#i’ve been Suffering
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Some facts
1. taking a bigger than usual edible does NOT make it better at relieving pain
2. It will make you enter the Scared Zone
3. A 10mg edible can be enough to make a solidly-built butch enter the Scared Zone
4. There’s no way to exit the Scared Zone unless you sleep it off
#I’ve been Suffering#But at least the antibiotics are kicking in and I’m getting over it#monstre.txt
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i’m the jokey baby
#tumblr is not letting me write posts in black ink. i literally cannot see anything i type unless i put it in a colour#now what is going on over here … is this a tumblr problem or have i. forgotten. how to type ??? i’m blaming the devs#hi all ^_^#my dissertation is due tomorrow ^_^ sorry for the absence#i’ve been Suffering#anyways… glad to see the dash hasn’t changed much… i miss being around#when i figure out how to make text posts again i’ll return 😭 like what even i was typing and there was nothing there#i’m still not even convinced this is gonna post right#anyways#sending you love and peace#thanks for sticking around at tumblr dot com slash duskholland#duskholland incorporated is thinking abt returning full time but is working up an action plan#so. until then. i will just be about… somewhere… floating… in orange (? red?) text#bye bye bye#h.txt
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Cover for the comic for uni
#I’ve been suffering#digital art#digital painting#digital illustration#digital drawing#original comic#comic art#comic covers
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Ok, so I live in Arizona. Lived here since I was like 4. Before that I lived in Mexico. I hate the heat. H a t e i t. 80f is too hot. I like the temp to be at like 70f, and even that can get too warm sometimes. Especially if it’s sunny. Idk I just can’t do it😭
Personality test, is 80f/26c too hot for you?
#idk how I’ve survived this long#genuinely#I’ve been Suffering#for a good 18 yrs#I hate the heat#i HATE it#it’s too much#during the summers I stay inside and sweat#cuz my parents never let us put the ax below 80f#it was torture#I didn’t even like swiming once I was in my teens#it didn’t help#luckily I’m chicana so I didn’t burn too often#but jesus christ#humid weather is even worse#if I can’t do heat#i DEFINITELY can’t do humidity#ughhhh#i need to move out#i hate it here
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been putting off getting a repeat prescription from the doctor because they make me so ANXIOUS but finally did it after months for them to tell me it’s actually an over the counter drug um ⁉️ why did they prescribe me something from over the counter anyway is that not. very bad for the nhs and why not just tell me that first time around gunna off myself!!!!!!
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I’m not doing whumptober this year (to my great sorrow) but here’s a peace offering😌
#I’ve been off tumblr for a week#and it’s felt like a month#I’m taking 6 months of classes starting Monday and I know I’ll be too busy to do whumptober#that and the prompts didn’t really get the creative juices flowing#I feel like I’ve drawn this before hahaha#linked universe#linkeduniverse#lu fanart#whumptober#lu warriors#Lu wind#wind is suffering as a treat for me🙂↕️
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🦇✨
#ts4#sims 4#the sims 4#rosalie hart#ts4 vampire#I’ve been suffering with migraines recently so it’s been hard for me to play for long#or at all ;-;#ALSO so my plan is to play with them in the apartment until I’ve finished with their new home#which is moonwoodhollows beautiful house which I’m going to try and place in windenburg
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ALNST MY BELOVED
#alien stage#cool art#if i have to suffer so do you#it’s not funny#i’ve been thinking about this all day#i’ve been crying all day#vivinos#im gonna cry#im gonna lose my mind#kill my feelings#fanart#alnst#alnst till#alnst ivan#alnst mizi#alnst sua#alnst round 6
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Bad dreams
Here’s Part 1 if you haven’t read it :
#bill cipher#gravity falls#my art#the book of bill#this is not a website dot com#euclydia#I want to see him suffer#here’s the angst I’ve been working on#thisisnotawebsitedotcom#fan comic
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Yes, I use solangelo for all my little drawing experiments. What about it?
EDIT: this looks like the fucking propaganda posters that they throw at you in history class... i might have accidentally created solangelo propaganda, i fear
#never have i ever cared about colors THIS MUCH i’m so serious i KNOW THIS WON’T DO WELL BUT IF YOU SEE THIS FEEL MY SUFFERING#this went from blue and yellow to green to mint at some point but this is FINE. i’m FINE#i feel so bad for not being able to reply to some anon asks yet but i promise i’ll do so soon i’ve just been busy#holiday shopping and tests and MORE FIELD TRIPS and essays and… you get the picture#i did but some symbolism in this work even if i spent like what? a couple of hours on it after school??#nico di angelo#will solace#solangelo#solangelo fanart#nico di angelo fanart#will solace fanart#pjo#pjoverse#percy jackson#pjo hoo toa tsats#pjo fandom#rrverse#riordanverse#my art#artists on tumblr#fanart#pjo art#tsats#pjo fanart#pjo hoo toa
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#sorry not sorry#I’ve been thinking of this quote since the hospital scene so yeah I needed other people to suffer with me#jack and joker#jack and joker u steal my heart#toi ting
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like five commissions would solve so many of my problems right now …. 🌀you want to commission me🌀…. 🌀you want to look at my pinned post and you want to commission me sooooo bad🌀…….
a few recent commissions ⬇️
been loving leaning into more illustration/poster work and would love to do more!!
