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THE SCREAM I JUST LET OUT
Woke up today and my jaw can open more than usual!
#was#was that a#what that a magnus archives reference#i feel so insane#i’ve actually died this day#no one ever speak to me again
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Okay, so this is an idea I’ve had floating around in my head for awhile now as a DPxDC crossover! However, I acknowledge that my DC knowledge is still a bit lacking, but hear me out though!
So, Jason was raised by Willis & Cathy/Catherine Todd, who he believed to be his birth parents, right? Unfortunately, for him, that’s only half right as his birth mother wasn’t Cathy, but a Dr. Sheila Haywood (who betrays him to Joker & gets him killed). However, while Cathy did raise Jason as her son, imagine if she actually did have a biological child with Willis, but sent him away?? And this child maybe got adopted by a pair of crazy Ghost Scientists with a child of their own already?
I imagine, in this scenario, Jason might’ve found both his and Danny’s birth certificates at the same time, instead of just his own! Gives him some more conflict during this time when Bruce has benched him as Robin & he now finds out he has a half brother somewhere out there and his bio mom is (possibly) still alive! So many fun plots to explore! Maybe he chooses to not find Danny, as he believes this life is too dangerous and doesn’t want to drag him in? Or, maybe, that’s the first person he wants to find! The last biological piece of Catherine, the mother who loved and raised him as her own! (Also, imagine the feelings Danny would feel about his birth mother giving him away but raising Jason instead??)
But even more tragically… imagine Jason and Danny both kick the bucket within a year of each other… like, Danny would have to be younger than Jason, but depending on how you have the timelines line up, they could both have their deaths happen pretty soon after each other!
The angst Jason would feel after finding out his brother died and came back like he did?? (Well, kinda, depends if you view Ectoplasm and Lazarus Water as the same/similar.) That he also is forever changed and put through hell because of their “accidents”?? Maybe he could’ve saved Danny if he tried harder to look for him. Maybe he could’ve saved them both! Imagine his conflict when being reunited!
Anyways, that’s the main details I’ve come up with for this idea, so I hope it makes sense! Don’t know if someone has already written something like this (if so, please share with me 🙏). But I don’t think I’ll actually write anything with this but I needed it out there and out of my head! (Also, I’m not on here often so idk how this app works, hope the right people find this & enjoy it. If you know me irl, no you don’t.)
#dpxdc#dp x dc prompt#maybe prompt#Danny Fenton and Jason Todd are Half Brothers#imagine they die the same exact day tho???#or Danny dies the day Jason is resurrected!!#yes I saw the February writing prompts and it reminded me of this idea I’ve had on the back burner for years now#secret long lost sibling#so much potential for silly fun times and angst#I don’t see myself actually writing for this idea though#someone take this idea and run#i hope i tagged this right
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Jason was resting against the headboard of his bed, his glasses low on his nose as he read with a book pressed on his thigh. The dim lighting from his lamp provided illumination, a fuzzy warm glow like the sun was peeking through the blinds of his window during sunrise.
It was well past midnight. His room was the only window barely lit up, the city was asleep as was every other person within the apartment he resided in. Jason assumed Thalia had already gone to bed, no longer able to hear the muffled talking and shouts of laughter each time they’d been on the phone with a friend.
He sighed as he threw his legs over the edge of his bed, closing the book along with him as he stood up and made his way over to his desk sitting in the corner near the window. Jason took off his glasses to rub at his eyes, he finished the book but he had a five page book report left that was due the next morning before lunch. He didn’t know when time was lost on him, he might’ve been busy but at the moment, sleep was all he could think about.
Just before he would leave his room to wash his face and make a cup of tea, he heard a thud.
It was a fleeting thing and he would’ve thought it was a mere figment of his imagination had it not happened again.
Jason turned around and stepped closer to his window, pushing the curtains apart only to reveal someone on the other side of the glass. Someone who was known on the news and the talk of the public, a hero with a spider front and center on his chest, never one to stay too long and was always one to keep an identity hidden.
Against his better judgment, he unlocked the latch to his window and pulled it up, allowing the hero to stumble in with a muffled grunt that quickly turned into a wince.
Jason closed the window and shut the curtains, carefully directing the other to sit at the chair of his desk.
He had never seen Spiderman up close before. However seeing the real thing compared to what he had seen on the media was always a different experience. Others think he was old enough to be in his twenties but to Jason, the hero couldn’t have been younger than he is.
“Why in the world,” Jason started in a whisper, “would you randomly ask someone who you don’t even know for help?”
