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It's pretty annoying having to scan basically every artist for i/cest shit in any media that has siblings because most of them hide it on alt accounts/platforms/sly tags and that's a big reason why I'm too burnt out on reblogging art
#literally the word 'pr/ship' feels so dumb to me like it's just gross shit#it's why i fell hard out of submas since if that wasn't the case the 'neutral' artists supported it/stayed quiet#like holy shit I've found a good few artists here on twitter being into that nasty shit just by scrolling#like i shouldn't have to find out on another app on accident to see the person I'm supporting caters to that garbage#'we want to be left alone and ship what we want btw we're gonna violate everyone's boundaries because fuck the purists'#imagine thinking you're a victim because you make art of i/cest and make it your entire personality to consume that media-#and then purposely get into spaces where people are uncomfortable with it/getting joy out of that#'why not reblog stuff without doing it' cuz i don't want someone's shit on my page when they're actually a garbage person#i really don't understand 'lol the purists are upset' -> 'omg they're so mean to us' just because most people aren't on their side with it#literally an anon came into my partner's inbox taunting him about touching his stuff like a 6 year old#imagine preaching 'don't like don't look' but when normal people say 'don't touch my stuff' you reverse and cry 'it's not fair'#or saying how you're proud about the gross shit you make but you have alts to hide it/lie about it like 𤨠thought you were proud of it#it's just annoying when im looking for good trigun/submas/dmc/etc art and see the person who made it ships the twins#like cool#and it ends up becoming a long list and it becomes annoying to look for art to reblog#idk I'm bitching and it's something that's gross#rosebud posting đ
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So idk if I'm requesting in the right place. But I would love a twst scenario with a yuu that just says all their intrusive thoughts. Like just out of NOWHERE, as they reach for a water bottle hanging out with the first years they go.
âI robbed a house back homeâ
Or when Azul tries cornering them with the twins for something they just blankly turn to Floyd going.
âduck off you look like you can't steer a shopping cartâ
But feel free to do it with whoever you want and if you don't want to do mine that's perfectly fine and I hope you have a great day :)
certainly!!
summary: reader who speaks all their impulsive thoughts type of post: headcanons characters: heartslabyul, octavinelle, scarabia, diasomnia additional info: platonic or romantic, reader isn't specified to be yuu, reader is gender neutral author's note: for some reason I had the hardest time thinking up new nonsense, so many of these dialogue lines are from lewis carroll poems, which I have a wonderful nostalgia for. check those out as well!
Ace and Deuce are pretty much used to you saying whatever's at the top of your mind... with no filter
so used to it that it barely even registers with them anymore
whenever it's quiet, they can expect you to come out with some incomprehensible nonsense.
if you didn't, they'd probably ask what's wrong
"I robbed a house back home,"
"Yeah, okay,"
Riddle, on the other hand, gets frustrated alarmingly fast
despite running an entire dorm based on nonsensical rules, he has a low tolerance for outside nonsense
and... well, despite his name, he's not really a fan of riddles
Trey matches your energy immediately
no joke. he doesn't even bat an eye
"I eat plastic,"
"hm. sometimes I eat muffin wrappers,"
honestly, sometimes his tangents get even weirder than yours
Cater probably wasn't listening very closely when you first started going off, or maybe he's just become accustomed to riddles, though the next time you say something he just thinks it's cute
might use your "thoughtful anecdotes" as a caption for his next post
would it be surprising if I were to say Azul is used to randomness?
Floyd has a tendency to say the strangest things out of nowhere, after all, and the sea itself can be a surprising place
he does not, however, appreciate how you keep speaking in tongues when he's trying to have serious business conversations with you
(seriously, how hard can it be to swindle one person?!)
"Please, just talk normally,"
"But the mome raths outgrabe!"
he doesn't know what that means, but it sounds like an insult
...and then will refuse to converse with you again until you're in a "better mood" (in his own words)
Jade, on the other hand, finds you quite fascinating
he keeps a little notepad on him just to jot down the things you say. why? you can't imagine. he just finds it interesting, you suppose
"'Twas brilling..."
"Really? How interesting. Go on,"
Floyd isn't really paying much attention
your funny words amuse him at best and annoy him at worse
if you ever find yourself in a bad place with the octotrio, you can just say something like:
"You look like you can't steer a shopping cart,"
and Floyd will take actual offense to that, and just straight up leave
(much to Azul's dismay)
Kalim adds on right away
and keeps going
and keeps going... and keeps going...
"How doth the little crocodile improve his shining tail..."
"Oh, I know! He pours waters on every shining scale,"
at one point Jamil has to pull you aside and beg you not to encourage him
"No promises!" is your answer
Kalim even buys a parrot to add onto the fun
it becomes a three-person (or two-person-and-a-bird?) act
...even if you're not really doing it on purpose
Jamil is who ends up taking care of the parrot while it squawks your old nonsense thoughts, though
he likes the parrot much better than either of you
Malleus will entertain you based on his own curiosity
none of his other human classmates speak in such odd and puzzling words, so he knows it's a "you" thing
might try to solve them if they sound like riddles
but he mostly just thinks they're cute
"O, oysters, come and walk with us,"
"How interesting... I do wonder where you come up with all this,"
Sebek will listen to you because Malleus does, and Silver has enough nonsense to deal with as it is. will definitely fall asleep while you're talking to him
Lilia responds in like terms
meow at him? he'll meow back
in fact, he'll meow at you every time he sees you until you say something else to capture his curiosity
might go ahead and start speaking to you in tongues before you even say anything
he just thinks you're neat!
#twisted wonderland x reader#twst x reader#riddle rosehearts x reader#trey clover x reader#cater diamond x reader#ace trappola x reader#deuce spade x reader#azul ashengrotto x reader#jade leech x reader#floyd leech x reader#kalim al asim x reader#jamil viper x reader#kinda...#malleus draconia x reader#lilia vanrouge x reader
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WHAT ARE UR HEADCANONS 4 DAISUKE X READER??????
Pairings: Daisuke x F!reader
Warnings: a lil cringe, maybe some cursing, not proofread, probably contains grammar mistakes, ENGLISH isn't my first language!!
(A/N): OMG I LOVE DAISUKEđđ ANYWAYS THIS IS KINDA SHORT AND RUSHED BECAUSE I WAS EXCITED TO WRITE THIS I'M SO SORRYđđ -> m.list
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CRUSHING/CONFESSION
Hear me out, you fell first he fell harder.
I am very confident that at first he didn't even realize he himself had a crush on you... Like, he wanted to make you laugh more than he wanted to to the others, he always wanted to help you and be there for you... So, he pieced two and two together, and figured out that he actually was in love with you.
If he were to tell someone (probably not) it would OFCCC be our nice old man Swanseaâşď¸
You see, Daisuke is very... Uhm, an idiot, so he won't understand when you're flirting with him. That's just him, he's too dense. You have to speak up, or else he won't pick up.
He always cracks jokes around you just to try and make you laughđ
But like, it's so obvious he likes you
He's following you like a lost puppy, eager to please you in ANY way.
He's crushing on you so hard...
You kinda notice it since he just helps you with everything, offering help with your chores or just anything in general.
HE THINKS HE'S HIDING IT SOOO WELL BUT IN REALITY AT LEAST SOMEBODY CAUGHT UP TO IT (probably Swansea duh)
Let's say he's the one to confess first...
He would do it on accident for SURE. Do what you will with that information, let your imagination get ahead of youđ (I'm actually lazy that's why I didn't write it but yeah whatever sue ME)
So then, he realizes what he said and then you also confess and BOOM, he's all over you. Good luck trying to get rid of him (who tf would do thatđ¤¨)
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DURING THE RELATIONSHIP
This man will go show you off the moment you two have an established relationship (unless you don't wanna)
RANTS TO SWANSEA ABOUT YOU
No but fr Swansea's probably tired of hearing him babble about you, he seriously had to force him to shut up just for a small moment of peace. BUT he secretly likes the fact that Daisuke is happy so likeđ¤
Daisuke is a really energetic guy so I feel like if you match his vibe he's never gonna let you go
LISTEN TO MEEE, he loves both physical affection AND words of affirmation, he's big on BOTH.
If he could, he would hold your hand forever, NEVER would he let go of you. He wants to hold you, close, for as long as possible.
If you decide at some point to sleep in the same bed, you will get cuddles every single night.
Big spoon or little spoon, he doesn't care. Just TOUCH him, in ANY way, he doesn't care and doesn't mind just do it!!
OMG PRAISE HIM
He always searches for your compliments, just PRAISE HIM please, tell him you're proud of him or something IDKKKK
"Did I do good?" "I'm doing great, right?"
UGH if there's something he loves most about you (he would kiss every inch of your body but whatevs) it's definetly your laugh.
Okay, maybe it's the way you praise him at the end of each day.
Okay, no, MAYBE it's the way you play with his hair while he slowly drifts to sleep from your soothing touch.
Okay, maybe he just loves you wholeheartedly and would do anything for you (he's whipped)
I imagine that he seeks out for head pats. Just pat his head. Pet him or sum idk ask him.
While in bed, he definitely headbutts your palm just to let you know what he wants. Cause like at first he just nudges you but if you don't get the hint, he'll straight up headbutt your hand (I saw someone say this and I love you for that)
CALL HIM A GOOD BOY UGHHH
Lowkey imagine if you called him a good boy tho that's crazy
I have to say that I think Daisuke, as much of a dumbass as he is, listens very well.
He's surprisingly very good at comforting you
He might now understand you, but he listens, and tries his best
TELL HIM YOU'RE PROUD OF HIM OMG
He's gonna find cheesy nicknames for you so buckle up >â .â <
Daisuke LOVES kissing you, there, I said it.
Whether it's a small peck on the cheek or a full on make out session, he's gonna enjoy it and THANK you.
He sometimes wonders how he pulled you nglđ¤¨
If like, some sort of small argument got in between you, he'll be apologizing on his knees and begging you to forgive him with snot running down
Imagine you called him a good boy that'd lowkey be crazy
If you somehow ever decide to wear a piece of clothing that belongs to him, it WILL be yours.
He's gonna squeal like a school girl and compliment youuu
Overall 10/10 boyfriend. He's sweet, charismatic, energetic, a bit of an airhead, kisses the ground you walk on, and bonus for being handsome.
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Can't Help It
pairing: dbf!leon kennedy x fem!reader
summary: your dad's coworker needs a housesitter, but the house isn't the only thing you'll be sitting on (haha pls laugh)
cw: nsfw (18+), smut, p in v, masturbation, oral (m receiving), age gap (i imagine early 20s/late 30s), both reader and leon are kinda pervy but not in a skeevy way <3
word count: 5.3k
a/n: hi hi i am back! this was such a pain to write for no reason, but as always, i hope people enjoy. i'm not sure what trope this really falls under, it's probably more accurate to say dcw (dad's coworker), but we'll go with dbf for convenience. i might make a part 2 of this idk. also, i know the header images are really giving graphic design is my passion but... it is what is lol. as before, thank you for all the support on my last fics. if you reblogged or commented, i'm giving you a smooch rn. and just wanna say that i do take requests. if anyone is interested, don't be shy ;) any who, feedback, reblogs, and comments are appreciated! <3
When your dadâs new coworker asked if youâd be interested in housesitting for some easy money, you couldnât find a reason to say no. Agent Kennedy, like your father, traveled for work a lot. Often gone for weeks at a time, he needed someone to watch the place and take care of menial tasks like getting the mail and watering the plants. It paid well and all you had to do was basically live in his house.
You had met him several times in passing before he offered you this job, and he was always nice to you. He would say hi when youâd come down for a snack while he talked to your dad in the living room. Heâd ask how college was and about the different classes you were taking. One time he even told you about some old band he liked that he thought you would too. And that was all great.
But what was even better was that he was fine as fuck.
You had a fat crush on him from the moment you were introduced. The way his eyes pierced right through you but in the softest way. How his lips curled into a knowing smile while his hand gripped yours in a firm shake. The way he said âpretty name for a pretty girlâ when you told him your name. From any other middle-aged man, that would have been so corny and had you internally shriveling up. But from him⌠you had to fight the urge to get on your knees then and there.
Heâd approached you about watching his house, saying something about how there had been some nearby break-ins in empty houses and it would be a good way for you to get some spending money and blah blah blah. You were on board as soon as the opportunity to have more of him in your life presented itself.
Unfortunately, it was the nature of housesitting that you rarely saw your employer. You would see him when you showed up and when he came home and that was it. But those moments were enough to sustain your delusion.
The first time you came over, you walked into the house, glancing around the den of the man who enraptured you. It was pretty basic, but you figured that not being home a lot would be the reason for that. When you were done trying to psychoanalyze him from looking around his house, he gave you your own set of keys with a wink that had you blushing an embarrassing amount.
âThank you, Mr. Kennedy,â you said softly.
âCall me Leon, Sweetheart,â he replied.
You had to look away to conceal your giddy smile. You didnât think he noticed the effect he had on you. Or if he did, he didnât care about your pitiful infatuation. But other times, you could have sworn he did this kind of thing on purpose.
Your first stint in the house went smoothly. You made sure to do everything he asked and even cleaned up the place a little bit. When he returned from wherever his work had taken him that time, he seemed impressed to your delight. He looked around, making small talk with you before writing your check.
âYou get up to anything crazy while I was gone?â he said, smirking as he scribbled his signature on the small rectangle.
âYeah, I was real wild - I brought out your vacuum for probably the first time.â
He laughed, handed you the check, and teasingly purred âgood girl.âÂ
Now, he may have been joking, but your panties nearly soaked through with arousal regardless. You yet again hid your revealing expression as you said a timid goodbye and headed out to your car. You were shifting your thighs together the whole ride home, fantasizing about being a good girl for Agent Kennedy so he would relieve that ache between your legs that clouded your thoughts.
Honestly, all of this made you feel pretty pathetic. Lusting after your fatherâs coworker, now technically your boss, who was a good fifteen years older than you. Blushing and squirming every time he said something more than âhi.â Werenât you better than this? But then youâd see those thick biceps and mysterious eyes, and the answer in your mind would be a resounding no.
Because honestly, you werenât better than this, you were so much worse. After the good girl incident, you decided that if he didnât want you yet, he would. You would make sure of it. From then on, every time you were housesitting, you wore your most revealing outfits, did your hair all pretty, and even tried special perfume so youâd smell extra nice.
But none of it seemed to work. He kept up his regular teasing and charm, but to your dismay, he hadnât railed you on that sad leather couch in the living room. You tried to convince yourself that his gazes lingered longer and that his touches were more strategic, but that felt like reach even for you.Â
It was so frustrating. What more could you do? You touched his arm while he spoke. You laughed harder at his corny jokes. You even hugged him once or twice when you could justify it. You tried to drop hints every way you could without literally just trying to seduce him, and he did not seem to care. You nearly gave up. You decided that maybe you should just cut your losses and spare yourself the humiliation. Leave yourself with some dignity and resign to just being his housesitter.
You would have done this if not for the fact that he lets you sleep in his bed while heâs gone.
His house was meant for one person. It didnât have a guest room. He told you on your first gig that you were obviously allowed to sleep in his bed since the alternative was the aforementioned sad leather couch in the living room. He told you to bring whatever you needed to be comfortable - sheets, blankets, pillows - since youâd be there for weeks at a time.
At first, it was too weird. It made you feel dirty, sleeping in his bed while harboring your secret carnal desires. But goddamn, that couch in the living room was uncomfortable. You stuck it out for the first time, but the second time you housesat, you relented and dragged your belongings back to the room youâd forbidden yourself from knowing.Â
His bedroom, like the rest of the house, is pretty blank, but thereâs a little more personality here. It made you feel like such a stalker, but you couldnât help making observations, right? You got to see the type of cologne he wore, the few dusty books he kept next to his bed, what kind of stuff he crammed in the nightstand drawers. It sounded creepy, but you just had curiosity, right?
You set yourself up in his queen size bed, draping the plush blanket you brought with you across the mattress. The bed was comfy enough, but the absolute best part, the part that kept your fantasies alive and well, was the way the sheets smelled like him.
You nearly moaned when you took a deep breath, filling your nose with that familiar scent. It gave you such a rush pushing your face into those smooth gray linens. It was so wrong, but you couldnât help shamefully slipping your fingers beneath the waistband of your shorts to play with your swollen clit. You clutch the sheets in your fists as you writhe on the bed, whining as you fantasize about your special agent.
Leon had gone years leaving his house desolate without an issue. All that nonsense about potential burglaries and spending money for you had been total bullshit. Itâs not like there was anything of value in his house anyway. Those excuses served only as a way to get more of you in his life. He thought housesitting was a happy middleground, a tether to you without being obvious about his motivations.
Ever since he saw you for the first time, heading out your front door, offering a timid ânice to meet you,â he had been hooked. You bewitched him with your sweet temperament, that soft laugh when he told you bad jokes, those gorgeous eyes projecting all the emotions in that pretty head of yours. God, you were so fucking cute.
You made him feel like a dirty old man, sick and perverted for coveting his colleagueâs daughter. The embarrassment he felt within himself when heâd notice he was staring at your tits or imagining how your soft lips would look wrapped around his cock was immeasurable. Even though the guilt boiled inside him, he couldnât stop himself. He craved you. He started finding more opportunities to visit your house, hoping he could steal a few moments of your time. Thatâs when he knew enough was enough.
Having you as his house sitter worked perfectly. He could have his moments with you without feeling too disgusted with himself. Even though he liked to tease every so often, he kept it friendly. He noticed that you, on the other hand, seemed to be doing everything to change that.
He wasnât a fool. He could see the changes in your appearance. Those skimpy outfits youâd flaunt yourself in drove him crazy. The way youâd playfully roll your eyes and brush his arm had his cock twitching in his pants. It was becoming all the more tempting to spread you out on the dining table and take what he wanted. But he still wrestled with that part of himself that said to not take it too far. That you deserved better.
That was until you started sleeping in his bed.
He had come home after your second gig, given you your check, and sent you on your way quickly because he was exhausted from his mission. He went straight to his room and collapsed on the bed. He could tell the sheets had been freshly washed by the soft feel, but also because you were always going above and beyond to please him. Despite the recent cleaning, he swore to himself he could smell some of your perfume on them.
He looked like a madman, smelling his bed sheets for the faintest hit of that scent. He groaned, picturing you lying here, your beautiful body sprawled out on his bed. He inhaled deeper while conjuring images of your unkempt hair and sleepy eyes. It wasnât long until his dick sprung to life as he saw images of you with one of his pillows between your legs, whimpering as you drag your dripping cunt back and forth along the fabric. He couldnât help the need to desperately pump his cock to sinful visions of his precious girl.
This morning itâs about six when Leon unlocks the front door and quietly walks inside. He completed his mission hours before. He was tired, but it had been short, only about a week, and relatively easy. He told you he would be home in the evening, but heâd finished earlier than expected.
He trudges through the house and down the hall to his bedroom, collapsing in bed at the forefront of his mind. Itâs not until he reaches the door and hears your deep breathing that it occurs to him that his bed is currently occupied. He gently pushes the door open and walks in, planning on rousing you so you could get your money and be on your way. When he sees you though, that plan vanishes from his mind.
The sight of you nearly melts him into a puddle. He pads closer to the bed, careful not to disturb you. Your shiny hair is draped across the pillow as you lie on your stomach with one leg hiked up. Your arms rest close to your face, their raised position causing your t-shirt to ride up and allowing him to see your waist. The blanket was tangled between your legs, and his eyes are immediately drawn to the junction of your thighs covered only by those thin panties you wore.
Despite your beauty, he controls himself. He pulls the blanket over your lower body and sits beside you to contemplate his next move. He came up with a few different things he could do, but all he wanted right now was to watch you sleep. He felt like such a creep, but you looked heavenly in this state. His ears strained to hear those delicate exhales coming from your parted lips.
He could just go sleep on the couch until you woke up. He could just wake you up and offer to let you stay until you had your bearings. Or he could just let himself enjoy this a little more.
He wanted to wake you though. He wasnât fully sure of what he was doing, but if there was any part of you that had reservations he wanted to know. It would rip his heart to shreds if he frightened you somehow. He begins rubbing your back in long soothing strokes. He makes small circles with his fingers every so often. You stir a little, but donât wake.
He continues his ministrations, smiling at your sleeping form. He uses his other hand to brush your hair from your face. He strokes the locks away from your closed eyes before leaning closer to you. He can smell that familiar scent that had driven him to humping the sheets for the last few months.
âHey Angel, need you to wake up for me,â he coos in your ear, his hot breath fanning across the side of your head.
It slowly registers inside your unconscious mind that you arenât dreaming. Actual fingers are coasting along your back. An actual voice is coaxing you back to reality.
A low hum emits from your throat as you shift to face the source of your disturbance. Your eyes open, still heavy from sleep, and Leon enters your field of vision. For a second, you wonder if youâre still dreaming.
âThere she is,â he whispers, giving you that charming smile. He runs his fingers along your jaw and tilts your chin to turn your face completely in his direction.
You feel your brain malfunctioning as he floods your senses. The morning light coming through the window illuminating him as he looks down at you. The deep timbre of his voice speaking to you. His rough fingertips dragging across the smooth expanse of your cheek.
Soon as your eyes come into focus and your mind clears the fog of sleep a little, you grasp enough of the situation to feel a jolt of panic. It felt like you woke up late for school. You shoot up in bed and look at him with wide, apologetic eyes.
âOh my God, Leon, Iâm so sorry. I thought you wouldnât be back until tonight. Iâll be ready in a minute. Just-â you ramble. You go to fling the blanket off of you, but remember you didnât wear shorts to bed. You have to sit there, looking at him as you feel heat creeping to your cheeks.
âHey, itâs alright,â he cuts you off with a quiet chuckle, gently catching your arm when you sit up, âI finished a little early. You donât need to rush out the door. I figured youâd still be asleep.â
The look in his eyes soothes you. He has that rugged, worn out look that he gets when he comes back from missions. Your heart rate falls back down to normal levels, but your eyes still cast downwards, a little embarrassed heâd caught you unprepared. His fingers trail up and down your arm, and you shift a little to try and hide the fact that your nipples are hardening beneath the flimsy fabric of your shirt.
âThank you. Iâll be up in a few though. I know youâre probably tired,â you say, giving him a sheepish smile.
He moves so that heâs further on the bed with you. He lays back on the pillows and looks up at you, rubbing your back how he was before you woke up.Â
âMmmm, I am, but you still donât need to rush. Iâm not gonna complain about a sweet thing like you warming my bed,â he says, that teasing smile spreading across his face and his fingers starting to trace patterns exclusively on the small of your back.
Your eyes flit away as your own smile grows on your face. How were you supposed to be normal about this? You look down at your hands in your lap and mutter a thank you.
âHoney, you really donât need to be so shy all of the sudden,â he says softly, but thereâs a smug lilt to his voice as well. You bite your lip as his hand begins fidgeting with the hem of your shirt.
He canât help the smirk and predator-like glint in his eyes that form at your reaction. This was it. That little smile and refusal to meet his eyes was all he could stand. He was closing in now. The flirtation between you two had gone on long enough. He wanted this, and if you wanted it too, his mind couldnât find a reason to deny the two of you any longer.
âSweetheart, if you have something to tell me, you can come out and say it. I donât bite. Unless you want me to,â he says as he reaches up to pull your hair behind your shoulder and out of your face, âAnd, lately Iâm starting to think thatâs what you want.â
You look over to him now, your eyes staring into his. Your limbs feel weak, disbelief coursing through your veins. Your thoughts stampede through your mind, but you eventually force the words from your throat.
âI think I want that too,â you breathe. Your heart seizes at his brows playfully rising. You lay down on the bed, resting on your side so that you and Leon are face to face. Your pulse thunders in your ears while you try to conceal how shaky your breathing is.
He scooches over to you, pushing you on to your back and propping himself on his elbow so heâs positioned above you. He leans down and presses two faint kisses to your cheeks. Pulling back, he looks into your eyes and strokes your cheek again with the same soft and slow movements.
âThink, babydoll? I think you know what you want,â he whispers, dragging his thumb over your bottom lip, âI think youâve known for a while. Wearing all those cute little outfits, prancing through my house and brushing against me like a kitten. You were just begging for my attention.â
You squirm slightly under the spotlight of his affection. Somehow, you maintain eye contact even though every cell in you feels the urge to look away. Part of your mind wonders if heâs still teasing. If heâs about to pull away and leave you wanting.
Before you could overthink anymore, his head lowers to the crook of your neck. He takes a deep breath of you as he moves himself further on top.Â
âNow, youâve got it, but all you had to do, sweet thing, was ask,â he says as his mouth ghosts over your neck, âThatâs all you have to do right now. Just want to hear that you want me as bad as I want you.â
âYes,â you whimper without a second thought, âPlease touch me.â
âThatâs my good girl,â he hums as he begins kissing your neck. The kisses are soft. Theyâre barely there, but theyâre overwhelming to you. You canât help the pathetic sound that leaves your lips as you tilt your head back. The hand that had been touching your face trails down to your waist and begins caressing your side under your shirt.
His tongue gently laps against the skin of your neck between kisses. Your whole body is starting to heat up while simultaneously getting chills. Every inch of you aches for his touch. Your thighs subconsciously spread as your breathing becomes heavier.
Leon lets out a small laugh at your display. âYou must really want this Baby. Just a few kisses and rubs and youâre already mine,â he murmurs as his lips move up your neck and down your jaw. He kisses your lips next, giving your bottom lip a little nip.
Another needy sound escapes your mouth. You return the kiss and flick your tongue against his lips. âI do, wanted this since I met you,â you moan, your body writhing for more.
âNaughty girl,â he teases against your lips, âThatâs okay though, Angel. Iâm the same way. Wanted a handful of these pretty tits since I saw you.â His hand moves up and kneads your breast. His fingers massage the flesh before centering and pinching your nipple.Â
You whine and arch into his touch. Your eyes flutter as your face contorts with desire. He slides over you, straddling your waist. He stares down at you and takes in what was finally in his grasp. He coos for you to sit up a little while he pulls your shirt off of you. You comply and then flop back against the pillows. Now exposed from the waist up, his eyes feel even more intense. Heâs locked on to the view of your tits.
âOh, Sweetheart,â he mutters, âEven better than I imagined.â His hands cup the sides of your breasts, groping them a bit. You can now see his cock beginning to strain against his jeans. Your mouth waters at the sight, but itâs gone when he leans down to take a nipple into his mouth.
His tongue circles the peak before lapping against it, drawing more whines from you. Your body arches into his touch while his hands never let up their fondling. You take your lip between your teeth again. He moves to give the other nipple the same treatment, leaving the other one cold as the air touches the saliva-coated skin.
He plays with your breasts for a while more before drifting down your abdomen, lavishing your stomach with kisses. He squeezes your waist as he playfully tugs the hem of your panties with his teeth. He looks up at you deviously. âYour nipples were so hard, I bet your pussyâs fucking soaked for me.â
All you can do is nod, any verbal response tangled up in your esophagus. He leans back on his knees and swiftly pulls the garment off. His pupils seem blown out as he gets a look at your cunt. He pushes your thighs to your stomach, spreading you out for his gaze. You felt so exposed, at his mercy as he held you there and just looked at you. Your arms reach down and pull at the hem of his shirt.
âWanna see you too,â you whimper with pleading eyes.
âYeah?â he says with a soft smile. He leans back and pulls his shirt off. It takes everything in you to hold back a gasp. âBeen fantasizing about me, have you?â
Your eyes rake along his chiseled abdomen, drinking in every line and shadow of his muscular frame. You reach out and pull him back on top of you. His grin grows, and he indulges you. You connect your mouths again, this time sliding your tongue inside his. He groans at your sudden eagerness. He runs his hand through your hair while you feel up his back, exploring the definition there.
You give him a little push, signaling that you want to roll over. His body flips over and takes you with him so that youâre positioned how you wanted. You make out for a minute more until you pull back, looking at him with your lustful eyes and swollen lips.
âWanna suck your cock,â you say simply, sliding down his body so that youâre lying between his legs. You nuzzle against the bulge in his pants before unzipping them and tugging them down.
His eyes follow your every movement. He pets your head as you rub your face against the outline of his dick. He tilts his head back and lets out a sigh.Â
âThatâs a good girl, just gotta give you some love and then you loosen up, donât you?â he coos.
âMhm,â you hum. You kiss his solid length over the cloth of his boxers. Then, finally, what you had been waiting for since meeting Leon. You loop your fingers over the waistband of his underwear and pull them down, unveiling his beautiful cock.
You wrap your fingers around it, just an exploratory touch. You feel the veins in your hold and the heat radiating from his shaft. You slowly bring your head to the tip to give him some tiny licks. Your eyes dart to his face, looking for approval.
Leonâs chest ached from the way you were looking at him like he was a god. When your tongue sticks out and your eyes return his stare, he nods at you and keeps stroking your hair. Your lips soon wrap around the tip, and you bob your head a little. He groans and his hips twitch.
âThatâs a good girl, baby. Good fucking girl,â he moans as your head slides further down his member. His fingers lace through your hair, pulling a little.
The praise only makes you more enthusiastic. You move up and down with more speed, making lewd slurping noises as you work. His hand on your head and his sounds of pleasure has heat collecting in your belly, leaking out of your dripping pussy.
His head rests against the head board as he watches you with half-open eyes. His eyes squeeze shut and his body tenses as you push your head all the way down, taking him into your throat. Spit trickles from your mouth and drips on to his pelvis.
âFuck, Sweetheart,â he whimpers, tugging on your hair a little. You taste his pre cum leaking on your tongue. A gagging noise comes from you and his hips twitch harder. He barely restrains himself from bucking up and lodging himself deeper in your throat. You moan around his cock, driving him even crazier. He feels the rush of an orgasm approaching and tugs your hair with more firmness, guiding your head up and off his lap. You whine softly as you lose the taste of him.
âSorry, pretty girl, donât wanna cum just yet,â he says.
You crawl back up his body, so youâre in his arms again. You kiss his cheeks and the corners of his mouth as he rolls the two of you over so heâs on top again. He connects your lips in a deep kiss, tasting himself on you as he drags the tip of his cock through your slippery folds.
