#i'm being a crybaby
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Life is not fair I wish I was a fan back in 2020, not 2023
#clone high#clone high van gogh#clone high vincent van gogh#van gogh clone high#clone high julius caesar#julius caesar clone high#they didn't get enough screen time together to satisfy MY needs#i'm being a crybaby#do it for them#please#clone high season 2
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Imagine being Akira Fudo. Imagine carrying so much goodness and grace inside your heart that you made Satan fall in love with you until the death of earth in a constant loop over and over again, making a creature that once didn't even feel empathy towards something as helpless as a little kitten, shed tears over your own downfall. Divine pain that has never been felt before, with the trivial possession of a pure, human heart and the ability to feel. Feel deeply, even. The angel who has been taught nothing but destruction, God's disposal, finding home in your arms. Whether it's before he remembered who he was, or afterwards. Imagine being Akira Fudo and Satan's highest priority, most prized treasure. Genuinely convinced if everyone loved like those two from their core, malice would not even dare to exist
#Sorry for being emo#I rewatched dmcb and I'm sad#I'm so sad#I love those two#I like to imagine that one day god will have mercy on them and give them at least one timeline where they are happy#me.exe#devilman crybaby#akira fudo#ryo asuka#ryokira
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#i've never had a job in my own field that i've liked as much as i've liked my current one#the semester is ending soon and today i heard my contract will not be renewed bc the person i'm substituting will return to work after all#i've been feeling so tired and a bit poorly after the nokia arena show and i probably should have called in sick today#as i was absolutely useless today#and then after my only class today my students came to me with a gift?? 😭#a pink enamel moomin mug and some chocolate and a paper on which they had written nice things about me + a drawing of a dachshund 😭#and i burst to tears right there in front of them because i was so touched (and also because i'm just really really tired and emotional)#i'm so tired about having to apply for new jobs and having to start all over again#i'm so tired of having to do shitty short-notice substitutions again#i feel like i deserve better than that but on the other hand i fee like life's giving me exactly what i deserve and maybe this is it#i'm dreading the summer because idk if i'll have a job to go to in the autumn#and even if i did find something it won't be like the job i have now#also. it's may day eve and the weather's lovely#and i'm hiding in my apartment with the curtains closed so i won't see all the people going out and having fun with their friends#for me may day eve has never been like that. i've always felt so very excluded from those celebrations#on top of that i got yelled at by a bus driver and i'm the worst friend that ever existed#i'm trying to quit on whining about my sad little life but it gets so lonely#please know i'm not writing this for attention or pity. i know y'all have problems of your own and i'm just being a dramatic crybaby
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Oh additional Céline/Sharena friendship thought. I think BOTH of them would want to be/consider themselves to be "the big sister" to the other SO BAD. LIKE. It doesn't even matter what their ages are here it is A Mentality. And I think they both have different flavors of Youngest Sibling Who Wishes They Had a Baby Sibling syndrome. I think they absolutely fight over this LMFAOOO
#sharena#fe celine#I WISH I COULD GIVE YOU THE ESSAY. but i am just speaking out my ass based one vibes alone LMFAOO#ESP FOR SHARENA BUT LIKE...... she really does strike me as the type who WOULD hold it over you#if she was even just a month 'older' than you.#obvs not in a mean way but like in a braggy way LMFAOOOO#PLEASE. IT'S ALL SHE HAS. AFTER A LIFETIME OF BEING BABIED BY ALFONSE.#meanwhile celine is on the opposite end of this. she had to grow up fast. forced herself to stop being 'a crybaby'. ect#and like i'm sure alfred dotes on her too but like. the dynamic is undeniably different here.#celine has taken up the role to BE the caretaker. bc she kind of Had To. considering everything she's dealt with#losing her father and having a sickly brother. like. even if he's the older one. she feels that deep need to take care of him#and i think these two different types of 'wants to imprint on someone to be a big sister' would be SO funny to see clash
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i'm very brave (lying)
#aka i'm being a crybaby cause i'm alone in my apartment after two weeks spent with my boyfriend here :((#AGONY#okay had to say it i'm fine again
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I love the scene where Atsushi shows Lucy his scars it's probably my fav moment of him (and of both of them in general)
#quite frankly if i was in his place i probably wouldn't have been as patient with her given how she treats him at first#but like.... something bout characters being vulnerable to show someone that they understand the other and-#-bonding over similar trauma............#ue. ue. ue. i'm a big crybaby fr..#bungou stray dogs#bsdrewatch2023#moon likes to rambletm
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It might just be a lot of things. I really don't know. I don't like not having any energy after work but it staves off a lot of our thought processes but at the same time I don't love it. It's tolerable but I want to be doing something else. I wanna be in the dirt and I want to feel the earth under my feet and I want to know she's listening to me and telling me it's ok and I want to take care of her like she's taken care of me. I want to plant trees and cut back weeds and learn to identify our native plants and I just can't do any of that and make a living. It's not even a volunteer opportunity for me. I'm just some random citizen who didn't even go to school for any of it. And I'm so lonely. I'm the loneliest I've been. I love all my friends online I do. Truly and wholly but it doesn't help the fact that I have no one around me irl. And it hurts. And I'm scared. And I am so small all the time. And I just want it to change.
