#i'll stop for today i swear
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Happy boi techno for the soul
#i swear some day i'll stop doing purplish backgrounds for everything#today's not that day tho#my art#technoblade#mcyt
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shuuko-san while it's still yuri day 🧡🤍🩷✨
#so glad i had some time after work today i wanted to draw her SO BAD#unfortunately now that means i have to stop drawing for the evening and work on the actual project I've been procrastinating 😔#i wanna draw more GL ssmy but alas. i need this promotion and need to be a responsible adult. agony.#ssmy#sasaki to miyano#sasaki shuumei#sasaki shuuko#lol does anyone use shuuko in the tags... well may as well#sketches#also i just realized I've been forgetting to image id my art both here and on twitter I'M SORRY 😭#once I'm done with my actual work project I'll have to take an afternoon to go through and ID everything#also also - i had more time for this one than i did miyano's last night. I'm sorry yours isn't as polished miyano 😔#you'll get a cleaned up sketch later i swear on my life 😤
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summer is over
#I LIED THE LAST TIME I SAID I'LL PROB NEVER POST FANART AGAIN#cropping or screenshotting makes the resolution go shit but i don't have another choice#(i think)#SUMMER ENDED AND I NEEDED TO VIKTUURI ON A SUMMER VACATION#so here's another thumb piece#i can't stop giving viktor those gold bracelets THEY'VE BEEN HAUNTING ME SINCE THE MOMENT I SAW THAT OFFICIAL ART#he needs them#i need to see him wearing them#yeah yuuri is looking at his lovely and pretty husband <3#aaand post swimming victuuri#real ones know that post swimming nap hits different 💯💯#don't worry guys they have nectarins and water#all the essential things to survive#anyway ate one today it was DELICIOUS#ok i'm done#BYEEE#yuri on ice#fanart#victuuri#my brain is not working at midnight i swear#*i needed to draw viktuuri
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todays orv mood: standing at the water dispenser under my dorm building waiting for my instant noodles to cook just pacing in circles and swearing
#orv liveblog#should i tag spoilers for like. ramble in tags??#ok i'll do it just to be safe#orv spoilers#idk in case my webtoon only irl friend suddenly decides to log back into her tumblr after 3 years#context chapter 311/46th scenario#ok theres a lot going on here#first off 1863th round yjh is a character made to haunt me specifically so when the name hell of eternity came up wow i was feeling like#500 emotions at once and none of them were good#second i saw someone on lofter say today that most of the talking kdj and yjh do in this book is through fights and just#LIKE I JUST. cannot get over how our perspective of their relationship is just always being filtered through these two people#who are just fuckin INCAPABLE of TALKING ABOUT THEIR FEELINGS like NORMAL PEOPLE#like it drives me so insane that this book is so show dont tell by necessity bc kdj is a fucking moron so we just get these#insanity inducing details like yjh paying to extend his midday rendezvous with kdj for 3 years and just using it as a personal journal#and then you get past all the fuckin. the two of them beating the shit out of each other by way of communicating and its like#'i want to lock you up so you'll stop dying because im scared im not strong enough to be able to stop you and we cant lose you again' LIKE?#SIR WHAT??????? HELLO??????????????#also the line that made me start pacing in circles around the water cooler while swearing in mandarin was specifically#'i couldn't be the protagonist. i couldn't save someone else'#says the DEMON KING OF SALVATION. like damn its 'sacrifice's will is a stigma that didn't really suit me' all over again#like i love that kdj has the nerve to be like 'of course i dont want to die' and yjh just absolutely does not buy it for a second#god. i want to hit him on the head with a brick.