He doesnât tease for long though. Soon enough, heâs pushing himself into your tight cunt. You both let out a symphony of sinful noises. Leon watches as your face contorts with pleasure as he stretches you out. You both felt a budding sense of satisfaction after finally receiving what you craved for the last several months.
He bottoms out inside of you. His head falls forward against your neck. He pants as he holds himself together and lets you adjust, keeping an iron grip on your hips. Your fluttering around him as you accommodate his girth. Your nails lightly dig into his back while you cling to him.
He begins thrusting with slow and deep strokes. You moan out his name a few times with a variety of expletives. He keeps his face buried in your neck, grunting as he feels the velvety sensation of your walls around his length. His motions become more fluid as he finds a rhythm with you.
âThatâs right Angel, better than your dreams?â he murmurs against your neck.
âYes, fuck, yes,â you whimper, âSo much better. Think your cock was made for me.â
âThat so, Baby? Iâm made to fill up a precious girl like you? Keep you happy and full of cum,â he growls into your neck, his thrusts gaining intensity.
You nod thoughtlessly as he continues battering your insides, gliding over your sweet spot repeatedly.Your arms wrap tighter around him as you feel yourself getting dragged closer and closer to the edge. Your noises become more strained as Leon lays sloppy kisses on the side of your head.
He hooks his arms underneath your knees and brings your thighs up to your abdomen again. His arm loops around and thumbs your clit as he slams himself in and out. Your back arches and you squirm from the rush of white hot pleasure. Youâre right there, not able to hold on for much longer.
âIâm gonna have you so full of my cum today, itâs gonna be dripping out of you still the next time youâre here,â he grunts into your ear, âMake sure your pussy remembers me till I can fill her again.â
His vulgar words rip a high pitched moan from your throat and cause your eyes to roll back. âFuck, Leon, Iâm gonna cum,â you whimper.
âGo ahead, sweet girl. Squeeze me nice and tight,â he moans, his own voice getting strained.
You do as he says. The orgasm overtakes you. You release a strangled cry as your body rhythmically rolls into the feeling. Your pussy clamps around Leon tight, sucking him deep and keeping the attention on that blissful spot. The thrill of satisfaction rushing through your mind only works you further. Your eyes flutter and your lips part as you completely let go.
As he watches you cum, he notes that it might be the most beautiful thing heâs ever seen. The sight of your gorgeous body writhing and trembling because of him. The primal sounds of your moans and cries. Itâs too much for him. He growls and grunts into your neck, fingers digging into the flesh of your hips. He snaps even harder into you and floods you with his sticky, hot cum.
You both ride the waves of euphoria together until you both start coming down. He basically collapses on you as he catches his breath and you wipe the sweat from your brow. After a minute, he pushes himself off of you and flat on to the bed next to you. He gazes at the ceiling as his chest continues to rise and fall with the need for more oxygen.
You sit up slowly, realizing he probably wants you gone now. Like he said, you feel his cum leaking out of you as you move to grab your panties from the corner of his bed. This is how you expected it to be, but it still hurt a little. Nothing you couldnât handle though. Your pulling them back on when your snapped out of your thoughts by Leonâs arm around your waist, dragging you to him.
âWhere do you think youâre going?â he asks teasingly, spooning you and softly kissing beneath your ear, âYou got what you wanted and now youâre running out?â
âOh, uhhh⌠I thought youâd want me to leave,â you say quietly.
He guides your face so youâre looking at him. His eyes are still soft but more serious. âYou think I would just fuck you and then throw you out on your ass? Youâve been sleeping in my bed for months, but you donât know me as well as you think,â he says and kisses your nose, âYou donât have anywhere to be today, yeah? You thought youâd be here till later anyway.â
You nod in agreement, your eyes casting down with some embarrassment over your assumption.
âHey, donât get all shy on me now. Thereâs no reason for it,â he teases, âWe have all day for me to show you how I want to take care of you. Just give me a moment, Iâm not as young as I use to be.â
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Homelander x SupeTeen!Reader
Idk ya'll Homie has really been getting on my nerves recently. I wasn't exactly sure where I was going with this one at first, but I LOVE the way it turned out. It was a doozy but it was SO FUN to write! This isnât proof read just yet so please donât yell at međ
Summary: You meet your biological father for the first time at Vought Tower after your adoptive mother's unexpected passing...he's not exactly what you expected.
Word Count: 1.8k
Warnings: Homelander (Obviously), death of a parental figure, mentions of death, manipulation tactics, awkward parental conversations???
Being a Supe had never been easy for you, though, luckily you had never been forced to live in a lab. Soon after you were born, one of the Vought scientists had taken you in as her own, -due to the fact that your biological mother had died during childbirth- directly going against Vought's policies. She was found out eventually, to no one's surprise...but this breach in policy gave headway to a new experiment. So, she was allowed to keep you and raise you as her own. You were raised as any other child would be, but you were treated with extra caution...and being the only Supe in school wasn't exactly a cake walk. But the worst thing you had experienced was a little bullying, but your doting, caring, adoptive mother put an end to that rather quickly by talking with the school board. The first 15 years of your life were...tolerable, if not ideal. It was supposed to stay that way...until your mother was found dead at her place of work.
It had only been two weeks since your mother died. In those two weeks, you had been relocated and told, verbatim, that your father was one of the most iconic Supes in the world...Homelander. Now? You were sitting in The Seven's meeting room at Vought Tower, anxiously toying with the handle of the swivel chair you were sitting in. Part of you was still just...numb. Everything you had ever known had been ripped away from you seemingly overnight. Any other child would be over the moon...but you? You were just...detached. You were pulled out of the endless depths of your own thoughts when a voice echoed off the walls of the room.
"Hey there, kiddo!"
You looked up from your anxious fiddling, and were met with the blindingly white smile of your biological father. You did your best to give a convincing smile back, sitting up a bit straighter in your seat. His presence wasn't exactly the most comforting. He tilted his head to the side a bit when you didn't respond.
"You're Y/N...Right? Hopefully we didn't get the wrong kid...that would be awkward, wouldn't it?" Homelander asked with a laugh. He sort of stopped in the center of the room, looking you up and down, like he was trying to evaluate you...to decide your worth. You nod sheepishly.
"Yeah...yeah. That's me." It honestly didn't help that you were the age that you were...it made it more awkward somehow. Homelander didn't say anything for a moment, almost like he was waiting for you to say something else. When you didn't, he sort of chuckled.
"You're not very talkative, are you?" He asked. You had opened your mouth to respond, but he cut you off. "I guess that's understandable. Meeting your old man for the first time is no small feat..." He paused for a moment as he evaluated your expression. "I'm sorry to hear about your mom...tough stuff there, kiddo." You took a breath when he mentioned your mother. It was all so fresh...and there were so many things you had recently learned that she had never told you. You didn't even know she wasn't your biological mother until after she died.
"Mmm...Don't be sorry...not your fault."
Oh, the unknown irony of that statement.
Homelander let out a small scoff and frowned. Admittedly, the frown looked incredibly fake...almost like he was mocking you.
"Still...I can't imagine what you must be feeling. I mean, to find out that she was keeping so much from you...after she died...? That must pack an even worse punch." You sort of stiffened in your seat. You weren't exactly stupid...you could read his tone. He was hiding his insults towards your mother with a cruel, mock sympathy.
"She only did it to protect me...I know she did. She wasn't a bad mom, she was amazing, actually." You respond, almost matter-of-factly, your eyes glowing red ever so slightly. "I know raising a Supe couldn't have been easy for her...she had her reasons." It was incredibly hard to talk about your mother in any way, considering she had only died two weeks ago. Homelander sensed your tone, and put his hands up as he noticed the flicker of light in your eyes. It suddenly became clear to him that you couldn't control your powers, which almost made him smirk.
"Hey now, of course she was...Absolutely no hard feelings towards your mom...But I know I would have never kept things from you like that. And registering you at a public school, knowing you're a Supe? That's just...cruel." You were going to continue defending your mother...until he mentioned school. That was something you couldn't exactly convince yourself was a great move on your mom's part.
"School was...a different story. It was rough." You said, pulling your legs up onto the swivel chair so you could hold your knees to your chest. Homelander nodded as he took a few steps closer to you, his hands now at rest behind his back.
"So I've heard...I spoke to your therapist." That comment turned your stomach a bit. Wasn't everything you spoke about with your therapist supposed to be confidential? Homelander noticed the slight change in your expression. "Don't worry, Y/N...I didn't dig into any of the gritty teenager things..." He chuckled, "I was just curious to learn about your school situation. You're a sophomore now, right?"
"Yeah...I will be. In the fall." You said quietly. Homelander smiled, where he now stood beside your chair at the point of the uniquely shaped table.
"Well that's fun, isn't it?" He asked as he pulled out one of the other swivel chairs and pulled it towards him. "One more year and then you're one of the big dogs." You nodded, watching his movements as he sat down, facing you. Everything about him just seemed so...strange. Even the way he moved. It looked almost calculated...and was mildly unsettling.
"I guess..." You said quietly. You sighed as you rested your chin on your knees, grabbing onto the table to reluctantly turn your chair to face his...it was only polite.
"You don't seem too thrilled..." He started, his blue eyes meeting the identical set that you possessed, "Was school really that bad?" That was more of a rhetorical question on his part, he knew everything about you.
"The teasing sucks...They call me 'Laser Eyes'..." Homelander stifled a laugh when you said that, to which you narrowed your eyes.
"I'm sorry...I'm sorry!" He said with a chuckle, "That is the stupidest insult I've ever heard!" Homelander took a moment to stop laughing before he looked back to you. "Look. I'm not laughing at you, kiddo. I would never. But Laser Eyes...? Really? They couldn't come up with anything more original? I mean...Even I'd be hesitant to insult you considering you could just laser them in half." He said. His smile was almost manic looking.
"What?" You asked, almost dumbfounded. "I would never...I could never." You said. You pulled your chin off your knees, your eyes still narrowed.
"Why couldn't you? You're a Supe...aren't you? I mean...mommy swooping in and bribing administration to take disciplinary action against those little shit stains isn't exactly making you out to be the strongest person..." You almost immediately sat up correctly in your chair.
"She bribed the administration...?" You ask softly. Homelander gave a mock frown as he noticed your eyes become glossy.
"You didn't know? Gosh...How much was she keeping from you?" You swallowed as he spoke and tried your best not to cry. The last person you wanted to look pathetic in front of was Homelander...Especially considering his earlier comment about it not being a good look that your mom always had to swoop in and save you. "Awe..." He started, scooting his chair closer to yours. "Don't cry kiddo...It's not your fault that you're so lost...It's hers." Your eyes met his once again, a tear slipping down your cheek, which you quickly reached up to wipe away.
"Lost?" You ask. Homelander nodded.
"Well, most Supes your age, with your abilities usually already have a professional presence...Or at least know how to use their powers correctly." He said, tilting his head to the side ever so slightly. "I mean, had I raised you? Had you not been wrongfully stolen from me after you were born? You'd already have a place in the Supe community, followers...maybe even a contract with Vought. You wouldn't just be floating in your own little bubble...You'd have a group. A family." Something in you broke when he spoke. Your mother had stolen you from your biological father? And had he raised you, you wouldn't be so...you? So lonely and misplaced? You couldn't help the tears that slid down your cheeks. It was as if your entire life had been flipped upsidedown.
"She...S-she really kept all that from me?" You asked. Homelander tutted softly, almost pitying you. He stood up and held out his arms.
"Come here, kiddo..." He said softly, with a tone of empty sympathy. You almost immediately stood up and buried your head in his chest. At this point....What else did you have? Who else did you have? He chuckled softly as he wrapped his arms around you, his hug firm, considering he was so much larger than you...yet comforting, despite the strange material of his suit.
'It's alright, Y/N...You're right where you need to be. We'll get you up and running with those powers of yours in no time..." He said softly, resting his chin on top of your blonde hair. He caught the reflection of the two of you in the large window that lit the room and his grip tightened, almost possessively. "You're not alone anymore...got it? You've got your dad to keep you company..." You nodded against his chest, sniffling.
"Got it." You responded softly, hugging him a bit tighter. Maybe this wasn't so bad. Maybe Homelander, no, your father was what was best for you. How could you have been living in the dark for so long without realizing it...? You were truly lost. But everything was okay now. You were finally safe, in your fathers embrace.
Homelander smiled wickedly at his own reflection in the window before he rested his cheek on your head. Finally...he had you. His own child that he had been trying to get his bloody hands on for years...Losing another Vought scientist was a necessary sacrifice in the bigger picture of his perfect narrative...and it all started right here. With you. His child. He smiled as he pulled away from the hug, his hands gently squeezing your shoulders.
"How does a milkshake sound, huh? I know Planet Vought has a double chocolate one that's yummers." You smiled and nodded as he moved his thumb to wipe the tears from your cheeks.
"I love chocolate." You said with a small laugh. Homelander chuckled as he turned you towards the door of the meeting room and started walking, his firm hand on your shoulder urging you forward.
"I know."
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I hope yaâll enjoyed! I left it open for more parts so totally let me know if youâd be interested in reading more. Writing for Homes is always a questionable adventure đ Until next time, Adieu!
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Imagine Being Loved By Me (Sylus x Fem!Reader)
Summary:
âIâll relent. Give my kitten a few hours toâŚplay with her toy. To do as she pleases.â
In short, itâs the MC/Readerâs birthday and Sylus letâs her have her way with him.
Pairing: Sylus x Fem!Reader or MC
Rating: Explicit, 18+ ONLY
Words: 4.6 K
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Tags: Light Dom/Sub, Dom!MC or Dom!Reader, Sub!Sylus, Bondage, Cumming (kinda) Untouched, Overstimulation, Porn but there's a thread of a plot
Author's Note: Hope you all enjoy! I haven't really written anything like this in a LOOOONG time so if it's not great I apologize. This is basically just me going hmm, what if you tied him up and made him cry. And well uhhâŚ.idk this happened. If you aren't into Submissive Sylus then I'm sorry, you'll probably want to skip out on this one âĽďšâĽ
You awoke to rays of sun gently fanning across your face. Your nose scrunched up and you stretched your hands above your head, groaning slightly as your joints began to pop. You felt arms wrap around your waist and you smiled slightly, eyes opening slightly, glancing to the side.
âSomeoneâs up bright and early,â Sylus sighs, arms bringing you closer to him. His head moves to the crook of your neck, taking a deep breath and giving you a gentle kiss on your pulse point. Your smile widens, cradling the back of his head and guiding him upwards. You share a small peck before pulling back, adoration clear in your gaze.
âHappy birthday, my love,â he whispers into the morning air. You kiss him again as he envelopes you in his embrace.
The day progresses as any other day would, aside from the fact that itâs your birthday and Sylus will stop at nothing to shower you with gifts and attention. Did you mention a beautiful Tiffany & Co. necklace you wanted? He got you the entire collection. You said you wanted a new purse right? He took it upon himself to get you every Birkin he could find in person. It was all too much for you, having a more reserved and shy personality usually, but itâs your birthday so why not live a little.
Sylus led you from place to place, joining you in all of your favorite hobbies before surprising you at the end of the night with your closest friends and coworkers at the local karaoke bar. Sylus had to use his pseudonym, Skye, just as he did when you had coincidentally met him in a similar circumstance. Only this time, instead of trying to distance yourself from him the entire night, you were doing your best not to drag him towards you and kiss him until you saw stars.
âSweetie,â he whispered in your ear, a shiver running up your spine, âyou still have one more gift that youâll need to open.â
âOh?â You questioned, your eyebrow raising ever so slightly. âAnd what might that gift be? Donât tell me you bought me an entire island or something ridiculous.â
Sylus was silent for a beat, causing you to straighten and whirl around, eyes wide and mouth agape at the implication. He chuckles while shaking his head, eyes scrunching up at the corners. âNo my dear, though it can be arranged. All you need to do is ask,â
âNO, no Iâm definitely happy and definitely donât need you to spend anything more than you already have,â you stammer, a light blush coloring your cheeks. His laughter dies down and he smirks, leaning forward so his mouth is up against your ear.
âNo love, this gift wonât cost me a thing,â his breath fanning out across your ear. Almost as if he could hear your confusion, he clarifies for you.
âIâll relent. Give my kitten a few hours toâŚplay with her toy. To do as she pleases.â
You could feel warmth rush through you in that moment, understanding the implication of his words. You never believed in the phrase âbutterflies in your stomachâ until now, feeling the strange sensation combined with your heart stuttering in your chest, you could tell that it was going to be a long night.
After Sylusâ slight teasing, you slowly begin to exit the karaoke bar, hugging friends and catching up with some old co-workers here and there before finally making a subtle departure. You didnât want to ruin the party for everyone else, but you also had a present waiting at home that had been plaguing your mind for hours now. You snatched Sylusâ hand and started dragging him over to his motorcycle, the man squeezing your hand gently.Â
âI see someoneâs anticipation is slowly getting the best of her,â he teased. The motorcycle came into view, which only made you take larger strides.
âIf I had known how much youâd enjoy this gift, I wouldâve departed a long time ago-â his voice was cut off by you suddenly swinging him forward, leaning him against the bike before cupping his cheeks. His eyes widened before you brought his face forward, your lips colliding in an aggressive kiss, showcasing your pent up frustration. He hummed into the kiss before his hands came to rest on your hips.Â
As the kiss deepened, his hands snake towards your ass, that is until you swatted them away. You broke the kiss to find an adorably confused expression on his face. You lean forward, slightly on your tiptoes to try to make eye contact.
âIâm sorry, I thought the birthday girl was going to call the shots. Isnât that right?â You questioned him with a smug demeanor. His eyes darkened before nodding. You grabbed his chin and pulled him in for another kiss, where it was obvious that you were in complete control. He could feel the smile on your face before pulling back again.
âThatâs my good boy.â
He groans, eyes closing again before you bring him back into a possessive kiss. You wanted to muffle any sounds he might make in case anyone had the audacity of hearing him in this state; a state only you were allowed to see. You broke apart from him again, his eyes opening again and looking towards you for further direction.
âLetâs get you home baby, Iâll take care of you,â you softly tell him, hand cupping his face and thumb gently wiping just before his eye. He nods mindlessly at you before whispering âyes maâam.â He climbs atop of the motorcycle as you follow close behind. Before you realize it, Sylus is weaving in and out of traffic at speeds you knew were nowhere near safe. Could it be due to your hand squeezing his inner thigh, your chest pressed against his back ever so tightly.Â
When you arrive at home, you notice that the twins and Mephisto arenât there to welcome you home. You sigh slightly out of exasperation, taking Sylusâ hand once more before leading him inside the house. The darkness and silence is all encompassing, all that can be heard in yours and Sylusâ breaths desperately trying to calm yourselves of your racing heartbeats.
As you move through the house, you finally locate the bedroom door, noticing that candles had been lit, illuminating the room in a gentle glow.Â
âIâll have to give the boys their thanks later,â you state, giggling slightly to yourself at the turn of events.
Sylus frowns slightly before squeezing your hand harder to indicate his irritation at the mention of the twins. You laugh openly now, ushering Sylus to sit on the bed.
âIt seems that someoneâs a jealous little toy huh,â you speak, an authoritative tone engulfing your words in a new weight. Sylus scoffs, crossing his arms and turning his head to the side.
âAs though you wouldnât be upset with me if I starting bringing up other women in the bedroom,âÂ
âWhat other women Sylus,â you speak up, your hands grabbing his wrists and unfolding his arms. You widen your stance and take a seat on his lap, your index finger and thumb grasping his chin to force him to look you in the eye. He looks at you with a slight scowl on his face, but his widening pupils and growing bulge in his pants tells you that the expression is just for show.
âEnlighten me,â you tease, leaning forward so your lips ghost his ever so slightly, âwhat other women are you talking to?â The question falls upon deaf ears as your hand moves from his chin to his hair, curling around some strands before gripping tightly, tugging his head backwards. Sylus gasps sharply as you feel his cock twitch below you. You move your head swiftly to his neck, kissing up his neck before reaching his jawline just below his ear. You start sucking sharply, nipping at the skin to ensure that a mark appears in your wake.Â
He moans low, his hands fisting the sheets below him. His head falls to the side, allowing you greater access to his neck. You let go of the sensitive skin, but you donât move away. Your breaths dampening the skin below you before you ask again, âAnswer me Sylus: What other women are you talking to?âÂ
âNo one,â he states, sounding out of breath and ragged before groaning again as you bite his neck with pressure just enough to leave a mark. You release his neck before licking a stripe upwards, whispering in his ear, âthatâs a good boy,â before softly biting his ear lobe.
Sylusâ hips buck upwards, searching for any kind of friction. You let out a âhmphâ before grinding down harshly, forcing a muttered âoh fuckâ out of his mouth.Â
âNow that wonât do,â you state, slowly getting up from his lap. He opens his eyes slowly, half lidded. His eyes watch you as you move your way towards the dresser, his breath stuttering as he sees you grab rope you both are all too familiar with. He kicks off his shoes and climbs onto the bed, positioning himself on his knees with his hands behind his back.Â
âHow obedient,â you observe as he sits, awaiting for your instruction, âbut we wonât be in this position today.â He quirks an eyebrow up at you, the ghost of a smirk on his lips. You smirk as well, knowing that the poor bastard had no idea what he had signed up for when offering his last present to you.
You kick off your heels and crawl in front of him on your knees. His chest starts rising and falling more noticeably and he tries to calm his breathing. You start undressing him, giving gentle instructions as needed. He obeyed without any resistance and as you were slowly peeling off his last layer, cock springing upwards and onto his stomach, you heard a quiet moan leave him.Â
You remove the boxers and throw them to the side, attention stuck on the pretty pink length twitching slightly at your gaze. You lean forward, licking a fat stripe on the underside of his cock, reveling in the way his breath stutters and his thighs shake. You give a quick suck to the head before pulling back, raising your head upwards to make eye contact with the man.
âSweetie please,â he whispers, hand reaching forward to grab your waist. You quickly took his wrist and put your other hand on the middle of his check slowly pushing him backwards on the bed, pinning his hands above his head, straddling his hips. You could feel his cock underneath you through your jeans, moving your hips in a subtle circular motion. You hear him whimpering faintly, and you squeeze his wrists before letting them go. His wrists stay above his head, his gaze pleading with you to let him feel you in his rough grasp.
You grab the forgotten rope at your side before cupping his cheek, bringing him into a tender kiss. Sylus attempted to deepen the kiss, but you smiled and pulled away.Â
âSpread out baby,â you say to him, unraveling the rope. He rolls his eyes and spreads out, his hands and feet pointing towards their respective corners.
âYou know, when I offered up this as a present, I wasnât expectingâŚâ he trails off, trying to find the right words, âall of this enthusiasm. I thought you enjoyed begging underneath me, begging for my co-âÂ
He was cut off from his bratty tirade by a sharp slap to the inner thigh, causing his hips to buck and the words to die on his tongue.
âI didnât think I needed to keep that pretty mouth of yours in check,â you say with a bored tone, sighing slightly. You finish up tying the last ankle to the corner of the bed, using a single column tie for his wrists and ankles. As you lean back to acknowledge your handiwork, you can see his arms and legs straining a little, testing out the ropes. Unfortunately for him, the ropes are secure and unless heâs willing to beg, there's no getting out of them now.
You straddle his midriff and he looks up at you with a slight scowl at you tying him down. You cup his cheeks with your hands and kiss him deeply, languidly. Youâre able to take your time now and youâre going to savor every second of it. He kisses you back, matching your leisurely pace.
You part the kiss, a string of saliva connecting the two of you. âI have scissors in the left hand drawer,â you mutter, kissing the corner of his mouth. âThe safe word is Featherstar. Do I make myself clear?â You look at him sternly, wanting him to take this seriously. He nods his head and attempts to lean forward to kiss you once more. You click your tongue at him, moving away.Â
âIâm gonna need you to use your words my love,â you tell him in a hushed tone. He pouts at you but nods again, replying with a simple âYes maâam, I understand.â
âThank you sweetie,â you whisper in his ear, causing him to shiver. You start kissing down his neck, leading the middle of his chest. You start sucking and biting different areas on his chest, knowing that the man would start unraveling at the seams. Sure enough, he was humming and groaning at the attention his chest was receiving.
You moved towards his nipple, dragging your tongue across the sensitive bud. You felt it perk up and start to harden as you swirled your tongue around it in small circles.
âOh sweetie, fuck,â he sighs, his arms straining against the ropes. He lets out an annoyed huff followed by a low pitched groan and you start to suck on the raised bud. You continue sucking and your other hand caresses his side, trailing your fingers upwards until they reach his other nipple. You tweak the unoccupied nipple in between your fingers, pinching and rubbing it in small circles similar to your tongues movements before swapping the two. Your mouth comes and replaces your hand while your other hand comes up to caress his pec.Â
Sylus moans and twitches underneath you, becoming more and more agitated by his inability to touch you. âBaby, when will you release me? This is getting a bit boring, donât you think?â He tries his best to keep his voice from wavering with arousal.Â
You look up at him and bite down on his nipple, causing the man to moan and tip his head back on the bed. You release his nipples and kiss your way to the center of his chest again. âBargaining isnât going to work my dear, Iâm afraid youâre just going to have to get used to this.â
He tries to calm his breathing as you start caressing his body, your fingers applying feather light pressure to him, goosebumps rising on his skin. You venture lower until youâre sitting back, his cock straining against his stomach in a red color that looks somewhat irritated from the lack of attention.Â
Your touch delicately brushes against his length, his cock jumping and twitching with every touch. âYouâre killinâ me sweetie,â he says, sounding out of breath. You continue the movements, making no effort to apply anymore pressure or stimulation. He whimpers as his dick starts leaking a constant stream of precum, creating a shallow puddle on his stomach.Â
âYou can come just from this canât you?â You ask, tilting your head to the side. He shakes his head slightly before flinching as your fingers gather some of the precum, teasing the tip. His thighs flex, trying to plant his feet onto the mattress but to no avail. You giggle at his reaction, playing with the slit before leaning forward, licking the shell of his ear.
âDonât you want to make me proud? It is my birthday after all,â you purr into his ear, his breathing becoming erratic. You could tell he was close, all he needed was some pushing. You took your free hand and grasped his hair.Â
âDonât you want to be a good boy, make me proud?â You say, tugging his hair so his head would be pulled back. He made a choked off noise and shut his eyes suddenly, whimpering as he came, hot streaks of cum shooting up towards his chest. You could see the veins in his arms protruding from being restricted. You smiled, cooing in his ear praises of how well he was doing.Â
Sylus took a few calming breaths before looking at you, his eyes glassy and gaze filled with longing. âPlease baby, let me go,â he tries again. You shake your head before getting up, straddling him again. He quirks an eyebrow before you start to undress yourself, shimmying out of your jeans and pulling off your top, only left in a matching underwear set you treated yourself to for your big day. His eyes widened as he gazed upon the maroon lace seemingly painted across your breasts.
His distraction was evident as you started to crawl your way upwards, pussy hovering over his face. Even so, his eyes had not left the lingerie once. It seemed as though he was unaware as to what your next move would be, completely taken aback by your choice of attire to ask any questions. You gripped his hair again to tilt his head backwards so he made eye contact with you.Â
âTry to keep up,â you stated, using your other hand to push your panties aside. His mouth drops open, saliva beginning to pool in his mouth. Before he can retort, your thighs spread further apart, sitting yourself on his mouth, nose nudging your clit. You moan out as he tongue begins to work you open, lapping up the wetness with a new refound vigor. You started rutting against his mouth, grinding downward so his nose would grind against your clit at an addicting pace.
âYour tongue-â you groan, removing your hands so you could place them behind you, leaning back against his thighs, âGod youâre good at this.â You gripped his upper thighs, feeling the firm muscle underneath your hands quivering. You lifted your hips up and away from his mouth for a moment to let him catch his breath. The smug satisfaction pools in the pit of your stomach as you see his chin glisten, mouth open while he takes a brief reprieve.Â
âYou better get your ass back over here sweetie-â he starts, impatience in his voice. You roll your eyes at him once more pushing yourself back into his mouth. âIâm gonna need to punish you for speaking out of turn like that, ya know,â you tell him, grinding down harder and harder as he works you open. You gasp as he starts fucking you open with his tongue, moaning at your taste.Â
You glance behind you and find not only is he fully erect again, but it seems heâs just as close to release as you. And well, we canât have that can we?
You could feel yourself getting close, and as rode him harder and faster, you reached for his cock behind you, squeezing just under his head. Sylus whimpers loudly in response, but continues to bring you closer and closer to the edge.
With one last nudge of his nose against your clit, your eyes rolled in the back of your head, body going stiff and you came on his tongue. You could feel him pant against your thigh as he tried to calm himself, hips thrusting upward to try and reach his release as well.
âLove please let me come, please, you tasted so good I wanna come too, please,â he begs, mumbling against the inside of your thigh. You pull back from his mouth as he whimpers in protest. You raise up, letting go of his cock as it falls against his stomach heavily. You take off your bra and panties, looking at him with a devious glint in your eye.Â
You grab him by the chin so his mouth would open slightly. âOpen up,â you ordered and he reluctantly obeyed. You realized he was going to try to come up with a witty retort, but you knew how to satiate him for the time being. You took your panties coated in your wetness and shoved them in his mouth, gagging him. His eyes rolled in the back of his head and moaned loudly.Â
âDonât worry Sylus, I just wanted to save your stamina,â you tell him, moving backwards so your cunt was hovering over his cock. He shivered and moaned at the feeling of you grinding down on his dick, heavy with want and radiating with heat. You moved your cunt against him, slicking up his dick. You finally lifted up and grabbed the base of his shaft, circling the head around your entrance. He started breathing heavily through his nose, the pressure from his yanking causing the ropes around him making the bed frame creak.Â
âSuch a patient boy, youâve been waiting so nicely,â you gasp out as you slowly start to sink down on him. He moans loudly, voice muffled by the panties. You take him inch by inch before sitting fully on him, feeling filled to the brim. All that can be heard are the desperate breaths between the two of you. You place your hands on his abs before raising yourself up, tip almost slipping out. As your hips come down forcefully, you hear a punched out moan escape Sylus, little noises escaping him the more you move, however slight.
