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FULL NAME: Kaeya Alberich NICKNAME: Kae TITLE: Cavalry Captain. Khaenri’ah’s Last Hope. Heart of the Abyss.

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╳   FLAWS.

moody | short-tempered | emotionally unstable | whiny | controlling | conceited | possessive | paranoid | liar | impatient | cowardly | bitter | selfish | power-hungry | greedy | lazy | judgmental | forgetful | impulsive | spiteful | stubborn | sadistic | petty | unlucky | absent-minded | abusive | addict | aggressive | childish | callous | clingy | delusional | cocky | competitive | corrupt | cynical | cruel | depressed | deranged | egotistical | envious | insecure | insensitive | lustful | delinquent | guilt complex | reclusive | reckless | nervous | oversensitive

♔   STRENGTHS.

honest | trustworthy | thoughtful | caring | brave | patient | selfless | ambitious | tolerant | lucky | intelligent | confident | focused | humble | generous | merciful | observant | wise | clever | charming | cheerful | optimistic | decisive | adaptive | calm | protective | proud | diligent | considerate | compassionate | good sportsmanship | friendly | empathetic | passionate | reliable | resourceful | sensible | sincere | witty | funny

🖌 SKILLS & HOBBIES.

art | acting | astronomy | animals | archery | sports | beach combing | belly dancing | bird watching | blacksmithing | boating | calligraphy | camping | candle making | casino gambling | ceramics | racing | chess | music | cooking | crochet | weaving | exercise | swordplay | sparring in general | fishing | gardening | ghost hunting | ice skating | magic | engineering | building | inventing | leather-working | martial arts | meditation | origami | parkour | people watching | swimming | puppetry | pyrotechnics | quilting | reading | collecting | shopping | socializing | storytelling | writing | traveling | exotic dancing | singing

Tagging: @captivemuses ; @suffearable ; @poswiecenia ; @melodicbreeze ; @foulchilde ; @dhabibi ; @ccaptain ; @fragmented-tales & everyone else!

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“my chest aches with these words, that are carved into my ribs. words that i cannot form, but i was made this way, wasn’t i? made with chaos in my blood. and a war in my head.”

— silenced || k.a. (via mieczyslawstilniski)

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𝐂𝐨𝐧𝐟𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐒𝐞𝐜𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐈'𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐧𝐞𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫.

𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐮𝐧 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐬𝐞𝐭 𝐨𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮.

Whatever you are looking for, it can be found. It is waiting for you. This fear has no place in your home. No matter what shape your grief comes in, there will always be a place for you in this world.

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At last, a moment of respite.

Employee chatter attempts to muffle the violent whispers of wind outside the safe walls. The efforts are in vain. Even if topics (however important) are debated to the point that grand gestures are made and voices echo through the main hall, Captain Kaeya is focused intently on the storm outside.

He stands by a window. A window that, by this time, has become foggy due to the contrast in temperature. If observant enough, one could risk saying Kaeya is mesmerized by the catastrophe he studies — How snow aims to delicately fall and meet safe land, only to be swallowed by raging waves and lose the desired peace and destination. One would be right. There is beauty in adversity.

Old habits die hard. How many hours had he wasted gazing through windows when he was a child, freshly arrived at the estate? By his lonesome, he used to look beyond. For someone. For something. Sometimes, the mixed feelings from back then came to visit. But hesitation and sadness no longer festered. Without looking for it, he had found his place — or, rather, his place had found him. The thought brought a small smile to his lips, his gaze softening.

Once dark fabric is placed on Kaeya’s shoulders, remnants of the past are abandoned. Calm surprise dances on his features, head tilting to the side to inspect the cloth. The question uttered is sufficient to make Kaeya melt with delight. A soft chuckle is released as his shoulders shake from quiet laughter.

Why – would it hurt Diluc Ragnvindr to be honest?

«Though my eyesight may have deteriorated given circumstances, I believe I still retain all my faculties, to a degree. Take a look outside, Master Diluc,» his chin motions as if to point at the window, inviting the redhead’s gaze to analyze the weather, «Is the terrible blizzard outside a reason not sufficient?» Azure aches to meet vermillion, so it does, studying the heir for a moment.

«Heartless as you may appear to be, even you have common decency. You wouldn’t dream of leaving your old friend in the middle of a raging snowstorm, would you? I simply took the opportunity that unfolded before my very eyes.»

Kaeya is not answering Diluc’s question. Not directly. He does not have to. This question is simply a source of heat to allow a conversation to blossom amid this cold. Maybe the fact that Kaeya has not rejected the warmth of Diluc's coat, along with the small pat on the redhead’s hands as they linger just a moment longer, are signs of reassurance. To let him know that Kaeya is open for conversation, avoidant as it may eventually be.

