#i'll probably delete this later tbh

[bluegekk0]

i always feel bad for treating this place like it's a diary but man. i wish i knew how to be better at giving advice, and just talking about emotions in general. i just feel like i'm not helping at all and it would be better if i just shut up. it sucks cause people are always so nice to me and their words mean so much but then i try to return it and it just... idk i feel like it just all sounds fake and forced. i've never been good at dealing with emotions, so i guess it's to be expected. but i always worry that it may seem like i don't care. i do, i just. augh

i'm really sorry feel free to ignore this i just had to get it out of my system

[yellow-computer-mouse]

wip of agrias's ref!

i have most of the lineart for his fullbody done but this looks better than some half-finished lines lol

[songbirdspells]

So I'm on TikTok too (I don't post anything religious or witchy there though) and there's a TT account called Hellenic Education that's posting UPG like it's fact.

Sure, some of what they're posting is correct but most of it is either only for a specific cultus or comes from a ... let's call it Christian-lensed view of the Hellenic religion.

People posting incorrect information like that is what got me into my research posts here (for the whole....like, one year I had energy to do them) and while I will never do religious posts on TT it does make me slightly tempted to write a few more posts for Tumblr I've had in my drafts and just never finished or formatted. I'm never here to tell people what to believe but I can aggregate information in a way to allow people to make more informed decisions about their own beliefs and practices.

[isthescavengervideocute]

Looks at you

I (basically) finished setting up my server come join please

[inquisitor-julia]

Want to start my personal canon da replay/reread/rewatch but 1. Can't decide on doing this in chronological or release order 2. I'd rather have like a group to analyze the stuff and be hype about it with 3. there is simply so much media for da and while I do own genuinely all of it I'm a little overwhelmed by it....

But I need to start on everything now before I have to go back to school and da:v gets released

[gale-force-storm]

Feel free to ignore this but I think I might take a couple days. Just been feeling really shit about my writing the last day or two. Like it's... fine. But that's all it is. Bland one-shots, lukewarm takes, and overwrought poetry. And then I look at what everyone else is doing and I'm just... yeah

Anyways. I'll likely still reblog a bit here and there, but I'll probably be pretty quiet the next couple days

[pekoeboo]

man. I've been reworking a lot of content involving Act II of Home Is Where You Are and like. ugh. it'd work so freaking well in novel form but I just Do Not have the dedication or the drive to start from scratch and rewrite everything that happens.

idk how else to share the updated version of that part of the story with y'all tho, considering that Khalan's journal is insanely outdated now and isn't entirely canon anymore, so I'll probably just have to accept that I likely won't ever be able to update the story for y'all in the way I wish I could. >n<;;

[arttsuka]

I wanted to buy 'the song of Achilles' to read but I can't decide if I should get it in English or Greek. Help?

Is the translation any good? I wonder... The English names bother me but weird dialogue/description due to different structure in the English language bothers me even more.

[nostalgia-tblr]

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[thenotsolittlelady]

stayed up until 3am last night and doodled Syllian, now I'm wondering if I should post it?

[cinnamon-bunni]

NOT okay right now im thinking abt pokemon leaving scars on their trainers + everyday, domestic problems.....

[dandyshucks]

whenever i put on a nice outfit, i almost always end up sticking my Guz hoodie over top SBDHDKSL (photo under the cut)

anyways hiii i tried to put together an eclipse themed outfit today :3 we weren't able to see anything because of a few factors but it was fun to give it a try!! we made a pinhole projector and everything LOL

also here's a photo of my crochet clown that I was gifted last week! while we waited for the eclipse, i brought him upstairs to show my mother because she was in a good mood and being nice today fjdkdl. I think his name is going to be Max maybe ... still trying to decide !!

[damondays]

I think seeing Blur live will fix me actually

[byanyan]

ㅤat this point, they're beyond wasted and vibing out to music that's too loud with several substances on standby for when the buzz starts wearing off. happy new year!!

[hauntedjellyfishtraveler]

I asked my mum if love is unconditional

She said it should be

I played it off as a hypothetical

Some random tangent from ethic class

But I think back to how she talks about

The T***ys and the R***ds and the F*gs

The terrible woke masses

Did you ever truly love me mum?

Or did you love the version of me with pigtails who idolised you and thought you a paragon of love and kindness?

I don't know if I love you

I don't know if I want to

You're my mum

But you're so so so mean

And you don't even know how much you hurt me