#i’m like out of options LOL#like everyone else i’ve been applying to probably hundreds of jobs and like everyone else i can’t get SHIT#my options are 1) stay out here and suffer 2) beg my parents to help me move home and REALLY truly suffer (this one isn’t really an option)#or like 3) go lay in the dirt indefinitely idk i’m in over my head and i made a mistake moving but it’s too late to back out!#going home wouldn’t be good for anyone least of all me!#idk i feel like everyone is judging me for thinking i had it good then falling flat on my face anyways#i feel like it was some kind of sick joke that i finally for once felt stable and happy just to get it yanked away from me#and be worse off than before#sorry i’m really emotional because i’ve been going through it so hard for so long and i’m really exhausted#i hate getting on here and begging for work but idk what else to do right now#mine#arty art
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sweating in this heat rn
oh how i crave for an american christmas
i do not like summer ☹️ cherik save me
#charles must suffer with me#putting his pale ass in the sun watch him turn into a tomato#his head would sure look like a tomato just stick a stem on it#kinda want to reread that cherik inception fic again that was good#or maybe i should just watch inception humm#btw i think the fic name was ‘bodens mate’ fairly certain i would have to double check#guhhh you know what i’m craving smitten erik#where is he at?#MAGNETO WHERE ARE YOU#cherik#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#x men#professor x#magneto#i’ve noticed my posts have been looking like the same format lately 🤨#whats up with that#wish does not shut up
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pardon me, baby, but who’s the mystery girl?
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disappeared for a millennia and decided to draw my lost cause to ease me back into art. Emilia… though ye be but a backup character… the woman that you are… Kubrick stare them all, girl..
#I don’t have a good front facing reference of her so I was happy to sketch this up#I’ve been in workland and commissionland sorry#umm I’m not playing Emilia rn but campaign update is: Dima is doing bad#Suffering (as usual)#pained (as usual)#blood soaked (always)#curse of strahd pc#dusk elf#curse of strahd#i have such a piece planned for you emilia…. zhudun would be SOOO proud…#dungeons and dragons character#dungeons and dragons characters#dungeons and dragons campaign#dungeons and dragons#dnd#dnd art#dnd fanart#dnd character#The whole shebang#did you notice the longer she’s been out of the attic#the more her skin looks healthier and at her regular tone…#did you notice did you notice did you notice#cos pc: emilia#my art
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I genuinely wonder sometimes WHAT it’s like to live and not be an artist. Of any kind, like painter, illustrator, writer, videographer, performer, whatever ok etc etc etc, like. What the fuck do you mean you don’t have an innate and all-consuming need to create. How is it like living life like that. Is it nice. I BET ITS NICE
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one of the wild things about people’s stubborn insistence on misunderstanding The Ones Who Walk Away From Omelas is that the narrator anticipates an audience that won’t engage with the text, just in the opposite direction. Throughout the story are little asides asking what the reader is willing to believe in. Can you believe in a utopia? What if I told you this? What about this? Can you believe in the festivals? The towers by the sea? Can we believe that they have no king? Can we believe that they are joyful? Does your utopia have technology, luxury, sex, temples, drugs? The story is consulting you as it’s being told, framed as a dialogue. It literally asks you directly: do you only believe joy is possible with suffering? And, implicitly, why?
the question isn’t just “what would you personally do about the kid.” It isn’t just an intricate trolley problem. It’s an interrogation of the limits of imagination. How do we make suffering compulsory? Why? What futures (or pasts) are we capable of imagining? How do we rationalize suffering as necessary? And so on. In all of the conversations I’ve seen or had about this story, no one has mentioned the fact that it’s actively breaking the fourth wall. The narrator is building a world in front of your eyes and challenging you to participate. “I would free the kid” and then what? What does the Omelas you’ve constructed look like, and why? And what does that say about the worlds you’re building in real life?
#ursula k le guin#omelas#There are so many ideas in this story that simply do not get engaged with!#I’ve heard it argued that a central element of anarchism#as a political philosophy#is the expansion of the imagination: what is truly possible if we forget the structures we are raised in?#if we forget what we have been told is or is not possible?#le guin wasn’t an anarchist but her work is heavily inspired by anarchist thought#Also the idea that the compassion of citizens of omelas is possible only because they are able to see themselves in relation and contrast t#the kid#very interesting stuff there#arguably a searing critique of moderate liberals#who feel compassion from on high but rationalize the ways in which those who suffer cosmically deserve it#in order to maintain structures of suffering#This short story is breaking the fourth wall Constantly to grab you by the collar and ask#what do you think is possible in the world and what do you think is good and what do you think is necessary#If you want to free the kid then what! What does that mean!#ALSO if omelas is a place being constructed as an idea#are the ones who walk away meant to be literally deserting a place#or are they rejecting an idea#hmmm much to think about
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