You start riding him with new vigor, bouncing up and down on his cock, trying to get him to reach deeper and deeper inside you. His moans are becoming louder and louder, with whimpers escaping him whenever you take a moment to sit and swivel your hips in circular motions. The sounds Sylus begins to make sound more and more frantic, wobbly from desperation.
âItâs ok, cum for me Sylus. Fill me up, I wanna be filled with your cum,â your tone sounding strained and you uncontrollably start moving on his cock, desperate for him. It only takes a few more times bouncing on his cock before you hear a muffled shout, feeling warmth spread through you. You moan out, a high pitched squeal leaving your lips as you cum around his cock, milking him inside of you.
You look over and see his head lolled to the side, saliva dripping out of the side of his mouth around your panties. You lean forward and gently move his face so he looks at you. You cup his cheek and praise him as you gingerly remove the panties from his mouth. He breathes through his mouth deeply, coughing slightly.Â
You had planned to be done from here, thinking that you've had enough fun, but you canât help but think of how far youâll be able to push the infamous leader of Onychinus. A devious part in you wants to break him, while another part of you wants to give him mercy.Â
You decide to be selfish, still craving more and more from him. You squeeze around his cock and he groans out, mumbling a soft âbaby, pleaseâ. Before long, you start moving in circles again, and Sylus is below you, pleading with tears in his eyes.
âOh God, oh fuck, I donât- I donât know if I- SHIT!â He yells out, tears escaping from the corner of his eyes, head hitting the bed behind him hard as he tries grasping for something, anything to keep him grounded.
âMiss please, please, I canât I- I need to touch you please please,â he begs, voice coming out shaky as you start lifting yourself up and down on his cock again. You were getting tired and felt as though his punishment had gone on long enough.
âJust your legs-â before you could continue, Sylusâ evol appears out of thin air, slicing the ropes that are connecting his ankles to the corners of the bed. You startle, stopping for a second before yelping, bracing your hands on his chest as he plants his feet into the bed, roughly thrusting up into you. You moan out harshly, sounds punching out of you with every thrust of his hips.Â
âYou feel so good around me sweetie, so hotâŚso softâŚkiss me,â he babbles. You prop yourself up and surge forward, meeting him in the middle. Your teeth clash and you can feel desperation in the kiss as you both try to ground yourselves with the other.Â
âSylus pleaseâŚplease I need more, I need you to mark me, claim me, Iâm all yours,â you whimper. His arms flex and his biceps bulge at the urge to grab you, feel your plush skin against his roughened palms. He whimpers at the realization of the restraints, giving you a pleading look that could send you to your knees.
âTouch me Sylus,â you order. Within an instant, his voice evol slashes the ropes and heâs grabbing you, taking you by the hips and physically lifting you up and down his cock. You scream out in pleasure as you can feel your release approaching swiftly. You can tell by his sloppy movements and frenzied expression that heâs close as well.Â
You begin to chant his name over and over, having the words be punched out of you by his thrusts. You feel him hitting you deeper and deeper, fucking his cum back into you over and over again. You grasp the back of his neck and pull him to you, kissing him sloppily.Â
As he returns the kiss to you, you break away slightly with a silent scream, hurdling over the edge and feeling nothing but a white static. Your body feels euphoric and, at the sight of your pleasure, Sylus gasps and thrusts up into you with one sharp movement, cumming hard to the point where it bordered on painful. After coming down from your highs, You languidly grab one of the random pieces of clothing you had discarded before to wipe off his chest.Â
Before you could get up to get some more cleaning supplies, Sylus holds you captive in his arms as he slowly leans back onto the bed, cradling your head and bringing you to his chest. As your breaths slow and the drowsiness starts to appear, you look up at Sylus.
âThank you Sylus,â You whisper to him, kissing the center of his chest. He clutches you harder, kissing the top of your head. âI had no idea my love could be soâŚdomineering,â he chuckled as you blushed, hiding your face into his chest. He laughed once more before kissing your head again.Â
âI donât mind it though. We can play around a bit more in the future but,â he stops, contemplating for a moment. You look up at him with hope and mischief in your eyes. He sighs and holds you tighter, mumbling âmaybe for special occasions only though. Donât want my kitten to get too greedy with her toys now.âÂ
You laugh and hug him closer to you, craving the intimacy of just being close to him. He tugs you upwards and burrows his head into the crook of your neck, taking a deep breath in before he confides, âI donât think Iâll ever be able to let you go.â
You giggle a little at his words and kiss his shoulder, âI donât think I mind that. Not at all.â
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Author's Note: HOPE YOU ENJOYED!! If you'd like to see any other stories or continuations of this let me know, I'd be happy to write some more.
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For some reason, I imagine going to the Bowery King and asking these questions like "Sir I NEED to know! It's for business!"
Small domestic things i wanna know about John wick:
How does he like his coffee in the morning?
On which side does he sleep?
What kind of books does he like ?
What is his favorite casual outfit ?
What art/architecture style is is favorite
What kind of music does he like ? (I bet Jazz)
What are his love languages?
Basically i need a dating profile of him
#btw my hc's if anyone's interested#Coffee: I assume just black#he doesn't add anything in the scene of him making it so#Sleep: Judging on how he feel asleep and got up in the first movie#he falls asleep on his back but then switches somewhere in his sleep#seems like both left and right variant is shown so idk#Head-Canon he's a cuddler so if he feels something next to him he will hug it#it's a threat#Books: I'm not a book-reader so I can't even imagine this#maybe just anything he finds for restoration in his free time#Clothes: I imagine he doesn't care much about his appearance and just wears whatever is comfortable#his style is "Someone's introverted dad standing in a corner on a barbecueâ#Art: If we continue with the âJohn does restorationâ it's probably something old#something that has history in it's cracks and rips#Music: I actually can't decide between Jazz and Old Rock#both?#Love: I imagine it's act of service and time spent together#he's not a talkative person so I don't think words will really mean anything to him#based on the movie gifts might also be it but I don't see him as a materialistic person myself#so it might just have been that he knows Helen's love language is gifts and follows it#which can be kind of like an act of service#Okay this is actually fun to head-canon hehehe
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i want to hold you close, skin pressed against me tight | logan howlett/wolverine
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summary:Â drifting from town to town and never lingering in one place for too long has served you well since you began to realize something might be...different, about you. you've never been able to put a finger on what exactly that difference is, until you end up at the same bar as a mysterious, albeit deeply captivating, stranger. author's note: this literally came from an idea of a reader that could share their own feelings through touch, which then snowballed into an arguably too long one shot (if i'm not careful, that's what i'm going to become known for hahaha) i recently rewatched x-men (2000) after seeing dp&w (twice) and haven't had time to rewatch the others. i know at the end of the first movie, logan leaves the school - so i feel like this would take place, hypothetically, either after he returns/before x2, or between x2 and x-men 3. idk it's not that deep seriously just imagine early 30-something year old hugh jackman's wolverine while you read this <3 kind of still a shithead, not yet entirely traumatized lol!!!
pairing:Â logan howlett/wolverine x f!reader word count: 10,353 (uhhhh hahaha next question) warnings/tags:Â pWp (with, y'all!), sloooow burn, user rhaenyratargcryen had to google everyone's powers multiple times just. be warned
18+/mdni i am sooooo serious and please don't repost with or without asking for permission. i'm not into that kind of thing, if you want to share pls reblog!!!!
title is from she wants revenge's "tear you apart"
Itâs a Sunday, when Logan finds you. Or, youâd soon come to find, perhaps it was you who had been the one to find him.
Youâve grown accustomed to becoming a familiar face at every shitty bar in every small town your drifter lifestyle drags you to, and this hole-in-the-wall in the Hudson Valley that smells slightly of piss and even more of cigarettes is no different.
The motel down the street that youâd unpacked your menial possessions into is the perfect distance from the dive â you could walk home at the end of the night, and not worry youâd find yourself in trouble with a stranger. Well, the wrong kind of stranger.
Sitting at the end of the bar, youâre nursing your third drink in the fading light of the afternoon as it comes through the row of windows to your right when the light blinks out, abruptly, and you look up to find yourself face to face with a very ruggedly-handsome man withâŚmutton chops, you think? You snort. They havenât been in style for centuries.
Your gaze drags across his face, down to his torso, then rests for a beat too long to be appropriate on the way his jeans sit low on his hips, a bit too tight on his thighs if he was to ask you. He stiffens under your wandering eye, watching you carefully as your attention returns to his â begrudgingly, considering heâs disturbing your peace â beautiful face.
Heâs hot, youâll give him that, but you try your best to glare and look unapproachable; itâs a Sunday and youâre drunk on bottom-shelf whiskey, trying desperately to communicate that youâre not quite in the mood for conversation with a stranger at the moment.Â
This man will not take a fucking hint.Â
He gestures to the seat directly to your right. âMind if I sit here?â
You glance pointedly at the rest of the seats at the bar, which are all notably empty, but you say nothing and grunt your indifference. This guy doesnât look the talkative type, but you really hope he isnât looking for a chat. Luckily, he sits down silently and gestures to the bartender, who seems to recognize him and pours him a finger of whatever youâve also been drinking.
From the corner of your eye, you can see that heâs picked up the glass and swirled the liquor around in it, but before he can take a swig, he opens his mouth with the glass practically pressed to it and mutters, âYou know what you are?â
âThatâs an odd fucking thing to say,â you remark, pulling your glass closer to you and closing both fists around it, turning to look directly at him. Your heart stutters as you watch the left side of his mouth curl slightly into a smirk. âWanna explain to me what the fuck you mean by that, dude?â
The man grunts and throws back his whiskey, swallowing it in one go. Before you can get another word in, he lifts his left hand up, flexing his forearm, and you watch as three shiny, silver pieces of metal pierce through the skin between his knuckles with a sharp snikt sound.
âWhat the fuck,â you rasp, pressing a hand flat down on the bartop to push yourself up and away from him in the seat next to you, knocking your own drink over in the process. No one else in the bar seems fazed, like he comes in here and does this â whatever this is â often. He doesnât move, doesnât make an attempt to come closer to you than he is, and eventually your heartbeat calms down, and your flight response becomes a fight response. You bristle, a bit pissed off at what you read as an attempt to scare the shit out of you for fun.
âWhatâs your problem?â
âAinât got a problem, bub,â the man murmurs, leaning against the bar and grinning, the claws retracting. He wipes the backs on his knuckles off onto the thighs of his jeans, blood staining the denim red. âWas just trying to get you to do whatever it is you can do.â
You thank the bartender, who has dropped a rag in front of you to clean your spilled liquor and replaced your empty glass with a full one.Â
âSweetheart, I could smell you the second I stepped foot through that door. I havenât seen you around here before, you new in town?â
Smell you? Youâre about one more strange statement from him away from losing your goddamn mind. âIâm gonna need you to elaborate on what you mean by smell. Please.â
He leans closer to you, that smirk on his mouth a provocation, so close that you can practically taste the whiskey on his breath. âYou ever heard of mutants, dollface?â
âââââ
Now, seeing as that wasnât the kind of conversation you wanted to have in public, you had tried to push him â Logan, his name is, you learn â back by his chest, but the man was an immovable object. Probably a good thing youâd ultimately decided it wasnât worth trying to hit him.
âExcuse me,â youâd uttered, slapping a twenty dollar bill down on the bar top and slipping out of your seat carefully, quickly realizing how drunk you really are. When you right yourself, you turn to him and angle your head to the door behind you.
âWe can have this talk somewhere else, yeah?â
Logan had looked up at the bartender, muttered, âAdd hers to my tab?â and palmed your money to give back to you, following you across the room. When youâd tried to object, Logan had held his hand up and told you your money wasnât good here anymore.
Now, you lead him through the door to your room, stripping yourself of your jacket and kicking at the dirty laundry on the floor at the end of the bed at the same time.
âWant to tell me what the fuck that was all about? Do I know you or something?â
âNo, sweetheart,â Logan says, unzipping his moto jacket and slipping his arms from the sleeves, revealing a crisp white t-shirt and biceps thicker than your neck. You subtly try to shake your head, snap your attention away from them, but he smirks, catching your eye. âYou donât know me. But I think youâre like me. Weâre drawn to each other, you know. Itâs like some sort ofâŚbeacon, a homing device. I was coming to the bar anyway. I knew what you were, second I saw you.â
âAnd you think IâmâŚalso a, what, a mutant?â
âNot think. Know. You seriously canât think of a single thing recently that might have felt a little, I donât know, off? Can you see things you couldnât before? Have you been hungrier? Felt more on edge?â
You squeeze your eyes shut, trying and failing to think of any big change, but you come up short. Shaking your head, you glance back up at him. âNo. No, everythingâs been the same. Iâve been on the road a bit, moving from place to place, but that isnât unusual for me.â
âAny particular reason you chose Westchester County to land on?â
âI donât knowâŚI just,â you blanch, realizing heâs right, except it hasnât been one big change â itâs been little by little. âI felt drawn east.â
Logan considers this for a moment; you can see the ditch between his eyebrows deepen with thought, before he seems to come to some sort of conclusion.
âI think you been in fight or flight for a long time, trying to survive on scraps and strangersâ generosity. Let me guess. No family left? Nowhere to call home? Somethinâ big and bad happen to you?â
You say nothing and he watches a scowl slip across your face, humming when he realizes heâs cut deep, to the bone.
âCâmere,â Logan murmurs, and you take steps backward as he comes toward you, the backs of your calves meeting the bed. He holds his hands up, palms facing you. âHey, okay. I wonât hurt you, I promise. Iâm not in the business of scaring little girls.â
âIâm not a little girl,â you scoff, staring at him out of the corner of your eye as he advances, albeit a little more slowly, on you.
Logan shakes his head. âYouâre still much younger than me, sweetheart.â
âWhat? You donât look older than 31, maybe 32.â
âYeah, well. Looks arenât everything, okay? Iâm just â Iâm not in the business of scaring girls. I wouldnâtâa let you bring me back here if I was going to hurt you; thatâs not who I am.â
You suppose you donât have much choice but to trust him.Â
âI wanted you to come here,â Logan breathes, hands returning to his sides. He gives you a look, asking permission to move closer to you, to touch you, and you tip your head forward in a slight nod. âSo I can do this.â
He grasps your forearm in his hand, places your palm on his bicep, and immediately winces. White flashes in front of your eyes, and a sharp pain nearly splits your head in half. You gasp his name, beg him to stop. When he pulls your hand from him, it almost looks like the print of it has been burned into his skin.
âI have a friend whoâs an empath,â Logan murmurs, pupils blown, once his heartbeat has recovered to its resting rate. âShe has to touch someone, to affect the way they feel. Itâs good for, you know, calming people down in situations where they might be worked up. You, on the other handâŚâ
Logan trails off and you shake your head, bringing your arms up to fold across your torso, shivering gently. âWhat? Iâm what?â
âI think, when you touched me, you made me feel what you were feeling. You were scared of me, huh? I could feel it, immediately. I could taste copper in my mouth, I started sweating.â Logan laughs softly, running his fingers across the skin of his right hand. âMy palms are still sweaty.âÂ
Heâs still staring down at his hands, at the stretch of skin on his arm that still stings with the feeling of you. Your eyes rove over his handsome profile, at his strong nose. His jaw ticks when he looks back over to you, one eyebrow curled.
âSorry,â he adds. âI didnât know it would hurt you.â
Already walking past you, Logan gestures toward the bed. âSit,â he orders, and you blanch and do as he says. He digs a cellular phone out of the front pocket of his jeans and ducks his head, disappearing wordlessly into the bathroom, shutting the door behind him.
Groaning, you fall back onto the bedspread. Fuck, this whole ordeal has sobered you up, and quick. Why is there a strange man in your bathroom? You could make people feel what youâre feeling? What was going to happen now?
You run through every possibility â you could leave before he comes back, abandon your stuff, take your car and run â but by the time you come to any sort of conclusion, Logan emerges from the bathroom.Â
âCâmon,â he says, sliding his jacket back over his arms, zipping it up and gesturing toward the door with his head. âGot somebody who wants to meet you.â
You sit up straight and look around at your belongings. Logan seems to take this hint and starts gathering the articles of clothing strewn across the room, along with those still somehow neatly folded in the motel dresser, ignoring your protests and stuffing them in the suitcase open on the floor against the wall. After a few moments of watching Logan pull together your worldly belongings, you fumble with the drawer on the bedside table, open the bible, and pull out your passport and an indeterminate, but large, amount of cash. Logan eyes it but says nothing, and when you zip your suitcase closed, he picks it up for you without a word.
âYou wonât need to come back here,â Logan mutters as you slam the tailgate on your truck closed. He points to the room youâd just left, then rounds to the driverâs side of your truck and starts walking across the parking lot, looking over his shoulder to shout, âYou can leave your key in the room. Thereâs plenty of empty beds where weâre headed.â
âAnd if I donât want to go?â
Logan stops and turns back to face you, his jaw set. âPretty soon, peopleâll figure out what you are, sweetheart. And they wonât take to you as nicely as I have.â
You snort. Nicely. But you know heâs right. It seems like things are a little different around here, for people like you. But you know that now you know what you are, that will change. As youâre trying to figure out what to say to him, Logan starts backing up.
Youâre still unsure of how to talk to this man youâd only recently met, whoâd already had a hand in changing your life fundamentally, but you hold a hand up, asking him to stop. He does. He watches you carefully, probably trying to decide whether or not youâre going to run away. Youâre still not sure yourself.
âHow did you know that you needed me to touch you?â
âCall it gut instinct.â
âIt didnât hurt, by the way,â you murmur, turning to look at him. A few paces away from you, one of Loganâs eyebrows arches, and you wring your hands together.
âOh yeah?â
âYeah. It felt good.â
âââââ
The place youâre headed â plenty of empty beds, heâd said â is less than a ten minute drive from the motel youâd been staying at, it turns out. Logan had told you to wait by your truck while he went back to the bar to pick up his bike, then drove ahead of you all the way there, your headlights illuminating the back of his body. Wrought iron gates await you, and they ease open as you pull up the long gravel drive.
Logan drops his kickstand and leaves his motorcycle directly in front of a large set of wooden doors, and you slow nearly to a stop, trying to decide whereâs best for your truck. Loganâs one step ahead of you and dismounts the bike, pointing you toward a line of cars on the other side of the little lot, following you on foot as you shift into park and turn the vehicle off.
âWhat is this place?â
Logan is popping your tailgate open when you open your door and he pulls your suitcase from the bed â the act takes him little effort, you notice. You thank him and try to take the case from him, but he shakes you off and leads you to the building.
âItâs a school,â Logan says, pushing through the front door. Immediately youâre greeted with the sound of childrenâs laughter, of feet running on wooden floors, of voices echoing off walls in the distance. You catch the door as it closes behind Logan, trying your best not to be distracted by the subtle opulence of just the foyer.
Logan drops your suitcase by the front window, then unzips his coat, removes it, and hangs it on the coatrack to his right. âWeâll figure out your room situation soon, but I wanna take you down to meet Charles first.â
âCharles?â
âHe owns the place,â Logan mutters, crooking a finger to indicate for you to follow him. âHeâll want to see what you can do.â
Pursing your lips, you decide to press your luck with Logan. âWhat about what you can do? Is it just the claws?â
Logan smirks, coming to an abrupt stop in the dark hallway. He turns to face you, and you can see his teeth shine as he smiles. âWhat? You hoping for somethinâ else, a bigger show than I gave you earlier?â
You stand your ground with him, but your heart is racing, and he cocks an eyebrow like he can tell. He relents, shrugging.
âI heal pretty fast, too.â
Charlesâ office is behind the last door on the left, at the end of the hall, and youâre shocked when Logan knocks, rather than entering the room like he belongs there.
âCome in,â you hear, then realize you hadnât actually heard it. Itâs more like youâd felt it knocking around the inside of your skull. Your heartbeat picks up again.
âItâs okay,â Logan says out of the corner of his mouth. âHe does that sometimes.â
The door opens, and youâre met with an almost-empty office â only a bald man sat behind a large wooden desk.
âSo,â the man says, folding his hands upon the tabletop. No hello. No, itâs lovely to meet you. âYouâre an empath, are you?â
âI â I guess?â
âHm,â he murmurs, glancing at Logan, who stands behind you and to the left, slightly.
âShe is, Chuck,â Logan assures Charles. âI felt it myself. She can show others her emotions, make them feel what she feels. She was scared when she met me â had my heart racinâ. I could see myself through her eyes.â
He hadnât told you that part, and you worry heâd noticed that your heart hadnât only been racing because you were afraid. Charles clicks his tongue, and surveys you, your dirty shoes, the wild look in your eye, and clears his throat.
âIf you wouldnât mind, young lady, Iâd quite like to feel for myself, as well.â
A blush heats up your face and you step forward, throwing a tentative look at Logan over your shoulder. He nods, dispelling any fears, and you step forward until youâre standing at the edge of Charlesâs desk. You reach across, shaking, and take the manâs hand in yours.
âOh,â Charles murmurs, his pupils dilated. âThatâs certainly new. Youâve no need to be afraid, dear, we only want to help you. As Iâm sure Logan told you, itâs a dangerous world out there, for our kind.â
âAnd weâre safe here?â
âYes.â
Logan brushes past you and rounds Charlesâs desk, leaning down to murmur something in the manâs ear. You can hear their hushed, hurried voices, but canât make out what theyâre saying, and the longer you stand there as an onlooker, the more out of place you feel. You shift your weight from your left foot to your right foot and look out the window as they talk.
The sun is setting outside â the late summer glow illuminating the office, warming your face â and you decide to clear your throat, drawing the menâs attention back to you.
âIf itâs alright, Iâd like to be alone for the night. I think.â
âThatâs alright, yes,â Charles smiles, raising a hand and curling his fingers inward. The door opens behind you, and you jump. âThis is a lot for one day, I understand. Logan, if you would show our guest to a spare room? One in your wing, perhaps, in case she is in need of anything.â
You glance at Logan and watch him nod, then turn and wink at you. You roll your eyes at him. He doesnât know you, and the familiarity with which he interacts with you is unnerving, but at the same time, you find him intriguing.
Itâs almost like the man you met at the bar and the man guiding you out of this room are two entirely separate people. The man from the dive was overeager, compensating for being the one thing there that was out of place. This man is relaxed. This is his home.
You wonder as you watch him if this is who he really is.Â
âCharles is telepathic,â Logan murmurs, almost as if he can also hear your thoughts racing. He glances over at you, holding your eye a beat too long. âHeâs also telekinetic.â
âHence the door opening on its own.â You pause. âAnd the creepy voice inside my head.â
Logan chuckles, shrugging and bending down to retrieve your suitcase from where it now sits at the bottom of the staircase. You watch the muscles in his biceps flex, your mouth suddenly going very dry. âYou get used to it. People say he can read every mind within a two-hundred-and-fifty-mile radius of wherever he sits. Canât imagine all that noise all the time.â
Humming your consensus, you follow him, gaze trapped between his broad shoulders. Even the back of his neck is enticing. âIf he could read my mind, why wouldnât that have been enough for him to know?â
âThereâs something different about what you do,â he says, guiding you up the stairs to the second floor and down a long, carpeted hall. âIt requires touch. Charles can read your mind, sure, but thereâs more to your influence than just your thoughts. Itâs baser, more animalistic.â
Finally, the two of you come to a dead end, and Logan opens the nondescript wooden door to your left. He walks inside without waiting to see if youâll follow and places your suitcase down on the end of the twin-sized bed against the farthest wall.
âYou need anything, Iâm two doors down across the hall, okay? Seriously. Anything.â
You havenât moved from where you stopped in the doorway to watch him, one fist pressed against the frame youâre leant up against. He brushes past you, so close you can smell his cheap aftershave, the whiskey on his breath still lingering, though he hasnât once seemed drunk. The hint of something more pungent. You open your mouth â before he gets too far, you want to ask him the question you havenât yet had the courage to voice.
âLogan?â
The man pauses, his face inches from yours. Your gaze flicks between his eyes, then down across mouth, to where his throat moves as he swallows. âHm?â
âWhy are you helping me?â
What you mean is, You donât seem like a generous man. What you mean is, Iâm not afraid of you, but I havenât yet decided if I can trust you. What you mean is, Why me?
He pauses, considering your question, then places one hand on your bicep and squeezes. His eyes are wet, like someone who remembers too much and not enough. Before you can catch your breath, heâs moved on, that same hand now wrapped around the doorknob of his own room. A small smile graces the lower half of his face. It doesnât quite reach his eyes.
âI got a habit aâ pickinâ up strays.â
âââââ
The days pass by quickly, and theyâre exhausting. Thereâs a war brewing, they all say. A war none of you had ever asked to be a part of, but have no choice in joining. You wake daily before the sun rises, called downstairs to do endless exercises to strengthen your control over your ability, youâve come to think of it as. The problem is that youâre not sure youâre capable of the things they need you to be capable of.
âCan we stop, for today?â
Youâre bent at the waist, arms dangling, both hands clutching the opposite elbow. It helps you decompress. This isnât physically tiring work, necessarily, but the mental strain is undeniable. Youâre avoiding Charlesâs gaze, which you know will have a disappointed glean to them.
âWhat, canât handle it already?â
You perk up at the sound of Loganâs voice, and when you turn your head towards it, you see him walking towards you across the yard, light wash jeans slung low on his hips once again. The sleeves of his white tee are rolled up, straining against the corded muscle of his biceps, the collar cut into a V at the front.
Since you first met him, youâve learned a few things about Logan: one, heâs Canadian. Two, he can drink you under the table, and he will absolutely let you drink yourself to sleep, but he always makes sure you end up in your own bed at the end of every night. And three, his powers are more than just the claws: he has a regenerative healing power, alongside superhuman strength, and superhuman stamina. The thought of that last one makes you blush.
You spend most evenings with him on the floor of your room, drinking cheap whiskey while he chain smokes and deals you in after every round of cards he kicks your ass at.
âNeed to work on your poker face, darlinâ,â he always says, smirking and shuffling the cards again with his lithe, thick fingers.Â
And on the nights when you canât find sleep, he sits up with you in your room, reading Hemingway and Steinbeck and Fitzgerald, even some Stephen King, while you curl up on your side and let the even sound of his breathing lull you unconscious.
You get used to each otherâs presence. You donât talk much while you sit together â is there really anything more to say? Heâd clocked you that very first day. You were alone in the world, before, but not anymore.
He doesnât do this with anyone else, you notice. Allow them into his small circle of trust, or whatever this is. Youâre friends, you think. He hasnât let himself have many of those.
Youâve also learned a few things about yourself, the most important being that with some practice you no longer get a splitting headache using your ability; that you can control when and how you use it; and that youâve been meditating on some other, perhaps more enjoyable and creative ways, to make use of it.
Although youâd tried to deny it from the start, unfortunately â mostly for yourself â the attraction you feel toward Logan is unshakable. Heâs rough, and sharp, and impermeable, but he seems to have a soft spot for you. You canât tell if itâs the circumstances under which the two of you met that have him feeling that way, but youâve developed a fun back and forth over the last few weeks.
âWhat, sweet cheeks,â Logan pokes at you, left hand on his cocked hip. âIs it that hard for you, still?â
Shaking your head, you grin at him, one hand cupped over your eyes to block the sun behind him. You turn to glance at the back of Charlesâs chair, already heading away from the two of you. Your attention falls back on Logan.
âCâmere, then,â you murmur, standing up straight and mirroring his body language. One of his eyebrows arches and his canine teeth appear as his smile widens. âIâll show you how easy I can get it goinâ.â
As he crosses the remaining bit of yard between you, that smug look on his face, you channel fury. You push every ounce of attraction and good will you feel toward Logan out of your mind, and you think: anger. Iâm angry. At my circumstances. At what the world does to people like me. At how much Iâm underestimated â at how much I underestimate myself.
By the time Logan has made it to your side, hand already outstretched, youâve made up your mind. And you place one hand on the side of his face.
Immediately, you feel heat, but the cracking headache from that first day youâd met never comes. Instead, you feel an ache deep in your gut, a wave of want, of assurance that youâre where you need to be, with exactly the right person. You hold your palm against him for another minute and his face falls forward, towards your chin, before he wraps his hand around your wrist and pulls it away, gasping with relief when you let him go.Â
Loganâs cheeks are flushed, and when he looks back up at you, chest heaving, you realize he hadnât felt your anger. You didnât have much to be angry about â sad, sure; scared, yes â so anger must have been the wrong emotion to pull from. Youâd wanted to get him worked up, but not like this.
Instead, you worry youâve just ruined any ounce of trust the two of you had built between you. He shoves his hands into the pockets of his jeans and leans away from you, his eyes running from the top of your head, down to where your own hands now sit at your sides.
âIâll talk to you later, kid, okay?â
Logan doesnât let you respond, instead turning to leave you standing, heart falling, lost in your head in the middle of the yard, while all around you birds chirp and children play.
âââââ
âWell, well.â
You jump, the back of your head snapping against the top of the inside of the fridge, and you groan, pressing the heel of your hand to the now-tender spot, pulling it away to see if youâve made yourself bleed.
âBurning the midnight oil?â Logan laughs, padding across the kitchen and rubbing a hand against the top of your head where you knocked it. âSorry, bub. You okay?â
âI donât know. Ask me in a few minutes when my eyes uncross.â
Youâre too focused on the feeling of his fingers against your scalp to think about anything else. You glance down at Loganâs flannel pajama pants and his bare feet. He grabs you by the shoulders and steers you against the kitchen island behind you.
âLemme get you some ice.â
You watch, back pressed to the edge of the counter, as Logan pulls a tea towel from one of the kitchen drawers and a tray of ice from the freezer, popping them out onto the towel and folding it into itself, wrapping the tail to give you something to hold onto. You prop it against your skull â instant relief. You eye him warily, accusatory.
âWhat are you down here for anyway?â
âSame thing as you, I think.â
Logan refills the tray with water and places it back into the freezer, and this thoughtfulness surprises you, youâre embarrassed to admit. You wouldnât have thought him to be so considerate. Then again, he had just handmade an ice pack for you. Your eyes glaze over and your mouth goes dry just watching his fingers work.Â
You havenât seen him for days, not since youâd accidentally let him feelâŚwhatever it is you feel for him. Every day when youâd gotten out of bed, even when that was before the sun rose, he would always already be gone from his room, the door open and his duvet cover tucked neatly underneath his mattress. He hadnât taken any of his meals in the dining room with the rest of your peers, hadnât joined in on any sparring sessions like he usually loved to do. His bike had stayed parked outside â youâd kept an eye out for it every day. Youâd begun to worry that something had happened to him.