Winter was perhaps the most common to see Master Diluc away from his business, although usually only once night had painted the sky with stars. Many would whisper that he'd been seen standing in the center of what snow rested on the ground, the grass around his being uncovered as if it had only rained.

Tonight, however, he found himself hosting a certain calvary captain inside his home as the blizzard howled outside. There was little expectation for an overnight visitor, and all preparations for warmth had been focused on his employees, leaving Kaeya to fend for himself should he get cold as the power went out.

At least, he would be left on his own, if the winery tycoon hadn't been a walking heater and secretly concerned for the man. That was how he found himself draping the coat he had been wearing all day over shivering shoulders, the fabric warm as though Diluc himself had embraced him.

"Is there reason for your visit?" There was a warmth hidden beneath the chill in his voice with a hint of hope, a tone reserved for Kaeya on days the master did not want to admit to the care that ran deep through his veins and yet wished not to push him away, proven by hands lingering on shoulders for a moment too long.

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Open.

«Hold still. If you continue to shake like that, even I may miss a spot, despite the years of practice~». The knight's tone does not aim to reprimand, but rather to reassure — such is evident by the lightness of his intonation and the upward curve on his lip. Though the scene is depicted as playful, there are hints of concentration. Attention is undivided, gaze focused on a nail each time as the brush minutely fills in the intended area.

The color becomes more vibrant as the last coat of nail polish is applied. Satisfied, the knight chuckles and places the nail polish's lid in its due place, pushing the bottle to the side. Mission completed.

«And... We're done! How do you like the final result? I believe the color rather favors you». Before the other can reply, a hint: «Just make sure to wave your hands around for a bit so it dries faster, yes?» 

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Foolish is she who spills blasphemy and takes it as creed.

A world rebuilt must not have its foundations on destruction and annihilation. How difficult can it be to understand that hatred met with hatred can only result in a flammable compound? When her oh-so-glorious nation rises at the cost of sacrifice, what else shall be awaiting if not retaliation from other parties? History is naught but a cycle repeated if its protagonists continue to fall into fallacies and give in to their impulses. A leader who fails to recognize that crude actions shall only instill in others what she currently feels is no true leader.

So, no. They are not the same. They do not share ideals and visions for the future. Water and Wine do not mix.

She may spew whatever venom she wishes, disguised as wisdom. Make a plea for an alliance, though he figures her too proud to do so. Kaeya has grown resistant over the years. Regardless of the arguments she brings to the table, his mind is set in stone. She may view him as ignorant. Stubborn to a fault. But he knows better and has learned to tread his own path — not traverse the way that has been made for him to follow. 

There is desperation and miscalculation in her. While she may consider that the ground beneath her feet shakes due to her power and resolution, it is only a sign of the fragility of her pathway.

She may look forward to getting answers. Share ideas. Plan thoroughly. Anything. Even if he were to indulge her — speak his true mind and schemes —, it would all ring hollow to her ears.

He has seen people lose themselves for less. Though he cannot judge the raging, grieving heart that is only held in place by her ribcages, he cannot help but pity her.

He can only offer her a small mercy, though he is not generous enough to want to soothe her. Hear a mere piece of advice, if only to combat the bitterness:

«Until you do not heal, you will not know peace».

( 🌙 )   WHETHER THREAT OR reminder she cared little for the frigid cold that his tone imparted. her grip on the stars and understanding of her own life meant that she feared little what he could possibly do in retaliation. they've been in this place before ; likely only recalled by the celestial herself after the reverts back to an earlier time where re - living the disaster and fall brought about by the gods. the same gods that her sibling had become friends with. the same gods that the prince drank with.

AGGRIVATION COULDN'T CUT into how she felt about all of it. her rage and desire to raze the lands to start anew sat heavy on her shoulders like an open wound. years and centuries have come and gone many a time --- this isn't the first time that this conversation had been had , threats and reminders left behind like icy barbs.

FOOLISH . . IT NEEDN'T be this way.   ❝   WE NEEDN'T BE enemies when we want the same thing , alberich. a nation rebuilt -- returned to its former glory and more.  ❞

FISTS CLENCH AS the princess of the abyss order and khaenri'ah's heavenly strength doesn't allow the distance between them to grow too great. she follows behind him , snapping at his heels .

   ❝   if YOU'VE A PLAN to bring it about without the razing of nations that deserve it after what their archons did to khaenri'ah then . . i'm all ears.   ❞    would she upend her own plans that she'd concocted over thousands of abyss laden years ? likely not. but she refused to appear to be not open minded.