Spiderman laughed, a breathless sort of sound that reminded Jason all too much of someone who stole his heart. His body shivered involuntarily like he was shocked. He might’ve been.
“Why in the world would you let someone—ah, shit—let someone you don’t know in your room?” The hero asked in turn, a lazy tilt of his head to the side as he pressed a gloved hand to his torso. “I..I think I can trust you.”
Jason huffed and he left the room. Only to come back minutes later with a few things, a first aid kit and rubbing alcohol.
His information on first aid and injuries were only built on what Will would mention, what he’d share from the medical program he was enrolled in. As he knelt down beside the hero, gently pulling away his hand to check the wound, Jason knew it wasn’t fatal but it was nasty under the fabric of his suit.
“Lift up your shirt,” Jason muttered as he set the things beside his knees, opening the lid to the alcohol and used the washcloth to absorb some of the stinging liquid.
“Usually you would have to—“ The hero hissed as he slowly peeled his shirt up and over his side, revealing warm and tan skin covered in blood. “Take me out on a date first before asking me that.”
“Hold still, you’re bleeding everywhere.” Jason could only imagine the questions and concerns if he left his room unattended for Thalia to see. They’d think he was related in life threatening situations, might’ve gotten mugged or something other that wouldn’t have been possible unless he left the safety of his room that late. Thalia always did have the talent of stressing themself out.
Although, Jason had a feeling that if they knew he opened his window to a stranger—nevermind that they’re a hero—they would explode.
Those thoughts were quickly drowned out, a flash of lightning to something that had struck out in Jason’s mind. “What did you mean by you think you can trust me? I could’ve been a bad guy for all you know.”
The hero curled his fingers into a fist as he released a strained breath of air and Jason murmured an apology, carefully dabbing the washcloth laced with rubbing alcohol around the wound. Will would’ve been proud, really. “I-Is it safe to say that I doubt it? I’ve had my—my fair share of bad guys and none of them read Wuthering Heights before bed.”
“What if I happen to be an extinguished criminal then? Get inspiration on my wrongdoings or whatever from whatever I read?”
“Maybe it’s a good thing this isn’t a comic book, otherwise I think—I think I would’ve had to deal with the Joker or something.”
Jason huffed under his breath, shaking it head as he cleaned up the last bit of blood around the wound, hoping he disinfected thoroughly yet he felt like even the slightest of it went a long way. He set the washcloth down and grabbed a gauze pad, pulling off the thin sheet of paper as he stuck it to the hero’s side, doing it in such a way to avoid anything suddenly getting into the gash.
“My best friend says the same thing,” Jason said after he began unrolling the bandage around the hero’s torso.
Spiderman lifted his head to look at Jason through his mask but the blond was concentrated. His brows were furrowed and his lips were pursed in the way that no one but him would notice. “Do they?”
Jason didn’t answer for a moment as he tidied everything up, packing away the bandages and such into the first aid kit then closed the lid to the bottle of rubbing alcohol. His knees ached by the time he stood and he placed it onto his desk next to his book. “Mm. My older sister says he’s a bad influence though.”
“I am not a bad influence—“ He paused and he coughed weakly, then he sighed just as Jason nodded to himself and took a seat on his bed directly across. He hesitantly raised his hand, hooking his fingers around the material of his mask to pull it off.
Brown curls popped and fell around his face, frizzy and hardly taken care of, some strands stuck to his forehead due to sweat. It was a rough fight Leo went through, he didn’t know how he managed to escape.
He had several small cuts to his cheek, his lip, his jawline. A bruise forming high on his cheekbone near his eye but hazel irises remained the same and he was otherwise unscathed and embarrassed. “How did you know?”
Jason had guessed. He had his suspicions for a long while, since their sophomore year. They were halfway through junior year now, events and trips piled one after the other and they were busy as ever. He vaguely recalled the sudden absences of his best friend—his tia needed something or he left something at home—with rushed apologies as he ran like his life depended on it.
And it had.
And it seemed to make Jason fall in love with him more. The boy he loved since middle school. The hero he looked at like he decorated the sky in stars, pulled the very reins of the chariot holding the sun.
Jason couldn’t help it. There were dangers of him knowing yet he wouldn’t mind at all of being Icarus. He would always fly too close to the sun if it meant spending his entire life with Leo, he thought.
“Your excuses aren’t very convincing, Leo.”
