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i think a lot of the stuff you've made is already inherently beautiful and meaningful. you put time and effort (however small or large) into every line you've ever drawn and every word you've ever written. what you make is a product of millions of years of evolution and decades of personal experiences that have all culminated into that one moment where you sat down and decided to create. every little piece of time and work put into willing something into existence is so minimal and meaningless in the scale of the universe and because of that it is so so so large and sacred. i know that you're likely looking for a specific kind of beauty and a specific kind of meaning that you don't feel like you've achieved through the things you've already made. but i also know that there are dozens or hundreds or thousands of people out there that have been looking for their specific kind of beauty and their specific kind of meaning that found it through what you've made. the act of creation is beautiful in and of itself, regardless of the source or product. im glad to have seen your creations through this silly little app. hope you're having a good day!
;; anon... god this is sweet.
genuinely, i wasn't looking for compliments or anything like that, it wasn't a vent post. i was just expressing a bit of my frustration with the work i've been doing/have done. you did definitely nail it right on the head about looking for something though ^^;
i think most artists struggle with searching for a specific idea that they don't feel they've reached with their own work, or that they see in others. it's just part of the artistic process i think, which is both what makes it satisfying and what can be frustrating. double sided coins and all that — progression is great, but it does make the stagnation sting a little lol.
the fact that you sent this does mean a lot, seriously. it's exactly why i always make annoyingly long tag commentary paragraphs on art reblogs; because i want to point out every detail of every piece of art that i can. it's my way of communicating my appreciation for other artists and their hard work. (and hey, i like reading tags, i hope they do too.)
it's easy to get lost in things like comparisons without analyzing what it is you can do as an artist to improve and bring yourself closer to whatever it is you're looking for. but just because i may not be satisfied with it doesn't mean that invalidates the meaning or beauty someone else might have found in my art. i don't like invalidating other people's feelings, especially when it comes to stuff like media or music or generally harmless things that make them happy. at the end of the day i share my art here because i want people to enjoy it with me, and also to share in the brainrot. it's fun that way.
i appreciate this reminder of that, it's very kind <3 thank you.
#i really am touched that you'd send such an in depth message to me about this#i meant it when i said it wasn't intended to be a vent—and if it gets misconstrued that way it might be better to delete it just to be safe#but your concern seriously does mean a lot. i don't really think of my work in a 'big picture' sense#just piece to piece/moment to moment#so if i can make people happy with the stuff i do while trying to make myself happy too#i'll count that as a win.#ney's chatter (ask answers)#also creation being beautiful specifically by way of it *being* creation hits pretty hard#didn't know we had philosophers in the crew ;; :'D#long post#maybe? it's a pretty big block of text#but i wanted to respond in depth#my inbox is making me tear up but in a positive way again orz
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9K MAKE ME CHOOSE:・゚✧:・゚ @sharpesjoy & @yelena-bellova ASKED: Mark/Lexie or Jackson/April?
I know who she is, and if she's going through her worst right now, I wanna go through it with her. She makes me happier than anything I've ever known. And if I can have a part in making her happy again, that's all I want to do. That's all I want to do for the rest of my life.
#greysedit#slexieedit#grey's anatomy#tuserhan#userluce#useradi#tusermichi#slexie#useranne#gaedit#useryusi#tusercarolina#mmc#tuserandrea#9kceleb*#myedit#userelmo#userbean#usercas#userreia#usercallie#userneve#tv#mark sloan#lexie grey#it's been almost 15 years since we lost them both in a plane crash#they win. they win because i'll never be over them. and they had no happy ending.#in the afterlife doesn't count ksjhgjsg#but this was REALLY hard if that helps
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you’re soooooo right for the cass and jason stuff. i am obsessed with how their views make them behave in their own separate selfish ways. cass needing to believe people can change and be redeemed because she herself needs to believe she can be redeemed…… im thinking specifically in batgirl where she tries to save a murderer from death row. saying “maybe he changed” to the victims mother….. and then everything with jason really, the way he can’t see beyond how he was a victim to see how he has hurt and victimized others. how he has made himself into someone who really can’t see beyond his own tragedy in many ways… how he sees bludhaven literally blow up but refuses to let bruce leave to find Dick
YOU'RE so right because it's easy for people to side with Cass or Jason only, but it's more interesting to see it as neither being 100% in the right. That issue in Batgirl is literally so good - as this post points out, the crime the guy was in prison for was most likely a hate crime. The motive doesn't matter to Cass, since her belief is that no one should die, but it's deliberately disquieting that she doesn't stop to consider the victim until the victim is actually in front of her. Her point of view is focused around redemption and absolutes, to the detriment of justice and specific circumstances.
