#i’ve been Suffering
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Some facts
1. taking a bigger than usual edible does NOT make it better at relieving pain
2. It will make you enter the Scared Zone
3. A 10mg edible can be enough to make a solidly-built butch enter the Scared Zone
4. There’s no way to exit the Scared Zone unless you sleep it off
#I’ve been Suffering#But at least the antibiotics are kicking in and I’m getting over it#monstre.txt
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i’m the jokey baby
#tumblr is not letting me write posts in black ink. i literally cannot see anything i type unless i put it in a colour#now what is going on over here … is this a tumblr problem or have i. forgotten. how to type ??? i’m blaming the devs#hi all ^_^#my dissertation is due tomorrow ^_^ sorry for the absence#i’ve been Suffering#anyways… glad to see the dash hasn’t changed much… i miss being around#when i figure out how to make text posts again i’ll return 😭 like what even i was typing and there was nothing there#i’m still not even convinced this is gonna post right#anyways#sending you love and peace#thanks for sticking around at tumblr dot com slash duskholland#duskholland incorporated is thinking abt returning full time but is working up an action plan#so. until then. i will just be about… somewhere… floating… in orange (? red?) text#bye bye bye#h.txt
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Cover for the comic for uni
#I’ve been suffering#digital art#digital painting#digital illustration#digital drawing#original comic#comic art#comic covers
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Ok, so I live in Arizona. Lived here since I was like 4. Before that I lived in Mexico. I hate the heat. H a t e i t. 80f is too hot. I like the temp to be at like 70f, and even that can get too warm sometimes. Especially if it’s sunny. Idk I just can’t do it😭
Personality test, is 80f/26c too hot for you?
#idk how I’ve survived this long#genuinely#I’ve been Suffering#for a good 18 yrs#I hate the heat#i HATE it#it’s too much#during the summers I stay inside and sweat#cuz my parents never let us put the ax below 80f#it was torture#I didn’t even like swiming once I was in my teens#it didn’t help#luckily I’m chicana so I didn’t burn too often#but jesus christ#humid weather is even worse#if I can’t do heat#i DEFINITELY can’t do humidity#ughhhh#i need to move out#i hate it here
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So nice how I can edit without my eyes on my work, it’d be even better if the voice didn’t go away sometimes and turn into a horrid squeak woman making me reboot the fucking word app
This is my punishment for having [good kiss] still in my document even though it’ll end up being geometry of dudes and then just kissed him surrounded by prose and I really should just write the damn scene
#I’m like a quarter way through this goddamn chapter#I’ve been suffering#I’ve been nauseous and had a migraine all fucking day#I just want this fic done so I can play in the romcom I’m doing#I am signed in I’m using onedrive to keep my shit synced#I just need my dude voice back because it sounds weird with the squeak woman or the default woman
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been putting off getting a repeat prescription from the doctor because they make me so ANXIOUS but finally did it after months for them to tell me it’s actually an over the counter drug um ⁉️ why did they prescribe me something from over the counter anyway is that not. very bad for the nhs and why not just tell me that first time around gunna off myself!!!!!!
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I’m not doing whumptober this year (to my great sorrow) but here’s a peace offering😌
#I’ve been off tumblr for a week#and it’s felt like a month#I’m taking 6 months of classes starting Monday and I know I’ll be too busy to do whumptober#that and the prompts didn’t really get the creative juices flowing#I feel like I’ve drawn this before hahaha#linked universe#linkeduniverse#lu fanart#whumptober#lu warriors#Lu wind#wind is suffering as a treat for me🙂↕️
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🦇✨
#ts4#sims 4#the sims 4#rosalie hart#ts4 vampire#I’ve been suffering with migraines recently so it’s been hard for me to play for long#or at all ;-;#ALSO so my plan is to play with them in the apartment until I’ve finished with their new home#which is moonwoodhollows beautiful house which I’m going to try and place in windenburg
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ALNST MY BELOVED
#alien stage#cool art#if i have to suffer so do you#it’s not funny#i’ve been thinking about this all day#i’ve been crying all day#vivinos#im gonna cry#im gonna lose my mind#kill my feelings#fanart#alnst#alnst till#alnst ivan#alnst mizi#alnst sua#alnst round 6
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Bad dreams
Here’s Part 1 if you haven’t read it :
#bill cipher#gravity falls#my art#the book of bill#this is not a website dot com#euclydia#I want to see him suffer#here’s the angst I’ve been working on#thisisnotawebsitedotcom#fan comic
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do not let this man on country roads
#i’ve been driving a lot for college and the amount of times i’ve been blinded by some ass driving the opposite lane with the high beams#just BLARING#i literally get flash banged every time#maybe a shred of empathy will enter my body for sebastian#not#lol#if i have to suffer bmw country drivers then so does he#he immediately swerves into a ditch and explodeds#sebastian solace#sebasian pressure#sebastian solace pressure#pressure sebastian solace#pressure sebastian#sebastian pressure#yn never let him drive their car (rip) ever again#he was on his way to a heb for some snacks#yes this happens in texas because i say so (jk) (live love heb)#nokart
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Yes, I use solangelo for all my little drawing experiments. What about it?