#elias.zip#i think. that dreamis affecting me a little more than I thought it did. it really exemplified that I feel like everyone sees me as not tryin#g to make connections in my adult life but im in a dead town with an aging population i didnt grow up in or around. i can't find public even#ts that would get me around people my age. I can't drive still to go places anyways and I struggle so fucking with the entire process anyway#s that even with the stars aligned I fuck myself over anyways. I'm too weird. too quiet. too loud. not assertive. weird. weird. weird. werid#. just some fucking crybaby.#everyone's moved on from being anxious but not me. I can't do it. i try and try and try and try and push myself out of my comfort zone but n#obody wants new friends. and my interests are too niche. and i dont fit in and nobody wants to be friends with the baby because all he does#is cry and god I've felt worse moving here than i ever did back at the old house and it feels like I'm never going to get to see what cou#ldve been I'm stuck like this!!#sometimes i really wish i could just leave. leave it all. vanlife or backpack or something and learn why i was made to live as a human. i ju#st want to go back home. I wanna see my packmates again. I'll do better this time. Please. I'm sorry
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i could write an entire 3-paragraph essay (with sources) on why yugi muto has adhd and how it affects him throughout his story but when it comes to sora it’s just. i dunno he just has it. he has adhd
#i have too many thoughts about characters#i found yugi relatable actually but only in the manga because he was allowed to Do Things in the manga#i love the anime and yami yugi don't get me wrong but like#minimal yugi screentime :( they skipped his character development#he is there at the beginning and the end but shows up very little in battle city which is like. THE yugioh arc#but uhh anyway yugi being prone to tears like an abnormal amount for his age can 100% be interpreted as emotional dysregulation#maybe i just read it that way because i'm like that :/ crybaby alert over here#also he has hyperfixations!!#and not just strong interests like he is interested in games EXCLUSIVELY to the detriment of obligations like. school#but with sora it's just... he has a vibe to him i guess#i diagnose him with silly brain#anyway toonagi overly long tags time woohoo#it's like a special treat you get a whole novel as a bonus :D#sora kingdom hearts#yugi muto#i also headcanon like a lot of characters as having adhd so i think also i'm projecting a little
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compiles a list in my head of must-read infinite flows...
#counts on my hands.#Being an Extra Actor in an Escape Game. Why Are the NPCs All Frightened By Me. <- because they're incredible plot and character wise#Global Exam <- because its a classic and easy to get into the genre#Crybaby <- an easy one to indulge with#Card Room. I Was Once a Legend <- longform (300-600 chapters) serious IFs with solid settings and intricate planning and plots#Escape the Library <- a more lighthearted IF with lower stakes and a harmonious attitude#I'm Really Just An Ordinary Person <- a favourite of mine with a different take on the setting. kills me#mara reads
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the absolute most insane and ironic and hilarious piece of set decoration on all of obx is this
rafe cameron just killed a police officer and then drove away in a truck with a thin blue line/blue lives matter sticker on the back. like 😭😭😭😭 absolutely genius. also i'm assuming this is ward's truck bc rafe really only ever rips around on the dirt bike (but the vehicle situation in this show is fucking nuts, like the only consistency is the dirt bikes and that godawful twinkie but i digress), which adds a whole other layer of LMFAO WHAT on top of this all.