#valgrace#leo valdez#jason grace#pjo#percy jackon and the olympians#hoo#heroes of olympus#percy jackson#fic#my writing#and then jason dies because of leo like how peter died because of gwen in spider verse#or also yk gwen dying because of peter in tasm2#there’s no happy endings in my spiderverse#everyone suffers#anyway#this is a drabble from that one valgrace except#i’ve been thinking about it and here we are#i was actually gonna write a snippet for something BUT my mind blanked and today is supposed to be my writing break day#im a liar as usual so here we are#not a doctor guys don’t get mad at me so medical inaccuracies i apologize for
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I think what threw me off with the epilogue now that I’ve had time to digest it is that it felt so final for Michael. I’m so used to seeing everything through her eyes in real time as she lives her life as the protagonist that when we fast forwarded to the middle I guess it felt like skipping a few chapters of a book. I get why they did it, there may not be any opportunities to see her in the future so they wanted to take what they could get, but until then a part of me was in denial that the show was ending. It just felt like maybe they would pick up again next week and we would start all this over again
#star trek discovery#michael burnham#I’ve been trying to wrap my head around it#but every season finale of this show ending in big stakes meant that the series finale didn’t feel like a finale until it actually was#i half expected Michael to spend the next few eps mulling over what she wanted to do and hiding it#or maybe doing her bit with progenitors then coming back#because she died once then she died again then she went to another dimension then she went though a wormhole#what’s a little ascension at that point#instead I imagine it felt if tos ended and then they just tacked on the motion picture at the end#regardless of how much I liked it and it make me happy I felt let down too#to ramble even more in the tags I understand what some of the cast has been saying that for them now that it’s been over a year#its almost better because the bitterness is gone#I mean they had like three days to wrap up the show#and I get it because I still feel mostly bitterness lol
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Hello!
Apologies for my sudden disappearance again 😭 I hope everyone is doing okay!
I've got news! First of all, happy new year 2014 ,,☺️ Second of all, I am rebranding my MSM AU, Loodvigg's Day at Disneyland. I lost motivation to write it, but l've somehow grown deeply attached to it. So I turned AU Loodvigg into an OC... erm hi Viggy sorry you're a furry now
They're going to be an important character in an OC story I'm planning to develop! I'm basically gonna implant the story I had for LDaD into this character and his own backstory. And I've got a lot planned for this fella... By the way, their name is Guillaz!
Ok so that's it that's the announcement. Uh. I won't go more into detail for now but yeah! I might post the art concepts I had for LDaD in an art dump at some point.
Okay back to my hibernation... Zzz
#SORRY IT’S VERY SUDDEN I’ve got this idea for a while actually#Loodvigg’s Day at Disneyland#LDaD AU#Basically the whole plot for LDaD: Loodvigg messes up#Then they get exiled to the human world by Galvana and somehow end up to Disneyland#(the human world with no humans nor living beings since they all died in a nuclear accident)#Being alone makes Loodvigg realize their pasts mistakes so they end up feeling terrible#They become insane and they die.#The end#Okay no it was actually way cooler in my head. BUT yeah that’s more or less the entire plot ☺️☺️☺️😊🙏#My Singing Monsters
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I just finished Skypeia AGHHHFJHHHH it was so GOOD
#One Piece#My favorite arc BY FAR#It was really long! But it wasn’t Alabasta long!!#Also Noland’s backstory deadass made me tear up that shit was so sad#Idk this arc just really kept me hooked. Like there wasn’t really a point I got super bored#Even with all the fights going on#Also just realizing they mentioned Noland in OPLA too. Nami read Zoro the book while he was totally conked out#Anyway ANYWAY I really enjoyed it. Lots of fun character interactions#And Usopp actually getting to do stuff too?? MY MANS#Oh and Zoro’s look this arc. God he was STYLIN. I’m so weak for a man in goggles shut up.#Logically that should apply to Usopp too and you know what. Yeah.#G8 is next and I know it’s filler but I’ve heard nothing but praise for it#So I’ll probably watch it instead of skipping :’D#Shima speaks#Also I find it stupidly ridiculous and funny that YET AGAIN Oda said ‘Lol you thought x character was dead?? SIKE’#Wiper got electrocuted and died like eight times but he’s fine actually. Also Sanji and Usopp got electrocuted too and were out#for like a full day. And then Enel zapped them AGAIN and Usopp was back on his feet like two minutes later.#Silly anime logic. It doesn’t make sense and I love it
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debating on whether or not to write another grieving mpreg!sam fic where he finds out he’s pregnant the day after deans death
