble about the ritual for hours on end we all know this#i'm just in my feelings about it tonight#i'm so so so so happy i made it happen. that i got to see copia at least once#that night was everything i could have wanted and more it still feels so surreal almost 3 months on#what do you have to say doll?
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So much BTS lore feels like fanfiction and I can't get over it
Two of the members hated each other at first. They argued a lot and one time, they threw folded clothes at each other and the member who folded them had to come scold them. And now they keep reminding everyone how long they've known each other for. They wrote a song together where they said that "respect is a higher tier than love" and then called each other "my respect."
The smartest member of the group (one the previous two morons btw) didn't know how to tie his shoelaces until highschool. He doesn't eat seafood because he loves crabs. He's a literal geniues and he's so clumsy and such a dork (and I relate so deeply). And that body, guys, I'm telling you. This whole guy was made by a fanfic author.
Their company was near bankrupcy when they debuted. One of the members, who was getting offers from so many other companies, joined this one because he admired another member who was already a part of it. When these two met for the first time, member two was only wearing underwear and member one said "wow, thighs."
Another member came to an audition, not to audition himself but to support a friend. He was the only person from that audition round to get in. The friend did not.
Another member, who was studying to be an actor, was street cast on a bus.
One of them lost confidence and tried to leave before the debut, but another convinced him to come back, because they "needed him."
The whole industry hated them when they debuted and now they're arguably the best kpop group worldwide. (Arguably, read: argue with the wall)
(Add your own pls, I want to make a collection from this)
#in order#namjoon and yoongi#namjoon#jungkook and namjoon#taehyung#seokjin#hoseok#i feel bad there's nothing about jimin#but i'm literally just ranting off the top of my head#tf you want me to say about jimin#he's a prince??#he's Tiny but Mighty??#he's the perfect love interest??#click clack of chelsea boots??#bts#bts army#bangtan#like wow i really am in a mood tonight huh#fanfiction#kpop
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Little bright colored outfit with a fun vest ~
(shoes from ebay like 10 years ago. everything else is thrifted)
#ootd#jfashion#fashion#fantasy fashion#mori kei#....like... adjacent... lol#no idea what style this would be lol.. makes me think of like whimsical vaguely fantasy themed childrens book character#finally posting one of my aforementioned seven million drafts of actual outfits and costumes i have finished and edited#the photos for but just never feel like posting lol..#I need to find one of those people whos like 'omg i am ADDICTED to social media ugh i wish i could get off of it#im just browsing and posting like 60 times a daaaaay!!!' and take a little magical bottle and suck some of the social media#enthusiasim out of them. for moi. In exchange they can have some of my 'literally just never in the mood to post or interact with the#outside world ever' energy. We can balance each other. huzzah and so on#Though I think maybe it's part of the general thing I've heard of like.. I can't remember if it was in reference to adhd or just some sort#of general execcutive functioning issue type of thing - but the idea that things have to be ''just right'' before you do something. like#'oh i need to do this task. but i have to wait until XYZ first' or 'oh i can do this but only if X specific condition is met' or etc#The fact that I even have to be in a Specific Mindset to post. or sometimes will delay posting on social media because like 'oh well#I'm going somewhere tomorrow. somehow this matters. i cannot spend 5 minuts posting TONIGHT. clearly it will interfere#somehow schedule wise with the doctor appointment i have 15 hours from now. yes. yes. i must wait until my appointment is over#tomorrow afternoon. THEN i shall post' or etc. etc. lol. NOT even taking into account the many days#I just genuinely and physically sick and it's not even a mental thing. I just physically dont feel like sitting at the computer lol..#ANYWAY.. trying to get back into it. trying to get a business bank account.. make a proper paypal so i can start selling sculptures again.#selling clothes and sculptures.. posting about such things then of course as one must. etc... chanting to hype up and motivate myself lol#But yes. this is my favorite outfit out of the bunch so I am posting it first I guess.. maybe others later..#Also the purple dress says its from shein. which I've heard is bad fast fashion stuff. but maybe okay since its second hand? I havent#been to the bins since like 2020 or late 2019 even. and I think stuff like shein and temu has only become poular in the past few years#but I bet if I went to the bins now I might would find a good handfull of that stuff. Probably now not much different than what you#find in a walmart or a forever 21 or actual physical stores you can go to though. I hear quality of clothing is down everywhere no matter#where you get it or whatnot. What bountiful joys unfettered capitalism and exploitation bestows upon us (<being sarcastic).#Wearing one of my favorite little vests though. I love the texture of it and the clasps on it
