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hey just wanted to say I hope you're doing ok, I haven't seen your gay dogs in a while and I miss them and you 馃挍 obv you don't have to post if you're not feeling it, but just know that someone in another country is thinking nice things at you
Aaa thank you! It genuinely warms my heart to hear that you still occasionally think of me even though I've been laying low for a while now.
I'm doing a little bit better now compared to last month, there's been some positive progress, but still struggling with a lot of fundamental daily things.
Thank you for checking up on me, I appreciate it. I hope you have a nice weekend 麓v`
#it's extremely disappointing how far downhill my health has tumbled#just because of a couple of particularly unlucky and stressful months#I'm trying but everything feels bad and wrong#answered#qthewhatever#I was working on a piece just earlier today and saving diligently every few minutes and feeling really excited about it#but this time the random shutdown corrupted the file#and I lost about two and a half hours of progress#I'll restart the thing and get back to where I was it's fine but man it stung
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SoooOOo... I'm doing a thing. I'll get back to y'all soon 馃憖
#when i say 'soon' that could be the next couple hours or next couple of weeks lol#but i will get back to yall with some wips#ALSO also i see your messages#i'll be sure to answer everything as soon as i can!!!!!!
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My Project Org Editor 2024 Round 6 AMV/MMV!
I edited a Detective Conan video for every preliminary round of POE, but it took until this final round to finally make a blorbo AMV (something I'd been meaning to do since Round 3, but I somehow always ended up with another idea instead). With the theme of "Aliens, Time-Travelers, and Espers," and the goal being to edit a video focused on the "bizarre and supernatural," I knew I couldn't not follow through with a Heiji fancam, given all his "monster" cases.
(And hey, maybe there's also something a bit "supernatural" about Shinichi's predicament as Conan, too鈥攁nd Heiji is always there to help him with that.)
POE is a timed challenge with only one week per theme, so on and off the last few months, I continued working on this AMV, trying desperately to turn the mess I submitted into something I'm actually proud of. And I think I succeeded! I hope this is a huge improvement, and I'm very excited to finally share my polished-up rendition.
You can check out all Round 6 POE videos, comments, and scores here, and Future_Vantas has also kindly put together a playlist of videos uploaded to YouTube here. The song used in my video is "Nobody (from Kaiju No. 8)" by OneRepublic, and my video is available on YouTube as well, in full 1080p and with optional subtitles, here.
#fancam friday!#detective conan#case closed#heiji hattori#conan edogawa#shinichi kudo#onerepublic#amv#my amvs#mmv#?#video#eye strain#getting back into the swing of things after the holidays has been hard but i've been dying to share this!#the original took about 21 hours and i spent over double that cleaning it up so i really put a lot into this one!#hope it sparks some joy! i had a lot of fun with this and these two are just so cute#they're freaks for real (affectionate)#i hadn't actually seen a lot of heiji's 'monster' cases because i'm so far behind so i watched a couple before editing this#i really like the zombie one#one day i'll catch up and spend some time actually watching the show rather than just editing it lollll#source list also on youtube! which is unlisted for now so as to not post too many videos too quickly there but will be fully public soon
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sketch commission post!
commission queue is currently: closed!
HEY SO i don't do this a lot but money has ended up being tight this month with some unexpected expenses, and i'd like to have a little walking-around money for a con i'm going to at the end of the month. so i'm opening up commissions!
tl;dr: $25 per character, payment through paypal invoice, communication through emails (preferred) or tumblr DMs. full TOS under cut.
(also, shamelessly plugging my Ko-Fi too if you don't have money for a commission but would like to toss me a few bucks anyway!)
TOS:
all characters must have a visual reference
listed price is per character; happy to take multiple characters per commission, or multiple commissions per person
estimated delivery time is two weeks, but I'll let you know if there's a delay
commissions will have no preview before delivery and no revisions
to order, email me at [email protected] or DM me on here! email is easier, but I don't mind tumblr DMs either (though I'll need an email address to send the payment invoice to!)
for the NSFW TOS, click here!
#it's not an emergency situation but it is a 'man i could really use a little extra cash this month' situation lol#oh also: if you need extra examples (eg of creature art) lemme know!#i only really started drawing human characters in the past couple of years but i've got a huge backlog of monster/furry art hahaha#but yeah in general if you've got any questions feel free to reach out#this is not the greatest time to post this because i'll be going to bed in like an hour lol#but if i don't get back to you right away i'll respond in the morning!#oh oh also everyone who doesn't follow the 18+ blog say hello to sphinx lili#she normally lives over on the other blog because she has her bazongas out
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gotta go to an event/party thing today and i haven't felt anxiety like this in sooo long 馃槶
#trying to remind myself it'll be over in a couple hours#and I'll be back home safe in bed#but my goddd i feel sick
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OMG Minnie!!!!!! I'm so happy for Seb!!!!! He deserved this win more than anybody else!!
I do wish though certain Seb fans would stop dragging Chris. Making fun of Chris for not winning awards (does he even want to?) and believing he was sitting at home seething over Seb's Golden Globe win is so unnecessary and childish. This just makes the fandom look bad, especially because Chris has sent Seb a really, really 馃槏馃槏 beautiful text message about how much he liked his performance.