#its been like 3 years and yet here i am.#i genuinely feel like i am at my best when i’m writing grieving tormented sad sam#also thinking abt whether i want it to be a/b/o or not#i’ve never actually dabbled into writing it myself but i love reading it. so many interesting dynamics#like. what if omega!sam finally went off his heat suppressants because he and dean decided they finally wanted to#settle down#and so they’re ‘not trying but if it happens it happens’#and atp sam is like. 38-39 so the likelihood he actually gets pregnant isn’t very high#so they’re just like living peacefully and then dean decides he wants to go on one last hunt for old times sake#one last hunt and then they’ll both settle down for good this time. just relaxing after years of not being able to#also maybe sam has been having a lot of morning sickness that week or like. a few days before but he didn’t rlly attribute it to anything#bcuz he just assumed he wouldn’t actually get pregnant.#and then they go on the hunt. and dean dies. and sam takes a pregnancy test either a day or like. a week after#also alternatively dean goes on the hunt alone but i like the idea of sam having to watch him go before his very eyes#man idk if i want them to be pregnant before because like. then it’d make no sense for them to go on a hunt and take that risk?????#arrrgh
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I’ve become afraid of death. which is actually improvement for someone who was suicidal but also. scary :(
this is all your faults /pos /pos /pos-
#seriously guys. y’all really have just helped everything.#Mostly north and L I love yall#But I’ve kinda felt sad cuz. If I died people would actually be sad??#And gosh I’m scared of how everyone would react if one day I just stop responding to rps. If I stopped messaging them and stopped making ar#You guys have just really fixed everything. I love all of you more than you can imagine xxx#thanks for everything#and also know that it’s right back at ya#If you died I’d care. If you died I’d cry for days#Please. You’ve done all this for me and made me feel valid so I want you guys to feel the same#If you ever need help I’m here#Just know I will always love you#This is a more serious post but uh. The feelings have been very weird lately#And you guys are all I have#And I think I really appreciate that now. I think I’ve realized how much I need you guys#You were here for me. I’m always here for you#love yall sm#anyways it’s a bit of a ramble here in the tags lol#Anyways byee I love you mwah mwah mwah#tw sui attempt#maybe?? I mean I’ve tried to before but#Idk I dont wanna trigger yall-
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i visited the pompeii archeological site a few days ago and honestly i was on the brink of tears the whole day, the fact that i was walking on streets that were made for and by people 2000 years ago because they lived there, they loved there, they cried there, they had people they care about there, i don’t know how i managed to not fall on my knees and weep on every corner i took
#please the graffitis#i couldn’t even look at them#i’ve been obsessed with pompeii ever since i learned about it in elementary school and i know so much about it#but actually walking the streets was just so#overwhelming#my sister was making fun of me all day for being so sentimental about it#but how could i not be#when i saw the casts of the people who died during the eruption#it hurt looking at them so much but i couldn’t look away
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hello i’ve decided to come back to this app after half a year because twitter is in the shitter and after all this time i still like tntduo they’re like the cockroach i’ve hit with a steel pan 15 times and the pan is broken but guess who isn’t
#i hope elon musk dies#i like the qsmp though i’ve been watching since day 1#i have just been on twitter :3#tntduoers epic return (it’s quite sad actually)#and no between the bars is not getting finished she was my child but i’m leaving her for dead i’m sorry#i will not associate w that man if u paid me#tntduo#quackity#wilbur#twitter down
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Finished the trial vod…. YIPEEEEEEEEE
#I loved it#the only laughs I’ve had all day#agh the ending tho. jsut like before she died#and then the explosions?!?#the cheating being revealed?!?!#hell yes#couldn’t wait for the vod to go on yt so I watched on twitch which was less enjoyable#I’ll probably rewatch the vod when it’s on yt#jaiden really went in as a actual judge that was insane#qsmp#qsmp jaiden#qsmp slimecicle#qsmp mariana#qsmp foolish#qsmp juanaflippa#juanaflippa#ruse rambles
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#grief sucks grief sucks grief sucks#i thought i’d never move on from her death and i hate the fact that in some ways i have#i hate the fact that i can wake up each day and go about my life and almost forget that she’s gone#i hate that it takes something like her birthday to bring up all the feelings of mourning again#because honestly? at least when i lived with the grief every day i was used to it being there#but now it’s something i feel occasionally and it hurts so much more because every time the grief comes back i feel her dying all over again#all week i’ve been absolutely miserable before i even realized how soon tomorrow was#and i’ve been thinking of her more too. literally was thinking i should learn how to extreme coupon the way she did bc she used to bring me#it just sucks she shouldn’t have died. not like that.#she was too young and it all happened so fast and just#she should be able to celebrate her 55th birthday with us#but she didn’t even make it to 50. what the hell man#i hate this i hate grief i hate that i have to miss her at all#i should be able to call her and text her and she would’ve helped me so much with the phase of life i’m in now#because sometimes she was mean and she was so stubborn but she others first and loved us more than anything#i can’t believe she’s been gone six years and i can’t believe i’ve celebrated six of her birthdays without her#what the actual fuck