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Get in besties, we're sexualizing ourselves on the internet to avoid the crushing weight and sadness of being the perpetually single friend ✌🏽
#i was scrolling tiktok for the first time in weeks#and i swear every other video#was about being a late bloomer in terms of relationships#or being the friend that's always watching their other friends be in relationships#or being the person that's never really been pursued romantically#and like...i already know that's me#i dont need tiktok shoving it down my throat with constant “relatable” videos#ugh ignore me i'm just feeling sorry for myself tonight#i need to go to sleep#princess thoughts
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house is unapologetically needy; he demands things of people, and will simply leave if he doesn't get them. everybody knows this, sure. but so many neglect to mention that wilson is just the equally screwed up inverse of this. he needs to be needed - he demands to be needed, just as much as house demands to be needy. and, just like house, he is willing to up and leave if he doesn't get to be needed in the way he craves
it's like wilson believes he will cease to exist if he is no longer needed. here's a man who was raised to.. be things for other people, never for himself. and the one time he puts himself first, back in med school, his brother goes off the rails, rarely seen again. he does not know how to exist for himself, and so he believes he simply will not exist if no one needs him. and so, he desires to be useful above all else. it's the only way he survives. he became an oncologist to always be needed, to always have something to give
in greek mythology, there is the idea that gods will simply fade into the background if people stop worshipping them, needing them. and this can be applied to wilson's mentality. he believes that he has no purpose without being useful to others, without serving others. sure, his ex wives needed him. but as they grew up and apart, this became less and less, so he left them first, before they could admit what he feared most - that he wasn't necessary anymore
and who always needs him ? who is demanding, domineering ? who is so needy that his well of want will never run out ? house. this is simply why they work so well. they crave each other's neediness and thrive off of it. universal donor & universal recipient, etc
#feeling a little crazy about them tonight !#btw i'm projecting here . if you couldn't tell . wilson is so me fr#also yes i'm getting a degree in classics just to apply myth to my blorbos . what abt it#gregory house#james wilson#hilson#house md#evan says things
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peter bringing mayday with him to do spider stuff because yeah, he had things to live for before--but now he has a child and he is going to raise this child and be there for her and maybe if she’s there, strapped to his chest, he’ll be more careful. he’ll consider his life almost as precious as hers. maybe bringing mayday to work is a precaution.
#disclaimer: it's like 2am and i don't know what i just wrote because my brain won't function enough to read it over again#i also have read like zero spiderman comics so if this doesn't make sense because canon already speaks on it#i'm sorry#atsv spoilers#spiderman: across the spiderverse#across the spiderverse#peter b parker#mayday#i am having thoughts#PLEASE BLOCK APPROPRIATE TAGS IF YOU DON"T WANNA BE SPOILED PLEASE IM BEGGING YOU#miles morales#into the spiderverse#spiderman#spiderman spoilers#this thought came about because i think swinging around with a child is the stupidest/coolest thing ever#and i feel like peter wouldn't do it without a reason#anyway sorry for the random change in fandoms i saw the movie tonight and it was fantastic#also#catch me crying in the theatre because peter wants his daughter to turn out like miles#OKAY IM DONE SPAMMING THE TAGS NOW BYE#across the spiderverse spoilers#spiderman across the spiderverse
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Okay but actually why is Gosho so against Rei having anyone in his life that cares about him???
