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iliveinprocrasti-nationn · 3 days

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my mum supports me in getting accessibility aids when i break down about it but the moment i'm not upset or in tears then it's what if people don't want to talk to you because you're in a wheelchair and what if they think you're fragile and i want you to make friends but this might not help and-

#IM SO TIRED #you know why i'm not making friends. you know why i'm struggling so much #because i cannot go anywhere. i can't go to meetings i can't go to events i can't go to anything because i'm tired and in pain #i'm hoping to go to a talk tomorrow but honestly i don't know if i'll be able to. but it's on disability so i wanna try #i'm getting my covid booster tomorrow and i'm going to ask the nurse about it #'but what if-' i am struggling to go to class i am struggling to go to work i had to stand up the other day and almost burst into tears #i still have to get to work later and i'm thinking it'll rise but my heart rate today has been 49-164. and that's lower than average but #my pots is just getting worse. the pain is getting bad again. my brainfog is extreme #i'm done trying to get better i'm done being told i don't have to use mobility aids because people will fix me. i just want to make friends

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