The silence starts to dig into you. You canât help it; you have to break it.
âThought you died, I didnât see you for so long.â
âYeah, well. I had some shit to take care of.â
You scoff at that. âI saw your bike outside, Logan, you never left the school. What kind of shit did you have to take care of?â
Another beat of awkward silence, and you canât stand whatever wall has come up between you. You want to knock it down.
âYou remember what you said to me in that bar?â
âWhatâs that?â Logan looks up at you, a sharp look in his eye. A warning, almost, but unfortunately, youâre feeling a little bolder than usual. Perhaps youâre concussed.
âYou said that we were drawn to each other because of our abilities. I think maybe that wasnât the only reason we found each other.â
He leans back against the freezer and stands quiet for a moment, his chest rising and falling with each steady breath. His dark eyes regard you in the dim light of the kitchen.
You step forward into his space, one hand coming up to press against his chest, through his shirt. The other, the one holding his makeshift ice pack, lands at your side.
Loganâs breath catches in his throat at your touch and he swallows around it, his heart stuttering under your palm. Heâs waiting for the feeling to rush into and overwhelm him. It never comes.Â
Logan exhales, then reaches up to tuck a stray strand of hair behind your ear. Your cheeks flush a furious red and he chuckles at the feeling of it against his fingers. Youâre tempted to shift your hand over to touch his skin, to fill him with this rush of unexpected desire you feel, but you canât quell your thoughts that that would be a bad idea. Even though the position youâre in right now might be regarded as a bad idea, too.
Since you met, heâs made it abundantly clear he doesnât see you as anything more than a friend â if that. But youâve been replaying the other day in the training yard in your mind, and you canât shake the feeling that maybe heâs got the same desire you do.
âYou know, youâre right,â Logan murmurs, and you cock your head, looking to his face for an explanation. He takes the towel full of ice from your hand by your side and holds it against your head for you. âWhat you think about me, itâs all true. Iâm not a nice man.â
âI donât know. You say that, but you seem pretty nice to me. You took me in. Youâre helping me understand what I am, what I can do. Logan, fuckâs sake, you tuck me into bed when I drink too much.â
Logan laughs softly, tilting his chin to take you in from a different angle. Your heart squeezes in your chest.
âI just canât figure you out. You act all mean and tough and scary, but I see the way you look at me, and Iâve only known you, what, a handful of weeks? I see how you are with some of the students. I see how you are with Charles. You got some deep, dark past you donât want anyone knowinâ about, sure, but youâre a nice man, Logan. Youâre soft on me. I can tell.â
Considering you for a moment, Loganâs lips parts to respond, then he thinks better of it. His eyes fall from yours to the way your chest expands with every breath. Youâve wondered about you and him, and that one look gives you all the courage you need to say it.
âSince I got here Iâve had this feeling, that with you and me, thereâs something bigger. Tell me you feel it too, that Iâm not goinâ crazy. And if you donât, Logan, tell me that, then. Anything to stop this awful, sick feeling I get whenever you walk into the room.â
You wait to see if heâll tell you to fuck off, that he doesnât see you that way. That heâs soft on you, sure, but this is as far as it can go. Instead of saying anything at all, he surges forward to claim your mouth with his.
The kiss is hesitant, at first, before Logan can figure out whether youâre going to push him away or not, but when you open your mouth to deepen it, it turns furious. Itâs all teeth, tongue, Loganâs hips caging you in and driving you back against the counter behind you. Heâs got one hand wrapped around your waist, the other gripping the countertop, and when you carelessly bring a hand up to rest a hand against his cheek, Logan gasps against your mouth. The towel full of ice finds its way into the sink.
Shocked, he peels himself from you, panting. You hadnât thought about whether youâd project or not when youâd touched him â and if his blown-out pupils are any indication, heâd felt it. All of it. The ache deep in your gut and the clench of your thighs. The flare of your nostrils as his scent hits you, heavy and earthy and masculine. The undeniable way you fit against him, your chest pressed to his, the shock of his hips aligned with yours, like you were made for one another. You want him to have you, have all of you, and with your palm still pressed to his skin, he knows.
âIs that really what you want?â
Itâs practically a growl, and you pull your hand from him, allowing him to recover, but only slightly. Heâs got himself worked up all on his own.Â
You can see in his face that he wants you, too. You nod, bring one hand down to clutch the waistband of his pants and tug him forward against you again. He groans, gathering some of your hair in one hand and gripping it tight.Â
âSweetheart, Iâm not exactly a â a gentle guy.â
âSomehow I donât believe you.â
Logan laughs, breathy, and tilts his head back to take you in. He throws a glance down at your hand tucked into his pants, the backs of your knuckles pressed against the swell of his stomach. âI didnât have you pegged for the fuck-me-in-the-kitchen type.â
âIâll let you take me back to your bedroom, if you want.â
Whistling lowly, Logan leans his face in close to yours, the tip of his nose nudging against your cheekbone. âAnd if I told you I wanted to take you right here?â
âIâd tell you thatâs fine, too,â you swallow, angling your face up to try to press your lips to his, but his grip on your hair stops you. He grunts, tugging a little harder, so you have to look into his eyes. Theyâre soft, wary. For all the talk he talks, heâs a man of few words when it matters, and you can tell he canât believe youâd want a guy like him. Youâre not exactly a gentle girl, either, but he sees how much more the world has gotten to him than it has to you. Youâve still got the potential to be someone who wouldnât want him.
âYou really want me?â You hear the unspoken emphasis. You could have anyone else, and I canât see why youâd pick me.Â
âSince the day we met,â you mutter, his breath against your mouth driving you insane. âLogan, please kiss me.â
He brings his other hand, the one thatâs been holding your hips in place this whole time, up to press against your cheek, and he closes the distance between you once again. The hand still gripping his pants tugs them forward, and you can feel his insistent cock where itâs now pressing against you. You moan into Loganâs mouth and this seems to drive him mad, holding your head in his hands like youâll float away and driving his tongue against yours, languid and fluid but at the same time persistent.Â
âCâmon, doll,â he says when you break away to gulp down a breath, pressing a kiss to your forehead. âI got a queen bed in my room.â
As Logan drags you out of the kitchen and to the wing of the mansion where the two of you live, practically a world of your own, you trace your fingers down his back over the top of his shirt. His body shivers under your touch and he laughs, turning to look at you as he pushes through into his bedroom.
âHey, yeah,â you murmur, watching him drag his shirt up and over his head, exposing his bare chest and the patches of short, wiry hair growing there, the vein on his lower stomach that leads your gaze down to wonder at the bulge in his pajama pants. You tear your eyes away and meet his smug stare. âHow come I gotta sleep in a twin?â
He laughs at you, reaching out to curl his fingers around the bottom of your sweater and lead you closer to him. He hums, muttering, âDonât worry about it.â
Then heâs kissing you again, your eyes closing at the sensation of his mouth against yours. His hands are underneath your shirt, skirting across your bare back and now youâre the one shivering under his touch. His fingernails scratch gently against your skin and you moan again, sighing into his open mouth. He smiles before pulling away, only slightly.
âFeels good?â
You nod, flexing your fingers at your sides. You canât remember the last time someone touched you so sweetly. He catches sight of your hands and runs the tips of his own fingers down your arms.
âItâs okay, sweetheart,â he says, mouth close to the shell of your ear. He tucks his teeth around it, too, gently, but you cry out at the surprising sensation. âYou can touch me.â
You nod and place an open palm against his sternum, his bare skin heating beneath your hand. You want him to feel the way your mouth has dried at the thought of being beneath him in his bed. You want him to know just how far youâll let him go. When you open your eyes to look at him, a different beast entirely has crossed his face. His mouth curls into a self-satisfied smile.
âHm,â Logan grunts, nostrils flaring, teeth baring further. âI can smell how bad you want me, baby. Could down in the kitchen, too. I can feel how tense I make you. Do I still scare you? Huh?â
You shake your head, whisper, âNo,â your voice hoarse. âYou donât scare me, Logan.â
âNo, I didnât think so. I donât even think it scares you, how much you want this. I think it excites you. Think you been wonderinâ what itâd be like for a while, huh?â
Loganâs arm tightens around your waist and pulls you flush against him, your hand trapped between your chests. You gasp, the warmth of his body flooding yours, filling you with heat, with want, which then rushes into Logan, his eyes rolling back at the sensation.Â
âI wasnât sure about you when I first met you,â he bites out, tilting his head to meet your eye again. âBut fuck if I wouldnât move heaven and earth for you now.â
Your heart stutters at the admission, the reassurance that youâre not alone in the way you feel about him. You peel your palm from his skin and sigh in relief when his gaze softens. Logan pushes his face into your neck, lips pressing tenderly to your pulse point, forcing a soft groan from your mouth. You feel him smile against you and when his teeth graze that same spot, your knees buckle beneath you.
Tucking your hands back between your chests, you push Logan gently away from you and he goes willingly, a sharp contrast to the man who was rooted to his barstool the first time youâd tried to touch him. The look on his face would frighten you if he hadnât spent so much time convincing you he wouldnât hurt you. His expression is dark, contemplative.
Loganâs eyes watch, hooded with desire, as you back away from him, your knees buckling when the backs of them hit the edge of his bed. As soon as you sit, he begins stalking toward you, your heart racing against your sternum, and you meet his eye just as he reaches you. Taking your cheek in his hand, he angles your face up and watches as your eyelids flutter closed. His hand travels down, fingers running over the side of your neck and cupping the warm flesh where it meets your shoulder.
âI can feel your pulse,â he murmurs into the warm air between you. âItâs racing.â
You gasp when you feel his hand search out your heartbeat through your chest. Opening your eyes to meet his again, you see that the desire in his face has been replaced with something that looks frighteningly close to affection.
He grasps your wrist, thumb rubbing against the soft, sensitive skin above your pulse there, and guides your hand to press against his own heartbeat, a mirror to yours, thundering in his chest, too.
âYou do this to me. Not because you want me to know what youâre feeling, sweetheart, because this is how I feel.â He swallows, voice thick in his throat. âI want you so bad.â
The confession comes out rasping, like the words had been ripped from his chest. Your hand trails down his bare stomach, the backs of your knuckles dancing along the planed ridges there. The skin beneath your fingers jumps when you skirt across it. Pushing your fingers into the waistband of the flannel pants, you groan at the sensation of the heat coming off of his skin. âThis okay?â
âFuck, baby, youâre askinâ me if this is okay?â Loganâs hand comes up to cup your cheek once again, and you glance up at the grin on his face. It lights up his eyes. Itâs like Loganâs fighting two different parts of himself: the very human desire to be gentle, to be careful, and the beast inside of him that wants to tear you apart.
Laughing, you tug down on the elastic, cheeks heating when you donât feel another waistband. Heâs bare beneath, and as youâre eye-level with his hips, you come face-to-face with his flushed, heavy cock as you strip the fabric from him. The tip of it weeps as you palm him, stroking him gently so his foreskin pulls back and reveals the crimson tint of it. You canât say youâre shocked by the size of him, considering how large a man he actually is.
âFuck, Logan,â you breathe, mouth watering, and you know the way youâre looking at him would be a bit embarrassing if he wasnât looking at you the exact same way, his lashes fluttering as you push the adrenaline coursing through your veins into him. He wraps one big hand around yours and squeezes, groaning at the sensation.
âHere, baby,â he says, pulling your hand from his cock and placing it into your lap. He laughs when you whine in protest, stepping out of his pajama pants entirely and leaving himself naked. Youâre still fully clothed and it almost pains you. âPlenty aâ time for me to stuff myself down your throat later.â
The way he says it has a low, fuzzy warmth rushing into your gut, but you quit your protesting when Logan kneels on the floor at your feet. âLean back.â
You do as he says and inch yourself further up the bed, knees still hanging over the side of the mattress, anchoring yourself to his bedspread with your elbows. Logan crooks his fingers into your own pants, kissing the skin he exposes as he pulls them down, down, leaving you in only your tee shirt and soaked-through panties. He eyes them as you unconsciously angle your knees outward, but ignores your desire completely, instead leaning up to bite the hem of your shirt and drag it up and over your stomach.
Gasping, you rush to pull the fabric from the grip of his teeth and pull it over your head, tossing it to the floor beside the bed and cupping the back of his head in one hand, fingers tangling themselves in the hair at the base of his neck. You ease him upward, his palms pressed into the bed next to your waist, and pull him into a searing kiss, hoping to communicate how you feel without saying a word. Logan pants into your mouth and squirms out of your grip, pupils once again blown wide. He leans down to press his lips to the base of your throat, your elbow falling back to the bed to hold yourself up.Â
Your gaze follows his descent down your torso, watching as Logan drops a kiss to your breastbone, to the areola of your right breast, then to the one of your left. His lips engulf your nipple and you moan softly, biting your bottom lip when he flicks his tongue across it. He drags his lips down your stomach, settling against the knot of one soft peak of your hip bone. He bites gently and your stomach clenches at the feeling. When you place a hand against his cheek, his eyes flutter shut, his nostrils flaring at the feeling flooding his body. The pleased, humming warmth heâs making you feel.Â
âLogan,â you whisper, watching him continue down, mouthing at the skin on the inside of your thighs, kneading the soft flesh there. âPlease.â
âPlease what, honey?â You can feel him smirk against you. âGotta use your words.â
âPlease put your mouth on me.â
âAm putting my mouth on you,â he says, smug, and you gasp, tossing your head back when he bites you again, this time enough to make your delicate skin bruise. âWhaddaya want?â
âWant you to fuck me.â
âWith my mouth?â Logan tuts, bringing one hand up to pull your panties to the side and expose your warm, wet flesh to the cool air of his bedroom. Your hips twitch. âYou sure?â
You angle yourself up, trying desperately to find his mouth and claim it yourself. He laughs at the desperate want plastered across your face. âOh, fuck off, you god damn tease, just fuck me.â
Logan shakes his head, leaning in to lick along your wet cunt and a sharp, bright cry rips itself from your chest. Your thighs try to close around his head as he presses his thumb into your pubic bone and holds you open, laps at your clit, but he growls and grips one in his hand, wrenching it away from him. His eyes shine up at you from between your legs.
âWhyâdâya wanna do that, huh, baby? You want me to fuck you so bad, donât make it hard on me,â he murmurs, wrapping his lips around your clit and suckling gently while you cry out. He carries on like that for quite a bit â just his mouth against the most sensitive part of you, fingers pressing into your thighs. Your legs shake and you cover your mouth with your hand; you worry about coming too quickly until he eases up, pushing one finger inside of you to fuck you with.
Your hand grips the hair at the top of his head, and Logan groans at the pressure. Hissing, he presses his palms flat against the insides of your thighs to wrench them further open, encouraging you wordlessly to hook your feet across his back. When heâs satisfied, he crooks a finger around your panties and pulls until they tear, the shreds of fabric no longer an obstacle in the way of seeking out your pleasure.Â
âWant me to make you come?â The question is asked with his mouth pressed against your cunt, and you gasp, back arching, at the feeling of his words. âYou wanna come on my tongue?â
You nod furiously, writhing as a second finger works itself inside of you, curling upward to meet head-on that spot inside of you that sends sparks behind your eyes. Your heels dig into the skin of his back and you reach down, blindly fumbling for Loganâs hand. He smiles wide and takes it, tangling his fingers with yours as your hips rut against his face.Â
He talks you through it between strokes of his tongue against your clit, his fingers pumping in and out as he tells you how good you are for him, how good you feel for him, how he canât wait to feel you around his cock. You throw an arm across your eyes and whimper, hips twitching as you come down, pulling his hair and crying out for him to let up. He places one last kiss above your cunt, smiling as you gasp, and leans back to admire you.
Logan places your feet on the floor and plants his hands beside you, using the mattress as leverage to hoist himself up above you. He grins down at you and for however fucked out he already looks, you know you must look a thousand times worse.
âHi, gorgeous,â he murmurs, leaning in for a kiss, giving you a taste of yourself by easing his tongue into your mouth. You can feel his cock, weeping and solid and insistent against your hip. Fuck.Â
You groan against him, your lips stretching into a smile as he kisses you languidly and reaches out to help you wrap your arms around his neck. âHere.â
Standing, Logan holds your body close to him. Your head notches into his neck and suckles there while he pulls you up the bed, settling you against the pillows underneath him. He props himself up on one hand as his knees push against the insides of your thighs, opening you up for him.
One hand on your flushed cheek, Logan fists his cock, smiling down at you. âYâalright there, sweet cheeks?â
âHeadâs fuzzy,â you murmur, reaching out to grip his hips with your hands. âWant you.â
Logan smirks, leaning back on his heels and running a hand through his hair, scalp sweaty. Your own fans out behind your head. He gawps down at you. âLook like a goddess like this, you know.â
Your blush deepens and you push a hand against his stomach. âStop.â
âYou do,â he smirks, leaning down to plant kisses across your face, down your jaw, to your neck. âMm, so fucking pretty when Iâve just made you come. Smell so good.â
You gasp when he presses his mouth right behind your ear, gripping your hips. His cock drags across your stomach, a heavy reminder of his own neglected desire. You reach down to fist a hand around him and tug, pulling a groan from him.
âMy girl want me to fuck her proper? Hm?â
Open-mouthed and with a heavy gaze, you watch as Logan sits back and fucks himself up into your fist, hips stuttering when you tighten your grip. His chest glistens with sweat, heaving as you push the burning feeling in your veins through to him. He gasps, stretching a hand down and holding your wrist still.
âHey,â he growls, head thrown back. âPlay fair.â
âWhy should I?â Heâs glaring down at you now, which only eggs you on. You shrug. âSâfun to watch you come apart like this, big strong man.â
Logan groans, pulling his hips back, and his cock falls from your grasp. âIâll show you cominâ apart, baby.â
Sitting back on his heels, Logan wraps his hands around your hips and jerks them forward until your cunt is close enough to him that he would barely have to move his own hips to fuck his cock into you.
âYou got a condom?â
âItâs okay,â you whimper, shaking your head. âDonât need one. On the pill. Iâm clean.â
Logan looks down at you, trying to gauge what headspace youâre in, if he should grab one anyway â and you shake your head. âDonât need it, please.â
âItâs okay, itâs fine,â you repeat. He smiles, squeezes your hips tight. He nods, bringing one hand down to grip himself and ease toward you. Runs the head of his cock down your cunt, getting himself nice and slick, up and down and up again until youâre a panting mess, wiggling your hips. Itâs torture. âPlease, Logan.â
âOh, now youâre askinâ nice?â
You groan, wild-eyed, and he wants to laugh at the look on your face but he chokes it back. You need him â bad â and he canât say no to you.
âAlright, baby,â he says, hushed, gripping your thigh with the hand not currently around his cock. Guiding himself to your entrance, Logan pushes his hips forward, groaning as the head of his cock disappears inside of you. Despite how wet you are, the stretch burns, your body unattuned to his size. He presses forward, bit by bit, licking the tip of his thumb and pushing it against your clit to ease your discomfort, and you gasp at the feeling, eyes rolling back. âShh, shh, itâs okay.â
Once heâs fully seated inside of you, he pulls your hips flush to his, leaning down to press himself to you completely. Hand still pressed to your clit between you, Logan circles his hips, watching your face, how you react. He watches your eyelids flutter, watches you pull your bottom lip between your teeth. He gives a shallow thrust to gauge your readiness, and you moan, low, in the back of your throat.Â
âSâokay,â you grunt out, hands braced against the outsides of his thighs, eyes trained on his lips. âFuck, please. Iâm so wet, Logan, please, please fuck me.â
Logan groans, your words going straight to his cock, twitching inside of you. He grips your waist in his hands and gives another exploratory rut, this time short, puncturing. Your breath is pushed out of your lungs. He rocks his hips back once again, pressing forward slow before punctuating the thrust with a sharp jolt, shocking the air from you once again.
Your nails dig into his thighs and he nods, his forehead rubbing against yours. âOkay baby, okay. Iâll fuck you, yeah. This what you want?â
His hips ease back, pulling his cock from your warmth almost all the way, before thrusting back in, deep, to the point. Then again, and again, and again. Your head has fallen back, Logan having to hook an arm around the back of your neck as youâre forced up the bed.
âYouâre so warm, pulling me back in, sweetheart, so fucking wet for me. Iâm gonna fuck you so good, youâre so tight, god, like you were made for me.âÂ
âFuck,â you whisper, mouth pressed to the side of his face. Your cunt tightens around him and you whine. âAlready fuckinâ me so good.â
âYou gonna come for me, baby? Yeah?â
âYeah.â And you are. Again. Youâre gonna come for him again. His cock is driving into you so fast you canât escape the warm sensation in your gut â and you donât want to. It feels so good, itâs like your whole body has turned to goo beneath him. You press a kiss to the underside of his chin, his beard scratching at your lips, but you donât care.Â
âYeah, baby? Can feel your cunt tight around me, can feel you âbout to come.â
âGonna come, Logan,â you gasp, reaching one hand up and gripping the headboard as tight as you can, but your elbow still folds, your arm putty with the pleasure. He brings his other hand up from your hips to hold you by the top of your head, to keep you from slipping further up the bed, and your hands instinctively come around to clutch his shoulders.
Immediately the pleasure coursing through you lights every nerve ending in his body fucking alive. You feel him tense beneath your fingers, pulse quickening.
His hips snap down onto yours, his cock dragging up against that rough spot inside your cunt, as your orgasm floods through you. You hardly register the deep rumbling coming from his chest as you cling to him. Loganâs breath comes gasping as the feeling of your orgasm floods through him, too, hands gripping the flesh of your ass to hold you in place while he fucks down into you.
His eyes are closed tight, stomach clenching, and when you drag one hand down to rub circles on your clit, he buries his cock deep inside of you and holds himself there.Â
You scratch your nails gently down Loganâs back as he basically whimpers into the air between you, leaning up to catch his lips with yours as he rocks his hips, stuffing himself deeper, until you feel him come. He groans and spills himself into you, hips glued to yours, occasionally quavering with the aftershocks of his own orgasm.
âFuck,â he huffs once heâs back in his body, one hand against your cheek, brushing your hair away from your mouth so he can press a kiss to them. His eyes search for yours, bright and enlivened. âYou okay? Huh?â
You nod, your head loose on your neck, and he laughs. âFuck,â he repeats. âThat was fucking crazy. Is that how it feels every time?â
At that you sheepishly shake your head, eyes coming up to meet his. No, thatâs not at all how it feels every time. You can tell by the look on his face heâs trying not to seem smug about that.
âThat was good, though,â he murmurs, his face softening, âfuck, that was so good.â
He seems more relaxed than youâve ever seen him. You cry out when he pulls his cock from you, still holding your face and whispering sorry, baby, sorry. He presses a kiss to your mouth between apologies.
He unfolds himself from you and stands, running a hand through his hair. Pulling his pajamas back up over his legs and his shirt over his bare torso, he tells you heâll be right back, and you must fall asleep after that because the next thing you know youâre curled up on your side while Logan runs a warm, wet washcloth across the inside of your thighs. You hiss at the sensation and he nudges a hand against your hip until you roll over onto your back.
âYou sure youâre okay? I didnât hurt you or nothinâ?â
âMhm,â you murmur, reaching for him and he obliges, dropping the cloth to the floor and crawling up the bed to wrap himself around you, slinging your leg over top of his. âYou just wiped me out, sâall. And who thought youâd be so fuckinâ talkative in bed.â
He laughs and presses his lips to the end of your nose, his nose grazing your forehead.
You pull at his shirt and kiss him square on the mouth, a thank you for making you feel so good. So safe with him. Your bare chest is pressed to his, and you know he can probably feel how fast your pulse is racing, arms wrapped around your back. You still in his grip when you feel something pressing against your bare stomach.
Heâs hard again. A fire reignites somewhere low in your belly, your mouth watering, and when you catch his eye, he grins, like he can read your thoughts.
âYou wanna put that mouth to use now, sweetheart?â
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Ok let's imagine: Laura's teacher
note: yall i have too many imagines idk which gifs have used and which ones i havent but love love old man logan and wanted to do a teacher fic because i read @mcrdvcks "Until I Found You" and got super inspired, i also love laura and writing for her, almost never edited lmao
It was a rough start becoming a teacher, it was something you always dreamed about. You knew it was mundane, following a schedule and a pattern. But it was soothing to you, it was hard to adjust after a rough childhood, being around an emotionally explosive parent, you didn't have structure. School is where you had that, its where things could feel normal. But then you got older, and it was nothing like elementary school.
You had wanted to teach for younger kids but wound up with the middle school age. You remember a teacher telling you'd be good with junior high age kids. But you had hated middle school and hadn't dreamed of wounding up in one. You worked with your sister while you got your degree, though your majored in English. You loved working with special needs students, so her classroom was a good place.
But you wanted to focus on words, writing, and reading. You worked on building your emotional tolerance, really learning how to compartmentalize, especially with special needs children. There's a lot times you just can't put yourself first because your student needs you. It's a career that takes a lot and sometimes there doesn't seem like much of a reward. But that a student says something funny, or you are just a have moment where you look at them and you just feel care. That you wanna watch them grow because they had so much potential. It was hard when you knew the at-home life wasn't easy, wanting to do as much as you can for your students. You had to learn about boundaries and how much you could talk about with them. When you had to feel like you were almost betraying their trust if you and to report something they said.
If you saw a child in harm's way you had to report something about, not that you didn't want to. The children's safety always comes first, and that reality always hit when you had to make the hard decision. You haven't had to do much, but the times you had all you wanted to do was protect them, get them out of their situations. You did because you never got rescued, it just wasn't bad enough. But enough to set you up with a bucket full of mental issues. Then you dove into your teaching, putting on an act as you stood in a room full of preteens.
It's been two years since you started teaching in your own classroom. There was a whole feeling as you stepped into the room every morning. You turned on the switch for the vanilla candle melts, it had just turned seven o clock, when you look up to see Laura. She medium short hair, dark brown almost black eyes, she had a green backpack and a jean jacket. She wore sunglasses but knew when she walked into your classroom her hood needed to be down and her sunglasses away from her eyes. Laura came in early every morning and stayed until you left. You always waited for her father to show up, he would come in some mornings and bring your iced caramel maccatio.
You didn't like to admit but he was awfully handsome. In a rugged sorta way, his beard looked soft, and his eyes were a mossy shade of green. His hand which touch yours as he passed the drink over to you, your eyes scanning his outfit, a black suit, lightly wrinkled but of course he looked good. "What do you do?" You asked, as he cleared his throat, pulling at the tie.
"I'm a chauffer." Logan revealed, feeling lightly embarrassed as you smiled over at him.
"On the weekends I worked as a delivery driver, you like driving?"
"Yeah." He shrugged, "Got a bum leg." Logan nodding down at his right leg, as you scanned his face, before looking down at his leg. You wanted to press and asked what happened but he seemed uncomfortable.
"Thank you for the coffee, Logan." You smiled, before glancing over at Laura who sat at her desk, scribbling down in a notebook. She reminded you so much of you when you were a child. You could tell that she had been through a lot, she seemed to escape into writing just like you. You could also tell she really looked up to Logan and loved him very much. She regularly saw the school counselor for her anger issues, you'd walk her down and cheer her up after her sessions.
Singing 'Shake it off' with her to help her relax, one day her father came, "You listen to Taylor Swift?" Logan gruffed, walking into the room with the ice coffee, Laura following behind him.
"Yeah I do." You replied, glancing over at the Taylor Swift quote on your wall.
"Hmm, Laura keeps playing it." He grumbled.
"I can't say I'm sorry, Logan." You replied, crossing your arms over your chest. "But hey, I brought you a donut." You said, grabbing the box and handing it to her, she grinned up at you, looking up at her dad with a raised eyebrow. She took out a pink donut with sprinkles, humming as she brought it up to her mouth. "You want one?" You asked, as she moved the box up towards her dad.
"I wouldn't want-."
"Just take one." You groaned, mocking him as he grinned over at you. His crow's feet crinkling and making your stomach flutter a bit at the little sparkle in his eyes.
Logan brings up a donut to his mouth, humming while Laura mumbled something about going to the bathroom. He moves the donut away from his face and you stand up grabbing a tissue. Glancing up at him as you dabbed at his beard. "Got some frosting here." You smiled, glancing up into his eyes before leaning over to throw the tissue away.
"Sorry." Logan flushed a little, as you let out a little giggle before Laura walked back into the room with a smile on her face.
Later in the year, you went to a museum it matched the theme of the book you were about to read. You wanted to introduce it to them in a cool way, hoping it would interest more of the kids. Logan had signed up to a chaperone. Laura sticking to your side, which meant Logan wasn't too far off. He was grumpy with everyone but seemed to soften up with you. Little did you know how much Logan liked you. He never questioned why Laura came early and stayed later, you just accepted the coffee with an understanding gaze. He also thought that you were beautiful, even on the days you didn't wear makeup. Logan had been surprised, though he hadn't shown, he'd just scanned your face taken in each curve, freckle and indent.
There was definite tension between you and Logan, the other English teacher met up with you later during lunch. Giving you a look with raised eyebrows, "What?" You laughed, Maggie smiled over at you before glancing over at Logan while he sat by Laura.
"You and Logan." She started.
"What do you mean? We're just friends."
"Brings you coffee almost every morning." She added, you shrugged rolling your eyes. You've known Maggie since elementary school, you weren't surprised that she became a teacher. You weren't on bad terms, but you weren't really close since late middle school. But then you wound teaching the same thing at the same school. Your friendship igniting was nice, though it was really only inside the walls of the school. She had a family, and you were single, your lives were very different. You weren't sure if you were going to find someone, and then Logan walked into your life. Though you doubted he would go for someone like you.
When you got back to the bus, you wound in a seat with Logan. Who took up a good portion of the seat, moving his thighs into the aisle to give you room. Because you were a little bigger, you blushed feeling slightly embarrassed at your size. You imagined that Logan was used to skinny, fit women and you were chunky, and your body was built like models. You had stretch marks, you had extra fat on your love handles and hips. Eventually you healed your relationship with food, and you started to accept your body. But you had a crush on Logan, you wanted him to like you.