His parents? Basically non-existent, given they've never been mentioned. (And I find it hard to believe they would've been that big a presence in his life anyway, given how he attached he got to Elena and the fact that, according to ZTT, she was the one to teach him to ride a bike, of all things.) Probably dead, since that seems to be the pattern.
Elena? Dead.
Akemi? Dead, and also apparently she just didn't remember him anyway.
(Atsushi? Also dead. but I don't know how close they were to begin with.)
Hiro? Dead.
Date, Matsuda, Hagi? All dead.
Like. The last living person on Elena's (side of the) family is Shiho, and she was born too late to have met Rei before her family joined the organization.
Then you have Satou, who only kinda vaguely recognizes him after they've already met a couple of times, and frankly is predisposed to dislike him given how salty she is about her time at the academy, but they have quite a bit in common and a connection through Matsuda. (and Date to an extent)
Then there's Akai, and I think if things hadn't gone down the way they did, he and Rei could've actually been friends, but Rei can't have nice things, so. That's out. (I have this possibly naive hope that it could still happen, if they manage to talk through the Scotch thing and Rei can properly grieve and come to terms with it. But I don't actually trust Gosho to do that.)
Kazami? He's probably the closest to an actual friend, but Rei doesn't really treat him as one.
Otherwise it's literally just Conan, who appears to be a small child, and is actually still only a teenager.
Let. Rei. Have. Friends.
#no i didn't include azusa because she doesn't even know rei#she only knows his alias#maybe if she ever finds out he's an undercover cop things can change#but for now she's not included#my sister said earlier that she doesn't want rei to die in the end#but that it might actually be a blessing for him if he does#and that just hurts#i'm feeling really sad about rei tonight apparently#detective conan#furuya rei#also here's a fun thought i had#general fbi disdain aside rei treats camel about the same as he treats kazami#maybe i'll elaborate on that later but it's late and i'm tired
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Hot take: Even though I love that he beat the Miquellallegations, pre-dlc Mohg was so much better and had a lot to go for in terms of power, potential and how conniving and dedicated he was to achieve his goal. I miss him.
Also the premises for a Lord of Blood ending were right there. It would've been an interesting alternative option where you as a player, not only as a Tarnished, are giving up both your role as main character and your quest to become Elden Lord, thus letting someone else seize that opportunity.
I understand Miquella's plan for godhood and the creation of a gentler world (which is still ultimately destined to fail if we intervene and avoid having our heart stolen by him), but it removed so much agency from Mohg in particular, in my opinion.
#i'm feeling daring tonight#been disappointed for more than two months over the lack of the lord of blood/era of blood and love ending#even though this is my opinion feel free to disagree#it's probably just be being butthurt because there was so much buildup for an ending like this#and yes i know that mohg's robe describes him as a raving lunatic#but one can still hope. and dream#i just feel like all the previous lore for him has been thrown out of the window in favour of the 'miquella is the villain' twist#which is incredible on its own but at the same time it's said that the whole point of the dynasty crumbled as soon as the dlc was released#also i might be wrong so please don't attack me lol#the whole plan about acquiring blood to awaken miquella was still part of his plan i suppose etc. etc.#elden ring shadow of the erdtree#shadow of the erdtree#elden ring spoilers#shadow of the erdtree spoilers#mohg lord of blood#miquella the kind#miquella the unalloyed#(whatever tags work for him now)#mohgwyn dynasty#elden ring
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Imagine the Pevensies, returning to Narnia in Prince Caspian, to find everyone they knew and loved is dead. Imagine them rescuing Trumpkin, meeting Caspian, dealing with the Telmarines--being so busy, they have no time to sit and mourn properly. They can only grieve while they walk through silent forests and make their way down strange riverbeds, can only snatch a few minutes before they fall asleep in between days of travel and days of battle to try to make their peace with all they have lost.
