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i have such painfully bad fomo :[
literally seeing my friends’ posts about the blorbos that i missed n seeing my friends interact with each other through the posts actually makes me sad ‘cus h friendssss!!!!! and special interest!!!!!! i like friends!!!!!! and i like that thing!!!!!! that looks like pleasant fun times!!!! i wanna do the friending and the talking too!!!!!
but i’m busy!! and i can’t and shouldn’t be in every interaction my friends have and see every single post my friends make about my special interest!!! but i seem to have a huge problem!!!!
i seem to be all or nothing with friendship!! i used to be willing to take or leave friends. i vibed with people but if we stopped talking i would be totally chill. and now i’m like “hhhhhhnhhhhhhh friemnd? what is friend doing???? having a great time and i am missing it???? is there a topic i’d absolutely love to talk about happening and i’m not there???? 🥺🥺🥺” which is SO unhealthy!!!!!
i’ve got college assignments, irl friends, friends from secondary school that i’m meant to keep up with through text, a discord server, and tumblr, and i try to keep up with all of this whilst wanting to not miss every single interaction from these that i think i’d enjoy. i’m dooming and damning and hurting myself. h.
#it’s like i have an internal rep i’m trying to keep up#like “HEY YES I LIKE THIS THING AND WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT AND HAVE THINGS OF VALUE TO SAY”#it’s like i think i’m losing at friendship and also losing at being Obsessed with a thing#like if i miss enough things the friendship dies#and if i miss enough posts i’m not consuming or providing enough content of the thing i like to truly be a lover of that thing#fuck. im genuinely worried im not valid enough to call myself silvers dad. thats. is that what this is? is that what this all comes down to?#i’m. i love being normal.#i love my friends :[
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RIP Annabeth, I just know Percy sacrificing himself for you, after knowing you for a week, after telling you that you’ve done more for him this week than his father ever has, is permanently altering the brain chemistry of your avoidant attachment self
#epitome of the quote: there is something really healing about being loved#which is from a book I CANT REMEMBER SO I CANT LOOK IT UP PROPERLY#let me know if you guys know what I’m talking about#i just know Percy’s actions had her on her knees#what is this? unconditional love?#is this why people make friends?#i am lovable?#this is amazing#oh shit my new friend is about to die#I’m so normal about them (I’m lying)#pjo#pjo spoilers#pjo tv show spoilers#pjo series#pjo tv show#percy jackson#annabeth chase#Percy and Annabeth#mine
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I love this moment so much fuckkkk dude. I’m getting so emo over it rn. Fuckkkkkkkkkkkk… I LOVE THIS MIDDLE AGED MAN… I LOVE HIM SO MUCH
IM FOUGN TO,FK4IIF FORUFNNFEJEJJV.,KILLS MYSELF
#dungeon meshi#dungeon meshi spoilers#chilchuck#He refused to let her accept it being taken from her#FuckckkkFUCKKKKK FUCKJCURJVJJVM IM . ok okok. I’m normal#IM NOT NORMAL IM SO SAD#THE KABRUN PARALLELS ..EIKFJEJJF….#marchil#“Whose love can fill that hole” I AM FIVE FOUR THREE TWO ONE SECONDS AWAY FROM THROWUNF MYSELF OUR OF A MOVING VEHICLE
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“Thank you Gravity Falls for inventing toxic yaoi” we say in unison
#gravity falls#the book of bill#bill cipher#ford pines#billford#sketch#billford being canon wasn’t on my 2024 bingo card but I love it#I’m so normal about this fandom
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Firefox-official vs electronicmail
Hydrogen bomb vs coughing baby
okay come up with a better idea then. firefox-official is gone asshole it’s electronicmail or nothing
#this one was hard to respond to because it elicited the usual anon rage in me#but i had to think about it anyway.#this blog has been around for less than a month and it is driving me fucking crazy#don’t you think i know?#dont you think it hurts enough already#i dont want this blog either i want my old blog back with all my stuff on it#i would like to stick around#because i loved posting#and i get that you’re just having fun#but i’m making an example of you#less than a month vs five years#‘household name’ firefox official#spent five years building that thing#and now it’s just this.#i keep forgetting#and then i’m here again#not home#i know you all feel bad enough for me already#but it’s so hard to be myself because the environment on here is SO different#we were HAPPY#WE WERE SO HAPPY#Umm… Or whatever.#guess i could go back to firefox unofficial#but that feels far too close to the sun. and i’m done with the wings i think.#i dont mean to be so serious#a total mood killer i know#i just dont know how to proceed exactly#because when i post like normal i cant help but feel sad#and when i post about being sad its just sort of obnoxious#i’m not really asking for pity i just want to explain where i am at
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one time on another platform when i was super new to self shipping i was like. how can you believe your f/o loves you back? and someone replied “don’t they bring you comfort? that is their love for you”