Then he pressed against you when the kids started filling up the bus, his arm moving the seat of the bus. You glanced up at him with heat in your cheeks, he was so warm, and he smelt like cigars and coffee. Logan glanced down at you as he heard the thrumming of your heart, noticing the flush in your cheeks. A smile curved on his face, and he moved to look up at the ceiling of the bus. When the kids all filled the bus, Logan moved back a little, but you slid a little closer. The side of your hip pressing into his, he stopped moving away from, relaxing his arm. You sniffed, your nose twitching as you glanced out the window, Logan looking over at you.
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I Like Your Tie...
A/n: OMG ONE OF MY FAVS REQUESTED! I loved this request; thats why it took SO LONG Iâm sorry my friend I hope you enjoyyyy!! <3 I needed another Nanami request so bad so you did me a favour with this one, LOLLL.
Request: âYour last Toji fic got me frothing like a rabid dog. Lol. in all ways it was very uniquely him indeed ! The same for Gojo and Witch!Reader. Could I shy request a fic with the song 'Talk' by Hozier paired up with Nanami Kento x Fem!Reader ? Something sensual steamy but ever so romantic for the blonde? I can practically see him saying or thinking such lyric quotes as "I won't deny I've got in my mind now all the things we'd do... So I'll try to talk refined for fear that you find out how I'm imaginin' you. Imagine being loved by me". May she's a fellow Special Grade sorcerer, and their friendship keeps building up, but neither wants to cross the line ? So they dance around it, until something happens ? Idk. >\\\\\\\\\\\\\\< I'll leave it to your artistic hands and imagination what to do with this? If you feel inspired to. In any case, please delete if this seems rubbish. Anyway, thank you for your stories ! Thank you so much. âĄâ - @erebus-et-eigengrau (lurvv uu)
My requests are always open :)
Pairing: Kento Nanami x f/reader
Word count: 3.8K
Warnings: 18+ Content, SMUT!, intercourse, light choking, control kink(ish), pet name
The late-night quiet of Jujutsu High was comforting in a wayâno students rushing through the halls, no teachers around to monitor. You had been grateful for the peace, retreating to your room after a long day.
But as you reached your door, you stopped in your tracks.
There he was. Nanami Kento stood in front of your door, leaning casually against the wall.Â
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You and Nanami had been friends for what felt like a lifetime, though it all began back in high school. Back then, you had a bit of a crush on himânot that youâd ever admit it. He wasnât the type to flirt or give much attention to relationships, but there was something about him that always caught your eye.Â
You had your moments, tooâshared laughter, and private conversations late into the night, when the walls between friends almost seemed to blur.Â
But Nanami never made a move, and neither did you. You knew how seriously he took his role as a sorcerer, and you didnât want to complicate your friendship with feelings that you werenât sure were mutual.
As you both graduated and eventually became high-level sorcerers, those moments of potential intimacy became even more distant. You grew into your own roles, taking on increasingly dangerous missions and fighting curses that most could barely comprehend. Nanami was often assigned to the same missions as you, his calm, steady presence a source of reassurance when things got chaotic.
There were times when his professionalism would slip, just for a moment. A fleeting look, a brush of his fingers against yours, his voice dropping an octave when he spoke your name. You always wondered if he felt it tooâthat same tension you tried so hard to ignore. But you never dared to ask, afraid of what it might mean if the answer was yes.
And now, standing in front of him in the quiet after everything that had just happened, you realized just how deeply those old feelings still ran.
There were times, though, when your old crush resurfaced.Â
Sometimes, it was the way heâd look at you across the battlefield, silently checking to see if you were okay, his eyes filled with a concern that was more than just professional. Other times, it was the rare, gentle touch when heâd help you after a fightâhis hand brushing your arm or waist as he steadied you after a particularly tough encounter.
But you always pushed those feelings down, refusing to acknowledge them for the sake of professionalism.Â
The sorcery world didnât leave much room for distractions, and you knew that Nanami was as dedicated as ever. He was the picture of control, never letting emotions dictate his actions, always focused on the mission at hand. You convinced yourself that whatever crush you had on him was just remnants of your high school days, a fleeting fantasy that had no place in your current life.
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His arms were crossed, his tie long loosened, and the top buttons of his shirt undone. The dim lighting of the hallway cast a shadow over his sharp features, making the intensity in his eyes even more pronounced. He looked every bit the composed man he always was, but something about the way his gaze followed your every movement made your heart stutter.
âNanamiâŚâ His name left your lips in a quiet murmur, not expecting to see him there, not like this.
âYouâre out late,â he observed, his voice steady but lower than usual, as if the stillness of the night demanded it.
You nodded, feeling the weight of his gaze on you. âWell, one of the first-years wanted some late-night trainingâŚWhat are you doing here?â
He didnât answer right away, eyes flicking down to your lips before settling back on yours.Â
You could feel the tension in the air, thick and palpable, making it hard to think clearly. His usual restraint seemed to falter, just slightly, but enough to make your pulse race.
âI was waiting for you.â His voice was steady, but the words made your breath hitch.
Your heart pounded in your chest.Â
âWaiting for me?â You said quietly, a heat beginning to pool between your thighs.
Nanami pushed off the doorframe and stepped closer to you, his movements deliberate. The space between you closed as his tall figure made its way toward youâthe tension that had been simmering beneath the surface for weeks finally came to a boil.Â
âWhy were you waiting for me..?â You questioned, âI need to talk,â He responded, his voice barely above a whisper.
He was close enough now that you could feel the warmth radiating from him, the faint scent of his cologne filling your senses.
âI used to try to talk so refined, in fear of you finding outâŚâ He admitted, his voice lower now, almost rough around the edges. His eyes locked onto yours with an intensity that made your knees weak.Â
âFinding out what, Nanami.â You breathed, watching how his lips parted just slightly while he paused. âHow Iâve been imagining you."Â
The air between you was thick with tension, so heavy you could almost taste it. Nanami stood inches away, close enough that you could feel the heat radiating from his body. His normally professional demeanour had cracked, revealing something raw, something primal. The careful distance you both had maintained was no longer there.
"Imagining me�" You repeated, your voice barely more than a whisper. Your heart pounded in your chest, and you were certain he could hear it.
Nanamiâs eyes darkened, and his gaze roamed over you in a way that left your body practically squirming under his scrutiny. His jaw clenched for a moment as though fighting some internal battle, but when he spoke, his voice was low and hoarse, filled with a desire he was no longer trying to hide.
âEvery time I look at you,â he confessed, his hands flexing at his sides, like he was resisting the urge to touch you, âI think about how youâd feel under my touch⌠under me.â
Your breath caught, your throat suddenly dry as his words sank in. The image of his hands on your skin, the weight of him pressing against you, the feeling of him between your legsâit sent a wave of heat through your body, leaving you borderline trembling with anticipation.
âNanamiâŚâ you whispered his name, your voice trembling with the same desire that was now coursing through you. The distance between you felt unbearable.
The professionalism you both held onto so tightly was crumbling, and the temptation to give in was overwhelming.
The hallway was too quiet, too intimate, and it felt like the rest of the world had fallen away. It was just the two of you, standing there on the precipice of something dangerous and irresistible.
âI wonât deny Iâve got in my mind now all the things weâd do,â he confessed, his voice barely a whisper as his thumb traced your jawline, gently tilting your head with two fingers. His eyes darkened with want, and the weight of his words hung heavily in the air.
That was all it took. The pull between you snapped, and before you could think, your hands were fisting in his dark blue shirt, pulling him down to meet your lips in a kiss that was heated, desperateâinevitable.
His hand swiftly opened your door before pushing you into it, causing both of you to stumble into the dimly lit room. With a loud thud, Nanami kicked the door shut before pushing you back up against your entryway wall.
Nanami groaned softly into your mouthâyour pussy practically throbbing at the soundâand his hands immediately wrapped around your waist, tugging you closer as if he couldnât stand the idea of any space between you. His lips moved against yours with a hunger that you hadnât expected, and it left you breathless.
You gasped when his hands gripped your hips firmly, pushing more firmly against the wall. The cool surface against your back was a stark contrast to the heat that radiated from him as he pressed himself closer, his lips never leaving yours.
His kisses were deliberate, slowâbut roughâas if he wanted to savour every moment of this.Â
"MmfâŚNanami," you breathed, pulling back just enough to look at him, your lips swollen from the kiss, breathless. "What are we doing?"
His forehead rested against yours, his breath ragged as he looked down at you. There was something raw, unguarded in his expression. âWhat Iâve wanted to do for a long time.â
Your heart fluttered at his words, and before you could say anything else, he was kissing you again, deeper this time. âNow be a good girl for me, y/n.â He practically purred against your lips, as he lifed you so your legs wrapped around his waist.Â
His hands moved with more confidence now, sliding up your sides while you were pinned against the wall, his touch sending shivers down your spine. You tugged at his hair, your fingers desperate to feel more of him.
His hands, rough from battle and years of work, were surprisingly gentle as they slid beneath your shirt, fingers brushing over your painfully hard nipples, teasing you. You arched into him, your body responding to every touch.
He made quick work of your jacketâand that tiny tank top you wore underneath it, his hands roughly reaching for every bit of exposed skin.
Nanami growled softly with your legs wrapped around his waist, his lips trailed down the column of your neck, his teeth grazing your skin in a way that had you moaning his name.
"Do you want me to stop?" He asked, his breath hot against your neck, but the fire in his eyes told you stopping was the last thing he wanted to do.
"Donât," you whisperedâpleading with him for more, your fingers tangling in his hair as you pulled him closer. "Donât stop."
Nanamiâs eyes darkened further at your words, and a slow, subtle smirk spread across his lips. "Good girl," he murmured, his voice rough with desire.Â
His hand moved up to the tie hanging loosely around his neck, fingers working quickly to loosen it even further. Before you could register what he was doing, he slid the tie off entirely, his movements deliberate and slow as he looped the fabric around your neck.
The silk felt cool against your skin, a stark contrast to the heat radiating from your body. His eyes never left yours as he gently tugged at the tie, pulling you closer, the pressure on your throat light but enough to send a thrill through you that went straight to your now-soaked pussy.
âThere,â he whispered, his thumb brushing over the side of your neck as he admired how the tie looked wrapped around you, it falling on your bare chest. In a moment, his lips were back on your skin, trailing lower this time as his free hand continued to explore your body. He kissed a path down to your chest, the tie around your neck tightening just slightly as he pulled you even closer.
He brought you to the couch in your small room with one hand while the other held the back of your head as his tongue explored your mouth.
âYou look so beautiful like this, do you know that, y/n? With my tie around your pretty little neckâŚâ He murmured against your skin, his voice laced with raw, unfiltered need.Â
Hoisting you up onto the back of the couch, his hand slipped beneath the waistband of your skirt, fingers brushing against the wetness between your thighs, and the contact made you gasp.Â
With one swift but gentle movement, Nanami slid your skirt and tights down your legs, and now you sat in front of himâcompletely vulnerable.
âNanamiââ Your words were cut off by a moan as his fingers returned, pressing more firmly, the slow, torturous circles he drew making your entire body tremble. The tie tightened just a fraction more as he leaned back to look at you, his thumb brushing against your clit in a way that had your heart racing even faster.
âYouâre so responsive for me,â he growled softly, his fingers entering your dripping cunt slowly, making sure to feel every inch of your interior. âItâs driving me insane.â
You could barely breathe, the combination of his fingers between your legs and the light pressure of the tie around your neck leaving you a trembling mess in his arms. You clung to him, your hands gripping his broad shoulders as you fought to hold on, your body betraying you with every ragged breath and every desperate moan.
"Nanami, please..." You barely recognized your own voice, hoarse and breathless as you begged for him.
He smirked against your skin, clearly pleased by your reaction. âYou want more, donât you?â He asked, his voice thick with amusement, but the tension in his body told you he was just as desperate as you were.
You nodded, your head falling back as your body arched into his touch. âPleaseâŚâ
The sound of your begging seemed to snap something in him. With one swift motion, he lifted you up with one arm and spun you around before setting you on your feet in front of him, your ass pressing up against his bulge as the cool leather from the couch pressed against your lower abdomen.Â
He leaned down, his lips brushing your ear as his fingers slipped inside you again, making you gasp loudly at the sudden (welcomed) intrusion.Â
âI want to hear you beg for me again,â he whispered, his breath hot against your skin as his fingers moved with agonizing slowness, teasing you, driving you to the brink of insanity. His other hand subtly undid his belt, lowering his pants just enough to expose his desperate cock.
You moaned, arching into his hand, your body betraying you as it responded to every touch, every whisper of his breath on your skin. âNanami...hmmfâŚplease...I-I need you in me.â You managed to get out between moans.
âThatâs it,â he growled, his fingers exiting you, but they were quickly replaced by his dick as he inserted himself into youâfeeling you stretch around him caused him to throw his head back in pleasure, and he gave a little yank on the tie, your head jerking backwards as your stomach pressed harder into the couch, provoking a pornographic moan to exit your lips.
âFuck,â he growled, his breath hot against your skin as he buried himself inside you, again and again, each stroke thrusting deeper into your gummy walls, sending waves of pleasure through your body. âYou feel so good.â
His pace quickened, and the slow, deliberate rhythm gave way to something more primal and desperate. His control was slipping, and you could feel it in every rough thrust, every growl that rumbled from his chest as he claimed you completely.
The tie tightened again, the silk digging into your skin just enough to heighten the pleasure, and the sensation sent you spiralling toward the edge. Your body trembled beneath him, your nails digging into his shoulders as you gasped for breath, the intensity of it all overwhelming.
He leaned forward, the new angle allowing him to go even deeper into you. He gently moved your hair off of your shoulder as his delicate fingers traced the border of his tie and your skin. âYou really are such a good girl.â
His thumb pushed into clit as he thrusted into you at a dominating paceâthe sensation was nearly enough to push you over the edgeâbut you held on a little longer. You cried out his name, your entire body shaking as his pace quickened, he tightened the feeling around your throat with the tie around your neck pulling you closer to him.
Nanamiâs body moved behind you, the warmth of him pressing against your back as his hands gripped your hips. Bent over the back of your couch, with the cool surface a stark contrast to the heat radiating from your flushed skin. âMmhfâNanamiâŚOh please.â You moaned out, practically begging him for more as he fucked you with a controlling pace
His breath was heavy, ragged, as he leaned over you, his chest pressing against your back, making you feel the sheer size and strength of him as he dominated you completely.
Nanamiâs fingers wrapped around his tie nicely wrapped around your neck, pulling it taut. The sensation made you gasp, your head tilting back slightly as the silk tightened around your throat just enough to send a jolt of pleasure through your already overstimulated body. Suddenly he took his soaked dick out of you letting it land on your ass, rubbing his hand over the smooth skin.
âYou look just perfect like this,â he growled low in your ear, his voice thick with lust as he tugged the tie just a bit tighter, your chin tilting up as he whispered in your ear. âBent overâbegging for me.â
Your legs trembled beneath you, your body quivering with anticipation, but before you could respond, he was inside you again.Â
The stretch was immediate, deep, and overwhelming as he thrust into you from behind, filling you completely with a single stroke. You cried out, your fingers gripping the edge of the desk as he pulled you back against him, the tie keeping you tethered, under his controlled.
âNanamiâŚâ You moaned his name, your voice barely more than a breathless whisper as he began to move, his hips snapping against you in a relentless rhythm. Every thrust was harder than the last, his grip on the tie tightening with every movement, pulling you back into him, forcing you to feel every inch of him.
His pace was brutal, his control slipping entirely as he watched the way your body reacted to him, the way you moaned his name with every stroke. His free hand found your hip, gripping you so tightly that you were sure thereâd be marks tomorrow, but the thought only sent another wave of arousal through you.
âYou feel so good, y/n,â he growled, his voice rough as he leaned over you, his lips brushing against the back of your neck. âMy good girl...â
His words are what sent you over the edge, the stimulation of your orgasm turning your vision white.Â
Your body was on fire, every nerve alive with pleasure as he drove into you again and again. The tie around your neck tightened even more, the pressure just enough to leave you lightheaded, completely at his mercy. You felt every inch of him inside you, the sound of skin against skin filling the room, along with your breathless moans as pleasure washed over you.
Nanami's body pressed closer as you shuddered beneath him, the waves of your orgasm still coursing through you.Â
But he didnât stop.Â
Even as your body trembled, oversensitive and breathless, he kept thrusting into you with the same relentless intensity. His pace didnât falter, and each stroke seemed deeper, more demanding, as if he couldn't get enough of the way you clenched around him.
Your moans turned to gasps as pleasure mixed with the overwhelming sensation of him continuing to push you past your limit. Your fingers clutched at his back, nails digging into his skin with a painful force, but he didn't slow down. He leaned over you, his lips brushing against your ear, his breath hot and ragged.
âLook at you, taking it so well," he groaned, his voice dark and full of praise. "You feel so good, I donât want to stop.â
Your legs shook around him, your body still pulsating from your release, and the overstimulation had you crying out, your nails leaving marks along his back.Â
"Nanami... please..." you gasped, unsure if you were begging him to stop or to keep going. You felt like you were being consumed, every nerve on fire, and yet your body responded to his touch, desperate for more.
He shifted slightly, angling his hips to hit that perfect spot inside you with every thrust, his hand still pressed firmly against your clit drawing rough circles. The tie around your neck tightened just a bit more, enough to remind you of the control he had, the control you were willingly giving him.
âIâm not done with you yet," he growled, his thrusts growing rougher, faster, his body taking full control over yours. "You can come again for me, canât you?"
You didnât know how it was possible, but the overwhelming pleasure began to build again inside you. His touch on your clit was insistent, his hips snapping against yours in a rhythm that left you breathless, teetering on the edge of something even more intense than before.
Your body trembled beneath him, the overstimulation and pleasure merging into something maddening. Every nerve was alight, your body responding to him in ways you couldnât control. You were already too sensitive, your mind spinning as he pushed you closer and closer to the brink once again.
Nanami could feel itâhe knew exactly how close you were, how your body tensed around him. His lips brushed your ear as he spoke, his voice low and commanding. âCome for me again, y/n. I want to feel you fall apart around me baby.â
With that, his fingers pressed harder against your clit, and his hips slammed into you at a brutal pace, each thrust sending you spiraling further out of control. The pressure inside you coiled impossibly tight, and with a cry of his name, you shattered once more, the intensity of your second orgasm crashing over you like a tidal wave.
Your body shook uncontrollably, your moans turning to sobs of pleasure as you convulsed around him. The sensation was too much, too overwhelming, and yet you never wanted it to end. Nanamiâs name fell from your lips like a prayer as he continued thrusting into you, his own breathing growing more ragged, more desperate.
"That's it," he growled, his voice thick with pleasure as he watched you unravel beneath him, his pace rapidly increasing. "So fucking beautiful."
He wasnât far behind. The way your walls clenched around him, the way you shook with each thrust, sent him over the edge.Â
His pace grew erratic, his grip on your waist tightening as he buried himself deep inside you one last time, groaning your name as he came. He tugged at the tie harshly, yanking you up form your bent over position so yoru back was against his sweaty chest, his hand gently holding your chin up.Â
âYou were so good for me,â he breathed, his voice hoarse, igniting a spark in you again. You remained silent for a few moments, breath staggered as you tried to catch it, still shaking with pleasure as he held you upright in front of him.Â
Finally, you opened your mouth to speak, a cheeky smile playing on your lips, âI like your tieâŚâ
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And Comes Dawn pt vii
Pairings: Sauron/Halbrand x Reader, minor Sauron/Halbrand x Galadriel, Isildur x Reader
Summary: and why should a god be jealous of a man?
Tags: slow burn, pining, angst, SO MUCH PINING IN THIS ONE OKAY, isildur is a weird dork, arguments, clichĂŠs, sauron is a good dude 2024? maybe probably not. look idk what to tag this one at all
Notes: so this is 3.1k words. The other parts are all about 1.8 k. I got carried away okay. Feed back is welcome as always. I think I'm, as the cool kids say, serving dinner or something with this one.
âAnd at the very least, do try not to make any new enemies,â he smirked, eyes searching the elves. He may not know what it was he wanted, but he knew that he needed her for whatever plans he had. It seemed that his deception was working, that his words had an effect on her. He found great satisfaction in knowing that he'd deceived the one most set on his destruction, and he wondered how far this could go.
Would she fall for him? The irony in that would be too much. It would be too poetic, but the idea of it was delicious to think about.
He was pulled from his thoughts at the sight of you walking away. You were wiping at your eyes, and he wondered if you were crying and what would have made you cry. Perhaps you saw him and the elf and had taken his deception for reality. Your annoying habit of pulling forth old emotions reemerged once more. This time, it was guilt he was feeling. He couldnât remember the last time he felt guilty, truly, for his actions. You were not a deception, not entirely, the feelings he had for you were the most real thing he had experienced in an age and he knew those feelings were returned by you - however maybe not as intensely. His feet were moving before his mind recognized it, and he was following you.
He followed and followed and followed, and yet you kept walking with your head down. Maybe you werenât aware of it. So he called your nickname, yet you kept walking without wavering. He knew that he had messed up, that he had hurt you, when your name passed his lips loud enough that he knew you heard it and yet you continued to walk without a single sign of acknowledgement.
âFuck,â he mumbled under his breath, his palms pressing into his eyes.
Closing his eyes proved to be a bad idea because now all he could see was your face. However, instead of smiling or laughing, he imagined what you would look like with tear stained cheeks and sad eyes. He made you feel that way, and it made his entire being clench with guilt. When was the last time he felt guilty for anything? He had murdered scores and scores of men, elves, dwarves and he felt nothing, but the idea of his actions making one mortal woman cry was enough to fill him with it.
It was an annoyance, truly, but he couldnât handle you as he did most annoyances. He had tried countless times, and even by proxy, he couldnât make himself be rid of you. You were, yet again, proving to make everything that much more difficult, and there was nothing that he could do about it.
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âSo you've not met any dwarves?â
âNope, only elves.â
âThat's incredibly boring.â
âElves? Or the lack of dwarves?â
Isildur laughed, his hair falling softly in front of his eyes. He had a good, strong laugh that was contagious, laughter bubbled up inside of you as well, "l know my answer,â he leaned back in his seat, âBut I await yours. You have met the elves, and I have not.â
You pressed your tongue into your teeth as you tried to think of a way to respond. You didnât want to confirm any stereotypes that might be thought of you due to what your father did and you had heard truly magnificent stories about the elves of old, but you had yet to meet one that didnât seem to regard you as little more than an insect.
âAre they truly that bad,â he asked in a whisper.
You shook your head,"It's complicated. There are some who are knowledgeable and kind, I am sure. But there are some who are arrogant and cruel. We are judged and punished for the actions of our ancestors just as you are rewarded for yours.â
Isildur nodded, quiet for a moment, âThat was a lot more elegant than my response. I think it would be the lack of dwarfs. Their beards are much more impressive.â
You couldn't help but laugh again, âHow would you know if you've never met one?â
âWell then, let me ask you. Are the elf beards impressive?â He looked at you with a cocked eyebrow, and a smirk played on his lips.
You pushed your tongue between your teeth as you tried not to laugh. Your cheeks hurt from the ones he pulled from already. âI don't think I've seen an elf with a beard.â
âWell there you have it. Elves are useless and boring.â
You couldn't stop the laugh that tore through you. âBeards are the metric for which we judge what is boring and what is not?â
âMhm.â
âBut you don't have a beard.â
âGive me a week.ââ
âI don't have a beard.â
He narrowed his eyes as if you had caught him, âYou have other things.â
âOther things?â You asked with a raised brow.
âI can not elaborate, or I will, yet again, say something so horrible and embarrassing that I'll have to get you breakfast in the morning to atone for it.â
âI would not be opposed to that,â you smiled brightly, which he returned.
His presence was a welcome one. He was funny and bright, kind and helpful. He wasn't polished like Galadriel, but he wasn't crass like Halbrand. It was refreshing. When you spoke, he listened, and you could tell his attention was on you and you alone. The conversation flowed easily between you two. You did not know how long you had been talking after eating a full meal of broth and fish and bread. You told him of your home, and he told you of his. It was a welcome distraction from the pain and insecurities that Halbrand hand managed.
You had, truly, thought you were special. To be noticed and protected by someone who was as strong and mysterious as he was handsome had been flattering. Anytime Halbrand gave you that flirty look and devious smirk, your knees were weak and your stomach became a swarm of butterflies but it was more than that, the forehead kisses and soft moments had lead you to believe that there were feelings there, that he had in some part returned the feelings that were becoming more and more apparent in your heart.
But his exchanges with Galadriel made you suspect that maybe you were not special. Perhaps he was simply a flirty man, and he had moved on to the next. You could not blame him, Galadriel was gorgeous despite whatever complaints you had with her character.
âI suspect my father would be opposed, however perhaps I could show you some of the great art NĂşmenor has to offer tomorrow evening,â Isildurs voice brought you out of your thoughts and you were about to accept his offer when the sound of wood scraping against stone stops you.
âIs that an open invitation?â
Halbrand had pulled a chair up to your table and sat in between the two of you. He wore an expression that you couldnât quite place, but you knew it was not a pleasant one. He leaned his elbows against the table, but his eyes never left Isildur.
âAnd you are?â Isildur asked, eyes narrowing as he awaited an answer. You attempted to answer, and you knew that whatever answer Halbrand would give would end in an argument. You saw it so many times with the old man on the raft, then you suspected it was boredom or hunger that led to his annoyance but now you were not able to place what would make him so mad.
âI'm her companion. We've spent the better part of two weeks together. I should be asking who you are.â His voice lacked the teasing tone or warmth that you had come to know from Halbrand.
âI'm Isildur, son of Elendil, the man who saved you. My intentions have been pure, I swear it. I simply treated her to dinner.â
âAnd breakfast and a moonlit tour of the cityâ Halbrands voice was cold, now leaning back in his chair and looking between the two of you as he recited the conversation you two had been having. âPerhaps next would be a tour of the finest beds NĂşmenor has to offer.â
âHalbrand!â You felt heat rise to your cheeks, and embarrassed tears filled your eyes, quickly blinking them away. He had a temper and an almost overzealous need to protect you at times but that was what you adored about him, despite his rough edges he seemed to be a good man with a soft heart and brave soul. You never suspected he would insinuate that you would be so easy to take to bed, that he would levy such an accusation against a man who had offered you dinner and whose father saved your life.
Today, you seemed to be finding out plenty of what you thought about him may have been naive on your part.
Isildur wet his lips, his expression harding, and you couldnât blame him for being upset. âI was actually thinking of taking her to one of the great libraries or a seaside walk. Though I'm sure whatever beds I could offer would provide more comfort, among other things, than any bed of yours.â
The tears spilled from your eyes and down your cheeks as you noticed patrons turning their heads to watch the conflict. You had hoped that Isildur would have been above falling for Halbrands' attempts to goad a response, but you were wrong, though you gave him more grace than the other. Isildurs honor was attacked just as yours was.
Halbrands jaw clenched, and his fist balled into a tight fist, âPerhaps, you would like to say that to me again, outside this fine establishment.â
âOh I would indeed,â Isildur stared at him, his confidence unwavering, "I can repeat it here as well.â
You could tell by the way the muscles in Halbrands arm flinched that this sparring match would become physical without some sort of intervention. Your hand grabbed onto his arm firmly and squeezed, âBoth of you, stop! Please, â you turned your attention to Halbrand, âWhy are you here?â
âWell, I've spent the entire day looking for you. I'm glad to finally have found you. I'm here to take you to the accommodations that the NĂşmenorians have so graciously provided,â his attention stayed on Isildur, a strange battle of wits it seemed.
Who would break eye contact first?
It was Isildur. He looked at you and his expression softened at the sight of the tears on your cheek, âI can escort you, if you'd like,â The expression he wore told you that he was being true, not trying to anger Halbrand further but wanting to ensure your safety.
You spoke quickly, before Halbrand could make a retort, âI will be fine, thank you, though. I appreciate your kindness, truly,â You smiled at him, wiping the tears from your eyes as you stood up. Isildurs eyes followed you, and he nodded, but you noticed how he eyes Halbrand.
Embarrassed and hurt, you silently left the establishment and allowed Halbrand to lead the way to wherever it was you would be staying for the next 3 weeks.
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He had, truly, spent the entire day looking for you. He didnât like not having you by his side. For two weeks now, you'd barely been more than an arms length away from him, and today youâd been lost in a city. He felt fear. What if something happened to you? He couldnât bear the thought of it, and he would lay the city of NĂşmenor to waste if something ill had become you. As night dawned and he still had not found you, his actions began to get erratic, and his thoughts were getting the better of him. The only thing that calmed him was hearing your laugh.
Your laugh. He followed the sound and found you and the sight before him filled him with rage he had not expected. Someone else was making you laugh? You were blushing and smilingâŚbecause of this meager human? Did you not know that you deserved more than that? Did you not know whom you belonged to? You may not have known it, but he claimed ownership to your very being, and it was not something he gave up lightly.
He must admit the confrontation got more heated than he had wanted it to, the accusations that it would be easy to bed you had gone too far and he knew it the moment he saw your tears. That was twice, at least, in one day that he had done something to make you cry. He couldnât stop, however, when this boy dared to challenge him. The idea that this Isildur son of Elendil would be able to best him was laughable, and he would find great pleasure in removing his heart from his chest.
Your touch pulled him from these thoughts and soothed the anger that raged inside of him. It wasnât jealousy because who was he to be jealous of? The feel of your fingers on his skin, he could feel your pulse and the blood rushing through your veins. He found comfort in it and knew that you would not have him tear someoneâs heart out, and that was enough for him to stop. The silence that followed your travel to the inn that would provide the lodging granted to the two of you (the elf, of course, had lodgings in the palace) was unwelcome. It made his stomach sick to watch you, lip still trembling and tears still falling from your lashes. He had done that. There was no trying to blame the boy for it. It was his words that had triggered the tears, and he could feel the angst that waged inside of you right now.
