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one time when i was young my sibling used to get a halloween decoration and it was like a hesd on a chain or something and they used to chase me around the house with it. I wasnt necessary scared of it because frankly i was more scared of the fake tarantula but anyways i didnt like the fake head since it felt weird and i didnt want to touch it, so my sibling had occasionally left it near me for me to figure out what to do with it. Needless to say i was like a lab rat in that situation now that im thinking about it.
thank you for this wonderful story anon i am well amused
if you want payback for any reason, hide some plastic spoons in their pillowcase. doesn’t have to be many, just enough for them to be really confused
#ori answers#fun fact my favourite holiday is halloween#i also wear halloween socks every day of the year#i’m wearing some right now
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Phainon will fail Nikador's trial.
Let me explain;
TLDR; Phainon will fail the trial as Nikador will reject him. However, he will be chosen by Kephale to lead the people of Amphoreus to victory. The coreflame of Nikador will instead go to an unwilling Mydei.
Soooo, Phainon is off on a big adventure trying to claim Nikador's divinity after surrendering their coreflame to the Vortex of Genesis since the ambassador of the prophecy doubts his strength of will. I'm here to tell you that he will fail this trial in some shape or form.
Throughout the trailblaze mission, Phainon proves on multiple occasions that he worries about those he cares about constantly. Obviously, the best example of this is how desperately he wants to help Mydei fight Nikador. When he's denied, and sent to discover Nikador's weakness instead, he spends the next couple of hours in-game yapping about how much time they're wasting. He's worried out of his mind, and the rest of the cast picks up on it all the time.
Not only that, but he doubts himself. Something troubles him ahead of surrendering the Coreflame to the Vortex, which both Castorice and Dan Heng notice. He seems to have no qualms about admitting it, but he clearly can't shake whatever it is making him falter.
While there is nothing explicitly stating what he's worrying about, the possibilities are endless. Prior to being chosen by the prophecy, Phainon was fuelled by his desire for vengeance, described by Castorice as being a "hollow shell". She questions whether or not his new mission takes priority over his desire for revenge. Similarly, Mydei says Phainon's fear holds him back, and that his resolve must be toughened if he is to withstand whatever Nikador throws at him. Phainon evidently wears his heart on his sleeve, and it's a very troubled heart.
What this shows is that Phainon is not ready to dedicate himself entirely to the fight, which Nikador demands. Nikador uses extreme violence to extinguish strife and war to maintain the balance of Amphoreus, which currently doesn't quite line up with Phainon's character. He is more inclined to using violence as a way of defending and protecting people.
Now, that's not to say that Phainon has nothing to do with Nikador at all. He seems to be a figure the people can rally around and follow into battle, much like Nikador. However, I don't think this is enough to see him through his trial.
So, while Phainon will be rejected by Nikador on account of his fears, he will instead be chosen by Kephale.
Phainon is the Deliverer. This isn't just a silly nickname given to him by Mydei - it's his role in the story of Amphoreus. When he has overcome his own struggles, he will lead the people and the Chrysos Heirs through the crisis and towards a new dawn. In Aglaea's own words;
Now, what exactly she means by this is unclear, but it gives me an uneasy feeling. The only miracles we have seen so far have all involved looking back in time, which Phainon currently cannot do. However, Aglaea's words are eerily similar to those describing the legend of Kephale's return in the Tides of the Basin. Here, Kephale leads the people to victory against the black tide, which seems more fitting for Phainon's character.
So, Phainon will be chosen by Kephale, whether that means receiving their Coreflame or assuming their identity, or perhaps he already is Kephale, in his own way.
This is not only conveyed to us textually via foreshadowing within the story itself, but it is also communicated via visual design. Phainon's design is positively littered with Kephale's symbol and other sun-related imagery.
I can spot at least 12 instances of Kephale's symbol or sun motifs in his design. That's no coincidence. In comparison, the only real reference to Nikador is the fact that he wears white, which Nikador also does, according to the information provided via the Tides of the Basin.
