#i'm extremely tired of this honestly
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buttercupshands · 1 day ago
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*looking at isat ss discord* my power of being silly got out of control
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or how I tried understanding rpg maker basics by literally trying to do one (1) thing I really wanted to see ever since seeing Loop unused sprites lying on wiki months ago
the reason I mentioned isat ss discord was simply bc guys were the first people who saw me trying to draw close to pixel sprite face sprite for Loop to,,, do something at some point just to see how it works
and nope I'm not making this into anything, but I really like the fact that I managed to do this
(now with video post edited into this sentence!)
#the Start and the Epilogue is still planned as a visual novel in my head#I got myself rpg maker to make my thing later which is entirely not related to isat (I already showed my OCs involved in that)#isat shitpost#isat spoilers#isat#isat loop#isat siffrin#isat head housemaiden#that one post about voices difference in isat really helped as it is a bit confusing otherwise#I learn by taking apart stuff - that's how I learn#and how I analyze too#break down the character break down the game to the point of literal out-of-bounds make it all make sense in your head#as my head REALLY likes to complicate AND simplify things#basically this was both#also I have a newfound admiration of rpg games as planning ALL this is honestly so cool#like you need to have EXTREMELY clear picture of what you see otherwise it'll break and you won't be able to fix it properly#also Loop's sprite was flying for so long before I understood the problem and it was funny as hell tbh#also they're not in my Seafoam design bc I was... honestly a bit too tired to make new sprites#so I jsut changed soe details on the ones I already looked over and called it a day for now#I'm sleepy and this silly thing took me 3-4 hours and it's like 3 seconds long#but to be fair I was confused for first 2 hours#anyway shout out to isat ss discord and a happy Loop Wednesday (it's 1 am of 5th so it IS a Loop Wednesday)#not art#sillied too hard#I also accidentally softlocked myself by putting Loop nest to Head Housemaiden so they're a bit futher from her#two hats spoilers#I FORGOT that tag
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khaire-traveler · 5 months ago
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I reiterate that if you're going to ask people for donations, you will come across as extremely suspicious if you spam their inbox. People are likely to report and/or block you, thinking you're a bot. If you need donations, I do not recommend going about like this. I really, REALLY do not recommend it.
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struggling-jpg · 2 months ago
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The portrayal of Gohan's feelings towards Goku by fanon vs canon really gives me a whiplash sometimes. For a lot of fanon, they make him so bitter or hateful towards Goku but then you turn to canon and you see Gohan about ready to throw hands with anyone who just so much as insults his dad lol
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burinazar · 2 months ago
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Birthday Completed.. Am Thirtey Twoe
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gotchibam · 9 months ago
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Does anyone here draw in both desktop & mobile? I'm planning to get a galaxy tab at some point and since I don't really have any experience drawing on a (mobile) tablet, I'm curious abt how it feels to draw on one vs. drawing on pc w/ a graphic tablet 🤔
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moe-broey · 6 months ago
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Amateur Hour but I gotta outsource this. Aromantics. Heed my call. What is "romantic" love to a non-believer?
Bonus Round if you're not entirely ace -- does experiencing any amount of sexual attraction influence your answer? Also acknowledging that both aro/ace identities exist on a spectrum. Believe me. I am deeply familiar... with so many kinds of spectrums........... 🧍
Also if this breaches containment It's Not That Serious........... just a personal question. For a friend. Me 🙂‍↕️
#was so tempted to put 'sometimes 'love' is just autistic obsession' as an answer bc on god#i do think that's a factor for me. like. espppppp in moe's case. moe is just Obsessed w alfonse.#extremely weird about him constantly studying him. like. it does feel like love... the intensity of it..... but.#both me and moe. most romance repulsed motherfuckers out there.#like. like. not to get too personal but the one relationship i did have. i genuinely felt i loved him#but i also think. so much of it was me reflecting what i Think love was 'supposed' to look like.#most importantly he was my best friend (at the time). and i def did feel differently about him than i did anyone else/even other friends#which is why i'm so conflicted... like half i did genuinely love him half i've never been able to love correctly#and it's always taken some level of putting on a performance according to what i see to 'perform' love#like. like. am i just autistic. does it just come down to the autism again.#but also esp nowadays like. back on my bullshit. i actually ALWAYS hesitate to call whatever moe has w alfonse 'romantic'#like. i think he does feel/experience romantic feelings. but moe is just so dysfunctional and messy#that like. i don't think it would call anything it feels about alfonse romance.#but it still completely adores him. in a way that's distinct from how it loves sharena and how it feels about anyone else.#even charas it admires. somehow. which honestly jusy leads me back to The Obsession again#also extremely focal is how the demisexuality kicks in. like. it's definitely not devoid of sexuality.#IDK IDK I'M TALKING TOO MUCH I'VE TALKED TOO MUCH AND I'M SO TIRED. I'VE BEEN SO TIRED#i'm not in my feelings honestly i'm just frustrated LMFAOOO LIKE. SCREAMING. WHY DOESN'T IT MAKE SENSE‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥#why am i preordained by fate to never be loved OR understood. wjat the hell man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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c0ntaminxted · 29 days ago