He knew it all started with Galadriel, the interaction on the stairs, and did not know how to ease your insecurities. He could not stop the deception. He needed Galadriel, and he needed her to be at his whim. He didnât want to give up the tantalizing game he was playing with the elf, either. He could have you both, he had convinced himself, if he played the game right.
Once inside, he led you up the set of stairs and to your door. His room was right across the hall from yours. He wanted to speak and say something to you, but he didnât know what words to say.
âHe was simply being kind, Halbrand.â Your voice, broken and sad, ended the long silence.
His eyes closed as he turned toward you. He couldnât bear to see the tears. He couldnât bear to feel the guilt.
âHe bought me dinner to be kind. He was being friendly, heâs curious about our home and culture. I donât know why youâre upset that I may have made a friend.â
Friend.
That word triggered something inside of him. You thought that boy wanted to be your friend? He couldnât help the scoff he made at those words, his eyes opening to look at you.
âYou think he wants to be friends with you?â
You were about to speak before he cut you off, âBuying you dinner, walks around the city, sweet one, those are not friendly interactions. He is trying to court you.â
âAnd if he was? Would that be so awful?â He could see that fire rise inside you, the fire heâd seen when you talked to the elf. It was intoxicating, but now, to be on the other end of it, it was fueling a flame that had been burning since the night he first met you.
He took steps towards you as he spoke, âAre you so naive that you do not see my feelings for you? The way he looks at you and the way I do are but a mirror of each other. Yet, you still donât see it.â
âI saw how you looked at Galadriel.â You had moved back with each step of his until your back was against the door.
âGaladriel,â He laughed, shaking his head, âThe elf?â
He was standing right in front of you now. He could feel the heat of your breath on his face as he looked down at you. His eyes searched your own for a moment. âI truly have failed in showing you the feelings I have for you, sweet one.â
His hands cupped your cheeks and forced you to look up at him, his thumbs rubbing soft circles against your skin, âYou have come into my life, and it has been a whirlwind ever since, you are unlike anyone I have ever known. You are strong and resilient and kind and caring. You are full of hope, and it makes me hope. After everything I have been through, after everything I have done, you make me hope. Hope for peace, hope for forgiveness, and hope for love. The elf wants me to return to a battle that I no longer have a desire to fight in.â
His thumb traced the softness of your lip, and his voice was but a hoarse whisper. âYou must know that my heart beats for you and for you alone.â
His face moved until it was but a whisper from yours, his eyes taking in the small details of your face. The way you looked up at him was enough to fuel his desires for the next century to come. You were perfect, almost as if you were made just for him. He could tell from the way you watched him that you felt it too, this desire, and that you would be willing to submit yourself to him.
He was about to kiss you, his lips brushing yours when he hesitated. There would be no going back after that, and his hands were tainted in sin, covered in the blood of legions and his blood black with the evil he had committed. You were light and pure. You were good in a way that he had never been. Before he sought your corruption, it fed his desires, but in this moment, he could not bring himself to do it.
You made the slightest move forward to kiss him, but he couldnât let you. His hand gently covered your mouth as he rested his forehead against yours with his eyes closed tightly. It was taking everything in him to resist, but he knows he must. With a kiss to your forehead, he leans down to whisper softly into your ear, âI do not wish my hands to taint the only perfect thing I have ever known.â
And before he can change his mind, he makes a hasty retreat into his room, leaving you standing in the hallway breathless.
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smother - part ii: resistance
dark!joel x f!reader
series masterlist | main masterlist | ao3 | kofi
summary: joel knows how to break you just right, to get you feeling helpless enough to accept what he believes you need. somewhere deep inside of you, you think you might like it. 10.9k words (sorry) chapter warnings: 18+ MDNI! noncon, nonconsensual touching, dubcon - reader eventually enthusiastically consents but the syndrome is stockholming so its dubcon, reader is a virgin, big juicy age gap (reader is 19, joel is 55) masturbation (m), nipple play/groping, manipulation, joel def has a corruption kink, joel gets a bit violent in this chapter, y'all get a lot of touching and (kissing), if these darker tags aren't your cup of tea please keep scrolling! a/n: okay i'm even more nervous about this chapter than the first, idk how it got so long but i really hope its tense and enticing for you all! i love writing dark joel, this has been such a thrill so far tbh! get buckled in for heavy duty smut next chapter too âď¸
Light spills in around the thick, heavy curtains, drawn tightly shut. Just a glowing sliver on the edges and underneath, telling you itâs at least well into the morning, that youâve been asleep for longer than youâd expected to. Your brain is a scrambled, hazy mess from the way youâd finally been able to pass out, still encumbered by Joelâs grasp holding you down. After a while his heaviness had a calming effect, the opposite of what youâd ever thought would happen when he first came into your bed last night. But now, he was nowhere to be found, the other side of your bed cold and empty, such a stark difference that you start to wonder if maybe youâd imagined it, dreamed it all last night.Â
You get up to let some light from the day in, your eyes burning as they adjust and you see that it looks to be late afternoon already. How many hours had you been out for?Â
Recollections of the night before flood your brain - Joelâs warmth pressed so close to you, his hard body molding softly into yours like he knew how to keep you safe, take care of you, just like heâd said. Yet thereâs still an unease surrounding the thoughts, that heâd made the decision for you, came into your bed and lied. It sends a shiver up your spine, half thrill and half fear as you contemplate what you should do next. Maybe plotting a way to Jackson is the right move, but something about Joel was keeping you here, something you couldnât quite put your finger on yet. It was more of a feeling, something indescribable that came over you when thinking about him.Â
Could he really save you, like he said? Or was he just a sick old man with a fantasy? One heâd fulfill before tossing you out just as easily as heâd taken you in.
You sigh heavily and sit on the edge of the bed for a few moments, rubbing the sleep out of your eyes. You finally decide you have to leave this bedroom sometime and face Joel again to see if those same confusing feelings from last night persist, or even to clear the air between you two. You freshen up a bit with a toothbrush and homemade toothpaste that Joel had left out for you before fixing your hair to an acceptable enough level. You creep out of the bedroom, soft and quiet movements with socks padding your feet as you listen to hear what Joel is up to downstairs. No sounds of cookware or silverware clinking on plates, no rustling on the pages of a book, no distant sound of him chopping wood outside again. Until you do hear something.Â
A sound almost in between a whimper and a groan, and itâs right there, the door diagonally down the hall from yours. You freeze, brows knit together as you wait to try to hear it again. The next time you hear it, itâs more urgent, more gruff, a loud exhale. Was it a pained sound? You couldnât quite tell as you walked closer, noticing the light spilling from a crack in Joelâs door out into the dim, windowless hallway.Â
One peek through the opening in his door has your eyes widening. A gasp sticks itself in your throat but you clap your hand over your mouth when you take in the sight before you. ShitâŚ
All your eyes immediately focus on is Joelâs cock, heavy and thick, hanging out of his pants in a tight grasp in his hand. Heâs sitting on the edge of his bed, practically in perfect view through this open sliver in the doorway. His eyes are closed, lost in the moment as he grunts a little bit more. You avert your eyes almost immediately, standing frozen with your cheeks burning. Youâre not completely unaware, and you do have an idea of what heâs doing. You canât help but flick your eyes back to him as another strained exhale leaves his lips, your eyes drifting down to where heâs sliding his hand in quick jerks. His cock is pink and slick as he runs his hand along it, and you start to tune into the lewd, sloppy sounds that it's all making as flesh hits flesh over and over again. You squirm in place, feeling your knees go a bit weak before you finally notice it.Â
Your underwear.Â
It feels like something screeches to a halt inside of you, everything moving in slower motion for a few seconds as this information sinks in. Joelâs face, turning more red and eyes rolling back as he pumps his cock with your underwear from yesterday in his other hand, a fist tightly wrapped around the material. You shudder, but find the little zing traveling further to a spot right between your legs, making you clench your thighs together tighter.
Itâs all so⌠so⌠a feeling you canât quite explain that starts to make your skin hot, and a scene you donât know if you want to stop watching. You are just curious after all, you lie to yourself in those few seconds of continued peeking on Joelâs private moment.
You sense a difference in his movements, flashing your sight up to his face where his eyes are open now, gaze locked on yours, heavy lidded as a smile plays on his lips. He doesnât stop, though, like you thought he would, and it practically steals the breath from your lungs.Â
âOh⌠sh- sorry,â you blurt out, panicky and quiet before you can think about it, covering your eyes with your palm and hastily pulling the door shut.Â
Joel canât stop smiling, a wry, devilish thing as he continues in fast, long strokes on his cock. You knowing exactly what heâs doing in here is only urging him on even more, the look in your eyes as heâd caught your stare on his glistening, ruddy cock making him harder.Â
His smile grows when he realizes you havenât stopped enjoying the show, not at all, despite your appearances of shutting the door behind you. What he realizes you donât know, is that he can see the shadow of your feet underneath the door, tiny, anxious movements that catch the light and cast shadows.Â
If you want to listen, heâs surely not going to disappoint you, another little groan slipping past his lips and he tightens his grip and speeds up, picturing you in his mind. He can practically see it now, one of your perfect little hands clasped over your mouth outside his door, trying not to make a peep, your body rigid as you lean closer to listen. Those perfect little hands that should never have to lift a finger, should always be taken care of. A pulse of pleasure wracks his body at the thought of him being the one to do that for you.Â
âFuck,â he whispers hoarsely. âFuuuuckâŚâ
A few more swift tugs on his length and heâs stuffing your underwear right at the head of his cock, thrusting once and cumming hard into the fabric with a loud moan, the only thing on his mind the mental image of you in nothing but these.Â
Heâs not too weak to admit heâs already completely addicted to you. Your pretty face, the way youâd finally given him those few little smiles yesterday. How you fit so wonderfully in his arms last night once youâd decided that you needed him. Joel knows heâll do whatever it takes to keep you as his, to make sure you understand just what you need, how you need him. He sighs as he leans back a moment, then stares down at your underwear, his creamy release staining it now looking like one of the most beautiful sights. To paint you with it himself would nearly kill him, send him into a point of no turning back. No, thereâs no doubt now that heâs addicted to this⌠And god help anyone who tries to take it from him, even you.
The moment you hear Joelâs longer, drawn out groan you scurry away, light as can be on your feet and tiptoe down the stairs in a hurry. The mortification youâd feel if he opened the door to you standing there listening in is more than you can bear. You wish you hadn't been curious, hadnât wanted to stop and stare just to watch just a bit longer. It wasnât your fault that you felt completely embarrassingly lost when it came to⌠sex, but you know it was wrong to invade Joelâs privacy like that. He had left the door cracked, hadnât he, though? Your brain devours the information, barely able to latch onto that train of thought before the next one comes barreling in.Â
You pace back and forth in the kitchen, hands wrung anxiously over and over again in front of you. You gaze at the staircase practically every millisecond, waiting for Joel to come down, wondering if he will. You two have to confront this, right? He knows what you saw, and you certainly know what you saw, the image burned into your mind now. All the details seem hazy in your panic, but all you can think about is your underwear in his hands, and how your current pair feel damp now against your own will. Youâd felt this before - attraction and arousal - but not like this. You had been so close to everything this time, not just hearing stories or thinking about kissing a boy you thought was good looking. This was a full fledged man, pleasuring himself right in the next room to you. It makes you break out in a sweat, your body hot and breathing shallow as the floorboards creak under your rushing movements.Â
You sigh and continue pacing for another moment before trying to make yourself busy by putting on the kettle, maybe to make some tea, something to calm your frayed nerves. If Joel didnât wind up kicking you straight back out into the wilderness after that debacle, youâd be surprised. Maybe you should think about kicking yourself out to avoid any of this awkwardness. You make a split second decision to grab your things and go, your first steps out of the kitchen interrupted by heavy footfall upstairs, lazily making its way down to you.
You stand frozen, your plan quickly forgotten when you see Joel, moving with confidence, his steps nonchalant and unhurried as he approaches with a satisfied look on his face. Not angry, not embarrassed, just a casual, almost smug look plastered on his features. You look at a spot past him before dipping your eyes to the floor, your face already heated and flushed. Heâs wearing jeans again but this time with a plain, moss green henley shirt rolled halfway up his forearms. Another shirt showing off his strong, muscular form, and itâs killing you inside, especially now that youâve seen just that much more of him.Â
âSit,â he says plainly, finishing his walk to the kitchen table where he pulls out a chair, settling himself down. When you dare to glance in his direction, heâs giving you a look that sends a shudder up your spine, already knowing heâs about to ask much less nicely if you donât heed his words. Your shaky hand pulls out a chair, perching yourself on the edge, hands holding on to one another for dear life in your lap. You feel like a child about to be scolded for doing something naughty, and you suppose in many ways thatâs exactly whatâs happening right now.Â
âJ-â you start, with Joel cutting you off before you can even get a syllable out.Â
âYou enjoy listeninâ to that little show? Gettinâ a little peek?â Joel asks smoothly, a hint of irritation but also gratification in his tone. He leans forward onto the table with his forearms pressed against the wood.Â
âN-no I didnât⌠I mean I didnât see much. I didnât hear⌠I swear. Iâm really sorry, that just made things so⌠uncomfortableâŚâ you ramble on, feeling like a bumbling idiot as youâre sure your body is about to catch fire.Â
âDid it?â Joel asks, eyebrow lifted in casual questioning. It makes you stop, your lips sitting parted with words you canât express, clouded by confusion.Â
âWell⌠didnât it? Iâm - I donât know whatâs⌠normal⌠That didnât feelâŚâ Your eyes search his face wildly, and you know he can see you, trembling like a fawn stood in the clearing of a forest just before it bolts.Â
Joel sighs out a long exhale. âSeems like you enjoyed it, standinâ outside my door.â He states it as a fact, not a guess, and your stomach twists as it sinks. How he knows is beyond you, and you can only sit in your shame now, eyes fixed downwards on the table. Youâve never found knots in wood so interesting before as you stay transfixed by the glossy surface.
âNothinâ to be ashamed of. Just curious, werenât ya?â he says, his voice rumbling softly. His hand inches towards you across the table and you finally get the nerve to look up at his eyes. Theyâve gone gentler, full of understanding. Youâre sure your expression gives everything away, your shock, your intrigue at what youâd witnessed. âWerenât you?â he asks again, and you finally give him a little nod.
His lips twitch upwards in a wry grin just as the kettle starts to whistle, the sound ramping up rapidly into the silent room. You both stare at each other for a few moments, still processing your answer to him. The screeching reaches a fever pitch, making your skin start to crawl, so you push your chair out in a hurry to grab it off the stove. Joelâs hand shoots out, his large hand snatching your thigh, fingers wrapping around and digging into the flesh through your sweatpants. You halt, your ass plopping right back into the chair as Joel stares at you through narrowed eyes.
âIâve got it,â he says sternly. He waits a moment longer, making sure youâre fully seated and about to heed his words before standing up. The kettle is at a deafening scream, but Joel seems in no hurry, sauntering over to the stove. You breathe out a sigh of relief as the sound tapers off, Joel setting the kettle to the side while he busies himself with reaching up to some open shelving along the wall where you see several jars full of different types of tea leaves. Heâs silent, moving slowly, as if to make you sweat it out, and you admit that his plan is working. You donât know the last time you felt such an odd, burning fear inside of you. Different than facing infected, than being so hungry without knowing where your next meal is coming from. Itâs primal, deep down inside of you, meek little claws in a vice grip at the core of you, a burning that travels downward repeatedly, right between your legs. You notice youâve started trembling without even realizing it.
He brings a steaming mug over, setting it on the table in front of you. It smells mainly of chamomile, maybe some lavender - you see Joel read your mind on wanting something for your nerves. Instead of retaking his seat across from you, he walks around the table, doing a slow, deliberate lap. His feet, although shoe-less, make an impact along the floor, and you feel like each one sounds like a drum along with the way your heart is beating in your ears. He circles back and pauses behind your chair, sliding his forearm across your chest, tucking it close to your neck.
You really were trapped now. Not just by your own mental doing, unable to make yourself leave at the first sign of trouble with this man for god knows what reason, but truly, physically ensnared by his embrace. His arm wraps tighter across the top of your chest, his hand squeezing on the shoulder where it snakes around.
âTell meâŚâ he leans closer, lips coming to your ear, a hint of a smirk in his tone although you canât see his face now. âThat the first cock you ever seen? Or just the first time you seen one like mine?âÂ
Your head swims, unsure of how to answer. He has you trapped with this question, either answer damning to you. You sputter and scoff out a chuckle, shaking your head.Â
âNo, you say? Which one, honey, câmon itâs a simple question.â His arm tightens, fingers digging in along your shoulder. âNo judgement here, just a curious man, thasâ all.â He says the words as if heâs expectant of a certain answer for you, following a hunch and looking to confirm it for himself. He knows, he knows, he knows. He knows you so effortlessly, reads your mind like itâs the simplest thing in the world. You worry he sees right through you right down to your debased thoughts, the ones where you give in to him and these foreign feelings you want to chase.
You shake your head again. âI havenâtâŚâ Your cheeks burn with the confession, hoping he wonât make you actually say the words. You struggle uncomfortably in his grip, his scent invading your senses now as well, mint and leftover coffee from this morning and your stomach burns so hot you think you might be sick now. He responds with a tighter grasp, his arm starting to press a bit on your windpipe.
Joel blows out a breath, the sound nearly grating next to your ear. âNever seen a cock before till today? Till you saw mine the way you did? That so, darlinâ?â He sounds amazed, excitement creeping into his voice.Â
You swallow hard, fighting back tears, but you nod for him. âY-yesâŚâ you admit with a shaky voice, willing yourself not to cry again in front of Joel.Â
âOh, hey, hey, thatâs okay. Must be an awful lot to see it jusâ like that, no context for any of itâŚâ he murmurs, his voice oozing a sick sympathy as you sense his excitement building. âShouldnât have had to see it as a surprise. If it were up to me, darlinâ, Iâd have made sure it was perfect. Yâwouldâve been amazed by the things a cock like mine can do for ya.â
He tuts quietly, his lips grazing along the shell of your ear. You squirm a little, your breathing picking up as you strain against him. You remember how much youâd liked his lips right under your ear last night, how badly youâd wanted to hate it, but here you were yet again, enjoying it.Â
âNow Iâm gonna ask you somethinâ, honey, and I want you to be honest with me, mkay?â Joel says. Your options feel limited so you motion with a nod for him to go on, his arm digging into your throat further when your head bobs down.
âBe honest, now, remember.â He squeezes your shoulder hard. âHow old are ya, honey?â His lips graze your ear again and your legs tense, thighs pressing together. You nearly have to bite the inside of your cheek to stop the little moan that wants to slip out of you.Â
You chew your lip, telling him the truth before you can even think about it too hard. âIâm nineteen.â You donât know why you tell him the truth, why you give him any part of you, but you do.Â
âHmm,â he murmurs in a low little groan. His fingers brush along your shoulder, across your chest a bit, loosening his tight grip. âThank you for tellinâ me the truth, sweetheart. I appreciate that.â
âH-how old are you?â you ask in return, getting a haughty chuckle from Joel.Â
âOlderân you,â he says simply, a little growl caught in the back of his throat as his nose buries itself in your hair, taking in a deep breath. Â
âB-but I told youâŚâ you whimper a little as he tightens his hold again, leaning further to press his head into your shoulder and neck.Â
âWhy dâya wanna know? Wonderinâ why an old man like me is gettinâ your panties wet?â he asks, amused at your expense, knocking you down just one more peg.Â
You blink hard and feel yourself flushing again, warmth radiating throughout your body all the way down to your fingertips. Youâre angry that he seems to know every damn thing about you, and you feel like you know nothing about what heâs thinking. âI donât understand⌠any of it. Why -â
âItâs all natural, sweetheart. Happens when you find yourself likinâ what Iâm doinâ,â Joel tells you, voice starting to sweeten like honey. His hand strokes your hair, smoothing the sides.Â
âI knowâŚâ you bite back, only to feel Joel move his forearm closer to your neck. Your breath hitches. âI just mean⌠I - I want to know how old you are.â
âYou persistent little thingâŚâ He smirks again, looking impressed by you. âIâm in my fifties, thatâs all yâneed to know.â He pauses for a brief second, not wasting a second to keep contact with your skin, his calloused fingertips stroking along the hollow of your neck. They trickle down, gentle and fluid as water as he ghosts along your chest and over your stomach. You shudder and try to keep your eyes open, succumbing to the pleasure of it all - nobody has ever touched you like this, taken their time to feel you out and seem interested in every part of you. Itâs a slow, tortuous movement while his arms reach down over you, thick muscles on display, until his fingertips brush along your waistband. They trace back and forth along the crimped edges of the band, tied tightly. He plays with the strings, a clear contemplation to untie them any second. It makes you start to tremble even more, the way you feel powerless and know you couldnât stop him even if you wanted to.
Joel abruptly stops, pulling his arms back before he starts to walk around the chair, standing in front of you now. He doesnât crouch to your height, standing tall and proud as he towers over where you sit. His fingers reach forward slowly and gently, thumb and forefinger taking your chin delicately, holding it like something he might break. You can finally see his expression, look into his eyes, and theyâre a dark abyss full of mystery and that hungry look heâd flashed at you a few times yesterday.Â
âGet the sense youâre feelinâ a bit scared right now, hm?â he suddenly asks.
You swallow and then nod for him, eyes barely blinking as you try to keep track of every single movement he makes. His grip on your chin flashes tighter for just a moment before he lets it go, leaving a little red mark in his wake.
âGood girl.â
Your stomach turns as you realize he wants this, wants your fear to permeate the room so he can devour it, to know that he has this hold on you. Joel leans forward, one hand planted on the table next to you, the other coming down to rest on your thigh. Heâs tender in his touch, letting his hand soothingly find its way up your leg.
Joelâs eyes bore into you, trying to capture your attention and hold it, but you can barely summon the courage to look into those dark pools, worried theyâll draw you in forever. Instead, you squeeze your eyes shut, focusing on your shaky inhales and exhales as Joelâs hand rubs your thigh.
âDonât you like it, sweetheart? Feels good to be touched here, doesnât it?â You donât answer him, eyes squeezed shut even tighter, a quiver starting on your lips. You try to ignore the way your body responds to the touch, skin blazing right where heâs touching and that pooling of heat starting between your legs.
âNow câmon, open your eyes fâme. I want to take care of you, honey. Jusâ like we agreed to last night. You need me to take care of everythinâ for ya, never make you have to worry or lift a pretty little finger again. I can show you everything.â Joel pauses, waiting to see if youâll heed his command. His hand wraps a little tighter around your thigh, fingers squeezing.
âI said⌠look at me. Open your eyes. Nothinâ to be afraid of.â His voice has a shake to it from trying to keep it even amongst his building frustration, his desire to have you under his thumb already. You finally brave it, your eyes opening slowly to find a softer smile playing on Joelâs lips as his face comes into focus, just a few inches from yours now.
âI want you all to myself⌠dâyou understand what Iâm sayinâ?â
You nod. His smile grows, much more foreboding now.
âThatâs a good girl,â he says, fingers squeezing your thigh again, brushing his thumb along the inner part, sending a set of sparks hurtling up your spine. âAnd youâll stay? Wonât try to get away from me, will you?â he asks, a wicked raise of his eyebrow telling you thereâs only one correct answer here.
Your face falls a little bit. âWh- what would you do if did?â you dare to ask.
He laughs, a mirthless chuckle before he can even stop himself. âOh, honey, whatâre you gonna do? Whereâll you go? You wouldnât get barely ten steps outside this door âfore I got to ya.â His eyes pierce yours before studying your face for a few moments, challenging you. âBest that you donât even try, yeah?â
You donât reply, hoping that the fear in your eyes and trembling lips are answer enough for him.
âCome and sit wâme, how about that? Iâve got a few more questions for you.â Joel offers you his hand and you pause, eyes fixed on his tan, rough skin - hands that have worked hard for an entire lifetime. He takes the initiative to grasp your hand instead, giving you a quick tug that has you standing up to start following him. He completely dwarfs you in every way, his hand practically enveloping your entire fist as he pulls you along towards the couch.
You donât know what otherworldly urge possesses you so suddenly, but you glance over towards the door, then back at Joel before you muster up everything you have and shove him square in the back, yanking your captured hand back in the process. He stumbles forward, your hand slipping from his and you quickly gain your balance and bolt. You reach the front door, fumbling with the lock and knob as you hear Joel grunt loudly behind you.Â
âDonât you understand? Thereâs nowhere to go, sweetheart,â he calls after you angrily. You donât dare turn around as you fling the door open with a strength you didnât even know you possessed, feet moving of their own accord as you sprint down the stairs and towards the oncoming woods. You can hear Joelâs huffs behind you, both of your shoe-less feet pounding on the frozen earth. It hurts, the cold ground combined with all types of brush and wood littering the forest floor that are now jabbing into your feet with every step. This was stupid, this was a mistake, youâre going to die out here if he doesnât do it first.
âGod⌠damn⌠itâŚâ you hear Joel pant behind you, knowing heâs close, that itâs almost over now. Youâre weak and frail still, much too slow to outrun a towering powerhouse like Joel. He was right - thereâs no fighting it, no escape from here unless he allows it. Maybe it wonât be so bad⌠maybe you do enjoy the way he speaks to you, the way heâs been touching you⌠maybe itâll all be just what youâve needed. Youâve always wanted more than what you had, wishing for someone to care just a little more, to have a family again.
You lose yourself to an almost transcendent train of thought, letting it wash over you. As if the universe was trying to tell you the right decision, you feel your foot collide with something sharp and you stumble, a sure way to get you back into Joelâs arms. He catches you as you go down, upper arm squeezed into his grasp as his other wraps around and yanks you by the front of your collar, tearing your shirt all the way down to the middle of your chest as he tugs. Youâre pulled into his chest with a hard thud before you both go down with the momentum of it all, his body landing on top of yours on the hard, frozen earth.
âGod damn it, girl, what the hell you think youâre doinâ, huh?â Joel huffs out, arms pinning you down by the wrists as he breathes heavily right in your face. You grunt and struggle, squirming against the ground, but it only serves to help Joel push you into the frosty dirt even harder, his own grunts slipping out of his lips.Â
âLike it when you struggleâŚâ he says closer to your ear, leaning down. His lips turn into a chilling leer as he bares his teeth down at you. âBut too bad we can't play a little longer, youâll freeze out here. Get up,â he demands, pulling back and then fluidly plucking your body up off the ground as he stands. He hooks one of his arms through yours and begins drags you, your feet scrambling to keep up with how quickly heâs moving.Â
Youâd barely gotten far, just like he said you would - itâs only a short distance back to the cabin where he slams you against the wall, clutching one hand around your throat, not hard enough to put much pressure, just to show you he could, if he really wanted to. His body crowds closer as your back presses against the hard, unrelenting wooden logs adorning the outer frame of the cabin. The chill of the air settles in and you shiver, feet throbbing and chest prickling with goosebumps from the frozen air entering your lungs in large heaves.Â
âTold ya, girl. You donât need to go anywhere. All yâneed is right here. I can do anythinâ I want with ya, canât I?â He spits his words out angrily, eyes blazing. His head is cocked, looking down on you with scornful, yet hopeful eyes. His gaze travels to your chest, the way your shirt is torn to almost reveal everything there, eyes flickering hotly on the sight. Both of you stand with huffing breaths, chests heaving and letting out little cloudy puffs of air as your exhales hit the air.Â
You nod, whimpering as his grip gets slightly tighter around your throat when you donât answer right away. Your entire body trembles against him, afraid youâll collapse any second as your knees buckle. His entire frame is pressed against you, keeping you upright, the warmth of him the only thing keeping you grounded and afloat right now.
âThasâ right, itâs just me ân you out here. Iâll take real good care of ya, never let anyone hurt ya again. Ever.â A hand snakes around to your hair, smoothing it as he pulls your head off the wall, tracing his palm down as he pets you. âNow câmon.â He yanks your entire body by the waist, holding you close as he hauls you back inside, pulling the door shut behind you two and locking it.
Joel brings you to his original destination before youâd run - the couch - and sits back, pulling you down with him, maneuvering you to settle on his lap so that youâre straddling him. His hands wrap around your back in a possessive, tight hold. You squirm a little bit, the feeling of him enveloping you like this making you hot, a sheen of sweat breaking out over your entire body.
âS-stopâŚâ you mumble as you continue to struggle, his hands only seeming to get stronger the more effort you put in. You start to shove and push at his chest and one of his arms comes from around your back to catch your wrists in one fell swoop, pinning them against his chest.Â
âBetter knock that shit off quick,â he commands, grunting as he continues to hold your squirming body. âYou got me offerinâ you everything I know you want, and all I ask is you do what I want, sweet girl. Be here wâme.â His tone is somehow cruel and hard but soft and caring at once, like he really believes that he needs to act this way to care for you right now.
âN-no, youâre hurting me,â you cry out. âYou said you wouldnât let anyone hurt meâŚâ You think that maybe your reasoning will have any kind of effect on him, and he only smiles softly. It disarms you a little, your struggle starting to die out as you look at the hidden anger behind the smile, the desire to let out the hidden beast within him.Â
âLetâs get one thing clear,â he says, letting go of your wrists to grip your cheeks between his thumb and forefinger, squishing them together. Your hands fall limply to your sides, skin burning on your cheeks where heâs pressing in harder. âOnly I can make you feel pain. Nobody else. Nobodyâs gonna hurt you when Iâm around. And Iâm the only one who can make yâfeel good too, understand? But if youâre not gonna be a good girl ân pull this shit, I canât help what Iâve gotta do to get you back to beinâ good, hm?â His eyes track across your face, awaiting a response.Â
You shake your head in small movements, squeezing your eyes shut and squirming one final time to try to slide off his lap. He sees your desperate eyes and his blood rushes a little hotter through him, tugging you harshly to situate you back perfectly centered on his lap.
âPleaseâŚâ you whimper quietly, unsure of what youâre asking for now. To be let go? To be held tighter? For someone to just make it all okay?