But if Phainon won't get Nikador's divinity, then who will?
Well, the game basically shoves the answer in your face; Mydei. He's the prince of Castrum Kremnos, he has some manner of bloodlust, and he has no reservations about using violence as a means to an end. On paper, he's the perfect candidate, which Phainon states to Aglaea. However, Mydei has refused the Coreflame. He has done so implicitly, as well as explicitly, to both Phainon and Aglaea. He doesn't want the Coreflame, nor the divinity that comes with it, because he's afraid of leading his people down the same dark path as his predecessor. Seemingly, the only reason he wanted to deliver the final blow to Nikador was for bragging rights.
Thus, something has to change drastically for Mydei to not only be offered the Coreflame, but to accept it. What this will be, I have no idea, but it will start with Nikador spitting Phainon back out without making him a demigod.
And if that wasn't enough to convince you; they are literally associated with these Titans in-game:
In their respective entries in Amphoreus' Saga of Heroes, Phainon is depicted with the symbol of Kephale, whereas Mydei is depicted with Nikador's. Whether this is an oversight on hoyo's behalf or a not-so-subtle attempt at foreshadowing, we will likely never know, but it's interesting food for thought.
Now, this isn't some earth-shattering revelation, nor is it some super deep character analysis, but it will be super interesting to see Phainon's story unfold. His character development has the potential to be some of the best stuff hoyo has ever written if they manage to pull it off.
#like I’m calling it right now#he’s gonna fail the trial#mydei will get the core flame against his will#and then at the end of amphoreus’ arc phainon will be chosen by kephale to lead the heirs against the threat that will end the world#also!!#while I have seen some 3.1 leaks I'm trying to stay away form them#and they haven't influenced this post#there's a fair bit of#phaidei#in here too#they're two halves of the same coin!!#I can't help it I'm constantly wearing the shipping goggles when it comes to them#they make me lose my mind a little#hsr#honkai star rail#hsr spoilers#honkai star rail spoilers#phainon#character analysis
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my mum keeps responding to my covid precautions with “i get it, you’re not ready yet”. like no i just don’t do them anymore. i don’t really need to eat at restaurants or go to crowded places or be in public without an n95. i can watch the movie at home. i can get take out. an n95 is just uncomfortable sometimes but doesn’t stop me from doing anything. i love not getting sick
#SOOOOOO glad i moved out#‘your sibling and i are going out to eat’ have fun! i actually have no desire to do that whatsoever#also both of them have brought covid home and I’ve clocked it every time#my mum’s was after a trip after i moved out where she didn’t wear a mask once (not even at the airport) and then spent the trip texting me#about how the rich food was giving her some stomach trouble and the jet lag was just hitting her so hard#clocked that asap. i think she gave it to everyone else too and then tested after someone else tested positive and got her positive#my sibling was when i was still at home though and they just came downstairs and sat next to me coughing and i have never moved so fast#consistently tested negative so I don’t think they gave it to me but they protested possibly having it until I made my mum test them#and lo and behold I was right! I got pcr tested by urgent care and was negative#i didn’t get the chance to be cautious from the beginning because I was a minor when covid started#but i’m now an adult and moved out and keep all my precautions and tbh I love it#i’m a college student and the only sickness I’ve ever dealt with was an ear infection from a piercing. that’s it#‘don’t you want to embrace your young adult years’ i have two cats and hobbies and love being at home im fine#I don’t want to party or go out or do much of that#coronavirus
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eldest daughter behavior