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non mentally sick people won't understand why struggling people do the things that they do
I had a really distressing thought about my mom about something she did pretty recently and I don't think she'll ever have any real sympathy for me and my struggles
a couple of weeks ago she saw my scars and asked me what were they even though I already told her what they were, what my problem is, and that I wanted her help with my mental health earlier last year (2024, for those who still hasn't grasped that it's 2025. it's okay, neither have I) and yk what she told me? she told me it was stupid that I resorted to hurting myself instead of going to her. in fact, the day that she asked me again what the scars were, she yelled at me for not "communicating" with her. which is crazy, because she's proven to me my entire life that she'll never truly help me, or believe me, even if I did tell her what's wrong. she doesn't understand that I don't tell her stuff because I'm scared of her. she doesn't take criticism, and she doesn't think she's done anything bad to me in my life.
even if the issue is somewhat unrelated to her, she'd still make me feel stupid for having negative feelings about whatever it was.
she doesn't even understand why I want to go to therapy. she doesn't understand why I want to kill myself. she doesn't understand why I'm anxious, why I'm paranoid. she doesn't understand why I'm tired. she doesn't understand why I get moody. she doesn't understand shit
and she never wants to hear why I act the way that I do. so why does she think that I'll go to her for the problems that she's mainly caused?
so, anyway. tbh, even if I do go to therapy, she probably won't be happy that I'm trying to get help from somebody, because it's not her that I considered to go to first. she won't understand why I'm going, and she won't be happy that I'm going in the first place.
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god-of-knk · 6 months ago
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[Insert literally every shit thing host struggles with here] holder culture is being so fucking prone to (PD) splitting that someone looks in my general direction and suddenly I need them dead.
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iliveinprocrasti-nationn · 4 months ago
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my mum supports me in getting accessibility aids when i break down about it but the moment i'm not upset or in tears then it's what if people don't want to talk to you because you're in a wheelchair and what if they think you're fragile and i want you to make friends but this might not help and-
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avoidmint · 2 months ago
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Hey all, just wanted to apologize for the lack of new posts since returning. I've had some pretty serious burnout lately due to health issues leaving me pretty exhausted, physically and mentally. It's taken a bit of a toll on my creative output as I've been struggling to find inspiration and energy to do much of anything.
I'm still trying to work on getting at least something here and there that I can post, but it'll probably be pretty limited for a while until we figure out what's going on. And admittedly most of the time I have spent drawing lately has been of OCs, and I don't generally post OC art. <<;
Anyways, just wanted to explain that I haven't fallen off the planet or anything yet, just having a bit of a hard time right now. Sorry for the lack of content!
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allisonreader · 2 months ago
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Christmas decorating that was done at work this week.
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prolibytherium · 11 months ago
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Watching Wojack Horseguy for the third time and it is still so fucking good and still really annoys me in many ways
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coralcatsea · 2 years ago
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Look at England sweating. 100%, that's how people react to their friends/family looking good. Don't know how anyone could possibly think they're not meant to be family. /s
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wildflowercryptid · 11 months ago
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i'm rereading / trying to finish reading shikimori's not just a cutie and saruogi's face & expressions would make a wonderful reference for kieran i think... 🤔
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uselessnbee · 2 years ago
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one of the most annoying things when it comes to fanon Mike is him being homophobic
like i seriously don't understand why this fandom convinced themselves that he is/would be homophobic
yall focus on him saying one stupid thing that he regretted instantly to someone he doesn't even know is gay and are so quick to forget that he literally put himself in danger to stand up for Will when their bullies were saying homophobic shit about him
but yes let's make Mike into the "homophobic gay" because that just makes sense
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jorjin · 2 years ago
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Ok I gotta be honest I find Fear and Hunger TOO edgy to take it seriously. Sorry girlies
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