Sorry for this little rant, but this behavior is so off putting to me. And I don't think Seb would appreciate it either.
Aaaahh I know, lovely!!! He definitely did, and I'm absolutely over the moon for him too!! 馃グ馃グ So proud of our boy!
Oh god no, not that again 馃檮 That is getting SO old, ugh. I've said this many, many times before but apparently it bears repeating: Chris and Sebastian have very different careers and career goals, and very different perspectives on the profession. That is FINE. While it's admirable, not everyone is an actor because they want to make groundbreaking movies and push themselves to extremes and be the best actor they can possibly be - some people just act because they're good at it and they enjoy it, and they like making movies that make people happy, and it makes them money to live their lives in the way they want to, and that is FINE. I could go on about this, but I don't have time, and you get the point lol.
And moreover, Sebastian and Chris are clearly good friends, so why on earth would Chris begrudge his friend his success?? He has never once shown any indication of people a petty person (unlike these so-called fans), so the idea that he'd be jealous and unhappy about it is just ludicrous lol. And how people call themselves a fan of someone and then hate on the people their fave cares about, I genuinely will never understand. Those "fans" are probably just projecting themselves and their own needs and shortages on a celebrity rather than genuinely liking and appreciating them for the people that they are, and/or they're just plain jealous. Very immature and petty, you're absolutely right, and Sebastian would 100% agree with us.
Fortunately, I hardly ever see stuff like this these days, because I am careful about who I surround myself with on here and use the block button / tag filters liberally, and that works like a charm!! So if you haven't done so already, definitely give that a try too, so you can also enjoy fandom without that kind of assholery to ruin your day! 鉂わ笍
#I have to ge back to work now for a couple of hours#but I'll answer some more messages soon!#sebastian stan#chris evans#minnie answers
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Mostly making this post for myself but here's the link to the Riptide oneshot which is free on the Jrwi website
#MY PIRATES ARE BACK FOR THREE HOURS#and as much as it pains me to wait#it'll be perfect for my four hour drive back home in a couple days#so I'll see you then captains#Jrwi riptide
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aye can i get a fuckin uuuhhhh
break. on my burger
#shit chat#family cw#got sicker than i have been in years my bank closed my checking account on accident work is nightmarishly busy#and my mother is sending strings of long voice memos in the family group chat again#i simply will not be listening to them. at most i'll ask my dad or brother for the sparknotes version#bc her pattern for the better part of this year has been radio silence. no attempt at communication whatsoever#and then BAM like 5-10 min worth of voice memos screaming crying sobbing shaking#I DON'T KNOW WHAT I HAVE TO DO TO GET MY CHILDREN TO FORGIVE ME. I'M CRAWLING ON MY KNEES ON THE DESERT FOR A HUNDRED YEARS REPENTING#WHAT THE FUCK IS FAMILY FOR YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING AND I'M SUFFERING SO MUCH AND I'M ALONE BECAUSE#MY FAMILY ABANDONED ME. I HAVE NO ONE. I DON'T KNOW WHAT I DID BUT I'M BEGGING. I NEED HELP I NEED MY KIDDOS AROUND ME PLEASE I'M DYING#followed by several minutes of sordid updates on her shitty miserable life#which is tbf pretty shitty & miserable. she's extremely physically disabled & mentally ill#her partner had a severe stroke a couple months ago and is still recovering. they've both been in & out of hospital#neither working. partner's adult son who lives with them is the only income in the household#partner's permanently disabled mother also lives with them. plus 2 large dogs 6 cats and 3 each of chickens & ducks#they're in court suing their landlord bc he's trying to evict them but the property is an uninhabitable shithole to begin with#but like. whenever i do make the mistake of responding to one of her groupchat tantrums#she's just like 'oh you know me im a survivor :) i just miss yous is all :) now that you're here i'm gonna bitch about my life for an hour#and ignore everything you have to say and show active disdain & boredom whenever you tell me anything about yourself or your life :)'#and if i offer help she refuses it#like it's just a bid for attention. expecting unconditional love and absolution and salvation from us bc That's What Families Do#she doesn't actually seem to give a shit about any of us as real people. just this ironclad delusion of unconditional family support#that she frankly has not earned#my brother actually did go visit her in the hospital on thanksgiving. driving 2hrs out of his way to do so#and she was a raging passive aggressive bitch to him and threw the gift he'd brought her back in his face#ma'am i know you're Going Through It but so are the rest of us & frankly you've given me zero reason to want to interact w/ ur caustic ass#plus this is petty but yet another way in which she doesn't listen to me & makes no attempt whatsoever at genuine relationship#i've told her numerous times that responding to groupchat voice memos is hard for me. that i love & miss her#and if she wants to see me or needs help or whatever to please contact me one on one either by call or text#nope. refuses to respond to/initiate individual contact. ONLY traumadumping in the fam chat. TLDR MY MOM IS A DISFUNCTIONAL TOXIC NIGHTMARE.