#he just like me fr#can you tell that I used to be an osomatsu kinnie#osomatsu san is like an old wound I got from the war that’s healed but still acts up during dubious employment periods#yes I am currently job hunting why do you ask#digital art#my art#osomatsu matsuno#osomatsu san#mr osomatsu#actually no I don’t think he deserves the Mr title there’s too much respect behind that#why do I feel like his English name would be some shit like craig#I’ve only ever cosplayed once in my life and it was this fucker#I still have the bowlcut wig buried deep in my desk and it whispers to me like the green goblin mask#also I bought a surprisingly really high quality hoodie cosplay it’s very good for cold winter days#but it has a giant pine logo smack dab in the middle so it’s like wearing a sign that says bullied in highschool in public#who says watching osmtsan doesn’t do any good?#I watched two episodes the other day and immediately went on indeed and applied for another job thanks king 👍#hello to like the ten other matsuno fans still on here#I’m literally neeting it up at home right now#my friend says I’m doing better than them cuz I got my degree tho so I’m holding on so hard onto that 👊👊👊
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Otto in a pink sweater
100% doesn’t correlate to what I wore a couple of days ago
#ottto#guys everyone needs to start dressing up their ocs RIGHT NOW#because I love them (me who’s been neglecting all my ocs but the three)#also working on opening commissions so hahaha keep your eyes peeled#I have no time line for when they will be opened but I’m working on it#anyway how much would yall pay for commissions from me???#artists on tumblr#art#my art#illustration#finished piece#digital art#2024 art#my oc art#snow leopard#sfw furry#furry art#>:3 I love Otto!!#guys who would have guessed 🙄#yeee but still working on that animation project#I really hope I get it done 💀#might spend some sleepless nights working on it BUT I AM COMMITTED#I’m so excited about it so I’m working on it in two of my classes plus at home#guys we balling#another addition to fall outfits but alas I feel Otto already wears fall like outfits#Act Casual
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I haven’t posted art in forever, (I am currently working on art tho!! It’s just taking me a bit cuz.. job..) but! But… what about if instead of the art u guys came here for. I instead posted pictures of the cool lil outfits I’ve been wearing recently that im rlly proud of… what about that???
#part of the issue w art is also for some reason. FOR REAL. the default shit I want to draw is just ME. IN MY VARIOUS CUTE LIL OUTFITS#I’ve become a narcissist… a fashion obsessed narcissist.. i just want everyone to see and admire my cool fits…#I struggle. so much more drawing shit that is not me nowadays. and I have so much less free time#but then I don’t FINISH the pics of me cuz I’m like ‘this is too self indulgent!!! stop!! draw fanart!!#like a normal person!!! ghgh-‘#ur rlly gonna come back from an art hiatus w just a bunch of silly pics of u being cute… get a fucking grip..#uhhh.. but anyway lol#I am still drawing. I’m currently working on some expiremental lineless digital art#cuz I felt shaking stuff up might help#we shall see if I finish it tho!#it me#pepper words#anyway look at my fits#my one. 2 curses r in bad at taking pictures#and I live in a dingy basement so the lighting fucking SUCKS#u cannot see all the detail…. u cannot make out All of my lil accessories#it’s sad…#all these outfits r very black and white i do in fact wear colors… mostly red. n green#but I am rlly In my aristocratic vampire / witch era right now… and I’m loving it…#middle 2 pics r the same outfit. just w and without cloak lol#also pls do me a kindness and ignore my messy ass room#lady outfit is actually my most recent and my room HAS gotten less messy! I cleaned it up!#but it’s still kinda. got some clutter lol#*last outfit. not lady outfit ghghg- these r gender neutral femme leaning outfits I’ll have u kno typo!!#also pls ignore the shit on my mirror!! the lil white speckles and stuff! I rlly gotta fucking clean that.. if I wanna keep taking cute#pictures of my outfits lol… I mean. it’s not MY mirror so I don’t think to clean it.. but it is in my living space…#mayhaps… I should clean it lol
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Bevbrill are so stay stay stay coded and I will die on this hill
#ITS SO THEM#LIKE#you came in wearing a football helmet and said okay let’s talk? LITERALLY BRILL#I’ve been loving you for quite some time? so themmmm bc they’ve been inlove for forever#but you’re carrying my groceries and now I’m always laughing? BEV BEING TREATED RIGHT BY BRILL BC HE LOVES HER SO MUCH AND WANTS TO SHOW HER#and the rest of the song too#I’m just not gonna type all that out#bevbrill#the outsiders musical#the outsiders broadway#beverly jitney bush#bev the outsiders#brill the outsiders#clark brillstein
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Sophie Shepard & Kaidan Alenko (ME2) 1/?
