#i'll be fineeeee

[lilacthebooklover]

when i say that i don't do things by halves, i mean it. exhibit a: the past few months have been spent with my parents reprimanding me for not revising enough for my exams, but now that i've decided to do it, i spend every second i'm at school (from 8am-4:30pm) studying. it's gotten to the point where my mother congratulated me on having lunch today. oh well, gcses only come once. i can have friends next year :)

[starlitflowers]

Pupy...

[thegreatyin]

behold: the ultimate sketchy yin art antics. now featuring the scoundrel's final form (a bat having an existential crisis)

[crowrrupt]

Zero and Cyber Elf X doodle from my Robotics class today

[hishoukoku]

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[manchestereyes]

so um... i may be getting my first bf??? at the ripe old age of 26??

no, it's not the same guy i went on a date with on phannie day. he didn't want another date and tbh, the vibes weren't really there.

but i started talking with a different guy this week and holy SHIT we get along sooooo well and our conversations are just so fun?? we're going out for coffee next sunday and we've already started talking about future dates a bit and ahskshkshsksjsk. like, y'all. i've been SO sad for so long and now i'm finally happy?? (to an extent.) granted, there is always the chance that it won't work as well in person but idk. i just have a really good feeling about this. and it's genuinely sooooo hard to focus on anything else.

pray for my grades, y'all. because this semester of grad school is gonna be a toughie!

[sparks-chaotic-cove]

This is pretty unlike any of my other content so feel free to skip but I just wanna ramble-

I've been thinking about life a lot recently- mine specifically. I've not gone to college yet and honestly I've discovered a lot of stuff about myself that makes decisions a lot harder than they seemed before.

I joke that I'm the token cis straight person of the group- but its true. What I want is pretty in line with semi-traditional gender roles. I'm a femme cis woman and I want to be a mother (whether that's biological kids, adopting, or merely fostering kids and teens) .

but that motherhood is where things get a bit messy. It brings up the question: What do I want to be? Most of my ideas for careers are really focused on pediatrics in medicine (specifically occupational therapy, counseling, or research in general) or other child/teen-focused careers (like social work, teaching, etc). What should I pursue alongside being a mother? could it wait until the kids are in their teenage years and I get a degree then? Do I want to get an actual degree before anything and then figure it out from there? I don't know-

Occupational therapy has kinda been in my mind for a while- I had a wonderful one when I was little who helped me with a few fine motor functions along with working in emotional regulation and play. Even now- I don't remember her name, but I still smile because she was just so kind. She didn't tell little me to shut up when I cried. She helped talk me through it. She didn't scold me for holding the pencil wrong, she got me grippers and encouraged me to correct it slowly. For many kids, they don't have adults like that. I want to be an adult kids can trust.

But the main issue is expenses and time working. I don't know when I'll get married and I don't plan on having children when I'm not married, but there's income and everything to figure out. I think I might just be worrying way too much about it right now because I've gotta work on transitioning into actual adult stuff- but its hard not to think about it. My little scared brain wants to have a plan, even if it's a fuzzy one-

I also want to figure out a smaller set of jobs to look into. I've got a good variety to choose from right now so that's what makes it difficult. But, just gotta tell myself I got this and it'll all be okay. I can figure this out another day.

[just-a-normal-regretter]

Chat with BNHA ending I am now all over the place with what I want to write. I def want to finish a CL project that I've been mapping out but now I'm constantly juggling if I want to come back and keep writing out some of my ideas.

I'm a crossover merchant with this stuff but with them comes more exp to actually think and write about a simple AU for BNHA (I can come up with a ton for certain characters I adore, trust me. This has happened multiple times LMAO).

For now I'll toss out some BNHA projects I'm mulling on rn thanks to the ending and if people would like to talk about it I'm extremely down haha (atp I'm contemplating making a discord to toss my ramblings into cause there is a lot).

Alright the cut below is filled with BNHA projects woo:

kindred spirits - BNHA x MP100; (the collection title feat. silvertongue and other planned entries such as coldheart & goldsoul) After an encounter with Nedzu, Reigen is hired to be UA's quirk counselor for the upcoming school year. Of course, nothing is ever that simple. [UA Quirk Counselor Reigen & Class 1-C student Mob have been very fun to mull about, and well, after getting a comment on my fic I started mapping the series way more than I thought I would haha]

wistful dreamers - BNHA x OP; (another collection title to entries such as wistful times on the battlefield, heroism at its worst, and more) Shoto and Sanji have an interdimensional bond with one another since their youth. Things get hectic to say the least. [Shoto & Sanji are blessed to be connected with one another. A miracle from the worlds beyond them. Instead of it being a kindness it leads to devastating codependency because of shit childhoods and no one is there to prevent it from getting awful. It's up to them and their friends to grow out of such a pitfall before one of them gives up and they become one.]

a love out of this world - BNHA x Ben 10; Midoriya Izuku is a Revonnahgander that hides away as human thanks to the Omnitrix he found in his childhood years. Envious of humans able to exercise their powers to save others, he decides to begin using his device to act as multiple vigilantes to save the day. It would have been the end of the story if not for watching the Sports Festival and seeing Todoroki Shoto's hesitation with his quirk. Midoriya resolves to help, the consequences be damned. Of course, love likes to bloom in the most mysterious ways... [yes TodoDeku in my crossover I am a simple creature haha; this one would prob have some rough sketches of Izuku's aliens & original form in the midst of chapters. Slow burn romance-sorta centric while obv the plot must go on and Izuku can't run forever.]

[jovalencia]

classes = registered😁

[nyxypoo]

I just wanted to let you know that if it's you, he would give it back to you at any time, any day no question ask, special privileges he said 🖐️

I had too much fun reading your tags especially hiragi's cuz that's such a good comeback, why didn't I think of that lol I just had to say something 👀👉👈

OHHH OKAY AS HE SHOULD YK love me some special privileges 🙂‍↕️

ah i'm so glad u enjoyed them! i loved reading ur work!! it was SO SO cute omgggg

[rpfofficial]

i just need a few days of being cringe and annoying in public on tumblr and then I'll start replying to texts and emails and talking in group chats again I promiseeeeee 😁😁😁

[pine-arten]

in 3 days (the 21st) i'm going to be undergoing oral surgery (they are removing all 4 wisdom teeth) and so i will probably feel like shit for a while.

this means i prolly won't post much in the future, until i feel better. @askpiv will also slow down

[mychlapci]

i wanna draw but i'm not sure what to draw...

[whiteboardartstudios]

tried experimenting with colors a while ago

(man tumblr keeps eating the image quality-)

[IMAGE ID: A digital illustration of a person sitting in a bus. The entire drawing is made with various warm tones of orange, brown, yellow and lime. The bus appears to be driving by a park, and a streetlamp, some trees and a couple of people are seen outside the windows. The drawing is made in a sketchy sort of style, and the colors has a vague crayon texture to them.]

[mumintroll]

im moving from a flat w a large bookshelf to a house w no bookshelf and im still taking more books from home up with me 😭😭😭

[jewishcissiekj]

oh the hair my biggest enemy but oh my god I AM SHAKING