#i think about that. so so so so so so often#has given me more comfort than literally anything else ever when it comes to self shipping#it computes to me yk? that’s how they love you back.. by being a proxy for your happiness.. augh.#like. augh. aaaah#f/o#normally i’m rlly cynical about everything but this works so so so well for me idk idk#self ship#self shipper#self ship community#f/o comfort#f/o positivity#.f/o positivity#f/o community#oc x canon#f/o x s/i
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new colorfes cards made me rise from the dead, I give art of gay people as offerings
#chat I’m so normal#emunene’s cards fit so well together#they have matching hats AAGH#thinking fancy upper class royal falls in love with a simple peasant girl#fes ruikasa being literally just a guy and a god is so funny#I love rks dynamics that r like that oughhh thinks about tactiqilin and merking or mermaid x canary kasa#thinking perhaps a space god who doesn’t understand humans and doesn’t understand what’s the point of their living when they are mortal#and so he disguises himself as one to investigate#working inconspicuously at a flower shop until one day he meets a boy who works at the coffee shop next door#a boy who teaches him how to live joyously how to see the good in humanity#chat do you see my vision do you understand pleading emoji#digital art#art#artists on tumblr#cq art#project sekai#prsk#prsk fa#prsk gl#prsk bl#otori emu#emu otori#kusanagi nene#nene kusanagi#emunene#tenma tsukasa#tsukasa tenma#kamishiro rui#rui kamishiro#ruikasa
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Some Kingdom Hearts sketchbook stuff!!!
(Don’t mind all the soriku I have brain rot and they’re so in love)
#kingdom hearts#kh sora#kh riku#kh kairi#soriku#sokai#sorikai#(kinda again lmaoo)#I’m still learning these losers but I’m obsessed#also long haired Riku supremacy#the way I always have to draw Riku giving Sora the most longing of looks he’s so in love#Sora is too he’s so in love with Riku it’s stupid#I will always draw Sora being physically affectionate with Riku and only Riku#since he canonically seems kind of taken back/uncomfortable with physical affection apart from with Riku#aNYWAY SORRY IM NOT NORMAL ABOUT THEM#sketchbook stuff
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one morning you cling to satoru’s back and sleepily plead for him not to leave for work and he feels closer to killing the higher ups than ever before
#explodes#i am . Thinking abt him#thinking abt him meeting a sweet non-sorcerer who makes him feel normal#thinking abt how weak he is to you and how he never ever ever wants to let you down or make you sad#so when you give him that meek little pout and ask him not to leave you in that sleepy little voice a part of his brain is just like .#……. maybe i could ask for a day off#even though he realistically knows he can’t#you make him want better things for himself#:((((((((((((((((((((#anyway i’m also imagining him kissing you all over and promising to hurry and being absolutely Stone Cold all day#no messing around no being silly he is a man on a mission and everyone is terrified#he kills the curse so quickly and thoroughly with such a serious expression that yaga asks him if he’s doing okay#💀💀#…. i love him .#he cherishes soft mornings with you more than anything!!!!!!!!!! he wants to sleep in with you…. it’s his dream……..#ari noises ✩#gojo x reader
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#this guy is soooo normal about a cute boy talking to his platonic best bro#THE WAY HE JUST SULKS WHENEVER MONTY SHOWS UP#FROM THE MOMENT NIKO SAYS ‘oh he can definitely see edwin ;)’ CHARLES IS LIKE I FUCKING HATE THIS KID#AND HE JUST STEPS IN FRONT OF EDWIN TO INTRODUCE HIMSELF AND THEN JUST SPENDS THE REST OF THE SCENE SO PISSY#HES SO MAAAAAAAAD#JUST FUCKING POUTING AND GIVING A STINK FACE#he is never ever pissy towards someone who isn’t posing imminent risk to ppl he loves like esther cat king david night nurse etc#but the immediate rage towards monty just UGH#jealous charles means so much to me bc it’s openly stated how jealous edwin is but like edwin gets to make charles jealous back it’s so goo#and no it’s not the same with the cat king ok the cat king is a fucking predator#that’s not jealously that’s protectiveness#and i’m sure some jealously bc someone flirting with edwin but it’s not the same it’s a grown ass man being a fucking creep to his person#i desperately want crystal to take charles aside & go#‘you know that behaviour when someone is flirting with your best friend isn’t normal platonic behaviour right’#i need season 2 and i will not give up on her#charles rowland#edwin payne#monty the crow#yeet my deet#dead boy detectives#dbda#dbdshow#save dead boy detectives#renew dead boy detectives#revive dead boy detectives#dbd4ratch#yeet my deebd#payneland#described
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I seriously hate it when people start to villainize characters (let’s say, Kai) just to make more (let’s say, Jay) angst
Like no Rodrick, Kai didn’t beat Jay up for flirting with Nya. You know why? Because by that time Jay was better than Kai (Jay got more training since it was just the start and he joined 2nd, not 4th), and then Kai and Jay spend like every hour of the day together whether it’s training, eating or just chilling.