Imagine the four of them at that long celebration after the fight has been won. Laughing and feasting along with everyone else, feeling so much joy, and yet they cannot help looking around at it all. Surrounded by dwarfs and fauns, by living trees and talking beasts and dancing waters, by all their dear new friends, they cannot help remembering other celebrations. Other friends. It is all very like it was, once.
And then imagine figures making their way through the crowd to them. One or two at first, but more and more as the night goes on. Tall figures with flowing green hair, brown skin textured with bark, eyes like knotholes.
Some were only saplings, last time. Some bear scars from lightning strikes and beetle attacks. Many have fallen to storm or age, but still, some are there. Still, time has not passed for them as it has for the rest of Narnia. Wading through the earth like water, they do not come to meet the Pevensies, do not come to gape at the kings and queens of legend. They come to greet their old friends.
Trees live a long time, you see.
#the chronicles of narnia#dryads#fanfic#narnia fanfics#prince caspian#pevensie siblings#my fics#nova actually posts stuff#i realized this a while back and it would not leave me alone until i wrote something so. uh#does anyone want any feels about trees tonight#just. the thought of some of the pevensies' old friends coming back to them#i'm not crying you're crying
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it really truly feels like only yesterday that we were absolutely starving for anything about season 2. like every couple of days we were placing new bets about an announcement or a trailer. it feels like just yesterday that we found out it was going to be an october release because of david jenkins appearing on a podcast. yesterday we were losing our minds about those first promo images. and then the teaser. and then the trailer. it doesn't feel real. and now we're 8 days out from the first three episodes dropping. what the fuck?
#time isn't real and i've made you all up in my head <3#i'm feeling fuckin WEIRD about it tonight#remember how we straight up just had like 0 new content for over a year???#were we okay??#god damn#ofmd#ofmd s2
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Yuma Kagiyama: Werther » 2023 Grand Prix de France
#yuma kagiyama#fskateedit#figure skating#gp france 2023#program#caught up on some galas and i'm obsessed with this program#i have literally watched it so many times#it takes everything good about yuma's skating and elevates it#the gorgeous lines and long sweeping edges on the music the softness of his hands#it's a very classical program but in the best way and it suits him so well#i'm just continuously in awe of how much he's improved this season#he said he wants to use this as his olympic season sp and i can't wait#though part of me is afraid he'll have to water down the choreo to make it a competitive program#it's so perfect the way it is now#i am VERY in my feelings tonight#like wow i love fs i love that skating like this exists and we get to see it
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You could say that I have strong feelings about this ongoing debate
#critical role#we can all have coffee on Ludinus' grave and debate the nature of morality until we're blue in the face. but priorities.#cr spoilers#bell's hells#HHHHHHH false dichotomies are not a friend#the choice is not a binary Gods Or Predathos#and you should not pick Predathos just because you don't like the other option!!!!!#anyway i have uhhhh 15 memes that i made tonight because that is who i am as a person#also. also. hey. guys. everybody.#if your philosophical debate is leading you to go 'idk maybe the murderers are onto something'#boy HOWDY you better have the information to back that up!#the thing is I'm not mad this devate is happening i think it's very realistic that people would get caught up in this debate given the given#i have just painstakingly cultivated the ability to have an argument and i have strong feelings about rhetoric#[bangs on a pot lid with a spoon] CONSIDER ALL ANGLES BEFORE YOU DOUBLE DOWN ON A POSITION#if you're curious#yes i am EXACTLY like this in a real life argument i have been told i am infuriating to argue with#both because of my love of Sources and because of my need to be absolutely dead sure of something before i get in a fight about it#which have the annoying tendency to make me like. not lose a lot of fights.