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now I Know this is being overdramatic and petty which is why im posting about it instead of actually saying anything but I wish to fucking god my roommate would stop having ppl over without warning me beforehand.
#j.txt#genuinely cannot think of any instance since last year where she hasnt had someone over for more than 3 days in a row#and for the past couple weeks its been her shitty ex who shes already told me she cut off bc of things he did to her when they were first#dating so like. girl im trying not to judge but What Gives !!!#and it wouldnt even be nearly as much of a problem if they werent constantly in the kitchen or living room. ik its me being neurotic#and antisocial but I Hate fixing my meals with people around like if im cooking for/with someone thats different but otherwise it bothers m#so fucking bad. idc if ur back together with him yall just go to your side of the space please!!!!!!!#theyre never even doing anything that would necessitate being in the common areas like she has her own tv in her room that they watch so in#living room they just sit there on their phones. and I'm trying so hard to be polite abt it#but I dont want that man in my goddamn house for weeks without paying rent like .am I insane or does that truly just not make any sense#just realized I mistyped at beginning of this when I say since last year to clarify I mean since last aug when she moved in#anyways .guess I'll wait until they clear out to go eat which will prob be around four hours if precedent serves .馃檭#vent#delete later
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She's painstakingly explaining why the stuff someone else threw away is not trash and still perfectly usable Anyway, HBD Lapis, I'll eat a yam and go fight a bear in your honor 馃惢 馃崰 馃惢 馃崰 馃惢 馃崰
#Lapis#Fire Emblem Engage#FE17#Fire Emblem#Art Zone#Wasn't planning on doing this but I got struck by inspiration and managed to do this in a couple of hours#At first it was just a sketch to decompress after some last minute urgent job I had to rush...but it looks nice enough so... Here!#if everything goes according to plan I'll post more gay FEmblems soon#bc I have been neglecting my gay emblems for a bit and I really wanna get back into drawing FE once more
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It has been brought to my attention that Hazbin Hotel finally released.
Considering that's the fandom this sideblog was originally made for, I'm definitely going to take a look at it.
#I'm not as excited as I was 4 years ago when the pilot came out but eh I gotta at least look at it#I don't think it'll be amazing but I hope it's amusing#Apperantly they sing? All I hope for is that it's not in every episode#Watched the teaser (or trailer?) a bit ago and my god I have definitely grown up#Cause those character designs are... something#Anyway wish me luck I'll be back with my thoughts in a couple of hours
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thank you for tagging me @wistfulpoltergeist, we're hair twins 馃槍
i tag you 馃馃徎 picrew link
#love a good picrew#haven't been around here properly in what feels like months 馃様#my wisdom teeth are growing in#and i've lost all hearing in my left ear#wish i could pop my head off my shoulders and leave it home for the week#at least i haven't the flu anymore#i'm off next week thank fuck#and i'm going to dublin for the first time in like a decade 馃コ#just for a couple hours#hotels are too expensive up there so i'll just get the last bus back#anyways enough spewing into the tags i've got assignments to reluctantly finish#bye 鉂わ笍
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Too Much Tea
#im having one of my classic colds where my sinuses try desperately to become fully obstructed and develop Eternal Bacterial Sinusitis#and the best way to deal with it is to just keep pouring hot liquids on and/or through my face#but. it is too hot to take more than a couple hot showers a day#and i am Growing Weary of Tea#tea is fine! i have a niceish jasmine green that's heavy on the jasmine and it's not getting less pleasant over time#but i do feel. bored.#next time i get hungry i'll switch to instant ramen with extra broth but for the moment it's just Tea Forever#and because im a moron i didnt think to get lemons and i dont really want to go helpfully distribute virus to everyone in the whole foods#and/or try to keep it together while attempting to mouthbreathe through a mask and having respiratory infection suffocation flashbacks#so i will have to wait until 馃尭 gets back to switch to various honey-and-lemon/tea combinations#titrated assortedly. for interest.#box opener#like this works. i can actually breath through my nose rn. it's functioning. but im bored#id like to take a half hour break from tea but i Will start choking again if i do that. so here we are
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guess who's learning how to use a cintiq
#it's so much nicer than the tablet i had. it makes such a difference for me#but also sweet baby jesus i am out of practice art wise. gotta go back to my basics#guess who's gonna spend the next couple hours drawing basic shapes! that's right! this bitch!#doodles#hugh baldwin#akumajou dracula#ig i'll put this in the tags???? hugh doesn't get enough love imo
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my bestie got me this book nook kit for my bday.... obsessed
#I haven't finished putting in some of the little books and fungi#I was like. I dunno how ill take this on the plane maybe I'll wait to do it when I'm back in welly (February). As u can see I lasted 2 days#(really. A couple hours. It took me 2 days to make)#Laya talks#Oh I've also gotta paint some of the joint bits bc I'm a perfectionist like that#book nook
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I feel robbed of damian and jason bonding after damian's resurrection
#* shut up kaja.聽 聽/聽 聽ooc.#yes others have also died and come back#but not when they were kids like they were#and I just#yeah#okay I'm gonna go nap for a couple of hours#and then I'll be here all day
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