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i don't make resolutions, but if i did
it would be to finish this fic
(and to be kind to myself for however long it takes to actually do so)
#i'm finishing it if it kills me#i know i've been writing this makeout scene for 3 weeks but baby that can't last forever#if we want to get deep and dark and serious for a second i do think a lot of my struggles to write lately have to do with engagement#and how incredibly low engagement has been on the last few things i've written#which like. is what it is. i'm not entitled to anybody's time or comments or kudos.#but when you write stuff you're proud of and it feels like it's barely getting read it's hard to keep momentum.#this isn't intended as a woe is me or whatever it's just kind of like. there. hovering.#happens enough times you start to wonder if it's you. am i just writing for the wrong fandom/ship?#(too bad if so. they're in my bones i'm writing for them and no one can stop me.)#but yeah. if you ever wonder if authors do care or notice about hits. comments. kudos. buddy i am here to tell you#not only do we care and FLOURISH we also notice when those things drop off and readers vanish#and it is a giant bummer. and sometimes makes us wildly paranoid about why that might have happened.#so if you liked a fic today--not even one of mine. just. anybody's. share it. comment on it.#kudos at the VERY least (cuz frankly kudos is there to be an 'i got to the end and this was nice' feature.#so when you get 500 hits and only like 30 kudos? it feels like 470 of those people hated your work)#anyway. that got out of hand. lil' too raw lil' too honest. happens when you let yourself ramble at 11:30 instead of sleeping#to sum: let your local fic writer know if they've made you happy#and as we go into 2024 i am swearing to myself that this fic (and probably several others) are getting finished#come hell. high water. or dishearteningly low engagement numbers.#(and then maybe we...actually work on something original. cuz why not. new year same old me but i'll do my best.)
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super duper quick komakura sketches inspired by my fav stills from the first act of this production of lulu
#i forgot i have studio today :[#doing this was really fun!! at least once i stopped cringing at myself for doing it in the first place#izuru kamukura#kamukura izuru#nagito komaeda#komaeda nagito#komakura#danganronpa#sdr2#I'LL... MAKE BETTER KOMAKURA SOON.. I SWEAR...#sixxtytoo#kamukoma
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I don't know why but I had those thoughts come back and my first response was "damn. This will work well when I write this"
#˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ navina speaks!#;; IM SORRY I SWEAR ITS /LH LMFAOOOO#;; my day today has been a huge demotivator & im. kinda going through a relapse with one of my intrusive(?) and depressing thoughts#;; that i legit thought “lol this will be fun to write with a character”#;; LIKE STOP IT BRAIN LMFAO THATS THE LEAST SANE REPLY#;; anyways hi im kinda... going through a lot. mentally.#;; things feel so fast and yet i feel so drained.#;; I'll get better. i know it. im just going through a bit of a relapse.#;; ... man. this sucks. /gen
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system things is telling my headmates i will DO THE THING later if they don't do anything silly that will upset us
just to immediately be stopping someone from doing just that
#dissociative system#plural system#system#system stuff#system things#plural#traumagenic system#system memes#alters#actually traumagenic#🔭🌸#PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE STOP STALKING THE SOCIAL MEDIA OF THOSE WHO HURT TOU#can we all just chill#oh my god why do i have the lyrics of airplanes coming up in tags???#i need everyone to be NORMAL today so i can clean our fucking room#i want to sleep more and then i'll do it don't DONT I SWEAR TO GOD DONT do anything
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do you ever think about how scaramouche learned niwa fully intended to be the one to go into the furnace, then immediately turned around and also attempted to sacrifice himself for his loved ones' sake because i do constantly and in this essay i will —
#𝟎𝟎𝟒 : 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘴𝘢𝘺 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘶𝘴𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘴𝘰 𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘥. ◟ hc .◝#( okay okay i swear i'll stop babbling i'm just very sad about him today -- )#( i'm going to queue some drafts & i Will write more starters i Will i Will i have taken NOTES )#( i'm still a little sick but i think it's 80% just my throat being terrible at this point 🙏 )
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wait koha I've deduced this screenshot
we're talking about being aroace (niki and rinne are shocked bc they're gay 💔)
(JOKE JOKE JOKE)
HELP DHDKLAHFLKHALKFGAJKAGLJAGKLFAKLFHAK BUT YEAH so true......