Joel drops your cheeks from his tight grip and looks at you a little more sympathetically. âOkay, okay, câmon, no more strugglinâ sweet girl. Iâve got you. Not gonna hurt ya. I just wanna help ya.âÂ
He leans forward and his lips find your neck, peppering wet, urgent kisses from just underneath your chin all the way down to your collarbone. Itâs all too much, the emotions bubbling up as the adrenaline leaves your body. You shake a little, feeling the now all too familiar sting of tears behind your eyes that quickly manifest as tears that roll down your cheeks. Joel must sense a heave in your chest as you try to hold back your sob because he pulls his lips off of you and looks up to see your eyes shining as tears start to fall at a more rapid pace.Â
âShh, shh,â he coos. Both of his arms wrap around your back and pull you in so that your chest is flush with his. Your head drops instinctively to his body and you find yourself wrapping your arms tightly around his neck before burying your face in his chest.Â
âOh, câmere, sweetheart. Let it all out⌠shhâŚâ Joel says quietly, his palms splayed along your back, rubbing up and down in a soothing pattern. You finally break completely, finally let yourself sob. Your entire body is wracked with shaking heaves of breath each time you start another wave of tears. You bury yourself deeper into Joelâs chest, your face burning red hot with embarrassment, but unable to stop nonetheless. Heâs warm and soft against you, the comforting fabric of his shirt soaking up the tears you pour out.Â
Joel continues his soothing ministrations, his hands uncharacteristically kind and sweet, holding the back of your head against him now, like heâs encouraging this, even, this release of emotion from you. It makes you sob even harder to realize the only person you have in this world to comfort you is a man you met yesterday, one who hasnât shown you a consistent side to himself since then. You donât know how long you cry for, the last two weeks of pure desperation and the flood of emotions since meeting Joel have all collided into this one meltdown, Joelâs chest taking the brunt of it as you continue sobbing.
âOh, thatâs it, there we goâŚâ he hums calmly, his chin resting on the top of your head as he keeps stroking along your back. You finally start to let up, choking back little sobs as they climb their way up your throat.Â
âJusâ breathe⌠there ya go, honey. Take some deep breaths for me now, okay?â Joel says calmly, continuing to chant little encouragements in your ear. You turn your face to lay the side of your cheek along Joelâs chest for a moment, a few remaining hiccups shaking your body as you sniffle. Your entire face feels puffy, like everything is two sizes too big for you now, cheeks wet and sticky as your tears start to dry. You slowly lift your head up and Joel quickly catches your face between his hands, thumbs going to work wiping your tears.
âBeautifulâŚâ he murmurs as his eyes scan your flushed, glowing face. His lips turn into a gentle, small smile while he continues to wipe down your cheeks for a moment longer. âNow donât that feel better?â Joel looks at you with concern now, his head tilting as his fingers continue to stroke along your face. You look so broken and fragile right now - the thought exciting him, sending a twitch beneath his jeans that he doesn't even have the mind to be ashamed of. You're close... so close to being his.
âI g-guessâŚâ you murmur, unable to say if it really does feel much better. You feel lighter now, unburdened of the pent up emotions that had been weighing you down the last few weeks, but you still had to grapple with the fact that you were here now, with a dangerous man who seemed intent on keeping you here no matter what.
âListen, darlinâ...â Joel starts, a heavy sigh escaping him. âYouâre too sweet for this world, you deserve to be protected⌠Thatâs all Iâm tryinâ to say here, to do here. You wanna know what I thought when I first saw ya?â
Your eyes widen in curiosity, letting him go on.
âThought that the universe sent me a gift. One look at ya and I knew you had to be all mine. Like yâwere made for me, I swear itâŚâ he gushes before his eyes go more serious. âI can show you how good it all feels, sweetheart, dâyou understand?â
You shake your head slowly. âS-show me how good what feels?â you ask tentatively.
Joel leans forward, his lips brushing along your jawline then ghosting to that sensitive spot under your ear. His breath tickles you in just the right way and you shudder, hating that he seems to have pinpointed your weakness.
âShow you⌠just how good it feels⌠to submit to me.â His lips press onto your neck gently, his tongue poking out to taste the salt of your skin. âShow you what your place is here.â He sucks a little harder on your neck, eliciting a tiny sound from the back of your throat. âIâll give you everything, youâll see. I can see you want it, sweet girl. I can see how badly you need it.â His hips thrust upwards into yours on his last words, grinding against you slightly. Your eyes flutter shut when his lips kiss your neck again, rough but gentle, as Joel always seems to be. You squirm, your body and mind still mixing signals with each other, unsure if youâre fleeing or giving in.Â
You consider his words heavily, the weight of them pressing down on your chest, nearly choking you. It makes your entire body tingle, the way heâd said the word submit, not even fully understanding all of what that would entail. But heâs right, you do need someone, you need something in your life that wonât fail you or run or disappear. Youâre desperate for it at this point, needing it like you need air and water. Youâve seen nothing but loss and sadness and lived with a desperation to just be loved and cared for in the deepest ways.Â
Maybe it was fate, like he said. Maybe you were meant to stumble into that clearing just at the right time, just when you so fiercely needed everything heâs offering to you.Â
He pulls back and stares into your eyes, trying to read the look behind them, trying to gauge how youâll respond as you sit silently. You feel tears building on the rims of your eyes again, quickly wiping them away before they can fall.Â
âLet me show you, hm? How Iâll take care of you.â He thumbs your chin as he stares at you, a look of wonder in his eyes. âWe need to get some more food in you, darlinâ. Barely ate a thing yesterday.â His bargains immediately begin to work as you notice your stomach rumbling and empty again as if on cue. You nod slightly and he gives you a half smile.
âThatâs a good girl,â he coos. âNow hold on tight.â Before you can question him further on why, heâs lifting you up off the couch, and your arms scramble to fling around his neck so you donât fall backwards. Your legs wrap around his middle for extra support as he carries you to the kitchen table, settling you down on top of it now, legs dangling off the side as he lets go of his grip under your thighs. You find yourself reluctant to untangle your arms and legs from his warm, safe body, but he begins to pull away, heading for the fridge. You watch him with a frown as he bends down, shuffling a bit in the fridge before pulling out an item wrapped in a thin cloth. He opens a breadbox on the counter and reaches in, tearing off a chunk of bread before plating it and unwrapping the block, revealing some type of cheese.
âSheeps cheese from Jackson. And some bread I made. Should tide yâover till dinner time, donât you think?â he asks, bringing the plate over. He nudges your legs apart with his knee, a silent command that you follow mindlessly before he steps in between your thighs. One hand brushes along your thigh as he gets closer to you, eyes pasted right onto yours. His near glare is nearly too much to keep focused on as he grabs the piece of bread and brings it up to your lips. You pause, gaze faltering as you scan his face, a little stunned.
âYâneed some food, darlinâ. Now eat.â Another command, another test to see how pliant you are, how willing you are to accept the entire package he offered you. You crane your neck forward enough to bite down on the piece, tearing some off as he holds it for you, never breaking eye contact with him. His eyes quickly flash back to a satisfied, pleasant look from the darkness that had threatened them moments ago.
âGood girl.â The words burrow in a little more, your thighs tightening against his, sending Joel gazing down with a smirk pulling at his lips. âAnother,â he says quietly, holding the bread up to your lips again. You donât falter this time, taking a quick bite and chewing as Joel smiles down at you, letting his thumb brush across your lips.
âYouâre beinâ so good fâme now, what happened?â he says smugly, picking up the cheese and feeding you again. Each time he does it, you take the food more eagerly, Joel stepping closer until heâs pressed against the table, his hips as close as they can be to the apex of your thighs. You can sense the excitement radiating off of him now, the pure satisfaction that youâre not putting up a fight, accepting the care heâs pouring out onto you.
âNow you see how I can take care of you, darlinâ? Thatâs just a small thing, honey, makinâ sure you get fed. Now tell me how much you appreciate it, hm?â
You feel your cheeks warming up at the blatant coaxing from Joel, the way the heat of his body presses so close to you now as his finger lingers on your lip after the last scrap of bread goes in.
âT-thank you, Joel,â you say, quiet and mousy as you avert your eyes downward.
âOh, such a good girl.â He pets the top of your head down the side, stroking a gentle, long path down to your shoulder. âFeel better now that we got you full?â
You nod, swallowing hard. âY-yes, thank you.â Mousy. Quiet. The way Joel seems to like, the way that you canât help but be when he questions you like this, when his eyes search your depths so intensely. Your heart clenches at just how quickly heâs already worked his way in, has you saying just what you know he wants to hear.Â
âNot bad for an old man baking bread, huh?â he asks, winking as he caresses your cheek. You tilt your head down, failing to conceal your little smile in time as a breathy chuckle makes its way out of you. You can sense the lightness fill Joel and the entire room as he notices, cocking his head and leaning closer to you.
âThat a smile I see, darlinâ? You think itâs funny to call me an old man?â
You shake your head, pulling your lips tight to suppress your smile. âN-no, youâre n-notâŚâÂ
âOh, too sweet, ainât you.â He wraps his arms around your middle, drawing you close again. âYâknow, youâre so pretty when you smile. This old manâd like to see more of that, yâknow.â
Your smile falls quickly as discomfort settles in again at the way heâd cracked through your façade just now. âWhy havenât you just⌠hurt me yet? Or done what you want with me and tossed me out?â you ask suddenly, blurting the words out before you can think twice about the possible consequences.Â
Joel clicks his tongue and lets his lips part slightly, showing his surprise - a rare moment from such a guarded man.Â
âThat what you think this is?â he asks quietly, forebodingly. The pure control in his voice is a skill that you can tell heâs exercised many times. âJust want to squeeze the life outta you and toss your body out for the damn animals? Or fuck you senseless then turn you to the cold? You really think that little of me after I fed you, clothed you, helped you?â
He doesnât sound quite angry, but something deeper that takes a minute for you to register - youâve hurt him. Wounded his ego, made a dent in this brick wall of a man. A power you suddenly wish you didn't have over him.
âI donât⌠I donât knowâŚâ you admit. âYou scare me.â
He leans forward, his dark irises going icy as he captures your rapt attention with this one single glance.Â
âI should,â he spits out with a twitch of his lip. âBut only if you give yourself reason to, yeah? I never want to hurt you, sweetness, never.â He goes softer, brushing a finger along your cheek, sending you trembling with a quivering lip. âJusâ want you to be here wâme, lettinâ me take good care of you, and you do the same fâme. Somethinâ so beautiful here, you ân IâŚâ
You sigh heavily, your body slumping in defeat. Youâre exhausted, your nerves frayed and mind overstimulated from all of the inconsistencies, the back and forth with him. If what he says is true, if he wants to treat you kindly, give you all heâs promised, you know what he expects in response. You can feel it in the undertone of every word he says, every tiny movement when he touches you. He wants you to belong to him, to have you sucked so completely into his world thereâs no going back. To have you fear him and look in wonder at him and worship at his feet and let him touch you and feel you and be completely yours and you be completely his. Your head spins, a dizzy sickness overtaking you at how utterly lost you feel right now. How badly you crave it and are equally repulsed by it.Â
You dip your head down, eyes on your lap as you let the wave of churning fear wash over you.
âEyes up, darlinâ,â Joel reminds you, fingers tracing on your thigh to get your attention.Â
âI⌠believe you,â you say, turning your gaze to him again. Itâs not an answer yet, not a yes or no or anything at all. A fact.
âI know you do,â he says, a serious expression curling into a smile. âOnly say what I mean. Are we clear, then?â
Joelâs face inches closer to yours, leaving just a few inches between you, now. âY-yes,â you mutter, rapidly scanning over his eyes to try to read anything there but the inky darkness that seems to permeate above all else.
âGood,â he says proudly. âNow gimme a smile, darlinâ. Need to see you lookinâ happier âround here.â
You pull your lips into a tight smile that seems to suffice for Joel as he carries on, moving until his lips hover just above yours. You notice yourself starting to tremble a little bit, shoulders tightening up, and Joel holds you close as his brows come together.
âYou ever kiss a man like me, darlinâ?â he whispers, licking his lips.
Your lips part, words failing you for a moment as you contemplate him. Your throat is suddenly dry and itchy as you glance down at Joelâs lips. âN-noâŚâ You shake your head. âI havenât⌠havenât been with⌠anyoneâŚâ
Joel stills completely for what feels like minutes, his lips twisted to the side in a wry smile now. âYou sayinâ youâre a virgin?â he asks bluntly, his hands naturally tightening their grip on your back, fingers digging in as they slide a little lower towards your waist.
Your face burns first, then your entire body is set aflame as embarrassment sets in. You know you shouldnât be embarrassed, but you can sense Joelâs experience, almost having some strange need to impress him with your own, coming up empty. Your eyes look down, staring at the middle of his shirt before you nod once, blinking away a quick sting of tears at your sudden humiliation.Â
âChrist,â Joel bites back all the things he wants to say for a moment and tuts as he notices your glassy eyes, scraping his fingers along your back. He tightens his hold on your waist and tugs you even closer so that your hips are flush with his. He moves his lips right next to your ear, making you shudder as they brush close enough to touch for a moment. âHad a feelinâ. You have no idea⌠how turned on that makes me, sweet girl.â
Joelâs crude words have you gasping a little, a breath caught in your throat as you stutter out a sound to try to answer him. His lips press on your neck again, kissing a little more fervently down to your collarbone and then he pulls back, one hand going to your face to cup your cheek.Â
âSuch an innocent little thing⌠so sweetâŚâ he murmurs. ââS okay to touch me, yâknow.â Your hands tingle with anticipation as he says that, but you donât know how to move them, where to move them to, or if you want to touch him.
âI - I donâtâŚâ You shake your head, and Joel captures one of your hands in his, holding it gently and rubbing his fingers along yours.Â
âI got ya, Iâll show yâeverythinâ you need to know, howâs that sound?â he says, gazing down at you intently, waiting with baited breath to hear your response.Â
âYou meanâŚâ you ask, cheeks flushing as youâre unable to finish your sentence. Joel places your hand on his chest, spreading your fingers out to splay across the space between his pecs. He nods softly and you wiggle your fingers a little, feeling the planes of his chest, hard but warm underneath your palm. He glances down to where your hand explores a little more, running your fingers gently over to the right side of his pecs, then the left, and smirks.Â
âI mean all of it, you sweet little thing. You donât know how good yâcould feel, do you?â Joel breathes a little heavier, his expression losing a bit of its controlled façade, that vague look of craving revealing itself in his eyes again. âI could give you so much⌠oh, you pretty thing, you need it.â He shakes his head in disbelief of everything heâs learned about you. âUntouched⌠so innocentâŚâ he says more quietly, his hands finding their way back to your waist, thumbs hooking under the waistband at the back of your pants.
âIâm n-not sure⌠I-I donât know -â you stutter as you feel his thumbs touch bare skin before one of his hands trails under your shirt, moving upwards. Your eyes blink a little slower, a flutter of your lashes as his calloused pads scrape along your skin, leaving a blazing trail that tingles all the way to the base of your spine. It pools quickly there, your core starting to heat up as his hand travels higher, the other playing at the hem of your shirt, starting to lift it. Your breath hitches, eyes going wider as your shirt moves, but you donât squirm, donât try to stop him.
âYâdo know. I can see you want it, sweetheart, look at how you respond to meâŚâ He breathes in and out a little shakily. âRespond to a man takinâ good care of youâŚâ
âW-what are you doing?â you ask, feeling your back almost halfway exposed to the air.
âThink you know what Iâm doin,â Joel huffs a stony hearted chuckle. âJust wanna see how pretty yâare, take a peek, thasâ all.â
You shrink back a little, eyebrows pulled close together, shaking your head in small movements. âIâm scaredâŚâ you whimper finally, showing Joel the fear thatâs been building deep inside of you. You donât know how to want this, when to know your body is telling you itâs okay. Youâve somehow lost complete trust in any of your instincts, unsure of where along the way that happened.Â
âI know, I know,â he purrs, still pulling your shirt higher. His lips dart down to your stomach, where your bare skin is starting to show, kissing sloppily along all the fresh skin he hasnât seen yet. He starts speaking against your body, kissing in between his words. âNothinâ to be scared of when you got me though, yâunderstand? You let me take care of you, and youâll never worry a day in your life. Be my good girl, my everything. Just gotta trust me.â His nails dig into your back, a sweet, welcome pain, bringing you to the present. Itâs too easy to lose yourself to his lips, his touch, his words. Your hand stays steadily placed on his chest, barely daring to move now.
You stare with your mouth open, and at your silence Joel drags his mouth up your chest and to your neck before looking at you expectantly.
âI donât⌠knowâŚâ you murmur, less convincingly than the other times, an observation that Joel doesnât fail to notice. He gathers the fabric of your shirt and tugs on the front hem of your shirt, pulling it taut along your back, drawing you closer to him as his lips sit merely an inch from yours.
âThink yâdo know,â he says, greedy hands under the front of your shirt now, pulling the hem up. âIâll be so gentle, honeyâŚâ He pulls your shirt up further and you drop your hand from his chest, allowing him the freedom of movement he needs to finish the job.Â
âOkayâŚâ you whisper, unsure if the two syllables even resonate far enough to reach Joelâs ears. You start to feel your legs trembling as you see his face registering your one word, the only thing heâd needed to hear.Â
âGood girl,â he breathes out, exuding pure elation. âOh, Iâm gonna make you so happy, darlinâ, gonna give yâeverythinâ.â He practically snarls as his hands get back to work on your shirt, lifting each of your arms to tug them through the sleeves, then tossing your shirt aside after it's over your head.
A growl tumbles out of his throat when he takes in your breasts, and you hunch your shoulders up a little more, your arm flying up to cover your chest now that it's exposed. Joelâs hand grabs your wrist, strongly wrapped around it as he tugs it away.
âDonât have to hide âem from me, nothinâ to hide from me now,â he snaps, tossing your arm back to your side. His hands reach up to tease at the swell of your breasts, and you sit half in shock, letting his fingers send tingles across your skin as he explores your chest. He runs errant fingers down along the curves as he stares downwards. Your breath catches when he rubs his thumbs over your pebbled nipples, you back arching towards him as you gasp.Â
âSo soft ân prettyâŚâ He grins, continuing to watch the way his hands work along your skin, a little more rough as he gropes your tits, rolling your nipples just to observe your reaction. The little pinch sends waves of arousal through your body, pooling deep inside of you, making you feel your underwear get damp again. Youâre already panting, the sensations heâs bringing out in you so strong that you can hardly contain the little noises slipping out of you as he continues touching your chest.
âI - IâmâŚâ you pant. âJoelâŚâ
He pauses for just a moment, leaning closer and brushing his lips across your cheek. âKnow youâre feelinâ good, arenât ya?â
You nod dumbly, completely awestruck as he pinches your nipples again, sending your back arching and hips pressing into his. Itâs maddening and confusing all in one, the way heâs able to work your body like this and make you feel a hot burning starting to blaze across your skin.Â
âPretty girl never had her tits touched, has she?â
You shake your head urgently, a breathy moan pulled out of your throat as he pinches and tugs a little harder on the hard buds. âP-please⌠stop⌠itâs tooâŚâ you whine, scrunching your face, unsure if you actually want him to stop. You feel wild, feral almost, the strangest sensation pulling at your insides as he tugs one more time.
Joel smirks in satisfaction, going back to caressing you more lightly, giving you some relief. One hand travels down to rest on your hip, the other up to your face to cradle your cheek in his palm.Â
âYouâre fun to play with, jusâ like I thought youâd beâŚâ Joel muses as he touches your face. âYouâre beinâ so good fâme, too, honey. Lettinâ me see you ân touch you.â He looks at you almost curiously now, like heâs studying you.Â
âThink you deserve a little reward for beinâ so good for me, finally seeinâ some sense.â He pauses, watching your face morph into a soft, intrigued look. âHowâs that sound, hm?â he asks, pinching your cheek.Â
You tilt your head at him. âA reward? Wh-â
âExactly. If you act like a good girl, gotta reward ya for it.â Your heart beats a little faster as you take in his words, your thighs clamped as his voice comes out low and teasing. âCâmere, sweetheart,â he says, wrapping his fingers around your cheek and pulling you closer as he leans in. âYou deserve to feel good, do you realize that? Youâve been denyinâ yourself somethinâ so good, but turns out it was so that I could show ya.â
âI - Joel - I donât knowâŚâ you blurt out, your stomach twisting. The fact you can barely say anything but those same three words over and over is starting to frustrate you.Â
âDonât go gettinâ shy on me now,â Joel replies, his hand now cradling the back of your head. âYouâll enjoy this.â
He leans forward again, completely closing the gap between the two of you as he presses his lips to yours. Itâs soft at first, testing you, and you blink once in surprise, not able to force yourself to press your lips back into his at first. But your body naturally starts to melt into him a little, his hand stroking against the back of your head calming you into submission. Your hands twitch forward, gently touching the bottom hem of his shirt and holding onto it just slightly. The feel of the fabric grounds you as you feel your lips press back into Joelâs, sending a wave of heat over your body. Your cheeks burn and your skin prickles as he groans quietly and pushes his lips a little more aggressively against yours before pulling back slightly.Â
He looks down at you with a smirk. His hand digs into your waist a little harder, the possession heâs feeling clearly evident.Â
âTastes sweet, darlinâ,â he says quietly before leaning back in, kissing you again. Your hand tugs a little harder on the bottom of his shirt and you feel yourself cracking under the pressure, like youâre about to burst into a million little parts like a piece of dropped china. Â
His mouth opens and invites you to do the same, so you follow his lead. Youâre frustrated, unsure of yourself, not understanding the way your body just moves with his, mirroring his motions.Â
Maybe this is how itâs supposed to be. Maybe your first kiss is supposed to feel just like this. Maybe youâre supposed to be afraid and unsure and terrified yet intrigued in a way you canât ignore. You wouldnât know any different, after all, and your body already yearns for Joel to keep going, to press his lips harder onto yours, to feel his warm, soft lips all over you. You donât even quite understand where the thoughts come from, itâs like your body is telling you without your mind having to get involved.Â
You open your mouth the tiniest bit, allowing Joel to kiss you deeper. He pulls back just enough to suck a little on your bottom lip and you whimper and your brows scrunch. How⌠how could it feel so good?
As if to send you asking that question a hundred more times, one of his hands skates his fingers up your spine and you shudder, falling apart just as his tongue swipes across your bottom lip. You nearly gasp but find your own tongue hesitantly brushing against his. He hums quietly in satisfaction, continuing the motions of his tongue with small variations - darting into your mouth, licking your lip.Â
You feel your entire being aching and warm now with the way Joel is pressed as close as he can, hips flush with yours. You want to move your own hips, to push them further and further, your body urging you on again without telling you quite what itâs doing.Â
You yank your head back, completely breathless. Joelâs hand scrambles to the back of your head, holding it in place as he devours your lips again, not letting up just yet.Â
âWasnât done wâyou yetâŚâ he mumbles before kissing you again, his tongue and lips more aggressive now as his hand slides to the back of your neck, gripping tightly. When heâs had his fill he tucks his head back enough to get a read on your expression, smirking. He sees the wonder in your eyes, the confusion, the struggle, but he welcomes it all, now. He knows he has you - his prize, his to keep, his to take. He can practically feel the ache of want oozing out of your pores now as you sit trembling slightly on the table, your soul and tits bared to him, equally enticing. A perfect paradox, he thinks.
You look so perfect - like a pure, innocent angel sent just for him. He knows you can be exactly what heâs looking for - someone to call his own, to protect and guide and keep close to him. His perfect girl.
He buries his face in your neck, inhaling your scent and musk like itâs the last time heâll ever get a chance to before his lips rumble against you.Â
âLemme take you upstairs, show you how to be mine," he offers, in a way that's not an offer at all, but an instruction, a test.
Heâs quiet and seductive with his words, a low, gravelly lilt to his voice that makes your head swim. Youâre hazy, a practically drunk feeling coming over you now - cloudy and out of control of your own body.Â
Before you can stop yourself, body buzzing and lips puffy and parted in need, you nod for him.
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a/n: so, I just KNOW Charles is a girl dad. I know three is his sweet spot, but idk if the boy would be the middle child or the youngest. what do you think? also, I'm working on requests and the collection pls trust me, but I'm a law student trying to hold my life together and not having a nervous breakdown every day <3
this first piece of dad!Charles is from this request <3
pairing: Charles Leclerc x female reader.
genre: dad!Charles, fluff.
warnings: mentions of pregnancy, not proofread bc I don't have time for that shit.
summary: Charles tries to prepare to be the best dad for his daughter, even if she's just two days old.
It wasn't fun being heavily pregnant.
Yes, the illusion and excitement of a baby coming to complete your family was an emotion neither you nor Charles had the proper words to explain. Friends and even strangers affirmed it was going to be the most magical moment of your life, that you wouldn't even be able to imagine life before your daughter.
But that wasn't relevant now, it was the furthest thing on your mind, sleep being the only thing remotely important at the moment, and it didn't seem to come as a faint light was coming from the opposite side of the bed.
Charles was shirtless, probably cold while slightly propped on some pillows, reading something on his Kindle, a small frown noticeable between his brows. He clearly was very concentrated on whatever he was reading, the only thing that made his attention shift was the light groan you let out. Of course Charles' instantly put his attention on you, the muscles on his neck showing with the fast movement.
"What happened? Are you okay?" He asked you, his eyes fixed on your figure, very carefully placing his hand on your swollen belly.
"No, I'm not okay because I can't sleep and I have to sleep since your daughter is sucking every bit of energy and space left on my body, and to make matters worse, the light of your kindle makes it impossible to sleep," You said with a pettish tone, but Charles wasn't fazed, after almost nine months he was used to the mood swings. "I'm so sorry, honey. I'm being such a bitch I'm sorry," and before you could stop, tears started streaming down your face, and that gained a reaction from Charles.
"No no no no, chĂŠrie. It's okay, it's just the hormones, it's fine," He carefully rubbed your swollen belly, feeling how the baby moved relentlessly. "Why do you move when mama is trying to sleep, mignonne?" Charles asked his unborn daughter, knowing with certainty she was listening to him.
"Because she's your daughter, why else?" You answered and he laughed, playfully rolling his eyes. "What are you reading in there, anyways?" This time you placed your hand on his hair, knowing Charles loved the little touches of affection.
He sheepishly smiled, "It's this book I found about pregnancy and the first weeks of the baby," he answered with a quiet tone, likely waiting for you to mock him.
Instead, fresh tears started streaming down your face, again. Sending Charles into a panic, again. "No no no no, chĂŠrie!"
â¨â¨â¨â¨
The apartment looked like a mess, the baby had arrived just two days earlier and didn't have time to even think about cleaning the extremely spacious penthouse overlooking the ocean, only focused on the little lilac bundle sleeping on her crib.
Since you left the hospital in the morning, where you asked for privacy and to not have any visitors, friends were constantly texting if now was a good time to visit you and the adorable newborn. You could've sworn every person in Monaco had made their way inside your family home.
First it was Carmen and George, with Alex and Lily, with a gorgeous bouquet of lilies for you, and carrying a large Zara kids bag with multiple cashmere onesies and clothes that would probably last a couple of weeks since, as Charles read on his book, babies grow up "very fast". Charles got a pat on the back.
Then followed Fred, with a huge basquet for both you and Charles, courtesy of the entire Ferrari team, and lots of small Ferrari merchandise.
Fred wasn't even out the door when Carlos and Isa quietly made their way inside, now with a bouquet of pink roses and a gorgeous and timeless Louis Vuitton baby blanket. Again, Charles received a pat on the back from Carlos as you carefully placed your daughter on Isaâs arms.
Charles had the biggest dark circles youâd ever seen under his eyes, and you probably looked worse, dealing with the recovery of your own body after giving birth. Right when you thought you could take a nap, Max, Lando, Kelly and Penelope arrived.
Of course they tried to make a statement, with multiple balloons, Gucci and Burberry bags for the baby. Of course Max was a natural holding her, cautiously kneeling for Penelope to see her. Lando nervously laughed and the only thing he was able to say was "she's so tiny", telling you he'd hold her when she was a little bigger.
It was almost 3 PM when Charles forced you to lay down, reminding you of the stages of healing after giving birth as he read in the book. It didn't take long for you to fall asleep, waking up every ten minutes because, apparently, mother instincts didn't take very long to kick in. That's why you immediately woke up when you heard low voices, quickly recognizing the voices of your in-laws. Carefully getting up and trying to look presentable, you walked towards the nursery.
No one noticed you, both Arthur and Lorenzo enthralled by their niece while Pascale held her, whispering sweet nothings in French as her granddaughter placed her tiny hand around Pascale's thumb.
Then, Charles demeanor changed.
You could see it as soon as Pascale placed the baby in Arthur's arms. His back tensed and he stood straighter, instantly moving closer towards his younger brother.
"Arthur, you have to hold her head," Charles told off his brother, carefully placing Arthur's hand on the baby's head.
He still was standing closely and worried, hand on his chin while staring at his brother. "No, Arthur don't move your arm like that," Again, he fixed his brother's arm. "No, Arthur fix your stance, you need to hold her still," His breathing was getting faster and then he couldn't take it anymore.
Arthur was perfectly holding her, but Charles simply couldn't bare with the fact of his brother making a microscopic wrong move and something happening to his daughter, his mignonne, ĂŠ carina.
"No, give her to me, you're doing everything wrong." Charles carefully took his daughter off Arthur's arms.
Ignoring Arthur's shocked face and Pascale's amused expression, everyone noticed how the baby nuzzled in her papa's arms, instantly yawning and moving her hands as if she was trying to reach him; Charles instantly relaxed, feeling her against his chest and knowing she was okay because she was with him.
"I'm sorry, Arthur. I think he's kind of overprotective," You said entering the room. Pascale immediately approached you, asking how you were feeling and how much pain you were in.
"Poor her, honestly. She's doomed to have Charles as her shadow forever, she won't be able to go to school or anything!" Lorenzo chimed in, making everyone laugh, except for Charles of course.
"You haven't told us her name! We've been calling her mini (Y/N)," Arthur asked, admiring his niece from afar.
The only reason Charles lifted his gaze was to find your eyes, which you took as the cue to take your place next to your family, resting your head on Charles' shoulder.
"Josephine. We are still thinking about the second, we're seeing if Jules fits," You announced, Charles giving a bright smile to his family.