Jason, on the other hand, is so focused on justice that he has trouble making room for redemption. His is a situational ethics (in contrast to Cass' moral absolutism), which can be good in certain instances (like, debatably, killing the Joker), but can lead to really muddied actions and reasoning. Jason, like Cass, is fundamentally compassionate, but his actions are calculated in a way Cass' is not, leading him to sometimes lose sight of saving lives as the original goal.
Bruce, Jason, and Cass form a really interesting triangle of people whose views on murder are irrevocably tied to the perspective they witnessed the defining murder of their lives in. It's why none of them (yes, even Cass and Bruce) can ever truly understand each other, but also why they have a lot in common. Idk it's just very interesting to think about!
#cassandra cain#jason todd#batman#just a little bruce wayne analysis in here#i could talk about this all day but i'll leave it at this haha#god i love batgirl 19#every issue of batgirl 2000 (even the bad ones) are filled with such interesting insights#DC LET JASON AND CASS FIGHT#i want cass' new solo to feature her beating jason up#not even morality related i just think she needs to definitively win a fight with him (b&r eternal DOES NOT COUNT)
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Dying halo
Based on this post:
I did say I'd draw it >:0
#ultrakill#gabriel ultrakill#I'm trying my best to fight the ultrakill burnout and artblock#but that dying halo photo gave me ideas#and even if the shading is a mess and the shapes don't really make sense and the body looks weird-#and even if it took me 2 hours; I still got it out and drew something#so I'll count this as a win :>#akans art
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Advanced Interrogation Technique: Dog
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#jiang cheng#JC is like a disney princess in the sense he always has some cute creature trotting nearby and available to assist him#he is *not* like a disney princess in the sense he tries to do murder and torture.#Even though some of those girlies really deserve to do a little killing and tormenting as a treat#Mulan may not count because she's not a princess but she canonically does kill. So she's winning#Anyhow. JC. He gives off 'melodious voice vibes and I'll die on that hill. Sadly he's not beautiful on the inside.#Animals love him! Women fear him.#BTW while you've been reading these tags...wwx has been suffocating under a pile of wiggly fluff#Oh no he's not moving. Oh Jin Ling picked up the dog? Jin Ling returns the favour of saving his- ?#oh no Jin Ling is giving his uncle instructions on how to better perform puppy interrogation. They are bonding.#wwx is passed out and they're *bonding*
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I like the idea of post-canon Atem retaining most of his 'royal habits', including keeping calm and looking serious even when under pressure. The unstoppable force, only matched by the immovable object, otherwise known as Yuugi "little shit" Mutou.
Bonus:
#I'm not the happiest with the coloring but ah well#it's a good experiment#and I finished this pretty fast#so I'll count it as a win :D#yugioh#ygo#mutou yuugi#yami yuugi#pharoah atemu#puzzleshipping#suggestive#i suppose??#everyone's got diff limits so just in case
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Diabolik Lovers Dark Fate Vol. 3 Chapter of the Last Quarter — Short Story Translation
A short, sweet, and comedic tale about the Mukami brothers being supportive siblings… and nearly committing accidental fratricide in the process. Meanwhile, Yui watches with increasing concern as the disaster unfolds.
Please refrain from using or reposting the translation anywhere without my permission.
[Note: The story is written in Yui's POV.]
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"Uh...something's wrong..."
Kou-kun groaned as he stared down at the pot.
"Should I help after all?"
"Eve, you mustn't get involved...okay? Just quietly watch over us."
Even though he said that, an increasingly terrible smell was spreading throughout the kitchen. Despite being told not to interfere, I was starting to get a bit worried.
"Maybe it needs some sugar-chan!?"
"Ah!!"
Before I could stop him, Yuma-kun dumped several sugar cubes into the pot, filling the room with a foul stench. I felt a sense of despair.
The whole mess had started when Ruki-kun injured his hand.
"Ruki-kun always cooks for us, so let's all pitch in today!"
And so, Kou-kun's plan of making dinner ended up as disastrously as I had feared.