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Hello, everyone!! I know these things circulate faster so!

This is a promo for KAEYA ALBERICH from GENSHIN IMPACT. Original characters, canons, multimuse, and crossover friendly. Portrayed by Cláudia, she/her, 21+.

Please give this a like or a reblog if you would be interested in interacting, and I’ll definitely check your blog out as well. Thank you in advance!

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I like to think Kaeya had a way with horses since he was young 🐴💙

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captivemuses asked:

I'm not the nonnie but man they are so correct

2024 is almost over.

Ooc; AGGRESSIVELY SENDS SMOOCHES YOUR WAY!!!!!!!!

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Anonymous asked:

hello! dropping by to tell you your portrayal of kaeya is superb!

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Ooc; Hi, anon! Thank you so much for your support!! I am happy to hear that.~

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@ccaptain asked:

SLAMDUNKS INTO YOU. im SO happy we've followed eachother and youre a big part in why i feel so comfy rping kaeya here... the Kaeya Council compels me to make silly shenanigans............ ur a delight to talk to also ;-; ILY. UR MY KAEYA TWIN

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Ooc; SAMMY SAM!!! My favorite (and delicious) little 32-kaeyas-in-her-trenchcoat stealing gnome!!! Seeing you around is always a joy and I cannot tell you how my heart warmed at your message. Like!! What do you mean I play a part in you feeling comfy here!? SOBS!! I am so thankful that you think and feel that, fgrthyutred.

I SWEAR sometimes I wish I had another muse because what do you mean, the coolest human is RIGHT THERE and I cannot SPAM THEM BC WE WRITE THE SAME PIXEL!? BLASPHEMOUS. Be aware that I would spam your inbox 24/7 otherwise.

PS: we missed Kaeya council in december. (I think). We'll probably be dismissed from council rights next year NVFGITGHRFDIS.

PS 2.0: I hope you have a fantastic year ahead, with those you love and love you back closer than ever! You deserve good things, do not ever forget that. And keep being the ball of fun you are, with your vibrant energy. Keep shining! <3

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2024 is almost over!

With the final month of the year here, it’s your chance to send the mun or muse something you’ve wanted to tell them! Whether you haven’t had the chance to or you’ve been too shy, now’s the time to say what you feel, and don’t hold back!

prompt originally made by: x

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«Oh ho.~ The stellar businessman masterfully strikes back!» For this comment, Diluc has earned himself a hearty round of applause. No malice emanates from the captain, the clap of his hands merely enhancing the lightness of the tease. If the scene that slowly unfolds were to have spectators, no worry would be necessary on their part – this was simply how they communicated.

It is relieving to know old traditions are being kept alive. Kaeya does not have a heart of stone, though he believes sometimes it would make matters easier to deal with. To eventually be met with disdain or indifference… If that point was ever close to being reached, he would rather remove himself from the spot immediately. Not be met at all.

«You seem to be in good spirits. During the old days, this was usually a warning sign». His hands extend slowly to the sides as he emphasizes the words: «Careful: Plotting ahead». A small chuckle is heard. «You were quite troublesome back then. Given that your dear old friend has not failed to recognize this dangerous pattern, I suppose I shall have to pay extra attention, lest I unknowingly fall into one of your old schemes». Nowadays, it does not happen as frequently. Not anymore.

As for the reason behind his presence and prolonged speech… Well. Kaeya did not lie. During a time like this, he finds himself becoming a bit lonelier from time to time. Maybe he misses the comfort of a cozy home, whose warmth derives not from the fireplace that crackles, the cups filled with hot chocolate, or the blankets that bring comfort to the soul. But rather from the house’s inhabitants.

The task of concluding that his words ring true is, therefore, not strenuous. The wind has indeed led him here. As have his thoughts. And the nostalgia he feels, missing simpler times.

«That is only because I trust you to put enough effort into discovering the right answer without getting any outright confirmation. Life cannot be so easy all the time. Where would the fun in that be?» Kaeya can continue this staged play forevermore, despite Diluc’s complaints. But, for now, he shall put his enjoyment to a halt. For the sake of some honesty.

Crossing his arms, he leans against the nearest wall, gaze not leaving the redhead in front of him. He allows silence to persevere for a moment if only to tilt his head to the side. If Diluc is attentive enough, he shall know that Kaeya is offering a sign of his own. When he does this, it usually means he is thinking about matters deeper than initially presumed.