EDIT: this looks like the fucking propaganda posters that they throw at you in history class... i might have accidentally created solangelo propaganda, i fear
#never have i ever cared about colors THIS MUCH i’m so serious i KNOW THIS WON’T DO WELL BUT IF YOU SEE THIS FEEL MY SUFFERING#this went from blue and yellow to green to mint at some point but this is FINE. i’m FINE#i feel so bad for not being able to reply to some anon asks yet but i promise i’ll do so soon i’ve just been busy#holiday shopping and tests and MORE FIELD TRIPS and essays and… you get the picture#i did but some symbolism in this work even if i spent like what? a couple of hours on it after school??#nico di angelo#will solace#solangelo#solangelo fanart#nico di angelo fanart#will solace fanart#pjo#pjoverse#percy jackson#pjo hoo toa tsats#pjo fandom#rrverse#riordanverse#my art#artists on tumblr#fanart#pjo art#tsats#pjo fanart#pjo hoo toa
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Why bother? (Why bother?) It's gonna hurt me. (It's gonna hurt me.) It's gonna kill when- (Why bother!) -You desert me! (Gonna hurt me!)
Set after Nightmare. Laios is reminiscing and contemplating.
#laishuro#laios touden#i make a lot of jokes on here since part of the fun of this blog for me is limiting myself to only expressing ideas via drawings#as much as I can to try to see what I can try to convey in the limited time I have to draw each day which is sometimes like 15minutes#but laios idea of who shuro was to him and who he continues to be and how it ties into his own feelings of self worth and self hatred#not to mention being so thoroughly defined by having never been indulged before by the men in his life#are so compelling to me#and then of course you mix in toshiros own mind prisons#and their established dynamic of him begrudgingly putting up with him because he feels he has to and bc hes cursed with obedience#whilst laios genuinely thinks shuro does it because he likes it and likes laios because why else would anyone act like that#when everyone else in his life has not hesitated to Let Him Know#this is what is so fun about relationships like this…forever passing by each other’s true feelings like ships in the night#sometimes i get embarassed how deep i get for some of the characters in this series it really is that deep sometimes but not always#but WHATEVER#i never even engaged in or was interested in shipping the several years i read dunmeshi EXCEPT laishuro lol#which i sadistically wanted to stay one sided and miserable forever. I rarely get fed such genuinely fraught dynamics as their one in manga#so i became obsessed#and walked through the desert alone for 40 years and then checked in as anime started airing that other people ship this and gaf#and decided to unleash the jokes and ideas that my like 2 friend who like anime previously suffered alone as though they were jesus christ#now tho as much as I still enjoy tragedy and pain and emotional suffering I’ve let love and peace and requited fulfilled yaoi into my life#with laishuro. and its great!#my comics
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like five commissions would solve so many of my problems right now …. 🌀you want to commission me🌀…. 🌀you want to look at my pinned post and you want to commission me sooooo bad🌀…….
a few recent commissions ⬇️
been loving leaning into more illustration/poster work and would love to do more!!
#i’m like out of options LOL#like everyone else i’ve been applying to probably hundreds of jobs and like everyone else i can’t get SHIT#my options are 1) stay out here and suffer 2) beg my parents to help me move home and REALLY truly suffer (this one isn’t really an option)#or like 3) go lay in the dirt indefinitely idk i’m in over my head and i made a mistake moving but it’s too late to back out!#going home wouldn’t be good for anyone least of all me!#idk i feel like everyone is judging me for thinking i had it good then falling flat on my face anyways#i feel like it was some kind of sick joke that i finally for once felt stable and happy just to get it yanked away from me#and be worse off than before#sorry i’m really emotional because i’ve been going through it so hard for so long and i’m really exhausted#i hate getting on here and begging for work but idk what else to do right now#mine#arty art
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pardon me, baby, but who’s the mystery girl?
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disappeared for a millennia and decided to draw my lost cause to ease me back into art. Emilia… though ye be but a backup character… the woman that you are… Kubrick stare them all, girl..
#I don’t have a good front facing reference of her so I was happy to sketch this up#I’ve been in workland and commissionland sorry#umm I’m not playing Emilia rn but campaign update is: Dima is doing bad#Suffering (as usual)#pained (as usual)#blood soaked (always)#curse of strahd pc#dusk elf#curse of strahd#i have such a piece planned for you emilia…. zhudun would be SOOO proud…#dungeons and dragons character#dungeons and dragons characters#dungeons and dragons campaign#dungeons and dragons#dnd#dnd art#dnd fanart#dnd character#The whole shebang#did you notice the longer she’s been out of the attic#the more her skin looks healthier and at her regular tone…#did you notice did you notice did you notice#cos pc: emilia#my art
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I genuinely wonder sometimes WHAT it’s like to live and not be an artist. Of any kind, like painter, illustrator, writer, videographer, performer, whatever ok etc etc etc, like. What the fuck do you mean you don’t have an innate and all-consuming need to create. How is it like living life like that. Is it nice. I BET ITS NICE
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