Yes, Kai will always be Nya's #1, but to the point he would beat Jay up?? Are you demented??
No, Jane, Nya wasn’t abusive towards Jay and forced him into a relationship. That in your sick head so you could have a reason for their breakup so you could ship Jay and Cole! (No hate to Bruise. Bruise supremacy)
NO, ALEX, OKAY? SKYLOR ISNT HOMOPHOBIC AND HER AND KAI DIDNT BREAK UP BECAUSE SHE FOUND OUT KAI ALSO LIKES BOYS.
NO, DENNIS, JAY KAI AND COLE WOULD NEVER BULLY ZANE TO HURT HIM THEN LAUGH AT HIM
SHUT UP, KIM. ED AND EDNA ARE BEAUITFUL PARENTS AND YOU SHOULD BE ASHAMED OF YOURSELF TRYING TO TURN THEM EVIL JUST FOR MORE JAY ANGST.
Shame 🫵🏻.
#ninjago#ninjago jay#silkieluv#lego ninjago#jay walker#cole and jay#jay ninjago#cole ninjago#cole brookstone#ninjago kai#kai smith#ninjago nya#nya smith#skylor chen#ninjago skylor#ninjago zane#zane julien#calling people out#rant post#mini rant#frustation#ugh i hate this#normalize not villainizing people just to have your character more angst#that’s sad pathetic and disappointing to come across by#except you (fanfic of Cole being terrible and SHOOTING Garmadon end of s2)#I’ll always love you#it’s on ao3#ughhhh ITS ACTUALLY SO HOOD#GOOD#I’m too lazy to rewrite
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Youll never guess what I started!!
While watching the first episode I forced myself to figure out how to draw rett and it paid off look at him!!
Avantris singlehandedly forcing me to learn how to draw men
Silhouettes because they look shockingly baddass, Barbie pyke because Jesus do not leave his hair unrendered, and the sketch because I find it funny
#my sketches for everything are always CRIMINAL#I should post them more#this one had various contexts so I’m gonna share them all and you can pick which one you like best and that can be canon in your mind#1: they’re pissed at eachother but gay people can’t be normal (codependency)#2: were not mad just disappointed#3: the crew is being shenanigan heavy and they need a break#Not to brag but#I need everyone to look at several things#pykes hair#the metal rendering#pykes shoes#and retts arm#thank you#anyways um I love stardust rhapsody expect more art to come#prelude come back#legends of avantris#stardust rhapsody#pyke stardust rhapsody#rett stardust rhapsody
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I love seeing Danny Phantom showing up and being like ‘don’t ask too many questions but John Constantine I own your soul. All of it. Lmao sucks to suck bitch’, and he’s usually all Ghost King Full Regalia as he does it, at least in front of the Justice League, but consider—
He just shows up as Danny Fenton.
“yeah I got bored and collected the pieces like Pokémon. Gotta catch ‘em all” says the 5’2 teen who looks like a stiff breeze could trip him. He denies being a sorcerer, or a magician, concedes he’s maybe psychic but mostly he’s just…. The kid of two mad scientists—who have a basement lab where they opened a portal to what he SAYS is not hell but no one is frankly CONVINCED, by the way—and he hasn’t decided what to do with Constantine yet besides getting Danny into some r rated horror movies, but figures he should tell the dude probably.
“What’d you even trade for some of his soul contracts?”