«…Diluc? Relax. I know business is booming, but it would not do you any harm to delegate or straight up take a break. You do not plan to spend the entire Holidays stuck inside these four walls and keep papers for company, do you? Think of everyone within the estate – worriedly watching Master Diluc all by his lonesome, focused only on his work, during a festive time like this… It would surely weigh heavily on their hearts. And you would not want that, right?

Observance is the key – the captain offers yet another sign. Though his words carry veracity once more, one of his usual strategies is to use others as an excuse to present his own thoughts. One supposes that what Kaeya is also trying to say is… He will keep Diluc company. If that is allowed. If it is not, then let him at least not isolate himself from everyone else.

«You know Addie always gets heartbroken to see food and beverage go to waste. And just before I came here, the sweetest aroma of chocolate was coming from the kitchen. Don’t make her sad, hm?»

"I'll be a little more free-spirited when I'm not running a business, instead of just being a part of one, Captain." though the words are gruff and abrasive, the twitch of a smile is present regardless on his features. he knows that kaeya means well for him, & in turn so does he towards kaeya. this is just one of their fun little games at this point, ribbing into each other constantly.

"I can take a variety of guesses, and you'd never tell me if I was right, knowing you." he leans his head against his non dominant hand, cracking an eyebrow upwards in an almost boredly amused gesture. he knows better than to play some games with the cavalry captain.

"But, honestly, I do have some paperwork to attend to." not that he wants to do it today. the chronic pain is flaring and it's making him more prone to making any decision to make himself able to lay down and be ignored for the rest of the day. he's already sectioned off most of the duties to others in the vineyard, and not to mention they seemed to notice his pain... he wonders if kaeya does too.

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So take me in the afterglow. | (orig. piccrew) | @captivemuses

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foulchilde asked:

❛ just a few more stitches and you’ll be as good as new. ❜

&. 𝐚𝐧 𝐚𝐬𝐬𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐝𝐢𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐠𝐮𝐞 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐭𝐬.

Silence wishes it was allowed to reign. To muffle all that is alive and breathing – what better proof is there of power? Of the capacity to establish dominance over a world that has stopped in its tracks, left broken and resigned after a deep plunge into the ghastly depths? The Abyss shall continue to devour. Until, one day, there will be no more life or light to prey upon. Then, dissatisfied, it shall start feeding on itself.

The tale is slowly being woven by masters unbeknown, but the tapestry of savagery has yet to gain form and pattern. A conquest for another time, perhaps.

For now, there is the sound of wind hitting harshly against the window. It announces a frigid night ahead, weather treacherous and ready to swallow those that dare venture. The captain cannot express greater gratitude for being within the protection of these four, humble walls. A small mercy, considering everything that had happened these last few hours.

It seems he is not the only one who is thankful. This old abode has lost its luster, floors creaking despite the absence of movement. It is as if they dance to the crackling of the fire, satisfied with the warmth and the presence of their most recent visitors. Just when the atmosphere was close to being considered cozy, there came a disturbance. Hisses of pain. Kaeya’s. Ah, is there greater evidence of being alive?

He lays on his side, hand tightly grasping the sheets under him. Poor sheets – whatever had they done to receive such treatment; to become the recipient of the knight’s frustrations? Eyes that had been firmly shut now open at the sound of the other’s words. Kaeya turns his head to face him.

«A few more?» Eyebrows furrow, voice emphasizing discontentment. One cannot call this a tantrum, but the captain is not happy to be in this situation. A mere miscalculation. That was all that it had been. But it had been enough for skin to be slashed. And now… Here he is, at the mercy of another. A stranger, at that. Pitiful.

A deep sigh is released, head dropping into the pillow as he stares at the wall. Wounds are not unfamiliar to Kaeya, given his lifestyle and profession. But this one had felt… different. The moment the blade touched his skin, shock waves traveled all over his body. He had only been able to react for a moment, attempting to dodge and flee the scene, before he had been rendered immobile. As for the rest… Well. He would rather not dwell on it.

Another wave of pain runs through his body. It is almost like a chill to the spine. He is not known for being superhuman; for having an extreme pain tolerance regardless of circumstances. But should a wound inflict this much… discomfort? He is not even sure if that is the most adequate word to describe it.

When the pain subsides for a while, he swallows. In a quiet voice, he asks:

«…Is it bad?»

A waste of words and time. The answer is already known.

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Anonymous asked:

hi! i have a Genshin oc that i would really love for them to interact with kaeya! if you’re interested in learning more about them, please dm me if you’d like! you have a really nice kaeya and i would love my oc to interact with him!

Ooc; Dearest anon, thank you so much for this kind message and words of support. However, I cannot know who you are or message you if you are, well... On anon mode! Come out of your shell sometime and come say hi!