#💌#ꮺ ꒱ moots !#yk today i saw this post on twt abt my new voiceline in jpstars.......#and it was that u/himeru didn't know how to put on a yukata and i had to help u out.....#just like in the main story when i didn't know how to put on the c:b uniform...... we're so siblings fr 🥺🥺#ANYWAYS i'll stop ranting now i swear i'm normal djhflskdhk
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all the quotes from other people regarding bellarke make me sob like a baby! because if they were never supposed to happen what was the reason???!!!! we all know they were supposed to happen and be endgame they were building towards that until jroth was a pos who did a total 180 ugh "kill the hostage taker and his girlfriend." even diyoza who didn't know them or their relationship thought she was his girlfriend!! he had way more romantic moments with clarke than his actual gf lol sorry but I'll never ship becho their the only ship on the show I despised with a passion!
#I'll always be bitter over bellarke the end!!#sara rewatches the 100#5x04#bellarke#bellamy blake#clarke griffin#bellamy x clarke#otp: I can't lose you too#the 100#literally everyone commented on their relationship lol#also all the quotes about love regarding them?? nobody will ever convince me that wasn't on purpose!!#anti becho#anti b*cho#to be safe lol#I'm going to stop making post about bellarke I swear because it just makes me angry!!#over how they were ruined I just needed to say those things I said today and the last couple posts lol#I'll go insane if I don't but yeah I'm just going to watch the show and try not to make posts lmao
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i have no idea why my french teacher kept on saying I look sad today in class, I was just tired 🧍🏽♀️
#bro kept on asking if i'm sad like HuH#i mean yeah cause i'm not passing this class but other than that i'm just tired man#like bro asked like 3-4 times in class today it just started to feel weird cause i swear people were just looking at me weird tryna see what#he was seeing#like ?????#anyway#the summer camp job i did last year that i didn't have a fun time in the second session#anyway people keep on asking be about the job#like i'll smile and nod and encourage them to apply but i'm just tired of people asking me about it#like it's just these people coming up to me only to talk about the job#like i mean yeah people only talk to me when they want something ig#rip#but the girl in my class is going to be the head person in charge of the camp this year#idk why tf people are asking me about it when she's right there#like i'm not the one recommending it she is#stop asking me#and i can't even talk about my experience cause yeah i had an amazing time working there#it's just in the second half of it there was so much miscommunication from the people in charge it got so annoying#like i didn't not have a fun time cause of this girl because she didn't even do her job properly#but it's hard to explain cause we all had different experieces working there#zhgsdslagsdklbj
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gosh i'm so attracted to people who smell good
#mp#rip our mechanic smelled slightly nice today and i'll be damned#i swear i'm not into older men#but this has happened with at least 4 people so far help#stop smelly nice older men ;-;
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Andrew tries not to cock block himself challenge (impossible)
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thinking abt the fair rn n i want more oh my goddd
#🌙.rambles#esp the vikings i missed that ride so much it's been years man#I NEED IT HIGHER N BIGGER THO BCS THE FEELING OF#oh my god yk the#feeling of being high up in the air#n then. the fall#that pit in your stomach ! n the thrill is just so#it's one of my favorite feelings#got my arm a bit scraped in the inflatables n that happens every year we've had the school fair i swear#i liked my glams#wait. sorry ffxiv habit 💀#MY FITS ! i liked mine for all days hehe#🥺 i don't have like a proper pic of the one on thurs but <33#n then friday i was all black but i looked so cool i think n then JUST WISHED I WORE LIKE#my bucket hat n my glasses bcs days before that was what i was planning to wear but it was so hot !!!! T_T#n today i wore smth not black but yes the accessories r cute n i like blue n white too nyways hehe#uwahh i feel better rn thankfully just need to focus on yeah i'm really good at focusing on what's. yeah#i'll just walk even though my legs r dead n clear my mind n then#i'll write more of what happened yesterday n close my eyes n reflect more at night n then#write more in general. write a lot. i may write too much for me but goddamn i can't stop :^)#oh no uh#nah i'll stop this at this or i'll lose this energy i have right now. sigh#i'll just write more later but now i can rest i'll make myself rest a bit i have to
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adrianne lenker knows how to make a girl cry
#mine#i swear i'll stop posting constantly about big thief someday but the day is not today#big thief#adrianne lenker
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