"...This is...?"
"Well... It's supposed to be curry..."
Kou-kun glanced at me as if pleading for help. When I looked at Yuma-kun and Azusa-kun, they averted their eyes. In short, something horrible had been created. Its color was... to put it nicely, pitch black. After tasting it, Yuma-kun commented nonsensically that it was "bittersweetsalty". Dubbed "Mukami Brothers' Style Curry" it had transformed into a mysterious substance resembling anything but curry. Just by looking at it, anyone would instantly recognize it as inedible.
Yet, Ruki-kun was peering at the plates lined up on the table with a happy look on his face.
"Maybe it's better if we don't eat this..."
In spite of Kou-kun's uneasiness, Ruki-kun scooped up the substance with a spoon and brought it to his mouth.
". . ."
"It's disgusting."
We all shared the same fear. That even though he's immortal, Ruki-kun might die from this.
Despite his words, Ruki-kun's expression suddenly relaxed. We stared at him in amazement.
"R-Ruki-kun...!!"
"Ruki..."
"Ruki...! Damn it! Yer such a...!"
The three brothers, seemingly drained, collapsed to their knees on the spot. Ruki-kun simply watched them in silence as he continued to eat.
And then, afterwards—Ruki-kun was bedridden for three days and nights. Even though Vampires aren't supposed to get sick...
Seeing this, his brothers made a firm vow to themselves. They would never try to cook again.
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#my poor boy#they could probably weaponize that thing tho#shit must be powerful af to cause that kind of result#diabolik lovers#short story#dark fate#my translation#yui komori#ruki mukami#kou mukami#yuma mukami#azusa mukami#dialovers#diahell#mukami supremacy#no but really they be out there trying to win best brother award#probably lost tho because if the whole “accidental poisoning” deal but hey it's the thought and intent that counts!#anyway i hope you enjoyed this story ^_^#i randomly remembered that i had it lying around and figured i'd swallow my fears and give translation a go ahahaha#personally i like the story a lot#it reminds me of when ruki voluntarily ate up the burnt omurice that yui had tried to make for him#(though thankfully that didn't result in the poor man being laid up for days lmao)#that scenario is one of my all time favorites because the gesture is just so damn romantic and sweet that it makes my maiden heart flutter#i don't know if i'll make more translations (anxiety and shite confidence gets in the way of much of what i do i'm afraid) BUT#i'll for sure post the scans of any other short stories i buy#i already have a ruki one ordered but it'll unfortunately take a while before i can get my greedy hands on it
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*voice of boy who just experienced romantic/sexual attraction for the first time* did you guys see that. that was insane. wdym you live like this
#um?????#i've had “crushes” before but that was just guessing#it wasn't until *checks calendar* two days ago that i discovered what y'all are talking about#that was legit insane#also very proud of my initiative. underneath it all i'm quite bold. got his number (re: asked him if he wanted my number which is much more#fun. also he later told me that it made him blush which is cute) and he danced with me.#and it was such a vibe???#like. i've been flirted with before#specifically a guy asked to dance with me (we were at a dance) and like. i did but it was really not it. i'm very enthusiastic when dancing#and there to have as much fun as i can and he was doing that awkward shuffle step thing and i could tell he wasn't really into dancing and#it felt he was bringing me down. dampening the vibe.#but with this guy we were vibing like crazy. he liked dancing! there was energy! he twirled me! it was insane you guys#also he has the cutest little southern accent#i didn't notice at first but my friend pointed it out to me and y'all it's adorable#got his spotify and we like a lot of the same music too#unfortunately he lives 2-3 states over (depending how you count)#we've been texting though#i met him at my competition so if we both win again i'll see him next year lol#finn says shit
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I'm counting Noah as bi representation because ROTB kept hinting at romance between him and Elena but I don't think the movie realizes the levels of fruitiness going on between him and Mirage
#transformers#rotb#transformers rotb#rise of the beasts#maccadam#mirage x noah#i don't even like human x bot pairings#it's like wait how does this work#but it's barely subtext in rotb#it's kinda right there#and it's so funny because i think it was accidental#i'll count it as a win we could use more decent bi rep
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The wonderful @b-i-r-0 just did a very interesting tarot reading for me
#as corny as they might seem the 2 I've had before and this one now have all seemed incredibly accurate#consistently they've been weirdly astute but going into it each time I'd known it would be so I'm unsurprised at how surprising it's is#I know that's how divination always works and it can be as simple as a parlour trick#but then again I get a feeling before I roll nat 20s more than other players and a feeling before consistently winning draws#I've won things for other people on pure chance and refused my participation to count before because I knew I'd win#many of my wishes in my life have come true too. it's dumb superstition but no less real and just smth I've got to deal with I guess#and it wasn't just the reading there was freaky shit going on. I'll post about it later...
