#i'm always so glad to interact with you

[deep-space-lines]

can't wait til I start this stupid job so I won't have to be doing commissions all the fucking time to buy groceries, this shut sucks the joy out of art so much. I wanna be drawing ultrakill stuff & personal art & doing crafts & reading books but every time I sit down to do something for me I'm thinking about the fact that I should be doing commissions. I'm so glad I didn't go into art as an actual career, I would hate myself so much forever

[silkjade]

i haven’t been here much recently, and i’m sorry i’ve only been negative on the off chance i’ve been online, but let me just say one last piece before the end of this month, so that maybe the next might be better….

[icewindandboringhorror]

"We can get through this by working together, reach out to your friends, community is all we have, a social network will be your security in the world, now is the time to lean on others!"

I do agree, and it's scientifically sound (pretty sure there is data about how people with better social networks live longer and etc) but also....augh..... what about the severe social issues, difficulty to leave the house, physical issues which lead to like zero socialization energy a majority of the time, etc. etc. Social support can be a replacement for structural support, but.. I guess I just wish it didn't have to be. Community is extremely difficult to build, even moreso if you're someone who has issues with social cues or group conversations or even just being around others in the first place. And blah, nuance, of course I'm just complaining or maybe being too negative or maybe misunderstanding, but, I hardly have the energy to brush my hair once every 2 months.. how am I supposed to maintain a wide social network and be active in a Community and Join Groups lol... sometimes it kind of feels like "er.. well if thats my only option then...... ruh roh". It's overwhelming

[meloartist]

Yeah, I also want to see 2 season, especially Destiny and my favorite Delirium, but I'm also curius who will play Remiel and Duma.

[i think this ask was pre-s2 announcement bc 2022 but YEAH]

i'm a HUUUUUUUUUGE duma stan you dont even KNOW

[datastate]

i keep finding reminders of how i used to act/type a few years ago and i shrivel up. and die.

[odatelier]

How do you write smut so perfectly? I would like some tips! Your scenarios are insane. They’re so vivid that I can visualize them in my mind.

i guess i'm no better than a man sometimes 😭😭 when i have to write, the first thing i do is think of a trope and then think of the quickest way i can get both characters to fuck 🫣🫠💀 everything after that is a blur, and since my aroace ass has no idea how sex actually works, 🤡 i just watch porn for a few hours and look for visuals i like and i think you guys will like as well 😭😭😭 (should i drop nsfw links ?? 😭) i try to keep things as realistic and detail everything so you guys can enjoy it so i really hope i'm doing a good job 🥺🥹🥹 anyway thank you so so sossosooso much for reading my work and taking the time out to send me an ask that made my dayyy !!! love and hugs to you bbg <3

[kimtaegis]

I completely agree with previous anon, who told you about not being comfortable rebloging posts tagged with your friends and dedicated to them. I don't feel comfortable rebloging these posts either. And there are always the same people being tagged in this posts. If it would say not 'for' but 'inspired by', for example, maybe it would be better. But for now, all these posts are getting some tumblr users outside of your friends' circle further away from rebloging such content.

hm, it’s a shame. I can’t say that I comprehend that because I’m really just happy to see others still post. and it makes sense that it’s always the same people, namely the ones who still enthusiastically reblog and otherwise support content. why would you tag someone you don’t know under a gifset?

I guess at the end of the day it’s up to you whether you can “bear”, for lack of a better word, the dedications or if it bothers you so much that you don’t engage with it. this however will someday result in even less content, though, the decrease is already more than palpable. it’s a vicious cycle unfortunately

[yujeong]

Somehow, I now have 200 followers. I didn't expect this to make me emotional, but it does. Thank you to every single person who follows me. It means a lot ❤️

[deviousdiesel]

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[batsplat]

the best thing about pedro acosta is that his ex-best friend turned enemy, fermin aldeguet, is arriving to the grid next year. if you’ve ever seen a video of the two of them interacting – the vibes are rancid. like, they grew up together, from the same town, fought in the same competitions, traveled together, slept next to each other and now when pedro has to shout out people from his hometown that made it up the ladder, he is always like “ana carrasco 😁 the other one too i guess 🙄”

oh yeah, I've seen some of those clips, they're great!! they have a fantastic dynamic, very bad vibes! and yes, even better because they do known each other so well, and now it's like..? pedro isn't even actively hostile towards him, it's basically just kinda blanking him! pretty cold! I'm hoping that in about a decade's time we'll gradually have been fed enough bread crumbs to put together what exactly's going on there (wonder if there's a link there with pedro's 'I'm not here to make friends' 'rabid rivalries are good for the sport, actually' stance... insert speculation here! maybe he's withdrawn deliberately from that friendship because he doesn't think it's a good idea to be close to a rival, hm?)