MIRA'S MORE CANON ME2 "The wrong place at the right time..." AKA: The aftermath of Stealing Memory. Mass Effect 2: Legendary Edition (2021)
#mira makes gifs ✨#sophie shepard#kaidan alenko#shenko#fshenko#mass effect#mass effect 2#me2#mass effect legendary edition#dailygaming#morecanonmasseffect#otp: you're real enough for me#these are my favorite bisexuals on the citadel sir#if bioware won’t give me soph and kaidan content in me2? FUCK IT. i’ll do it myself :)#i’m not even kidding about more canon either :) there’s some cute little details i spent way too much time modding in lol#kaidan’s little moon earring he gets after soph dies#me now knowing how to add outfits to the closet so i can yoink the male hoodie mesh to kitbash the hoodie she steals from their apartment#literally right after she resurrects that she always wears around the normandy :)#special shout-out to tali and thane bc their romance scenes have some nice moments#i could rant about soph’s me2 canon for hours but the cerberus plotline is shit#so half of that gets tossed out and kaidan and ash end up back on the normandy when she stages a coup from cerberus :)#bioware canon sucks so i’m rewriting ME2 :) they get to smooch more :)#like this!!#kaidan shows up on kasumi’s loyalty mission to help out with the undercover aspect when he hears soph is in citadel space :)#so they take out hock together :) and i think that’s how they end up rekindling (even though they never really stopped) :)#one of these days i’ll get around to giving kaidan his full arm tattoo instead of just the shoulder one you can’t even see lmao#i am now very powerful since i remember how to mesh swap and i can control the closet :)#i fear i’m about to be obnoxious about gif’ing ME2 missions#i think kaidan ash soph and zaeed are about to be going places#SORRY FOR THE RANT :) enjoy your day 💙
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Guys OCs are so cool 🫶🫶
The characters, (in order), are @mysticalcats’s Foxglove, @emimii’s Clownaire, @toki-toro’s Chaumet, and last finally, @charliesinfern0’s Clementine!!!!!
(plus my own lil oc Bluebelle but this ain’t about her <333)
#I was creating a character reference sheet for y’all’s OCs because I like being organized!!!#now I have a key to all the different makeup >:DDD#it’s good to have because I’m defff going to be needing it for future projects lol#I love them all so so much my little guys forever and ever 🫶#cats the musical#cats musical#cats oc#sorah’s silly scribbles#I listened exclusively to ‘Movin right along’ from the muppet movie while creating these#so I may be losing it a lil but you know what at least I’m vibing#it has come to my expression that some of these characters are wearing the same expressions#broooo why did I do that#in my own defense it is currently MIDNIGHT?????????#when did that happen. whoops.