“Don’t worry about it”
They worry about it
#danny phantom#john constantine#dp x dc#dc x dp#demons will NOT admit to being menaced by a baby ghost#not to mention that said baby ghost probably kicked their asses#this maybe changes some of Constantines powers?#like I don’t know the exact details but he primarily sold his soul for an immortality cheat. but he probably got some powers out of it?#so like maybe now it’s fueled by Danny/the ghost zone or some such?#not quite a Halfa but like what do you MEAN his pretty gold magic is TOXIC GREEN?#Danny just sorta shrugs and goes Yeah That Sounds About Right#and then does not elaborate further#he’s selling that he’s just a normal kid VERY HARD#they’d almost believe him if they didn’t know he had ALL OF CONSTANTINES SOUL CONTRACTS#bonus content of Batman#you can choose what he’s doing but I think it’d be funny if Danny found out about the contingencies and went Oh Cool I’m super allergic to..#… this one specific flower haha#not at ALL elaborating that this flower is rare and WILL melt his skin. oh and that he destroyed the world in at least one timeline hehe#one reason I love OP Danny in DC universe—if Danny’s native to that universe he HAS to be OP. because he WOULD HAVE TO HAVE defeated…#…if not outright killed#the ENTIRE LEAGUE#ITS GREAT#1k#2k#3k#hnnnnnnnn#4K#5k#?!??!!!
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many people are afraid to be real lovers. dan and phil are not
#trying to decide whether I should elaborate or not#yes they’re friends soulmates turtles ranch everlasting pieces of furniture#but they are also lovers#they love each other#and that is real and it is beautiful how they’ve come to accept that they can unashamedly and openly love each other#it’s like when people say we don’t think of their content as couples content#bc they call themselves a couple of besties for the beautiful thing called the bit#but. they are a couple fr#if you asked me years ago I would think it’s so cringe to spend all your time with one person and be attached at the hip with them#but love can be so beautiful. i desire love and companionship#there’s nothing wrong with that and dnp have shown me how safe and comfortable and loving a relationship can be#not to be parasocial but sometimes I spiral thinking about the fact that I’m a normal person and will never be one half of a duo#living out their fun rich silly happy dream lives together after 15 years together#but like I’m a normal person. that will never happen#and that’s okay because love exists in other forms#this world is full of beautiful love stories#theirs just happens to be one that has been at the forefront of my mind for a decade#sorry for being weird!#yapping in the tags#dnp#dan and phil#phan#my thots
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#Private shy man Chilchuck Tims™️ opening up his family to coworker aka the very most private and precious sphere of his life. Opening up his#heart fr… They’re blushing so hard what 😭 there are other ppl in the room be normal#“He sold out his family!” that’s right Izutsumi#Marcille’s head racing at 200 km/h rn#Marchil#marcille donato#chilchuck tims#spoilers#dungeon meshi manga spoilers#Dungeon meshi spoilers#Jic: edited second pic to fit better for the format. Panels aren’t right next to each other in og page#Love story for the ages#I just find it funny n weird how dramatic they are in that scene#I mean ofc dramatic aggrandizing Marcille would be dramatic about it. And this is Chilchuck w his personal life so ofc he’s dramatic af#Could never possibly mention his hometown name or age after all no no no way too personal. Lmao#The blushing……………#Dungeon meshi#Marcille understanding the weight of what he just said bc she knows him and omg……….#Their reaction being bc they understand the underlying jeaning n message of it i’m just saying…..#Chil accepting he’s an open book for her <3
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I love chosen one characters and I love characters that are overpowered as all shit. I love characters with one-of-a-kind powers and I love characters who seem like they’re Just Some Guy until they do something that should be impossible and you’re struck with the realization that. oh. I don’t think this character is human. I love characters so strong they’re basically untouchable and I love characters who are slowly crumpling under the weight of being the only person who can keep the world safe but can never show it and I love characters who spend years hiding who they truly are until circumstances force them to reveal themselves and now they can never go back to who they were before. I love characters who don’t even know exactly how much they’re capable of and aren’t sure they want to find out. How powerful can you become before you stop being a person?
#character tropes#huehjuehshsd i can’t stop thinking about these types of tropes lately i just loved overpowered characters. so much!!!#people complain about the chosen one trope but that’s my SHIT!!!!!#people who don’t like that trope need to consider the inherent tragedy of being a normal person living your life when suddenly. it’s#revealed you were never normal you never had any choice This is what you have to do and you can never go back like HELLO??#the scholomance#cuz i’m thinkni about el#chosen ones
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