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not even funny how hard i was crying yesterday like jesus christ
#honestly might be the hardest i’ve cried (at least in a very long time)#like i was a MESS#and what was it at???#jjk spoilers#jjk season 2 spoilers#NANAMI. AND MAKI. AND MEGUMI AND TOJI.#i was crying for like 4 episodes straight or something and then toji decided to pull that ‘not zenin? i’m glad’ EXCUSE ME SIR#also like toji’s alright he’s not my favourite but OH MY GOD and his eyes changed 😭😭😭😭😭#i’d just finished crying over nanami getting barbecued and then i was off again#i got spoiled for him dying on tiktok spoilers are basically inescapable but oh my god#in the scene where miwa is crying over mechamaru like hands crossed in her chest leaning over that was actually me#i literally had my head parallel to my bed and my arms crossed to my chest like i can’t get communion or some shit 😭😭😭😭#and i had to keep turning my head to look at my tv and just kept sobbing#because by the time he actually died i’d stopped crying because it had been like 5 episodes or something but i was sobbing#and it caught me so off guard when jogo got them i was literally staring at the screen going ‘WHAT?’ before i started crying my eyes out#the pipeline my camera roll goes through its pictures of nanami from like the first episodes of the season and then it’s me crying 😭😭😭😭#i felt so ill about it all i literally couldn’t finish my dinner i ate like a birdseye chicken fillet and then had to give up#also keep in mind i dedicated my entire day to jjk like i watched the movie and then watched all of season 2 in like 9 and a half hours#so when nobara died i was so exhausted i couldn’t even cry i just sort of went ‘you what’ at the screen and had to sit there in pain#but it was so so good all the same like damn#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#jjk season 2#zad talks
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I don’t even watch naruto but I scroll thru ur naruto tag for sasunaru🫡
#JAJAJWIWJWJWJ#tbh I never made a legit tag for them before but they take up most of the tag anyway so 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#now I won’t ask you to watch/read Naruto because it…. *looks away* BUT…. all you have to know that it’s just sasuke and Naruto against the#world 😭❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️#naruto told sasuke that they ought to just died together-#Naruto told sasuke that he’d bare the burdens of his hatred his pain and they’d die together im gonna be sick-#sasuke mentioned that losing Naruto would be like losing one of his limbs- i will kms 🚶🏾♀️🚶🏾♀️🚶🏾♀️#I forgot the actual quote but it was something like that I’ve never recovered- this is all canon—— they’ve said the most unnormal things to#each other it’s insane to me-#don’t even get me started I’ve been trying to be normal for months now lmfao#tkf replies#karmelarts#sns month is in October so I’m gonna try my best to draw for it I’m excited to be thinking about them again 😭❤️#naruto had a whole panic attack and collapsed into unconsciousness at the mere thought of other people hurting/ wanting to kill sasuke like#the very thought caused him so much physical anguish that he could not bare it and his body rejected it almost immediately they’re the#iconic sun and moon… the left and right hand- the matching outfits on twin day- the- THE
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i have this strong feeling that everything around me is gonna fall apart and implode and wither this year but i personally thrive in chaos so i think it’ll be good for me
#i’m sensing deaths….#plural#i’ve gone 26 years without any deaths it’s bound to happen#i’m sensing a housing crisis perhaps#but i also feel like it’s gonna be a big year for my personal growth#tbh it already has been just with my mindset alone#last time i got my shit together and got a job as a daycare teacher was when my dad almost died and was in hospital for months#it just works for me idk#i think i’ve lived so long in the mundane that nothing really feels real at all#so when something big and ‘traumatic’ happens i actually feel like life is real and happening#it’s not even survival mode it’s just that i’m pulled out of that haze of every day melding into the next and not caring#anyway#just my predictions#can’t wait to come back and update :)))
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Just a little reminder that I’m not home these days and don’t have a comfortable access to my laptop to do a lot of writing. I’ll be traveling back on October 30th and activity should return to normal then.
#〈 ✘ ooc ➨ out of control 〉#Welcome to all the new mutuals#I promise I’m not ignoring anyone I’m just really busy these days#And I’ve been recovering from the trip because it actually destroyed me#I’m also fighting photoshop to make DI Jill icons#That first scene with her is SO DARK it’s an actual nightmare trying to brighten it up without ruining the colors#Anyway I’m still around just very slow
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