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lost at therapy tonight (cried during a session)
#maybe i'll win next week#boring text posts#me not wanting to cry in front of people is a part of a reason i'm in therapy so it's a double loss#or a win/ lose depending on what you count as winning#therapy
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challengers best score sweep incoming i can feel it
#challengers#challengers 2024#trent reznor#need that shit injected in my veins#also brat should count as challengers score#oscar winning movie challengers i'll make u happen
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I have had it with these motherfucking spam bots on this motherfucking site.
#personal#tumblr stuff#vent post#spam bots#i've been getting like 1000 spam bot followers a day for the last few days and blocking them all is getting--dare i say--TEDIOUS#wake up. block 300 bots. go to work. come home and block 500 more bots. spend evening checking tumblr to block bots. it's becoming a chore#it's starting to feel like I offended the tumblr gods or something. this is ridiculous. but like hell will i let them win#i won't let my follower count be 50% bots. i feel like a deserve a tumblr badge or something for fending off so many bots.#tribble#the trouble with tribbles#a very apt metaphor i think for these bloody spam bots; block one and five more come to take its place#but upside: the spam bots are helping me compile a Rosetta Stone for the word 'Untitled'. woo#also if you just joined tumblr and want to follow me: for the love of god personalise your bloody blog#i don't care if you have a icon or a summary. if your blog and likes are empty i'm blocking you#because i don't trust empty blogs and i really don't have the time to sort out who's real or not right now#(though if the blog's offering free mp3s 'just click the link!' or is advertising US keto gold coast gummies i know for sure it ain't real)#but hey! good news to people who followed me in the last four days who haven't been blocked; you passed the blog captcha test#anyway just had to get this frustration out of my system; gonna go block some more bots now i guess. i'll be very happy when this stops
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"We'll Meet Again ~ Don't Know Where ~ Don't Know When ~ But I Know We'll Meet Again Some Sunny Day ~"
We'll Meet Again [] Vera Lynn 1935-01-16
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#FlynnDoesArtShit#Absolutely feral over Bill Cipher#I've seriously never laughed this hard at WRITTEN WORDS or a fucking WEBSITE#I love this man#Also this counts as the art towards the poll winnings#I'll prolly draw more Bill though#Don't worry#Bill Cipher#thisisnotawebsitedotcom.com#Book of Bill#Youtube
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"MailOnline has terminated the contract of its columnist Dan Wootton." Well I'll drink to that, cheers folks! 😘
#one platform less for him to spew his venom i'll count that as a win#way way overdue and the bare minimum but a win nonetheless
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ohohoh, you have a sharpe werewolf au? do you want to share any details from it?
“Wellington’s mastiff, they call you. They’ll have another name for you once this is known,” sneered Ducos, looming down from his high horse. Sunlight glinted on his spectacles, and Sharpe snarled, his teeth bared. “My, my, Major Sharpe, what big teeth you have.” And so saying, Ducos set spurs to his horse and rode from that place. Sharpe swung his head from side to side, his mind still a dull mess of anger and confusion and fear. He hung suspended between Cooper and Hagman, each of the riflemen clamped on to one of his arms to keep him on his feet. Even in the punishing sunlight of that drought-dusty courtyard, he was cold without his coat. It was that cold that brought him back to himself.
you BET I have a sharpe werewolf au!
#em writes stuff#em is posting about sharpe#this is. my longest sharpe fic and has been in the works for almost a year [if you count the Badness Time as part of the process]#unfortunately it contains great amounts of my personal nemeses: Logistics and Fight Scenes#if there's one thing that old mr cornwell can do it's come up with a mcguffin to fight over and write a blazingly good fight scene to boot#alas in that respect I can hold not a candle to bernard.#however I DO win in the game of 'making sharpe experience the occasional lasting consequence'#so stay tuned. someday I'll finish this one.#sharpewolf
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