"I'm thinking of Josephine Sofia Jules Gia Leclerc," Charles said. Everyone in the room looked at each other with curiosity.
"She is not having four names, Charles!" The answer came quickly from you, the tone revealing this wasn't the first time it was discussed.
"Okay then, three?"
Josephine, that's what's clear.
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OH MY GOD CARMYS GF (READER) GETTING HER FIRST TATTOO AND HIM COMFORTING HER AND HELPING HER TAKE CARE OF IT DURING THE HEALING PROCESS OR WHATEVAâźď¸đłđĽđłđĽ IDK I WAS JUST SITTING HERE AND THOUGHT OF IT IF YOU DOJT WANNA WRITE IT THATS OKAY
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carmen berzatto x reader
okay so yes, maybe hozier has jolted me out of my writers block. i'm just a women after all.
Inked Devotion
this request was fun! i really didn't know what to make the tattoo so i left it a blank slate for whatever you wanna imagine, hope that's okay!
word count: 1.7k
things; tattoos, mentions of braces, carmen's unyielding devotion to you
Your eyes dart across the tall walls lined with inked models and men in dark beards nervously. You can't shake the tension that seems to imprint itself under your skin, your knees jittering with a rapid tap against the linoleum floors.Â
When you had brought up wanting to get a tattoo, a half joking mutter under your breath as you traced the many littered on Carmenâs body you hadnât anticipated to actually go through with it.Â
And yet here you were, shaking like a leaf despite the diffuser jutting out whisper of eucalyptus that was meant to be calming. Whilst Monica, a woman you'd meant a handful of times ran through the list of after care necessities you should be listening to.
You canât though, you donât hear a thing as you stare unseeingly through the dark auburn tresses of her short hair, wrapped up in the thoughts that have begun to eat away at the already dwindling confidence you had when you first walked in.Â
âHey, you still with me darlinâ' Monica's Brooklyn drawl draws you back to her, and you duck your head sheepishly as you nod furiously. Like a goddamn high schooler getting caught looking out the window instead of listening to Hemingway.
Monica smiles toward you, humouring warmth filling her pale skin that, surprising to you, were incredibly stark of tattoos. In fact, if it werenât for the posters taped to the walls, the black and white tiled floor, and the ominous tattoo bench in the corner you would have thought you walked it not the wrong place. It was stereotypical of you, and you had been a loud advocate for not judging a book by its cover, but goddamn, what tattoo parlour had potted plants and candles that smell like cinnamon?
âSorry, uh, what did you say?âÂ
âItâll be alright, the pain really does depend on each person but Larry here will catch you if you faint on my tattoo bedâ Monica winks with a smile, and you shift your gaze to the man stationed unmoving near some marked drawers, the mass of muscle hidden beneath dark jeans and a shirt bursting out of him.
It wasnât the pain you were worried about, you had period cramps that sounded worse than that, it was more so the prospect of having your virgin skin imprinted with something forever. You had never done something like this, teenage recklessness had passed you by without a blink, and you had little to show for it but carved words on your old dresser from a knife and a dark eyeshadow phase that lasted less than a month.Â
It was a little pathetic, getting your first tattoo eons after any respectable age, and your trepidation seems blatantly clear as Monica shakes her head with a smile.
âMany people get their firsts well into adulthood, did I tell you about my last appointment? A 52 year old woman wanting a goddamn tramp stamp.â
You can't help but let a giggle out, the unsureness leaving you at Monicaâs words
âYou still want this right?â Monica replies, and you shift your gaze to Carmen, who was already watching you fondly, his eyes sparkling with excitement as he pushes his golden strands back and gives you a nod
âItâs all up yo you gorgeous, if your having second thoughts there is a really good Thai place i wanted to che-âÂ
âNo, no I want thisâ You cut him off, and he chuckles softly, âBesides we already designed the stencil and everythingâ Carmen nods at that, placing his large palm onto your own, squeezing it with reassurance.
âDamn right we did, thinkin it's my best work yetâ Monica chirps from the other side of the bed between you.
âAlright, just sit on that bed down there, get settles while I grab some thingsâÂ
You nod, walking stiffly towards the leather bed, tissue paper crinkly under your weight as you shift into a comfortable position. Your eyes follow Monica like a laser, watching as she santises her hands and slides on powdered sterile gloves.Â
It reminds you of days spent in Dentists chairs, visions of rubbery fingers tightening wires into your teeth flashes behind the darkness of your lids. Funny, you had worried about your lack of experimental youth, and yet here you are now feeling like a kid again.
The thought makes you smile, and you open your eyes to feel the heated gaze of Carmen looming over you. Face distorting in horror when Monicaâs tool makes a clatter, eyes widening comically in that way that always makes you laugh.
âAlright Doll, Iâm just gonna need you to sit up for me whilst I get the skin prepped. Alcohols gonna feel a little cold to the touch, kay?â Monica says.
All you can do is nod as she rips open the matte packet, pressing it into your open skin shaved clean per her request a few prior. Who knew how much prep a tattoo would need, you were sure it was on par with even one of Carmâs dishes.
Unfortunately for you the only numbing cream useful for tattoos had something that would have made you break out in hives, so it was cold turkey for you. Monica had transformed the design into a stencil, and as she was transferring it into your skin it seemed to come to life all at once.Â
You had spent hours going over designs, and whilst you were extremely happy with what you both came up with, it was like when the lines and shapes had traced your skin, you finally saw it. And the moment you did you couldn't stop the wave of emotion that rushed through you, filling your eyes.
âHey, baby, hey what is itâ Carmen rushed urgently, crouching down when he noticed the way you sniffled.
âAwe doll, you donât like the design? Iâll change it in a flash, this is just the stencil it aint permanent at allâ Monica quickly stopped, looking up at you with concern
âNo no, Iâm fineâ You squeezed Carmen âItâs so, it's beautiful Monicaâ You rushed out, trying to ease the lines of concern that appeared on her face. Monica bloomed at your reply, fondness heating her cheeks as she traced your skin comfortingly.
âThank youâ You whispered to her as she shushed you.
âAt least we got the crying bit over and done with, it might hurt less nowâ She winked, before reaching for her tattoo gun.
âAh shitâ You grunted, shooting daggers Carmen's way when he snorted out loud.
Returning to your skin, Monica pressed the pointed tip of the gun to your skin, the first sink of ink burrowed into your skin causing you to clench your jaw.Â
Monica looked up to watch your expression with a smile,
âSee, ain't too badâ Carmen replied before you gripped him white knuckled, making him wince regrettably.
It took some time, you wonât lie to yourself that is fucking hurt. But soon enough the sharp stab had resided to a dull ache, and you instead had become all too focused on the movement of Monica's hand swaying through the strokes of the design.Â
You were in awe, she breathed her being into it, and as the design took inches and inches of your skin you understood why she was booked out for months. With one last intricate curl, and a wipe of cleansing soap across the inked skin it was finished. Revealed to both you and Carmen's eyes in all its glory, and you both just stared.
âGod, now I wish my first was as good as that instead of wonky stick and pokeâ Carmen said after a pregnant silence had passed.
âIt..wow, yeah. Yep, I want to be buried with thisâ You said softly, giddiness erupting in your body as you shook your hand grasped in Carmens.
âIâm glad doll, I mean this is meant to be professional but goddamn does your skin just take it. Fuckinâ gorgeousâ Monica replied, leaning back as she places the gun on the table near.
âHey, I'll report you to HRâ Carmen bitterly replies, moving you closer to his side as you laugh.
âItâs my business, I am HRâ Muttering under her breath as she rolls her eyes. Wrapping your skin in adhesive sheets, Monica repeats the after care instructions, thankfully and this time you listen.
Carmen had already grabbed your things, motioning for you to start heading out after you both furiously thanked Monica for everything. You crinkled with joy as she hugged you, breathing in the smell of old spice and medical grade rubbing alcohol that followed her.Â
Her studded rings glistened in the afternoon sun as she waved you both goodbye, as you couldn't help but skip in your stride across the sidewalk. Finger tracing the raised blotted skin, whilst your other hand hung onto Carmen as he twirled you around.
âMy gorgeous ink stained sweetheartâ Carmen called to you, and you were brought back to his chest gently like a tide again.
âThank you too, you knowâ You said into Carmen's cotton shirt. It was the one you got him after your first date, it had been a deep cobalt then. You regretted it just as you gave it to him, fearing you were being too forward. And then he wore it until it faded into a light blue.
âWouldn't even have this forever on me if you hadn't been the one to bring it up againâ You replied softly, fingers tracing his jaw.
âWould have spent a year learning how to tattoo myself if you wanted me too. Monica just seemed quickerâ Carmen mumbled before you softly hit his chest with a smile.
âHey, itâs true. Your skin deserves to be remembered, I could trace it till my fingers atrophied and Iâd still have the memory of you under my skin memorisedâ Carmen divulged, eyelids drooping as he leaned down into your embrace.Â
You shake your head, heart panging so deeply it hurt till you pressed your lips to his. Tasting the outpour of Carmen that he let loose into you everyday.
And Carmen had stayed true to his words weeks later when it had healed, tracing it till his fingers weren't enough. Till he had to wrap his mouth around it and taste it with his tongue.
He swears even your inked skin tasted sweet.
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âŁď¸ what pet names would ollie, paul, pepe, clem, liam, arthur and dennis call you? (not sure if this is the right way to request, ignore it if iâm wrong)
âŁď¸ â send me a prompt and one/a few drivers and i'll tell you how i think they would react!!
ollie bearman
oh i totally see him calling you love in his silly british accent. especially when apologizing for something ("i'm sorry for being away for so long, love") or when asking for a favor ("love, could you pass the salt?"). just in general when he's being soft and romantic, to be honest. it just rolls off his tongue so easily, before he can even stop himself, and you always giggle at the fact that it sounds more like luv than how it's actually spelled. he's too british for his own good. i also believe he calls you honey, but more often just hun because it's quicker yet still has the same level of adoration behind it.
paul aron
i've seen people on here say he would call his gf kallis and i think that's adorable. like yk how he still lives in estonia and probably speaks estonian most of his time, so it would be so natural for that pet name to slip out of him. in english, though, i think he would like to go for something along the lines of my sweet or my dear. especially when hugging you or cuddling you, holding you close and whispering "you did so well, my sweet". he loves to add "my" as a reminder that you're his and no one else's.
pepe marti
call it cliche but he would totally go for mi amor. i imagine him coming home after a race weekend, when you're welcoming him home in the hallway with a big hug, and pepe kisses the top of your head with a whisper of "i missed you so much, mi amor". corazĂłn could also be one, but i think he would love cariĂąo, and he thinks it's so cute that he just finds himself smiling every time he says it to you.
clement novalak
mon trĂŠsor. he said it once, just to be funny and cheesy, but don't think he didn't notice the way your breath hitched in your throat when the words left his mouth. he doesn't speak his mother tongue often, so hearing him use it just for you? it sweeps you right off your feet. he also loves to go for a good old babe, it makes him feel really cool. especially in front of his friends lol.
liam lawson
darling. no doubt. it originates in the way that his mother used to call him by that pet name and something about it is just so dear to him. i also see him calling you idiot in an endearing way, like if you do something stupid he will just hug you tightly as he laughs, face nuzzled into your hair as he tells you about how you're "you silly little idiot... my silly little idiot".
arthur leclerc
arthur goes classic. mon amour or mon bĂŠbĂŠ all the way. idk what else to tell you, he's just a sucker for those. though i also really see him as someone who wants to call you something in your own native language just to be cute, something along the lines of darling/baby/love etc.
dennis hauger
excuse my norwegian for being a bit rusty but something along the lines of kjĂŚreste, which (if i'm not mistaken) is the word for girlfriend/boyfriend but means more like "beloved"? i think he would love to speak to you in norwegian, even if you understand nothing of it. i also have a feeling that he would be good at using all kinds of pet names to be honest.
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⏌Sugar daddy!Seonghwa⏌
TW: suggestive
Word count: 3,9k
A/N: I hate the grip Ateez has on me, I have never ever written so many drabbles or whatever, I'm a long story kinda gal but here they are...torturing me. Anyways, Seonghwa went ahead and posted on IG today and when I saw him my mind instantly went omg that's some sugar daddy vibes, idk why, don't ask, thank you. Feedback is very much so appreciated! Enjoy!
           I really would have never imagined a year ago that I would be attending such an event like this one. It was even shocking to myself. But it looked like I was the only one who felt out of place as the people surrounding me seemed to know each other as they indulged in small talk and friendly chatter as if they were old friends catching up. The silky dress felt too tight against my skin and I couldnât help but pull on it, hoping by some miracle that it would loosen up and wouldnât wrap around my ribs as it was trying to suffocate me. The little golden purse I clutched in my hands tightly was expensive, too expensive, an item I couldâve never afforded by myself. I wasnât into fancy things, so even if I couldâve afforded it at some point in life, I still wouldnât have purchased it. The faces of people seemed to merge into one as I took a sip of my champagne, smiling politely when the older man next to me pointed his glass in my direction before taking a sip himself. I wished I were invisible, but the red dress and the red matching lips only placed me in the spotlight. And if it werenât for my outfit, being by the side of Park Seonghwa, a successful and young CEO, definitely put me in the spotlight. I could feel the curious gazes of men and women alike, even the envy as some whispered as Seonghwa and I glided through the crowd, wanting to reach the bar. He said he needed something strong, perhaps some whiskey, as the people around us were giving him a headache. Currently, we were conversing with an elderly pair who were big names in the makeup industry, Choi San having joined us not too long ago. He was a rising CEO, almost always in the spotlight, as his magazine was becoming bigger and bigger, visited by more and more celebrities lately. He was Seonghwaâs biggest competitor, constantly challenging him publicly and often mentioning him when it had nothing to do with Seonghwa. Choi San liked to provoke people and taunt, living off of the hate and attention directed his way. I didnât need to have a PhD in psychology to spot all these things, it was clear as day as he flashed his white teeth in the direction of the elderly pair, bragging about last monthâs issue and how much money it made. The elderly pair didnât seem too impressed, but they congratulated him before diverting their attention back onto Seonghwa, who was patiently waiting for San to stop his theatrics. If I wouldnât have known Seonghwa so well, I wouldâve never known he was irritated, his jaw barely clenched, grip just a little too tight on his glass of champagne. I quietly cleared my throat, getting his attention. His round eyes watched me, face devoid of any emotion, but the glimmer in his eyes assured me that he was feeling fine. I offered him a small smile and his cheeks twitched before he looked away, focusing back on the elderly pair. They were laughing about something I didnât bother paying attention to, eyes falling on an already staring Choi San as I took another sip of my champagne. It almost made me choke; I couldnât deny that he was a good-looking man, but I only had eyes for Seonghwa. At least for now.
âIâve heard about the deal you made with an American firm,â San spoke up with a smirk, one eyebrow raised in Seonghwaâs direction, âCongratulations, breaking through on the American market isnât something easy.â
Seonghwa chuckled, but it lacked humor, âSan, when I made my breakthrough on the American market you were still running around, trying to find a headquarter for your company.â
The elderly pair laughed at the very harmless jab, but Sanâs smirk slightly faded, annoyed by Seonghwaâs comeback. He was probably right, but I wouldnât know, I have never been interested in their world of business.
âYou look gorgeous, Y/N.â The sudden shift of conversation made me tense as the eyes of four people fell on me, Sanâs a little hungrier than the rest. I forced a smile on my face, grip tightening on the glass of champagne. I wished the dress didnât show as much cleavage as it did, and that my hair wasnât in a low bun, unable to cover my shoulders, âIsnât that necklaceââ
âThe latest Saint Laurent Teardrop Chain Links Necklace?â Seonghwa raised an eyebrow before taking a sip of his whiskey, âIt is, San. And itâs custom made.â
Sanâs eyes fell back one me and I cleared my throat, feeling awkward, as the elderly lady eyed me a little bit suspiciously, I felt obliged to speak up, âItâs not something I usually wear, but Seonghwa insisted.â
âI think I have seen that dress on a magazine cover, not too long ago.â The elderly lady noted, eyes narrowed at me. I felt like they could tell how poor I actually was compared to them. It felt like a paper with the words âintruderâ was glued to my back and everyone was staring, pointing their fingers at me, or whispering vile things. I gulped, but before I could speak up, I felt an arm sneak around my shoulders, squeezing my arm lightly.
âYou have seen it right, then, Mrs. Eom, it was on my magazine.â Seonghwa said with a smirk, sending me a wink which made me slightly blush. The day he saw it on the mannequin he sent me a picture and texted me that heâd get it for me. I refused, because it was truly too much and it also cost a lot, and also, I didnât really have a fitting event where I would wear it to. So, I guess Seonghwa had to do something about that and thatâs how I was dragged along to this fundraiser for disabled people. This wasnât something which had been in the contract I have signed two months ago, but I didnât dare bring it up when Seonghwa showed up to my apartment in the morning, holding two designer boxes and a designer paper bag. He said he didnât have time to have breakfast with me, but he expected to see me in the evening, wearing everything he handed me. Before I could accept or refuse him, he was running off, phone at his ear as he spoke to someone important. I could only sigh and hope for a dinner in a very fancy restaurant, instead I found myself at a place infested with very important and insanely rich people. I was sure I even saw the prime minister like half an hour ago.
âOh, delightful!â Mrs. Eom exclaimed, but no emotion came through her voice, eyes watching me almost accusingly. Why did an old hag have beef with me when she didnât even know me? Before I could say something inappropriate, Seonghwa gave my shoulder another squeeze, swiftly taking his arm off my body. He seemed to know me well too, a glance at my face and he was able to tell what I was feeling and thinking. We hadnât spent too much time together in these past two months, but it felt like we understood each other on a deeper level, beyond words even. I looked around as the orchestra started playing, the front of the room slightly clearing as people made place for those dancing. My eyes fell back onto Seonghwa, and as his eyes were trained somewhere else, I dared staring at him openly. He was an absolutely gorgeous man, breathtaking even. His black hair was slicked back with three strands framing the right side of his face, longer strands than the others poking around on his nape. His shoulders were relaxed yet his posture was straight and proper. His silky black shirt, with three buttons undone at the top, was tucked inside his black dress pants, an Yves Saint Laurent belt keeping his outfit together. The black velvet coat reached just bellow his thighs and his Yves Saint Laurent shoulder bag had been disregarded a while ago at the table we sat at. Despite my obvious staring, Seonghwa remained oblivious to it, however, San didnât. His eyes were narrowed and lips pulled into a grin as we made eye contact. My cheeks burned and I quickly averted my eyes. Catching feelings wasnât written into the contract, or what would happen if Seonghwa and I did fall for each other, a thing which was far from happening. I wasnât in love with him, but I had eyes, and I found him extremely attractive. Whether he was dressed up or wore something casual, Seonghwa always looked spectacular. As a waiter passed with a tray in their hands, San quickly placed his empty glass on it and cleared his throat, interlacing his hands in front of himself.
âMiss Y/N, may I have the honor to dance with you first tonight?â Sanâs eyebrows were raised as he looked at me with a smirk and I stared at him without a reaction. Was I allowed to dance with him? Seonghwa was right next to me, he certainly wouldnât like that. And I didnât want to dance with him either, he sometimes made me feel very uncomfortable with his unnecessary comments and over the top compliments. But before anyone could interject, San took two steps towards me and then grabbed my left hand carefully, a smile erupting on his face, âCome.â
And before I could refuse him, he was pulling me after himself, making me hand my purse over to Seonghwa in a hurry as San lead the way to the dance floor. I felt awkward as curious eyes watched us, some people greeting San as we passed by. His grip turned firm and I could feel my palm get sweaty as I braced myself for what was to come. It couldnât be that bad, besides, I would only dance with him for a short amount of time before I would excuse myself to the bathroom in hopes of getting away from him. San stopped in the center, facing me with a charming smile, sharp eyes watching me closely. I cleared my throat and placed my hand on his shoulder, allowing his hand on my lower back to pull me closer towards himself. I slightly tensed, but willed myself to relax in his arms. I didnât quite enjoy dancing with Seonghwaâs competitor and biggest rival, especially not when I knew how much distaste Seonghwa had towards San.
âFancy seeing you here tonight, Y/N,â San spoke up as he swayed us to the slow beat of the orchestra, âI didnât think youâd attend such an event.â
San didnât know what type of relationship was between Seonghwa and I, but he has seen us together quite often, always bugging Seonghwa whether I was his girlfriend or not. I most certainly wasnât.
âIt came as a surprise to me as well.â I admitted quietly, focusing on not stepping on Sanâs feet or on my own dress. The high heels were also slightly uncomfortable, I couldnât help but be hyperaware of every move I made.
âSo, Seonghwa didnât plan on bringing you along, huh?â A satisfied smirk made it onto Sanâs face and I sighed, looking over his shoulder.
âHe most certainly did since Iâm here, donât you think?â I couldnât help but slightly snap, sending him the smallest glare as we made eye contact.
âOf course,â San chuckled, pulling his eyebrows up, âhe wouldnât want to leave behind his eye candy.â
His comment didnât sit well with me, but I just bit the inside of my cheek and let it go, not wanting to give San the satisfaction of seeing me annoyed. He waited a few more seconds, probably thinking I was formulating my answer, but when the silence continued to stretch on, San chuckled to himself, looking amused as I dared take a glance at him.
âEverything youâre wearing tonight is quite expensive, isnât it?â He continued, eyes running over my frame. It certainly felt uncomfortable as I could easily spot the lust in them as his eyes stayed a little too long on my exposed collarbones.
âYes, they were expensive.â I hummed, looking over his shoulder when San glanced at my face.
âBought them yourself?â His tone feigned innocence, but the smirk on his lips made it obvious that he was prodding and jabbing, âDidnât think a university student could afford all of these things, to be honest.â
I gulped as my throat felt suddenly dry, heartrate picking up. Of course I couldnât afford what I was wearing tonight, two months ago I could barely pay rent and the tuition fees for my course at the university. Seonghwa seemed like an angel in disguise at the time, however, lately Iâve been feeling guilty for accepting all of his money instead of trying to make some myself. In my defense, my itinerary was so packed I could barely find a place which would hire me even half norm, it was frustrating.
âSome of these were gifts.â I opted to answer, clearing my throat when Sanâs fingers slightly dug into my lower back, pulling me even closer to himself. Our bodies were almost touching, his musky scent invaded my nostrils. I certainly didnât like it.
âYou know,â He spoke up again, eyebrows furrowed, âSeonghwa is quite known for changing partners after likeâŚhalf a year, I guess his standards are too high or something. UnlessâŚâ
My heartbeat paused for a second as I looked San in the eyes, âUnless, youâre not his girlfriend but his whoreââ
âI think youâve spent enough time with Y/N for a lifetime, Choi San.â The sudden harsh voice made me flinch as I carefully peeled myself away from San, heart beating like crazy as I turned my head. I was met with a furious looking Seonghwa, kind eyes pulled into slits as he glared San down, jaw clenched. I noticed the people around us glancing our way, and when my eyes fell on San his chest was puffed out and eyes challenging as he stared down the taller man.
âSeonghwa,â I whispered and curled my fingers around his bicep, getting his attention, âHeâs not worth causing a scene, let it go.â
His eyes bore into mine as I heard San scoff at my words, but before he could open his annoying mouth and say something else, Seonghwa gripped the hand I had around his bicep and peeled it off, hand slipping to my wrist as he turned around and took off, steps hurried. I struggled to keep up with him in my high heels and even ran into someone, having to hastily apologize as Seonghwa wasnât stopping anytime soon. I noticed the direction we were storming in, the restrooms. I gulped and realized Seonghwa was angry and needed time away from everyone, probably to give me a lecture and break off the contract we had. I could only hope he wouldnât ask for the money back; I couldnât remember if that was a clause or not in the contract. We rounded the corner and Seonghwa kicked the door of the restroom open with his foot, shoulders raising and falling rapidly as we entered the menâs restroom. A guy, who looked like security, was washing his hands, pausing when he noticed us.
âSirââ
âGet out.â Seonghwaâs voice was low as he glared at the poor security guard, who seemed to be speechless for a few seconds.
âThis is the menâs restroomââ
âAnd I said, get out.â Seonghwa emphasized his words again, staring daggers at the unbudging security guard, seemingly a glaring match breaking out between them. My nerves were rising, and I tapped my heel against the floor, biting my lower lip when nobody moved.
âSeonghwa.â I called out for him, but he didnât look away from the security guard. However, the man broke his staring contest and looked at me, taken aback.
âPark Seonghwa?â He asked amazed and as I nodded, he quickly bowed his head and scurried out, making me let out a long sigh. My shoulders slouched forward as I pulled my hand out of Seonghwaâs, which made him whirl around and look at me with a sharp stare. I gulped and suddenly felt small underneath his eyes as his fury was directed at me only.
âIâm sorry, I didnât want to dance with San, but I donât think I had much of a chance,â I found myself explaining quickly, âAnd I didnât want to cause a scene which would damage your reputation.â
Seonghwa took in a deep breath before releasing it, jaw clenching, âYouâre not my whore, Y/N, youâre my sugar baby.â
I bit my lower lip, the term still making me feel slightly uncomfortable. I donât think I could ever get used to it. I looked at the floor as Seonghwa sighed loudly again, realizing that he was angry at San and not me, having overheard his words.
âYeah, I know.â I muttered as I saw Seonghwaâs polished shoes come into view as I was still looking down.
âYou didnât want to come tonight and I forced you into coming, Iâm sorry.â His voice was soft and he looked guilty as I looked up at him, eyebrows furrowing.
âYou didnât force me, what are you talking about?â I asked confused.
âI saw how uncomfortable you were feeling all night.â He explained, playing with the rings on his fingers, âI also shouldâve chosen a dress less revealing knowing your preferences, Iâm sorry for that tooââ
âSeonghwa, this dress is gorgeous!â I said with a chuckle as I pointed at it, hands shimmying down my hips, âAlbeit a bit too revealing, and too expensive, but itâs beautiful and I appreciate your gesture, I hope you know that. Regardless of how Iâve been feeling tonight.â
Seonghwa gulped and took a step closer, eyes running over my frame before he looked back up into my eyes, âYou are gorgeous, not the dress, Y/N. Thatâs just a piece of fabric.â
My cheeks flushed at his words and I averted my eyes shyly, feeling Seonghwaâs soft fingers grip my chin as he made me look at him again. He stepped even closer and his warmth wrapped around me, fruity scent enveloping me and making me shiver. Seonghwa certainly noticed as he studied my face for a reaction, but I was trying hard to contain the fluster I was feeling and my frantic heartbeat.
âOur contract is coming to an end next month,â Seonghwa whispered, as if he was afraid anyone would hear us, there was nobody but us inside the spacious and marble covered restroom, âLetâs extend it for another six months.â
âSix months?â I asked surprised, remembering well that Seonghwaâs contracts only lasted for three months. He hummed and nodded as he closed the gap between our bodies, tilting my head slightly up. It was rare that he stood so close and held me so boldly. We were rarely physical with each other, the occasional hand holding and kisses on the cheeks happened when I was feeling down or Seonghwa was feeling tired, and we made out a couple of times here and there when we were drunk. The contract made it clear that everything had to be consensual and if one person refused, it shouldnât be brought up until they were ready to talk about it or made it obvious that they wanted it to happen. Seonghwa was a respectful and well-mannered man, there were few others like him, if none at all. My lips slightly parted as Seonghwaâs eyes fell on my lips and I closed my eyes when he started leaning in slowly, lips pressing against mine carefully, experimentally. It was so light that if I were to pull away, it felt like it never happened, but instead, I pressed myself firmly against him, Seonghwaâs hand coming to hold the side of my face. Our lips moved slowly against each other, testing, searching, savoring the otherâs lips. My hands rested against his chest as his free hand went to hold my waist, slowly slipping to the place where San held onto earlier, my lower back. This time, goosebumps erupted on my skin and I slightly shuddered against Seonghwa as his long fingers dug into my skin, his lips picking up pace. I matched his feverish kisses, desperately wanting to tangle my fingers into the hair against his nape, but not wanting to mess up his hairstyle, so instead, I gripped the collar of his velvet coat, my other hand going around his shoulder. Seonghwa pulled me into himself totally, chests pressing together painfully as he sucked on my lower lip, carefully pressing his tongue against my mouth. I understood what he wanted and parted my lips for him, granting him access as he tilted my head up even more, hands clutching onto me firmly, his tongue carefully exploring my warm mouth. He tasted like the whiskey he had been drinking, and cherry. He loved cherry candies; he had probably eaten one not long before. My nose pushed against his cheek as our tongues tangled together, lapping at each other, a fire ignited inside me as my hand slipped up to his nape. Before I could second guess myself, I allowed my fingers to tangle into the short strands and I tugged on them, Seonghwaâs hand abruptly slipping down to my ass as he gave it a firm squeeze, making me gasp into his mouth. He took that momentum to suck on my tongue and suddenly my knees felt weak from the lack of air, but not just. I could devour him right here, but that wasnât very lady like, nor too smart. Anyone could enter the restroom anytime. And despite the urgency in Seonghwaâs kiss, he sucked on my lower lip as he pulled back, pressing his forehead against mine. He was panting and I had to wipe the corner of my mouth as saliva threatened to drip down.
âLetâs do six months.â I rasped out, in the process of catching my breath. As I opened my eyes, I watched as Seonghwaâs teeth was attached to his plump lower lip, a deep hum leaving his throat as he agreed with my final answer.
âGood, Iâve still got a lot to offer to you.â He said as he opened his eyes and a smile instantly appeared on his lips. And then, his finger was rubbing underneath my lower lip and the corner of my mouth, chuckling as my own eyes fell onto Seonghwaâs unnaturally red lips. It made me blush as I allowed him to fix me up, hand giving my ass another squeeze, making me gasp as I jumped. The amused smile disappeared from his lips as a pleased smirk took its place.
âLetâs dance?â He asked and I nodded wordlessly, mesmerized by his voice and eyes as Seonghwa took a step back, hands falling from my body as I detached myself from him too, gulping nervously. He extended a hand and I placed my palm in his, fingers intertwining as he lead us towards the door.
I wouldnât mind having Seonghwa as my sugar daddy for another six months, not if he would kiss me again and again like he kissed me tonight.
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