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If he’s lookin for some thrills, ya hit him with the frills 🐠
#and now you say 🐠? that’s gills! you mean ❄️ and I say ❄️? that’s chills! you mean etc etc.#for the lore savvy I’m sorry to disappoint but this outfit was the questionably labeled women’s intimates my friend asked me to wear#they are perfect for me bc they are soft and vaguely audacious with the pattern and silly lil frills so he was right when he said as much 🥰#also for those wondering why the poppy background in some but not all I have a reason!#that side of the room was so disastrously messy I didn’t want to clean it so I put in more effort somewhere else to make up for it#this is what we in the business call procrastination babey!! hope this helps xoxo 💋#gpoy
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i saw so many great edits of the natlan characters that i almost got jump scared by the official art
#┊glimpse into the crystal ball ೃ༄#interesting character designs but now imagine if there was some melanin to go with it#listen i’m a white woman from pretty much the middle of europe and if you put me next to these characters i’d be one of the most tan there#that alone should tell you that sth isn’t quite right here#also the audacity to give surfer girl tan lines to show that she’s actually even whiter?#jesus fucking christ#and while i like the archon’s design when looking at it as a standalone character design#i was a bit confused as to why she’s wearing a biker outfit when she’s based on a culture with way richer designs?#like yeah she’s hot (pun not intended) but also ???#(should’ve just made it a kaveh skin smh /lh)#uhh yeah anyway i’ve been meaning to share these very surface level thoughts since the characters were announced#right now the only character to pull on my list would be columbina and she isn’t even confirmed for natlan#now if they decided to make it rain some melanin over all of natlan i’d change it#bc i do like the designs if i look at them without considering the greater context#it’s just a pity that we’re missing sth so crucial :|
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Sketchbook AU assortment
#splatoon#my art#first two are new#last three are old#and idk if I like any of them but w/e#well besides bm he’s mostly fine#anyway as per usual left to right is SkH shiv and concept Frye#unspecified big men. succubus shiv. and a ghoul AU I have a WIP for from splatoween I may finish some day#I’m not really sure what to do with it though#we got necromancer shiv and a dead frye though so there’s that#(spoiler alert shiv summons a body snatching ghoul to wear frye’s body so she can talk to her again)#the plan was to talk to ‘her’ and then let it go but ‘Frye’ has all her memories and shiv can’t do it so they’re chilling now#I’m undecided on ghoul design except for the long flat front teeth those are staying#not like it matters it looks like that for like 2 minutes until it puts on Frye’s body#body horror#almost forgot
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Hello people,
I went to the Taylor Swift Era’s Tour Movie with a very good friend today, as a surprise for him, and while we were watching the reputation era, I couldn’t help but notice how stunning Taylor’s outfit was for it. Especially with the red snakes all around the body suit.
So, I am proposing an idea to the artists that see this.
I present to you: Crowley wearing the Reputation Era Outfit.
Thank you for coming to my TED talk, I do hope that the lovely artists of Tumblr who scroll upon this post think this is a good idea.
(And if it’s been done before somebody please tell me where I can find it it’s the only thing I’ve been able to think about.)
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#good omens#crowley#taylor swift#reputation#good omens art#I can’t stop thinking about it#I can just imagine fem Crowley wearing it#and suddenly I’m on my knees???#I need this right now#please#(and also if some does make it and or finds someone who has please pretty please tag me)#(I can’t stop thinking about it)#(and I’m shit at drawing so I can’t even do it myself)
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in my feelings about the state of florida
#listen#before anyone says anything#i grew up there#that’s my fucking state shitty government and all#people don’t understand how fucking beautiful it is#the everglades are some of the most beautiful wetlands in the world#i grew up on the water fishing with my dad#i’ve seen it all#and that state#florida is beautiful#and the rage i feel when people who have never been there say let it sink into the ocean#do you even understand how terrible climate displacement is down there?#hurricane season gets worse and worse year after year#its not fucking funny#YOU’RE NOT FUNNY#my thoughts are so inarticulate right now because im so mad about this#but yeah#that is MY STATE#i don’t care#MAKE THE SOUTH SAFE FOR QUEER AND TRANS PEOPLE#people have just given up on those places because they think the people down there aren’t worth saving#digging my heels into the fucking dirt#clawing at the walls#chewing on glass#i’m a fucking florida man and i wear it as a badge of fucking honor#florida#us politics#politics#queer#trans
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My coworker trying to set me up with any man that comes in is absolutely hilarious.
Was the technician cute? Yeah kinda. But he also turned out to have a wife and a 19 year old child so my initial “ah he’s a technician and therefore and expert and therefore probably way too old for me” was absolutely correct.