that being said, do need fermin to pick it up lol. I'm a big believer in the 'not every rivalry has to be conducted between equals and a lot of the best ones aren't' principle, but the thing is this kind of rivalry does kind of depend on that. it'd maybe be interesting if the more successful guy were warmer than the less successful one, but this way round? makes it too easy for one bloke to just dismiss the other. obviously, I'm not writing off fermin because of a rocky moto2 campaign... still, being the fourth of four boscoscuros isn't ideal, and it'd be good to see that the late 2023 form wasn't just a fluke. let's see how the rest of the year goes and then, far more importantly, how he makes the jump to motogp. certainly hope we'll get some competition at the very top between the two of them though, feels like it has great narrative potential

[wispmotherr]

Whaddup I'm here for some love

💌💌💌💌💌

beloved, precious human: I love the love you have for people that you hold dear, that you care about. i love your enthusiasm for them, your earnestness towards them that never feels overwrought or contrived. you are a resplendent garden of gentle affection and sweet, kind words.

[beauty-grace-outer-space]

Didn't even make it til 10AM without sobbing at my desk this time.

[frozenambiguity]

Cannot believe I have been here for almost 3 months now.

[alexandriteobscuraarchive]

((I've done a few of these today, I know, but I'm going to get one last blog interaction reminder out of my system rq. I'm coming from a good/positive place with this (although if I'm being honest it can be a source of upset/frustration if I'm having anxiety, that isn't the case here so don't worry!) and hopefully afterwards I'll be able to do actual ic content after work and whatnot. I appreciate everyone who reads this and makes the attempt to understand where I'm coming from.

Compliments are nice and I truly do appreciate each and every one. I know you guys mean well whether we interact or not but please don't let compliments be the only way you engage with me. Again I have to stress that I appreciate them but at the end of the day if that's the only thing you send in it begins to feel a bit.... hollow for lack of a better term and I hate feeling that way about something that's coming from a genuine place. If you truly like what I do that much then let's shift focus and actually turn it into legitimate ic engagement. Tell me you like something; a muse, a plot, a vibe, whatever else, and then let's work on writing that thing, no matter what it is, together. I love y'all but at the end of the day I don't want people who just stay on the sidelines and occasionally say something nice, I want you to fuckin jump in here with me.

You like a muse? Prompt them.

You like a muse but don't know how to approach them for whatever reason? Tell me and I'll help you.

You like multiple muses but can't decide who to interact with first? Guess what babe, you're getting the party platter and 24/7 muse service.

You aren't sure about a muse for whatever reason? I'll teach you about them/help you figure out if they're right for you.

There are literally no limits whatsoever and honestly? At the end of the day I'm here to write with people, whatever it takes. Again: I'm here to write WITH people rather than just for or around them. If you can muster up the nerve to send me ooc love then surely you can do it ic as well, all it takes is a shift in perspective, priority, focus, whatever word you'd like to use. Engaging ooc is great but I want you to actually engage from an ic standpoint just as much and all I'm asking is that you guys keep that in mind because it's incredibly important.))

[selfshippinglover]

I miss Actor Mark :((((

[medicinemane]

The problem with a lot of body horror for me is it's just gross without being compelling

Like yeah you had that person tear their leg open and pull muscle away from bone in a way that's very uncomfortable... but I don't care. Or a lot of Hostel style horror for me it's just kinda... yeah... grossing me out isn't some kinda win

Cause it's not that I don't like body horror, I love Dead Space for instance which... kinda the core pillar of that is body horror if we're honest

Could be a matter of that that kind of body horror is more fantastic making it easier to digest, I will advance that as a theory, but personally I kinda think that it's more that they do something actually interesting with it

Like if I wanted to I could probably see a really fucked up leg wound (and worse) in looking online about this shitty world

Can't really find dead bodies contorted into killing machines though

So I kinda feel like it's my problem with a lot of horror, of that it's horrible in a mundane way where as I'm looking for some unfathomable secret out of horror

So there's a difference between some stabbing a person in the eye cause they're just a shitty person, and doing it to try and create a replica of an alien artifact that gives unlimited energy but also drives people crazy and then turns their bodies into horrible monstrosities

One is just way more interesting to me