#rafe cameron acab question mark#i know he isn't obviously but the thought is so funny#imagine getting shot and the guy who pulled trigger is the biggest crybaby on earth#NO WAIT#imagine being a cop and getting shot and the guy who pulls the trigger believes in blue lives matter#insane L#lmfao#like ur a cop and u get shot by a supporter who are u john lennon?#i'm sorry this is so horrible#but fuck john lennon and fuck the police#crazy ass hashtag#yikes#rip sheriff pete tho u didnt deserve to get sneak attacked by rafe cameron#like in the back too#such a cheap shot#rafe cameron#rafe obx#rafe outer banks#obx#obx s1#outer banks#obx netflix#mine
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love it when my dad asks me to give him the Google Maps directions, then he doesn't listen, and then he gets mad at ME for his not listening
#im already in a terrible mood bc my self esteem is in the gutter!!! i wanna cry but then he'll get mad I'm crying!!#im just being hormonal and a crybaby but ugh. hate when he does this#vent
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HE WNATS TO PUT A BABY IN ME
#😵💫😵💫💞!!!!!!#obviously not rn because i'm way too young but i just didnt know that was#something he was interested in. having a family or whatever.#but we were cuddling and he was teasing me abt being a crybaby and i was like all whiny n pouty or whatever#n then he was like aww im kidding. im glad that ur a crybaby puppy. its good practice for when we start trying for pups.#and i was like HUHHJHNH???!?!!#and he was like im kiddinn im just teasing obviously not rn. but you'd look rly good pregnant.#LIKE DUDE. IM DYING.#😵💫😵💫😵💫😵💫😵💫#lmh#p
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#personal#point post#hi! still sick. obvi#this isn't about that#i've just been veeeeeeery emotional today and idk if it's a combination of just. me being sick and a crybaby#and also it being my dad's birthday and missing him#but this isn't about that either necessarily. its just. i want to keep this somewhere bc i feel i can't tell anyone#it kinda goes against what i've always believed in? and at the same time not like i'm not sure. it's just something that its on my mind#but if there was one person i had to marry in my life it would be my boyfriend#and like yeah sure everyone says that about their current relationship but. not me#like ive never believed in marriage etc etc im not getting into that rn#but sometimes i see people getting married and their ceremonies and like. getting a ring#and i feel like i want that with him#it kinda goes away when i think about how much everything costs jdhfs but the sentiment is there. idk#and don't ask me why im crying rn bc i don't know! this is what i mean! must be me being sick + an emotional date like today#also i do think this is tied to something else but i'm not going to get into that rn bc i don't want to keep crying! bye!
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My cat is so old and she is so sick and I don't think she's gonna make it to the end of the year and I am so scared and depressed I can't live without her she couldn't get into her cupboard without help right now and I just started sobbing she's MY girl! The other 2 are Brian's but this one is MINE. She's the one source of happiness and light here for me and now that light is dying!!! I wanna die with her
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@enjomo, portgas d. ace, said: "Don't be such a baby. It's just a flesh wound." for childhood ace and luffy!
❝ but— but, i'm not a baby. ❞ he sniffles, tears pooling in large eyes as he tries to hold back excessive sobs. even then, luffy fears showing that much, so small hands reach up to grasp at the brim of his worn, too-big hat to pull the softened straw down over his face. in doing so, his chin tucks, and charcoal hues get a second glance at the gnarled cut on his shin, and the sticky, drying blood smeared around it. his lower lip trembles as eyes widen beneath the shadow of the hat's brim. a fresh wave of tears begin welling up.
❝ aaace. ❞ his voice comes out now little more than a shaky whisper as he tries to contain the 'childish' worry. but as much as the small boy attempts to suppress overwhelming tears, the thumping in his chest—the panic—overcomes. the trembling in luffy's voice builds to a high-pitched wail.
❝ ace! AAACE!! I THINK THAT'S MY BONE!! CAN YOU SEE IT?? IT'S MY BONE! ❞
it's not his bone. luffy is just being dramatic.
𝐀𝐅𝐓𝐄𝐑-𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍 𝐏𝐀𝐓𝐂𝐇-𝐔𝐏 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒 / accepting
#enjomo#❝ its not like ‘thanks’ are something i can eat ❞ — answered#❝ screw the plan ❞ — ic#❝ i’m not a kid! i’m a man! ❞ — v: dawn island#blood tw#mild gore tw#but not really it's just luffy being dramatic#me: i'm gonna use the queue#also me: NEVER!!!#anyway back at it with the crybaby luffy
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where is that post about not trusting how you feel abt your life after 9pm and etc etc etc. can we add not trusting how you feel abt life when you're in your period bc. oh god boy i'm at my fucking limit. gonna dissolve into tears brb
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