Also one of our coworkers but while he’s cute he smokes which is an instant dealbreaker. Like if I come in when he’s smoking I have to hold my breath through my mask it’s so fucking bad. (This goes for everyone that smokes outside the entry door but. Anyway)
#she’s. yeah. I’m not bringing up that I’m queer. she’d probably be ok bc she knows a coworker has a boyfriend but. I don’t want to.#shatters’ fragments#shatters’ nonexistent love life#and again. I’m not going to try to build a life with you if I don’t generally feel safe with you#and most people don’t wear masks anymore#so I’d never really feel safe with them#and this is kinda huge for like. boundaries I enforce and revelations#bc I’d rather be lonely than six feet under now#whereas before if you promised to say you love me I’d let you do anything to me#which. I know. is Bad#and it’s all still hypothetical bc I haven’t fucking dated anyone#and still flip flop on if I even want to (the yearning says yes. the mind says uh. no wtf not right now at the very least)#bc the physical touch I yearn for is. again. literally. a cuddly cat would be perfect fuck people I don’t need them.#and if it’s sex (which I am also unsure I want bc texturally it’s a nightmare for me) I have toys#like yeah maybe my bar is on the floor ‘wears a mask and is nice’#but also my willingness to use some Time that I could be doing literally anything else (art/friends/etc) to be now put aside for a romance??#UNSURE#sure it would be easier if someone else finds someone for me. but do I even want that?#(visions of being snug in the middle both being spooned and spooning another dance in my head.)#(but toss a heat bag over my waist and nestle myself between two giant stuffies and it’s close enough on my twin bed anyway)#hmm. could always say If You Want Any Chance At Grandkids You Have To Pay For My Therapy but. hmmm (I’m still owed therapy bc I said so)#(they took it as a joke when I said if they went with that option they’d owe me therapy for it though)#bc fuck bodily autonomy of children amiright 😭#I used to have crushes that I would TRY so hard for. but currently I just? don’t. well.#maybe that one couple that has come to both my workplaces as customers were nice THEYRE CUTE and they wear masks. for them I’d try probably#but there’s literally no reason to assume they’d ever want me. or that they’re polyamorous. or that they’re open. or anything.#but I very much enjoy seeing them around town every time I do :)#I always prefer to be enamoured with characters instead. it’s safe bc it’s not real. (I don’t want to examine that rn)#I’ll probably turn right around and change my mind and have a crush on my Sailing Guy again next time I see him but. alas. he’s wonderful#idk idk. I should. I should get up and have food
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Okay I’m adding two more resolutions for 2025. I am exclusively mood-reading books, which means no TBR and no regimented planned reading, and I am also refusing to wear anything I don’t want to wear
#my mum asked if i’m dressing up for new year’s dinner and i was like actually no i’m really not#in past years i would’ve put on something slightly uncomfortable and non-temperature appropriate just to look nice#and yeah it’s a nice-ish restaurant we’re going to. but there’s no dress code or anything#what i’m wearing right now is clean; comfortable; fitted; i’m warm in it; i feel like i can move in it and eat a three course meal#(it’s basically stretchy jeggings and a cotton jumper)#i was thinking about putting on tights and a dress but i was like you know what fuck that#we’re not being uncomfortable in 2025#like i MIGHT put boots on instead of wearing my running trainers to the nice restaurant but you’ll have to be satisfied with that i’m afraid#i’m also not ingesting anything i do not want to ingest. meaning no i will not be having wine with dinner#i don’t feel like it. i might not be drinking anything other than water for the foreseeable in fact#the book thing might not make sense to anybody. basically i really like joining reading challenges/readathons because sometimes i genuinely#do not know what i want to read; and it gives me a sense of accomplishment when i complete stuff#but too many of them have really specific prompts that lead to me creating a really regimented tbr of like 6 specific books#i ‘have’ to read in THIS specific order and like…… we’re not doing it anymore#truly i’m embarrassed that it’s taken me this long to have this epiphany but genuinely#if your reading challenge doesn’t allow me to freestyle a bit i am simply not doing it. or i’ll make my own or simply not do one that month#idk. either way i did find one with some pretty broad general prompts and there’s no specific order at all so i printed that one out#my problem right now is there are too many books i want to read LOL#i want to finish butter but i want to start the next whyborne and griffin book but i want to read lolita and i also want to read mars house-#help.#personal
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