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you can tell the sharks lb is deeply unwell bc instead of cancelling mackblack for being an antivaxxer they threaten to inoculate him every time he fucks up
#joy. by any means necessary.#I PERSONALLY think we need to talk more about the mpox vaccine in hockey. marta is right we need to give mackblack the mpox vax#MY DOCTOR MADE ME GET IT and it was the most annoying 8 weeks of my life#oh you think a covid vaccine is inconvenient mackblack? try getting a shot that turns your arm a weird color while nurses yell at you#to not touch your arm for eight weeks#forbidden injection site....no touch....but you just want to touch...it looks weird and feels weird#'ugh covid vaccine doesn't do anything--' give me ur arm. i'm going to give u a new horrible experience#and then we are going ** **** 😊#hockey for ts#fresno oilers.txt#hey guys i discovered tonight that the ikea delivery guys fucked up REAL BAD#and gave me $600 of free furniture. and i only discovered this after the guy i hired from taskrabbit built ALL OF IT#so i'm like in a really good mood all of a sudden. free furniture for me and my friends#have you ever been given $600 of free ikea furniture? it's an incomparable rush
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man this thing is crazy. I can’t show off half the things it does because the video/casting software needs some updates, but like....... I spent the morning sitting under a TREE creating 3d models IN THIN AIR.
it was absolutely surreal being surrounded by birdsong, warm sunlight, being able to see every leaf on the trees around me crystal clear....... AND being able to see AND INTERACT WITH virtual objects on top of reality with that same clarity.
just..... literal, real-life holograms. out in nature. words honestly cannot do it justice.
anyways. my new life goal is to get a solar-powered backpack charger and then never go inside again 🌳🌲🌴🍃
#auropost#i legitimately feel like i'm dreaming#like it is SO difficult to describe what it does to your brain to reach out towards an object#that all of your visual perception tells you is REAL#AND THEN IT'S NOT THERE#BUT IT IS THERE?? BECAUSE YOU CAN WALK AROUND IT AND MOVE IT#you just can't TOUCH it#...../yet/#i can't even think about haptic gloves right now my head will explode#anyways uh#look forward to tonight's stream LOL i cannot guarantee i will be in any less shock
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HELLO THERE
My name is Emile, I'm a Proship selfshipper who loves drawing other people's Self Inserts above anything else and for this week and this week only I am opening $10 RUSH ORDER SKETCH COMMISSIONS!
Do you want a drawing of you and your F/O for cheap and don't mind it being a little rough? Consider DMing me and you could get something like This!
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From right this very second through Thursday night my DMs will be open to anyone interested! I only have Paypal to accept payment so please be aware of that!
Thankyou for your time!
#Emile's Arts#Proship Selfship#Proselfship#Selfship#self ship#self ship community#Commissions open#art commissions#TO PEOPLE WHO SEE ME TALK ABOUT COMMISSIONS WHEN I'M IN AN EMERGENCY DON'T WORRY#I'M FINE#I actually meant to make a post like this MUCH earlier this month#I'm getting a chance to go to my first ever In Person Pokemon event this weekend and I'd like to have some money to spend while there#But then me and my dad started going crazy renovating my brother's old room for when Zayne comes to visit next month#And it totally slipped my mind till we were buying the tickets tonight#SO#Rush order coms it is#Just sketches so I can get them done as fast as possible#Thankyou very much for reading and/or reblogging this post if you did it means a lot to me#Hopefully posting this at 3:30am isn't the worst decision I made but Eh#I'll just make another shorter post tomorrow if I must#Oh also second bonus;#When drawing a new character I tend to do warm-up personality and outfit sketches#They're mostly just for me but if you wanted to see those as well I'd post them with the commission sketch for an extra $5#but I feel silly advertising that because they really are For Me kinds of quickhand sketches so fkgjfkdg#If you read these tags and want those as well let me know!!#Thankyou very much again for reading!!!
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god i love having friends. i love friendship. it's the best
#just. HNNNNGH what do you mean i have people from all over the world that care about me and check in and give me advice#and give me their thoughts from their beautiful brains#and YES I'm feeling sappy tonight DEAL WITH IT#going to have to do a world tour at some point now that i have Money lol i want to give everyone hugs and pet their pets and AAAAAAA#ok enough sappiness for one night before I go message everyone in my friend list how much i love them
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